#dear future self

[decaydancemp3]

#dear future self #fall out boy #believers never die volume 2 #song rq

[aleesabella]

#feminine goals #life goals #life quotes #moving forward #doing better #proud #proud of myself #future me #dear future self #future self #womanhood

[its-always-emo-in-philadelphia]

#fall out boy #fob #dear future self #hands up #believers never die #volume two

[ocean-anchored]

Continued still.. December 3, 2023

Monday night I went to the Knights & flames game with Shane, he got really great tickets & I got to wear my jersey. It was a nice evening, he was good & I had asked him before not to ask me if Im ok at any point to trigger my emotional mess. Chrystal was gone the week so I was going into okotoks everyday to cover. Tuesday I originally didn't have plans but then Connor asked to hang out after work. Went for Taco tuesday which was nice then back to his place. I ended up staying the night, I felt like he wanted me to stay but idk, I still can't get a read on him. Part of me just thinks we're kind of doing the same thing to each other. I mean I know i'm not really going out of my way to ask him or make plans but his texting just sucks that I can't read if he wants to or not. Like its hard to keep any convo up over text & maybe he's just like that, I understand his work is a lot so keeping that up is tough, but then after we talked about how I might not be doing a roadtrip in January it died off & he didn't reply so whatever. I mean he has asked to hang out so I assume, & he does ask me to stay so maybe? But to what benefit? Idk. I do enjoy his company though. Wednesday I went for dinner with Ed & Mariana a founder of ours from Mexico city. Ill have to write another time on how I had planned to do a road trip down to the states or mexico for a few weeks but I dont think it's going to work out in January so I'll talk about it later for now. Went to Charbar which was really great, nice environment & cool, really great food. Thursday I finally had a night to myself, I was pretty tired from the week & had a lot this weekend so I chilled & gamed for a bit, took it easy. Friday had lunch with Ed, again I might talk about that later but I'm still really blessed to be working with him. Friday night was my ugly christmas sweater games night which I think turned out really well! 9 people including me, jeremiah brought his friend Dan, steven, amanda, shane who came 2 hours late... that was another whole other story of annoyance & triggering for me, Kamber, amber & naythan. It was fun, started around 6/6:30 & everyone stayed till like midnight so it was a lot of fun. Saturday I chilled for day, Marc forgot about our facetime which sucks but whatever. Was supposed to go to anneriekes to decorate the tree but didn't want to be around that environment again which I think I forgot to mention anyways that I went for dinner two weeks ago & it was just a lot to take in & I'm tired of talking about Steve. Anyway I went to amber & naythans instead with nova, nova did so good with Rue, it was honestly so sweet watching nova play again & be so gentle with her, made me so happy. We played catan & had a really great night. Amber also got me the exit game advent calendar that were all in a challenge together, like 4 of us couples minus mine of course & that's super fun so far, proud that I've solved the first two alone with no hints! Anyways, love those people so much. Today, sunday, went to 8:30am service which was so good again. I really love this church I think & want to stay in it. Its so lively & actually makes me want to lean into God when I leave & "sets my heart on fire" again feeling. Went to brunch with Daniel at Diner Deluxe which was great again, he's a good guy. Hes really smart & very... aware. Its a breath of fresh air & its really nice to be able to talk to someone emotionally on the same page especially about relationships & the struggles. Then mom surprised me at being at my house after so we could go for a walk & we had some good conversation. Then went to a movie with steven & amanda which was good so im finally relaxing now winding down for bed. This week will be busy again & the weekend but then it get's quiet which I think Im finally looking forward too.

#personal #dear future self #life update #dearfutureself #monthly update

[roscoe-me-and-this-fuckin-kid]

Here’s one i designed around dear future self by fob. If I actually start the shop, I’d also design stuff for mcr/idkhow/pre split panic/ect too. Could also branch out to t-shirts and pins and stuff

#bandom #fob #fall out boy #dear future self #pete wentz #andy hurley #joe trohman #patrick stump #mcr #my chemcial romance #gerard way #smfs #so much (for) stardust #Emo

[unimusically]

dear future self (hands up) - fall out boy, wyclef jean

hands up, ready for the bomb never mind the rocket launcher talking 'bout a tune you can hear us coming with that sound listen to the boom, boom, we are breakin' through

#daily music #daily song #music #fall out boy #fob #pete wentz #andy hurley #joe trohman #patrick stump #believers never die #dear future self #dear future self (hands up) #wyclef jean #Spotify

[thegreatlarryfisherman]

Dear current self. You were right but okay stay with me.

Your last best friend told you to dye your hair pink because when it faded, it’d be a cute little pastel pink and you fought and fought.

However, you did it anyway because having best friends pick out your hair color and be excited to see how it turns out is one of those girly fucking teen things you never get over. But you were right. It does fade what we’ve been calling “an ugly orange.” All this time.

Still with me? Okay. It’s blonde. Your hair fades back to the bleached color. The orange is because you’re probably not bleaching fully when it comes to the back because you can’t see. It’s always darker in the back because you don’t give it enough attention.

Not giving it enough attention is also why it’s dry. Obviously, we needed something to pick apart after today. So there ya go. Take care of your fucking hair. Love your goddamn self. Figure out what to do with it now.

I love you. Even if I’m just frustrated with you. I know you have weird issues and you can be too much for any and everybody. Just take it one day and one detail at a time.

#personal #dear future self #natural hair journey #pink hair #it was cute while it lasted now you just get sad when you see it

[theramblingsofshaniarose]

May 18th 2022

Dear Future Self,

You may be stubborn as hell, but don’t allow yourself to take any shit from someone who no longer brings joy to you. Let them go, let it go. You’re more powerful than this, and you can and will survive.

The person you were a long time ago doesn’t compete with the person you are now, so don’t ever let it define your worth. You are kind, you’re remarkable and you’re defined by your worth. That person you were, had no idea the person you are now has evolved so brilliantly… almost like a flower that pushes through even the harshest of conditions or a butterfly that took it’s gracious transitioning slumber from the hungry caterpillar it was once, to the majestic butterfly it is now. You’re capable of adapting to change and you can make a change for the greater good.

Love,

Past Self♥️

#dear future self #letters from now to tomorrow #self love #self care #universe of healing #tumblr self care #letter to myself

[niteowl-nonsense]

note to self

I want a child so I can name them if it is a boy, Julian.. Like! I love that name! Keeping it here and my brain that I need to name my son Julian/Julien (which do you like?)

#notetoself #dear future self

[te1escope-eyes]

8/24/23 gratitudes

1. That my coworker was understanding and kind

2. That it's my Friday and I got to take a nap

3. For air conditioners

I am proud:

-that I am making strides in my journey to work on my mental health.

Really, I'm so grateful and proud of that. I'm not all the way there, but I never thought I'd get to where I am.

Remember that, future self. I used to feel like I was just lying to myself when I tried to be positive. I don't feel like I'm lying anymore.

#gratitude journal #dear future self

[james-isqueer]

never underestimate how much new girl will make you smile. rewatch it. do it.

#dear future self #fdjskFHdsg

[insidemyhiddendrawer]

3rd June 5:20pm

hiya friends, its been a while, recently I've been processing the loss of a fair few friends recently - I mean don't worry they're not dead thank god - but we've recently all gone to this big new school and parted ways, I tried not to think about it so much at the beginning because I was telling myself that it was for the best for a *plethora* of reasons but its recently hit me just how alone I am

I never stopped to grieve our close friendship when it ended - and I mean we used to be close close - but they did and maybe that's why they got over it so quickly, now I spend ages mourning and thinking about how I took it almost for granted having such a tight nit female group

so much has changed in this past year and I don't think younger me from a year ago would even recognise me now I'm such a different person and I don't know if that is for the better

I used to be so silly and laugh everyday, I used to be cheeky and challenging but now I can be shy and quiet, self conscious and dazed. its crazy to think how much environment impacts peoples personalities - particularly mine in this instance

I hope one day I can look back in hindsight and know that it turned out just fine in the end but sometimes I feel so lost without them

I think what hurts most it the fact that there is no going back to the way things were. they have changed. so have i. it can never be again.

so those memories are mine to keep and theirs to hate but never again.

#ex friends #my diary #dear reader #dear future self #lonelier version of you #inside my hidden drawer

[sliceofslo]

Dear Future Me,

(To The Person I Will Become)

Reminder: There are three pieces of chewing gums under your desk, it’s always three.

First things first, those chewing gums are for three things; I chew one when I’m contemplating whether to attend my class or stay in bed. But I got no choice, I had to be at school before seven in the morning.

I’d have my second gum when I start to panic and get nervous. What if I can’t get through the day? Did I left something at home? Where did Mama put my money? Was it on my bag’s pocket or she just bought me snacks? Will I ever do well in class today? One gum to calm.

On my way home, I’d chew another gum, a reward for surviving the day and to console myself. I could have done better every class recitation if I weren’t just nervous.

I’m not sure when you’ll gonna read this or if you'll be able to or maybe at 22. There are many things out there you can live for, even people who are miles away are worth to hold on to and I hope you’ve got some already. We always do panic when things are out of hand. Even so, I hope you have stopped dwelling over things you have no control of.

I assume you’ve become the person I wish I already was as I write this letter to you, I hope so.

P.S. Write to me if there are no more chewing gums under your desk! Whether or no, it’s alright if you still chew some. I’m proud, regardless.

Yours sincerely,

I am you.

https://pin.it/52dujkI

#dear future self #writeblr

[ocean-anchored]

Continued.. December 3, 23

I honestly barley remember the rest of this at this point, my mind was so... exhausted. I wasn't ready to have another fight nor did I want to make any more issues. I just know we tried to talk about it, I know how I was in the wrong & that's the problem, I should have just shut up from there on. Instead I tried to explain how it was hard being in that situation because when he's upset, he doesn't want to talk, which usually meant he would give me the silent treatment which was always an incredibly hard place to be in, or depending on where we were, he would walk out. ... then followed by the silent treatment. So I knew & could feel it coming. I remember talking about understanding & validating that he wasn't happy about the situation but he said he had to deal with it because we weren't infact dating & I was allowed to do what I wanted but he clearly wasn't happy. We sat in silence for most of the meal. I cried when we got the truck because he raised his voice again. I just knew at that point it wasn't going to work again. I lost hope. I didn't tell him that, I couldn't speak honestly. & I completely understand how he said if we were to work again that we would have to start over, completely fresh & neither of us could hold anything against each other. I understood that. Doesn't mean it was easy, especially when all I know was how he acted when those times came & I got trigger and scared. Idk what I wanted but he drove me home. He wasn’t happy & neither was I, I was crying. Idk what I wanted but I think I wished to be able to be in each others presence at least & talk it out. He was always just so difficult when he was angry because he couldn’t deal with it, so he’d walk out & take at least 24 hours if not more to get over it & that’s the worse time for me, that’s when I need to be close or try to fix things. I went thrifting with Amber then to her place. We had a really great evening & had a paint night & just really enjoyed each others time, I needed it no matter how much I wanted to lock myself in my room. She got us best friend socks for our friendiversary, I seriously love that girl. She’s so on my level. I’m literally the most blessed to have her. I didn’t hear from Zack that night which just stung a little more so I texted him saying I hope he had a good night. Still didn’t hear from him the next morning till the mid afternoon after I texted him again. Essentially tried to apologize & take responsibility but he was still baffled on how we fought which really didn't seem that big. We didn't really talk much that day I dont think. Went to work monday which I dont think we talked much either he said he wanted to see me before he went to work but he was still heated when I called him after work because I had said it wasn't fair I was still getting the silent treatment from him & hard to make plans with him when he didn't text me back. Anyway that turned into a massive phone call fight were he told me how crazy I was for saying that I felt like I was in the dog house a lot & just went on & on, he was aggressive verbally. I wouldn't put it past him if he had done coke that weekend at some point too & I was getting the tail of it again. I mean he did confess after I asked him that he did do it when we went to Rics that night it all went to the shitter so I'm also still not fucking crazy because I knew. He continued to text me after we hung up & he was pretty rude again. Told me how I was a bad person & he didn't care anymore & wanted to find someone else & again saying "crazy" to imply that I'm crazy. I stopped replying. I haven't talked to him since & i'm really over it this time.

#zp #dearfutureself #life update #dear future self #personal

[ratherbefangirling]

I shall forever stay in my 'angsty teenager wannabe princess but is secretly a queen who is interested in deep conversation and polite anarchy' phase

#dear future self #personal #yes im a YA mc #or actually know im that character #you know the one

[halfdoomed-helianthus]

foblr have yall seen this yet?

#eyeing the mania reference #and the dear future self reference #probably means nothing #but i do NOT trust fob #fall out boy #2ourdust