#convinta

[vrmxlho]

“see i read in this one magazine i was shooting for, i don't exactly remember the name but i'll find it for you if you want–"

yukimiya kenyu was rambling. it wasn't a common occurrence; he was usually calm and collected, he usually thought extensively before opening his mouth to speak, and he rarely said anything in an unconfident, hesitant tone as he was doing now. it wasn't just his behaviour, the day itself was uncommon and strange too.

what was supposed to be the warmest time of the year was now just a sad, grey, and wet day. the rain had started pouring as soon as the two of you had decided to set up your picnic and unluckily enough neither of you had a spare umbrella hidden away in your bags.

he didn't mind, and you surely didn't. you just wished he'd kiss you under the rain. you felt that way any time you were with him, regardless of the weather. he didn't seem to understand that. because here he was telling you about something he read in a stupid magazine. stupid stupid magazine, always sparking his interest at the wrong moment.

"what is it?"

there was a hint of anger in your tone as you stopped running for cover. you felt on the verge of tears; everything was so overwhelming and you didn't know why. actually, you knew why. you had seen him hug her. her, the other model. they looked so good together, what an attractive couple. there was no place for you.

nothing was really stopping you from crying, it's not like he'd notice with all the rain pouring around.

he turned around to look at you. rain still hitting you, clothes now sticking to your bodies, your faces unbelievably damp and cold.

"you okay?"

"yes, just go on. what was it you read?" you were trying to mask your anger with curiosity but god knew you wanted to storm off right then and there. what was it going to take for him to like you back? was dumas really right? if so, maybe you weren't cut out for love.

"well, it's really a question. i'll tell you what i read. and i just want to confirm if it's normal or–"

"JUST SPIT IT OUT!" maybe the rain finally got to you.

yukimiya flinched a bit when you yelled all of a sudden. it was a terrible, horrible feeling, seeing your best friend, the guy you liked look mildly offended by something you had said to him. but it would pass. he had hurt you more.

"sorry i just...i read that if i can feel my stomach drop every time i see you with someone else, i fancy you. that i'm jealous. i just wanted to confirm that this is one-hundred-percent platonic. right?"

you didn't know how to reply. your greatest fear had come true. you were only a friend to him. 'one-hundred-percent platonic' as he said.

“and yes, i do tend to stare at your lips quite often but that’s simply because i appreciate well coloured lips, your shade matching ability is phenomenal. have you ever thought of being an artist? maybe a painter? i'm terrible at art but i'd like to think i'm good at spotting it.”

what was he saying? why was he still speaking? you just wanted to be engulfed by the cold rain and perhaps disappear forever. your stomach had already dropped but it still hurt. you heart was hammering with frustration and your throat was about to give in.

"please say something y/n."

what did he want you to say? what did you want you to say?

"i don't care about art."

"what?"

"i said, i don't care about art."

"that's not what i–"

"you said you appreciate lips, my lips, and i think i do too. not from an artistic standpoint because i don't care about art. what i do care about is fighting this stupid, this incredible urge to kiss you at all times. because i can't. i'll always be a friend, never anything more," you broke. your voice broke, your heart broke and the tears broke, "and i can't kiss you. but, you wouldn't understand."

all those words came out far too fast. everything was already blurry when you first opened your mouth but now you could barely see. it didn't matter. maybe this was your body's fucked up way of shielding you from his response. your heart felt heavier than ever as it weighed you down. your head felt empty and light as you stared blankly at him. tears starting wash over your face with the relentless rain.

"i do understand." stepping closer to your frozen body he wiped your tears looking at you lovingly. "every second of the day, i understand. every time i talk to someone who isn't you, i understand. i just didn't know you felt the same way."

"are you blind?"

you couldn't explain any of your emotions in that very moment but you thought there was at least a bit of happiness mixed in. it didn't matter if there was rain pouring all around you, or if you were definitely going to come down with a cold. you don't care about art and that's all that mattered.

#mmmm non sono convinta #non mi piace but whatever #wrote this in like 10 mins cuz i was inspired for a quick sec #i need to stop this and focus on my event but alas #something about yukimiya feels wrong like hes probably a serial killer #idk i just hate him lol #yukimiya x reader #yukimiya kenyu #blue lock yukimiya #yukimiya x you #blue lock x reader #blue lock headcanons #blue lock x you #blue lock fluff #blue lock imagines #blue lock #bllk #bllk headcanons #bllk x reader #bllk x you #bllk anime #bllk manga #bllk x y/n

[ciaoamoreciao]

ghali al secondo posto il primo piccolo passo per ristabilire l’ordine mondiale

#sanremo #sanremo 2024 #sanremo lb #detto ciò la canzone di Angelina sta iniziando a piacermi #ma non sono ancora convinta del tutto e continuo a pensare che tutta la parte fino al primo ritornello compreso vada abolita

[dramasetter]

Oggi son rimasta incantata a guardare questa pozzanghera

#è proprio una bella pozzanghera #e son sempre più convinta che la bellezza è davvero in ogni piccola cosa #tipo i cerchietti della pioggia nella pozzanghera #rain

[elipsi]

crazy ex roommate (lol) update

#si è convinta che la sua relatrice della triennale sia ''diventata lesbica'' perché ''la vede molto più mascolina'' #e ha un piercing all'orecchio (😱) #questa prof è sposata con un uomo e ha un figlio di un anno btw

[themhac]

JOSÈ CHE FA LA FOTO

#ogni giorno sempre più convinta di essere la presidente del suo fanclub #sanremo

[barrenwomb]

guarda jjk guarda jjk guarda jjk guarda jjk guard-

#il video che mi ha quasi convinta

[sara-smind]

Questa la situa dopo ieri sera comunque:

#non so neanche se esistano fan di Manuel e N1n4 #ma comunque la rai ne deve essere convinta altrimenti boh #e ovviamente Dante & co. data la quantita di donne che gli girano intorno #va behhh #un professore #vedremo domani che succederà

[vvvounds]

ma perché ci sono i bigotti su tumblr??? spiegatemi

#ho appena letto un post agghiacciante contro la sex positivity #insomma sta tizia convinta che negli anni '60 siano nati i porno e il sex work #amooo è letteralmente il mestiere più vecchio del mondo??? #sviluppatevi...

[omarfor-orchestra]

Comunque palo

#io sono sempre più convinta purtroppo #un professtag

[girlartemisia]

was anyone going to tell me nightclubs are fun or was I supposed to find out by myself??

#io ero convinta che la musica alta mi avrebbe fatto venire un attacco d'ansia dato che accade sempre con rumori forti. e invece.

[deathshallbenomore]

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#comunque oggi un tizio ha preso 21 invece che meno all’esame orale grazie a me #su mio suggerimento #perché ho ascoltato l’esame tipo testimone e giustamente ho sentito anche in senso tecnico quello che diceva #e la prof mi ha chiesto il mio parere e grazie al mio soft power si è convinta del 21 #giulia nostra signora della sessione ha fatto un altro miracolo

[dramasetter]

Questa cosa mi fa ancora sorridere, evidentemente se non sei lucida e parli con un po' troppo entusiasmo di un farmaco usando termini come 'allucinazioni fighissime' quel farmaco viene bannato e ora appare come allergia

Stilnox non ti preoccupare i nostri destini si incroceranno di nuovo un giorno ♡

#all'epoca scrissi un post su tumblr perché ero convinta che fosse scoppiata la terza guerra mondiale #e che i russi mi volessero come traduttrice