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hhuta · 3 years
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callout post: i had a het dream about florent
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#i am exaggerating but it was traumatic enough#it was so vivid which is never the case of my dreams so it felt like a real memory and i was so confused#cuz obvs it wasnt realistic#anyways lets start from the beginning <3#it was my graduation of idk what and it was very American and im not American everyone was wearing those silly little robes and hats#it was in this open space and there was a stage but i only remember people standing around it.. honestly the vibes were weird#then i either dont remember a chunk of my dream or it just skipped to the nightmare part where florent was suddenly There singing#l'assymphonie and i was hugging his back like a goddamn koala yes writing this makes me wanna rip out my hair but the rest is funny so ill#go on. i vividly remember the beginning of the song like i was singing along but then idk i dont remember the second verse and the rest#i just remember the song being over and i let go and oh my god we were drenched in sweat.......... and then i faINTED KLDAKSJDSL#THIS IS LIKE THE WORST Y/N FANFIC IN THE WORLDDDDDDD INDLAJSDLKASJL Anyways someone caught me but idk who cuz i woke up aLSO#DRENCHED IN SWEAT DLJASLKD THATS WHY I THOUGHT IT WAS A REAL MEMORY GOD#but no i had just forgotten to turn on the fan and i was wrapped around my covers this is so funny oh my god my brain really decided to blur#dream and reality like this... anyways... the worst part is he was wearing the same clothes from that cursed video i posted last night so#had i not watched that before bed maybe i wouldnt have had this nightmare#before this it was fun i was in class annoying diego from TUA but i dont remember much anymore rip#tldr; i am sweating
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wardencathiel · 6 years
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EXILE
Name/gender/appearance/favorite hobby?
opele (pr. “opal”) endac! she goes by just Oh or Elle, if not just her first name. shes a cis girl, and tbh she mostly just looks like lucy liu cuz i got a big fat crush on her and i picked the east asian icon for her. she has a short bob haircut tho, and lean but muscular build, and is in her late 30s. her hobbies are like.. being active and running and stuff like that lol she also likes doing mindless work with her hands so lots of like tinkering with anything, like electronics or mechanical stuff.
Where are they from? Where are they going?
probably nowhere important, and she was too young to remember any part of it, parents included. a no name planet somewhere with a steady but boring colony. where shes going is a lot more interesting since she knows where revan might be.. i think she would really want to go find her and help her with whatever the war is but she would be lying to herself if she didn’t realize she formed a huge attachment to atton. she loves him dearly and it would be really hard to leave him.. if anything, i think the most realistic thing is that she and him went and settled somewhere, keep their heads low, and just live life. shes a tired bitch ok. mb one day she’ll go and find rev but rn she wants to chill.
What did they do to occupy themselves between the Mandalorian Wars and waking up on Peragus?
absolutely nothing. she spent a lot of time during her time cut off from the force just going thru the motions. if anyone noticed she was different or recognized her for whatever reason, she would pack up and leave. a large chunk of her time was spent trying not to form any social bonds, and any time she would start getting to know someone she would bolt. just overall a rly lonely and sad existence. she would work odd jobs and just generally be a shell of her former self.
What was their relationship with Revan like?
well i already sort of answered this in revs but. there was the intimidation cause revan is well............scary lol they are probably close in age so they grew up together in the temple. it was never anything more than a passing interest until the wars and then they sort of? hit it off? in that weird way where u both went thru that conflict together. obviously there was a bond since opeles force issues, but it was more on revans side than opeles. she was mostly just trying to win the war. tldr they liked each other but not as much as revan likes opele.
What was their relationship with Atris like?
well she had no clue atris had feelings for her so their relationship never went past a cold formality... opele thought atris hated her, so she stayed away from her when she could. she wasn’t the type to confront her about it so she just didn’t.
With Kreia?
lot to unpack here lol i think my exile wanted to trust her so badly but like... she knew she wasnt good. i think there was a lot of using, from both sides. kreia wanted to use the exile for obvs. reasons, and my exile wanted to use kreia to relearn all that she had lost during her exile. i do think, though, that kreia probably felt more towards opele than the other way around. like there was definitely like an attachment but... she always knew not to get too close, no matter how much she wished she could. overall i think it was an uneasy relationship, lots of tension but much more learning from one another.
Did they travel with both Mical and Brianna, or only one?
just mical cause i forgot to install the mod, unless there was a way u could w/o the mod?? either way yeah lmao just mical.
Do they regret what they did in the Wars?
part of her always will but she wouldn’t change what she did because she believes that it was necessary. shes... guilty but not very regretful.
How traumatized were they by the visions on Korriban? (Personally, I cried and screamed, but I’m not exactly as tough as a Jedi. I’m probably not even as tough as C-3P0.)
LIKE... personally i was fucked up about it but my exile did pretty well despite the circumstances. she also knew that there was a part of it all that was just visions, wasn’t real, but there is also that very real dark energy gained from not dealing with the visions correctly. she failed some, and won in others, which i think the specifics of really defined her well as a character. she failed the first one- where she was being recruited for the war. she also failed the one where her entire crew was going against kreia, and outright refused to participate and got the whole apathy spiel. she “survived” the rest though, and defeated revan which i think rly ties in well with her almost like? using the dark side? but not falling to it.
Is there romance in their lives?
i’d like to think during their time in the game, there isn’t anything more than an inkling. i luv atton to bits and so does she lol but i think a lot of their romantic stuff is left for after the game- especially with that ending where he’s there waiting for her after kreia and is like so where to next ;w; but before that it is mostly just skirting around the issue. a very slow burn fic lol. i do think she thought about the disciple but he was so much younger than her and it was such a puppy love, it was just like well that dudes in love with me i guess. obvs. nothing before that since she was jedi/exiled
Light side or dark side?
light side, but she was very close to being a grey jedi by the end of it. definitely lighter than my revan post-game tho
How do they feel about the Jedi Order?
there is always going to be that element of betrayal because of what they withheld from her and what they did to her irt her loss of the force for some time. but honestly... she was done with them the moment they didn’t do anything to stop the war. she respected their judgement and teachings but she never considered herself a jedi after they kicked her out, and she never will again. she also thinks they got a lot of it wrong- and that a lot of what kreia said made sense, up until a point.
What happens to them after the game? Do they ever find Revan? Do they ever reconnect to the Force?
i sorta answered this one up there too but basically she stays with atton and just . rly wants to stay put and have a normal life but in the end.. i think she would go to find revan. i also think she would take atton with her, against her better judgement. as for reconnecting tbh? i think it stays how it is with her, where she can use it but there is something there thats fucked up, not right. maybe she tries to figure that out and travels around with atton to get some answers before going to help rev.
BONUS: What do you think happens to all the party members post game?
HMN GOD well i think bao dur got the short end of the stick since hes super unfinished but i think he would definitely go with them until opele is like dude i love u so much but u gotta find ur own way that doesnt involve me. she would have to put distance between them, despite the pain it would cause both of them since they were like... best fucken friends. for everyone else i think, they go their separate ways much quicker than him. they stay in touch cause opele loves them all but she knows its better to keep them away from her because of her force shit. i think miras and the disciples “endings” are pretty good even with the openishness. canderous goes back to do mandalore stuff but stays in touch as well. honestly i dont have a clue about goto and neither does the exile lmao t3, of course, stays with her and atton. hk runs off and does bounty hunter stuff. idk i mostly think about bao dur in this cuz i love him and he deserved better
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