#cuz i am also gay

[gayvampyr]

“queer spaces should be inclusive of people who don’t enjoy sex and who have “strange”, negative or repulsed relationships with sex” and “sex is an important aspect of lgbt community, history, and activism and queer people should be allowed and able to talk freely about sex without stigma or shame” are ideas that can and should coexist.

#‘queer people were banned from and shamed for having sex and that’s where a lot of our activism stemmed from’ and #‘not liking or having sex is considered abnormal and a mental illness and also needs to be destigmatized’ are concepts that not only can but #often do coalign #it’s esp important to consider that a lot of lgbt ppl who have a tricky and strained relationship with sex are like that because of trauma #which is very common for queer folks #it’s really not an ace-only thing #like i am sex repulsed but it’s very hard to discern if it’s because i’m asexual or if it’s the trauma. either way i deserve to have those #feelings and be included in lgbt spaces and discussions about sex and treated as just another queer person with a different experience #instead of being alienated because my feelings about sex don’t directly line up with yours #im so sick of people in this community trying to pit us against each other. as an ace lesbian that shit is so toxic and harmful #my relationship with sex is fluid. im sex-positive always‚ but i often find myself sex repulsed. im otherwise neutral about it but im sick #of people acting like it’s either you enjoy sex and have it frequently or you hate it and you shame everyone who has it like youre a puritan #and it’s often aphobes who bought into that ‘aces are puritanical celibate straights who want ppl who have gay sex to die or think they’re #‘dirty’ or some shit. and it was literally 90% crypto-aphobes pretending to be aces to get people to adopt that into their belief system #the same way crypto-t/rfs pretend to be trans women who want to prey on the ‘innocent women’ #and y’all will use those posts/screenshots as ‘evidence’ that whatever scapegoat you’ve selected is actually inherently bad/homophobic/ #misogynistic/etc and not even #acknowledge the giant hole in your logic cuz you’re too busy trying to find a scapegoat #it’s the same tactics and y’all fall for it every time #text post #like. lesbians are CONSTANTLY getting hounded and told that we’re broken or mentally i’ll for not showing interest in (having sex with) men #for the same reason asexuality is considered bad or wrong or weird #not showing interest in heterosexual relationships or sex is why this is so important #anyone that falls outside the scope of heterosexuality is part of this community whether you like it or not

[kate-bot]

my “toxic”? trait is whenever i fixate on something my immediate reaction is to take myself to the pottery painting place near my house and paint it on a plate or a mug or a coaster. literally all of the plates in my house are like this

#my art #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #gustavo pizza tower #brick the rat #brick pizza tower #pepstavo #i genuinely torment my family with this #you want to keep your drink from spilling on the table? BOOM GAY OLD MEN! #you want to put a snack ona plate? NOPE YOU ARE PUTTING IT DIRECTLY ON THIS STUPID RATS FACE!!!!!! #someone ask me about my plate collection i dare you #these are really not very good by the way especially the coasters because it is so insanely difficult to do #i am not by any means a painter lol #also soz i edited this after making it and changed the gus and brick images cuz the lighting annoyed me tehee

[thechibilitwick]

me when i dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii machigai nado nai nda to omowasete

no stupid little mikoto ver.

#milgram #milgram fanart #shidou kirisaki #kazui mukuhara #kazushidou #0507 #vocaloid reference #vocaloid redraw #magnet vocaloid #i love 0507 so much i wish gay old men were real #i hope i did them justice cuz goddamn the pose is hard #if i made them shirtless would i have been beaten with metal chairs and pointed and laughed at #also if anyone has any 0507 drawing ideas i am here *twiddles fingers* ok goodbye #chibi's art/rkgk

[gh0stz404]

"our grandpa made a respectful gay joke? i didn't know he knew how to do that!" -me when my grandpa makes a respectful gay joke

and the joke, for those of you who might be curious: "Someone told me my jacket looked gay, and so i told them "it just came out of the closet!""

#ashton blogs #he was like “somehow i knew you'd think that joke was funny” and i was like “well yeah it's me you're telling it too” #(i am the gay cousin if it isn't obvious by now) (or really the bisexual trans aroace cousin but same thinggggg) #he's not homophobic btw #i was just a bit surprised cuz although it's probably pretty common terminology i didn't expect him to use “out of the closet” #but also his wife is just transphobic as hell and i'm pretty sure it's rubbing off onto him #or he might be transphobic since he is old and shows signs of sexism and maybe even toxic masculinity #john mulaney reference #gay #lgbtq #lgbt pride #lgbtq community #bisexual #aroace

[kaladinkholins]

i know I've mentioned my interpretation of mizu's gender a million times on here but i don't think i ever fully elaborated on it.

so on that note i just wanna ramble about that for a bit. basically, it's my reading of the show that mizu is nonbinary, so let me dig into that.

putting the rest under the cut because it ended being pretty long lol. also here have a cute mizu pic of her being happy and most at ease with herself, symbolised by her letting her hair down. <3 ok let's proceed.

okay note that nonbinary is an umbrella term, and applies to a vast range of gender identities, but it's my personal preference to use it as is, simply because i'm not a fan of microlabels. more power to you if you are though, but anyway.

essentially when i refer to mizu as nonbinary it means that i interpret mizu as a woman, but not ONLY a woman. not strictly a woman. she is also a man. she is also neither of these things, she is something in between, while at the same time she is none of these at all. i've said as much many times, but i just don't want people to think that by nonbinary it inherently means a "third androgynous gender" that essentially turns the gender binary into a gender trinary. not only is that going against what the term nonbinary was crafted for (to go against rigid boxes and categorisation of gender identities), but also, not all nonbinary people fall under that category or definition, and that's definitely not the way i interpret mizu.

also, before anyone fights me on this, let me clarify further that gender means something different to everyone. it's not your biological sex or physical characteristics. but at the same time, gender is not mere presentation. you can be a trans woman and still present masculine—either because you're closeted and forced to, or because you just want to—and either way, that doesn't take away from your identity as a woman. same goes for trans men. if you're a trans man but you wear skirts and don't bind or don't get top surgery, that doesn't make you any less of a man. because gender non-conformity exists, and does not only apply to cis people! some lesbians are nonbinary and prefer using he/him pronouns while dressing masculinely, but that doesn't mean they're a man, or that they're any less of a lesbian. neither does this mean that they're a cis woman.

the thing about queer identities in general is that, like i said, they mean something different to everyone, because how you identify—regardless of your biological attributes and fashion or pronouns—is an extremely personal experience. so a nonbinary person and a gnc cis woman's experiences might have plenty of overlap, but what distinguishes between the two is up to the individual. there's no set requirements to distinguish you as one or the other, but it's up to you to decide what you identify as, based on what you feel. either way, by simply identifying yourself as anything under the LGBTQ+ umbrella, you are already communicating to the world that you are not what a conservative, cisheteronormative society wants you to be.

which is why i find all this queer infighting on labels to be so ridiculous. because we're all fighting the same fight; the common enemy is a societal structure that divides us into set roles and expectations purely based on our biological parts. that's why biological essentialism in the queer community is a fucking disease. because by arguing that women are inherently weak and fragile and soft and gentle and must be protected from evil ugly men, while men are inherently strong and angry and violent and exploitative of women, these people are advocating for the same fucked up system that marginalises and abuses women as well as effeminate and/or gay men.

anyway. i'm going on a tangent. this was meant to be a blue eye samurai post. so yeah back to that— the point i'm trying to make is that there's no one way to identify as anything, and everyone views gender in a specific way.

so with that being said, yes you can definitely interpret mizu as a gnc cis woman and that's a totally valid reading. however, interpreting her as nonbinary or transmasc also doesn't take away from her experiences with misogyny and female oppression, because nonbinary and transmasc folks also experience these things.

me, personally, i view her as nonbinary but not necessarily or always transmasc because i still believe femininity and womanhood is an inherent part of who mizu is. for example, from what we've seen, she does not like binding. it does not give her gender euphoria, but is instead very uncomfortable for her both physically and mentally, and represents her suppressing her true self. which is why when she "invites the whole" of herself, she stands completely bare in front of the fire, breasts unbound and hair untied. when she is on the ship heading to a new land in the ending scene, she is no longer hiding her neck and the lack of an adam's apple. we can thus infer that mizu does not have body dysmorphia. she is, in fact, comfortable in her body, and relies on it extremely, because her body is a weapon. instead, what mizu hates about herself is her face—her blue eyes. she hates herself for her hybridised identity, hates herself for being a racial Other. hates that she has no home in her homeland. these are not queer or feminist themes, but postcolonial ones.*

* and as a tiny aside on this subject, i really do wish more of the fandom discussion would talk about this more. it's just such an essential part to reading her character. like someone who's read homi k bhabha's location of culture and has watched this show, PLEASE talk to me so we can ramble all about how the show is all about home and alienation from community. please. okay anyway—

nevertheless, queer and feminist themes (which are not mutually exclusive by the way!) are still prevalent in her story, though they are not the main issue that she is struggling with. but she does struggle with it to some extent, and we see this especially during her marriage with mikio, where we see her struggle in women's domestic spaces.

on the other hand, though, she finds no trouble or discomfort in being a man or being around other men—even naked ones—and does not seem stifled by living as one, does not seem all that bothered or uncomfortable navigating through men's spaces. contrast this to something like disney's mulan (1998), where we do see mulan struggle in navigating through men's spaces, as she feels uncomfortable being around so many men, always feeling like she doesn't belong and that she's inherently different from them. mizu has no such experiences like this, as her very personality and approach to life is what can be categorised as typically "masculine". she is straightforward and blunt. her first meeting with mikio, she tells him straight to his face that he's old while frowning and raising a brow at him. she approaches problems with her muscles and fists (or swords), rather than with her words or mind. compare this with mulan, who, while well-trained by the end of the movie, still uses her sharp wits rather than brute strength. this is a typically "feminine" approach. it's also the approach akemi relies on throughout the show—through her intelligence and persuasive tongue, she navigates the brothel with ease. mizu, in contrast to someone like mulan and akemi, struggles with womanhood and femininity, and feels detached from it.

thus, in my opinion, mizu is not simply a man, nor is she simply a woman. she is both. man and woman. masculine and feminine. she has to accept both, rather than suppress one or the other. her name means water. fluid.

as a side note, while i do believe mizu is nonbinary, i also primarily use she/her pronouns but this is a personal preference. i find it's easier, plus it's what the creators use, and because, in general, being nonbinary simply doesn't necessitate the use of they/them pronouns. nonbinary is not just a third gender. it's about breaking the binary, in any which way, and that's exactly what mizu does.

also, i'd also like to mention that one of show's head of story even referred to her with the term "nonbinary", rather than simply "androgynous" (see pic below). and it's possible this could be a slip up on his part, in which he believes the terms are interchangeable (they're not btw), but regardless i find it a very interesting word choice, and one that supports my stance.

so anyway yeah that's my incredibly long rambling post.

TL;DR nonbinary mizu rights 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 congrats if you reached the end of this btw. also ily. unless you're a TERF in which case fuck off. ok i'm done.

#mizu blue eye samurai #mizu bes #blue eye samurai #blue eye samurai meta #sorry if this is redundant btw i just cant stop thinking thoughts :3 #btw i am a mixed* southeast asian who is also nonbinary. just in case that's important context #by mixed* i mean i'm asian+asian but diff ethnicities lol. i dont have a white bone in my body god bless<3 #my whiteness is purely learned thru cultural osmosis + bcs my parents taught me english as a first language (boooo 🍅🍅🍅) #also i live in the global south so i think EYE know a thing or two about being gnc in a society of rigid awful gender roles‼️ #so likeee i think its ridiculous that its an either-or thing #mizu can be nonbinary while still being a woman of colour ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #also ummm as much as i love queer themes and gay people i wish people would talk more about the racial otherness / community aspect #as mentioned in the post above #you don't need to read bhabha's whole book btw but just take a look at some of his ideas and you'll get what im talking about #like the fact that the fandom mostly ignores those themes in the story makes me feel like :( :/ #cuz to me THATS the thing that spoke to me most and its a shame that its just not talked about enough #i mean i know why thats likely the case. but still. #whoops im rambling again 🤪 #fandom.rtf #shut up haydar #meta dissertations.pdf

[stripesdrawingadventures]

this has been spawned into existens due to an discord convo with @s-e-v-e-n-24

I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHH

also if I get enough attention I will write the complementary fic to it soooo

#art #traditional art #artwork #markers #I cant believe I pulled out my water based markers for this #but hey they were fun might use them more often #wolverine #logan x morph #x men 97 #still making my way through the original series #so if I write this it might take a while as sinister will play a big role in this and I dont know enough about him yet #they are so gay I love themmm #kevin sydney #morpherine #i am going to bed now cuz its 2 am #but also talk to me about them I am totally normal about them

[rat-in-a-trench]

this is my first fanart ive managed to squeeze out of my noggin since my old sketchbook and its a stinky alcoholic detective, what does this say about me.

also i drew this with my mouse cuz i was too lazy to get my drawing pad a mere 10 centimetres away from where im sat.

but hey! after a whole day of cookie clicker, disco elysium had finally downloaded and i could play it alas and good god now i understand why that one lady on the news had kim kitsuragi framed on her wall.

#disco elysium #de #hdb #harry du bois #gay #hes so goofy in the game istg i love him #also the voices are so real like what #queer #though i am reminded of the fact they never kiss cuz some guy is an evil poet or something idk havent finished the game😭

[blee-bleep]

Nerissa's gay rizz has me swooning, jfc

#need her rn #hololive #nerissa ravencroft #and its KIARA TOO THE MOST ACTIVELY FRUITY MEMBER OF EN!!!!!!!!! #that raven is deffo gay idc what anyone says #someone said her gay energy is making up for shiori's heterosexuality and that made me snort LMAO #god i cant wait for the next coming months this is just her DAY 2 #imma let her cook fr fr #both in interaction w others and in songs cuz Love Love is too good #someone also said shes like the suisei of EN which... omg ur right #i am so hyped for advent jshcjdbf

[aq2003]

there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"

#ARE THEY STUPID! #dr who #this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao #m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle #until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head #bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such' #cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad. #i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but #first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE #two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her #or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine #Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this #went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING #THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.????? #you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce #ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues' #funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this #absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that #flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system #bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol #tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving #martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2 #if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime #together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth #as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character #shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons #why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings) #if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation #ten and martha #aspec doc tag

[meepmeep19]

Suegiku fic that’s just Tetchou helping Jouno open up and accept his own emotions, since Jouno has kinda perfected the whole ‘bury your emotions so deep that you can’t even feel them anymore’ thing due to his time in the mafia. Ofc we all know Jouno has no problem expressing stuff like anger, bitterness, disgust… basically all those negative ones used mostly in a comical manner for his character. It’s rly just his sadness that he’s tries to disown as he’s already deemed it as a ‘weak’ emotion that doesn’t do anything except make ppl pity and underestimate him, which needless to say, he HATES more than anything. So yeah, Tetchou would help him realize that feelings of sadness are completely valid and that he deserves to express those emotions instead of bottling them up. (Ngl Tetchou would honestly still be kinda learning this alongside Jouno because he’s probably so used to his stoicism-like mindset.)

‘Your Tears are Priceless’ would be a good title, i think; in reference to his ‘Priceless Tears’ ability.

#i love SGK angst as much as the next person but #I rly only wrote this for the title lol #it’s prob too cheesy honestly lol #but maybe that’s y I love it #I could go more into depth about exactly WHY both Tetchou and Jouno bottle up their grief #but it’s like 3am and I have school tomorrow lol and also I don’t have the energy to write all that out lol #please can someone make this a reality??? #forget over the moon #I will literally be over the FREAKING GALAXY if u do lol #(that probably made more sense in my head lol) #well I am sleep deprived so #bungo stray dogs #bungo gay dogs #suegiku #jouno saigiku #tetchou suehiro #angst #but not that detailed #cuz I am fricking ✨sleep deprived✨ #I honestly do this to myself 😭

[wetslug]

im enjoying house so far like 6.5/10 but im bummed out theres so many episodes because i know my Low Attention Span ass will not !!! finish

#and i wanna finish i wanna complete smth in my shit ass life #my biggest complaint is lots of boring ass romance subplots but i understand thats a prerequisite for medical shows #despite working in a hospital being one of the least sexy things ive ever done Periodt #but im also hypocritical cuz im just ewwww romance. but i want 2 see more of what gay shit wilson + house has going on #am i heterophobic 😔😔😔😔

[h0bg0blin-meat]

People are ACTUALLY complaining about Heartstopper not containing sex scenes?? Like... wha-.. excuse me but ya'll sum mad weird mfs for wanting two 16/17-year-olds (the characters not the actors) to bang so much to the point that you think that a queer romance with sex is 'puritanical' and 'conservative propaganda'. There's plenty of other queer media where there's full-on sex so maybe jerk off to them and leave Heartstopper as it is?? Go watch Queer As Folk or Elite or Red, White and Royal Blue or any other BL/queer series with bold and sexy dynamics??

And I think ya'll are prolly the same ppl who will watch a queer show with constant sex between the characters and go "Yeah these people really like to fetishize and hypersexualize the gays".

Love isn't always about sex so get a fucking hold of yourselves please.

#I don't usually go on controversial rants but like this is creepy asf #like yall can't think of queer romance without sex? #sounds like a you problem #also note that I am in NO WAY saying gay sex is bad cuz why would I #Sex is fine but you don't have to shove it EVERYWHERE #heartstopper #lgbtq #queer #writeblr #writerblr #litblr #writers on tumblr

[m3llowm1sh]

cw for flashing lights tw for (slight?) ab*se mentions in the lyrics!

ok so ever since i saw this post (specifically the last pic) i could not stop thinking about how the first glass beach album is kind of cocole coded which led to me thinking about it for like almost a week which led me to start progress on this custom level of glass beach by. glass beach which. is far. VERY far from finished (7 FUCKING MINUTES ARE YOU KIDDING ME) but i wanted to share what i have of it it anyways bcuz. i need ppl to see my vision.

this post got longer than i thought it would so. More ramblings under the cut

ik the song is supposed to be about a girl’s parents being shitty and the guy wanting his lover to run away from them and stuff, but i have a plot in mind about how instead of parents its nicoles smoking addiction which keeps on hurting her and how cole is tired of it. i think its nice to explore their journey of cutting away from their addiction (even though its mostly talked about in the game… idk i still think its interesting) and how everyone else in the hospital helps them idk. also including some pining because that's always wonderful

theres also this little mini comic i drew w the first couple of lyrics of classic j dies and goes to hell part 1, theres not really a story its just random moments but i still think its decently alright? i am. not a storyteller. IDK

but anyways i just want people to get that they are so. glass beach coded and i could NOT get them off of my mind for the life of me. i hope i can muster up the motivation to finish the level because i really really want to and i think itd be cool idk RAMBLE OVER

#rhythm doctor #cocole #the first part of the level kinda sucks ngl i am terrible at making dialouge not awkward #IF ITS OOC IM INCREDIBLY SORRY #also when ians voice is there the players supposed to hit om every beat after the first one #im still not sure how to properly cue that since its not a blast beat since its not on 1s and 3s #???? #also on the topic of the other first glass beach album songs #orchids is also very very them. probably more so than glass beach/blood rivers but i wanted to use that in the custom level cuz its more #plot heavy and dramatic? but orchids sends shivers down my spine too and it just fits them better actually #also cold weather. COLD WEATHER #nicoles off somewhere and long distance shenanigans ensue. it's also very them too minus the gay partLOL #just an idea #but idk im rambling in tags again AUGHG anways byee

[greenvillainredemption]

Broke: Alma is homophobic

Woke: None of the characters are homophobic

Bespoke: It’s a catholic town in the early 1900s girl everyone is homophobic

#encanto #my words #this is a joke I am bi. or lesbian idk. I’ve always known I like women nbd and I find guys cute sometimes but male genitals make me puke #POINT IS I’m not tryna be homophobic out here lol I just think I’m funny #also there’s a lot of different interpretation when it comes to a kids movie #like yeah it’s in the 50s or something but it’s also disney so like canonically i don’t think anyone is actually homophobic at least not #openly. because disney #but also if ur an adult wanting more realistic fics in real 50s rather than disneyified 50s it feels out of place to hc characters as openly #gay and nobody else says a thing about it #like its all about how accurate u want the setting to be idk #also this post is mostly a response to homophobic Alma headcanons because like why her just cuz she’s old?? #pathetic. in today’s time they’re all old (or like dead I’m not doing math)

[ghouljams]

Are you okay with people writing their own take on characters you haven't included in your AUs? (With credit to you of course!)

If you mean other COD operators sure! Also if you have fae ocs that you want to write about within my world thats cool too! I'd love to be tagged in whatever you write and I'm happy to talk shop about the world I'm building as well. Go onto the magic, the Seasons in the faewild, the Court, all that.

The only thing I ask is that you are kind to my darlings if they make cameos, and also that you keep The City walkable (that's the real fantasy *crying in usamerican*).

Liebling's shop is open to all Fae and Darlings and it will continue stressing her the hell out.

#had to read this a couple of times cuz i thought u meant writing about my characters #and i was like i mean flattered but also shaking like a wet cat because that makes me very nervous #but yeah the 141 and König are my various breads and butters #theyre who im most comfortable with and so theyre who I'm most interested in writing for #that said... los vaqueros and valeria might...... make fae cameos #mostly because i am gay and valeria is 👀👌 #ghoul speaks #fae au #i can even give short darling descriptions if people truly want though i do try to leave it as ambiguous #look at any of lulu's doodles of könig and liebling thats what she looks like

[homosexual-newsboy]

I WAS WATCHIN DEH TIKTOKS AND I SWEAR TO MIKE FAIST- I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANOTHER WORD OF "So apparently in the movie *insert very real thing that happened in the book* and did that ever even happen in the original show?" LIKE OKAY I have not seen the movie (I do know the story though, duh, and I'mma watch the movie tomorrow) BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT IT IS SO BAD THAT EVERY SINGLE PERSON ONLINE HAS TO HATE ON IT!!!! Also with the 'Ben Platt is too old' thing: I HAVE WATCHED CLIPS OF THE MOVIE AND HE DOES NOT LOOK TOO OLD TO ME!!!!!!! And are we gonna talk about how awesome Ben Platt is in general??? He has like, a wicked voice and is flat out amazing, and all we can talk about is how hes TO OLD FOR THE ROLE I'm sorry but no. I'll let ya'll know if I change my mind after watching the movie but- DEAR EVAN HANSEN SAVED MY LIFE SO PEOPLE CAN SHUT THE FUCK UP

#deh #dear evan hansen #ben platt #evan hansen #im done #it cannot be so bad that the whole world hates it #tw for the almost-suicide-reference there #yeah sorry #I feel bad for dumping all this at once #but literally stfu #if you have a problem with my personal beliefs you can just leave me alone please and thank you #also question am i gonna get the gay vibes from the movie or does that only happen in the book and broadway show? #cuz i want to get the gay vibe #since im gay and shit #at least theres a little bit of gay that i know of and that is our gold star lead actor with the best voice ever: ben platt