#chiakiposting

[kitwing-moving]

Hey everypony. Check this out⬇️

#🐾.txt #ive been chiakiposting so bad on my personal #chiaki tag tba

[fma03envy]

Maybe I should dr3 Chiakipost more

Like dr3 may not be my favorite Danganronpa media at all but I loooooove characters who are doomed by the narrative from the start

#me seeing her at the beginning of dr3: ok u aren't in dr2 as a human so Something is going to happen.... >:3 #and I was not disappointed #adrien says stuff #Danganronpa #i feel like maybe I don't think about her enough compared to like. Ryoko (my other doomed fave) but tbf I prefer Ryoko's source material #+ fans are less weirdly spiteful about Ryoko like they are w dr3Chiaki. silver lining of Ryoko being less known ig #(tho I only know abt that bc I made the mistake of looking @ DRs subreddit;so maybe thats just bc redditors suck nd not an issue elsewhere) #chiaki nanami #should prob figure out my tag system wrt ai duplicates in dr so I can tag like. the two chiakis as separate (nd talk abt my ai!Ryoko au) #but they go in one tag for now #danganronpa spoilers #i have 2 be long-winded in the tags. its in my nature

[chisatowo]

Sorry for tweaking my human Chiaki design every 5 minutes, but uh I tweaked my human Chiaki design again

#danganronpa #chiaki nanami #keese draws #chiakiposting #since shes the protag of my dr3 rewrite shes gets ahoge rights noe #also tumblr show this in the tags pls I like how this turned out

[mechamiles]

My gunpla x danganronpa AU

After I got into danganronpa, it spilled over into my long-running love of designing gunpla for my OCs. Naturally not EVERY character would have one, but I'm trying. To explain all of them would also require explaining how they fit in with my OCs and their universe. I've made attempts at making some of them in Gundam Breaker 3 with some success. To be honest, it all began out of my complex desire to "fix" the world around Chiaki, to save her and her friends in a way that made sense to me. WITH FISTS OF STEEL.

#chiakiposting

[shslgundad]

Cranberry-pineapple juice is what kissing Chiaki tastes like.

#amernami #chiakiposting #self ship #i thought this would sound clever #i am now super embarrassed

[kitwing-moving]

i should chiakipost more

#🐾.txt #chiaki tag tba

[chisatowo]

Hee hoo

#keese draws #danganronpa #chiaki namani #chiakiposting #I dont rly like how this turned out but I spent too long on it to not post it so #but yeah Ive been thinking abt human chiaki same as always <3

[chisatowo]

Chapter 5 ai Chiaki moments

#rat rambles #chiakiposting #the song is icicles by the scary jokes btw #a lil bit ago a friend pointed out that this song fits her and now I cant stop listening to it

[chisatowo]

I wanted to draw human Chiaki but didn't feel like putting effort into drawing so here's a bunch of lazy (mostly) human Chiaki doodles from various aus

#keese draws #not putting this in any main tags sorry #chiakiposting #talentswap au #rpg au #reality gays #pmd au #also revived chiaki au but I dont think it has a tag yet #uhh I guess Ill still tag it #revived chiaki au #tge lion chiaki isnt any particular au I just felt like drawing an animal #anyways pls talk to me abt the chiakis I wanna talk abt them so bad-

[chisatowo]

I didn't feel like drawing more shit just for this, so I reused the ones I just drew shdbsb. Anyways, I'm not quite sure how to do this properly, but in case you can't read the writing;

Top: (updated) guide to telling apart (my version of) the Chiakis!

Left: Ai

Longer hair

Longer hoodie sleeves

Sometimes wears backpack, not always

Tired, but not sleep deprived

In mid teens (14-16)

Right: Human

Slightly taller

Brown roots

Eyebags

Allways wears backpack

In late teens (17-19)

Oh also I just realised I forgot to include pronouns, uhh ai Chiaki uses she/her and they/them, and human Chiaki uses she/her, they/them, he/him, and a shit ton of neopronouns

#rat rambles #chiakiposting #perferably dont rb this but I wont stop you ig #Id just rather have the posts with the individual drawings rbed sjdhdbx #dont mind that only one of them is shaded </3 #but yeah I could legitimately talk for hours about these two #despite me having dumped so many of my hcs about them on here I still have barely scratched the surface of the chiaki hc iceburg #also just so this is included on this post ai chiaki is bi and human chiaki is ace pan #ok now to sleep #maybe

[chisatowo]

I just realised that popropica is a game that not only barely contains the shit my human Chiaki hates in games, but it's platforming would absolutely be something she would fucking love playing

#rat rambles #shed still be very critical of the game but ngl I think shed fucking love it #except for the fact that theres stuff you have to pay to get she doesnt rly like games with in game purchases :/ #chiakiposting

[chisatowo]

Part of the reason that ai Chiaki initially spends so much time around Nagito post game is that he's one of the few people who doesn't look at her like she's a ghost. He doesn't hesitate to call her by her name, he doesn't look away whenever she enters the room, he doesn't change the topic when she starts talking about video games. Nagito really never had a time where he didn't see the two Chiaki's as separate individuals, mainly since ai Chiaki like.... Doesn't hate him skslsms. He's not exactly comforting, but he's one of the few people she can spend time around without feeling like shit.

#rat rambles #ai chiaki gets more support as time goes on but. things are rough at first. #chiakiposting

[chisatowo]

okay can I just say I love your human and ai chiaki designs and head canons oh my goodness...

can I hear more about them if that's alright with you? /pos /gen /lh

!!!!!! TY :D!!!!!!! And of course, I am already physically incapable of not talking about them every five seconds djxnxndjd

Human Chiaki is... Very slow to trust people. She has very much taught herself to never open up to people about anything, and despite how much she likes talking about video games, will try to stop herself from talking abt them if she doesn't fully trust the person she's talking to. She just generally masks her autism a lot, and it's fucking exhausting. She gets a lil more comfortable stimming and such during the earlier parts of her time at hopes peak, but even at the best portion of her time there she only trusted like... 2 people enough to ramble about video game shit.

#rat answers #makotonaegikinnie #chiakiposting #I guess thats another differenve between ai and human chiaki.... #human chiaki heavily masks a lot of her autistic traits while ai chiaki doesnt

[chisatowo]

I need to sleep but I wanna scream about the Chiakis some more

#rat rambles #ok time for a tag ramble #chiakiposting #so as far as my hcs go ai chiaki faced a bit of a rocky development #her first design and concepts of her original purpose were initially drafted by chihiro during the later half of the missing 2 years #but then killing game stuff happened and chihiro was obviously never able to return to the project #luckily though alter ego would come across some of chihiro's notes hidded deep in some files #and decided to make ai chiaki along with the other ai she was already working on for dr2 purposes #the others had somd say in the process though so she ended up being reworked a little #she was initially meant to be much closer to human chiaki in appearance but since sge was 19 at the time she looked quite a bit older than #tge rest of the class would #so she was somewgat redesigned to look younger and also just friendlier in general #also to explain why I hc her as being like 15 #while in the simulation most of them are supposed to be like 17 #ai chiaki has always struck me personally as being more in her mid teens rather than her late teens #which while likely not the intention #it is worth noting that since shes technically not exsisted very long her behavior is the best thing we have to gague her mental age #and while Im not saying shes objectively 15 thats just the vibes she gives me #even if sge wasnt though shed still be a teen sjdjdnsh

[chisatowo]

Could you,,,explain for me more about human Chiaki? I adore all of your headcanons and ideas but this one intrigues me the most

*cracks knuckles* ok ok let's do this. I'm not really sure if you wanna know anything specific about her, so I'm just gonna start rambling and try to not go too overboard and have to post another thing in doc form again. 

I kind of already established my basic idea with the Chiakis, but just in case, I'll explain my thought process briefly. After I first went through dr2, I noticed 2 things about so Chiaki, which was that a She saw alter ego as a parent figure, and b she seemed surprised that Monokuma had a file for her. I already knew that there was a human Chiaki too, but this really solidified the idea in my head that those two are separate characters. I spent the first little while after realising that thinking about how ai Chiaki would deal with all of that, but recently I've been spending more time thinking about human Chiaki. 

Human Chiaki is decently similar to do Chiaki on first glance, but they are set apart by many things. The thing that's most relevant though is that human Chiaki actually had to grow up in this fucked up society and has suffered a lot thanks to that. She fell down a depressive spiral in her early teens, and had a lot of really intense self loathing for much of her early teens. Eventually, she started to work through her self loathing and instinctive nihilism, and started to work her way through her frequent existential crisisis, eventually coming out of them doing better than most people do. I'm not going to philosophize too much in this Chiaki hc post, but yeah. So by the time she gets into hopes peak she's improved a lot mentally, but she's still pretty damn depressed and also very lonely, although she often doesn't admit it. In hopes peak she manages to befriend several of her classmates, and even scores a girlfriend! Things are actually going pretty good for a while, until the two murders happen. 

Now at this point, Chiaki actually really really cares about pretty much all of her classmates, excluding Nagito. She has a hard time understanding their emotions sometimes, but she really does try to be there for them. She tends to provide distractions instead of direct advice or comfort, since she's just not very good at that kind of stuff. This helps somewhat for some of them, but Fuyuhiko and Mahiru both seem to not be getting better. Things get worse though. A few months later, Mahiru's younger brother goes missing, and they start to spiral a bit as they desperately try to get anyone to tell them what happened or to help find him. Chiaki doesn't know how to help them, Mahiru's mental state is getting worse, and then Junko comes into the picture. 

Now, Junko actually tried to set Chiaki down the path of despair too. In her eyes Chiali would be a good target, since she already has a lot of anger towards their society. He efforts seem to be not going anywhere however, and eventually Chiaki starts to get fed up with her, and the two have something approximating a debate about their worldviews. This is when Junko really starts to see Chiaki as a threat, since both of them reached their point of views through logic, and Chiaki has some actually compelling reasons as to why Junko's beliefs are bullshit. Although externally and to Chiaki the motive is to stop her from convincing the rest of the dr2 kids, the true reason is that for a moment, Chiaki actually got Junko to doubt herself, and that caused her to freak the fuck out. Now not only is Junko trying to mess up Chiaki's classmates, she's trying to find a way to well and truly break Chiaki, and make her realise that she was right all along. 

I've talked a bit about what happens afterwards, and while I do have some specific thoughts regarding how most of the kids start spiraling into despair, that's not really too directly relevant. Like I said, Chiaki tries really hard to help her friends and to get Junko to fuck off, but it doesnt really work. Some of it was her just not being very good at comforting people, but a lot of it was Junko being directly involved with the relationships that meant the most to her. Her friends started to turn against her and her relationships started to fall apart, and Chiaki was also starting to realise that Junko might have been far more dangerous than initially anticipated. She tried to confide in Mahiru and maybe get their help in figuring out more about what Junkos planning, but since Junko was one of the only people Mahiru trusted at the time they snapped at her, and now Chiaki was in more danger since Junko knew that she had an idea of what's up. Suddenly, Chiaki was alone again- no worse than that, she was hated. And while ultimately Junko was the one to blame, Chiaki couldn't help but feel bitter towards the others too. Only a few days before her death, she and Mahiru had their last conversation. Chiaki tried to convince Mahiru that Junko is hurting everybody, but it doesn't work. And finally, Chiaki fully snaps at someone. She's to tired of taking care of everyone, she's so tired of having to do all of this alone, she's so tired of people getting mad at her when she tells people about how Junko is targeting her and hurting her. She storms off, and not long after, shes abducted for the execution. It's mostly the same as in canon, with the exception of the trick about her class waiting for her. Instead Junko tricks her into thinking that her friends came to save her, only to do the whole pierce her with a bunch of spears thing. Chiaki ends up dying alone and miserable, and Junko praises herself for her victory, but here's the thing. At the end of the day, even in her last moments dying on the floor, Chiaki never backed down on her arguments and beliefs. Despite Junko's taunts, Chiaki never stopped believing that Junko's ideas sucked. Junko may have stopped Chiaki from ruining her plans, but she never won in the battle between them. Chiaki would never truly leave Junko's thoughts, even after her death, because Junko never actually won. And at the end of the day, Chiaki would be right. 

Jeez ok that got long. I hope this is alright! 

#rat rambles #chiaki nanami #Im really happy that you are interested in her btw!!!! #I was rly nervous about talking about the chiakis so Im glad people like my ideas for them :) #also yeah this is a bit depressing sorry #rat answers #starlit autistic #chiakiposting

[chisatowo]

Ai Chiaki doesn't really know how to express or deal with a lot of her emotions. It doesn't help that since she's generally really high empathy, for a long while she sorta assumed that her emotions were just as obvious to everyone else as theirs are to her. She wants someone to talk to her and support her but she doesn't know how to openly express that desire. Emotions are really complicated, and she doesn't know how to deal with them, and it actually ends up really frustrating her sometimes. During the post game, she slowly goes from feeling guilty to also feeling frustrated towards everyone as they continuously act guilty around her even as things get somewhat better, and she just can't come to terms with the fact that even though she's part of the cause of those emotions, it's not her fault and there's not all that much that she herself can do to lessen them. She wants to just be able to find the one thing she needs to change in order to make everyone stop being so upset but that one thing doesn't exist.

#rat rambles #every now and then I just havr to drop like 5 chiaki analys posts Im sorry thats just how things are #honestlt in my post game thing ai chiaki ends up having the hardest time dealing with her anger as far as dealing witg her emotiond goes #in game she definetly got frustrated with people but those issues were usually short termed or just not that big of a deal #dealing with actual prolonged frustration and anger though? she doesnt know how to rly handle it #what really starts to make her start feeling more so actual anger is when people treat her like a child who doesnt know anything #theres a lot of things that she doesnt know and things that shes learning but shes not an idiot and shes not an infant #she wants support and help but she doesnt want people babying her #shes a teenager and people shouldnt forget that #shes still growing and developing but shes still smart and shes not a baby #chiakiposting