#dad found out i lost my ID and also berated me for it. mom somehow brought it aroubd to the fact that all i do is sit and draw

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #got my first covid vaccination finally <33 i was vaguely worried but it didnt hurt as much as i expected <3 #i got a white sticker and drew an mspa reader face on it and it brings me joy #this morning was;;; not good? i lost my ID card for the second time due to being A Forgetful Lil Binch(tm) so i tried to look for it #when my mom found out i lost my ID card (for the second time) she just sort of berated me and told me to find it (which. does not help.) #and then she told me to get food. and then she told me to look for my id again. this understandably sucked. #dad found out i lost my ID and also berated me for it. mom somehow brought it aroubd to the fact that all i do is sit and draw? #and dad called my art useless??? this is upsetting but looking back im just /sir how did we get to this topic how did you jump to this?/ #you breaking some world record for longest jump because i have no idea how else you could have leapt from Point A to Point B??? lmao???? #uhh but in all actuality i cried really quietly to myself. terrible morning overall? #like 1/10 only because i got to eat coconut butter cookies and lychee jelly cups which are old childhood favorites <3 #getting vaccination was fine though they were very friendly and it went really quickly and smoothly <3 #i am trying my best to make this more lighthearted than i felt <3 #overall im still very overwhelmed by many things and trying ignore it which i think is making it worse. i am very tired and very bitter. #i'll get there; i'll get there. in other news its another day of not going on the computer. waitin til tomorrow to draw. should probably nap #thanks for reading if you did <3 it's nice to get my thoughts out somewhere where im not a bother; so people can ignore it if they want to #i wish i could do more but im all worn out. im not happy but i'll get there. i love /you/; okay? things are going to get better. #<3