#cause i’ve had to change

[cotgar2]

Happy New Years to everyone this post happens across! Here’s to the next year being full of stupid bullshit (in a good way, shenanigans and shit) 🥂

Revenge from two years ago >:)

#man I broke my tradition! that being me scrambing to finish by midnight #had to schedule this cause I finished 3 hours too early :( rats #well better than me being past 12:00 and on a time crunch :p #my art #fanart #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma greed #greed the avaricious #greedling #fma ling #ling yao #comparing all 3 side by side I’m so happy my stuff’s gotten more dynamic !! #also I’ve gotten better at the selfie pose lmao #(helps that I used a reference this time) #I wanted to change that up this year but whoopsies

[alangdorf]

Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol

#len’en #yabusame houlen #suzumi kuzu #tsubakura enraku #haiji senri #art #digital #there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it #and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone #also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out #you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm) #started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL) #didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb #too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life #also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had #completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol…… #*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable #OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but #I’ll go check my likes #anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing #edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something? #did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking

[rotzaprachim]

atm i am so fucking close to deleting this blog

#I’ve had it for like. 6 years??? It has brought me great enjoyment in some difficult times #Fundamentally I did not come on here to be anyone’s antisemitism expert and the mass change in traffic in three weeks makes me very very #Worried!!!’ #I came on here to have a funky good time with my friends and I think there are many many #Very important political causes to worry about and work on!

[bluebelleisabelle]

Update on my Frankie slime that no one asked for 💀

I decided to take a video to really… narrow in on those fine details 💀

#I’m probably gonna discard it as sad as that sounds XD #unless someone has advice on how to fix it #cause I’ve had slime that has the opposite affect #really sticky to the point where it can’t even be played with without melting all over your fingers T-T #but this is just weird #to be loved is to be changed ig #monster high #frankie stein #mh #g3 monster high #g3 frankie stein #monsterhighg3 #frankiesteing3 #monster high slime #mh slime #Frankie stein slime

[needylittlegirl]

theres a 99% chance we’re gonna move so i have to start packing little things now cause it makes the transition easier but i hate it i dont want to

#i know i sound like am immature little kid just pouting and stomping my foot #but i’ve had to move every two years since i was like 14 for so many different reasons #each place ive moved to just got increasingly worse so i think i have the right to pout like a 14 yr old girl #but its just dumb #if i start taking stuff down now itll make it easier to leave cause it wont feel like my space by then #its what ive always done #if i pack weeks ahead of time it just feels like im leaving a hotel or something #but right nows the hard part #im not even over my childhood home/s #i cant talk about those without crying and its been 20 years #i’d just like to stay in one place for awhile #we wont be going far cause me and my sister both have jobs right here but #its still different #im tired of seeing my stuff in boxes im tired of not feeling safe in my own space #it all just makes me so unstable cause i cant plant my roots anywhere #idk maybe its stupid #if everything goes according to plan #we’ll probably be moving a little after memorial day #and all i want to do is lock my door and refuse to let anyone do anything #im still just that little girl that was leaving her childhood bedroom and moving hours away #tbd #i didnt even get to skate today cause its raining #whatever im gonna get in bed and watch movies til i can go to sleep #if ive been bad at responding to msgs or not posting as much . this is why 👍 #any sort of change like this makes me isolate myself like crazyy

[princeofyorkshire]

ok boys it’s not even 8 am but i need to ask. what url should i go for after christmas

#HOW THE FUCK IS THAT AVAILABLEEEEE #anyway should i abandon My Brand for a canon url. i don’t know #i’m kinda tired of princeofyorkshire cause it’s sooo long #but i love it i’ve had the same url for years #I AM NOT CHANGING MY ICON DO NAWTTT WORRY #help a girlie out …. #**

[dol-dee]

Hm I would love to continue Dee's dol journey and play it more but I feel like I’m starting to run out of stuff

#atm I’m mostly thinking about it and not really playing it much anymore #i know there’s still a lot I haven’t done but I hadn’t expected that the content for the LIs would run out so quickly #now tbf I still have Kylar to explore but I’m just not that I to them so their whole.. thing (gestures vaguely) will happen when it happens #actually I’m being unfair I only mean Sydney when I say that #..and Avery #cause I know you can basically romance everyone without consequences but: #i ​wont ever romance Robin bc I’d like to uphold that personal moral for Dee #Kylar will happen when it happens but I unfortunately didn’t click with them as much as I had hoped #Eden didn’t do much for me < also unfortunately and unexpectedly #im kinda working on Alex but imma be honest the whole farm/wren thing is really tedious #although I’m slowly working on it #and then Whitney…. I’m tempted but also my petty ass doesn’t want to let them win #plus i feel like it would be somewhat ooc for Dee #yeh she doesn’t hate him as much anymore bc there’s bigger fish to deal with now but he hasn’t really changed his behavior at all #again I would be on Whitney if I could retaliate and not let myself be dragged around like a chew toy #dol rambles #ah i forgor the woods and the hawk. so I’ve tried the wolves in one run it was okay but the ongoing 10+ wolf sex encounters tire me out #<not like that

[poohbea]

Thank you to tiktok for introducing me to Badjhur (again) because holy fuck 😮‍💨🫠

#⊹ ⋆ﾟ꒰ఎ pooh’s rambling again ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ #his COD audios just hit #the konig one OH MY GOODNESS #I’m listening to his ghost ones currently but I think I prefer his konig one better 👀 #I’m going through his whole soundgasm rn and lemme tell you THERE IS A LOT OF STUFF #my only critique would be that he does try a little hard to get that deep gruff voice at times but this is the one case I can look past it #cause these audios are really entertaining and the dialogue just be hitting #I recall in the past I said I didn’t like him but I think I’ve had my mind changed listening to some of his other stuff

[lesbiansanemi]

I think… I have figured out the reason I never get gendered as a guy anymore and it’s making me have…. A lot of really complex feelings

#most of my life I’ve been VERY androgynous #and ever since I cut off all of my hair when I was 16 and started dressing in men’s clothes #I tended to get gendered as a man or woman p equally by strangers #(until I talked because my voice tends to be a give away which is a whole other thing I have Thoughts about but that’s a different issue) #but in the past oh… idk… six months or so? I literally NEVER get gendered as a guy #it has happened ONCE #like sure ppl will ask for my pronouns but I know that’s just cuz I look like stereotypical genderqueer afab person #it’s not cuz they can’t tell what my gender is… #and I’ve been wondering what’s so different. why don’t I ever get gendered as a man anymore #I haven’t changed how I dress I still have a masculine haircut most of the time my facial features obviously haven’t changed #SO WHAT DID #I… I’ve figured it out…. #I’ve gained weight. but only in my hips and thighs #all my pants that I’ve had for YEARS are suddenly too tight and too small around my hips and thighs #I’ve NEVER had curves anywhere before I was always stuck straight and now… I do #and like part of me wants to be happy. I’m gaining weight!!! I’ve always been so horrendously underweight #and I’ve battled severe disordered eating for so long that was the cause #this past year I’ve actually very steadily been eating three meals a day instead of one #I can eat whole portions without getting sick #and I’m really proud of myself for that like I’m def not upset I’m gaining weight #it’s just. it’s just that it’s literally all in my hips and thighs #and it’s giving me a more feminine figure which I’ve NEVER had before #and I know your body goes through more changes in your twenties and that’s probably part of it too #it’s just. I don’t want this. I don’t like this. #I haven’t felt genuinely dysphoric in a long time and now I want to crawl out of my skin whenever I look in a full body mirror #cuz I see it now. I see the change. and I just. do Not fucking Like It #but I can’t do anything about it 😭 #and idk what to do #ugh #kaz rambles

[dr-lizortecho]

for the first time ever a part of me wants to change my url to drlizortecho but also- I’m so attached to the one I’ve been using this entire time…

#I won’t #it’s just- I’ve never ever ever wanted to change it before I realized that drlizortecho is available #cause at one point I had wanted it to be lizortecho but that done been taken

[puppyeared]

Trick or treat

#no idea if I’m gonna go thru with this sketch cause this is the 6th time I’ve changed it LMAO #but I like it.. he’s adorable j love him #first fictional crush I’ve had in the longest time since sonic the hedgehog in 2nd grade #dcmk #detective conan case closed #magic Kaito #kuroba kaito #kaitou kid #detco #doodles #my art #myart #yes he is supposed to be asking shinichi for candy in that sketch

[arthur-r]

something’s just not right / there’s hunger in my eyes, but you’re not looking into mine / in the morning light / i wake up next to you, but we’re no longer entwined / i want to love you with a ravenous hunger, tear your flesh into mine / you say you like me, but you’d rather that i listen quiet, keep it all inside / i romanticize a lust for blood and the glint of evil in your eyes / any kind of sign, something to tell me that your heart is burning just like mine / rend me to pieces if that’s what it takes to tell me that i taste divine / there’s something wrong but i just can’t quite place it, leave me on the precipice, i’m fine / something awakening and stirring inside me / i’m gearing up, your pretense in decline / i slice my heart up on a platter and find that you don’t even wanna dine / i gave my soul up, you can eat me raw / diced up and vulnerable, i’m yours to try / you’re glancing to the side, bored, and find that you don’t even wanna dine!!!!

#round 2 of recording my loser boring cannibalism song #(it has more words now. it is still not a complete song but it is getting somewhere….) #basically i really like cannibalism as a literary device and devouring somebody and being like violently enamored #and i convinced myself that my relationship was really good and healthy and i just don’t know how to handle a Good Normal Relationship #but secretly loving somebody should be at least a LITTLE BIT like cannibalism. especially if you’re me #so i got really hungry and he didn’t ever lift a finger for me or smile in my direction #and i wish he would just be hungry for me back. kill me a little bit if it would mean you care #i just thought that Normal People should be Normal about each other and he was just being Normal about me #when he like. did not prioritize me ever. and was only affectionate when he was drunk 🫠 #he does NOT deserve to be the one who ended the relationship!!!! #anyway i would rather he eat me alive than not even look at me. and that’s what this song is about #and i’m gonna raise my standards so much fucking higher. he should be fucking hungry for me actually #literally and figuratively shdhdf i was always the one to invite him to dinner too. #and he was SHIT at communion motif. that guy had awful fucking table manners why did i date him #anyway shdhdf. idk here is round two of my hungry song #i’ve already changed the lyrics a little since recording this a couple mornings ago but it’s FINE my roommate is in here so can’t re-record #but: there’s something wrong but i’m not ready to face it. actually. cause it was so fucking obvious i was just willfully ignorant #anyways!! i’m feeling a little weird today and i haven’t done anything and i want to play music but i can’t. so i’m posting a song instead #and later i might be going to a concert?? we’ll see. if i’m feeling better physically by then!! #anyway i hope everybody is doing okay and lmk if you need anything!! sincerely arthur #me. my post. mine. #delete later (probably) #music

[sammygender]

people are absolutely insane about trevor from shameless. i’ve seen multiple people call him “emotionally and sexually manipulative” girl?? on the emotional and sexual manipulation show??? or they hate him for that one time he told ian to get over monica being a bitch to him like come off it it was one line and he was already in a bad mood

#coming out as a trevor-from-shameless enthusiast. only trans guy i’ve ever seen in media and hes changed my life i cant believe they had an #actual trans guy on shameless. insane. #‘sexually manipulative’ not gonna lie to you i feel like trevor’s one of the few guys that ian dates who can’t be construed as ‘sexually #manipulative’ #they just hate him cause he isn’t mickey and he’s trans</3 one of those is valid but the others… #shameless #oliver talks #it’s just SO FUNNY when people bitch about trevor being a bit of an asshole sometimes #mickey was a violent homophobe for like three seasons according to my sister he’s STILL lowkey homophobic IN SEASON ELEVEN😭😭 #and obviously i love mickey milkovich but like cmon guys. you’re on trevor’s case for being a bit insensitive #a bit of an asshole and a little annoying? on the annoying insensitive asshole show? #it’s SHAMELESS. yet he’s the only #one you call #problematic🤨 #always the lip fans (i love lip) #trevor shameless

[qkmlh]

Out of curiosity what are y’all’s go-to comfort kdramas?? Not in the sense the drama itself has comfort, but that it’s comforting to y’all~ Could be from any year and genre ♪( ´▽｀)

Mine are Strong Woman Do Bong Soon, W: Two Worlds, & The K2!! ‎(˶╹̆ ▿╹̆˵)و✧♡

#Lowkey realizing my top 3 can all be different points on a single chart hnnn #Anyways this is also my way of asking for recs cause it’s been a hot minute since I’ve properly watched a kdrama so let’s see I’m curious as #to what I’ve missed :> #Strong Woman Do Bong Soon #SWDBS #W: Two Worlds #W #The K2 #Kdramas #Kdrama Recommendations #7 years later and I’m still willing to fight on my hill screaming Ahn Minhyuk best male romcom lead #HE CHANGED THE GAME FOR ME AS A MALE LEAD IN THE CLASSIC MAIN MALE/2ND MALE LEAD CONUNDRUM AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE THE BESTEST BOI #Min Min & Bong Bong I LIVE for their cutesy cheesy hecking adorable fluff #But also man oh man did it go HARD when it came to angst and horror hnnnn #W…oh W how you ducked me up so bad at some points but were also so ducking /good/ #Had its flaws for sure and there was so much more I wish it had touched up on/executed but I still love what was given so much :(( #The ending had me bawling knowing they /were/ able to make their peace and their happiness and their love TvT #AND THE K2 OH THE K2 MY G O D ! ! ! I’ve never been one for political dramas but I was HOOKED from beginning to end and idc what anyone says #Go Anna I love you Kim Jeha I love you all the wonderful silly and lowkey insane side characters I love you #THEIR GROWTHS AND RELATIONSHIPS MADE FROM BEGINNING TO END AAAHHHHHHH #AND MY GOOD GOD OUR LEADING ANTAGONISTIC COUPLE THEY WERE SO DUCKING MESSY AND AWFUL AND FASCINATING AS CHARACTERS #After everything their ending felt so fitting and compelling to me #Ani Rambles #Tag Bait

[garoujo]

also i think my body hates titanium grade piercing jewellery :< i swear none of my piercings ever heal if it’s that metal!!!

#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry. #grrrrr i’m gonna change my nose ring to gold i think #cause it’s just never healed n i’ve had it since like august #it’s so annoying #i had the same problem w 4 / 6 of my lobe piercings also </3

[rosicheeks]

i am a little worried about you Princess. are you ok?

#I’m doing….. okay?????? #I love my new job so that’s great #I get to be with puppies all day #have to do a lot of cleaning but they are worth it 🫶 #but my depression and anxiety have been baaaaaaad lately #I have a few ideas why my depression has been rough lately #but that doesn’t make it any easier #I want to work and be with dogs all day every day but I can’t work thaaaat much (only part time) #also it doesn’t pay amazingly unfortunately so I’ll probably have to find another job on top of it #especially with my 26th birthday coming A LOT faster than I’d like #I’ve had to do a lot of cleaning and packing which is completely fair since my parents want to have people over for the holidays #totally totally fair #but it’s also sad cause I have to box up a lot of my stuff/hobbies #like I boxed up practically all of my painting stuff since idk when I’ll be able to do that again #my room is jam packed with shit so I’ve only been home to sleep #spend the rest of the time in the car but it’s not really mine so I can’t smoke in here so half of the time I fall asleep #idk idk idk I just feel like I’m complaining all the damn time so I’m trying to shut up and keep it to myself a bit #it’s just the same thing over and over again and nothing is gonna change unless I move #and that’s incredibly unrealistic right now #also I’m worried about my dad more and more each day so that doesn’t help #I want to do something with him or for him but our relationship hasn’t been the best and idk how to fix it #and I’m terrified something is going to happen and I won’t be able to #oooofda that was a lot #and that was only a little bit of what’s going on #but at least I have a job now so that’s cool haha #sometime I’ll have to show you guys some puppy pics I have so many now haha #thanks for checking in lovely #I hope you’ve been doing ok 🫶 #ask