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pweachfwoge · 24 days
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guys... late valentines.... i forgot...- 🍮
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My favorite headcanon about Espio is that the main Sonic cast sees him as this cool, mysterious ninja that's super disciplined and stoic and agile and everything. But then his ninja tribe or whatever back home is like, "Espio? He's a complete mess. He's always so emotional and gets sidetracked too easily and is overall just mid at ninja-ing. Like, did you hear that he's working at some hole-in-the-wall detective agency? Yeah, and he actually thinks of his coworkers as his family and is helping raise a five-year-old. How undisciplined can you get?"
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That moment when you're halfway done on an artwork and then suddenly you look at it you HATE it so much you decided to scrap it and make a new one from scratch 🤡
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ruuibos · 3 months
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WIP
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what actually using references does to a mf
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thisisfullofcringe · 11 months
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I think today (or yesterday) is maid day so i made this so the account doesn't die :') Maybe I’ll do a better version of this.
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vanyafresita · 1 month
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do you care about him
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breezycheezyart · 10 months
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Getting mentally bombarded with even more shallura sketch ideas, help 😭 (don’t, I choose this hell willingly)
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pyr0peyt · 8 months
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Jinmay fashion icon⁉️fr⁉️⁉️
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spotsupstuff · 6 months
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Distain is fresh out of the oven, ready to be put into situations.
sure fuckin Is my gods. she already Is, she's gotten more her-focused comic than Orion has so far (not that i don't got a prompt up in this inbox for him it's just gonna take a while)
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Wow. Sometimes I'm very lucky and my bipolar doesn't always affect me much. But no such luck lately. I'm worried that I might have to retake my modern lit course because I was so late with many of my assignments. I've been mentally messed up more or less with a mixed mood episode since last September. I'm currently on the line of passing and not passing the class (granted there are a few ungraded assignments, including my final so it's still possible that I'm overreacting). I'm usually a good student too so it's a point of pride for me. I went from the honor roll to this all due to me fighting with an illness... :/ (It is my fault for not managing things better so I'm not looking for pity here- just talking).
I cannot imagine how horrible this disorder is for people who didn't have the option of medication (I am medicated, believe it or not). I think about that about that a lot since I study history and look into many writer's and artist's biographies in my spare time. I feel very bad for them since they basically had to live with this disorder without the fixes I have simply because I was born late enough for treatments to exist.
Virginia Woolf and Sylvia Plath both haunt me. Other people too. Yes, Lord Byron was extremely shocking but consider- we don't actually know what he would have been like if he could have been treated. He wouldn't have died at 36, I'm almost certain of that. I am highly aware of what this disorder has done to people before me. It doesn't make it better. But I keep looking back any way, to see that many of them did incredible things, in spite of it all.
I just keep thinking that if they could do so much without any treatment- that I should be able to function with treatment??? I know: don't compare yourself to other people but I'm desperate to know that I can be successful even with this illness. That it's not going to force me to leave school (the one thing I have been historically good at) and waste my life toiling away for nothing.
So if it seems as if I have been hitting my head against something lately, you aren't wrong. The fall is not generally my friend, pretty as the leaves are. I have not been having a good time of it but we must go on any way because what other option is there? None, I tell you.
#leaves pretty brain shitty has been my fall for the last few years since 2018 at least...#consistently fall has been bad for my cycle though I like that time of year normally#granted a lot of things kept happening every fall since 2018 too#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#I probably am a closet perfectionist in some cases#I am exhausted thanks for asking!#and yes for a few semesters I was an honor roll student in my grad school- not any more though LOL#seriously I'm going into debt for this degree and uh that promise to waive our debt never came to light so I'm very fucked rn#I have to finish this degree so I can work off my debt and build a good reputation for myself#I'm honestly afraid my illness might take away my ability to have a career at all; I'm desperate for a living wage!#it's not good#but this could be anxiety talking tbh#for real I'm amazed that like Virginia Woolf and others were able to do as much as they did in their lives#because without my medication I'd probably be useless??? Mania is not fun 10/10 would NOT suggest#I actually pity Lord Byron after reading his biography; he just seems like if mania was a person and um it explains his behavior completely#do you ever look back at other peoples' lives and see pieces of yourself in them and then feel really bad for them? cuz I do all the time#mychatter#I'm stubborn in that I refuse to quit school since I am aware that my family needs to know I can do this#please don't take this personally this is my problem and a pointless rant probably
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sitting uncomfortably on my bedroom floor because pretty much every article of clothing i own is piled on my bed because folding and putting away clothes is actual psychological torture for me
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this is gonna sound weird to the 40 ppl that follow me but I have OCD and I went through this traumatic event a few yrs ago where my mind connected it to this cartoon show I was watching at the time, and so I've had this issue where I can't interpret cartoons like I used to because my mind associates enjoyment of cartoons with immense fear & danger.
I found the emperor's new school after this happened and it's frustrating bc this cartoon has everything I logically look for in a show and Kuzco x Malina have my fav ship dynamic. And I've been using exposure therapy this past year to break down that wall of anxiety & dread so I can literally just percieve and enjoy the dang show like normal cuz I know I would be obsessed with it under normal circumstances, but right now I just like it.
I keep breaking down that wall and am percieving the show clearer and enjoying it more every single day. I'm a perfectionist who used to get deeply attached to cartoons and overanalyze them and write fanfic n stuff, which I want to do when I can watch new school with the mindset of my sane self.
But for now if I mostly post pictures instead of text posts it's because I haven't been able to take in the full picture of the show and I want my thoughts to be accurate to that experience. But again I keep making progress undoing this weird ash trauma response so and I will be a full on fanblog of the emperor's new school soon enough. The show is criminally underrated from even just what I percieve it to be now. ❤️
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eggsnatcheskneecaps · 2 months
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Are you ever in the last stage of making a stimboard and the last gift or the last two just don't feel satisfactory release me from this WIP realm I've been stuck in for days
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aria0fgold · 2 months
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Honestly, there's nothing really wrong bout my current skill level since I am a beginner artist but my desire to draw Alec and Ray as perfectly as I see em in my head is just so strong that the moment I see em looking off with my art I'll just lose it.
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I can kinda see you being in scarabia with how mindful you are a lot of the time
Oh, this ask reminds me of a conversation I had with some friends about what dorms each of us would be in 😌 The main 3 dorms that were suggested for me (along with my friends’ reasoning for them) were:
Octavinelle — This dorm embodies the benevolence of the Sea Witch, and I guess I’m considered yasashii benevolent and kind because of what I do. “You continue to provide free content through your blog and gain something in return for it.” (I guess that would be a space for me to chill out and hyperfixate on TWST with others?)
Scarabia — This one’s attributed mainly to all the analysis and theory posts I make when I’m not doing creative writing. “They are [intense], critical, and in depth and very deliberate.” Another point that was brought up was that (like keyenuta said!) I try to be mindful when presenting my ideas and speaking about them with others.
Diasomnia — I may not have the magic, but apparently I have the pride of a Diasomnia student. “It’s not necessarily vain in the way Pomefiore’s is [...] but it carries ‘I’m better than this’ energy.” Additionally: “[You] have supreme power and abilities to move people and spin stories. [You] have an almost unearthly ability to weave brilliant magic into the words [you] create.”
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saltynsassy31 · 5 months
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I just spent over 16 hours on a drawing for splatoween that doesn't even look like a drawing worth spending 16 hours on (I swear it didn't feel like I spent that long, it's probably due to the fact I kept correcting minor details that bothered me when it wasn't that important -_-) ONLY TO REALISE I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO FOR THE BACKGROUND SOBS
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