#cause sometimes thats what you need

[sirenspells]

[Amnesiac Omori AU]

Grown up Omori concepts! My idea for the final chapter of the fic for this AU is that it's an epilogue that takes place ten years in the future (so he's ~22 years old in this pic), so it's got me thinking about what Omori's like when he's older

Notes:

He dyed his hair partially white to honor his past self and to signify how he's accepted his past as part of himself

He's aroace! Never ends up settling down with anyone and is perfectly happy and content about it <3

Not depicted here but for his career I imagine he goes into computer programming!

I'm thinking he maybe becomes roommates with Andrew, no matter what though him and Andrew remain very close

The main conflict for the epilogue's story is that Omori develops a tendency to overwork himself, which is something his friends help him deal with

#omori #omori au #amnesiac omori au #omori omori #omori (character) #omori sunny #sunny omori #siren art #still need to decide how the characters decide when omori's birthday is... #its either the day he was actually created (so sometime in october i imagine) #or the day he became a human (so sometime in june) #not july 20th though i know thats his 'canon' birthday but only cause its sunny's. omori deserves his own birthday #also the one of omori and sunny looks very similar to smth ive drawn before right down to the expressions if you know what it is no you don #it was unintentional i prommy #also you may remember my drawing of omori at the end of the story where his eyes are a slightly different color #i changed my mind on that they just remain black i think its cool that way

[chushanye]

"my interpretation is more meaningful than yours" this "___ piece of media is objectively bad" that. yeah, well have you considered I'm having fun? 🤨 have you considered that I strive to be joyful rather than striving to prove the worth of my opinions? 🙄

#analysis of meaning is great but dont let art elitism/perfectionism convince you you need to have the ultimate and perfect #reading or interpretation #or that the joy and entertainment you derive from a piece of media is directly correlated with how intellectual you can be about it #sometimes the goal is just entertainment #and thats okay #this is not to discourage media literacy or criticism of any kind #but it is to discourage people making others feel bad for not being #'smart enough to understand the TRUE interpretation of xyz' #like some of you are starting to sound like rick and morty 'you need a high IQ for this show' dudebros #esp when you say shit like 'cant ppl do better analysis then a 3rd grader' for shit that literally comes down to personal opinion #like ik some ppl miss the entire point of a piece very often and i find that frustrating too #but lets be real some of yall just attack other peoples interpretations cause they contradict your own #and not cause theyre actually problematic or misinterpretations #'a nihilist reading of this character is much more meaningful than an autistic reading' what if i killed you #both is good. jesus i thought yall liked bisexuals. #I AM SLAPPING A COEXIST STICKER ON YOUR FOREHEAD but instead of religious symbols its fandom #multiple readings can exist at once please ppl for gods sake #fandom #long notes #important

[hassianlovebot]

im gonna be honest i always get so confused by players not being able to get star quality dishes it usually only takes me like two or three tries. what are y'all doing

#giga lucky rng maybe #im not entirely sure how it grades the cooking actually #cause i dont think its fully rng? #idk! #i feel so bad ajkdhg usually i understand complaints and im like yeah i get it ive experienced that too lets hold hands bestie #but ive been lucky at getting star dishes since i started playing alhdg #<suffering from success #and thats without all of the ingredients being starred! sometimes i have all starred but usually i dont #genuinely what is happening in your games!! is your rng that bad!!!! i think you need to restart!!!!!!! #aldhgl

[savetheghost]

save do you have any tips for managing migraines

uhhhhhh lessee

personally i have prescriptions for it cause mine screwed my brain up but obvious ones like proper rest + maybe log what you eat and see if theres any correlation + general put nutrients in your body stuff which is actually kind of hard to keep track of

i have some REALLY WEIRD scent based triggers so i have to stay away from ammonia-like scents and eucalyptus cause those will put my ass out flat IMMEDIATELY, thats not an everyone thing but maybe note if theres sensory stuff around you that might be a trigger

for me warm toned lights and screen tints are way better than cool tones/white light and if youve got light colored eyes wear amber tinted sunglasses outdoors

water + salty snack > pedialite > gatorade and depending on caffeine sensitivity maybe moderate that cause it can either help or hurt, kinda depends on the person, but water and saltines will get you electrolytes and its cheap as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck even if it doesnt taste as great as gatorade

sunlight on your skin and not in your eyeballs

also vitamin d just in general helps but its way better to actually use the sun for that than trying to digest it so like just 10ish minutes in the sun is what my neurologist recommended on top of taking 2000mg tablets

thats what ive got off the top of my head

#im not a neurologist but i dont get them as bad anymore at least #also if learning what you feel like beforehand so you can nip it before it starts helps a LOT #if you can take a painkiller before it starts itll do way more for you #but also dont undertreat it like dont stick it out thats what fucked me up hardcore just take the painkiller #i have to take at least 800mg of ibuprofen if i even sniff a migraine coming on but check with a doc before you do that #i also gotta pair it with sumatriptan and i can only do that 3 times a month Or Else #if ibuprofen doesnt knock it outta me its an er trip and they stuff an iv in me and pump my ass so full of drugs #oh also too much water can also cause migraines #best to stick with the 8 8oz a day thing and not go too far over #but yeah being proactive and preventative is better than coasting and treating them when they come #sometimes ill sip a little pickle juice causenits got magnesium and potassium on top of the sodium for electrolytes #i know food logs arent GREAT but they can help with stuff like this even just kinda checking in on if youre getting everything you need #i go sorta peasant with it like as long as ive had a couple greens in a week i should be good to go #snap peas or artichoke hearts or other really solid veggables #or #god bless #The Cucumber #cucumbers are the powerhouse of the vegatable

[prototypelq]

....while I haven't played the ubisoft avatar game myself, or more accurately, I have obsessively played the x360 one, I doubt it could be better than the Ancient Forest of Monster Hunter World.

I have. Never seen a jungle location be this layered, vertical and complex, while also remaining extremely readable. Like, there'a and easy route around the map and insides of a giant tree in the center of it, to act as a crossing or shortcut. However, the actual map is... so much more detailed than just this.

There are vine swing-jumping sections which open up new pathways for you, there are less noticeable vines to climb, which reveal new arboreal pathways ahead. There is an entire 'jungle-catwalk' section right near the dragon nest at the top of the giant tree. You cannot navigate these additional paths with map, it is much more simple and natural just to remember them and trust your memory on this.

It's just I have spawned in a rainy weather for the first time, and started exploring these vines, and this has been THE Avatar experience. Honestly no other game has ever made a more natural and interesting forest to explore than this one.

I genuinely did not anticipate this level of detail, beauty and meticulous attention to everything from a game about exterminating dinodragons. I picked it up for the Monster Hunter part of it the title, but let me tell you the World part is the actual gem of the game for me, I am in love with this.

#the joy i felt when getting through the jungle vine-swinging and exploring all while it was raining is hard to properly convey #i am super glad this is the time i stumbled into this game cause i needed exactly that #weapon upgrade tree is still stupid tho #but yeah otherwise im loving this game very very much #i want to spend an entire day petting jagras i love them #pukei the trashchild i despise and love hunting you #also that one riverbed near barroth with the flowers? i want to spend my vacation there it is so peaceful and gorgeous #thankfully the mudmonsters didn't trample the flowers #i succesfully stole a dragon egg yay i have no idea why i did it #this is very much a conquistador simulator you get to enjoy the unconwuered lands while simultaneously extracting them dry and bringing #extinction to everything living in there thankfully this is a game and it is fun but sometimes it still rubs me wrong #well learn the real monsters were humans all along #(ive heard that the lore suggests the mh organisations are actually very aware of ecological repercussions however this is not felt in game #monster hunter world #mh world #mhw #btw my cat squire is very stupid he always turns away from the camera literally always #guess thats what i get for naming him rootbeer i still love my little gremlin son he helps out a lot #unrelated - I would rather uninstall then game than ever change that skull helmet #i do really dislike that some elemental damage requires iron weapons because of that #i dont mind iron weapons but cmon insect glaive has my buddy on it he would be much more comfortable on a bone handle

[ozymoron]

reading posts that come across my dash and sitting for a minute to debate with my mental disorder if not reblogging this will mean a hell portal will open beneath my feet and i will suffer for eternity for my lack of action or if its all good and i can just scroll on by (its usually the hell portal thing)

#⚠️ #personal #having ocd makes making moral decisions so fucking hard for no reason #cause ill see a post thats like info or seems important and like i can tell its that kind of post just by skimming it st first and somethin #clicks in my brain that just tells me if i dont share that post everyone will know and think im a horrible person #regardless of what the actual post is about #i need like a handbook on how to make proper moral decisions #cause like yeah i do care about things i try to share stuff about things i care about and believe are important but sometimes i dont have #the energy to read long as posts and my brain twists it to make it out that people will know and i am the bad guy #idk my ocds telling me even saying this makes me a bad person #the fact i even struggle with this #sometimes i think im not built for social media but really i think social medias not built for people like me #maybe i should get help for my ocd but the idea of describing all the shit going on in my brain to someone just makes me feel scared #cause like i dont know when to draw the line at making something a problem i should actively have a hand in helping #how much is too much when do i stop #<- in regards to my own mental health like the mental exhaustion that can come from it i hope this makes sense #like some things you gotta invest like emotional shit into and like sometimes im just tired and i come on here and im faced with one of #those posts and i just have to debate with myself what the fuck im supposed to do #this is more a me issue than anything i need to sort this shit out with some mental health professional or something #cause like i dont want to have people think i dont care about these things i do and ik pressing reblog takes like no energy but idk man #im not even sure if some of the shit i reblog is cause i care or is just an ocd compulsion #i feel like most times its both #i cant help but think im the problem here i want to be on social media its just so draining having my mind repeatedly hound me for not like #showing enough care (reblogging more posts) about a certain issue online #idk im so tired of it all im so tired of my mind i wish i didnt have ocd #vent #so funny right after i posted this i scrolled down and one of these posts was rigjt beneath it and the debate happens all over again #lord i need to get out of here

[local-limebug]

what the fuck is up with the rise in trans hate how are people this sensitive about what someone else wants to do with their own body

#limebug.txt #literally its my life and i can live it however i want #and if the people around me try to stop me i WILL cut them off idc who they are i'm sorry #just fucking. let people live. god #if i let my hate win the way bigots let theirs win i'd be fucking lynched by religious mobs #insult my identity and i have to deal with it cause its your freedom of speech but i insult yours and i'm gonna go to a fake bad place?? #god i hate religious people sometimes #so many transphobes either call it a mental illness or hate it because god said so and both of those are such STUPID takes #religion. well thats self explanatory #but mental illness?? #that tells me everything i need to know about what they think of actual mentally ill people too #you wanna stop ppl from transitioning because its mental illness?? gonna take away bodily autonomy from other mentally ill ppl too now?? #and ik they do with institutionalization and shit but that's such bs too #people deserve help but they only need to be locked up if they are hurting someone else #that's my controversial opinion for the day: people who only harm themselves dont deserve to have their autonomy taken away #even if they are hurting themselves. you can try to help but if someone doesnt want help then leave them tf alone #and what really differentiaties piercings and tattoos from 'self mutilation' anyway #'god made you one way you cant change' fucking cry about it. humans have made the technology and i am going to utilize it #i will desecrate the face of god without hesitation. #i will mutilate myself gladly. i should have the legally protected right to mutilate myself because it falls under bodily autonomy. #transphobes are not the brightest

[perenlop]

another thing i really love about cassette beasts is like, yes its very obviously got pokemon influence even when you ignore that theyre from the same genre (and i gotta stress INFLUENCE here, not ripoff) but its also got enough content to stand on its own feet. like this isnt just “pokemon to the left”, its a character focused survival story focused on helping out the community and doing your part, that involves connections and fusions and an entire overworld full of puzzles and quests. its a ton of fun

#i was talking to eve about this but i also like how the stuff thats influenced never feels like pretentious? #like the bootlegs are clearly influenced by shinies but theyre also very different- its not just a color swap- theres actual stat changes #and type changes to take into account so it really is a wild card #but that doesn’t necessarily make shinies worse. sometimes a color swap is all you need #or the professor guy in the ranger station whos like an expy of the professors #and part of it is that hes NOT a professor at all actually- hes just a sci fi nerd who loves playing the part #but it doesnt feel like a jab or an edgy parody or anything- not at all #mostly cause they show ingame that he DOES help new wirral a lot and he loves what he does for them #and hes still a useful guy in the game #echoed voice #it also helps that the animals arent your friends like in pokemon fjfjfjfjfj no they hate you #youre collecting data not the actual beasts #there’s no theme about connecting with the beasts or building a symbotic relationship #not out of a select few anyways #i also feel like this is the ideal adult pokemon experience bc its got the same vibe but its distinctly more adult in its themes #like. theres a body count in this game djfjfjfjfj #but it doesnt feel shoehorned in for the sake of going ‘’this aint your GRANDMAS pokemon’’

[whynotimtired]

#like the labrynth or the never ending story.... #i want them to go actually insane #i want it to get so 80s fantastical you dont even fucking know bro.... #when vecna got nancy and the had her princess bride fall through darkness.... i was literally living #i need practical effects i want practical effects i breathe practical effects #people were fr horrified on set by the vecna suit i want THAT #i want them for REAL HORRIFIED by the thesslehydra #also nobody asked but i think theyre going to kill vecna and then its gonna be like. well what now? we just. close the gates? okay #and then the earth shaking roar of the thesslehydra comes from the fissure in the earth and everyone is like....oh no #like we were so distracted by this random dide trying to take over the world we forgot MONSTERS EXIST #and maybe MAYBE vecna is going to unleash his monster army.. maybe on his deathbed hes like. oh. you thought that was it? #the thesslehydra is the boss battle thats all i know #i simply also think that vecna isnt as In Control as he thinks he is #i think we are just distracted cause he has a plan and can talk. its a world full of monsters. he is just a dude #blah blah blah commentary on how sometimes people are the real monsters I DONT CARE #stranger things #st5 speculation #byler #byeler #st theory #stranger things 5 #stranger things theory #vecna/henry/one

[hearties-circus]

And she wonders why I don't talk to her!! I tell her shit and she doesn't care !!

#gamer txt. #were experiencing a massive heatwave my windows open as wide as can be for hours and it doesnt cool down at all #i say i need a fan for my room cause i know my brother had one and i know thats a reasonable request #plus im going to die in my room if i dont get one its an actual fucking sauna in there #and she just goes 'i told you to spend more time helping out around the house' #1. i would if youd tell me what needs to be done!!!!! and 2. i can spend hours out of my room with the window open and itll still melt me #like i do Need to spend time in my room sometimes and id rather not sweat my soul away when i do

[widevibratobitch]

its 'i know it doesnt matter and im used to it at this point but im actually a little sad that im kinda ugly' hours

#its ok ill stop thinking about it in a moment but yeah. thats what happens when i see pictures of myself next to my friends #they're all so hot and beautiful this is like. kinda unfair ngl lol #and like. i realise they dont mean those as actually backhanded compliments. but it sure does feel that way #most of the time i do try to embrace it and ive mostly made piece with the fact that im not here to be pretty but to be weird and funny #peace ffs* #but sometimes you'd just want to see a candid photo someone took of you when you weren't looking #and not feel the need to immediately turn it into a joke because the only alternative available is to confront that the fact that you are. #indeed. Fucking Ugly lol #like idk. i genuinely dont mind that when im with my friends at home. but here all the girls at this fucking uni #are so OBSESSED with their looks #and i was kinda mean to one yesterday. still in a haha-jokey way but goddammit i hate how good it felt #cause like girl. dont think i dont know what you're doing when we're taking selfies. and its okay. #i can be The Ugly Friend That's Only There To Make You Even Prettier. i can be that. but i want you to KNOW that I KNOW. #you're not fooling me darling <3 and i honestly find it even more insulting that you'd think you could lol #babygirl ive been doing *this* my whole life. believe me i know how to stop that fucking behaviour. you're not being as subtle as you think #*spot lol #peace and love but i really would be SUCH a different person if i were pretty its not even funny. so maybe it's for the better huh

[fruitsofhell]

GK and DMK is one of those ships I don’t seek out a lot because a lot of characterization I see of DMK is... rather shallow? Not trying to police writers, but it’s kinda unappealing to write him as being Meta’s opposite and therefore just an annoying horrible person, when he could be much better used as a reflection of Meta to explore sides of his character y’know?

And because of the way I write him in my headcanon to explore Meta’s character he represents a really hyperspecific side of him, which is how messed up he was post Revenge of MK when he had his lil’ wildstreak and fought GK. Which makes him rather dysfunctional and un-romancable as a person, but actually does make that aforementioned relationship kinda interesting with my headcanon, it’s just that they can’t possibly interact lmao.

BUT, I have kinda already thought about the dynamic of that relationship, just in an au with Meta. Cause I explained in one post what that fight between GK and MK meant to Meta - about him facing the sort of monster he was letting himself become - but the idea is like, well what if he just submitted to that? If he just let that bitterness and resentment towards Dreamland consume him and found solace in the man from the myth he once saw as a boogeyman and now sees as a fellow outcast?

I guess that would be the dynamic my GK and DMK, and especially thinking about how DMK also got his ass sealed away in a little prismatic prison, they have even more reasons to relate to eachother lol. So now that’s something I actually want to explore, and I kinda hope there are other people who write that but like idk.

The other thing though is that I really REALLY don’t think this relationship is healthy, it’s literally built on the two’s bitterness and specifically on MK/DMK having a massive morality complex. And in general I feel like fandom shipping as a culture likes to lack nuance in stuff like this, so I might have to be the change I want see in the world (not actually adding anything just sitting and thinking about this in my head).

#kirby #galacta knight #dark meta knight #my kirby headcanon #shut the heck up #(<--talking tag) #once again not putting this in the ship tag cause i dont want to annoy peoplehdjs #i hope i dont sound like an annoying anti ship person i just think it can be kinda sadly shallow at times #thinking about characters just as whos dolls can i mash together instead of just a way to explore characterization and dynamics #but i digress people are just havin fun #will admit my dmk is less complete as a person because of how i write him but i feel like thats what hes made for #a bit of a decorative object #which makes the relationship with gk even more toxic than with mk cause he is lacking personhood outside of the traits drawing him to gk #sometimes you just need to make a deeply fucked up man who represents everything wrong with another fucked up man

[sincerity--extreme]

It's almost 2am and I was sitting here think, it's so unfair that some people have like, 3 cars in their garage and spend an obscene amount of money every week in unnecessary things while others need to not eat 4, sometimes not even the main 3 meals a day in order to not run out of food and have to wait until the following month to get more, I see like a spoiled teenager throwing a huge tantrum because they wanted a 2 million car and got a 1 million one instead while I stand in front of my half empty pantry/fridge and think to myself how is it possible to have such different realities all over the world

And I'm in no way judging those teenagers btw, 90% of them just turned out like that because of how they're raised and hopefully they'll learn to be better eventually, besides every human being also gets upset over stupid things sometimes, sometimes I cry because I can't buy a thing I definitely don't need but really really wanted, a little treat at the supermarket, a little toy at the store, new hoodie, new boots... My point here is that some people have absolutely everything they want in the world handed to them in the blink of an eye regardless if they deserve those things or not and others suffer every single day to get the bare minimum and some don't even get the bare minimum at all

#and that's just my reality #there's a lot of people in even worse situations #actually starving people out there #of course I'm aware of that #but sometimes you can't fully comprehend some stuff unless it happens to you #it doesn't make you a bad person unless you judge or laugh at those in complicated situations #and that's what happened to me #never judged and always helped but didn't really understood difficulty cause my financial life while I was a kid was great #then it got bad #then worse #then it was ok #then it got really bad again and now we're in the bad phase again #and it's terrifying #we all need food access to helth and entertainment #but thats just a reality for a very small percentage of the world #I need to pick between having enough food for the month or getting to live a little for that month #most of the times you obviously got to choose to survive but getting to live is a necessity too #otherwise mental health will decay so much it'll eat you alive #and mine is only getting worse by the day #lack of access to therapy is really getting to me #but yeah that's enough rambling #sorry everyone

[arolesbianism]

Mizuki vc calling all besties, survive

#rat rambles #sekai posting #in other news I am NOT ok #read the new story. oh baby. #ok ok look at me look at me. this gave me so much that I wanted and more #the big thing is that Im so so happy that they had mizuki relate to mafuyu the way they did #and Im also so glad that they tapped into the mizuki being the token good homelife haver here #Ive always felt that theyre the one with the most reference on what a healthy family looks like and as such felt that theyd best recognise #the true horror of mafuyu's home life #their home was their only safe space for a long time so the idea of losing that hits especially hard for them #also the whole thing abt them realising it was them 'running away' from their problems that ultinately saved them hit me hard #it just hits rly close to home for me. cause thats how shit really is sometimes. sometimes the best you can do is survive in the moment #and I think mafuyu rly needed to be told that. that sometimes you just need to survive moments. its not much but its the most they can do #godddd I love mizuki sm this was such a good mizuki event #also mafuyu. god. mafuyu. fuck man. mafuyu #all the scenes with them broke my fucking heart. and the scene with their mom. I wanted to kill that bitch. holy fucking shit #mafuyu is so so scared rn. theyre in a rly rly scary place. their rapidly losing the only comfort they had and its genuienly rly scary #its also so magical to me watching how far theyve come. they love 25ji so much. they have gotten so much better at expeessing themself to #what rly gets me is just how much their growth shows even outside of 25ji. as they grow closer to a self thats theirs it becomes harder to #hide that self and that in particular is very relatable to my own experiences #god. fucking hell. Im going to kill a man

[homoeroticvillain]

i think you guys underestimate how much aesthetics and romanticizing shit can do

#like obviously you can go too far thats how everything works i shouldnt need to say that #but if making smth cute or making yourself feel like the main character is what it takes to like be productive or do selfcare #then fuck yeahh dude #sorry im just so happy im like doing shit again #i just feel a lot better lately #like sure sometimes i remember the mental illnesses but ive just felt better lately #and honestly a big part of it is cause i just romanticized the hell outta it #sorry i keep talking about how i feel so much better lately but tbf im allowed to be proud of myself #klepto talks to himself