Ascended Reborn: Knight of the Thorn (chapter 4)
Chapter Four: A Path Forward
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Back at Pact Base Camp, Oksuré sends Ridhais a message to meet up in Fort Trinity, then retraces her steps through Maguuma, stopping briefly at Tarir to check in with the Exalted and Glint’s egg, which, aside from having absorbed some of Mordremoth’s magic, is perfectly fine.
This, Oksuré thinks, as she stands over the egg on its pedestal, is one of the responsibilities she had prioritized over saving Trahearne. She can only hope it turns out to be something important, at least, and she hadn’t been wasting her time. She gets the feeling it is quite important, but she had thought the same every time she chose it over Trahearne and the Pact. She won’t make that mistake again.
She also stops at Rata Novus to speak with Taimi and check in on how she’s doing. She feels bad for rushing off on Taimi while she was looking for the shards, but now she listens attentively to Taimi’s updates and analyses of where Mordremoth’s magic had gone and what it was doing.
Finally she leaves to meet up with Ridhais, stopping only briefly at Camp Resolve, which is still serving as a sort of staging ground for the evacuation from Maguuma.
~oOoOo~
Back in Caer Aval, Graham bounds up to Oksuré and licks her face, which she is still short enough for him to do. Oksuré laughs and gives him some one-handed scratches behind the ears while carefully setting Caladbolg down. Ridhais approaches from the same direction Graham had come from.
“You got here first?” Oksuré asks.
Ridhais shrugs. “I’m closer. You were all the way in Maguuma.” She nods toward Caladbolg. “It looks like you made some headway with Caladbolg.”
“I did. It almost seems to want to be healed.” Oksuré offers the blade to Ridhais and then sits down next to Graham, who promptly sniffs her hair and then puts his head in her lap.
Ridhais frowns, turning Caladbolg over in her hands. "It looks healed, but the pieces are… still distinct.”
"It is still shattered in its soul," Oksuré supplies quietly. "What of the natural essence? Will that help?"
Ridhais shakes her head. "The natural essence is for restoring Caladbolg physically and replenishing its magic. I've got some, but it's certainly not going to be enough.”
Impulsively, Oksuré asks, "tell me more about Caladbolg. I only know what Trahearne told me and what I observed, which isn't very much. You mentioned needing to find a new wielder to bond to it, but then we got distracted talking about Waine."
Ridhais nods slowly. "Yes. Caladbolg is enhanced by its wielder - in this current state, it might even draw on some of the bearer's lifeforce to get itself back on its feet, so that’s the next step. Normally, though, the two would meld, mentally at least. The bearer is enhanced by the blade as much as the blade is enhanced by the bearer."
"Interesting," Oksuré murmurs, gazing at the sword. She wonders who could wield the blade next - she has a sneaking suspicion that it might be Ridhais herself, as her life and Wyld Hunt are clearly wound around the blade. But then, Caladbolg might have a different opinion, or the Pale Tree might have different criteria. "How will we find the next wielder? I'm sure it can't just be any sylvari."
"I think we already have the next wielder," Ridhais says, looking up at Oksuré.
It takes Oksuré a second to realize what Ridhais means, and her eyes widen. "Me? But I… why? I'm not even a sylvari!” Oksuré leans back on her hands. She sighs and mutters, “I have trouble enough being a human and a norn both at once, and now I add sylvari to the mix?" That’s not remotely the trouble, but Oksuré… doesn’t feel like figuring out the real trouble. She leans forward again to scratch behind Graham’s ears. It’s Trahearne, probably.
"As the…" Ridhais pauses a moment, then continues, "as the final wielder of Caladbolg before it became dormant, I believe you are already connected with the sword."
Ah… right. Oksuré’s shoulders slump. Of course not just anyone could have felt the resonances of Caladbolg's shards. And of course Caladbolg wouldn't have been dormant until its last bearer died. "Oh." And, hey, of course Caladbolg wouldn't care that she had been the one to kill its last bearer! By Kormir, it might even have agreed with Trahearne, despite obviously being affected by his death.
Oh, Spirits, why is she always the one who lives?
"Do you… not want to wield Caladbolg?" Ridhais asks, on the edge between curious and confused.
"Well…" Oksuré sighs. After a moment of sorting out her thoughts, she says, "I was thinking earlier how it wouldn't… how weird it would be to see another wielding Caladbolg. It’s Trahearne’s blade. But that’s just something I’d have to get used to. But by the same token, I wouldn't feel right using it.” She sighs again. “Not so easy to get used to. And…" And she isn’t sure she wants to.
"I understand," Ridhais says quietly. "But if I were you? I'd use it in his memory. Something to remember him by that you can keep with you." Ridhais smiles humorlessly. "You've seen the statue, but…"
"It just isn't the same,” Oksuré murmurs, eyes downcast. “He can’t be replaced.”
There is a moment of silence. "And, Commander?" Ridhais asks.
"Call me Oksuré, if you like," Oksuré tells her.
"Oksuré," Ridhais agrees quietly. "I’m not sure, but… if we can heal Caladbolg, something of Marshal Trahearne may still linger within the sword. Caladbolg's memory of him, as it remembered Riannoc."
Oksuré looks at the soul-shattered blade with a newfound interest. "It has memory? Well…” she sighs quietly. “That’s… certainly intriguing. I didn’t spend as much time with Trahearne as I should have.” That, Oksuré knows, is likely her grief talking, but she longs to know more about Trahearne. “Caladbolg did spend more time with Trahearne than anyone else did,” she murmurs. All his knowledge, all his research, the years of his life… gone. Oksuré glances up at Ridhais. “You come a close second, though."
Ridhais nods quietly. "I did.” Then, understanding the implied question, goes on; “he understood the call of the Wyld Hunt as very few others did… and that protecting somebody was a goal without a definite end. He said that at least he had a goal to work toward. He always had an encouraging word for others, even when he thought his own task was hopeless."
Oksuré smiles. "Yes. He did complete his in the end… and you have the same opportunity."
Ridhais nods. "I don't think he would have been able to without Caladbolg. Cleansing anything takes a lot of power, but the whole island-continent of Orr… he told me once that Caladbolg took most of the magical drain on itself. Most foci draw from the wielder, but Caladbolg draws from the Pale Tree through the Dream. But Marshal Trahearne was still too drained afterward to join the last battle against Zhaitan. "
"Was she alright after the cleansing?" Oksuré asks.
Ridhais shrugs. "I don't know - and even if she was drained, it would be a happy cause. Not at all like when the Shadow of the Dragon attacked her. Even if it was a neutral cause, if Caladbolg was interested in it, so would its bearer."
"How so?" Oksuré queries.
"Well, it amplifies the mental state of the one bonded to it," Ridhais explains. "Marshal Trahearne described it as an intensification of thoughts - the sword brings out your emotions and impulses. For a legend like the Marshal, it enhanced his existing noble qualities."
"Interesting," Oksuré notes. "I wonder if that helped against Mordremoth?"
"We'll never know," Ridhais tells her sadly. "Caladbolg can hold memory and have interest, it can draw power and mentally meld with the wielder, but it is not sentient."
"I don't know," Oksuré says doubtfully. "It seems… I don't know. I suppose 'interest' could describe… I mean, it seems to have desires. It wants to be healed. I put the pieces together like a puzzle, and it physically healed on its own."
Ridhais glances at the blade interestedly. "That's curious, although I suppose as halfway aware and capable as it is, it would want to be healed. It may be drawing on a subconscious desire of your own, or even an echo of Marshal Trahearne. I know he would never want the blade to remain broken."
Oksuré nods slowly. "That makes sense.” She sighs and shakes her head. “It doesn't matter. I think Mordremoth's influence is what broke its soul - do you think Caladbolg has enough of a mind to be affected?"
Ridhais shrugs. "I don't know. It is quite possible, and indeed probable, but we can't know for certain. At least not yet - this we might get an answer for when it is healed."
Oksuré nods. "Alright. If Caladbolg is operating on Trahearne's desire… this may be more of a last wish than his own death was." She laughs humorlessly as she rises from the floor. Graham whines at her and she gives him a pat on the head.
"If I may, Comm - Oksuré," Ridhais says hesitantly, "could I ask what you thought of Marshal Trahearne?"
Oksuré sits back down and Graham plops his head back into her lap. Oksuré sighs. "He was… a dear friend. I… he was an inspiration, and I admired him greatly. We couldn't have slain either dragon without him. He might not've been present for the final assault on Arah, but he led the Pact to victory as surely as I struck the killing blow to Zhaitan. He might not've been particularly active on the battlefield, but when he was, he was astounding. And it wasn't all Caladbolg, either."
"Certainly not," Ridhais agrees.
"In addition…" Oksuré sighs again. "I don't know if I could have made it this far without him. After Tonn died and Ceera accused me of being responsible, Trahearne explained how every day he gave orders, orders that inevitably wound up in death for at least some of the Pact, and he had to deal with it. He helped me a lot with that, and in other ways."
“He had a healing spirit,” Ridhais agrees softly.
After a moment of silence, Oksuré says, "after he completed his Wyld Hunt, he said he needed to redefine himself. Before we went after Zhaitan, he told me the Pact would be behind me in that all the way. I don't think he'd really seen it that way before, his focus had all been on his Wyld Hunt. But then he was interested, and he really got absorbed in his role as Marshal. He redefined himself as the Pact's Marshal, Ridhais."
Ridhais nods. "That he did. I saw it too - I was with him while you were fighting Scarlet's forces. He'd stepped up to his role even more than before - if that were possible - and was driving the research on Kralkatorrik. Then Mordremoth came and changed all our plans."
Oksuré smiles. "Yes. If there was one word I'd use to describe Trahearne, it'd be 'dedicated.' He's driven. He picks one thing, and he does it. No matter what. He said once, about his Wyld Hunt, that he didn't fear death, he feared failure. Cleansing Orr took a lot out of him, but I don't think he'd have minded if it killed him, so long as it was done. I think that translated into his other pursuits afterward."
Ridhais nods. "He never put it in those words to me, but I got that general sense from him, especially afterward."
"True," Oksuré says. "You know, his first question when I came to rescue him was about the Pact? He said 'Commander' in greeting, but it was more of a… grabbing for a lifeline. 'Commander… the Pact…' he needed to know. First question! In his condition! I wouldn't be surprised if he knew already he was going to die, or at least suspected it."
"That might be why," Ridhais points out. "Maybe he had to make sure the Pact was alright before he died."
"That makes sense," Oksuré agrees. "I'm afraid I didn't do a good job reassuring him - or maybe I did. I told him it was all but gone, but that I and my team would kill Mordremoth. I think he knew I'd get the Pact back on its feet. I think he needs me to lead to the Pact, to finish what he couldn't. Or something like that. Carry on his legacy and all." She sighs, closing her eyes. “I mean… it’s the least I can do, after… what happened.”
“I’m sure you’ll do fine, Oksuré,” Ridhais tells her gently. “And I know Trahearne would agree.”
Oksuré opens an eye and peeks at Ridhais. “How did you know I was the one who… last wielded Caladbolg?”
“Caithe told me,” Ridhais says simply. “It’s not just the Pact that was injured by his death. The sylvari… well, you saw the statue. It’s a trying time for everyone. I don’t think the Pact will complain if you succeed him as Marshal, even if you are technically still a member of an Order. They need some hope.”
Oksuré sighs. That is part of the point. She’d killed him. “I don’t know how I can do it. Lead the Pact, that is. I was trained by the best, but… I don’t think I can be as inspiring as he was. I’m a warrior, not a leader.” That much is true. She'd be a poor substitute for Trahearne any day, much less after failing so miserably in Maguuma.
"You’re already a symbol to a lot of people, Oksuré,” Ridhais tells her. “You’ve done the impossible several times now. To lead, I think, you just have to believe in the cause. Your own enthusiasm will be inspiring. Trahearne was quiet, but he cared. He might not've shouted the way Almorra does, but he was just as inspirational, because he cared. And you could see it."
"Deep thoughts, Ridhais," Oksuré notes sincerely. It’s good advice. She might have to use it. She wishes she didn’t have to. "You know, I think you're a lot like Trahearne."
"You do?" Ridhais asks, startled.
"Yeah," Oksuré nods. "You have his determination. His focus.”
"I… I'm honored," Ridhais says quietly.
“I mean it,” Oksuré says, staring down at Graham’s head, guilt twisting in her heart. She isn’t the only one who’d been close to Trahearne. She’s not the only one his death had affected. Trahearne is not the only person her actions had harmed. And now she needs to pick up his weapon and lead his people? She isn’t worthy. She doesn’t want to. She isn’t sure if she can face everyone and pretend it’s alright, that she can replace Trahearne, when he can’t be replaced. When it’s her fault he’s dead in the first place.
But what else can she do? She can’t walk away from the fight against the Elder Dragons. She needs something to do. She needs to keep moving, doing something. This is the only path, the only ‘beginning’ that is open to her. It may be that death is not the end… but possibly the end of the beginning. Whatever it is the beginning of, she hates it if it requires Trahearne’s death. But she can’t reject her one and only path forward.
And at least she’ll be in good company, with Ridhais and the others who hold his memory. She won’t be alone.
She sighs, then gives Graham a pat on the head and a nudge with her knee. He huffs at her, but he moves off her lap and allows her to get up. “Let’s get moving,” Oksuré tells Ridhais. “Let’s split up to find that natural essence.”
"Actually," Ridhais says, "I wasn't expecting Caladbolg to reforge itself physically on its own. We should attune you to the blade quickly, so it can start really healing."
"We can do that without it being fully physically…whole?" Oksuré asks in surprise.
"Oh, yes," Ridhais nods. "We just need the Vision Crystal. You might feel weaker in general for a few days as it draws on your strength, but nothing debilitating."
Oksuré nods, suddenly nervous about attuning to Caladbolg - claiming ownership, or something, on a blade that is Trahearne's. She’ll probably never think of it as hers, but that is just as well. She doesn’t deserve to. "So how do we do this?"
"We'll need to go through its first bearer - the person it knew first," Ridhais explains. "Firstborn Riannoc is dead, but his grave should give us the connection we need, especially since the grave was planted where he died. Having been the weapon of a necromancer for so long, Caladbolg shouldn't have much trouble connecting to it."
“Where is the grave?”
"Lychcroft Mere. You know the place? It's Krytan."
"Yes. I led a Vigil mission in that swamp once. It was infested with Risen. Is that what killed Riannoc?"
"Riannoc fought Risen, yes, and the lich Mazdak, but I would guess the ones you fought weren’t the same group or even the same swarm," Ridhais tells her. "Meet me there with Caladbolg, and I'll carry out the ritual.”
Oksuré nods. "See you there." Ridhais disappears in the familiar puff of blue as she waypoints to Shadowheart Site. Oksuré follows a moment later. Ridhais is a lot like Trahearne. She's knowledgeable and confident. Oksuré can trust Ridhais to give her direction when she doesn't have the strength to step forward on her own.
~oOoOo~
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