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autisticgaycastiel · 3 years

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hi hellers, here’s 2 minutes of kripke era cas beating the shit out of people to upbeat 80s music

or, Castiel, Angel of Blue Monday

#castiel #supernatural #spn edit #spn amv #amv #usersourfox #cillabee #alivedean #userstarry #hope y'all don't mind me tagging u! <3 #video #carys’ thots #my silly little edits #spnamvarchive #my amvs

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achillestiel · 3 years

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endless list of favourite supernatural episodes

On The Head of a Pin - 19th March 2009

Written by Ben Edlund

Directed by Mike Rohl

#cowboycoven #userdorksinlove #userdainty #cillabee #donestiel #smiledean #spnedit #spngif #favespneps #anna milton #castiel #dean winchester

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one-more-offbeat-anthem · 3 years

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The first time is an accident.

Dean’s had a shit week, so when Cas comes over to watch a movie, Dean pulls out more booze than normal. By the time one am rolls around, they’re both lying in Dean’s bed, with Cas’ feet propped up against the wall, drunker than a pair of skunks while they argue about seventies music.

When Dean wakes up the next morning, it’s to the heavy weight of Cas halfway on top of him. There’s something stuck in his throat at the sight of his best friend, hair everywhere, breathing against his collarbone. Dean decides to act like it’s not a big deal, because it’s not, right? It’s Cas, and hanging out with Cas is easier than breathing.

The second time is an invitation.

Cas comes over to watch the season premiere of NCIS with Dean, and, as they’re wont to do, they stay up too late and maybe have one beer too many, and Cas isn’t safe to drive home. He tries to sleep on the couch, but Dean’s nerves are loosened by the alcohol and he offers Cas the other side of his bed, no sweat.

This time when Dean wakes up, they’re spooning, with Cas tucked up against Dean, his nose on Dean’s neck. Even with the weight of the blankets, hot and thick, it’s kind of perfect, so Dean decides to act like it’s nothing again. After all, it’s still Cas.

The third time is an assumption, and it is a big deal, but not because of Dean.

Their whole friend group does rotating game night, and this time it’s at Dean’s apartment. Dean’s starting to notice a theme--his friends come over, everyone gets drunk, it’s not safe to drive home, they spend the night. What’s different is that he and Cas have shared a bed now, and when their friend Charlie starts assigning everyone sleeping spaces, because she just does stuff like that, takes charge, she throws out that Cas and Dean can sleep in Dean’s bed.

And they can, they have before, except now their whole friend group is watching, and Dean’s stomach clenches, but then everyone scatters, so Dean just grabs Cas by the hoodie sleeve and pulls him to his bedroom.

Normally Cas is an animated chatterbox, even when he’s drunk or deliriously sleepy (especially then, and it’s maybe-kinda-sorta adorable), but tonight he’s dead silent and even turns away from Dean as he puts his pajamas on. He lays next to Dean in the bed, stiff as a board.

Dean lasts about three and a half minutes before he rolls over to face Cas, reaching out a hand to touch Cas’ wrist. Cas startles.

“What’s wrong?” Dean asks.

“Nothing.”

“Liar.” Dean frowns, even though he knows Cas can barely see him in the dark.

“I’m sorry.”

“You’re--what? Dude, you haven’t done anything wrong.” Dean moves his fingers from touching Cas’ wrist to holding it loosely.

“I’ve made you uncomfortable.”

“You have?” Dean cocks an eyebrow.

“I haven’t?” Cas’ brow is furrowed, Dean can tell, despite the inky blackness of his room.

“I would tell you if you made me uncomfortable. Why would you think that?” “I dunno, maybe in front of our friends it looked like...something’s going on?”

“Do you want something to be going on?” Dean asks.

“Do you?” Cas counters.

And, well, yeah.

The answer to that is yeah, Dean does. And has for a while. But Cas is one: his best friend and two: one of kind. There aren’t a ton of Castiel Miltons just lying around. Dean’s pretty sure Cas is the only person anything like himself: a bumblebee-obsessed librarian who holds his liquor better than anyone Dean’s met, who also likes to kickbox and has a cat named Merlin and can’t cook for shit. Who gets the ugliest and most threadbare sweaters at the thrift store because no one else will buy them, Dean, who pretends to like Led Zeppelin for Dean’s benefit, who drives the most fuck-ugly gold vintage car on the planet, who never, ever, ever brushes his hair, who likes tea over coffee, who--

“Dean?”

Dean’s half-drunk brain is still attempting to track the conversation, so he decides it’ll be a genius idea to try and kiss Cas, except it’s dark, and Dean misses by...a lot, hitting Cas’ jawline sideways. For some reason, that sends him into a fit of gut-splitting laughter, and--

“Shhhh, Dean, everyone else is trying to sleep!”

“S-sorry,” Dean says, fighting past his delirium, and he starts laughing again, and then Cas is kissing him, properly, with a good amount of force. They break apart after a moment and Dean brings a hand up to Cas’ cheek. “Trying to shut me up?”

“Usually, yeah.”

“Asshole.”

“Uh-huh.” And then Cas is kissing him again, and that’s that.

(The fourth time they share a bed, it’s routine.)

#destiel #writing friends to lovers fic is how I produce my serotonin sorry y'all #usersheya #userstarry #cillabee #offbeatwrites

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blue-eyed-cutiepatootie · 3 years

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💜 part of my mabel pines- inspired sweaters series: I give you soft dean in a heart sweater 💜

I bloom just for you

(Yeah, I bloom) I bloom just for you

I bloom just for you

Come on, baby, play me like a love song

- bloom, troye sivan

Taglist below 💜 ask to added or removed

@thisisapaige @sammy-501 @slipper007 @wormstacheangel @mongoose-underthehouse @bend-me-shape-me @one-more-offbeat-anthem @big-wet-cas-eyes @gardenforcas @eyesofatragedy67 @hecky-heckicravedeath @emeraldcas @o4x16 @dean-has-great-taste @jewishdeanwinchester

#dean winchester fanart #blueecp art #watercolor #spncreatorsdaily #userpris #rambleoncas #cillabee #ok y'all they live on a lake #this swing is in their backyard #cas likes the swing bc it feels kinda like flying #dean likes the swing bc the motion is comforting #cas took this picture 💜#the flowers are loosely based on joe pye weed i just liked the look of them #dean's long hair my beloved #destiel but make it mabel pines

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cobbbvanth · 3 years

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6x18 - Frontierland

Ashes of a phoenix. You know what that means? Yeah, I didn't get a 'soulonoscopy' for nothing. Yes, and... it means we take the fight to her.

Happy birthday @waywardlyfe!! ☆

#supernatural #spn #spn 6x18 #spnedit #dean winchester #sam winchester #bobby singer #birthday episode for your birthday!!#i know this is the cursed walker ep but it's actually a good ep + the aesthetic is on point 👌🏻#smiledean #casthyelle #cillabee #casjpg #chocolatecakecas #userpris #my posts 💫#*gifs #castiel

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arkania · 3 years

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angelic-bee-enthusiast · 3 years

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Hope you'll enjoy it... It's just a short fic, but I wanted to write something a little bit more light-hearted for a change, hope it worked adhajks. It's canon compliant up until Jack's birth, then it diverges., though that's not really important. Again, I'm fairly new to this and still learning, so it may be a little bit ooc, I still need to figure out how to write each of them! ca. 1,1k, post-canon, domestic idiots, background toddler!Jack

Yes, he once led armies and was one of Heaven's best strategists. Yes, he is an Angel of the Lord, a celestial being unfathomable to the human mind. Yes, he is currently partaking in a heated discussion with Dean about which is the best bed to get for his toddler in the middle of an IKEA.

"Cas, man, I'm sure he'll be happy with whatever choice you make. He's three, and I don't think he has that big of an opinion on interior design. However, I personally think the one looking like a car is the best one," Dean argues, not even trying to hide his distaste for Cas' choice - a simple wooden frame.

"Not everyone is as fond of cars as you are, Dean. I know you think it's 'lame', but we could paint the bed on our own, that way Jack would have something a little bit more personal," Cas answers, hoping to finally reason with the other man.

"Didn't know you were much of an artist," Dean simply replies.

"Well, actually, I hoped you would do most of the painting, maybe add some little bees or flowers?" I saw the drawing you did of me for the bestiary - you're really good at it."

Obviously, Cas knows the hunter is shy when it comes to his artistic talents. It's something a lot of people don't even know about him.

As expected, Dean blushes immediately. Scratching his neck, he mumbles something that suspiciously sound like 'didn't know you saw that'.

Sighing, Cas continues nevertheless. "So, can we please just take that one and leave? Sam and Eileen have been alone with Jack for hours now, they'll need a break sometime soon."

"Dude, they can watch the kid for half a day - I've taken care of Sammy's sorry ass since I was four, they'll handle a Thursday afternoon. Besides, when we're already here, don't you wanna get something for your own room, too? Just something a little more homey than the standard bunker stuff," Dean responds far more cheerfully than he's been just minutes before, though there's also another, underlying question on his mind.

Ever since Jack was born, Cas started to spend more time and the bunker, but of course, there have also been times he had to leave, together with Jack, to protect him. Thankfully, everything calmed down the last couple of months after their last big fight ended, and even though Cas has been living with them ever since, Dean feels like the Angel doesn't see the bunker as his own home, too. The older Winchester wants to change that, first, to make his best friend feel welcome, secondly, to keep Cas from leaving.

It's selfish, Dean tells himself, wanting to keep his friend close at all times. Additionally, his non-existent self-worth supplies that Cas, a celestial warrior as old as creation, could certainly do a lot better than a broken 40-something-year old. Trapped in his self-deprecating thoughts, Dean, at first, doesn't even realize Cas asked him a question.

"Oh...I didn't know this was actually my room?", Cas retorts shyly, blue eyes now avoiding his gaze.

Gobsmacked, Dean stares at him, trying to figure out if that was a joke. It had to be a joke, right? Doesn't Cas know how important he is to them? Crap, they really need to get that into his thick skull ('Maybe if you used your words for once, he'd know it', another, unhelpful voice inside his head condescendingly points out).

"Buddy, you gotta be kidding me. Yes, obviously it's your room, dumbass. You know we like having you around just because you're you, right? Not only in live-or-die situations or when we need your help," Dean chooses his next words carefully, admitting he cares doesn't come easy to him after all. "I want you to stay, you gotta know that."

It's as close as he ever came saying that three words that have been laying on the tip of his tongue for years now. Suddenly, it's Cas time to turn slightly red, despite angelic control over his body.

"I'm sorry, I didn't really... not like that, anyway. Thank you for telling me," the Angel softly murmurs.

After that, it takes Dean a second to notice that he's been pulled into a tight hug, then another second to return the gesture.

In the corner of his eyes, the hunter sees that an older lady is watching them, smiling friendly. They embrace each other a little bit longer than it may be strictly platonically acceptable, but who cares? Dean doesn't. After they've parted, the woman starts approaching them.

"Please forgive me for interrupting, but I just wanted to say, you two really make a lovely couple! It's not often you can feel the love radiating off of strangers," she compliments the two men.

While Cas' initial reaction is mostly confusion, Dean feels like he's just been slapped. No even knowing what he's going to say, he opens his mouth and closes it again, only for a rushed 'Thank you?' to come out.

Nodding, and giving each of them one last smile, she returns to her own shopping cart.

Cas must have caught up to the situation now, because he doesn't let Dean off to easy.

"You could have corrected her," the Angel sates, a hint of curiosity behind it.

"Oh...yes, I guess I could've. I mean correct her, because - because we're not actually together. But I didn't."

The hunter is internally begging himself to stop at this point, never before having felt a desire that strong to just shut up. He doesn't even know why he said it, but maybe talking about their home and their... Cas' kid, the domesticity of it, made Dean's meticulously crafted walls crumble.

Squinting, and most likely seeing right through Dean's babbling, Cas decides to casually drop another bomb at him.

"You know, I don't mind you... not correcting people," he tentatively approaches the subject.

"You, uhm, you don't?" Dean asks, eyes huge enough to really earn him the nickname squirrel.

Cas doesn't know where he suddenly, after more than a decade, gets the courage from, but he reaches for Dean's hand, who lets him.

They're staring in each other's eyes, as if they could decipher what the other thinks just by looking hard enough. Finally, his expression soft and full of no longer hidden adoration and love, Cas whispers, "No, I really don't."

Something melts inside Dean, seeing his Angel like that, hearing the words he never thought he'd hear.

"Then let's get this stupid bed and head home, I think our plans for today just have changed," Dean grins like he hasn't in a really, really long time.

#destiel ficlet #angelicbee.fanfic #kashmircastiel #cillabee #userdainty #userstarry #seraphlm #chocolatecakecas #smiledean #cosmiccas #rainbowscas #usersila #offbeattraxx #gardenercas #rambleoncas

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castielsbeeslippers · 3 years

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Part I , Part II

Updated : 7-9-21

i want to do with you (what spring does with cherry trees) 🖤🐝by sobsicles word count : 74173

This is a gift it’s got everything including poetry 😭it made me cry and laugh and cry harder ! It’s Sobs ! So you know it’s magical !!!!!

six hundred sundays (and many more) by sobsicles word count : 15689 🖤🐝

easily made its way into my all times favorite fics 🌞🤩of course !

dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles word count : 108427🖤🐝

break the skin (to break the barriers) by sobsicles word count : 29620

What can I say ?!! Sob’s never misses! The outside prospective was so lovely! And tat!Dean!

Patient Love by ✨🐝chaoticdean word count : 164348

A must !!! This story has ripped my heart out and I just can’t get enough! Wonderful writing and also amazing fanart to go with it !

psalm 40:2 by unicornpoe 🖤🐝 word count : 44872

CAs Time travel fic! I’m in love ! This fic is a gut punch and it’s just beautiful ! Wonderful writing ! I’m going to be thinking about this fic a lot ! I cried so hard 😭

Going to California by chaoticdean🖤word count : 4166

I love road trip fics so very much and this one just solidified why! It’s so wonderful and has such a good warm feeling ! Plus the mixtape !

Where Cas Does His Best and Dean (Eventually) Figures It Out by 🖤cosmicocean word count 3166

So fluffy ! 💕we got the language of flowers !

On Labor 🖤a_good_soldier word count : 24661

Stabbed me right in the chest!

Deep in the meadow , down by the willow by you-cant-spell-subtext-without 🖤word count 1555 ❤️

Fix it fic coda featuring the meadow and windmill 🥺

One hell of a Martini by invisiblewhitetea 🖤word count : :1387

wonderful short confession fic 😌

onions by warriorbarnes word count: 773 🖤

This was so lovely ! 🧅short and sweet established relationship fluff !

Stop and Smell the Roses by honeywolf, tfw_cas word count : :41435

really loved this fic 🥺✨amazing blend of case fic and domestic softness !

too much by quiettewandering word count : 2756

Idiots (affectionate) a classic misunderstanding fic 🥰

Save the Drake by ✨VioletHaze word count : 32708

Very cute ! Two person love triangle with temporary online relationship ~

The Dandelion and the Bee ✨by You-cant-spellsubtext-without word count : 2921

wonderfully unique !!!! ✨🖤I adored reading this inspired story ! 🌼🌻🐝( the amazing coda for it is also on this rec under canon )

To U by Vipjuly ✨word count : 14800

Adorable au with Mute!Cas and Teacher!Dean

Oh, Honey by CadenceImperfect word count : :20960✨

Abeesolutely adorable fic!!!! We’ve got Kid!Jack and Baker!Dean and Beekeeper!Cas 🐝🥺💛💛💛💛

Twilight time by one-more-offbeat-anthem word count : 2883 ✨

Super cute !!! 🥺💛I just love this fluffy fic !!! 🐝🐝🐝🌻

A New Perspective✨ by kingdumbass word count : 5471

Absolutely adorable !!! I love artist!cas so! This was right up my alley !

A[ T]ypical Romcom by masked word count : 68865

This was such a fun read !!!!! Romcomwriter!Dean and best friend Cas 😍! This just so sweet !

Come home with me By @one-more-offbeat-anthem

Grey By @one-more-offbeat-anthem

An Angel who loves him @smiledean

Save the Earth @gardenforcas

Promise me @deathcantstoptruelove

Romance painted on the screen , echoing you and me @starrynightdeancas

Rainy summer day @you-cant-spell-subtext-without

Prologue: Matthew 26:52 by rambleoncas (rocksalts), TeamFreeWill3

THEE Ramble on 💛💛💛💛💛wonderful spn re-write I’m so excited for it !

En Pointe by ✨🐝FollowingButterflies

absolutely loving this fic ! And I’m lucky enough to beta it ✨😌 Dancer!AU ! I just love how the characters are written !!

Angels Don't Fear the Reaper by 🖤🐝you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha)

I adore this fic !!! It’s got so much ! Wonderfully written both angst and depth ! We have Death!Dean!

Fenario by ftmsteverodgers 🖤

THEE lake house fic ! 😚Excellent writing! I can’t wait for more !

To Boldly Go 🖤✨by8daysuntiltheapocalypseiguess

Dean writes Star Trek fanfic and we get life updates in comments and pm’s ! 😌such an amazing fic I always rush to it when it updates !

#destiel #deancas #cillabee #destiel fic rec #destiel fanfic #deancas ficrec #destiel ficrec

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buckhelped · 3 years

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-d.w.

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theedorksinlove · 3 years

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- dean winchester (insp)

#otp. the one thing i want #destiel poetry #rambleoncas #destiel poem #ch. dean winchester #ch. castiel #tv: spn #spn poetry #*poetry #rainbowscas #casthyelle #drunkdeancas #cillabee #cursing cw

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achillestiel · 3 years

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endless list of favourite supernatural episodes

lazarus rising - 18th September 2008

#cowboycoven #holmesemrys #cillabee #userdainty #alivedean #donestiel #spnedit #favespneps #LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN WITHOUT THE TYPO SAM

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one-more-offbeat-anthem · 3 years

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Dean wakes up to the sound of a very insistent five-year-old saying, in a poorly concealed whisper, “Papa. Papa! Wake up!”

Despite the fact that it’s probably six in the morning and Dean’s supposed to be asleep right now (long weeks at the auto shop always knock him out), he pulls himself out of bed and pads around to the other side of his bed, where Jack is standing, poking Cas’ face.

Dean crouches down to Jack’s level. “Papa’s sick, remember?”

Jack looks down at his feet. “He has the flu.”

“Yeah, he has the flu.” Dean holds out his arms. “But Daddy can play with you instead.”

Jack sighs and lets himself be picked up.

Dean knows that he can't quite replicate Cas and Jack’s special Saturday mornings together, but he can sure as hell try. The two of them always watch Plaza Sésamo, the Spanish version of Sesame Street, together, because language learning needs to start at a young age, Dean, and Jack has a mug of warm milk so he can be just like his Papa with coffee.

(Leave it to Dean to marry an elementary school librarian.)

Then, they make pancakes, which usually gets Dean to actually wake up and join them. After that, they go to the farmer’s market.

And every Saturday is perfect.

But two days ago, after spending eight hours with snotty-nosed kids, Cas came home more exhausted than usual and then promptly passed out on the couch. One trip to the doctor later and it was confirmed--Cas had the flu.

Which means that Dean’s gotta figure this whole “morning thing” out.

"What do you want to watch, Jack?” he asks, and Jack shakes his head.

“I wanna color.”

“Alright.” Less time in front of the television is totally cool with Dean. He sets them up at the kitchen table, rummaging around on the bookshelf next to it until he finds the stack of recycled paper that they use for Jack to color and the box of crayons and markers.

While Jack sets about drawing (there are several of his drawings from school stuck to the fridge--studies in crayon with Daddy and Papa and also Uncle Sam and Aunt Eileen and Grandma written on them in Jack’s kindergarten teacher’s neat handwriting), Dean makes coffee, and then decides to also make Cas some tea for whenever he actually wakes up and also to heat up some milk for Jack.

By the time he gets back to the table, Muppets in Space mug with warm milk in it in one hand and his coffee in a mug shaped like a spark plug that Cas got him because he thought it was funny in the other, Jack has used several sheets of paper, and Dean bends over him.

“Whatcha drawing?” Dean asks, and Jack tries to hide the paper with his tiny arms.

“It’s a secret,” he says. “You have to wait ‘til I'm finished.”

“Okay, okay.” Dean sets the milk down and then sits next to Jack, grabbing a piece of paper of his own. He’s halfway through drawing some sorta-realistic flowers (Cas has a big garden in their backyard that he loves to work in when he’s not, you know, actively dying of the flu), Jack is finished and poking Dean’s arm.

“Look,” Jack says, shoving his drawing at Dean. “I’m just like you, Daddy!”

It’s a drawing of a car, with two stick figures holding clumsily drawn wrenches standing next to it.

“It’s you and me,” Jack adds. “We’re gonna fix the car.” He studies Dean’s face. “Do you like it?”

“I love it, kiddo.” Dean mashes Jack into a hug until Jack wiggles in protest, and then Dean tickles him, getting a laugh out of his son.

Later, while Jack is occupied with choosing between strawberries and blueberries for pancakes, Dean heads upstairs with the aforementioned mug of tea. Cas is sitting up when he gets to their room, with the comforters bunched around him, and he lets out a feeble cough.

“How’s Jack?” Cas asks, gratefully accepting the tea and taking a sip.

“He’s great. We colored.”

“Oh good.” Cas coughs again. “Can you make sure to--”

“Get kale at the farmer’s market? Already on the list.”

“And more honey from--”

“The Turners?”

Cas smiles at him tiredly. “Hopefully later I can--”

“You can sleep later is what you can do. I’ve got this under control.” Dean presses a kiss to his husband’s forehead and turns to leave. “Although Jack and I will bring you breakfast in bed.”

“Can I put in a vote for strawberries?” Cas asks.

“I’ll see what the boss says.” Dean grins and then heads out, gently shutting the door behind him.

So maybe he’s not a morning person, and this isn’t a usual Saturday in the Winchester household.

But sometimes, unusual can be kind of nice.

#DID I RIP OFF THE PLAZA SÉSAMO PART FROM CHILDHOOD MEMORIES WITH MY DAD???? ABSOLUTELY!!! WE DID THAT EVERY SATURDAY MORNING #userstarry #cillabee #flowersforcastag #usershey #offbeatwrites

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blue-eyed-cutiepatootie · 3 years

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Butterfly Cas for @starrynightdeancas and this post 💜

@slipper007 and @wormstacheangel bc i saw your tags 💜

@sammy-501

#love that post #sophie its so sweet #i have another idea for a painting #but we'll see if that happens #also that's my hand #i tried to make it look like misha's #but idk and i kept my scars and freckles #watercolor #blueecp art #my art #userpris #cillabee #usershey #chocolatecakecas #offbeattraxx #spn #spn fanart #supernatural

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cobbbvanth · 3 years

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Tombstone (13x06) + Staying Alive

#supernatural #spn #spn 13x06 #destiel #spnedit #cillabee #smiledean #casthyelle #chocolatecakecas #casjpg #spn video edit #my posts 💫#dean winchester #castiel

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stardustfoundations · 3 years

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I Love Yous - Cas

[Image ID: A poem written in black font on a white background. The text reads: “I love you” is said / On your knees /Eyes pleading /Tears flowing down your skin / Breath ragged / I pause for a second / For a moment / For a lifetime / Whispers in my mind / But I raise my Sword // And // Your chest splits. / The blood spills across the floor and /Your body slumps to join it. / I stagger. / Mind blow, eyes wide \ In disbelief and pain. / Then you are in front of me again. / You smile and Naomi whispers: / “Kill him. Don’t hesitate” / I raise my sword. / The pool of blood gets thicker; / I don’t allow you to speak again. // The final time is in a crypt / The walls dark and dingy / You infront of me / Your soul shining / The cracks acting as highlights / Different from the others before / Full of life and pain // Blood pools across your face / Swollen and Damaged / My fists on your body / But still the man I have Fallen for / I hesitate this time / For the first time in a long path / Of dead yous // Because // You speak / You shine / And say / “I Forgive you... / I Love you” / Absolving me and letting go / The whispers break / I am free / I flee / End ID]

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arkania · 3 years

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—dean winchester

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