#connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

Bestie you kill me with your writing. I have been nagging you all the time and then you seriously deliver?? And a masterpiece nonetheless. I love you. And I bow to you. You are the best thing in the world. I cried reading it. It's unfair, you make me believe in love. If you can write about it like this. It has to exist.

PLS this is so sweet 😭 life goal is to make ppl believe in love

#what better way to kick off the end of s3's anniversary with sappy in love shit #connor's got mail 💌

[sebsxphia]

Uhh hi I’m sure you won’t remember me but I requested the weighted blanket and “human sandwich” asks and I have come up with another but ANGST I have requested this before but not sure it went through

so reader is in a car crash (they survive) and either poly!squad or Rhett or both if you’re up for it are like super worried cause like car crash it’s bound to be bad because they end up in the hospital and they are heartbroken because what if they don’t make it (they do).

I thought it’d be interesting to see what your thoughts on this is. Btw love your work

ily

with kind regards-Gremlin (or Connor which ever you prefer)

hey dear anon!! yes yes yesss i remember yours!! i absolutely loved them 🥹 and hoo boy do we love angst in this household dear anon!!

i think for both poly!squad or rhett, this would be absolutely gut wrenching and this is never an easy thing to go through regardless. i think the sweet thing about poly!squad is that they have each other. they each take turns staying with you at the hospital and essentially swapping shifts, getting each other a fresh cup of coffee in the process. they would all stay with you if they had free schedules. they would be each other’s support and it would never feel lonely.

with rhett, it would be agony. sure he has his family to fall back on, but they don’t know you like the rest of poly!squad knows each other. he spends every hour of the day by your bedside and never leaves. his family come and visit him to keep him going with coffee and to let him rest, but he gets a meek four hours of sleep a night, if he’s lucky.

this sure is angsty, but thank you so much for this connor!! mwah!! 💌💖🫶🏼

#💌you’ve got mail #connor <3 #rhett abbott #poly!squad

[sebsxphia]

I’m back on my bullshite and I apologize really but…

hurt comfort Rhett or poly!squad walking in on reader having a panic attack

Love

-Connor

hi my beloved connor!! no need to apologise!! <33

i won’t go into too much detail, but i’ve done something for rhett here and thinking about poly!squad i know they would all be so supportive and understanding. i believe they’ve either been through it themselves or they’ve comforted others. they know exactly what to do and they would listen and read your body to deem what help you needed.

thank you so much for this my love and please remember you can always talk to me about anything 🥺💖🫶🏼

#💌you’ve got mail #connor <3 #rhett abbott #jake hangman seresin #robert bob floyd #bradley rooster bradshaw #natasha phoenix trace #tw panic attack #tw anxiety

[deafmatteo]

ok but David didn't mention Matteo at all and he isn't even celebrating Christmas Eve with him and Matteo isn't there so they are not together anymore right? :( It seems pretty telling.

in my universe, david & matteo are not big christmas people, especially since david is jewish and Doesn't celebrate & matteo prefers to celebrate holidays that david celebrates bc there's actual love and happiness involved w those holidays!!

and fully believe that david doesn't talk about matteo often unless with his friends that know matteo because even though they have been together for several years, david still grins like a big ole sap & blushes so hard that it's Very Obvious!! how is he supposed to be calm and cool and collected if his bf is making him a puddle of goo!!

#david nd matteo r soulmates and will never breakup and i am Firm #druck #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

ok but Connor, Listen. (This is a joke now) to celebrate David being back, would you maybe write a something little davenzi. Please. I realized how starved I am.

no u are absolutely right here u go. this was half finished in my drafts but the pure adrenaline of david made me finish it

david does his testosterone shot (ft. tender horny matteo)

(c/w for needles, description of an injection, just general sappy gay shit)

Despite watching David do it for so long that he could recite the whole process with his eyes closed, Matteo always found injection nights intriguing. He would sit at the edge of the bed, leaning back onto his forearms, and stare with an uninterrupted gaze. David would hum to himself as he gathered the supplies he needed, sprawling them out across the top of his dresser. A needle with a syringe, another needle, the testosterone bottle, an alcohol pad, and finally, a Paw-Patrol plaster that Matteo had picked out.

(No matter how much David denied it, one of his favourite things to do with his niece is curl up together and watch Paw-Patrol).

Matteo had to admit some of it had to do with the view he would get. David would always do his shot right after a shower, a towel wrapped around his waist and his curls flat against his forehead, and shoulders mostly free of tension. David would move through the process at such a quick pace that Matteo would barely be able to process it and it wow’d him every time.

“You’re staring,” David hummed as he began fiddling around with the needles. His back was to Matteo and Matteo was amused by just how well his boyfriend knew him.

“Suppose I am,” Matteo mumbled, not moving his gaze. He wanted to study every inch of David’s back every possibility he could. There was something so mesmerizing by the way his muscles moved, manipulating the ink of his tattoos and the healing marks that Matteo always seemed to accidentally leave behind. And of course, the hopeless romantic inside Matteo, couldn’t help but fawn how he had watched David’s back stretch and grow with his confidence as the years passed. In their school years, David kept his shoulders curled forward, his back slightly hunched to keep focus drawn away from him. He shrunk himself to make himself palatable for others and now, he was here with Matteo, three years later, standing tall and so, so proud of himself.

“We do this every week,” David replied, turning around and pulling Matteo’s gaze to his face. The needle in his hand was now filled with the slightly thick liquid, the cap back on it as he leaned down to press a kiss to Matteo’s forehead.

“And I still want to watch.” He tilted his head a bit up after David pulled away, catching his boyfriend’s lips with his own. David’s lips twisted into the sweetest smile and if Matteo was able to fall in love more, he would have.

David quickly turned his focus back to his injection, leaving Matteo with the ghost of a pout but Matteo couldn’t quite complain. He leaned back onto his forearms and continued to watch.

“Laura wants us to come over and watch Amari on Saturday.” David kept his focus on prepping for the shot, his hands moving as if it was nothing but routine. Matteo supposed it was; this to David was just the same as breathing. He remembered how David had once described it as the warmth of the sun after the skies had been possessed with rain.

“I have to study for my final,” Matteo mumbled absently, his eyes still focused on David’s back. Small patches of hair had begun to darken along David’s spine, light enough for the unknowing eye to miss but Matteo wasn’t unknowing. He had spent the last three years learning David’s heart and soul like the back of his own hand. He scrambled out of bed, his brain still focused on the growing patches of hair and only becoming aware of his movement when he felt his chin press against David’s shoulder. “You could go without me.”

“Mmm, but Amari loves her uncle so much.” David kept his body still and Matteo closed his eyes, humming. He wrapped his arms around David’s waist slowly, hands hesitant as if waiting for a single sign of disinterest. David didn’t argue or protest; he returned Matteo’s hum with the same amusement and Matteo’s heart fluttered.

It was something out of a fairy-tale. Their bodies moulded together as one, synchronous in a routine that only one truly had memorized in movements. Matteo wasn’t sure exactly where David was in his little routine but he didn’t need to. He just needed to be here.

“Okay, I’m done!” David wiggled around in Matteo’s grasp, turning until their faces were merely a few inches apart. Instead of going for a kiss like he normally would, David decided to swipe his tongue across the tip of Matteo’s nose, cackling at the mixed sound of surprise and disgust.

Between the growing laughter and the failed attempts to drag his tongue across David’s face, Matteo came the soft, quiet realization that he truly was living the love story of a fairy-tale.

#my ears.... i turned them on for u bestie <3 #i have listened.... #druck #davenzi #connor's got mail 💌 #writing snippet #this got........... too long i am SO sorry

[deafmatteo]

I would kill to ever be able to read davenzi from you again

bestie i am on the verge of killing to finish this fic we r in the same boat 🚤👬

#i'm currently writing a scene where they r smoking (practice makes perfect ig) and they're sappy and gay #so i promise... it's not just nothing 🥲 #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

okay so we know what david is doing now. what do you think matteo is up to these days?

i think mistah matteo is out here wearing his ugly ass sweaters, getting his computer science degree and flexing on his boyfriend that he's number one on mario kart still

#GOD i miss him so much #even his name...... oh it sounds like the call of a siren #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

Could you give us a snippet pls? Preferably cheesy

anything for you bestie! hope this is cheesy enough

“I love the way you groan every single time you get out of bed,” David spoke as he dragged his index finger along the design of Matteo’s sweater. The wool was starting to fray, a bunch of tiny fibers rubbing across David’s hand. They were curled up in their bed for the night after a lazy Saturday where they did nothing but just exist within each other’s spaces. David couldn’t help the overwhelming feeling of joy that blossomed into his chest, spilling into his declarations of love over even the simplest things.

“Shut up, I do not groan.” Matteo lifted a hand to cover his face, feigning embarrassment but David could see the tips of his ears darken. David loved how easily it was to tell how Matteo was feeling.

“It’s true.” David let his chin rest on Matteo’s chest, looking up at his boyfriend with wide eyes. His hand stopped dragging along Matteo’s chest and moved towards his jaw, tracing along curve, fingernails dragging along the four-day-old stubble. He stopped at the tip of Matteo’s chin, dragging his index finger along the outline of his lips before pressing Matteo’s nose very gently.

“And how you always scrunch your nose when you forget something.”

#gay ppl (derogatory) #druck #davenzi #writing snippet #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

there is this meme and it reminds me so much of davenzi. "This is Bob. Bob likes his personal space. This is Larry. Larry also likes bobs Personal space." (ps. I miss your writing man)

you are absolutely correct. david's just trying to be a human being and matteo's in a mood because he can't crawl inside david's body to maintain their closeness. instead he just.,,, latches like so

—

(also have a lil snippet RIPP i was hoping to finish this before iso ended but my lil fruity ass made it even gayer than anticipated so it's just. well over 10k words and not even 3/4ths done. but they are basically in each other's personal space so it counts, right?)

#tumblr mobiles inability to have read mores vs me not shutting the fuck up: fight #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

Honestly I'm really glad that we're getting ismail's season before ava's. I feel like if we got ava season 7 and they addressed the bullying issue, we wouldn't be able to fully see how ismail feels about it and if they're genuinely sorry about it, you know? So the apology would feel, to me, half assed

(HI I ACCIDENTALLY LEFT THIS IN MY DRAFTS IM SO SORRY)

i totally agree with you! i think by having ismail's season first, it allows for her season to not be overshadowed by their attempted redemption & take the focus away from her. i def think that we haven't seen all of it yet & we'll see more of ismail's reaction to what they did & their feelings connected to it.

#druck #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

do you alreday have another snippet #greedy

perhaps..... perhaps i do. the holiday spirit has possessed me

“You want to marry me?”

The panic set in. David’s ears began to ring and he felt fear suddenly bubble up in his chest. He wanted to keep the confession under wraps just at least until Matteo warmed up to the idea of marriage.

'I watched my parents' marriage fall apart. It broke my mother.'

The words of the sleepy confession that Matteo didn’t remember was heavy on his chest but it was unfair of him to spring it on Matteo here. Not in the bathroom of Carlos’ flat, one too many coolers in their bloodstreams. Not when David had a whole thing planned and he just wanted to take back every word now.

“I didn’t say that—”

Matteo feigned hurt but David wasn’t paying close enough attention to realize. All he noticed was the grim tension only he felt. Matteo’s expression didn’t look quite right but David couldn’t figure out why. Then the ghost of a smile grew of Matteo’s features before the grin stretched to his eyes and his face began to glow, more flushed than he already was.

“I want to marry you, dumbass. You sappy, stupid dumbass.”

#pls lmao im just writing a lot bc my bf is w his family for holidaaayyss #connor's got mail 💌 #writing snippet

[deafmatteo]

today is a very bad anxiety day. So as my favourites person on here. Matteo and David are still together yes? Because David could have mentioned going back home to his bf but if he would just say bf that wouldn't even mean Matteo. Today is bad and this was kind of a silver lining and then I started to overthink. And what if David grew so much (because he fucking did) that he grew tired of Matteo.

bestie!!!! we just gotta enjoy the vibe of david's presence!!!

i think they both grew tremendously since our last time seeing them but rather than growing apart or falling out of love, their love grew with them!

i was very lucky to fall in love around that exact same time and our love grew with each other!! the man i am today is not the same boy i was but my bf still loves me!! and vice versa!!

love is a wonderful gift that adapts and grows with time and i stand firm in the belief that their love only changes to grow with them :}

#davenzi #i hope ur anxiety relieves itself a bit my dear!! anxious days suck ASS #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

Did you see the s7 trailer? Thoughts? I'm personally really excited for it

YES!! i finally got around to seeing it (curse the wifi providers for taking two weeks to give me wifi)

im actually really excited to see this topic explored (the toxic friendship) because its SUCH a big thing in so many ppls lives! and lq (unpop opinion) im glad avas season didnt come first because i worry itd be too overshadowed by ismail & bitch boy. but i am also clowning that we get ava abiba szn so take w grain of salt.

#im back JUST in time to clown again xx #druck #connor's got mail 💌 #also like.... gender

[deafmatteo]

Why are you such a great writer? How do you do it? 🥺😂

pls ur so sweet and trust me i have no idea JFKSKS my method is usually to sit there and stare off into space until my brain gets an idea and typey type type i go

#i know im so overly descriptive tho but if u cant Taste the air in the writing its not enough :// /lh #connor's got mail 💌

[deafmatteo]

spare some davenzi? preferably gay and cheesy

this davenzi was written in the bath 😵‍💫 hopefully its cheesy and Gay enough for ur liking my friend!!

#connor's got mail 💌 #writing snippet

[deafmatteo]

I miss your davenzi writing so much. Especially right now. Have I reread all your stuff recently? Ofc. Do I miss you more now? Yes.

🥺💖💖

i have just been staring at all my wips, trying to find the word braincell in my brain. i can see it all in my head but i cannot make it word!!!! agh

#connor's got mail 💌