#cause this is like my whole aesthetic

[martyryo]

man that joins your breast cancer club and then asks you to check if he has any testicular tumors.

#artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #pixel aesthetic #fight club #fight club 1999 #marla singer #genderbend #marlo singer #this is like the most rendering I've ever did #he was my specimen for skin shading practice #at some point I was so pissed cause I accidentally made the featured two femminine so he looked like a bearded woman #anywayss #really proud of it tbh #wanted to also incorporate some pixels in the rendering cause I like them a lot #I think it goes well for the hair and the fur #happy I got past the ugly phase #may doodle some more this weekend #idk I gotta lay out a whole ass book and also do sketches for the cover #I wanna hibernate so badly #also I'll add a specific tag to my art so if one wants to see all the stuff they don't have to scroll all the way through reblogs #m art yryo #< #it's this one hehe

[junotter]

sometimes researching for avatar redesigns has you 6 layers deep into the Japan's Meiji era allies wiki

#im trying to mess with some of the stuff that feels weird about the ways the fire nation is depicted idk #like i do not feel optically it is good for like them to be so heavily based on japan's imperialist actions #while dressed in clothes that come from places japan colonized #but i dont want it to just be solely japanese though i did draw zuko and azula in hakama but its largely cause i wanted to draw hakama #and like the only place with strong japanese influence being kiyoshi island and my own frustration with the modern day samurai depiction #i think fundamentally it isnt a choice that had as much thought as i am putting in put into it but it does raise an eyebrow for me #anyway i think keeping the thai influence is fine despite the brief invasion japan had into thailand due to thailand then allying with japa #and further allying with the axis due to allying with japan #ugh and ive been told not to think this much about it because its fiction but its also fiction so so so heavily based on real places #and when you base fiction on real cultures you fall into some unintentional pitfalls #i also fucking hate the royal fire nation robes they look so meh and the most costumey out of everything in the show #they look like heavy blankets despite being a supposedly hot nation #theres ways to have heavy robes (heian era japan) but they look like i make them out of fleece and velvet blankets #back to kiyoshi island i think the really only aesthetically japanese reference in the show being an island of noble warriors is lame #plus over done #it feels like nowadays theres a lot of people who get all whiney about people saying fire nation is based off japan #but like dude the creators in the comics and korra like go even more into the japanese influence and clearly it was the original intentions #also i do think you could do some pretty interesting world building by having say there be an older cultural influence on kiyoshi island #from the fire nation especially if the place is established as a central port area then you tie in some okinawan or even hawaiian reference #and gives an explanation that makes sense to why kiyoshi stands out from the rest of the earth kingdom you have long term cultural trading #and it establishes interesting relationships even pre kiyoshi time thereby drawing back onto some real historic references #cause for awhile ryukyu china and japan used to be this trading triangle which could explain some of these various influences going on #i think you can get a really interesting harmony when you create the fire nation out of a mix of japan and thailand #i mean both have these floating buildings due to living on some pretty wet lands and theres harmony in that mix #god i did see one person go like “fire nation is more based on china because theres a lot of red and red is important in china” #my brother in christ red is also important in japan #red is important in like many many asian cultures #i mean of course a lot of that importance stems from china and cultural exchange with china but idk kinda silly to say with your whole ches #like if you want to bring china in then the dragons are the biggest thing like sure some mythos has dragons in japan #but a lot of those comes from china in some way

[calumsash]

⭐ 1k moodboards celebration ⭐

“Lovely to be rained on with you”

cake + ceilings by lizzy mcalpine for @takemyhandlrh

#ngl my cake + songs mbs always slap. 2/2 is a success! #thanks yali for introducing me to this song cause it's been on repeat the whole time i was making it! #it's such a soft song <3 #if this was a fic i think it would jump back and forth between having that drive in the car/at bed together and then to luke being alone #since calum left. idk where. but he had to leave at the time. #now it's emo hours for luke yk. he's a sad boy. just sitting in his car in the rain having all yhese memories he's not even sure are real #did he imagine it all? was any if it real? how could calum leave him? #anyways!! yali!! hope u like this <3 and thank you for sending this in! #ok last one for the night gonna go through the others tomorrow probably 🫶 #5sos #5sos moodboard #aesthetic moodboard #cake #*1kmbs

[radiates-confusion]

I've never been good at keywords, not really, but I'm actually going crazy tryna get the Internet to list me the different like... World aesthetics? There are.

Like, I want a list that shows me Cyberpunk vs High fantasy vs Solar punk vs Urban fantasy vs Victoria Gothic vs Diesel punk

(Listen, the only thing Pinterest is giving me is the off picture of a few of the different 'punks')

I just wanna sort through the list to get inspirational images to get a better idea of what I'm wanting to draw, and also so I can branch out with what I draw too TvvvT

#Actually going insane #I'm lucky I don't have college tomorrow #Cause I will be up till 4 if it means I find this shit #I swear I used to be able to find that sorta stuff by searching for a like #Aesthetic generator #Or something #And now there are so many aesthetics idk how to seperate the sort of whole world ones from the many #Many #Fashion-y ones #TvvvvT #Someone put me out my misery pls

[todayisafridaynight]

Ichi can be a bit of an entomologist me thinks. As a treat

#snap chats #amidst my walk my mom called me but she also hung up before the caller id could pop up ????? #accidental call probably but still its stressing me out and my nights ruined so im distracting myself #i was thinking about my weird knowledge on bugs and plants and came to the conclusion to blame videogames #animal crossing and viva pinata had me knowing the most Random Shit someone tell me why so many bugs are named after royalty #did you know the monarch butterfly was named after prince william of orange... wow... #fr im even blaming zelda cause agitha from TP had THE BEST aesthetic and she was so cute #anyway i just think ichi should be in the know about bugs :) not purely FROM games of course #all the games i mentioned came out while he was in prison.. #me thinks it should just be a case of seeing that shit in the wild and going ‘the fuck is that’ #and then going to the library or something. hard to imagine him at the library tho.. #naybe when hes out of prison and starts bug catching again and then its like ‘dude wait i got the whole internet in my hands what is this’ #and now he has a million bug facts in his dome he’s gonna spring onto everyone he knows at inappropriate times

[nnato]

love you

(Norman/Arthur)

for and thanks to @reachthezeneth

#rare pair series #caused by aneth <3 #who also came up with this ship #and I am so here to embrace it #there’s like a whole au happening in our minds and chat #will it ever see the light of day? who knows #norman/arthur #my edit #fe aesthetic #f2 aesthetic #formula e aesthetic #fe moodboard #formula 2 aesthetic #f2 moodboard #arthur leclerc #norman nato

[five-star-stay]

From FNF teaser. A song thought to be made as a tribute to Australia's flora and fauna after the tragic bush fires in Australia between 2019-2020.

#★⁵ ot8 #fnf skz #stray kids #okay i like the teaser and concept (watched on mute cause don't want spoilers) #but #BUT #is it really such a big ask to have han's face be properly visible in the teasers?😭 #his shot was aesthetic footage wise but like MAY I PLEASE SEE HIS FACE SHOTS TOO LIKE OTHER MEMBERS instead of the sun's glare!? #it's my first comeback please why are they giving me such a hard time i just wanna fangirl over han #but in both teasers his shots were more artistic and less like highlighting him? #i mean i know we still have more teasers and whole mvs to go but 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #i excitedly click on the teasers & barely get a single clear shot of his face while other members (love them too) have pretty glamor shots #along with the aesthetic shotsss #ah i feel bad for complaining so much but #its literally my acc aka a space for me to talk about what i want in relation to skz so #🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

[toasteaa]

Ngl, seeing multiple posts saying you're "moving on too fast" from Sumeru because you like Fontaine really fucking sucks.

#vent.tea #it's not that serious I know it isn't but it's like...high key annoying and makes me want to hide away even more??? #Like am I not allowed to like both regions and the characters that come with both? #I can promise you I haven't jist up and 'moved on' from several characters and events from multiple regions #I love Fontaine so far because it fits a very specific aesthetic that I've loved for a long time AND it gives me inspo #But so did Sumeru! And I had a lot of fun in Sumeru! #I'm still trying to get Tighnari and haven't taken Kaveh out of my team for the longest time! #I'm still enjoying art and written works and writing my own works and brainrotting about these characters #so what does it matter that I'm doing the same for Fontaine???? #It just feels weird and gatekeepy to see so many people do the whole 'you didnt really like these character/region cause you like Fontaine' #song and dance like they didn't have faves from previous regions that they 'moved on' from when a new region came out #Let people enjoy things for fucks sake.

[morgana-pendragon]

can i verbalise a selfish thought for a moment. dont read the tags if thatll bother you or anything

#what with all this talk of colonisation and whose land what is it does make me wonder about what the bigger voices in these convos would #have to say about my country. like im genuinely curious bc idk how to categorise us at all. context bc i dont expect anyone to know: #the indigenous people of the land i live on were the arawaks & lucayans. however when this land was first colonised they were all genocided #and who are now known as 'bahamians' were brought over on ships. and then somehow we went from the spanish to the english who colonised us #as well. now my worry is purely hypothetical bc we are an independent and sovereign state right so there's no 'threat' #but would we be considered 'indigenous' ? i can't think we would?? #but maybe my issue is that i'm looking at this philosophically rather than politically. cause politically we probably would #but while the us-israel-colonisation convo is a political one the stances are philosophical so ?? #like (again. hypothetically) if the same thing were to happen here ig i just wonder how we would be dealt with #and then the land ownership convo as well baffles me & it has for a while. since at least 2020 when the whole 'cottagecore is bad' convo #took place with the arguments that the aesthetic romanticised stolen land and i wondered even then like ? are we in the same position?? #is the land still considered stolen if the people inhabiting it were displaced themselves?? and didn't steal it?? #and moreover if the people it was stolen from no longer exist to take it back?? man idk #im stunningly bad at articulating my own thoughts so if this was a mess im sorry and thanks for making it this far #and also pls tell me if this comes off in the same light as americans making this about their election. i really dont want it to. im just #thinking. i guess idk #stop talking abbie

[lucidicer]

#simblr is so much more fun for me this time around than it was for me over the last 5 years #like just posting my simbs however i want and just having fun with it instead of trying to do this or that aesthetic that simblr loves atm #that whole thing abt if u enjoy what ur doing ppl will be more receptive to it? yeah that shit gotta be true cause damn #thanks for the love on the tang edit <333 i worked so hard on it #reading the reblog tags kicking my legs actually #olli.txt #smoking cw

[vulpinesaint]

so glad i was raised catholic. i don't know what i would do with myself if i was raised protestant. try and appropriate catholic iconography and feel really bad about it probably.

#i think ab that post making fun of american christians for talking ab stained glass etc. when they went to church in an office blng 24/7 #like. damn. can you imagine getting fucked up over a religion you learned while sitting in a folding chair #protestants i will make fun of you but you are/were so brave for getting through that 😭 #well. actually. did y'all still have to kneel. cause Fuck having to kneel in a pew #those mfers ask you to kneel and leave you there for Months until they let you back up again #the real sacrifice in christ's name was my fucking knees #thank god my church's kneelers were fairly well padded. #for the record though i went to a church with stained glass nd a baptismal font nd everything it was really pretty actually #and a water feature running across the whole church's grounds alongside the stations of the cross... #not to doxx myself. but st. gregory the great was a good church (aesthetically) for being in socal dkjghf #valentine notes #catholic tag

[rosesradio]

between me and you bud. i don’t kiss my friends on the mouth. but sge sure. did that

#i don't wanna say queerbait but also i wanna say queerbait so queerbait #they could have played up the 'love between friends' bit and it would have been fine #they did it with frozen and maleficent and all that successfully. but sge went really gay with it #convinced tedros was just there to get rid of the gay allegations (lovable prince himbo that he is--) #it's funny because i was sitting watching with my mom and agatha was holding sophie as she was dying and cried over her #and i was like 'hm this whole movie they've seemed kinda gay' and my mom was like 'wtf are you talking about?' #and then they kissed on the mouth #and she still was like 'thinking it's gay is thinking too much into it!!1!' #oh so i can go and kiss girls now?? hm #despite that it was still a pretty solid movie #the 'evil true love kiss thing' was demented and i was Obsessed #stabbing sophie with the quill writing her story? Inspired #plus the aesthetic #the music was a little weird/caused me to lose focus but-- #justice for my boy gregor the grocer-- #sge

[pebblezone]

Weird Al beach boys song best ever shitting My pants and decomposing

#talkingcore #I hit weird Al in my album adventure and this song is slaughtering me I am so happy #like it’s not just a beach boys parody that milks off of the surfer aesthetic no!!!! #it’s like Everything Pet sounds + smile era and like AHHHHHH there’s a part which is like wind chimes and not the smiley smile wind chimes #since that one is kinda Mwamp:/ no!! the smile version!!! and it sounds especially similar to the Brian Wilson version released in 2004 #which like given this came out in 2006 100% influenced it to some capacity like it’s not just the melody but the layering of the vocals #it’s the instruments the mixing UGH it’s faithful in the most majestic way possible #idk the fact you can stick a harpsichord in there and immediately the little monkey in my brain is like 🤨 Brian Wilson? ACKCJCHH #time for my bi-annual rewatch of Brian Wilson’s SMiLE in concert #which like I think is hands down one of the best live performances like smile is fucking complex the variety of instruments is bonkers #like the whole workshop bit has them just turning on drills and shit! not even addressing the orchestration!! #so being able to recreate that at a near perfect level LIVE? like No Cuts???? absolutely wild it’s life changing #fun fact! it was watching that concert on youtube (it’s on youtube!) that made my beach boys brain spiral #like before august of 2021? normal. consumed music rather averagely. post august 2021? insane like the fact that in less than 4 months #I managed to skew my stats so much like at least 60% of 2021 became The Beach Boys #that’s not even addressing 2022 which got the most hit cause that’s 12 months! I think there’s maybe >10 songs out of the 100 that aren’t #the beach boys or okay at least beach boys related like I’m gonna count brian And Carl and dennis’ solo material in there too #especially given their overlap in production like Hell! how many songs were meant for Brian solo projects and were given to The Beach Boys? #Caroline no is credited just with Brian when it was released as a single even though she’s on pet sounds!!! AHGGGHH need to calm down

[teamdays]

Every time Im on break and manage to clean up my room and then proceed to do some kind of fun craft or make something I’m really proud of Im like this is awesome why am I not doing this all the time and then I get back to my regular school schedule and I’m like. Damn.

#anyway I drew something for kh21 and I’m so happy for it but the whole time I was drawing with my fun little drink like #wow. this is so pinterest aesthetic bedroom artist of me #<- I’ll post it sometime in the morning/afternoon cause I also want to try and make a cake too

[sarahsupastar]

I so, so desperately want to move into a big beautiful Victorian house with a handful of friends. I'm honestly having a bit of a depression about the fact that it feels like a fucking pipe dream because 1) my circle of friends is very small these days, & 2) amatanormativity means everyone else is planning their future around a romantic partner, while I'm stuck trying to forge a future alone.

#i want the stability and the ownership and tbh the aesthetic beauty of a house of my own #but fuck if i can afford anything around here with just 1 person's salary #and i know from past experience that living alone is a depression trigger for me #and even though everyone loves to talk about how awesome it would be to live in a big house with all their friends #it really truly feels like literally none of them actually mean it #cause at the end of the day they inevitably seek out long-term romantic partners and plan their futures as a couple #and I'm just here on my own #desperately wanting that same stability and companionship #but kept on the outskirts because our whole fucking society is built around nuclear families and even people who recognize that's a problem #still use it as the default framework for their own lives #sarah talks at the internet #tag rant #i had to drive through the rich part of town to get to the bookstore today #seeing all those GORGEOUS Victorians and knowing that i can't realistically even DAYDREAM about some day having one has put me in a mood

[corvigae]

The Sims team just loves making a liar out of me by convincing me to buy their new goddamn pack every time I claim I'm never gonna spend money on another goddamn pack again

#it's just. the werewolves pack actually looks like it could be Fun?? with lore??? #and they're really flirting with me with the whole grunge aesthetic of it all #i just wanna play as annie howell with this pack i think that'd be neat #bring back the og ts2 were-babe #'oohh don't buy it then just pirate it' motherfucker i am computer illiterate #and literally debilitatingly paranoid abt viruses/computer failure #like. so bad that there was a solid two years where just turning on my laptop caused me to have a panic attack #bc i was 100% convinced *every single time* that it would the time that it didn't turn on #anyways yeah. werewolves let's go #personal grumblings