Nah bro u got it all wrong Jesus saved me from suicide like supernaturally Seek you will find Jeremiah 29:13
Yo what is this in response to /gen
Also I’m glad you’re alive! That’s unbelievably great I’m glad you’re doing better
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Good morning you guys! Hope everyone has a good week and had a good long weekend!
What's on the agenda today? I'm writing and cleaning up my place.
Come chat, make a friend.
Hope you all have a good day!
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Three weeks ago a professional told me that I am 'very bad at reading people' and its three weeks later now and I'm still so angry I could puke, but since I know I shouldn't go ruin their life, I have, instead, come up with some of the most gut wrenching fic and fantasy concepts I have ever invented, specifically as spiteful proof that I read people really goddamn well, to the point I used to worry I was a sociopath for how easy it was to see how to break someone, whether they were fictional or real life people. So many of the most horrifically painful things, stuff that they fully will not recover from. And the worst part is that I am still. so. angry.
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How am I supposed to live after your last post Jesus😭
Ahh, I rise from my slumber to see that the fun has come to the partyyyyy 😎😎😎😎
K, here’s whatchu gonna do, come my inbox and share smth to make the ol’ noggin’ joggin’ and I can perhaps provide some more 👀 lolololol but I will take this as a compliment 💋💋💋
But yeah bestie tell me more, what did you like abt it? 📞👀 *twirling my hair kicking my feet in the air *
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hey love! i saw you said you were having trouble writing and i have a possible idea for you. What about reader who is childhood friends with John and one day, she goes to HQ to give John something (lunch, $10 from a bet he won, or anything else) and her and Adrian just hit it off really well? And, depending on how long you want to make it, the reader could have super intelligence and is drafted on to the team by Waller and her and Adrian get a lot closer😏
Hey!
Yeah I really want to write but nothing was sticking ( I’m currently working on one idea right now) but would love to explore this after it’s a solid idea!!!!
I will give it my best shot but I don’t think too highly of my writing, love the process not the writer (me) lol 🤣 thanks again for idea!!!!!
Can totally picture reader being an old friend from previous jobs with John back in the day. Team are surprised he actually knows someone outside of the group and then Adrian rocks up openly flirting with reader which pisses off John but both adrian and reader are oblivious😂
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"fuck it we ball" is for stress about the future "it is what it is" is for stress about the past and "this too shall pass" is for stress about the present thank you for coming to my TED talk
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
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"bluntly honest" autism but in the sense that i absolutely cannot refrain from complimenting strangers if i like their earrings or their shirt or i think they have a friendly-sounding laugh or i think their art is beautiful or i think the fic they wrote portrays the characters so well. "bluntly honest" doesn't have to mean "mean". i love to tell people things that are kind and also true.
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