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PAIRING : tanjiro x fem reader.
WARNINGS: SELFSHIP CODED (but made 'x reader' for everyone to enjoy). AGED UP CHARACTERS (+25 both). mentions of children (reader and tanjiro have got a baby.), allusions to pregnancy. smut (unprotected sex), praising, use of pet names (bunny, angel), fingering, reader has got hair. extremely self indulgent.
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— with love, cherry. enjoy!
There is just nothing else he could ask for. Just the sight of you on his and your bed, with the small bundle of joy in your arms as you hold her to your chest…. Tanjiro has reached the peak of happiness.
He’s made it at last, with you, the love of his life. You’ve intertwined your fates forever, the tiny baby who relaxedly sleeps to the lulling tranquility of your heartbeat, being his greatest accomplishment.
It’s now that he considers that he has never once in his life deemed himself unlucky, not even at the lowest points of his life, where sorrows and void could have taken over his heart and darkened it forever. Your light has enveloped and enhanced his own, wrapping him so safely in your love forever and ever. And ever since that day his sight crashed on yours, his lips landed on your own, he swears he has taken in what it feels like pure, absolute love. The sheer feeling of happiness that is so simple, but so filling, is something that he swore himself to protect until the end of his days.
You give him so much without noticing, by just bathing your daughter in your light, like you’ve done to him — and still do every day — a smile sneaks into plain view, tugging at the corners of his lips. His wine colored eyes are glazed with the utter enamour and admiration as he watches the scene from the opened door while you, absorbed equally in the moment of peace as you watch her sleep, remain unaware of his presence.
Feeling lovely, his head fuzzy and his heart hazy, Tanjiro is complete. His eyes take a picture of the scene as he blinks, his memory storing forever another little moment where it feels like he is in heaven. Or where it feels like there is a piece of heaven on Earth.
Sighing to himself, his gaze narrows, drinking in more of the moment.
“She’s asleep.” He shakes his head the moment your whisper dances into your ear. Whenever he turns to you, his heart, he catches a glimpse of the smile that tugs at your lips, and it’s contagious. It almost feels like if he smiles just a bit more, it will start hurting. But, what does he care? How could he ever care?
His legs, far before he realizes, are taking him carefully closer to you, next to the bed. He spares another lovestruck glance at the baby — she has your hair, but her eyes are completely like his own. She looks like a carbon copy of him, but there’s no way he could’ve made a baby so beautiful if it hadn’t been without you.
“She’s so sleepy.” He points out, taking her from your arms.
“Well, she’s still a baby.” You retort, giggling, “But I think she likes to sleep a lot anyway.”
Ever so carefully, he cradles her and safely tucks her against her chest. If there was a contest, Tanjiro would win the award to the proudest, most enamoured father the world has ever witnessed. His lids drop just halfway as his look fixates onto her while his calloused hands, ever so gentle, brush the scarce hairs from her forehead, even if he needn’t.
“You’re so perfect.” Slips from his lips, lips that all they hold towards his daughter are praises that come straight from his heart. “Let’s take you to your bed, okay?” He whispers, a thin trail of deep voice, honeyed with wholesome emotions, coat onto his baby. And so he does: he takes her to her own room next door, unaware that you’ve gotten up from the bed, and follows right behind. Unaware of the equally lovestruck smile that spreads on your lips as you watch the proud father with what has become the most important being in his life.
He’s utterly lost in the moment, in each moment with his daughter, you observe. The way he indulges himself into slow-rocking her on his arms for a bit longer before placing her in her cradle, just to feel her against his chest for just a bit more. Lost completely in the way in which a trail of drool stains his clothes because she’s snuggled against his chest and Tanjiro is completely blown away by this. Lost completely in the way in which she’s holding onto the finger he’s offered for her to hold onto — like a silent promise from him to her, to watch over her and protect her.
You’re peeking from the door, hearing how a sniffle betrays him and escapes his lips; and there’s nothing you want more than to console him, although there is no reason to. Instead, however, you decide to keep on watching, watch them as he raises her just in the slightest, kisses her forehead and lets her down gently onto the cradle to cover her with the crocheted blanket you had crafted with anxious hands back in those days where restlessness took over, where you were expecting her to come any second now — but she, as calm and patient as her daddy, had decided to wait, even though she had given you certain warnings for you two to get ready for her arrival, arrival that came at the moment you least expected. She’s always been that way, and you’re glad she didn’t inherit your fierceness and your effusiveness.
Almost as if you had created her to her dad’s image and likeness; dad who, after letting her down to sleep, has turned around and now is facing you. You had been caught.
There is no need for words, not when you can see the way in which his maroon orbs gleam — he hasn’t changed ever since.
“She’s so beautiful.” It seems that he’s excusing himself, as his once round eyes wrinkle up, a curtain of tears clouding his vision, giving room for a silent sniffle to escape him.
It makes your heart miss a beat.
“Just like you, baby.” You retort, your arms spreading to reach to him, and envelop him into an embrace.
Your hand threads into the hair at the back of his head, your fingernails sweetly grazing against his scalp over and over. Tanjiro tightens his embrace around you, lays his forehead between your trapezius and the depression behind your clavicle, just like it is the perfect place for the tip of his nose to fit in. Your sweet scent, plus the scent of glycerine of the soap you used moments ago dances into his nostrils. A few tears spill from his gaze, until he’s calmed down completely; you pull away from him just in the slightest, just to take a look at him. He, taking the hint, lifts his head and pulls back as well to look at you. That’s when you mouth to him that you’d better head to your shared room so as to not wake her; nodding, he complies. He’s the last to close the door — but not before taking a last glance to his babygirl.
Now in your room, you invite him to sit down. Tanjiro notices that there is something you’re either holding back or hesitating to say, judging by your look.
“Are you alright?” He asks, taking your hand.
“Yeah.” You nod, “It’s just…” Trailing off, your gaze departs from him, wandering for a bit down to your lap, to his own, and eventually back to his gaze. The doubt is imprinted all over your features — you’ve never been quite covert with your emotions and your gestures, so that invokes worry in your husband.
“You can tell me anything.” He reassures with a light squeeze to your hand, “What’s wrong?”
Patiently waiting for you to answer, you begin to ramble internally. He’s as happy as he could ever be. This is his dream come true. Life isn’t easy and it certainly hasn’t been easy for him throughout it all. He’s once told you about it: his dream was to have a family with the one he loves. To compensate for the one he’s lost, or simply for the fact of passing on to his children the same love that has been given to him — you bet it’s a mix of both, but mostly the latter reason.
And you love that. Because your dream was to find and settle down with the love of your life. How many nights have you (day)dreamt about a house full of giggles, joy and love; watching your family be happy so that you can therefore be happy? You’ve yearned for this.
But somehow, you’re feeling greedy, and that feeling of greediness evokes guilt in you. You don’t know if he wants the same, or at least not right now that she’s just gotten here, to this world.
“I… The doctor came a few days ago…” You start, “Y-you don’t have to— I mean, sorry—”
“It’s okay. You can tell me anything.” He reminds you of the obvious, as he’d always do, not because you could’ve forgotten, but as a reminder that nothing can be too much for him when it comes to you.
Your gaze averted from him once again, your eyes flicker back to his own again — there’s this understanding, calming expression in him, that you cannot help but feel the need to breathe in deeply, sighing just as deep.
“I… I asked the doctor… the other day… and he said… he said that we could…” You pause, trying to calm your throbbing heart for a moment. Tanjiro’s smile slowly fades from his face, and his look turns into something not concerned, but focused, as if waiting for you to go on. A nod of his own gives you the push to finish what you are saying — after all, you know you already have the no.
“...We could try for another baby.” You finish, almost whispering. Feeling how a wave of heat creeps to your face, and how for a moment your heart feels as if on the verge of bursting, you press your lips in a thin line, trying to ground yourself.
“I… I know we’ve just had one, I… I just thought maybe… You know, so t-that she isn’t lonely.”
“R-right now?”
Tanjiro’s eyes have widened a fraction, his mouth hangs agape just a little, but it is as if you’ve stripped the words from him. He cannot find the answer, the reaction, anything. It’s like his feet have been swept from the floor, surprise taking over him in a way that makes you think that he’s shocked — that he doesn’t want the same as you. Defeated, you look down, only retorting with a faint nod of your head.
“You don’t have to say yes…” You mumble, “I-I just… It’s okay, I’m sorry, didn’t mean to be g-greedy, I…”
You’re stopped in your tracks by his other hand, warm, clasping itself on top of the back of your own. When he squeezes your hand, you’re drawn to his gaze, where he greets you with a smile.
“Of course.” A closed eyed, toothed grin is what he sends you. Surprise takes over you now, your eyes widening; what surprises you the most, however, must be the way in which his voice has cracked as he responded, and now that you’re taking a better look at him, the way in which his cheeks have turned rosy.
“R-really?”
“I want anything you want.” His hand has cupped your cheek, and in the blink of an eye you feel his forehead so gently leaning against your own. His expression, however, takes a tint of concern as he looks deeply into your eyes.
“But only if you’re ready,” He adds. “Okay?”
“I’m ready, Tanjiro.” You admit, enthralled into his eyes, your hand placed on top of his own, your thumb caressing the back of it.
How can he help himself when you’re being so good to him, so perfect? To say he’s enamoured would be an understatement. With you, he’s been more than lucky; having someone by his side who’s more than ready to give him what he wanted the most, even if it entails undergoing a great strain — doing this out of pure love and desire is what makes him complete.
And the skies are watching, bathing you both in their sunlight as the rays of the afternoon filter through the window. It’s like the sun and the skies, the very same heavens are giving you their blessing. That your wish will come true. It’s almost as if this life you’ve chosen by his side to face anything, create, love, live — all that is just meant to be.
Your lips melt together and the kiss is everything you focus on; the fact that he’s already laying you on the soft covers of the bed becomes secondary. What you know, though, is that next time you open your eyes, you will find him on top of you, offering you the most wholehearted smile he can muster. And together you manage to bring a piece of heaven to this place called bedroom, where he opens the robe you’re wearing, uncovering yourself for him. Once again, he’s amazed: all this beauty, and it’s for him. How could he ever not call himself lucky?
“You’re so beautiful,” He notes, his eyes roaming your bare skin. Even with all the imperfections, “You’re perfect.”
And what else can you do, apart from taking that hand of his, marked with years of hard work and sacrifice, and lead it to where your heart rests?
“I love you.” You confess, like he doesn’t already know, like it’s the first time he hears it as his hand feels the racing heartbeat against your ribcage.
You draw him like a magnet to your lips once again; he cannot hold himself back and he hopes you’ll forgive him for rushing just a little more. Tanjiro is patient, but there are times in which his patience cannot outweigh his bliss, therefore his desire. By the time his lips have blended with your own, his body has been already slotted between your legs, and he has already relaxed enough to press himself against you. His desire seeps through his pores with the small sighs that, in-tandem, are leaving his lips over and over, and sometimes with a little trace of his voice if the eagerness slips from his control and he rocks his hips so that his hard sex can meet your own in a slow grind.
“I’m sorry…” He breathes against your lips, his eyes closed like he’s lost in trance. His mouth is ajar, letting puffs of hot air fan against your lips and chin; no words come out.
“Don’t worry…” You shake your head slightly, outlining a smile. “I want, too…”
And just as you utter those words your arms, which were resting wrapped around his neck, untangle themselves so you can roam over his body. His shirt comes undone so easily, button by button, uncovering his skin just like he has done to you. Your fingers graze his skin and leave a trail of goosebumps and clenched muscles visible in his toned body, all the way done until the buckle of his pants comes to your grasp.
A last glance, and he nods at you, telling you that you can go on — silent agreements between you both, like a ritual you follow every time, no matter the context, no matter how much you can wait to have each other. Tanjiro watches as your gaze flickers to his buckle. In a matter of a few clinks and clanks, it comes undone. He lets you tug his pants and underwear down, until it’s his hard cock that bounces out of his pants. He’s quick to get ready despite his patience, his head drooling and reddening in anticipation.
Tanjiro closes his eyes after watching you stroke him a few times, throwing his head back in pleasure. A moan manages to slip past his lips; not so loud, always remembering that he must be quiet. Coming back, his eyes open. You can see the lust gleaming and enhancing the wine color of his eyes, half-hooded.
“I won’t be able to hold back if you keep going, bunny.” He tells you, placing his hand on top of your hand you’ve wrapped around him. “You need to get ready, too. It’s been a while.” He reminds, always so attentive and perceptive in the smallest details, even more when it comes to you.
So he’s willing to give up on the attention you’ve placed on him, and move onto you, onto getting you ready to let him in. Two calloused fingers make their way to your heat, that soaks him upon first contact as he runs the tips of his digits down your folds, separating them as he does and sinking them into your slit. You, who’s always more than enthusiastic over his touch, let your jaw drop, but manage to regain your senses to bite your lip.
“Shhh,” He coos, another of his beautiful smiles sneaking into plain view just for you, “She’s sleeping.”
“Uh-huh…” You nod, “I know, it just…”
“I know.” It feels good, he’s aware. And he’s going to make you feel as good as he can — just the same way as you do.
So you observe as one of his fingers parts, down and down until he’s sinking it inside you. The stretch isn’t painful at all, but since you’ve last done this it’s been quite a time, so it stings just a little. And he’s more than willing to fight his desire, focusing on you for as long as you need until you’re ready. No matter what his body dictates, in the end there’s no need to rush.
In the end, you’re the one indulging him.
Every movement, every graze to your walls by the roughness of his skin makes you shiver, your hips buckling into his hand — every single gesture or action indulges him; it’s even better when he adds a second one. It doesn’t take you long to adapt as he stretches you out with the gentle moves of his fingers. Your cunt, ever so sensitive, drools with ecstasy at this, and you’re becoming consumed by a haze of ecstasy that leaves your eyes almost wanting to roll to the back of your head. So eager, so demonstrative, so pretty in everything you do. Rewarding you with a plethora of kisses to your cheek, over and over, he keeps going, continuing to pump his fingers over and over, until the click-ey sound of your slick resonates in his ears.
“Do you think you’re ready?” He mumbles against your cheek, to which you nod. At this point, you’re more than throbbing around his digits, you can feel your heat pulsing eagerly.
“M’ ready, Tanji…” You breathe out, your hand creeping down to grab his cock once again.
Tanjiro melts against your touch, sighing against your cheek, his orbs heavy with pleasure so he cannot prevent them from shutting down at the velvety feeling of your hand once more.
“Okay…” He nods against you, “I will… I-I will…” He reassures, mustering energy to pull away from you just enough so that he can align himself.
His gaze flickers down, when he tries to get a hold of himself, you’re nearing yourself closer to his lower half, guiding his cock in between your folds and down your slit, like he’d done with his fingers not long ago. Ragged breaths leave his lips, and you can tell he’s fighting himself in order to not make so much noise. That’s why his lower abdomen spasms when you’re running his head over you, coating him in your syrupy slick before you stop right in your entrance. It’s not until then that you let go, now flickering your gaze up at him.
“Are you sure?” He once again asks, “I promise we don’t have to do it right now. We can always wait a bit longer.”
so that you can flash him one of your so angelically imp smiles.
“Please.” You ask him, “I’m sure. I want this,” You add, “I want you, Tanjiro.”
To be honest, how can he not obey?
Slowly, he pushes into you; slowly, his chest comes in contact with yours until they’re pressed against each other, as so do your foreheads. With unrushed, small thrusts, he manages to push in more and more; At the same time, he’s swallowing each of your gasps, mewls and moans as once again his lips attach themselves to yours into a passionate kiss — again, unrushed.
“God,” He exhales heavily, “You feel so good…”
His name falls from your lips in between kisses, kisses that’ll turn more and more heated. “More, m-more…”
Always, he obliges. He does it, he gives you anything you want, no matter what. You’re his everything, you’re the one who gave him heaven on earth; His angel, his precious honey bunny. And what wouldn’t he give to see those utterly pretty love faces you make for him when he spoils you like you deserve? Just as he bottoms out in you, this thought pops into his mind and, God, he’s made a mighty effort to just not spill his seed right here, right now.
“Thank you… T-thank you…” He buries himself into you, over and over, snapping his hips against your skin, over and over again. Kissing your cheek repeatedly, peppering the rest of your face in them, he cannot just help but pour his gratitude onto, into you. For giving him heaven once, for wanting to give it to him a second time.
For giving him heaven every day.
It’s thanks to you he’s happier than ever.
And that’s just how he increases the pace: the gratitude is so much that there is a growing desperation to show it to you, to make you feel just as intensely as he feels you — tight, wrapped around him, holding onto him like you never want to let go of him. Tanjiro pulls away, overwhelmed with the need to look at you, and brushes a strand of hair that’s sticking to your forehead, glistening with a thin layer of sweat.
“You’re doing so good, angel…” He praises, “You’re so good to me.”
And his hand seeks yours, taking it to rest beside your head. He intertwines his fingers with yours, squeezing your hand like he always wants to keep you close to him, like he’s sure that whenever anything is crumbling around him, your love is going to be the one thing sustaining him. He holds you like he wants to be joined to you forever — and, who says you won’t be? This is forever.
In your eyes, when you look at each other, you know that’s just the way it’s going to be.
And the family you create together, the living proof of it.
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