Anyways, hey hi hello c’: I wanted to share my latest creation; THE STASHROOM !!!
I created this pattern on my own from scratch, I will be making 4oz, 8oz, and 12 oz Stashrooms!!
I’ll share the link to my website right before my next stock update (;
Reading this essay my coworker recommended and realizing that I am, indeed, a proud villain-coded queer.
"I am a villain-coded queer. I find strength and self-acceptance in identifying with effete, perverse, gender non-conforming villains. It might not be the healthiest coping mechanism. It’s definitely an ambivalent and flawed path to self-love. But for me and a lot of other queer people who have been consumed with shame for most of our lives, it’s one of the most powerful options we have."
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"People find [queer-coded] villains compelling for lots of reasons — almost all of them are deeply charismatic and fashionable as hell — but queer kids love them in particular because we see hints of ourselves. When you’re a closeted queer kid, these characters are a spoon full of poison laced with sugar. Loving them hurts us, but we can’t resist, because they taste so damn good and we are absolutely starving.
"As queer adults, we can rethink the ways in which these media depictions hurt us. We can attempt to separate the shame from the self-recognition, swallowing just the sugar and slathering our bodies in a protective coating of poison instead. This is exactly what being a villain-coded queer is all about. Like poisonous animals that scare away predators with their distinctive appearances, we use bright, eye-scalding colors, dark, drapey fabrics, and punky, aggressive accessories to signal that we are just fine without your approval, thank you very much."
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"There is great power to be had in dropping the mask of heterosexuality and donning a scarier mask instead. A mask that pushes away the people whose approval I used to harm myself trying to earn. It is only by rejecting cishet stereotypes of goodness and purity that we can recreate the world, reshape it into a more welcoming and tolerant place. Queer-coded villains may be trying to destroy the world, but villain-coded queers are simply adopting their aesthetics in the hopes of saving it."
"To the girls who think that the grim reaper will fuck like a god." The actual dedication. I hope that motivated you haha. And if not, here's the opening of the first chapter; "You look beautiful when you sleep."
Still not enough as a stimulus to trigger that excited and adventurous side of you? Idc. Let me tell you, I fucking love this book. The male lead? Chef's kisses!! Oh my godddddddd. I am smiling to no end!! Listen, all male leads are the best. They are all amazing and special in their ways. I can't possibly compare them to one another. That's like asking me to compare Sephiroth and Claude. I like BOTH! BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT hear me out, THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST BOY. the other male leads are good but this one is for me. I fucking love him!! And I FUCKING LOVE her too!! I love both of them!! I have no complaints, my notes are always "🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰"
200+
11/10
Right, for a summary; he's the grim reaper and oh boy, should I talk about his body? He's FUCKING hot. So so so so so hot. He is hot as fuck! Muscles? Check. Tattoo? Whether you like it or not. It looks good on him. Fucking Check. AND THEY ARE ALIVE! you trace those? Sensitive! You get the growl. V line? Of course we fucking have that. Check. The face? Oh boy, breath-taking! Mind numbing! I scream for this man internally and externally. He's the combination of both good and bad. You want a good boy? He is the good boy. Supports you emotionally. You want the bad boy? How many times do you wanna be complimented ha? Good girl.
An actual conversation;
Letum; do you know what happens when you're good?
Lilith; what?
Letum: you get rewarded.
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHE GOT THE FUCKING REWARD.
Ps..he's also a rich daddy. What else do you want? Btw, read the triggers first. But if you're gonna ask me, the triggers only made it scary. Anyways, I think this review didn't make sense. Idk. This is an appreciation post. I fucking love the book.
Hey indie gamers! My good friend just released the demo for their new game on Steam and would really love for people to check it out! It looks super good and full of feels!