OMG I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH TOO IT'S KINDA FUNNY CS WE'RE ONLINE EVERYDAY AND WE BARELY YALKS SMTS BUT ON BLR WE'RE LIKE SCREAMING I MISS YOUS 😭 AND YES GO CUT THAT HAIR SEND ME PIC I WANNA SEE 😠 idk what sinchia stands for but i assume is lunar new year and go get that red packets, feeling like a sugar baby 😔
we be sending each other tiktok but still screaming I MISS YOU
and we're always online on dc too i'm angry we rarely talks now! BUT fr life been so busy and we really need this short holidays. I WILL SEND PICS RIGHT AFTER I CUT IT DWDW. YES sinchia is lunar new year– i thought it's called sinchia there too 😭 HAHAHA fr gonna feel like sugarbaby for a while, hope i really get someone who gonna makes me feels like sugarbaby for real everyday, hehe <3
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Reflections on my first internship
Hey friends. I feel like I’ve been gone from this blog for ages, and it made me forget why I liked to share my thoughts in the first place. I love the community that this studyblr brings, and the aura of inspiration and support. I don’t want to lose that.
The last time I really posted was almost two months ago now, where I was approaching the end of my summer internship (and first ever job) and I promised I would share how it went.
For context, I was a software engineering intern as an API platform developer for a healthcare distribution company. Essentially, I worked in the IT department as tech support, but we also made productized software. The internship was virtual, but the team still had daily stand-ups and weekly socials so that we could connect. And lastly, not that it should matter, but I was the only female on a team of 9, and sometimes that made me feel both oddly powerful, yet vastly overlooked.
So now that it’s over, and I’ve had a month to reflect, how do I feel? The truth is, I feel extremely conflicted. Maybe it was the virtual format of the internship, maybe it was the team I was on, or maybe it was the type of work I was doing - but I feel like even though I worked really hard and tried to do as many tasks as I could achieve, I did not really enjoy it. When I try to pinpoint my source of unhappiness, I can’t really put a finger on it. Holistically, there wasn’t really anything wrong. My team was supportive, I gained a lot of technical skill really quickly, I networked with incredible and accomplished humans and I built close relationships with my team and friends. And yet, when I think about working that IT job again in the future, and even for the rest of my life, all I feel is this vast abyss of dread.
I come from an Indian family, where there isn’t really an expectation to achieve fulfilment from the work that you do. Putting your head down and doing the job, getting that paycheck, and then providing for your loved ones is the norm and the expectation. And so every time I think about my future job prospects, and I feel that dread of unfulfillment, I feel so selfish. I worked hard in all of high-school, and all of college thus far to get a competitive, challenging, and well-paying role as a software engineer, and it wasn’t enough. And it makes me wonder, what will be enough? Will I ever be satisfied with what I am doing, or am I fated to constantly be searching for that inner joy, for that personal fulfilment? Not to go on a complete rant, but yeah, that’s how I’ve been feeling.
And so, I suppose my conclusion is this. Although my platform is called cs-blr, and is supposed to be focused on my journey within computer science, I don’t know if I want to be doing this long term. I don’t know if I will graduate college and go into a software engineering or IT role, and that makes my degree feel like a waste, and this blog feel fraudulent. I don’t know what I enjoy, or where I am going. They say that internships are supposed to teach you want you enjoy in the professional world, but no one ever told me what the next steps were if you didn’t like it. I am way more technically proficient that I was a month ago, but all I feel in my heart is a growing sense of dread. Perhaps this is the regular junior-in-college struggle, I don’t really know. Nevertheless, that’s where I’m at today. Stay tuned for more. As always, love M.
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Mother theres a blog called cs-blr and it's a coding blog and they have such aesthetic notes and I wanna like make notes for coding,,,and make them cute,,, also question for anon's do any of you have adhd? if so can I ask like do I have adhd symptoms because I do so many things like- I learned chess a while back and then I started to learn to type faster then I wanted to learn French and now coding and i also learned solitaire and I also wanna learn card tricks and now I wanna make aesthetic notes also I don't mean this offensively I don't now if this is considered offensive???probably not I just want to like respect people idk???
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Awee!! I love cute notes but can never make them
Ill pass this along to the cult🖤
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Tag Game
Ty to @jeonchemstudy for tagging me!
imma tag @cs-blr and @wingardiumm! no one is obligated to do this :)
Rules: MAKE A NEW POST, bold what applies to you and tag whoever you want to get to know better.
Appearance
I'm an I-need-to-pull-the-driver-seat-all-the-way-in kind of a person // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing (depends on the fit- i love a good loose sweater and pants moment, but also a very well fitted turtle neck with skinny jeans) // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backward
Hobbies and Talents
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to t.v shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own (I think????) // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks (when it’s not a pandemic, yes) // i can do a handstand
Relationships
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
Aesthetic
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days (i enjoy the rain, but the mood it sets is ehhh when i need to be productive) // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep (sleeping at last is VERY good for this) // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season (it’s a toss up between autumn and spring)
Misc
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least one dog // i have a cat
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ilauke 36Pcs Bobbins and Sewing Thread
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ilauke 36Pcs Bobbins and Sewing Thread
ilauke 36Pcs Bobbins and Sewing Thread with Case for Singer Brother Janome Babylock Janome Kenmore Machine
Specification
Material: plastic bobbin, polyester thread
Bobbin size: Outer diameter(approx. 0.79”), Inner diameter(0.62cm), Height(1.15cm)
Tape: 150cm (60inch), Pins: 3.8cm, Seam ripper: 14cm, 5.5inch
Fit for:
Brother:
BC-1000; CE-4000, 5000PRW, 5500PRW, 8080PRW; CP-6500, 7500; CS-100T, 5055PRW, 6000, 6000B, 6000i, 6000T, 8150; Duetta 4500D; ES-2000, EX-660;HE-120, 240; HC – 1850; HS-2000; Innov-is 40, 80, 900D, 950D, 1000, 1500D, 2500D, 2800D, 4000D, 5000; LB – 6770PRW, 6800PRW; LS – 30,1217, 2125, 2125i, 6770;LX- 2500, 3125, 3125E; NX-200, 250, 400, 400Q, 450, 450Q, 600, 650Q; Pacesetter PS21, PS-3700; PC-210, 210PRW, 420, 420PRW; PE-500, 700, 700II, 750D, 770, 780D; Quattro 6000D; Quattro 2 6700D; QC-1000; SE-270D, 350, 400; SQ – 9000, 9050; VX-1435; XL-2230, 2600, 2600i, 2610, 3100, 3500, 3750, 5130, 5232, 5340, 5500; 5600, 5700, 6452; 3510, 3500T, 6562, 7700; XR- 40, 46C, 52C, 65T, 1300, 9000, 9500PRW
Babylock:
Crafter’s Choice (BLCC); Creative Pro (BL37), Creative Pro (BL40); Decorator’s Choice (BLDC); Ellageo (BLL), Ellageo Plus (BLL2); Ellure (BLR); Ellure Plus (BLR3); Ellisimo (BLSO), Elisimo Gold (BLSOG); Ellegante (BLG), Ellegante 2 (BLG2), Ellegante 3 (BLG3); Esante (BLN); Espire (BLSR); Grace (BL40A); Intrigue (INT); Quilter’s Choice (BLQC); Symphony (BLSY)
Janome: Elna, 5000, 9000, 9500, 9700, 300E, 350E, 10000, 10001, 11000
Quantum Futura: 100, 104, 117, 118, 132, 132Q, 140Q; 2623, 2638, 2639, 2662, 3962; IZEK; 7400 series
Juki: T-100, E80
Kenmore: all Models
Singer: 6400 Series; 7312, 7322, 7350, 7258 ; Scholastic, Scholastic Plus XL1000, XL6000; 9910, 9920, 9940
Package:
36* Pre-wound thread bobbins
30* pins
1* Seam ripper (Random Color)
1* tape
1* Bobbin box
Free sewing accessories – Comes with a 60inch soft measuring tape, a sewing seam ripper (Random Color) and 30 pcs glass ball head pins, easy to use and enjoy your sewing.
Wide application – Size A, class 15 Standard Bobbin, fit for most sewing machine like Brother, Babylock, Janome, Kenmore, Singer etc. But not suitable for the Singer Futura Embroidery machines (CE-100, CE-150, CE-200, CE-250 and CE-350).
Easy to storage – Translucent and durable bobbin case, easy to view bobbin you need, great for organizing bobbins.
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