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#dean. listens to music. that reminds him. of cas. great! so without further notice i WILL be passing away!! thank you so much for your time
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#oh i am. obsessed. i have been thinking about it and. will dean ask cas to stay in this fic? will he?#and who will confess their love first? and how? i am. i feel like I'm bubbling on the inside just waiting for things to unravel#right. okay. without further ado#sophia reads to build a home#okay what do i remember from last time. cas in the rain. cas getting an invitation to talk at the school dean works.#and now. this chapter. they are 18. fuck this one is gonna. have angst huh#okay so this is the aftermath of the party huh. cas is hungover and dean is full of guilt#wait no. i think days have passed. cas is? packing? shit is this it???#cas is calling dean homophobic again. the frustration is. so real. cas please. he's literally bisexual#dean. we know you want to come out. this is the second time now you almost did. let it out bb. let it alllll ouuttt#okay. back to present day.#dean. listens to music. that reminds him. of cas. great! so without further notice i WILL be passing away!! thank you so much for your time#rule number one cas. don't ask dean about sammy. he WILL cry. don't test him#cas goes back to Scotland (?) in a month!! plenty if time for shenanigans and confessions!! here's your chance boys!!#(rowena voice) fix it!#back to 18. castiel i love but please. PLEASE stop assuming things about dean. don't let your anger and jealousy cloud your judgement!!#this scene is kinda. uncomfortable though. cause dean is talking about lisa to his friends and. well. he's in love with cas#so it feels all very fake. yanno? like a show. like hes trying to get a reaction from cas and that just makes cas angrier. its a whole thin#CAS ITS NOT DISGUST ITS JEALOUSY FUCKING HELL#oh these chapters are killing me. KILLING ME. AND NOW YOU JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO PRESENT DAY??? AFTER THAT MESS???#HAVE MERCY DEAR AUTHOR IM SCREAMJNG#dean is talking to a class of teenagers about protest music and cas is watching. im about to explode#SHUT UP SHUR UP THEY JUSTED HUGGED FOR THE FIRST TIME KN NINE YEARS IM INCOHERENT#oh i. i need to go to sleep now... oh no. no i want to keeping reading#one more chapter? no. sleep. unless? noooooo i gotta sleeeeepppp. fuck.#okay but tomorrow is friday so more reading then. stay up late reading then
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Characters: Dean x Pregnant!Reader, Sam, Castiel (mentioned), Lucifer (mentioned), Mary, John, Chuck, Amara, Jody, Alex (mentioned), Claire (mentioned), Donna (mentioned)
Word Count: 2,243
Warnings: spoilers for season 12 in here so please, read with caution. Some angst, some fluff, I love Jody Mills, maybe that’s it? 
Request: Chuck and Amara come back after Season 12 to bring Mary and John back since Cas needs helps with the child since the baby won’t leave the house he was born in. So, Mary and John, along with Sam and Dean go to help them out but since the reader is pregnant, Dean doesn’t want her coming. So, she leaves to go to her hometown before Dean gets back and he comes back earlier than planned and he freaks out.
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“What are we going to do now?” You sighed, sitting with Sam and Dean. Lucifer and Mary were gone, in another dimension. You had no idea how to get them back or how to ever open that portal door again. You figured Lucifer’s baby had something to do with that.
Cas was taking care of him since the baby only really trusted Cas to be near him. You couldn’t blame the child; Castiel was an amazing care giver. He cared for Kelly and he would care for this Nephilim with his life.
Crowley was dead and as much as you hated demons, you thought Crowley was a friend to you. He just proved that even though you were a demon, you could still be human. All that was left was you, Sam, and Dean. You didn’t know what to do anymore.
“You’re not going to do anything. Sam and I will figure something out.” Dean said, looking at you.
“Excuse me?” You scoffed, crossing your arms.
“Y/N, need I remind you that you’re pregnant? With my child. To hell if you think I’m letting you leave this Bunker.” Dean said, shaking his head. Your hand immediately went to your swollen stomach. You were only 5 months pregnant but Dean was right. Going out there would risk not only your life but your baby boy.
“Right. So, what are you going to do?” You said, sighing. There was no use in arguing with Dean. When it came to you and his son, there was no wiggle room. He won’t let anything happen to you.
“That’s what we are trying to figure out.” Sam sighed, looking through a lore book.
“Sam, I don’t think these lore books would be much of help. As much I want to believe it, the Men of Letters probably didn’t have to deal with this kind of thing.” You said with a sigh.
“Maybe I can help.” Your eyes widened at the familiar voice. But that was impossible. She was gone. You turned around and saw Mary standing in the doorway with a small smile.
“Mom?” Dean and Sam both stood up and was weary about approaching her. How was she here right now?
“I’m right here. I’m really here.” She smiled, walking further into the room.
“How are you back?” You asked, touching her shoulder to make sure she wasn’t a ghost or something. Nope, she was really there but Dean and Sam weren’t stupid. They took out their silver knives, a demon blade, and holy water.
“That isn’t necessary.” You turned to the door and your eyes widened even more. You never met the man but you knew who he was because of Sam and Dean. What the hell was going on?
“John?” You looked at Dean and Sam who got tears at the sight of their parents in front of them after all these years.
“Hi, Y/N, you’re looking good. Hi Sam and Dean.” John smiled and walked to his shocked and frozen kids.
“How are you two here right now?” You asked, not knowing how to process this.
“We brought them back.” Your head whipped to the front door of the Bunker and saw not one but two people enter the place. You didn’t know how they found the place but I guess they could do whatever it is that they wanted.
“Okay, this is some crazy shit right now. I am so confused.” You said, taking a seat.
“Why did you bring them back? Not that I’m not thrilled but everything comes with a price.” Sam said, staring at the one and powerful one: God.
Well, Chuck is what he liked to go by. You remember meeting him when he was writing those Supernatural books. You may have kept a copy or two just because it was interesting to read about your boyfriend’s life before you met him and Sam.
“I had to come down and meet my grandson. Amara wanted to see her great nephew.” Chuck said, walking down the metal stairs with his sister right behind him.
“What happened with taking over the world? You expect us to believe that you both are good now? No offense, your majesty.” You said with a roll of your eyes.
“Y/N, I give you my word that I don’t want violence anymore. Time with my brother saw me of the damage I caused. Now we want to help. We want you guys to help the child. We brought Mary and John back because we know they are capable of helping with the child.” Amara said, standing up straighter.
“So, in other words, you’re leaving again.” You asked, putting a hand on your stomach. You knew that with them back, there would be conflict and you could only think about the safety of your baby. Amara nodded but she walked over to you and knelt.
“What are you doing?” You asked when she placed her hand on your stomach. She closed her eyes and muttered something in a language that you didn’t understand.
“She’s protecting your child.” Chuck said, crossing his arms. You looked at him and then at Dean who looked worried. He wanted to kill anyone who hurt you or his child but this was Amara. Chuck wouldn’t let him kill her and she is too powerful herself.
“There, it’s done.” Amara said, standing up.
“What did you do?” You asked, putting a hand on your stomach to feel your baby boy kicking where your hand was. Dean immediately went to your side and put his hand over yours.
“Your boy will always be protected. No harm shall ever come to him as long as he may live.” Amara said, walking back to her brother.
“Thank you.” You said, looking at Dean who stood up.
“So, are we going to help Cas or what?” Sam asked, grabbing his gun and putting it in his jeans.
“Yes, we should all go.” John said, stepping into the room. You couldn’t believe that John and Mary were with you now in the same room.
“Y/N, you stay here. We’ll keep you updated. We should be back before the weekend is up.” Dean said, walking to your side.
“Please be safe, Dean. I do not want this child growing up without a father,” You looked from Dean and to Sam. “Or an uncle. You understand?”
“Y/N, we will be perfectly safe.” Dean said, giving you a soft kiss before pulling away.
“I know but this is Lucifer’s child we’re talking about. We still don’t know so much.” You said with a sigh.
“Y/N, I will make sure my children are safe and that they will return home to you.” John said, ready to protect the family like he always strived to do.
“Thanks, John.” It felt weird speaking to your boyfriend’s father since the last you heard of him, he was dead. Dean and Sam got ready to go and you were alone before you knew it.
“Okay, I guess it’s just you and me.” You said to your son. You felt him kick and you smiled to yourself, wondering what you should do before they got back. You were too tired to clean, you weren’t hungry, you didn’t want to watch TV, you hated reading, and you didn’t own any speakers to listen to music.
“Wait, I have an idea. Baby boy, looks like we’re taking a road trip. We’ll be back before your father ever shows up. Lord only knows how he’ll react to us gone from the safest place on earth.” You said as you grabbed keys to one of the fancy cars in the Bunker’s garage.
You got in the right car, starting it and leaving the Bunker. It felt nice to be on your own since Dean or Sam was up your ass 24/7. It felt nice to breathe and it felt nice to not be stuck in the Bunker all the damn time. Fresh air was good for you and your son.
You didn’t have a name for him yet because you wanted to decide with Dean and you two just haven’t had time to sit down and think about it. Of course, that didn’t stop you from coming up with a few names. You loved the name Dylan or James. You thought about naming him after John but you didn’t like how he treated his boys.
After Mary died, there was a number of things that he could have done better than putting them into this life at such an early age. You thought of naming him after your father, Marcus, but you didn’t like that name as much as you tried to.
Whatever you named him, you wanted his middle name to be Dean since that man has sacrificed so much for you. You’ve been together with him for such a long time that you couldn’t ever see yourself with anyone else. You loved Dean and everything that he stood for. You knew from the moment you met him, he would make an amazing partner and an even better father.
You were so wrapped up in your head, you didn’t even notice that you made it to where you wanted to go. You were born in a small town called Sioux Falls. You knew Sheriff Jody Mills and that is actually how you met Dean. Sioux Falls was only 6 hours away from Lebanon so you didn’t think it would be a big deal to escape for a few days.
You actually met up with Jody and you were happy to see her and her two adopted daughters. You kept in touch with them over the years and became quite close with them. You decided to stay with them for the weekend, ready to go back before Dean ever got home. You made them promise not to tell Dean or Sam you were here with them.
Dean had too much to worry about and if you were going to be back before he would, there wouldn’t be any need for fuss. What Dean didn’t know wouldn’t kill him.
“Jody, you have to be there. I want Alex and Claire along too. You three are part of my family and I want you to be there. I am due in 3 or 4 months so that gives you plenty of time to plan for this.” You said, sitting on her couch while she drank a glass a wine. You had some soda and it was just you two since Claire and Alex were out.
“Okay, fine, I’ll make sure that I’ll be there.” You wanted her to be there for the birth of your son. She was more of a mother figure than Mary ever will be anyways. You considered Alex and Claire your little siblings and you wanted them there too.
“Oh, and I don’t have Donna’s number. I want her there too.” You said with a smile.
“You want the whole damn town there too?” Jody joked.
“I just want my family there and you guys are that.” You said, smiling. Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you looked at it, your eyes widening.
“Who is that?”
“Dean,” You answered the phone, trying to act innocent. “Hey baby.”
“Where the hell are you?” Dean didn’t sound too happy. He sounded pissed and worried.
“What do you mean? I’m at home. I never left.” You lied, looking at Jody who bit her lip.
“Bullshit. Sam and I are back home and you’re nowhere to be found. So, where the hell are you? Please tell me you’re safe.”
“Dean, I’m okay. I’m with Jody right now. I wanted to take a trip and I ended up at Sioux Falls where I was born. I thought you would be back later.” You sighed, setting your soda down.
“Thank God. Why didn’t you tell me you were heading out?” Dean said with a sigh. You heard Sam’s voice in the background but couldn’t make out what he was saying.
“Because you already have too much to worry about. I didn’t want to add to your plate. I didn’t see a point when I thought I would be home before you. Plus, Jody is such a badass that I feel completely safe with her. If there is a safer place than the Bunker, it would be her house.” You said, assuring your boyfriend that you were safe.
“Please, don’t do that again. I thought…” Dean said, his voice breaking up.
“Dean, I am perfectly safe. Okay? Let me finish my night with Jody and I’ll be back tomorrow morning. It was nice to catch up with her since I never leave the damn Bunker. I promise that tomorrow, I’ll be in one piece. Our son will be in one piece.”
“Okay but after this, I am not letting you out of my sight.” Dean half joked.
“Fine. I love you so much.” You said with a smile.
“Not as much as I love you.” Dean said. You knew he was smiling.
“And here you got me thinking you hated chick-flick moments.” You said, giggling softly.
“You know I’m a sucker for them.” Dean said lowly as if he didn’t want Sam to hear him.
“I know. I love you and I will see you tomorrow.” You hung up before he could say anything else. You turned back to Jody with a smile as you raised your glass to your lips.
“Now, where were we?”
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