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the-hopeless-haze · 2 hours ago
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Comp-het is so fucking weird you know? Because I feel like as LGBT people we always talk about what it’s like to repress crushes they feel for the same sex and how painful that is but we rarely take time to think about the so-called crushes we had on the opposite sex and how that was detrimental to us and how we always took it too far and too hard and too long just to feel some semblance of normal.
Like I remember in high school I used to really respect some of my male teachers and I was an honors student and all that was super important to me but I would immediately sexualize them and decide I was going to be in love with them for the year and that was not real. I would go through obsessions with bands and mistake the respect and adoration I felt for the frontmen of those bands for attraction when it was not. I would watch House and think “I would love to be like him someday” and translate that to “I must want to fuck him”. Every time my mother planted it into my head that I must like a boy or a man I took it as I SHOULD and I became irrevocably obsessed with them. I dated my ex boyfriend because he was interested in me so I thought I should be interested in him - I never would’ve looked at him twice otherwise.
Even recently I fucking had this shitty male professor who overstepped bounds and I was like “I am meant to enjoy this because I am into men and he is a man”. And it legit fucked up my whole semester and he became alllll I thought about because I was like “this is what I’m supposed to feel as a woman”. I wrote a whole fucking fanfic for a man who plays a character who does NOTHING FOR ME and I misconstrued my love for Company and his talent into attraction and it’s like!?! Bizarre to realize this. And yes I am bisexual but that doesn’t mean I don’t try to compensate for liking women by overstating my attraction to men in order to fit in and it just sucks when you realize you’ve been doing this.
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j-ashtons · 3 hours ago
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nothing defeats the feeling of being a baby army and just trying to memorize the names of the members only to fall deep into a rabbit hole. i remember only watching youtube videos of them for an entire month straight. those funny bts compilations are part of every army’s origin story
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alphacrone · 5 hours ago
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I’ll never forget the dipshit who told me it wasn’t natural for men to wear corsets and did NOT deny it when I asked if he thought women were born wearing corsets
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goldstarsappho · 9 hours ago
I swear it's mind-boggling how a single google doc made up by some random tumblr users has singlehandedly caused so much damage to lesbians. If I had a nickel for every time I've seen a woman previously feel perfectly comfortable admitting she's bi or even straight and discussing her attraction to men, only to read that doc and take it as fact and abruptly start identifying as lesbian, I'd have enough money to bribe google into deleting the doc 💀
literally. people treat the 'masterdoc' like it's sacred gospel, but it was published in 2018. the people who made it are literally homophobes who think it's transphobic for lesbians not to have sex w males. and yet they're treated like lesbian prophetesses.
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pizzatriestostudy · 9 hours ago
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~UPDATE~ ...I'm back
So...the hiatus wasn't planned but I am back in the hopes that #studyblr will once again restore my productivity. I am far too lazy these days and I keep saying "mental health"; It's too true that my mental health has been all over the place these days, but I do not like the effect it has been having on my productivity and my studying. Campus has finally re-opened, and I have finals in about two weeks. Here's to me getting back on track, and bringing all of you lovelies along with me on this journey.
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mctna · 11 hours ago
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obsessed with watching riverdale edits
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racointeur · 15 hours ago
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me at 3am instead of sleeping: what if i add mabel pines again but spn verse where her and dipper r older and become hunters 🤔
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funkiing · 19 hours ago
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❛ remembering the first time i kissed m' boyfriend............. pog......... ❜
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loathsome · 19 hours ago
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Ah hell nah they drafted edward elric into world war 1
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loathsome · 20 hours ago
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Jarjars bizarre adventure
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loathsome · 21 hours ago
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Cis women are so funny like you have a pusspuss and are female??? Male trait
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loathsome · 21 hours ago
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Getting shot by a bolt gun in the back of claires
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