#chillnon

[420technoblazeit]

im gonna send the copypasta B)

~ chillnon

CHILLNON DO NOT. NO GET AWAY FROM THE INBOX

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[dontimagineyourbias]

Where I’ve been...

Hi. I would like to start this off by saying I am sorry for being gone for two years. It might be too late, but I figured you guys deserved some closure.

Honestly, I don’t know why I’m writing this because I highly doubt anyone is going to come back around like “Gee whatever happened to that anonymous blogger I read back in 2015″ but like I said, I just checked the inbox for this blog after hacking back into this account and there are a lot of things I never answered lol.

My surgery was good. I am tumor free and very happy. University is going well, and to absolutely nobody’s surprise, I am majoring in English. Sometimes I tell people about the semi-popular blog I used to run as a teenager as a sort of ice breaker. I have wonderful friends and mentors who care about me and have helped me develop my writing beyond what the little 17 year old girl who started this blog could ever have dared to dream. I literally won an award last week for a stage play I wrote for a class!

Anyways, I thought of a funny post that I wanted to find on my main kpop blog (which I also haven’t touched in years) when I suddenly remembered this blog and I just felt so compelled to go back and read it. I don’t think you guys know this, but at the time I was running this blog, I didn’t have any real life friends. Well, actually, I did, but they were terrible. I was so unhappy in my regular life that I often turned to fantasy to bring myself happiness, and one day my friends in my tumblr chat convinced me to make it into a blog. So I did. And then the universe gave me the wonderful gift that was all of you.

I would not be where I am today without you guys. I don’t think I can stress this fact enough. I would never have been bold enough to submit my writing to contests or read my poetry in front of audiences  if you guys hadn’t been my test run. You supported me through my saddest days and cheered me on through writer’s block, personal issues, and hiatuses. Even years later, I have messages in this inbox asking about me as a person, not just my writing. Even reading some of the messages I replied to on here is making me grin like an idiot almost three years later (Chillnon, if you’re still out there, I love you homie).

Now, to cut to the chase: I think my days of fangirling may be over. To be fair, I’m turning 21 next month, I am going into my junior year of university, and I’m going to be the director of multicultural life on my campus next year so I don’t think I will have time to sleep, let alone write. However, I will leave this blog up so that I can you guys can always come back and read it. Or if you’re a new reader, you can chill too. I don’t want to ever forget this blog or the community that we built in our weird little corner of the internet.

Okay, its 2am, I have class at 9, and I am crying a little bit, so I think this is where I sign off.

Until next time,

H (jokes on you, still not gonna post my real name sorryyyyyy)

#whoops this isn't writing #chillnon #RIP this blog #unless I get like a crap ton of messages after people start to see this #I think this blog is done #thanks for everything #i love you all

[420technoblazeit]

idk why but just thought of how philzas chat is crows and how there are hcs like that like dreams 'chat' (tho he doesnt stream) are ravens, tommys are like chickens/raccoons and all and got that idea

we (your anons) are a bunch of rats (some of us are more stinky bastards than others some are a bit nicer and all [i classify myself as a stinky bastard])

~ ellipses mobfucker anon (but calm) (i require a different name/j/lh)

im calling u chillnon now! oh my god ur all rats aslkdgadshg. can i pick some of u up and put u under my crown ratatouille style

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

bestie i have no self control help

~ chillnon

dude ur looking at the wrong person for help here

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

smh i didnt even get to find the copypasta :pensive:

~ chillnon

it’s for the best i think

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

i have a tier list idea. pet-able mobs. like, for example, id surely pet a mooshroom but fuck em guardians yget me

~ chillnon

oh you know what i vibe with that yeah

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

ayup i made a one-use (probably lmao) account

anyway!!

RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT RAT

yeah i made a quick ref sheet cuz. yeah why not lmao

yooooooo that was so fast dude. ratsonas ratsonas ratsonas!

#420 squeals #chillnon #rat anons

[420technoblazeit]

calm/nice anons/askers etc are like, mainly domestic rats (i mean like how domesticated rats look different to feral ones)

monsterfuckers and cursed ones are like those feral rats

tho there are feral rats that are nice and domesticated ones that are cursed or just simply tehre are also 'neutrals' (ex; me B)) who are both cursed and sometimes nice and you cant really tell if theyre feral ones or domesticated

~ chillnon

theyre fuckign foaming at the mouths n shit got ray-bans, yk what i mean?

#420 squeals #chillnon #rat anons #yeah i meant rabies by that lmao #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

Wait what did i miss what discord

~ chillnon

lmao ive had a discord for a while now here’s hte link

https://discord.gg/pzsNURpt3s

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

what if i did blog reveal🤔

~ chillnon

do ittttt

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

ngl wanna draw my 'ratsona' asdhsakj prob gonna do it tho ill do a dummy account for a few minutes just to send the pic without exposing my main lmaoo

~ chillnon

honestly go for it. make a burner i wanna see ur ratsona

#420 squeals #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

I come back from tiktok and i see technoblaze2021... well, im a bit lost but ay you got my whole ass support lets fuckin go

~ Chillnon

YEAHHHHHH LET’S WIN THIS SHIT BOYS

#420 squeals #caps tw #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

hehe new name nice B)

aksjdh imagine a rat comes up to u and squeals 'creepers kinda hot tho' and then a big rat fight stands

or like a rat running up to u with something in their tiny little handies and its a fanart or a small gift

idk i just love rats

my older cousin put a (domesticated) rat on my head once. it was a funny feeling. or like her rats would do that thing like the worms on strings where you move your hands and they stay in place in the air while walking through your hands!!

~ chillnon

alksdhglahs me trying to corral all of u is the equivalent of chasing u around with a basket. at some point i just got a water bucket and dumped it and that’s how the monsterfucking discourse stopped

#420 squeals #420's rats #chillnon #the voices in my head

[420technoblazeit]

pears and apples kinda look similliar tho, like, all it takes is for the pear to grow shorter and more thicc than usual for it to look like an apple

also yeah blog reveal B)

~ former chillnon

yoooooooooo it’s u dude. hello new beloved mutual

#420 squeals #brick-tea

[420technoblazeit]

Not gonna lie i like the ratsona idea of chillnon

pfff I'm really thinking about my ratsona. this is what happens in 2021, and at this point i accept it. At least i hope it cures my art block

-🔷

it is very nice yes! honestly go ahead, get a ratsona. why not

#420 squeals #blue diamond anon #Anonymous