#day 2 of me having a panic attack at night over this shit 😑

[princessaurora11]

Diary 5/17

I didn't realize it had been so long since I had written an entry until I just redownload the app and looked at my post history XD

I guess I'll write a general update then write a few things about today.

In relation to my last post and why I haven't written in so long, life went downhill since then but uphill since recently I guess? I got really depressed, mostly because of how stressful my job is and how many panic attacks I've had because of it and how customers and management treat me.

I almost quite SO MANY TIMES. But never did for one reason or another. I went through with my plans to go see my best friend, it helped me a lot in getting out of my funk from just working day in and day out. I finished her custome backpack and gave it to her when I went to see her, finishing it while at her dad's house lol.

I took a ungodly amount of photos, we went to get grandpa's the morning after I arrived, went to hot pot with her family because her uncle and his family were there at the same time, complete coincidence in timing but known about beforehand. I got a keychain from the boba place we went to, it had a claw machine and all the other customers slowly noticed me and all started reacting to me and cheered when I won on my last turn XD we went and bowled, I got overstimulated after such a long day and eventually had Amber play for me because I just needed to sit :p We went to a play at a collage, it was nice.

We stayed at her grandpa's over night and the next day went to San Francisco, I found a few bobbles like a monarch butterfly pin for my hat which matched the short I was wearing and a cute second hand cottage core shirt, it's my new favorite shirt hehe, we stayed at her grandpa's house again overnight and went back to her days the next day.

We went on a lot of hikes after we got back to her dad's on day 4, I'm just gonna put in a bunch of my favorite photos, a hike is a hike and I don't remember details about stuff like that. Other than that the first hike we went on we got water logged and I wasn't happy. I'll make a part 2 because I'm at my photo limit lol

I bought some second hand DS games at a second hand game shop, I know there's more but I've got a small working memory and I'm getting bored of talking about the vacation I took 2 months ago lol

I got stuck on the plane an extra hour because of a inside storage unit not closing 😑 then my Lyft home got us lost by missing our exit and ngl I wasn't sure he didn't plan to steal me or something.

Updates outside of my vacation:

I got my electric bike, I'm making payments I stead of paying all at once because my twin borrowed all my savings from me 😑 he's being really slow at paying me back but also he's having a hard time in Ohio or Iowa, idk lol. His friend was murdered and his new roommate bailed. I know he'll pay me back eventually but I miss having actual savings 😑

I still wanna quit my job sometimes but I'm also used to it and really close to my 1 year bonus so I'mma wait for now. I finally went to the dentist again after trying and failing for so long, I should be getting my broken tooth removed soon.

I started paying for a Minecraft realm for me, my best friends and a few other people like her brother and his friend. It has the Medevil Minecraft mob pack on it.

I decided to keep trying to start my crochet club at the library, found out I can't, found out there's a stitchers group at the library already and on my day off so I went today. It did end up being a crochet and knitting group, as expected all the women are. 60-90 other than one who's around 40 lol but they were nice ladies and one of them wants me to help her learn to make a frog toy she bought a kit for. The kit installations were shit and poorly written so I'm gonna leach her how next week ✌🏼

Well that's enough for now, Aurora out ✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼

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