#confused as hell rn

[transgenderlookstothemoon]

You an interesting critter bro

you too bro 🤝

#confused as hell rn

[pudinaluvr]

nvm its not too great of a ruling

#confused as hell rn

[justablah56]

think I'm currently experiencing a crush for the first time in like . 5-6 years and what the fuck . how do you allos just . deal with this . I don't . how do you even function .

#just blahs #also hey what the fuck to this one guy for deciding to exist and give me an identity crisis fucking hell my dude #anyways he lives like an hour away from me but hes gonna be in town on saturday so were gonna hang out and ahh #ive literally been smiling stupidly and stimming about his message since i read it #literally multiple times since i realized i *liked* him hes just kinda crossed my mind and im left here completely dumbfounded #how do you allos even function ???? #i am confusion ???? #arospec #greyromantic #idk my man im going through a whole crisis rn

[shima-draws]

Me, after finishing a romance anime: Okay well now what do I do

#Maybe I should just rewatch Shirayuki again 🤔 #The goat of romance anime. Imo. #Anyway I just finished Sugar Apple Fairy Tale #It was VERY cute #Also very cliche but Challe's hot so it's fine. LMAO #And Bridget's a bitch I hope she rots. Tbh. #Shima speaks #I've also heard Horimiya is another really good one? #Idk I'm just in the mood for romance anime rn whoops haha #It really fucking sucks that the only HnKnA content we got was a movie. And it's not even a GOOD movie #It's confusing as hell 😔 #Wish we got a proper adaptation from the main manga #GODDD I gotta read Love Labyrinth of Thorns again. #They were really pushing the Ace/Alice/Julius agenda with that one and it makes me SO fucking happy #I should just reread all my Alice manga honestly it's been a hot second lol #I'VE ALSO been thinking about rereading Kamichama Karin too that one has also been on the brain #Oof. So many choices. Haha

[hightowres]

GUYS THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENED

#i googled my full name just to see if anyone else has it bc i was telling my friend i think it’s quite unique #like i’m 99% sure i’m the only one with my first name and last name combo #and do you know what came up? #one of those unsent messages with my entire full name #and I’m so confused as to who the hell could’ve written it like what??? #like it has my full name it’s so so weird #it was a sweet message but i’m like ???? who is it ?? #very confused rn #i literally checked in my journal what i was doing on the day that it was posted just in case i had like a good interaction with anyone #anyway it’s so wild to me i’m very confused #nadiya.txt #any theories appreciated

[ovaryacted]

Me seeing what’s going on in the Leon x reader tag since yesterday

#ཐི♡ཋྀ nic’s nonsense #like bro what #what the hell has been going on LMFAOOOO??? #I’m at work so confused rn #like how did we get here lmao

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Grocery shopping with Limp Bizkit. Need them to pick anything up for you?

#sometimes I pull themes for my tumblr posts straight outta my ass and this one is definitely one of them. #i know this one is random as hell lmao but it's Saturday and guess what?... I'm updating my grocery list rn so there's my dumb inspiration. #You've got Lee at a local bodega #Wes is confused as hell at the table salt selection at Publix. Wes while you're there pick me up a pub-sub will ya. thx boo! #and Fred is at some boujee ass grocery store with nice floors and neatly arranged products on the shelves. #side note... how do think each one of them would respond to being asked to pick up feminine hygiene products? #honestly the background of Wes' pic could easily be swapped out for a pad and tampon aisle and the facial expression would work the same #Lee forgot about your request because he got distracted by potatoes #Fred had to facetime you while in the store because he forgot what brand you wanted and he didn't write it down like you asked him to. #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #DJ Lethal #Wes Borland #Fred Durst #down the rabbit hole

[cleothelittlerockstar]

Ok so CW for some existential stuff reguarding death/dying so if that's something you wanna avoid skip this post

Yall ever just wanna liven't?

Like in that one tik tok?

Not die.

Coz that is permanent, but like just cease to exist and not be here anymore mentally.

Like

Just cease to exist

On a metaphysical level.

Just for a few months tho, a decade tops.

Just like.

Poof.

Off I go to the 🌟Liven't land🌟™

I just think that would be neat⭐⭐

#Existential stuff #Liven't #I don't know what tags I should put on this actually #Like at all #Semi satire #Sad #Confused thoughts #Please help #<3 #I am stuck listening to boys will be bugs #I am not complaining #Just am confused #Just in a ⭐l i v e n ' t⭐ state rm #*rn #personal stuff #local shenanigans from hell's finest citizens

[unforth]

What roles do love and affection play in your life?

I have no idea what could have prompted this or how I'm supposed to answer it.

Uh.

I'm married? I have two kids? I'm close with my family? I've always found the concept of love to be baffling and impossible to relate to, and I can't say I'm a particularly affection person, but I care deeply about the people in my life, and I guess that's what love is? I'd kill or die for them, that's the best I have to offer.

what's even going on rn anon? sweatdrop

#unforth replies #where the HELL did this come from??? #is this a normal thing to ask a stranger out of the blue #i'm so confused rn #i think i'm too aro and autistic for this ask

[spaceshipkat]

i kinda hope we’ll get a moment in season 2 when Stede asks Ed if he wants to do something weird (whether or not Ed agrees probably depends on the episode in which Stede asks this)

#or hell maybe it’ll be an ongoing thing as the series progresses #Stede asking Ed if he wants to do something weird #and we’ll see Ed angrily say no to the first time only for it to get less and less angry as the series progresses #and then gradually it’ll stop being angry and more wary #and then from wary to sad #and then sad to hopeful like he’s not quite sure if he should still say no bc what if this time is the last time Stede asks it #but Stede keeps asking until finally Ed says yes and is fully enthusiastic about it #and Ed finds himself a little worried afterward that Stede will stop asking him altogether #and some time passes and Stede doesn’t ask even though they’re really good together rn—nothing to complain about #Stede has been forgiven and they’re sharing a bed and kissing and fucking #but Ed still wishes he could hear Stede ask him if he wants to do something weird again #and then finally Stede does and Ed starts to cry and Stede’s all confused but he just wraps Ed up and kisses him #and then when Ed calms down Stede asks him if he still wants to do something weird #and ofc Ed says yes #and then they go blow up parliament or something idk #our flag means death #blackbonnet #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2

[arolesbianism]

I hand you a doodle and then go back to dying of the plague

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry art #furry oc #Im sick 😔 #I can tell because all my joints are hurting instead of just my knees lol #which actually is strange since usually when Im sick the first sign is my nose being super duper runny #but I can actually breath just fine if not better than usual rn wow #but yeah say hi to antinio theyre a design I got a couple months ago I think #theyre a part of a new ish story I made around the same time that surrounds the other escaped patients of the facility pent escaped from #pent didnt actually go with them tho partially because none of them like her and she doesnt like any of them but mostly because shes more #physically unstable than the others and needs regular goop recharges that kept her camping near the facility until bud and daisy dropped in #but yeah everyone else left together and spent some time wandering before getting lured into the origin place of the goop #this guy is actually quite the unique case among the bunch because they were originally an ocean dweller before they were revived #this basically means they only half understand what everyone else is saying and can't actually talk themself #and also that despite not needing to breath they constantly feel like theyre suffocating and they are generally pretty bitter abt all this #they cant rly go home partially because theyve been dead for too long and mostly because theyd kind of just fall apart in the ocean #even just washing their hands causes their fur and skin to get all slimy #hey they at least have a new bestie even if said bestie is also part of the only half understands everyone party meaning they even less #know how to communicate with eachother since they both speak different languages from eachother #but hey now they can be confused abt whatever the hell applebounce is yelling abt together

[ginalinettiofficial]

ok i’m actually mad abt how little continuity dndads has rn like why are we doing memory stuff if we haven’t checked to make it consistent w what we’ve already said has happened ????

and also why are they seemingly determined to character assassinate ALL of the characters from s1???? up to and including the already dead ones?????

and ALSO what is even the plot anymore i feel like the world building has been so inconsistent and loosey-goosey and like that’s okay when it isn’t relevant to the plot but in this season where it IS relevant to the plot like. what are we doing???? who can or can’t travel between dimensions???? what are the limitations????

i’m just confused and annoyed i want it to be a fun show with a story that you can follow again but lately it’s been just a mess. still fun ofc because all five of them are just fun to listen to but like. i have not been able to make any sense of what the fuck is going on for like a solid 4 episodes now and i’m just disheartened about it. it’s gone off the rails but not in a hehehaha funny fun way.

#d speaks #dndads #dndads spoilers #srry i just needed to vent like. what is happening what is happening ???? i’m so confused i don’t LIKE being constantly confused #and also i am getting so so sick of this ‘everything has to be grimdarksad no one gets a happy ending’ bs #it’s just annoying it’s pessimistic and i think there’s a line between being a comedy that deals with deep and serious issues and then just #being a bummer downer that has jokes in it. like it’s so pessimistic and none of the root issues are being solved or even fully fleshed out #and the constant indecision about the backstories of all these characters (the kiddads & the og dads) is SO frustrating #i know that there’s a degree of that to be expected just as is natural for improv #but also you’ve gotta have SOME consistency please i’m begging #i’m relistening to s1 rn and i’m in the later episodes and it’s just like. i miss when they had clear arcs #and yeah back before they character assassinated every single kiddad !!!! #also freddie and anthony specifically and their takes on glenn this episode. what the fuck was that #are you trying to tell me that everyone who said in s1 that glenn didn’t change and didn’t have any arc was RIGHT?????? #because you spent a LOT of time talking about how silly that opinion was just to now turn and around and be like yeah glenn is reverted #back to who he was in e1 !!!! like cmon. what the hell

[cassmouse]

Update I FINISHED BUNNY and oh my god what a fucking ride that was

I (as I expected) had to put the book down when I finished it and just sit there in complete silence and stillness to process the story I'd just been through lmao fuuucking hell

#that was a goddamn book and a goddamn half #I'm so disappointed it's over tho #I'd love love love to read more of this terrifying drug trip #unfortunately it does not exist #but my god it was great it was amazing #I can feel it rising now into my top five books ever of all time fucking hell #mona awad #bunny #bunny book #bunny novel #I honestly loved how weird and at times confusing it was #it had all this beautiful meaning and purpose there #but it was also really unique and interesting and shocking and horrifying #and the writing was just so clever #Jesus Christ #I feel like I need to reread it rn to pick up on more stuff

[girlwithfish]

thats how i felt w my mom trying to buy movie tickets online on her phone and it took her like 20min total

#i told him im like a boomer but im not as bad as actual boomers but i am kind of slow w technology #but not that slow where im like illiterate in using a computer #but idk hdmi stuff and tv shit confuses me sometimes id make my ex set all that shit up LMFAOOO #it was so funny cuz i think he found it annoyingcuz he commented on it once saying i could help him for once #Like girlie i was doing 80% MAYBE 90% of the house chores when we lived together u can set up the damn tv and playstation tbh #Anyway w my man rn cuz hes comp sci core and also a gamer he always sets up everything when were hashtah gaming lmfaoo #or when were tryig to plau celeste together and hell tell me what to click and its confusing cuz he does like modded and also hooks up a #controller for me and all this shit idk im just clicking buttons

[cruelsister-moved2]

nostalgia for a lost past is like largely morally neutral i think it's more in how that past is imagined (and how much we acknowledge that the past is inherently imaginary) where we start to see issues but its like. really really weird to see how many self-styled left wing people seem to feel that reminiscing over a charming and idyllic is somehow inherently progressive. like what does the word progressive mean on its most fundamental level come ON.

#a part of me feels like saying miyazaki is reactionary as hell #whichwould be reinforced by his takes on female animators #and everything about the wind rises . .. . . . .. .. . . #but the other partof me is like well provided that the past is owned up to as an imaginary thats paradoxically only beautiful BECAUSE we ar #no longer in it etc etc etc then its probably fine #but its like really confusing and jarring to see people hold the opinionn like #miyazaki films are good/moral/left wing because they long to return to a past which is good/moral/communal. according to their own logic. #ummm. guy who has literally never encountered fascism before? shfiushgdfg #my biggest learning curve for myself rn is recognising that Emotion which gives rise to reactionary behaviour is not criminal #and even if it were its not possible to repress that emotion #so better to honestly address it than try and force yourself to pretend its not there. like yeah nostalgia is a huge part of most fascist #movements but the best way to counteract that is to be like yes i long for this imagined world or i think the past was great because i was #child there and less aware of The Horrors etc. #rather than like pretend you dont harbour that feeling at all. so thats why with revival moments im always like PLEASE JUST BE HONEST THAT #YOURE A REVIVAL. #i completely understand why u want to wear flower crowns and skip around in a field!!!! just dont be like 'im retvrning to the natural ways #of my ancestors'

[purgetrooperfox]

nothing more simultaneously satisfying + humbling + tedious + painstaking + euphoric than making and formatting oc refsheets

#every time i start i realize that i don't know anything KSNDKDNDKD #actually got one coming along for nocte rn but i have to Actually Decide his canon to finish it #does he die in the stormtrooper corps? does he get out somehow? does he survive until the early rebellion days? I Don't Know #kind of like the idea of him getting free and having to figure out how to survive #i'm too attached to him i want to give him plot armor #also. i'm looking at the wiki page for clone stormtroopers and i must ask what in the hell is going on. tbb is changing things and i #am confused #this is so. augh #i know how bastra dies at least! sorry bro! but god there's so much extra detail in the middle #sigh #leo.txt #leocs #i'll post these when i finish them though. oc masterpost someday #shoutout to kiwi for inspiring me to do actual formatting