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egophiliac · 6 months
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just thinking about hair and faces
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razberrypuck · 6 months
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trying to decipher how qcharlie feels abt qmariana and honestly I DO think he still loves him. I DO think he still cares about him. when roier brought up mariana wanting charlie there when he logged on again, charlie (though he didn't really believe roier at first) liked the idea, and begged roier not to make him sound too desperate or into the idea simply because charlie isn't sure where their relationship is at right now. he does care about her, still -- but with flippa coming back into his life, it resurfaced a lot of feelings charlie buried a long time ago.
because he never forgave mariana for their daughters' deaths. or for how absent he believed she was in flippa's life. or for how absent she's been, when charlie needed her support. he understands flippa's deaths were accidental. he understands that mariana was more present than charlie made him out to be. he understands that mariana never meant to hurt him by vanishing into thin air. but he never forgave him for it. after the trial, he just ignored it, because flippa's back and she wants her parents to get along and that's all that matters. after flippa's last death, after the funeral, he pushed it all down as deep as he could because mariana needed him. mariana was all he had. and finally, finally things were going well between them -- why would he bring up all that pain and hurt? why would he acknowledge it, hurt mariana all over again, when she's the only thing he had left TO care about?
I mean, just the way he was talking about mariana during the "trust" stream was more bitter than it has been in a long time. the same man who wordlessly put mariana's axe up on his wall, next to their daughter's first knife -- twice, he went off on a tirade, calling mariana his bitch fucking cheating ass whore wife, and asked roier not to tell him about flippa. because no matter how much he cares about mariana, charlie doesn't trust her.
flippa being back has dragged up a LOT of feelings that charlie has refused to process up until this point, and that's why his opinions on mariana flipped so suddenly. now flippa's back, and now all that anger he felt, everything that drove him to lashing out at all the other eggs after flippa's first death; all of his previous behavior that made the other islanders dislike him, that he "grew out of" through months of near-total isolation -- now that's coming back, too. slowly, slowly bubbling to the surface, out of desperation to protect his daughter. yes, he's happy, but he's also paranoid. he's more than willing to interrupt sidebars that he thinks are about his daughter, or conversations others are having with her. he threatens those he believes may want to do her harm. he picks up on a lot more than other islanders think he does. because he doesn't give a shit about what these people think of him. he has his daughter back. he doesn't need to cling to these people to feel wanted, to feel loved. he doesn't need to cling to his and mariana's relationship.
does he care about his friends? his missing nieces and nephews? his spouse? absolutely.
he just cares about flippa more.
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emily-mooon · 5 months
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ST x ‘In Another Universe’ Text Posts (pt.1?)
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captainmolasses · 1 year
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Did you know? Echidnas, being monotremes, are one of a handful of species of mammals that lay eggs!
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Oh.
"Please, Reg, tell me what I did, what's wrong with me, please-" James was nearly hysterical as he tried to figure out what the hell was wrong with him because Regulus could not have said those words.
We have to stop this.
Regulus' dark, sad eyes made him pause, mouth open with more pleads on the tip of his tongue.
Finally, Regulus spoke, and even though his voice was a mere whisper, his words punched the air out of James' lungs. "Why is it that you can see the beauty in everyone else, but you're blind to your own?"
Crouching down next to the distraught boy, he cupped his face in his hands, drawing in a shaky breath as James unconsciously leaned into his touch. "James," He breathed, the single syllable spilling almost reverently from his lips.
James had no reply, other than to close his eyes against the mournful, almost pitying gaze he was faced with.
"Please." His broken whisper seemed to break Regulus' resolve.
He sighed, shifting into a sitting position to pull him into his arms. "Oh, James."
His hand began running through the other boy's hair, gently untangling the curls and scratching his scalp with his blunt nails, and slowly, James began to relax, his sobs abating, his eyelids dragging shut, no matter how valiantly he tried to keep them open.
Regulus noticed, because of course he did. He always noticed things, his eyes sharp to everyone but James.
Only when he would look at James, would they soften to something other than the stone they seemed to be carved out of, grey and impenetrable.
"Get some sleep, James," Regulus said softly, rubbing his shoulder as he hummed under his breath.
"Don't leave-"
"I'll be here," Regulus promised.
James wakes up.
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satanic-fruitcake · 4 months
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farscape should’ve got it’s fifth season for many reasons but mostly for me to see Chiana and Stark’s 60 day road trip in a transport pod looking for a diagnosan as a funny little b-plot that leads to them becoming besties and the chaotic bisexual duo we deserve send post send post fucking send post
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eye-of-yelough · 17 days
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opinion time
i don’t think they should remove minthara breaking up with durge if they reject bhaal.
bear with me for a second
i think that, despite the very accurate argument that she’s against being indebted to the Gods, she’s also. yknow. The Power Grabbing Evil Companion.
She’s also super egotistical. (said with love) i genuinely think the whole deal of durge eventually having to kill minthara is lost to her. i genuinely think that, if it even has dawned on her, she thinks she’s special. she thinks that doesn’t apply to her. she thinks durge’s infatuation with her will stay their blades. she doesn’t have a scene like the other love interests where she sees you fully out of control, taken over by bhaal. and she’s certain that if she did, she would kill them. no hesitation. we’ve heard of her ego blinding her from logic before, when she first met Ketheric.
so i don’t think they should remove the breakup scene. it’s well done, well voiced and it feels real. i think they SHOULD add another scene afterwords though. when you go back to camp for the night. i think durge should be able to reason with her. i think she should thrash and make more biting insults, refuse to accept that she overreacted at first, but, with a little finesse (speech checks) she can be talked down.
yes i agree that her breakup is ooc but the thing is. i think the conflict is good. i love conflict i love stakes i love Larian showing us Minthara’s ugly side and i don’t want it to be removed. i just want it to be fair. i want it to be BETTER .
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properplace · 1 day
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What are a few of your favorite emo songs!!
Can I pick songs?! I don’t know. But I know the entirety of the Foile á Deux album by Fall Out Boy and A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out album by Panic! at the Disco by heart. I don’t know if it counts as emo, but I also know all the words to a lot of Evanescence, Three Days Grace, Muse, 10 Years, and Chevelle.
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neyxmessi · 1 year
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daily dose of haalingham😙
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melusthings · 5 months
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Can I really handle another medical drama where Jang Dong Yoon is the second lead?
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softwebss · 1 year
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peter parker: a synopsis of his love (( peter parker imagine ))
♡ synopsis: just a synopsis of how he would act, the type of person he is if ur dating him, etc etc. very short, and I just wrote this cos I missed the innocent homecoming!peter. marvel really robbed us of a cinnamon roll and made nwh!peter angsty asf
♡ pairings: peter parker x fem!reader ♡ warnings: fluff. thats it
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peter parker is the type of boy that would hold your hand when walking you home, blushing furiously because you haven't even started dating yet. he's the type that would let you copy his homework and help you study maths and science. he seems like that one geek that nobody used to care about in middle school but suddenly became ripped in high school,, and nobody knows why. he would always praise the people he loved because the kid didn't get enough praise for himself, and he would crave affirmation and validation, not academically though. he was crazy good at school stuff. peter would always gamble for touch, his poor touch-starved heart would literally melt when he got a hug from you. peter is literally the definition of 'he protecc, he attacc, he is a snacc' and he doesn't even know it, cause nobody tells him.
when he first met you, he didn't quite know how to act. he didn't know the difference between a platonic or a romantic relationship. to him, bringing you flowers each morning when he saw you was a 'platonic' thing to do. when tony saw this, he broke out into laughter.
but hey, this was your peter, and you thought he was cute like that. besides, you wouldn't ever ask him to change 💞
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pochapal · 4 days
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my dad's starting to come down with another sickness/infection................................
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annahxredaxted · 10 months
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POV: milo.
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redportrait · 3 months
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id feel better about forcing myself to attend doctors appointments if like. they were ever helpful. or if the doctors listened to the words coming out of my mouth. or read my chart, even. alas.
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fragrantpines · 9 months
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This is a continuation of my previous Longjing post about wanting to punch him affectionately. Please listen to him. Hear how hard he's trying to give compliments and then gives them in the most rounadabout, emotionally constipated way possible.
The part that really cracks me up is his "praise" part. The way he spats out pleasant like it took everything out of him just to say that one word had my jaw dropping to the floor before laughing out loud. He's so insanely funny without even trying. Keep it up you funny tea man.
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bag-of-milk69 · 5 months
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writing fan fiction like
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