#context these are quotes from the film at eternitys gate which is about van gogh. and it hit me rlly hard

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if i cant paint ill die.. i am my paintings.. because its the only thing i can do believe me ive tried.. i paint to stop thinking.. ive been inside a room alone all my life i need to go out and work to forget myself.. maybe god made me a painter for people who are not born yet

#my dear friend vincent.. i hope your soul is resting easily. i wish you could know how deeply your life and your paintings have touched me #context these are quotes from the film at eternitys gate which is about van gogh. and it hit me rlly hard #bc of just how it was made artistically and also because i felt like i was seeing my own mental health struggles being #captured on film..... emotional about vincent #also along w relating to his mental health struggles just relating to how he writes about art in his letters and #how hes portrayed in the film.... #beep beep its a txt