#clownwork

[loetise]

i beg you, eat me up. want me down to the marrow. — hélène cixous, stigmata: escaping texts ; for @clownwork ♡ ( give rora edit permission with the 🖼️ emoji )

#not enough content of him being insane tbh #𖥸 ₊ * “ visage ” … something about angel wings‚ much about a broken heart. #seb dyn tbt. #clownwork #mine.

[springthings]

"I thought I'd find you here."

noticing rp meme, accepting.

        apologies are spilling from her before she even means for them to. she feels like an apology, like i'm sorry bundled up and tied in knots in the shape of a girl. shoved into a corner, trying to fit smaller and smaller. she wishes she had found somewhere outside, tangled in the branches of the tree instead of this, cold and stuffy and hard. allie flattens her palms against the floor, just to press into something. to have something to hold. she never knows when he wants to hold her, and when he doesn't, and when he doesn't even want her to ask. it's too dark to see his face, and she can't ever read him anyway. " i ... i didn't mean to ... it was- it was just ... " allie sighs, deep enough that she shakes with it. " i'm sorry. "

#in. #main. #clownwork

[plaguefated]

🔪 :) LMAO

HOLD A KNIFE TO HER THROAT - accepting // @clownwork ♠

A wicked smile curves blood red lips at the sensation of sharp metal pressed against soft skin. Amber eyes peer at the clown before her, watching his every move, every TWITCH of his features. There's a wild look in her gaze that whispers DO IT - it has been some time since she's felt the sting of a blade. Oh how she missed the violence. The witch pushes forward, a hiss slipping through toothy grin as the slightest trickle of crimson rolls down her neck.

❝ ... and for your next trick ? ❞

#clownwork #& a glimpse into the void ( unspecified verse ) ♠ #knife tw

[ghastlygr0tesque]

©CLOWNWORK. SEBASTIAN , HEADCANONS. ( n/ sfw edition. )

surprise surprise ! he's a very dominant partner and very much wants to be in control during almost every situation. that includes in the bedroom. ( or whatever filthy space he finds himself in when the opportunity strikes. ) in any occasion where the roles are reversed , it won't be done without a fight ! which he thinks can be fun in and of itself. but anyone who wants to take control will have to earn it. and even then , it's only under the illusion or guise of being in control. he can never fully submit and will almost always find ways of taking at least some of it back.

he often uses his height and strength to his advantage and is very into manhandling others. especially with partners that are exceptionally smaller than him. it tickles something in his brain. whether that be lifting them up , pushing them against things , tossing them around wherever he wants or switching positions without warning , etc. i'll never let his intimidatingly large stature be forgotten , and it unfortunately goes hand in hand with his desire to use it against others in order to overpower them.

being a very - and perhaps overtly - prideful creature , having a vocal partner goes a long way for him. praise , compliments , whining , begging , moaning or screaming or crying to the point that a third party overhearing might grow concerned. . . . he wants to hear it all. someone who is quiet is a major mood killer and it's a quick way to make him lose interest.

and for those who also enjoy a vocal partner , you're in luck ! given that never shutting the fuck up is his job , it's something that often translates over during sex. they're the two times he seemingly always has something to say. and it's usually in the form of praise and / or possessive degradation. " my " is almost always in his vocabulary.

it's easy to assume he's selfish in bed because he's very selfish in every other aspect of his life. and to a point , he absolutely is. there's no " as long as his partner gets off , he's happy " here , and he can't wrap his mind around that mindset. while he does enjoy making sure the other person is taken care of , his own pleasure is still his main goal and priority lmao.

on the topic of that , his head game is strong. one of his most notable features is his tongue because it's almost unnaturally long ( it's fitting for his huge mouth lets be real ) and he enjoys sticking it out to get a reaction out of people on the regular. he knows how to use it behind closed doors.

it's safe to assume he's very rough. being marked and marking others is in his possessive nature , but it's also inevitable because he doesn't know how to fuck without leaving something behind. from hickeys on any piece of them that specifically called to him in that moment , or bruising on their thighs or hips from him holding them so tightly ; to entire teeth marks that are so deeply imprinted that it could easily identify him if you were to take a mold of his mouth. he wants to spit in their face and pull their hair and have his pulled in return. he's a head grabber , a head pusher during oral , and a face grabber. scratch him. choke him. and let him do it back. being as animalistic as he is , gentle is difficult for him already , but it's tenfold during sex. anything gentle is solely reserved for those he is incredibly soft for. which can be an even more incredibly rare occurrence.

even further then that , he enjoys pain almost as much as he enjoys inflicting it. which means knives and other weapons that can cut are usually welcomed. i'm afraid he loves having blood on him :/

[rahbid]

𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝙴𝙼𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂?

ANGER.    jaw clenching,   hands balling into fists,    teeth grinding,   yelling,    going non-verbal,    stuttering speech,    rushed speech,    slow concise speech,    rambling,    quiet,    arms crossing,    shaking head,    tearing up,    animated,    expressionless,    projects,    internalizes,    vents,    withdraws,    passive aggressive,   direct,    physical outbursts,    verbal outbursts.

JOY.     easy smiles,    fighting back grins,    suppressed laughter,    loud laughter,    giggles,    chuckling,    smirks,    whole body laughs,    covers mouth when laughing / giggling,    throws head back when laughing,    slaps leg,    touches people around them when laughing,    looks down when laughing,    looks for eye contact when laughing,    sparkling eyes,    bubbly happiness,    quiet subtle happiness,    obnoxious happiness,    wants to spread joy,    quietly savors joy.

SADNESS.     crying,   bottling it up,   seeks distractions,    wallows,    meditates,    trains and processes,    avoidance,    seeks out comfort,    withdraws,    talks it out,    internalizes it,    sad smiles,    depression naps,    uses alcohol,    uses drugs,    seeks out sources of joy,    fidgets with sentimental item,    sits in silence,    broods,    gets moody,    wants someone to share the misery,    tries to hide negative emotions,    nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT  /  SHAME.     blushing,    looking away,   rubbing at back of head,    covering face,    laughing nervously,    laughs it off,    overthinks,    lets it go,    self-deprecating humor,    deflects,   gets irritated,    smiles,    withdraws,    crossing arms over stomach,   crossing arms over chest,    hands in pockets,    shoulders sinking,    shrugs,    falling into silence until comfortable again,    talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT.     avoiding eye contact,    shoulders sinking low,    head hanging down,    crying,    chest aches,    lashes out,    internalizes,    apologizes,    deflects,    communicates,    withdraws,    grand gestures for forgiveness,    accepts fault easily,    punishes themselves,    martyrdom,    victim complex,    guilt complex,    healthy conscience,    internalizes even after forgiveness,    seeking redemption,    moves on easily,    denial,    lack of guilt / conscience,    sorry they got caught more than caused harm,    can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR  /  ANXIETY.     trembling,    crying,   sarcasm / sass to cope,    rambles,   goes silent,    gets angry,    fidgeting,   clenching jaw,    picking at nails,    chewing at lip,    pulling at clothes,    adjusting jewellery / clothing,    swallowing thickly,    eyes widening,    over-reacts,   under-reacts,    calm,    logical,    panic,    irrational,    overthinks,    carefully analyses,    talks to themselves,    breathing exercises,    flight,   fight,    withdraw,    fawn.

@kenboukils / @writtenrotten / @clownwork​ - if you haven’t done it yet<3

#「 ACCESS FILE :// META. 」: destruction given human form and purpose.

[team-frightfur]

character ask game: dennis mcamerican

Thanks for the ask!

General opinion/How much I care about them:

They're kinda eh to me, honestly, but I still appreciate them. For one, their increasingly suspicious and freaked out faces during infiltration are gold. For another, he has a really fun duelling style and a lot of personality. He's like a second, more competent Sawatari.

A ship I love:

I'm not super into any of his ships (or many ships, honestly) but I can def see why many would work.

Dennis x Yuri capitalises on their shared past and seeming casualness. Is Dennis lying when he tries to reach out? Is it just politeness? Is he scared of Yuri deep down? What abt Yuri, does he find him annoying? Does he ignore him? How does that change? It's an interesting quandary.

Dennis x Yuya is more on the fluffy side. Those two can pull off some fine prime clownwork together. Plus they're both students of Yusho so they have a reason to connect. Then you start thinking abt their flaws and strengths. Eg. Dennis teaches Yuya how to clown better and Yuya teaches Dennis how not to child soldier better.

Dennis x Ruri is pretty obviously interesting because of the enemy -> tentative allies -> friends -> lovers possibilities. It kinda emphasises Dennis's regret and desire for redemption as well as Ruri's whatever you decide to HC her as having.

A non-romantic relationship that I love:

All the romances work just as well as friends lmao. To me, there's barely a difference between romance and friendship anyway. What do you mean romance isn't just friends but kissy. Can you tell I'm aro?

The NOTP:

I mean, anything that's like, incestuous or pedo I guess? I doubt thats really prevalent tho like this is a low hanging fruit. I generally don't dislike ships because there's always some progression they drive or depth they illuminate if you look.

My biggest headcanon about them:

Unlike Sora, Serena and Yuri, all of whom are orphans, they have family in Fusion. Ripperoni.

An idea for a fanfiction I would like to write/read about them: (if I have none in my WIPs I'll make one up on the spot!)

Yuya and Dennis clown too hard at a tag duel tournament and start dropping 11 negates per turn. Cut to a few weeks later where they're sending strongly worded letters to Reiji about how Monkeyboard TOTALLY isn't op! While the entire rest of the cast sighs in relief.

Something that makes me think of them: (a song, a character in another fandom, an animal, anything)

My friend calls him Sideshow Bob (bc of the hair). The link is inextricable now.

Thanks again for the ask!

[incorrect-yttd-headcanons]

Ranking YTTD Characters on Who Has Friends (outside of the game)

Special Mention: Midori - has a parasocial relationship with everyone, but they all hate him

Joe - Has friends! Lots of friends at school, and he'd say he's the winner, because he has Sara!

Reko - She's really close with her bandmates, and they're like family to her

Sara - Has Joe and Ryoko!

Anzu - Has an entire clown car full of clownworkers who love her, and treat her like family

Mishima - had a lot of friends in his old school days gang of bad boys, but disconnected from them when he got older, and started to get busy with work. They reconnect a few years later, when they've cleaned up their lives, and go out together to have dinner once a month and talk about things

QTaro - Gets along great with his baseball buddies, but those are technically coworkers, so they don't count as friends

Kurumada - Total Chad, animals love him, fish wanna be him, looks after kids at the rec centre, but doesn't have any close adult friends, but a few friendly boxer rivals

Kai - Gets along with Sara's parents, and has fun reality tv/tea time with Sara's mom.

Nao - Is a college student who hangs out with her high school teacher, she's still adjusting and hasn't made any close friends yet

Kanna - Hangs out with her sister after school mostly, she's a sweetie, everyone loves her

Gin - I'm his friend

Alice - He went to jail, but everyone really liked him there because he's great

Ranmaru - Has specifically Gaia online friends who are all bots :(

Mai - She's a hot girl, she doesn't need friends

Maple - Ignore her instruction manual, she's making out with Mai as we speak

Gashu - He has a fitness club he goes to, and his ass is so round and juicey, they let him stay

Hinako - She and Ranger bond over putting hair dye and literal poison in Midori's drinks to mess with him. They wouldn't ordinarily get along, but they just hate that guy, and he's their older coworker they have to work with, even though it's more like babysitting, so they bond over that

Ranger - Takes any opportunity he can to mess with Kai, but doesn't have any kids his age he gets along with, besides pranks with Hinako

Hayasaka - The guy at 7/11 who smiles at him with pity when he buys a redbull, and mixes it with a black coffee outside of the 7/11 at three in the morning

Safalin - Lookit her

Miley - Starts drama for fun constantly between anyone she befriends. Likes to pin people against each other to watch

Shin Tsukimi - He had one, but it was Midori, so does that really count

Keiji - See screencap:

#yttd #your turn to die #kimi ga shine #yttd spoilers #for the island game #m an mishima's route with keiji was devastating sdklfjgsdfgj

[47-protons]

trying to find a good video of a rodeo clown to send to the group chat is bonkers because. Not only am i beginning to be able to tell which clown is in a video based off the thumbnail just by either their horse, their outfit, or their makeup.

it is the utterly devestating realization that if i had a nickel for every person i am aware of who did clownwork while also being a business major in college, i’d have TWO FUCKING NICKELS

#one of them is my uncle bless his heart he taught me how to tie balloon animals :)

[empures---a]

*                before    dahlia    moved    to    L.A    and    released    her    first    album    she    was    a    circus    performer    in    the    cirque    of    terror.    she    traveled    with    them    for    seven    years    before    leaving    and    often    goes    back    whenever    they    are    in    town    or    close    by.    

#the circus was the perfect hiding place for her #it was full of sin and was able to mask her angelic powers from both heaven and hell #clownwork #also @alyssa i hope you dont mind me just shoving dahlia into all your muses universes #i love them

[morbidgrl-archive2]

clownwork asked: 🔴 xoxo

11. your muse helping my muse clean blood off of them.

She's stuck in deep thought as Sebastian helps her clean off,finding it hard to focus on the moment,she blanks out. She really did a number on one of the contestants they had kept alive and her father wanted her to do the honors since they'd given her a hard time and tried to harm her. - nobody fucked with Scout Murder and got away with it,her father made sure of that and got the others on board to do their worst in her honor.

Once she made the first whack,she didn't stop,and that resulted in her being covered in blood,it soaked through her clothes,soaked into the corpse paint she was wearing for the occasion,and soaked platinum locks as if she'd just dyed it red that day. She hasn't said anything since he took her to her trailer,which wasn't too far from his,and was the first one on the scene after she'd come in for the kill - seeing her still whacking the dead man. She sighs heavily,just sitting there letting him do his thing because he wasn't taking ''fuck off'' for an answer.

❝You didn't have to drag me in here,you know. I was still at it,for a reason. I wanted him deader than dead,Seb. He fucked with the wrong girl,look where that got him. I-I don't know what got into me back there...❞

#𝟎𝟑. ⛧ 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖇𝖎𝖉𝖌𝖗𝖑 ⸸﹙𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖊﹚ : 𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖘𝖐. #clownwork #tw torture #tw implied death #tw death mention #tw murder #tw violence #tw gore mention

[liddellvxndort-a]

@clownwork​

“ you’d better have a good reason being in my trailer while i’m getting dressed, sicko. ”

#clownwork #{; v; just like a circus ;}

[ghastlygr0tesque]

©CLOWNWORK. SEBASTIAN , DASH GAMES.

ANGER.    jaw clenching,   hands balling into fists,    teeth grinding,   yelling,    going non-verbal,    stuttering speech,    rushed speech,    slow concise speech,    rambling,    quiet,    arms crossing,    shaking head,    tearing up,    animated,    expressionless,    projects,    internalizes,    vents,    withdraws,    passive aggressive,   direct,    physical outbursts,    verbal outbursts.

JOY.     easy smiles,    fighting back grins,    suppressed laughter,    loud laughter,    giggles,    chuckling,    smirks,    whole body laughs,    covers mouth when laughing / giggling,    throws head back when laughing,    slaps leg,    touches people around them when laughing,    looks down when laughing,    looks for eye contact when laughing,    sparkling eyes,    bubbly happiness,    quiet subtle happiness,    obnoxious happiness,    wants to spread joy,    quietly savors joy.

SADNESS.     crying,   bottling it up,   seeks distractions,    wallows,    meditates,    trains and processes,    avoidance,    seeks out comfort,    withdraws,    talks it out,    internalizes it,    sad smiles,    depression naps,    uses alcohol,    uses drugs,    seeks out sources of joy,    fidgets with sentimental item,    sits in silence,    broods,    gets moody,    wants someone to share the misery,    tries to hide negative emotions,    nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT  /  SHAME.     blushing,    looking away,   rubbing at back of head,    covering face,    laughing nervously,    laughs it off,    overthinks,    lets it go,    self-deprecating humor,    deflects,   gets irritated,    smiles,    withdraws,    crossing arms over stomach,   crossing arms over chest,    hands in pockets,    shoulders sinking,    shrugs,    falling into silence until comfortable again,    talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT.     avoiding eye contact,    shoulders sinking low,    head hanging down,    crying,    chest aches,    lashes out,    internalizes,    apologizes,    deflects,    communicates,    withdraws,    grand gestures for forgiveness,    accepts fault easily,    punishes themselves,    martyrdom,    victim complex,    guilt complex,    healthy conscience,    internalizes even after forgiveness,    seeking redemption,    moves on easily,    denial,    lack of guilt / conscience,    sorry they got caught more than caused harm,    can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR  /  ANXIETY.     trembling,    crying,   sarcasm / sass to cope,    rambles,   goes silent,    gets angry,    fidgeting,   clenching jaw,    picking at nails,    chewing at lip,    pulling at clothes,    adjusting jewellery / clothing,    swallowing thickly,    eyes widening,    over-reacts,   under-reacts,    calm,    logical,    panic,    irrational,    overthinks,    carefully analyses,    talks to themselves,    breathing exercises,    flight,   fight,    withdraw,    fawn.

[stitchfacekiller]

15. A fierce kiss that ends with a bite on the lip, soothing it with a lick. ( clownwork im too lazy to switch blogs hehe )

50 types of kisses prompt  //  accepting

        oh what a mistake he’d made, enticing the darkness within her until all she wants to do is devour him. lick his bones clean. she’s relentless this night in her pursuit of him as a result, hunting him down no matter their prior engagements — how the clock continued to tick, tick ,  tick away, each moment that passed a missed opportunity for victory —– until finally she corners him. a hand at his throat maneuvers him for her benefit, forcing his back against the nearest wall as she descends upon him. for a creature so small she was awfully forceful. difficult to ignore. 

  at first she does nothing more than tease him, lithe form flush against his as much as could be managed, hands shamelessly roving, she would climb inside of him if she could. tear her way out and then repeat the process again. she’s ravenous, clawing at him with a hunger insatiable, despite how she tries to appease it.  she doesn’t know if she wants to fuck him or tear him apart. maybe a bit of both…..

……but she doesn’t have time to decide before her attention is suddenly redirected elsewhere, the sound of approaching footsteps prompting her to peel away from him, but she does so only enough to slip a knife free from its holster,  hand still keeping him firmly in place. remaining still for a moment, uncharacteristically patient and smiling,  she allows the sound to grow just a bit louder before releasing her knife. target unseen now heard the moment doll face hits her mark.

                             one less distraction to worry about.

there was only one piece left on the board, number five, the aristocrats announce, her odds quickly following, but the twenty minutes remaining on the clock mean nothing to her.  she isn’t done with sebastian yet. 

  forcing him closer, while she has his full attention, lips capture his and all she tastes is greasepaint, but it doesn’t deter her, even as their masks begin to streak and smear. it only makes her want to kiss him harder. doll akin to a snake unhinging it’s jaws in anticipation of it’s feast. the moment his hands take hold of her hips , however , she bites down on his lip and draws blood, lapping it up as compensation enough (  for now ) before severing all contact. skipping off to finish what they had started.   // @clownwork

#clownwork #♰ █ ▌ нere'ѕ вaвy'ѕ нaммer; нow ѕнe likes тo poυnd. ( ιc ) #♰ █ ▌ ѕнow no мercy; ѕнow no ғear ( 31 νєяѕє ) #`` doll highkey shoving her tongue down his throat #and then leaving him there to suffer #what an asshole #the only time she cuts through her victims quickly #is when she's trying to get to seb #long post //

[trturre]

❛  my leg still hurts —– ❜      a  pause,  long  enough  for  her  to  look  at  the  other  with  a  childlike  pout.       ❛  i’ll  give  it  to  her,  that  bitch  had  fight...  ❜     she  spoke  until  she  was  unable  to  contain  her  laughter  any  longer,  dainty  fingers  coming  up  to  cover  rose  smeared  lips.      ❛   until  she  was  chopped  into  tiny  bits  and  scattered  like  confetti  obviously.   ❜    grey  eyes  focus  on  her  wounds,  fingers  ghosting  across  the  cut  like  she  was  finger  painting,  happily  reminiscing  last  night’s  successful  game.   /  clownwork​

#clownwork #hope this works babe ! #drop me an im if ya wanna change anythin xoxo #* 006 / VERSE TWO.

[polyvinyle]

                          ❛            𝚆𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 ’ 𝚂      𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃      𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙸𝚃      𝚈𝙾𝚄 ’ 𝚁𝙴      𝚂𝙾      𝙵𝙰𝙼𝙾𝚄𝚂      𝙵𝙾𝚁        ?            ❜                   @clownwork​

 an      𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘      𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐋𝐄      𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐀𝐓𝐒      𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌      𝐑𝐔𝐁𝐘      𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐒      to      meet      him      halfway      ––––––––––––                        ❛            well  ,          if      you      were      a      rockstar      instead      of      a      clown  ,          perhaps      i ’ d      be      more         .  .  .              𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖊𝖉  .            ❜                 there ’ s      that      𝘐𝘓𝘓𝘜𝘚𝘐𝘖𝘕      𝘖𝘍      𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘛𝘙𝘖𝘓  ,          of      power         .  .  .              unsuspecting      bunny  ,          already      halfway      in      the      cage                ;              still      𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶      𝙲𝙾𝚈        &              𝚁𝙴𝙵𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶      𝚃𝙾      𝙱𝙴      𝙿𝙴𝚃  .                        ❛            you      think      𝐚𝐥𝐥      𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧      𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬      𝐚𝐫𝐞      𝐭𝐡𝐞      𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞        ?                      or      do      you      think      because      i ’ m      a      groupie      𝗜 ’ 𝗟𝗟      𝗙𝗢𝗟𝗟𝗢𝗪      𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥      𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗟𝗘      𝗖𝗜𝗥𝗖𝗨𝗦      𝗔𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗      𝗧𝗢𝗢        ?            ❜

#clownwork #〔 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 𝟶𝟶𝟸 〕 even doves have pride . . . #am i dangling her in front of sebs face hoping to get some fucked up bonnie n clyde situation out of it? mayhaps

[quinzotic-archiveiii]

“   i’m   not   usually   a   𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚔 - 𝚖𝚎   but   i   surely   am   always   lots’a   fun .   ”     liken   to   the   backcloth ,   fabric   of   her   𝗴𝗮𝗿𝗯   undergo   numerous   scrapes   &   grime .   the   forged   bliss   to   each   word   warns   of   imminent   shattering ,   as   well   as   the   additional   glint   in   baby   blues .   poor ,   defensel̶e̶s̶s̶   𝗕𝗥𝗨𝗧𝗘 :   seeking   companionship   even   when   (  no--   𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢   when  )   bid   by   a   hand   able   to   grip   your   throat   whole .     “   &   i   know   how   to   do   emergency   resuscitation .   ”

❥   @clownwork​​ .

#clownwork #◜` 🂱 * ␥ ♡╰ 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗵 : writing. #idk sounds like somethin a pick-me would say #mwah ! #let her join da circus #31 / horror tag.