#cause i knew this was gonna happen.

[leaffsheep]

Just know that no matter what I am CONSTANTLY thinking about the fact that Bilbo is one of the main reasons why Thorins goldsickness went away

#i screamed when I saw how bilbos voice took thorin out of that whole hallucination thing #cause I fucking KNEW that was gonna happen #they are so in love #also I know he heard the voices of the rest of the company too #but I’m mainly talking about how bilbo was the last one he heard before he snapped out of it #the hobbit #bilbo baggins #thorin oakenshield #bagginshield #thilbo

[pcktknife]

I have to be up at 7 and it is 5 o clock 🫡

#i always fucking do this on days i need to be up early #but i knew it was gonna happen cause last 2 days ive been stayin up til the skys blue ( -_-) #everyone send me energies that will knock me out cold but only until 7 oclock pls n thanks 🙏🏾 #kae.txt

[hamartia-grander]

Just a reminder for fellow Luis stans, when he was at Umbrella he worked on the Nemesis project, not on the T-virus. It's definitely likely, considering that the Nemesis project resulted from mutations in the T-virus, that Luis was aware of it and knew how it worked, but I think we collectively forget sometimes that he didn't actually help make the T-virus or work on it or any of that. His role was researching and developing Nemesis and the NE-α Type parasitic species, specifically. He also worked in Europe, not in the US. Obviously you can have whatever headcanons you want about his involvement in the T-virus, the more the angstier, but canonically he wasn't a part of that research team and was most likely entirely isolated from the T-virus and its development. For analyses and such

#He also left Umbrella well before Raccoon City so he most likely guessed what they were up to before it happened #it wasn't until RC that he bothered covering his tracks and going into hiding cause the govt started looking for Umbrella scientists #It's most likely he never even saw the Nemesis itself be created he just knew it was gonna happen #resident evil #Luis Serra #Luis Serra Navarro #resident evil 4 remake #resident evil 4 #resident evil analysis #technically idk #I put some opinions in there

[clouvu]

Back at it again with my delusions

#genshin impact #arledrone #arlecchino #sandrone #so rumors are spreading that arlecchino and sandrone are gonna be fontaine's harbingers and I have never felt so hyped in my life fr #when i first thought abt arledrone it was more of a silly goofy joke a laugh a giggle a chortle cause I knew DAMN well that like #It was incredibly unlikely that we'd get much about them together other than maybe corresponding voicelines abt eachother #but you're telling me they're gonna be TOGETHER in FRANCE on a DATE????? im climbing up a tree and chewing on bark as we speak #there may also be a smidgen of a chance mhy will pull an eisr and against all odds they somehow never actually talk to eachother #or its a different combination of harbingers heading to fontaine #and if that happens my joker arc will start fr this time #unless its arle x bina in france #then maybe ill forgive their sins. Just by a smidge

[sherlock-is-ace]

the imposter syndrome i feel every time i even slightly think i might be autistic is insane, specially for a person who highly relates to the lived experiences of people who are professionally diagnosed.

Like I was just watching this one youtuber, and she was talking about very specific examples in her life and childhood where she saw autistic traits that made her realize she was autistic and then seek a diagnosis and then get one, and everything she was saying was like she was describing my life! But yeah no, I can't be autistic tho

#and one thing that has been filling me with dread (as if it was relevant lol) is the idea of seeking a diagnosis and #either not geting it because it's already so hard to find a diagnosis for '''''''women''''''' (afabs) #and that will make me doubt myself even more! but most importantly those around me who already don't believe me #but also i'm very scared about this one thing in particular which is the talking to your parents portion of the diagnosis #where the therapist will want to talk to people who knew me as a child... and that person will have to be my mom #and i'm pretty sure she will dismiss most signs. like she would either not bring them up because ''they're normal'' #or play them as less important than they were #or maybe she didn't even notice them! because most of my struggles are internal! #things like being bullied or having no friends or liking a routine #idk if she'll be able to talk about all those #because my bullying wasn't violent it was mostly dismissive #my ''friends'' weren't really friends like i didn't CARE for them as maybe someone would have #and also they would leave me for no reason at all out of the blue... so i don't think even THEY considered ME a friend #and liking routine i guess she could say i prefered it but she doesn't know to the extent i hated going off it #i'm sure she forgot about the time i cried (as a 10 year old so not THAT young) because they made us change classroom #and i didn't know that was gonna happen... it was added to the anxiety that i thought my mother wouldn't be able to find me #but like the unknown classroom traumatized me (to this day i get anxious just thinking about that) #like... all those things i don't think she would bring up (if she could even) and i fear that will make me not get a diagnosis #not that this is a thing that's gonna happen cause as i established i cannot afford a therapist nor i'll ever get a diagnosis i don't think #so like it's not relevant #but i am anxious about it nonetheless #angel talks #personal #idk what's my point with this post btw i'm just venting and creaming to the void #dkfjhgdfg

[dirtytransmasc]

I'm sorry but the moment Alicent decided to obey her father she knew what was going to happen she knew she would have to have sex with him and have heirs. It's the only reason viserys remarried

"decided"????

what else was she meant to do? this was a day and age where women, especially young girls were controlled by their fathers, to some if not a great extent until they were married off (children of nobles typically betrothed for political reasons not love, these betrothals arranged by their fathers to whoever they pleased and saw fit, no matter what it could mean for the daughter). was she supposed to say no? was she supposed to disobey? what could have happened to her if she did? there was no point in which she could say no, when she could disagree. she was a girl, a child, all she could do was bite her tongue and pray for a miracle, pray for Viserys to not take to her, that at the very least he would wait to get her pregnant (the fact a 14 year old had to worry about that is sickening)

she was 14, she was grieving Aemma and reliving the pain of the loss of her mother, her father gave her an order, though disguised as a suggestion, one she could not deny. it didn't mean she wanted to, it didn't mean she wanted him to marry her, it doesn't mean she would have been forced to bear heirs as a child herself (especially because Aemma died because Viserys tried to get her pregnant to young and cause long lasting health issues that eventually lead to her fatal pregnancy), it doesn't mean she wanted any of it. but she didn't have any other choice, she didn't have a choice when her father sent her to his chambers, when Viserys claimed her hand, when Viserys assumed her consent and raped her in their marital bed, when she bore multiple children before she was 18, when she had to take care of him in his illness, when she had to practically rule in his stead. women didn't have choices at the time, nine of it was s choice she could have said no to, she just had to take it, all of it, cause her father told her to and it's her duty to obey him, and then Viserys married her and it was her duty to serve him.

y'all are so quick to blame a CHILD for the actions of her father and the king himself and forgetting the time and place she was in. nothing she could have done would have spared her fate, if not bringing her a worse one.

#I swear to god #I need people to think critically #“oh yes the 14 year old girl who lives in a patriarchal society that actively harms women who dont obey should have disobeyed her father #and king. all her pain and trauma is her fault cause she did what was expected of her and obeyed the men in her life so now she deserves no #pity whats so ever. this is a sane take to have“ #I actually can't #even if she wasnt a child. she was a somewhat powerful mans daughter. she had to fill his expectations of her that was her duty. #she was in danger otherwise #being a child just makes it even more depressing #and just because she knew what was going to happen to her doesn't make it ok nor does it equal consent #it was still forced marriage with dubcon to straight up rape #you can't deny that #alicent hightower #pro alicent hightower #pro team green #hotd #house of the dragon #lets see how long it takes to get hate for this post #the audacity #“well she knew what was gonna happen” #actually never speak again #this anon picked the wrong god damned day #I wanna commit a felony #why do people think what happened to her was ok?

[jeysuso]

Sami Zayn & Jey Uso - WWE Friday Night Smackdown 24th February 2023

#jey uso #sami zayn #wweedit #friday night smackdown #wwe smackdown #isn't this...... so gay #seriously. #ALSO i never heard michael cole bring attention to the look between them at the end in the replay #like i can't work out if that's a 'we're in cahoots' look and jey knew this was gonna happen the whole time #or if it's a 'i'm letting you leave' look because jey won't hurt sami #or 'if you come near me i'm gonna have to hurt you cause that's my blood' look #i can't FIGURE IT OUT #it's all so strange because you'd think jey would throw himself in that ring #as soon as sami laid hand on his brother #but he doesn't #he stops rushing AS SOON AS sami gets the upper hand #almost as if he was going to protect sami from jimmy instead...... 👀👀 #cause that sixth gif is jey LOOKING AT JIMMY. #he isn't looking at sami there he's looking at his brother #and he looks PISSED. #idk man. idk. #all i know is they're in love bye #mine*

[whynotimtired]

Thinking about how there was like half a day where mike knew it was requited....

#im not joking like what did he think about #how many things probably clicked in his head the second he knew will loved him #and the painting WAS for a crush but not ANGELA it was HIM which makes sense cause el said he was acting weird and will WAS acting weird #i bet he was like OH. HE WAS JEALOUS WHILE I WAS JEALOUS. OH #mike hasnt looked away from the painting once but hes gone over the past 3 years at least 7 times in his head kdndndnd #STOP KDBDBDBD THAT ONE MEME WITH THE TWO PEOPLE LOOKING OUT THE BUS WINDOWS #WILL MUFFLING HIS SOBS CAUSE HE JUST PUSHED THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE TOWARDS HIS GF WITH HIS OWN FEELINGS #AND MIKE IS ON THE OTHER SIDE LOOKING AT THE PAINTING WITH HEARTS FLOATING AROUND HIS HEAD THINKING ABOUT HOW WILL LOVES HIM DKSNDNND #can we start getting au's where the pizza place went different and mike was never pushed off track #im waiting patiently. #byler #will byers #stranger things #byeler #mike wheeler #mike wheeler is gay #like what if mike got really bold cause when he finally knew will liked him there was nothing to be afraid of #like whats he gonna do?? reject him??? call him queer???? theres nothing to be afraid of!! #so mike is just like ok fuck it!! and starts flirting like crazy and will is like WHATS HAPPENING

[finnitesimal]

I think my favorite part of that whole Interaction was that missa moved into the petting zoo side. Like he could have chosen the one that was empty and only had grass but no he wanted to live with the animals.

😬😬😬😬😬

#augustanswers #i knew it was gonna happen #i thought well maybe it wont cause it wasnt a goat maybe its just sheep reskinned with horns but yeah it still charges

[oh-gh0st]

angel killer au makes me. think really hard

#ghost's doodles #oso san posting #ghostoro #choromatsu #its also based on a song ive been listening to lately. and its making me want to claw the walls #they find out he's a demon instead of being the priest they knew for so long... #then he kills them after they find out. smiles #yes this is the angst im gonna do cause love lost. scoffs #either he kills them or he reaps them. soul taking bs happens and now they're also a demon.... yaaaaaa #IDK. smiles at all of you lovingly. i am a sick and twisted being sometimes #i drew this in bed last night at 2 am

[vonlipvig]

i just woke up from a dream where i was rereading this one book that i truly loved, i think i was finishing the first chapter, still meeting all the main characters, and it was like coming home, yknow?

and now that i'm awake i don't think the book exists and i can't help but feel a deep sense of loss.

#i'm really sad i feel like they've taken something important from me #i dont even know what the plot of this book was cause there probably wasn't one #but the protagonist was a college age kid and he met these two scientists? #well he met this scientist guy first and then the first chapter ends when he's going to meet this idk linguist? more academic type guy? #and there's a break right after second guy is gonna walk in and then the chaoter ends with the kid saying something like #'two things were gonna happen: the three of us were going to be a great team #and my girlfriend was gonna leave me' #that was the end of the chapter! i was SO excited to keep reading! cause i knew it was so good! #i know that at some point the kid finds out the two guys were fucking? idk what their deal is they gave me very divorced-but-youre-the-only #-person-icare-abour vibes #and i think the scientist guy kinda looked like a gruffer christopher nolan. my brain is so interesting sometimes. #goodbye book i will miss you forever #dreams tag #according to jules

[eldesperadont]

currently really into ghost the band so im catching up on like 10+ years of content and jesus fucking christ chris jericho jumpscare LET ME BE GOD DAMN

#i listened to them around the third era but would t let myself get more into it #cause i just knew thats gonna be a major fixation #and i was right! #happened organically now through the osmosis of another fixation and hm yeah #lots of stuff to catch up on #I JUST DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE FUCKING JERICHO ANNOUNCE SECONDO #percht.txt

[lethiepie]

some of my friends happy abt rwby hype and im just :|

#sigh. #idk i guess im just holding back on the excitement cuz. it doesnt mean anything #like #its not confirmation of v10 ACTUALLY happening. nor somethting we didnt know cause.. #at least for me. it wasnt much of a surprise abt the cahracters reactions #COUGH COUGH RG CANON COUGH COU- #Not but fr tho. we ALL knew thats what was gonna happen. oscar is having a crisis???? no shit sherlock #i did get excited to see more of nora and ren's perspective too. i know its just an animatic that might even be changed if v10 happens #but #sigh idk. i think im just trying not to be so hyped up abt it etc etc #but anyways oscar thinking abt ruby is so bittersweet like ugh yes thats my ship right there but oh the angst 😭 #might delete this later akshwkqk sorry for rambling

[no-entry-access]

Someone should check on the people who only watched the show. Are they ok after this?

#cause I knew exactly what was gonna happen #and I am not fine #luke castellan #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians

[harumscarumcos]

my job let me go due to issues after my car accident last year so it would be cool to get some help while I go job hunting again

cashapp: https://cash.app/$pwussywillow

venmo: https://venmo.com/u/HarumScarumFunds

#I knew it was gonna happen at some point #cause I had to take a lot of time off and my supervisor messed up how my time was put in way early in the year #but it is what it is #mutual aid #signal boost

[dirtytransmasc]

maybe it's because I'm in the "I'm so obsessed and hyperfocused on my little guys I will make any song seem like it's about them even if it couldn't be any father from actually relating to them at all" stage of my Theon and Asha hyperfixation but like...

I feel like 'I bet on losing dogs' by Mitski is about them.

it's about Asha and her relationship with Theon.

he's her baby brother. the baby brother who looked up at her smiled when she had gone in his room, intent on strangling him to stop his cries. he's her losing dog. the dog she keeps fighting for when no one else will. she never gives up on him, not truly, even when he is so clearly doomed, because she loves him, she won't give up on him.

and Theon is, in so many senses, a dog. he's been passed around from owner to owner, home to home, trained and beaten and domesticated, made to behave how his owner at the time sees fit. he's a good dog, a good beaten dog.

and now, in a way, he's Asha's dog. she doesn't want him to be her dog, she wants him to be her brother, and Theon's trying, he really is trying, she knows he's trying, but part of him will always be doomed to be a dog waiting to be hit, waiting for a command, waiting to be trained.

he's her losing dog, she knows it, knows he's doomed, deep down, there's little hope, he'll die a damned dog, but fuck it she doesn't care, he's her blood, her baby, he will be by her side no matter what. she'll always go back for him, she'll always fight for him, she'll always tell him to stay, she'll always give him a chance, she'll always try.

~~~~

#(this post is based on the show. I'm half way through season 6) #I don't even know if I'm saying anything coherently but I tried #they make me feel insane. feral. ill. all of the above. #I think- scratch that. I *know* asha is so much softer for theon than she lets on and I don't know how more people don't see that #like yes. she wasn't perfect when it came to handling theon #but like... she was doing the best she knew how to do with the way she was brought up #I mean. the ironborn have a very tough it out or die mentality. they don't do “mental health” (I mean... look at euron. does it look- #like they do mindfulness and processing trauma?) #she only knew how to tough love theon. that was it. she wanted him to get better but didn't know how to actually make it happen #but that doesn't change the fact that she loved him with her whole being. that she hated seeing him in the state he was. that she didn't- #want to make it all better like any big sister would. #because she did! she loved him! he was her baby and he was hurting and she didn't know how to fix it! #she's brash cause thats all she knows. she's tough on him cause what else could she do? she had to have been scared and worried about him. #I think part of her brashness was her trying to cover up just how worried and conflicted and confused she was when it came to his situation #so this post caters to what I think the soft innards of asha greyjoy would be like. she loves her baby brother very much. #I mean. the way she looks at him when she tells him the story of him smiling at her or when she kisses his forehead when he agrees to be- #*theon* again. for her. the love in her eyes is undeniable. #to asha and her losing dog- I mean brother #they're gonna be the death of me #asha greyjoy #theon greyjoy #yara greyjoy #got #game of thrones #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #the second row of images is from the scene where asha (she will never be yara to me. sorry got. asha is the superior name) is telling- #theon the story about him being a terrible baby and how he smiled at her.