#damen as a lot of piercings

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read through your previous answer and was wondering: how do you write laurent (from hold (me), please?)

thank you for all your work!

When I was writing even in another time, I wrote a lot of things about how I approach Laurent, because he was the POV character! Everything I've said about EIAT Laurent is applicable to any Laurent, really, because it's all based in character analysis:

this answer about Laurent's bunions

this answer about Laurent's approach to sex as a survivor of child sexual abuse

this answer about Laurent and Nicaise

this answer about Laurent and Auguste (with added commentary/analysis by my forever-beta reader @sulkybbarnes)

this answer about the abuse which Laurent inflicts on Damen in book 1 and where it comes from

and also this post I made about Laurent's motivation in book 1, because he is not actually getting revenge for Auguste's death when he repeatedly punishes Damen in book 1; he thinks he is getting revenge for years of sexual and psychological abuse.

What is always in consideration when I write Laurent is that he is an adult survivor of child sexual abuse. I’m not going to beat around the bush with this; he isn’t just “damaged” or “hurt” or “bitchy.” He was repeatedly raped and psychologically abused by his uncle from the age of 13, likely until the age of 15, after losing his mother, father, and brother within the span of a few months. He then was obliged and made to continue living under his abuser’s control, in a place where it is impossible that no one knew what was done to him, witnessing his uncle be enabled to continue abusing other boys.

The narrative about him at Arles was completely controlled by his abuser, which is shown to the reader initially first-hand in book 1 when Damen witnesses the Regent manipulating and directing council members to see Laurent as out of control and worthy of punishment; the Regent is even shown, on page, deliberately manipulating Damen. Laurent is unable to retreat from the reminder of being sexually abused: the entire court are open in sexualising and objectifying him despite his best efforts to close himself off and become effectively repulsive, he says since the age of 15; rape itself is glorified as entertainment, and everyone in the place where he lives sits around and cheers for it—is even aroused by it. Since he was 15, everyone else in the court being adults. Everything from the way people talk about him to the hypersexual environment of the court is a reinforcement to Laurent that his uncle’s version of events is the correct one: he asked for it, and he deserved it.

People love to bring up how Damen “didn’t realise” or “didn’t notice” what happened to Laurent, and deride him for not connecting the dots even after he knew that the Regent was a pedophile. It is much more pertinent to Laurent’s story, and indeed Damen’s as well, to ask why no one at the court did anything to protect any of the boys abused by the Regent, including Laurent. People knew. There is evidence throughout all three books that people knew—grown adults, not teenagers like Laurent (him being merely 20 years old throughout the trilogy) and they did nothing. The Crown Prince has his ear pierced like a pet, specifically noted as a taste of the Regent, and there are readers who think it was a secret? We know that Laurent was made to wear paint; we know that he was made to drink and take drugs. It would not have been spoken about, it would not have been acknowledged, but people in the court would have known.

That is why Laurent is a “cast iron bitch” to the people of the court: they stand in front of him and call him “your highness” when they not only failed to intervene when he was his uncle’s target, but now ignore and enable the continued abuse happening right in front of them. They also gossip and talk about him, actively engaging in ongoing and persistent sexual harassment. The only person who doesn't do this is Damen, and even then Laurent has a difficult time letting go of the idea that Damen only wants him for sex. This is not a reflection of Damen specifically; it is a reflection of Laurent's entire life existing around adult men.

Laurent isn’t cold and vulgar and sharp without reason: it is a defense mechanism. He does not act out of inherent spite or delight in the misery of others or just because he likes seeing people humiliated for no reason. It’s interesting that people think of Damen as a black and white thinker who has to be taught to see nuance, because actually in that respect, he and Laurent are the same: the teach each other to see nuance, and to be moderate, because until Damen arrives Laurent has a very tit-for-tat view of justice and a broad brush with which he paints. Damen is more inclined to see the good in people; Laurent is more inclined to see the bad—but they both share an unshakable sense of justice and a belief that people who hurt others need to be punished. There are reasons for both of them to be this way: the societies they have been raised in both put punishment at the forefront of the response to perceived crimes, and the punishments are largely physical and based on arbitrary decisions of proportionality. They teach each other the value of forgiveness and nuance.

This is more than I intended to write, but I've got more energy this morning than I did answering the ask about Damen so my thoughts are connecting a bit better. I guess what I'm saying is that writing about Laurent and sex and relationships is always going to require a foundational understanding of and compassion for trauma caused by sexual abuse. That is as true in canon as it is for me writing even in another time as it is for hold (me) please.

#asks #anonymous #my writing #laurent of vere #i have more energy today but not energy enough to find references for all of this #but believe me. there ARE references for all of this #captive prince

[dreamdropxoxo]

Soo.. Damen with lots of gold piercings for your next fic? 👀

Haha Im sorry i just saw the amazing art you reblog and I couldn't stop myself from asking one of my fav Capri writers for something like that 💖💖 hope you have a nice end of the week 🌈

Ps. Im crazy over your new prompts! They are so good 🌼

Abso-fucking-lutely! Gimme all the pierced!Damen content 😍

Thank you for all this super nice ask 🥰. It means a lot. Under the cut, some more pierced Damen 👀. Have fun!

Part 1

"This is not your first piercing, I gathered?" Auguste asked him in a conversational tone as he put on black gloves. Damen blinked himself out of his daze.

"No, it's not. I have a few. That's also why I want the gold one. They have to match." This had Nik snorting out, "yeah, nobody should ever say you're vain, am I right, Damianos?", and Damen rolled his eyes. At least the banter gave him something else to concentrate on instead of thinking about the blond vision of a man. Laurent.

"That might be a little cold," Auguste warned when he started sterilizing the area where the piercing would sit. Damen tried not to flinch, but the underside of his penis was still a very sensitive area. Auguste smiled at him and continued, "it's good that this isn't your first. You already know how it goes."

Damen nodded. He felt the marker on his skin and then Auguste said, calmly, "alright. Breathe in slowly and then breathe out." Damen did and he could feel the needle puncturing his flesh. It hurt, but it was bearable and Damen just breathed through it. Nik sat beside him and held his hand in a dead grip, his eyes were wide and he swallowed hard. Damen would have laughed if there hadn't been a needle in his penis.

Auguste was gentle as he held the skin with the forceps and inserted the golden barbell. Then he cleaned and bandaged the area and Damen could get dressed again.

"I'm never accompanying you again," Nik declared, looking a little green in the face and Damen laughed.

"I didn't ask you to, mate. You wanted to come save me from my stupidity."

Auguste laughed again, he was a very happy person, the crinkles around his eyes made that clear enough. "Alright. Damen, now let's come to the aftercare part. It will take approximately three months for the piercing to heal. During the first days it might bleed a little, but that's not something unusual. Light swelling and pain in the first couple weeks is also not unusual, so nothing to worry if that happens. However, should you get a fever, or the skin gets hot to the touch or there is pus of any kind, you should contact me immediately."

Damen nodded. He already knew that from his other piercings.

"Additionally, change the bandage every. Wash your hands with soap whenever you're touching the area. Rinse the piercing at least twice a day with distilled water and saline solution-," and so on. Damen nodded along. He already loved the shop. Auguste was fun and professional and very thorough and Damen knew he would come back again for his next piercing.

And it had only partially to do with the blond employee, who looked like a greek half god.

"Can I ask you an unrelated question?" Damen couldn't get out of there without knowing if Laurent was single or not.

"Sure."

"Is Laurent single?" Nik groaned when he heard that and Auguste burst out laughing after a second.

"Yes. My brother is single. Good luck with trying to change that," the blond man giggled and Damen felt the horror wash over him. He should have known. The similarities were obvious, glaringly obvious, but his brain hadn't functioned properly since he had seen Laurent the first time.

"Oh." But well, he was already in too deep, so he could just go on. "Does he like coffee?"

Auguste rose a surprised eyebrow. "Who doesn't?"

Damen shrugged. "Nik, for example." And did he imagine the interested flicker in the blond man's eye at that? Probably not. Nik was attractive after all.

"He likes his coffee black. And if you want some extra points, you bring three more of those, two with sugar one with milk. We all love coffee and Laurent loves us. He's a bit protective of the staff and of me, funnily enough." Auguste smirked and patted Damen's back.

"Jord will take care of the payment and don't forget the aftercare. That's important," he reminded and let them step out of the room.

#captive prince #ask #answer #my writing #piercing and tattoo shop #piercing and tattoo shop au #laurent #damen #nikandros #auguste #jord #damen as a lot of piercings #let's leave it at that #👀 #laurent of vere #damen of akielos #damianos of akielos

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Hii 🌼🌈 your annon begging for Berenger and Ancel's story is back... 💫 First I just want to say that I loooove the last chapter 💖💖💖 I think Damen knows way more than what Laurent assumes. I can't wait to see what it's coming next and the reason why they fight so much.

Okay now let me tell you that I have the most random hc for them... so please ignore me if you hate them all 🙈 Honestly, I trust your ideas better, but this popped up in my mind, and I wanted to share it at least to laugh a lil bit 🤣🤣

1) What do you think if Ancel likes the zodiac?👀👀 I think he could be a fantastic Leo sun🦁☀️, with a rising Taurus 🐂⬆️ and a Sagittarius moon 🏹🌙 And of course he goes super mad when he finds out how good the sex would be between them because Berenger has compatible signs with him but The professor keeps saying that he "doesn't want to fuck Ancel" 😉

2) Ancel uses Tiktok (maybe the more safe for work but still kinky version of his Onlyfans?) I think he definitely did Doja Cat's trend and went viral, so viral that somehow that the video even ended on Berenger's phone.. 😝 (Also, Berry loving Ancel's Onlyfans because it's more erotic than explicit and buying him stuff he would like to see Ancel use or wear for it) He does all the kinky sexy trends but also talks about make up, fashion, restaurants, and sex education about "pleasure and protection" for his younger queer follower.

3) Ancel learning that Auguste was/is Berenger's old friend. So he decides to ask Auguste for help, but Berry actually gets jealous 👀 thinking Ancel has moved on to the next rich man and that they are obviously fucking because even if Auguste is straight, who can resist Ancel's beauty? 🦄

4) After learning about Auguste and Berenger's frindship Ancel also finds out that Berenger is not a simple professor but also mega-rich, making him Ancel's own perfect fantasy of sugar daddy. Hella rich, sweet, nerdy, kind, hot, and..... kinky! 🥵🥵

5) Can I get kinky?🔥💦🔥💦🔥💦 Because I think Berenger is the personification of "the quieter the kinker," I think he would be suuuuper into Ancel taking charge and making him beg, or make him buy crazy shit to be allowed to have sex with Ancel. But also, once their "pregame" ends, Ancel likes to be manhandled and fuck hard. Maybe they are even a lil bit into marking Ancel's soft skin and letting the world know because they can tell anyone just yet. Someone needs to graduates first or marry and be the perfect trophy husband. (Ps. Rolplay!!! Ancel is an amazing actor Berry not so much but they both get hot)

6) Berenger thinks Ancel is the worst brat ever, but he also loves it to the point that he has started pampering him before anything happens between them. Like one day they meet in a Cafe near the university by accident and Berry just unconsciously pays for him, then he is offering Ancel a car ride to his home because it's too hot outside, and soo much more.

7) Ancel being oddly possessive 😤🙄😒 at the most random moments, like not when a pretty face flirt with Berry because he knows he is the prettiest bitch on campus but actually getting jealous and a bit possessive when Berry gets flirt by one of his colleagues or anyone boring but with lots of common interests with Berenger.

8) Ancel has piercings (tongue, nipples, belly, dick? 😳 and ofc ears), and Berenger has a tattoo from his lil rebellious younger times 🤤 Ancel loves it so much that at some point, when they start thinking, "I'm gonna marry this man," Berry actually gets a tattoo for/about him 😍

9) Ancel hates Berenger's clothes yet when no one is watching he like to steal some of the more comfortable ones and use it when he miss Berry 🥺

10) Ancel is the only one who calls Berenger "Berry" now a days it used to be how his Nana called him when he was a kid. Berry for the sweet moments, Daddy for their hoy kinky moments 😏 Berenger has Ancel number save as Angel even if he never calls him like that and even if Ancel is more like a demon. In some ways Ancel is Berenger's Angel 🥺🥺

I'm soo sorry this got so long 👉🏼👈🏼 please just laugh at me and use anything you like or none if you didn't hahaha I will be happy to read anything and everything you write for them because you are crazy talented 💞🌺💞🌺💞🌺💞 and as I said before, I cant to wait the next chapter for nmfy

Bye bye.. have a nice sunday! ❤️

Anon I think i just fell in love with you a little bit??? This is fucking amazing.

Firstly you hit so many points that i'm already writing in?? Like, dude wtf??? haha i love it all so much i'm going to answer each point

1) OMG I'm a bit obsessed with birth charts AND I HAVE ANCEL. I had him as Leo sun, Taurus Moon and Gemini Rising. SO I'M SO EXCITED that yours was so similar???

2) TIKTOK YAAAS i'm stealing this, literally writing it in as we speak lmao and I LOVE the idea of Berenger finding his pages and watching him. So big yes to that omg.

3) I never considered Auguste and Berenger before and ERM? WHY DIDN'T I? I really like that idea because in nmfy Auguste isn't straight and he did just hit on Jord so THAT opens up a new possibility too lmao

4) MEGA RICH is definitely happening, soz if that's a spoiler but i love the sugar daddy fantasy too so that's going to be living in my head rent free now

5) ALWAYS GET KINKY the kinkier the better with me, literally always! I have his kinks already listed i'm not going to lie to you haha it might not play out exactly like you said but you definitely mentioned some of them! Also it's so funny that you said roleplay because YES and i just wrote a scene that hints at that LMAO

6) I'm stealing the coffee idea. Straight up and unapologetically because it actually works so fucking well.

7) Possessive Ancel is a fact. That's all I'll say about that

8) Fuck yeah piercings! I'm probably going to include that because it's fun af

9) Ancel really hates Berenger's clothes, i've actually just written a scene in NMFY where that comes up too

10) Daddy Kink i love love love for them. LMAO Berenger can absolutely handle Ancel. Or he will. When he stops lying to himself

ANON I love you so much and this is sending me. THANK YOU SO MUCH for this honestly, I can't wait to write it haha ❤️❤️❤️

#ancel/berenger #capri #seriously dude i love it #writing asks

[damianosismyking]

Part IX

Part I - Part II - Part III - Part IV - Part V - Part VI - Part VII - Part VIII

CW: Mentions of Grief and Mourning. 

In the days that followed, Laurent often found himself in a state of confusion and uncertainty he could not shake. A general and constant feeling of being utterly at loss. 

It came from being around Damen, at the main house, where he was now installed. ‘It is the least I can do’ Damen justified Laurent and Auguste having to stay there and not at Laurent’s real room, down at the stables – that wasn’t his room anymore, he had to remind himself. 

It came from not knowing how to properly behave around him because of the feelings he couldn’t name, and the way Damen was polite but distant and looked at Laurent a certain way. 

It came from spotting Damen around the ranch and watching him spin on his heels to walk in the opposite direction whenever he saw Laurent approaching – and doing it himself when Damen didn’t.

From sitting in that office in the second floor to listen to Damen talk and talk about the case and their uncle and what they’d do next, if they’d settle or go to court, if there was a chance Laurent would have to testify in front of a grand jury and whatnots, all the while Damen would meet Auguste’s eyes but never his. And when he did, when Laurent managed to capture his attention, it was for only the breath of a moment.

It came from not being sure either Damen hated him so much he could not stand a glimpse of Laurent or if it was something else that pushed him away.

Most of the loss and confusion came from being around Auguste, though.

And the more he was around Auguste, the stronger it got because once the initial shock was over, Auguste was less and less what Laurent remembered him to be.

Every attempt of apologizing Laurent made was met with a consistent sneak away from the subject to question, instead, if the sun was always this hot around here or if the sky was always this blue.

Any mention of their old lives, their parents, the last time they saw each other, or the day Laurent disappeared caused Auguste to tense and bring up the lawsuit. Whenever Laurent asked about the wife or the child Auguste left in the city to come to the countryside – still in Dice, to where they moved since Laurent saw them last – earned a quick ‘they’re great’ before Auguste was talking, for the tenth time that day, about a funny-shaped tree or a bush.

“How was it,” Laurent inquired at their third day together. “When I left?”

“I managed,” Auguste gritted out. “Let's not talk about this.”

He said that a lot. ‘Let's not talk about this’. ‘Let's not get into that’. ‘Let the past stay in the past’. ‘I managed’. ‘It doesn’t matter’.

It did matter.

Laurent couldn’t tell if Auguste resent him or if he meant it and there was nothing he was holding against him. He couldn’t tell if Auguste was as pleased to see him as he claimed to be. At times, Laurent caught Auguste watching him speak of horses and grapes and wines like he’s been narrating the most compelling story. Other times, Laurent told him about the school he attended and his job with the horses and Auguste would darken, his eyes would pierce through him and there wasn’t a single expression on his face Laurent could make out.

He tried to get into that once.

“Are you mad at me?” he questioned while guiding Auguste through a path in the woods that led to a river with water so clear you could see every fish and rock underneath. He went there with Damen sometimes.

“Never,” Auguste had reassured, so cutting and exasperated Laurent didn’t have the guts to ask again.

For days, Laurent tried not to converge too much on that.

It was thrilling and terrifying to show Auguste the place he’s been living in for the past five and a half years. The view, no matter where they looked, was dizzying, beautiful and wide. Laurent was so excited to point, at distance, the places he cherished the most; to take Auguste to the white fence where they later sat for hours talking about nothing, bantering and teasing back and forth; to show Auguste to the trees he climbs proficiently and to challenge Auguste to do the same. Ride with him through the Vineyard. Laurent didn’t find it in him to care that he sounded childish pointing and rambling because Auguste looked at him and laughed at his little anecdotes and detailed stories of the ranch.

At the stables, Laurent introduced Auguste to each horse by name, glad Auguste took him seriously as he did so. Laurent introduced Auguste to his own horse last. “Remember when I told you about my brother?” Laurent whispered, “This is him. Why don’t you say hello?”

Laurent turned to find Auguste smiling at him. Fond. Sad. “It’s a pleasure to meet you. I hear that you kept my brother company when I couldn’t. Thank you so much for that.” He scratched behind its ear. Laurent knew what Auguste meant to say.

However much Auguste tried to hide, he was unhappy. Like an underlying of helplessness just underneath the surface that he failed to fully conceal. It was there when Laurent described to Auguste about how he escaped and how he ended up with the deAkielos. It was there when Auguste stopped laughing at a joke Laurent told and immediately closed himself off, almost as if reminded of something inexcusable.

So, in all, Laurent was confused a lot of the time.

A week later, worried by Theomedes’ constant dissatisfied glares in his directions, the muttering under his breath that followed, and the wearyness that came from seeing Damen and never talking to him (unless it was about legal matters), Laurent convinced Auguste to sneak out to spend the night at his old room. It didn’t take much persuading before Auguste was following him down the stone path and humming along as Laurent pointed him the constellations he invented throughout his adolescence.

They sat for a picnic inside the mostly empty space.

Although Laurent packed most of everything after the break up, Auguste took his time to study the place, poking at shelves and opening boxes. Strangely apprehensive, as if expecting Auguste to give his approval, Laurent watched from the floor, leaning his weight on his arms stretched behind him.

“It’s great in here,” Auguste said at last. “The smell though?”

“You get used to it.”

They said nothing for a while, having run out of shallow topics days ago. Auguste, at some point, made a joke about them being too old and too big to share the only bed in the room and Laurent bit his tongue not to say that he knew for a fact someone much bigger than Auguste fit there with him just fine. “Maybe we should go back and spend the night at the house?”

“No,” Laurent said, “I want to stay here. If it makes you feel better, I have an air mattress somewhere, we’ll just have to find it.”

“Don’t be silly.”

He kept peaking around until, from the box of books, Auguste pulled the photo album.

Careful to contain his tremble, he opened it slowly. Then, one page at a time, breathing loud and heavy, he went through it. Part of Laurent expected Auguste to smile at the memories, point at funny baby pictures and laugh. Maybe provide context to some of the photos Laurent came up with himself, not knowing anything about the real memory behind. Instead, Auguste’s face twisted into something resembling pain. Even when all Laurent could see was Auguste’s profile, he spotted the downwards twist of his lips.

Auguste excused himself. He had to take a call, he said, although his cellphone was not buzzing. Laurent knew it was best not to follow him, but he did it anyway.

Auguste was far away, beside the fence that encircled the stable area, his hand on the wood to support his weight. By the way his shoulders moved up then down, Laurent wondered whether he was crying or trying to grasp for air. 

He stood pressing a hand to his diaphragm, probably – Laurent was not sure being so far away and Auguste being on his back and it being night already. Auguste tilted his head up them raised his shoulders all the way up to his ears; when he dropped them, he was shaking his head.

“Auguste?”

He startled but did not turn. “I’m sorry,” clearing his throat. “You were an adorable baby. I’d forgotten about that.” Auguste sniffed. 

“Is everything –” Laurent stopped. “What is wrong?”

Auguste shook his head. “I’m fine. I needed – some air, it’s all.”

Laurent waited, for some time. Then some more. Auguste no longer shook his shoulders, taking up a motionless stance instead. His sniffing decreased to a stop and after that there were only the sounds of the night. Where they’d be relaxing any other day, now they only served to amplify how Auguste wasn’t saying anything or looking at Laurent.

Hesitant, Laurent said, “What was it like? When I ran away.” He thought it was the wrong thing to ask, but it was all that he had on his mind.

Auguste sighed. “Hard.” Laurent had no reason to hope Auguste would say anything to follow-up. “I can’t even put into words.”

It was better not to push. Auguste could not make it any clearer that he did not want to discuss this. Laurent bit on his lip and looked down at his feet. “I’m sorry."

Auguste shook his head again. Laurent waited for it –  don’t apologize; it’s in the past; it was not your fault . “You could have called,” Auguste's voice was barely a breath. “One time. Only once to let me know –” his voice grew thicker. “You could’ve written to me. Anything. I would take anything .”

Laurent’s heart clenched. “I’m – sorry.”

“I mourned you,” Auguste said. “I am. I was. Mourning you. I buried your casket with our parents' because I couldn’t get your – ” A long pause followed that. “I thought he killed you. I thought he’s done something, killed you and hid your body somewhere. He was so  eager  to get your custody and I didn’t know why. I thought –”

“Auguste.”

“I looked everywhere, Laurent. I turned every last stone in that town. I... broke in into his house because I thought maybe he was keeping you from talking to me. I beat him up so he’d confess he did something and he wouldn’t. I ended up in prison for a minute for that and I didn’t care because I fucked up and he won and you were gone because of me. I finally stopped looking and someone told me - I should give you a proper burial. For closure. But I couldn’t even get your body back...”

Auguste stopped when his words became unintelligible. When Laurent reached for his shoulder, Auguste shuddered, and he let go. Apologies weren’t enough and Laurent knew it, so he just stood there and listened as Auguste gasped and mumbled with his face buried in his hand.

“I’m here,” Laurent said, mindlessly

Auguste nodded into his hand and after a moment he turned. “You are," he said after a sharp breath

This time when Laurent reached, Auguste let him. Auguste breathed unevenly. “I should’ve called,” Laurent admitted.

“You could have,” Auguste almost whimpered. Laurent never comforted anyone before. “Why didn’t you?”

“I –”  was scared ;  was being unreasonable ;  Was ashamed . “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

“I know.” He looked resigned.

Laurent gave Auguste’s shoulders a little squeeze. Auguste placed his hand on top of Laurent’s.

On their way back inside there was nothing Laurent could say that felt right so he said nothing. Auguste went for the photo album the first thing after entering the room and he mentioned, hoarse and with the tease of a smile on his lips, that his son resembles Laurent when Laurent was a baby. He pulled a picture from his wallet for proof.

Laurent carefully inspected the image and the beaming faces of the woman and child that were Auguste’s family. The family Laurent wasn’t a part of. One that was there for Auguste when all Laurent did was hurt him.

“What’s his name?” he asked, quietly.

“Aleron Laurent,” Auguste said. “We call him Ally.”

Two dead people , Laurent didn’t say. “Tell me about them,” he handed the photo back.

Auguste deliberated about it while carefully folding and tucking the picture back in the wallet. “Ok,” he said, then went about telling the story of how he met his wife in a support group meeting.

Laurent made sure to stay quiet and listen, not wanting to miss anything.

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#i love how u went 'OH I KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT' #and then i.... didn't write shit? #but i was so desperately unhappy w the shit i wrote that i considered dropping this thing altogether #i didn't obviously #but i'm still not happy w this #it seems logical to me Auguste would've mourned Laurent??? he had no reasons to believe the kid was alive #AnYwAy #to the 4 people who like this #THIS IS FOR U #StableBoy!Laurent au #Laurent #Damen #BARELY DAMEN OMG WHY I DID THIS #Auguste #Captive Prince #My writing #fic #CW: grief #CW: mourning

[sayardscellardoor-blog]

Final thing for today-- another Damen sketch. More stylized. More decora/guro emphasis. A few random facts about Damen, he is gemini, he has a twin sister, he looks at life through a lens of humour, he is actually pansexual but doesn’t explore or come to understand that side of himself until later, he also appreciates and relates to androgyny. He uses dark forms of self-expression (body mods, satanic imagery, piercings, grungey clothes) to create juxtaposition between a scary outer-appearance and his jovial, easygoing heart. He likes to provoke, tease, and jest with others. He is sensitive but pretends he isn’t. He is one character I relate most strongly to when I examine my idealistic teenage side

He changes his hair colour a lot, guys. I need to do him in colorr soon. 

#gurokawa #guro #decora #dark art #creepy art #stylized sketch #original character #oc #satanic #alternative boys #punk boy sketch #emo boy sketch #emo boy #punk boy #grunge boy #scene boy #freckles #boys with piercings #boys with mods #nose chain #nose ring #choker #sayardscellardoor #gemini #anime boy

[just-themys]

baby Smaurent and Damen hcs

Inspired from convos with @verebrothers and @randomstufffromotherblogs  (as well as @twicehalfblood 

AU where Laurent and Damen meet each other when they’re respectively 5 and 10, while the Akielon royal family went in Vere for alliance talk (some drawings in a thread to go with it, I’ll post them on tumblr once they’re clean…)

Smaurent is really intrigued by Damen, and touch his hair a lot

He asks him questions, things like “why is your skin a different color ? what is this hole in your cheek ?”

Damen explains that his skin is darker because there’s a lot of sun in Akielos so it protects him

Later, Auguste finds Laurent covered in coal. When he asks him why, Laurent explain that it’s to protect himself from the sun “for when I’ll go in Akielos to play with Damen” 

Auguste finds it adorable, but he now has a really dirty little prince to have bathed

Less cute, but later, Auguste and Damen walks in on Smaurent in front of a mirror, about to pierce his face with a needle they use for their ears. They scare him because they freak out and stops him, and all crying, he tells that he just wanted a “hole in his cheek” (the dimple) like Damen…

They explain to him that he can’t make one, and that Damen was born with it…

Smaurent is sad because he wants to be like Damen, so Damen tells him how you can just learn to love things in the other, even if you can’t have them for you.

He also tells him how pretty he thinks he is, even without a dimple, that his smile is blinding, and that he has the prettiest blue eyes and blond hair

It makes Smaurent fall in love (damn Laurent you’re 5… Damen stops being flirty you’re 10 everyone calm down)

Laurent: “I will marry Damen, so there won’t be war and we can play”

Damen likes the idea

The parents / big bros find it funny at first, before being like “Well… that definitively could be a good way to ally our countries…”

That’s how they end up in an arranged marriage

Laurent taking Damen’s chiton (the one he intended to wear) and running in the castle wearing it. Damen (naked) running after him

Eventually, Laurent trips on the hem of the chiton and falls face first, and starts to cry like that

Damen takes him in his arms and starts to comfort him, blowing raspberries in his hands to make him laugh

A servant is like “Exalted you’re naked” Damen: I don’t care HE’S CRYING

When Damen has to go back in Akielos, Laurent is crying all he can, and ends up giving him his favorite horse toy, telling him to give it back to him when he comes back, and making him promise

Damen does

And he gives it to Laurent each time he comes back, and each time he leaves, Laurent gives him to him again.

Last time Damen gives it to Laurent is before their wedding.

#captive prince #laurent of vere #smaurent #damianos of akielos #lamen #baby lamen

[watchingtheroad]

Consider Me In Stillness

The first hazy days that Damen couldn’t recall well...

(Set Post-Kings Rising, after Damen’s ‘flesh wound’ lol. POV alternates between Damen and Laurent after every ‘+’ starting and ending with Damen’s.)

Consciousness came and went.

Mostly the latter. It was highly inconvenient.

Vision, when he possessed it, was blurry, fleeting splotches of haloed light and nothing more. His hearing was muffled, as if everyone speaking stood on the opposite side of a thick barricade between Damen and awakening.

The rest was filled with blackness, pain in his abdomen that oscillated between throbbing and searing, unrelenting dizziness.

Laurent had mentioned there was a lot of blood.

+

Laurent stood covered in the blood of Damianos of Akielos.

It would taste a lie to suggest he had never envisioned it, never longed to watch the life drain from him by his own hand, at a time and place not so far removed, in fact. Now, and forevermore, the concept was abhorrent, sickening. To lose him, Laurent carefully acknowledged, would be his ultimate undoing, a blow from which he would not recover.

The repetition was compartmentalized, yet ceaseless.

He must live. He must live. He must live.

There were matters more pressing than those of his heart, ones that deserved the full force of his focus. He saw to them methodically, though the thought remained constant and driving, a background noise to which he operated.

Clear the way for Paschal. He must live.

Secure Ios. He must live.

Ready for resistance. He must live.

He must live.

Damianos of Akielos must live.

+

Laurent’s voice pierced through silence like a knife, directive and sharp, much like the one his own brother gouged into his side an undetermined time ago. How much had passed, since his last spell of awareness? Minutes? Hours?

Kastor was dead. His father, dead, taken from the very bed in which he now lay.

Damen was too weak and out of sorts to move, as irritating as it was, listening instead, to the commotion around him, to the voice that stirred his mind from darkness.

“Akielos has lost one King to this bedchamber. I do not intend for it to become a second,” Laurent spat, coldly.

“Our physicians will see to his care,” another familiar voice—Nikandros’s—argued. “How can we trust—”

“Trust!” Laurent scoffed, a humorless laugh escaping him. “They will not touch him.” The words were spoken with a finality that rang through each syllable. “Kastor’s blade still drips with the blood of your King, and I can only assume each man here lie with him in treason until definitively proven otherwise. My physician will see to him, and I will hear of nothing else.”

Laurent really was putting up such a fuss.

Damen could not locate his voice to ask, but he was certain both Nikandros and Paschal, wherever he was, would be in agreement.

+

“Paschal—” Laurent beseeched, pinching tightly at the bridge of his nose. He sat at Damen’s hip, with no plans whatsoever to leave him.

Hours passed. Guards came and went, receiving instruction. Servants delivered food and drink that remained untouched. Nikandros brought report from the North, reluctantly, his tail tucked between his legs as it was when he left out. If Laurent possessed the faculties to feel smugness, he would. He was right, unquestionably, about the physicians, and Nikandros knew it, though stubbornness prevented him from acknowledging it.

The hallmark characteristic of an Akielon.

As it was, Laurent was unbothered by Nikandros. The Akielon who held his concern did not stir beyond brief, mumbled nonsense and the subtle shift of eyes behind closed lids, and there was nothing else, at the moment, that could derail him from that fact, stark and shaking. Laurent dared touch them, delicately, to feel the activity. He placed his hand over Damen’s beating heart.

He lived, but he did not stir. It was maddening that there was nothing to be done but wait.

“—How long will this persist? I cannot bear it.”

“Your Highness,” Paschal replied from his dimly-lit corner of the room. He stifled a long-suffering sigh, and Laurent narrowly refrained from telling him exactly where he could shove his impatience. He had not asked that many times. “The King lost a tremendous amount of blood. Consciousness evades him because he is too weak.”

“I'm well aware of the amount, Paschal,” Laurent said, glancing down at his crimson-stained chiton. “I wear it on me still.”

“I assure you, he rests comfortably. He will wake when he’s ready,” Paschal repeated, eyes softening with pity. Laurent was growing tired of it, his cheeks reddening. “You have my sincerest sympathies, My Prince.”

He didn't want them.

“Your pity for me will not make him ready faster,” Laurent murmured petulantly, gently brushing a strand of dark hair off his forehead. He longed to watch his eyes drift open, the single dimple mark his cheek in a warm smile. He could think of nothing he desired more. “Give it to Damianos.”

“You care for him,” Paschal remarked, and Laurent’s chest tightened with the overwhelming truth of it. At the present moment, it would be simpler if he did not. Thankfully, Laurent was given no choice in the matter, but if he were, he would choose him each time.

“Deeply.”

“Then they are the same,” Paschal said, then the moment stretched, Laurent’s mind in constant motion.

They were. To wish the best for him would be to, inherently, wish the best for Damianos, the entanglement irrevocable. The reality of it both exhilarated and scared him half to death.

Paschal suggested, “Perhaps you would benefit from a reprieve.”

“That—would not be useful,” Laurent said, to his core, opposed to the idea. What if he were to wake in his absence? He thought, instead, he could seek comfort in solitude, an opportunity to be alone with Damen and touch him with fewer inhibitions. “I cannot think away from him, but perhaps you might.”

the rest is here.

#captive prince #capri #lamen #damen x laurent #laurent x auguste #post-kings rising #post-injury #hurt/comfort #mentions of auguste #laurent's childhood #laurent is worried and it shows #damen is annoyed #nikandros is longsuffering #my fic #cp fic #fic stuff

[laurent-ofvere]

Laurent x piercings x high ponytail: I can rest in peace. (Btw I realised my ask had a lot of mistakes sorry I got excited) Laurent using a piercing with a chain that connects to his earlobe's earring. Laurent having a nervous habit of touching the earring or putting his hair behind his ear. Laurent having an special spot for one that Auguste gifted him with. Laurent's hair being the perfect weapon for smacking people on the face when he turns around. His ponytail never gets in the way. (Lov u)

yo this is a CONCEPT. damen flicking laurent’s ear piercings with his tongue when they make out. auguste and laurent both wearing matching earrings from the same set (!!!) laurent’s hair being in a tight ponytail so his cheekbones look even sharper. damen twirling laurent’s ponytail around his hand when ************ ****************** ********

#asks #ily too <3

[marveling-cg]

Ok, I know this is a lot but I didn't even include all the ones I wanted to: 1, 3, 6, 20, 28, 46? (You only have to answer the ones you want)

You’re the fave!

Here we go:

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

If we’re counting a fandom online (and not just a bunch of girls passing books around and flailing/dissecting them) it’s Twilight - and I will not be ashamed! I’ll stand by the quality of the fic to this day.

If you’re interested in the latter - Tamora Pierce’s Song of the Lioness and the whole Tortallan series are everything.

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

The Marvel (Stucky & Phlint) fandom has lead to friendships that I’ve had for going on two years. Oh, and did you see how many of our actors were out on the streets yesterday! I love it!

6. List your OTP from each fandom you’ve been involved in.

Bruh, here we go:

Tamora Pierce:

Alanna x George

Daine x Numair

Kel x Dom

Pride & Prejudice:

Elizabeth x Darcy

Twilight:

Bella x Edward

Alice x Jasper

Marvel:

Steggy

World War Threesome

Stucky

All Caps

T’Cham

Phlint

FitzMack

Kingsman:

Hartwin

Merhartwin

Merlie

Captive Prince:

Damen x Laurent

Damen x Laurent x Nikandros

Erasmus x Torveld

OMG Check Please:

Holsom

NurseyDex

Lardo x Shitty

Zimbits

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?

Honestly, everything Marvel caught me off guard. I just went to watch heroes punch bad guys - I was not expecting “Even when I had nothing…”

Phlint was a surprise, simply because they only had 40 seconds together. But, boy did fandom turn those 40 seconds into a thing of beauty.

And NurseyDex. I didn’t even realize - didn’t even think - and then - gah! They own me.

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

So, it’d have to be this one. Because there are dragons! And there’s never enough dragon art in the world. I’d love a picture of Phil and Clint talking with their dragons holding a separate (superior) conversation behind them, lol.

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

While this Holsom fic is by far my most popular piece, this NurseyDex is maybe my personal favorite.

#ask games #about me #thanks!

[dreamdropxoxo]

Tattoo Shop AU - Part 3

Part 1, Part 2

“He‘s here again,“ Nicaise chirped when he entered the backroom and Laurent groaned. 

“No, he isn‘t.“

“Yes, he is.“ Nicaise‘s shit eating grin was too much for him on a Monday morning. Laurent wanted to burrow back into his bed and pretend this wasn’t happening. The overgrown puppy, disguised as unfairly attractive man, wasn’t truly part of his routine now. Why had the guy to be so—, to be so fucking cute? A man this size shouldn‘t be allowed to be cute. 

“Good morning, Damen! How are you?“ Auguste’s excited voice filtered through the door. “Come with me, you have to tell me about the game. Such a shame I couldn’t be there yesterday.“ Yes, they were also not talking about the fact that Auguste was a fucking traitor who hung out with the man of Laurent’s very vivid and definitively not G-rated dreams. They went to watch football together. 

The door opened again and in came Auguste and Damen, whose face lit up when he saw Laurent. Laurent, who really tried his best to keep his Monday Morning Scowl in place. It didn’t work. He could feel how his facial muscles betrayed him in the most outrageous way possible when he gave the large man the tiniest smile. He blamed it on the dimple.

“Good morning, Damen.“

“Good morning, Laurent.“ His voice was so frigging pleasant Laurent couldn‘t decide if he wanted to drag him over the small table between them and kiss him senseless or if he wanted to listen to him ramble about the game to Auguste forever. He was so whipped it was embarrassing. Especially when he caught Nicaise’s eye and the younger man smirked at him and waggled his eyebrows, before walking over to Damen and retrieving his coffee. 

“What is it this time?“, he asked excitedly and Laurent was a little consoled that he wasn‘t the only one completely enamored with their frequent visitor.

“Salted Caramel Mocha,“ Damen replied and handed him a cup. Laurent snorted when Nicaise gave a delighted little noise. They were all so damn easy for this man. Well, to be completely honest, Damen was exceptionally good with people. He had taken one look at Auguste and then the two of them had already waxed poetics about football and volleyball and basketball and every other sport with sweaty people and balls, pun completely intended on Laurent’s part. As soon as he had coaxed Jord to tell him about his Art Major, he had become so invested that Jord had even showed him his sketch book, which was something only Laurent, Nicaise and Auguste had ever had the honor of seeing before. And then he had set his eyes on Nicaise, who normally acted like a feral cat whenever a stranger tried to come close to him. He had asked him gently about his coffee order for the next day and Nicaise had unthinkingly said, “I don’t care just make sure it’s sugary enough. The last one was as bitter as Laurent when he thinks about his nonexistent sex life,“ which had resulted in Damen blushing hard enough that it was clearly visible even on his dark skin and returning with the most outrageous drink Laurent had ever heard of. Since then the man surprised Nicaise with something every time he came over. Which the younger man would never admit to, but made him a little less prickly during the rest of the day. Another reason to adore the man.

“I take it everything’s healing up fine?” Auguste asked and Laurent really didn’t need to think about whatever could be healing up wherever on Damen’s body. He didn’t think about all the possibilities, nope, not him. He wasn’t that thirsty or desperate. He could totally handle himself. But if Damen had nipple piercings he would probably start crying right where he sat. The broad chest would be the perfect display of a delicate gold chain connecting pierced nipples. It didn’t help that Laurent loved piercings on the guys he took to bed. How long was it since he had sex?

He stood abruptly. He would not think about his pitiful sex life on a Monday morning at work.

“Oh, absolutely, everything’s perfect. No trouble at all. By the way, I wanted to ask you if you had time for an appointment? I saw—.” Laurent interrupted him before he could give him even more ideas.

“It was nice seeing you, Damen. Thank you for the coffee. I must excuse myself as I have to prepare for the first client.” 

Damen looked at him with the chagrined expression of someone who had hoped for a pat on the head and an affectionate smile. “You have to go already?”

And Laurent was so helpless to his honest disappointment, that he actually paused for a second. “I do, yes. But if you want you can come over, the client arrives in only half an hour, Auguste can show you.” He left before Damen’s delighted face could make him promise or offer even more outrageous things.

#captive prince #laurent #damen #lamen #laurent is a tattoo artist #damen's just adorable #part 3 #piercing and tattoo shop au #auguste #nicaise #jord #damen has a lot of piercings #laurent's pov #my writing #modern au #yeah... this happened today #I mean I love the AU alright? #I couldn't stop myself #😱

[ao3feed-captiveprince]

Balcony Friends

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3auuBOs

by neilyl

Laurent is going to get his first tattoo to remember a friend he left a long time ago on the balcony of his old house, during the quarantine months. This may lead him to face something he never wanted to face.

In other words: Damen and Laurent shared the quarantine days together, and now they may come to share something else again.

Words: 2795, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Damen (Captive Prince), Laurent (Captive Prince), Vannes (Captive Prince), Nikandros (Captive Prince), Auguste (Captive Prince)

Relationships: Damen/Laurent (Captive Prince)

Additional Tags: Past Sexual Abuse, Angst and Feels, Fluff, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Tattoos, Piercings, Eventual Smut, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Childhood Friends, just a lot of feels, not good with tags here

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3auuBOs

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #captive prince

[kinkikings]

Nonconathon 2k18 Letter

Hello fellow nonconathoner! 

Thanks for checking out my letter, I hope it helps you formulate some ideas for your fictional endeavour! Please don’t feel limited or constrained to any of my suggestions or ideas, feel free to just glean some kinks, inspiration or whatever you like from them as you write your own thing. 

To help you navigate this easier, i’ll seperate it into a couple of sections. The first one is just for general kinks that I’m a huge fan of, and what about them I love, should you choose to explore them. The other sections are fandom specific, including some prompts and general fic ideas that you can feel free to use or disregard as you like!

Major Kinks:

Hole training

Hole Spanking

Conditioning

Incest dynamics

Size kink (including gigantic cocks and fisting)

Torture (nipple/ball)

Punishment

Fandom specific:

Captive Prince

Auguste noncons Laurent

Veretian council makes Auguste noncon Laurent

Aleron noncons Laurent

Damen noncons Auguste & Laurent

Laurent noncons Damen

Laurent makes guards noncon Damen

Govart noncons Laurent

Nicaise noncons Laurent

Marvel (Thor Movies)

Hulk noncons Loki

Thor noncons Loki

Odin noncons Loki

Jotunn beast noncons Loki

Jotunn beast noncons Loki and Thor

Yuri on Ice!!!

Victor Nikiforov noncons Yuri Plisetsky

Yakov noncons Victor & Yuri Plisetsky

  Major Kinks::

  Hole training: Any focus on training the victim to take larger insertions, training their hole to stretch or training them to feel pleasure/come only via anal stimulation is awesome. Degrading and humiliating the victim as they are trained, showing them everything that will be put inside them to ‘freak them out’, having them restrained and unable to do anything as their body is altered to another’s pleasure is awesome. It’s awesome if the training is done over the long term, and there is emphasis on the ‘permanence’ of it, especially if the victims hole now constantly gapes and feels empty without something inside.

Hole Spanking: Spanking the victims hole as a punishment is awesome. If the aggressor is unsatisfied by how loose the victims hole is, maybe they beat it until its puffy and ‘swollen closed’ to make it more pleasurable to use. Focusing on making their ass puffy and red swollen and sensitive is awesome. The victim crying and pleading for the blows to stop, especially if they’re bound/restrained so tightly they can’t even wiggle their hips or hope to escape the torment, is awesome.

Conditioning: Conditioning the victim to love their rape/rapist as well as conditioning them to enjoy stimulation, especially painful stimulation, is awesome. Conditioning like coming on command, come only via certain stimulation like anal/nipple, getting aroused by certain stimuli/words, and having total dependency on the aggressor is ideal. I’d say going almost as far as mind break, with the victim no longer questioning what is happening, no longer doubting the aggressor and anything they choose to do, and very much developing stockholm syndrome is a favourite of mine.

Incest dynamics: I’m a huge fan of taboo relationships, so incest is naturally a huge favourite, especially relating to power dynamics within the relationship. Older/younger brother types are my favourite, with the older brother having absolute control over the other, conditioning them as they see fit, grooming them sexually and emotionally to total dependency. I love if the younger brother never saw the older in a sexual/romantic way, and only initially plays along to appease and impress the older, until the older manipulates them into believing their feelings are incestful and coerces them into doing what they want. For specific scenarios from the tagset: 

“Foreign family in society where incest is legal/common” i like when the younger person is kept in the dark about the practice, until one day it is forced upon them and they are expected to play along and ‘be good’ even though they’re scared and confused. Or alternatively, growing up knowing that when they come of age they will be given to their sibling/another family member, and trying all they can to prevent this but ultimately failing. In that scenario, the victim refusing to play along and fighting back, and the family member forced to discipline them, keep them in bondage, or ‘break/train them’ would be awesome. 

Alternatively “Forced into incest by a third party”, potentially siblings finding themselves at the mercy of another, maybe because they lost a battle, they were kidnapped, another family member has control over them, someone has blackmail etc. and forcing the two siblings to engage in sexual acts for their own pleasure is awesome. I especially love if the younger sibling doesn’t want it and refuses to participate, but the older knows they have to or face worse punishment, and so is forced to aggressively ‘take’ the younger, apologising all the while, and hating themselves as they get off to it. This as a regular occurrence is also awesome (or hurt/comfort where the siblings then get together in a consensual context and fall in love idk fluff is good too)

Size kink: What can I say, I love a ruined hole. And emphasis on the ruined is my fave ;). I love an unwilling victim being tied down and forced to take massive objects, whether dildos or not, inside them. I love fisting, especially deep and double fisting, and the aggressor tormenting the victim by wiggling their fingers around inside them and freaking them out by how deep they are. I also love monster fucking with gigantic cocks (especially if the victim is used as a cocksleeve/warmer by said monster), and would love if you get creative with the monster cock (ie. prehensilve, knots, has knobs/bumps along the length, flares when the monster comes, maybe a hemipenis, go absolutely nuts). I love a bit of pain play, but an emphasis on how much the victim is getting aroused/is pleasured by being stuffed, feeling something so huge inside them, is awesome, especially if they lose their mind with pleasure as they’re roughly fucked. I love the aggressor getting off to how big the victims hole gapes, how stuffed they look, and talking about plans for what else they want to stuff inside them is awesome. The victim thinking it’s impossible that it will fit, being made to watch helplessly as it’s stuffed inside them, freaking out and begging the aggressor to stop, not to do this, that it will ruin them (and the aggressor telling them they can and WILL take it) is so fucking good. Stuff like belly bulges, the object being visible through their stomach, talk of how their insides are being rearranged and how deep they can feel the thing inside them is a personal weakness, but you don’t have to go that far. Coupled with hole training, this kink has got to be one of my favourites.

Torture: I love a good torture fic. As with all things, I do love pleasure with my pain, so the victim getting off as much as suffering with the torture that’s inflicted on them is ideal. For ball torture, i love busting, weights, pegs, kicking, electrostim, anything that hurts basically. If you pair that with the victim experiencing pleasure through their cock and ass— idk via milking or a hand job, dildos or some other implement— and them being absolutely driven insane by the pain/pleasure combo, having no idea how to deal with or process it, struggling against their bonds and begging for mercy, I would adore that. Nipple torture I love as well, especially a good ol piercing or weights play. I particularly love the idea of the victim’s nipples/cock being piercing and chain being connected between them, forcing the victim to double over or pull viciously on the piercings, or alternatively using the piercings to secure the victim to places in place of bondage, so that the victim can freely move and struggle but they can’t get away without hurting themselves, thus the internal struggle of having to submit to the aggressor lest they severely hurt themselves, is awesome.

Punishment: If you couldn’t already tell, I love punishment. Anything involving the aggressor dishing out any kind of sexual punishment towards the victim, for any kind of infraction they deem necessary, and the victim hating it, trying to escape, begging for mercy, insisting they can’t take it, while the aggressor ignores them and continues to punish them is AWESOME. Corporal punishment, maintenance punishment, sexual punishment, any kind of punishment is good, especially if it ends in the victim ultimately coming:

  Captive prince ideas:

Auguste noncons Laurent (plus potentially council/Aleron)

I love the relationship between Auguste and Laurent, and the way Laurent clearly hero worships his brother. This kind of dynamic gives Auguste a lot of power and influence, as there’s little he could do/demand that Laurent would say no to. I’d love it if you explored this, especially if there was a focus on the sweet and innocent way Laurent loved his brother, and the darker, more insidious way that Auguste loves Laurent.

Maybe Auguste is King, and he’s an arrogant, vain and cruel man (a product of his upbringing), and so manipulates his younger brother into a sexual relationship (maybe because Laurent is so pretty he feels attracted to him and his sense of entitlement to own anything as King enables him to take action). It’s very BSDM heavy with a lot of grooming/sexual training, punishment/maintenance, with Laurent feeling overwhelming confliction between loving his brother and hating the control he has over him. If its canon era, Auguste likes to parade his brother around the court, loves making him look more feminine (maybe Auguste prefers women so Laurent is the closest he can get) or coerces Laurent into servicing him publicly/wearing sex toys in public.

Additionally: Imagine it’s tradition in Vere for the second son to become the pet of the first, so Laurent is given to Auguste. Auguste could be willing and enthusiastic, maybe he has been waiting for this day for ages, whether Laurent knows that or not, and can’t wait to finally do everything he’s been dreaming of to his baby brother. OR maybe Auguste is forced to take Laurent by Aleron or the Veretian council, who insist on the maintaining of the tradition. Maybe it’s a method of controlling second born sons because of a history of rebellions against the crown, and maybe this is especially prevalent after the Regent tries to pull a coup and fails, (brownie points if Laurent was the one who foiled/discovered it and yet gets ‘punished’ anyway), thus the council forces Auguste to take Laurent. If Auguste is ‘goodhearted’, maybe he promises Laurent he’ll never touch him like that, but then the council forces them to have a public consummation ceremony. Maybe once Auguste gets a taste, he can never go back. Any focus on training, grooming, aspects of incest, hole based punishment/training and conditioning.

Aleron noncons Laurent

I love the idea of Aleron being morally dubious, and adoring of his elder son and dismissive of his second, UNTIL Laurent is grown and suddenly beautiful, and Aleron takes notice. Maybe there’s a certain feminine graze about him that appeals to Aleron’s heterosexual inclinations, or maybe Laurent just looks and acts so much like his mother/Aleron’s dead wife that he grows to care for him like he did for her. Aleron takes him as his pet, regardless of whether Laurent wants this or not, and maybe this is because incest is tradition or encouraged in Vere. Aleron is king, and there’s nothing anyone, including Auguste, can do to stop him.

Damen noncons Auguste & Laurent

I’m a big fan of asshole!Damen, who never had to learn to become a better man through his experience in the books, and so becomes a bit of a egotistical tyrant who thinks he’s owed whatever he likes.

Imagine Damen defeats Auguste at Marlas and insists that his father let him take Auguste as a slave as a part of the peace treaty. Auguste submits, very reluctantly, in order to protect his people, but Laurent (who is aged up for our purposes) will not allow it, and steps in, maybe trying to kill Damen to stop this. In retribution for that, Damen insists they now take Laurent as well, though Auguste pleads for Damen to have mercy. Damen obviously has none. Now, Damen takes the two Veretian brothers back with him to Ios, where Auguste services him during the journey (because Laurent absolutely refuses to much to Damen’s ire) under threat of harm to Laurent. Damen wants to punish Laurent, because the corporal beatings do nothing to temper him. He loves Laurent’s youth, innocence and inexperience, and how close and adoring Laurent is of his brother, and so, feeling particularly cruel, he has Laurent tied down and forces Auguste to fuck him, giving him the option to do it as he likes, as slowly as he likes, or Damen will take Laurent’s virginity by force. Auguste does his best to take Laurent gently and make him enjoy it, though Laurent cries and pleads for him not to touch him. Auguste knows it is for Laurent’s own good, he knows that Damen would really hurt him, and so he ignores Laurent’s cries and takes him as gently as he can.

Any focus on Auguste’s moral crisis from enjoying fucking his brother, and then developing feelings for Laurent after the deed is done would be awesome. Anything including grooming, training, aspects of incest and punishment would be awesome too.

Govart noncons Laurent

Anything focusing on how big and strong Govart is and how little Laurent can do to physically defend himself against him would be awesome. I want Govart rough and brutal and yet driven by the orders of Laurent’s uncle to make sure he enjoys it, because the Regent knows that would be worse to Laurent than anything. I’d love for Govart to tie Laurent up for the rape, either to a bed or maybe some other structure, giving Laurent absolutely no wiggle room to defend himself, forcing him to accept that this is happening.

The prompt: Laurent is given to Govart by the Regent at some point (either pre-canon or during canon) as a reward for Govart and a punishment for something Laurent has done. Laurent initially doesn’t believe what is happening, even as he’s led into whatever room the two will be locked in, and as soon as he realises his uncle is serious he fights back. Govart obviously overwhelms him, Laurent is probably injured in the scuffle, and then Govart ties him up and fucks him rough and hard for hours. As a final act of dominance, Govart makes sure Laurent enjoys it, stimulating his prostate very deliberately and masturbating him to orgasm several times. Laurent feels overwhelming shame, not only at being raped by such a vile man, but by being made to enjoy it. In fact, being made to enjoy it is almost worse than the pain at all. A focus on large insertions, torture, punishment would be awesome!

Laurent noncons Damen (also guards)

Laurent oversees/participates in torturing/raping Damen instead of having him flogged in book 1 (this includes Laurent making the guards noncon Damen as well). Something involving predicament bondage, maybe crucifixion, would be awesome. Laurent/the guards working Damen carefully and methodically over with a whip, letting his guards fuck Damen one after the other until he is insensate, forcing larger and larger objects into his hole and making sure that as much as the stretch and burn hurts, it feels good too, masturbating him to orgasm again and again until Damen cries from oversensitivity, torturing his balls with paddles and canes and weights, piercing his nipples and/or cock and using the chains attached to secure him to different places (these are all just ideas). Any focus on hole based punishment/training, punishment, nipple and ball torture and Damen’s humiliation is amazing.

Nicaise noncons Laurent

I love the dynamic between these two, and how simultaneously healthy/toxic it can be. I want them bringing out the worst in each other, forcing each other to relieve past memories and filling each other with hate and resentment as much as obsession: who else could understand them as much as they understand each other?

Some ideas:

While Laurent is sleeping, Nicaise sneaks in and uses his body to come after a night with the Regent, and when Laurent wakes up he guilts Laurent into letting him finish or participating.

As punishment for assuming him dead and never looking for him, a bitter and emotionally and mentally ill Nicaise returns to Arles and guilts Laurent into sex/rapes him as punishment, sure that Laurent had reneged on his promise of protection and left him to suffer.

Nicaise topping Laurent would be good, or making Laurent fuck him, whatever you prefer. A focus on Laurent really physically responding, but being clearly emotionally pained and upset would be awesome.

Marvel (Thor movies)

Hulk noncons Loki 

Maybe this is a post-Avengers punishment thing, where Loki is given to the Hulk, or the Hulk does some other kind of smashing in Stark Tower ;). OR maybe the Hulk finds out about Loki in Sakaar and, as a reward for winning one of his matches, the Grandmaster gives Loki to him to do as he pleases for an hour.

For this, I’d absolutely love a focus on size kink/hole abuse. The Hulk having an absolutely enormous cock, giving Loki a damn heart attack when he sees it cos he’s never had anything that big anywhere near him, would be ideal. Maybe the hulk is feeling generous and prepares Loki with a couple of fingers, though they alone are about the size of an average man’s cock each, and before he’s remotely finished Loki feels like he’s about to tear apart, his hole is ruined, gaping so wide it feels like it’ll never close, and despite himself (and to his horror) he’s actually hard, he’s actually enjoying the sensation of being absolutely split apart by the Hulk’s fingers/cock, and he comes. A lot. Loki coming so much on the Hulk’s cock that he feels like his mind is breaking, he’s positively shaking with oversensitivity, begging (despite promising himself he wouldn’t, despite the shame) for it to be over, for the Hulk to stop even as he begs for more.

Loki being helpless and defenseless and the Hulk absolutely ruining his ass, and Loki horrified at how much he’s enjoying it, would be awesome. That’s all I want, honestly.

Thor noncons Loki

I would take just about anything you could possibly come up with for these two, as long as it involves Thor absolutely fucking the living daylights out of a very reluctant Loki. I’d love it if there was size kink, maybe Thor just has a massive cock, maybe he’s discovered a spell that let’s him enlarge it, maybe he shoves Mjolnir in Loki first and then his own cock, maybe he shoves a whole bunch of weird objects inside Loki to humiliate him and stretch him wide before he fucks him (maybe he shoves his whole fist up there). I’d love for there to be an emphasis on how helpless Loki is, and i’d especially love if he was left ungagged so he could try to verbally tear Thor apart in his anger and then, the more he endures, the more pleasure and pain he feels, it gradually devolves into begging and pleading, (to stop/for more), and then helpless whines and cries.

I’d love for there to be punishment in this, especially hole spanking and nipple/ball torture. Thor using his sparkly fingers (/lightening powers) as a way to torture Loki would be awesome. Shooting jolts of electricity inside him, maybe electrifying an object he has shoved up his ass, or spending long moments zapping strategic bolts through his balls/nipples until he screams. Maybe Thor is mad at Loki (for any of the canon things he’s done/any made up thing) and he’s intent on setting his brother straight with a punishment that’ll drive the lesson home. Maybe he ends up enjoying it far more than he should, and his excitement makes him crueller and more determined to take from Loki every single thing he has. I’d love it if there was overstimulation, with Loki coming so much it becomes agony, and Thor refusing to relent. I just want Loki to get absolutely wrecked and hate every moment of it, despite how well his body responds.

Odin noncons Loki

Odin punishing a young Loki for one of his many infractions with a lil sexual torture would be very nice. Tying him up and strategically and methodically targeting every one of Loki’s fears and desires until he turns his own body against himself, getting inside his head and fucking with him, ignoring his cries and pleas like Loki isn’t even a person and therefore not worth listening to, or releasing an unrelenting tirade of judgement upon Loki, especially targeting how Loki is responding to his punishment and how depraved he is, humiliating him, would be awesome. Some more hardcore torture like asshole spanking, nipple and ball torture (especially ball busting or weights) I would love.

Also, Odin methodically and carefully opening Loki up so there’s no pain, only pleasure, until he’s so stretched and his muscles are so lax he can barely close his hole at all, and then fucking something huge inside him (his fist, a giant dildo, some other humiliating object) and then leaving him there with it still inside, maybe casting a spell so that it fucks Loki like a fucking machine, making Loki take it for hours until he’s come so much it hurts and he can’t even scream any more, and then coming back and taking care of him/being kind to him, and just generally fuckin with Loki’s head with his kindness, and this being the last straw that breaks him, would be awesome.

Jotunn beast noncons Loki/Jotunn beast noncons Loki and Thor

Maybe Loki and/or Thor goes to Jotunheim for some purpose and get caught there in a storm or something, and then are happened upon by a ginormous Jotunn beast that can maybe scent some kind of pheromone that Loki is releasing.

I’d love it if you got creative with the Jotunn monster’s dick: how big is it (hopefully massive), is it a hemipenis? Are there bards/knobs on it?, is there a knot? Does it flare? How much does the creature come/how long can it go for? Do anything you like with this, the wackier the better.

I would love there to be an emphasis on how helpless Loki and/or Thor is to the beast/s-- maybe they have to play along with it because it has some pretty wicked claws and it’s threatening to fucking rip him/them in half, maybe Thor was doing alright fighting them, but one of them manages to pin Loki and it’s looking pretty murderous, so to appease it Thor puts down his weapon and they have to choose between letting it fuck him/them or dying, or maybe they fight the beasts and the beasts straight up trounce them, before holding him/them down and fucking him/them.

I’d prefer if there was minimal pain, maybe the creature has some magical aphrodisiac powers that relax muscles and make it feel good, or maybe Loki’s Jotun physiology lets him get fucked by the beast (maybe it's some kind of jotun ritual thing, and so they evolved to take the kinds of massive penises that the monster has-- additionally, Loki and/or Thor having to participate in this Jotun ritual to gain their loyalty/become their king would be an awesome idea)

Additionally, after the creature has come, it keeping Loki/Thor on it’s cock like a cocksleeve and then just going back to its cave or wherever, and Loki/Thor is too fucked out, still almost insensate, completely overwhelmed by the massive length of the beast still inside him/them (and the amount of come it released in him/them), so they can’t do anything but hang on as every step jostles the beasts cock (maybe it also pisses inside him as well?) GO CRAZY WITH IT.

Yuri on Ice!!!

Victor Nikiforov noncons Yuri Plisetsky

Something with a young, innocent and relatively naive Yuri who wants to impress older and cooler Victor. Dark!Victor who is cruel and manipulative, and initially uses Yuri’s hero worship to get close to him and then either forces or manipulates him into a sexual relationship. He constantly pushes Yuri too far/does too much, but manipulates Yuri into thinking he’s weak for not being able to handle it/protesting. I’d love it if Victor groomed Yuri for sex, into the perfect little sex kitten who is too afraid/doesn’t know how to deny Victor anything. I’d love if Victor’s favourite thing was to put huge things in Yuri’s ass, and he loves training the boy to be able to take bigger and bigger things everytime they play. An emphasis on their size difference, especially when Victor’s put huge things (maybe his whole fist) inside Yuri would be really hot. I’d love it if Victor made his gape so much that he feels empty and desperate without something inside him, and so Victor keeps him stuffed with plugs, especially vibrating ones, and he loves to torment him by turning it on at random times (never while Yuri’s in competitions, but often while he’s practicing). Maybe there’s some punishment: maybe Yuri nearly lets slip their relationship to someone, and Victor freaks out and takes it out on Yuri (feel free to do anything you’d like with that, but i’d love some hole based punishment like spanking or some crazy huge insertion that Yuri wasn’t ready for, or maybe some cock and ball torture). I’d also love a lot of sexual conditioning, where Yuri is trained to be able to come by certain stimulation and struggle to orgasm without it (especially prostate stimulation).

For some really possessive/cruel acts, Victor pissing inside Yuri after he’s finished fucking him and making him keep it inside, plugging him up so it can’t escape, bending him over in public paces and making him stay quiet to avoid getting caught, Victor intimidating Yuri with his larger size, maybe manhandling Yuri when Yuri tries to protest, especially holding him up and fucking him on his cock and not letting Yuri escape no matter how much he protests. I’d love it if Yuri cries or begs, and Victor completely ignores him.

Yakov noncons Victor & Yuri Plisetsky

Old and mean Yakov who conditions and grooms his young skaters, starting with a young and pretty Victor and continuing all through his career until Yuri comes alone. Victor is relieved to think maybe Yakov won’t have the time or attention for him, but instead Yakov just brings Yuri in on their sessions, and makes Victor do things to Yuri instead. Some double penetration, or Victor fucking Yuri while Yakov fucks Victor would be cool. The boys are too afraid to get help, Yakov is a dominant power in the skating community and no charges would ever stick to him, and there’s a part of them that really enjoy the depraved things that Yakov does to them/makes them do. You can do any kinks you like here, though i’d be partial to lots of sexual training and conditioning, and maybe Yakov getting them pierced or tattooed to mark his claim on them.

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