#crying my eyes out wtf

[void-of-existence]

no ofc im not gonna go to sleep, im crying and watching good omens animatics with literally any laufey or mitski song on yt.

#good omens #gomens #go #go2 #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #crying my eyes out #i need therapy #i also need to sleep #why arent i sleeping rn #its 4am #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #neil gaiman wtf

[twpsyn-who]

Today on "Another JeanMarco Soulmate AU absolutely no one asked for" I present to you -

Soulmate AU in which you stop seeing colors when your soulmate dies, the only exception being your soulmate. Now cue to Jean who just found Marco's, his best friend's, body. And you know, there's the shock of finding out Marco's dead. The pain and confusion and guilt. But there's also the revelation, because despite everything he can still see Marco like nothing took place at all- yes, half of his face is missing and his body is straight up lifeless, but Jean can still make out the color of his eye ; see that light shade of brown perfectly, remember all the times he has found himself looking at them while listening to Marco talk. He can still make out the colors of his uniform, see the same shade of black his hair has always had, practically see. Despite being dead, Marco was the only piece of color left in his life.

And there's denial for a moment because there's no way Marco was his soulmate. But that goes away fast, getting replaced by guilt. By the fact that he hasn't been there to save him, that Marco has to die all alone without anyone being there for him.

And that was worse than the simple fact that he could no longer see colors ; because Marco was there when Jean needed him, but he failed to do the same. And not only he lost his best friend that day, but his other half too.

#Anyway this fucker doesn't tell anyone about the whole soulmate thing. Not of shame of anything but because he's mourning man and also is no #One's business. Anyway the first one to find out is Armin because he notices and ever since he makes sure to mention colors as often as he #can. Like 'These flowers are a nice shade of red' or 'Green suits you well Jean! You should wear this shirt' stuff like that #Jean does appreciates it once he gets over his ego and pain and lets other people get closer to him #Funny enough Jean is the only one in that situation loool. Well I don't know about Reiner and Historia is getting there soon enough but #everyone else??? Colors everywhere man #Is both funny and sad #'Since when..?' Jean expected that question yet he wasn't truly ready to answer it. Deep down he knew he was never going to be ready for it #'Trost' his voice stains sightly while naming the city. His own city. The place he grew up in all his life. The others say nothing else #after that confession. They were all aware many has died during Trost. It wasn't that far fetched for Jean's soulmate to be some civilian #lost during the evacuations or something. But then Connie's eyes widen ever so sightly the realization sitting in. He doesn't even register #when he says 'It was Marco right?' and regrets it immediately. Jean's painful face is all the answer they needed #Also Historia ready the letter and the world losing colors while she's doing that??? Her tearing up a little but not letting herself cry #until she gets alone???? Her going to Jean once that happens and them comforting each other????? #They starts seeing colors again once Eren dies. Poor Jean is trying his best to not have a breakdown because Connie needed him more in that #moment #Reading* wtf my tags make no sens sorry guys I'm lowkey tired #aot #jean kirstein #jeanmarco #aot jean #marco bodt #marco bott #aot marco #jean kirschstein #snk #JeanMarco Soulmate AU #soulmates au #I'm not sad you are

[fienin]

oh... oh that was not the ending I hoped for

#one day #dex and em #dexter and emma #wtf #no #bawling my fucking eyes out #15/07 #finished it in two days #i will probably cry for two weeks now

[duskstars]

They’ll always have each other!

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#amphibia #anne boonchuy #sasha waybright #marcy wu #amphibia season 3 #all in #sketchbook #//please dont tag as kin for sasha unless you’re my gf!! #// CRYING MY EYES OUT #// HGHGGHHHHH…….. #// IM NOT READY FOR THIS TO END. IM NOT READY #// WE’RE SAYING GOODBYE TOMORROW. WTF #// also sorry for not posting art in MONTHS. hopefully I can start again!! I haven’t posted frog show art in ages #// so … gently places this here

[theprestigegirly]

oooft it’s like the pain of moving on in life and moving past people and losing connections is so huge you sometimes feel lucky if you’re going through a patch where you aren’t tied to anyone but the feeling of having people you deeply care about and are so incredibly tied to is so strong it just about makes all of the loss worth it

#basically i just finished sex education s4 #actually bawling my eyes out wtf #sobbing and dying and crying

[kisasan]

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #kny swordsmith village arc #kny spoilers #muichiro tokito #tokito yuichiro #tokito twins #tokito brothers #tokito family #high pitched screaming #screaming crying throwing up #cries uncontrollably #crying my eyes out #my heart… #wtf ufotable #you will pay for my therapy #aaaaaa #cries into my hands #😭

[healingheartdogs]

WHY DO THEY WANT TO SLEEP IN THEIR FORMULA BOWL?! ARE Y'ALL TRYNA DROWN?? Please learn how to eat without wearing most of it all over your body. 😭 The amount of baths I have to give them currently...

#mice posting #q-tip baths of course #thinking i need more than just water for those baths now because they are determined to be sticky with milk #but i need to figure out wtf kinda soap/shampoo is safe for baby mice first #the good news is that they seem to like baths now #they did not when their eyes were closed #but now they just settle into my hand and fall asleep while i take my time cleaning them off as well as i can #need to find an extra mascara brush or something to brush them too #i was not intentionally trying to hand tame them because ive been worried that will make them less likely to survive when released #but because of how much i have to handle them for baths and had to handle them for feedings before their eyes opened #it's just... happening anyway #cry #please properly retain your survival instincts and healthy fear of large animals little ones #also the 'bowl' referred to in this post is the cap off a dasani water bowl #not an actual bowl #because they would definitely manage to drown themselves in that

[nutelloona]

so I finally watched Nimona and y'all are some tricky mfs I swear to god

#I'm crying my eyes out here goddammit #I put it on waiting for some cute animation and chaotic genderfluid representation #I got that but I also got slapped in the face with so many great messages and deep characters wtf man #none of y'all's fanarts prepared me for this y'all tricked me hard #I'll be crying for weeks man wtf #nimona

[niuxita21]

If these two aren't meant to be in love with each other, someone on the directing team fucked up REAL bad lmao

#el grito de las mariposas #the cry of the butterflies #minerva mirabal #arantxa oyamburu #shitty screencap posts (TM) #omg wtf with tumblr's new photo set creator my shitty screencap posts look even shittier!!! #anyways the way I'm kweerbaiting myself here EYE have to laugh #came for the female-centric historical drama centering on a period of latam politics I know very little about #and stayed for the homoerotic friendship that's pretty on brand for me tbh #and yes I know kweerbaiting as such is not a thing but it's particularly funny here bc like minerva mirabal was a real person #so if she was not actually a lesbian that's on me for creating a story in my head lmao #that said the directing in every scene with these two is at the very least harold-adjacent #and older arantxa is FO SHIZ hiding something I just thought it was a torrid lesbian affair with the protagonist #but it could just as easily be that she did end up getting in bed with the trujillos and was maybe instrumental in minerva's execution #(which would devastate me if it turns out to be the case) #or that she's not proud of having been a dancer at that club because it does look like the female dancers ended up doing... other stuff #still not to worry bc as soon as I read that article about how the show was about the undying FRIENDSHIP between these two #I knew to lower my expectations #so then WHY do they keep having such bizarrely intimate physical contact and looking at each other like THAT like what is the angle here??? #still I'll stick around because I'm curious about what older arantxa is hiding if it's not lesbianism #and because minerva's actress is so fucking beautiful omg she looks like a young salma hayek it's hypnotizing #look at me back on my bullshit making posts of rare f/f pairings from shows no one's ever heard of #feels good feels organic nature is healing etc

[alfredolover119]

jjk manga spoilers slash 219 leaks in tags bc i am feeling things :((

#jjk spoilers #jjk 219 spoilers #jjk leaks #so. whyat is gege doing to megumi this is sososososososo much worse than death wtf #i was like 'ill stop reading when megumi dies bc he is my fave and i cant take it' THIS IS WORSE. JUST PUT HIM OUT OF HIS MISERY #i know sukuna is trying to kill his soul or whatever but GODDAMN #its so unfortunate because he is obviously a very strong-willed person and its going to take so fucking much to kill his soul and obviously #seeing himself kill tsumiki with no way to stop it hurt him a lot hence that heartbreaking panel of him CRYING #but it didnt kill him and i am obviously screaming hoping for his torture to stop soon but. i feel like this might awaken something #within him #lets take a look back at previous lore #ten shadows technique users have killed like all of the six eyes technique users #meaning ten shadows users have the capability of being stronger than six eyes #which puts megumi > gojo #now if we remember from like what? episode 2? 3? of season 1... yuuji asked gojo if he was strong enough to beat full-powered sukuna #and gojo was like hmm yeah #so gojo > sukuna ? #which under the correct circumstances would mean megumi > gojo > sukuna #so maybe if he gets pissed off // emotional enough he can break through some layer and take control back #i do agree with some people who think this might be a sort of villain origin for him unfortunately though if he does manage to power thru #narratively speaking it would be very satisfying for him to be the one to kill sukuna tho #anywho. can ya'll tell i'm in denial abojt all this lmaoooo

[crashingthemode]

normal people:

me: HAVE I BECOME ONE OF YOUR PROBLEMS??? GIVE ME SOME TIPS TO FORGET YOU????

AHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHBBHBBBBHHHDHHTJTKKGOGOGOCKEJWJSHTJDIOWOAKAJDJFJDJISKS

#taylor swift #the alcott #the national #crying rn #not okay #wtf taylor #literally sobbing my coney island stan eyes out #coney island #never going to recover #rip me #i died dead

[aphr0d1teh]

quite literally moments before disaster

#stranger things 4 #stranger things #eddie munson #duffer brothers #eddie stranger things #suffer brothers #justice for eddie #loml fr #crying my eyes out #moments before disaster #literally wtf

[brodudemanbroski]

trying to finish all my dip week prompts when there’s almost a week away and I still have to go on trips (im delusional)

#IM ALIVE #HI #i have five sketches done on my sketchbook #so im doing those digitally #then i have an idea for the free day #which im trying to remember so wish me luck #and then i have to cry my eyes out over wtf to do for post covid/domestic #rambles

[kisasan]

#kny spoilers #demon slayer #kny #kimetsu no yaiba #kny swordsmith village arc #yuichiro tokito #tokitō muichirō #muichiro #i hate it here #my heart #im sobbing #crying my eyes out #screaming crying sobbing #screaming crying throwing up #high pitched screaming #more crying #they deserved better #like wtf #sobs and cries

[noxtivagus]

no thoughts only zack fair !!!!

#🌙.rambles #[ ffvii. ] #holding unto my sanity for Him #eyes the color of the sky n. >< I LOVE HIM???? he's so precious n #crisis core's ost is. it makes me emotional oh my god. 'why'.. the lyrics. man. #i'm gna cry i searched up some lyrics i will cry i love the sky so much n #oh dear i really seem to love characters that remind me of like. the sky huh. FUCK I'M EMOTIONAL SOB THIS IS WHAT FF DOES TO ME #ff characters w blue color schemes n dark hair :<< noctis & zack & rinoa >>>> #no bcs wait 'why's lyrics r so.. loneliness? the sky? the past? warmth? night? heart? burdens? smiles? freedom? #I SEE IT WTF i rlly do love my fav characters in v similar ways #noctis.. hdkfasjdfkld ok it makes me v shy n embarrassed bcs two years back was peak of my cringe ngl but also Free #writing from the. perspective of. FINE 'reader' there #dude it's like cringe i was a hopeless romantic back then ok but. how the night wld make the uh yeah emotional bcs #it'd remind them of. oh man. the beautiful stars. the moon you loved so much. but how they were ever so far out of your reach. #nights that. NAH the rest of this is too embarrassing but #hehe i'm still fond of that certain. bittersweet feeling of longing & yearning? #i was thinking abt tropes earlier ngl thanks to ff again n w childhood friends as one of my favs. i rmbered smth i saw some other ppl #say abt how they don't like it bcs friends to lovers in general is just 'predictable' but honestly i think that's one thing i like abt it #that. certainty that i feel safe in. something that feels like home something you can return to but. #with some tension too like. ffvii context cloti but then i love the angst w clerith but that's just an example </3 #back w noct though there's. haurchefant ffxiv. the clear blue sky.. ishgard nights in the snow. warm smiles #yeah all my fav charas thinking of it they rlly have themes that r so similar in a way n. duh. they're my favs for a reason #why's lyrics r rlly unfair tho wtf final fantasy 😭 tbf ff as a whole resonates w me a Lot. the other ff songs too like #hollow. opera maria and draco. kiss me good-bye. suteki da ne. melodies of life. eyes on me. every single ffxiv one too ofc. #i'm anxious oh no.. nah i'll remove these tags i'll rest a bit from school even for just a moment. i love my family i feel better now :<< #n then. ff. video games in general honestly just give me so much comfort i'm really so grateful i wldn't be here without #my family n all these stories 🥹🤍 #i'm awfully emotional rn i think i'll actually go cry i miss the past so much but ff's rather a bittersweet comfort rn. THIS SONG.. #i miss her i miss the old me i don't feel like myself rn but i'll find it again soon. i hope. i know i will but.. yeah ahh i'm crying rn #i'm sorry i feel so bad bcs i rlly have no energy but i'll find my way again yes certainly