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fictionkinfessions · 6 months
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Anonymous asked:
You know what? I miss both shapeshifting and not giving a shit what gender people called me. Sure, most people just called me a man, because it was more convenient for me to keep the male form I was born with most of the time. When I made myself female, most people called me a woman, and it was fun. My favorite had to be when I was underage and those haughty fuckers who told Father I should be put down like a rabid dog for being a jotun (which I was unaware of at the time but I had heard them talking about putting me down only to receive a slap on the wrist, just a few days in a cell for them to "cool down") visibly both wanted me and recognized me, thus becoming thoroughly and suitably disgusted with themselves. They couldn't say a word about it, Mother would have castrated them if she knew they were looking at me that way when I was in that form, and not in a medically sound way, the rest of their words would have fallen on deaf ears, and by the time I came of age and it was slightly less dangerous to their manhoods to speak out, it was simply known that I occasionally enjoyed taking a female form, so they would have appeared resentful and rather overeager to punish me for "nothing". It was my one true form of payback that garnered me no punishment. Even when someone tried to go too far, it happened to be in front of plenty of others and me almost breaking his wrist thoroughly discouraged any more unwanted attempts to touch me. That and Father may have seen, in which case I would presume his threats would have been dire. Quite possibly to the level of removing the offending hands from their respective arms. It was the one time I was in the limelight and enjoyed it because it was subtle and it suited me so well. But now I hate being seen as a woman and I no longer identify with the idea at all. I suppose I'll have to settle for being a [transmisogynistic slur]
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actually scratch what i just said about Bad Meat
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virovac · 2 years
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Franchises, keep your freelance hires on a leash
Listen I understand liking dominant woman but that comic writer who put decepticon women symbolically castrating autobots and drinking the fluid from the “combiner connector pegs” to gain the ability to combine should be kept away from the franchise
That’s just disrespectful to the target audience as bad or almost as bad as that  l*li hentai bs in Kiss Players that led to a panicked restructuring of its fiction to focus on the multiverse and ignore all the...megatron clones with dicks for tongues
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immediatebreakfast · 6 months
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"God grant that we may be guided aright, and that He will deign to watch over my husband and those dear to us both, and who are in such deadly peril. As for me, I am not worthy in His sight. Alas! I am unclean to His eyes, and shall be until He may deign to let me stand forth in His sight as one of those who have not incurred His wrath."
Mina...
Mina what the fuck are you talking about?
God doesn't deserve you Mina. It doesn't.
God doesn't deserve to dangle the promise of eternal peace to you. All righteous fearing woman capable of running towards ancient evil to save your dear friend. Insessant, and intelligent fiend who is all kind towards her love, and loved him with all of her might when he was not himself.
Don't blame yourself for the assault, and never think that you are guilty for not having the means to stop it. Mina can't tell herself "if I had been better" she can't. How many times must she torture herself with thoughts of hellfire that are so close in her mind, yet far in reality.
Mina tells that she is not worthy of His sight when god should grovel at her feet for forgiveness. How dare He to make her suffer like this. Mina is not a Martyr nor a Saint. She is not Saint Inés calling for the sword to fall so she can be freed, nor Saint Águeda screaming in joy as she finally died.
Mina's suffering is not holy, it's human. It's so human that it hurts to read. How were her ambitions in life greedy to incur god's wrath upon her? Why must she become another footnote on Dracula's horrible quest for power? (Why was Lucy not saved? Why?)
Mina is losing hope in herself when she is the most strong. She can't let herself become comfortable at the idea of a violent end if it means to be seen in god's light again. Mina can't become suicidal to beg and pray to the being that abandoned her in her most traumatic moments.
Mina may think that she doesn't deserve god, but it's god that doesn't deserve Mina.
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ventisslut · 5 months
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I'VE BEEN THINKING and came to the conclusion that i would castrate impostor au Venti as a punishment. And then keep him as my pet. The other archons can die idc.
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lokiinmediasideblog · 1 month
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Sif + Skadi=Marvel!Sif
Because I promised I'd elaborate on that last post. This is part 1/3.
Marvel’s Sif similarities to Sif are quite few and mostly based around Loki cutting her hair. Sif is very gender conforming in the original mythology, unlike her MCU counterpart.
The few similarities are:
1. Loki cuts her hair.
-In the myths, Sif has long blonde hair like wheat fields (she is a harvest goddess). Loki cuts it while she slept, bringing Thor’s wrath upon him. Under threat, Loki is forced to replace her hair and does so by procuring magic golden hair from the dwarves.
-In the comics, Sif was originally blonde. Loki cuts her hair for a variety of reasons/circumstances depending on the comic run/series. Loki is then forced to replace her hair, but he refuses to pay the dwarves. So to spite him, the dwarves curse the magical golden hair to turn permanently black upon placement. Dark hair is played as a tragedy that would have marred Sif’s beauty, and Thor is portrayed as such a good person to still be infatuated with Sif! (*ugh* thanks I hate it).
-In the MCU, according to the composer Natalie Holt (so take it with a grain of salt as it’s technically an “outside source”), Loki slept with Sif and then cut her hair as a prank. Her hair didn’t change colors and Loki did not replace it but Sif got her vengeance by kicking Loki in the crotch. Notice that Thor had no part in demanding restitution from Loki, unlike the other two occasions mentioned above.
2. Sif is important to Thor.
-In the myths, Sif is Thor’s wife. Thor threatens Loki to get them to replace Sif’s hair.
-In the comics, Sif is Thor’s childhood sweetheart and lover but not the endgame love interest. She’s also in his close group of warrior friends. Thor threatens Loki to replace Sif’s hair.
-In the MCU, she is one of Thor’s close friends. There seemed to be no romantic overtones. This is the one time Loki is not threatened into replacing her hair.
Brief overview on Skadi: Skadi is the Goddess of Winter, Vengeance, Hunting, and Skiing. Her origin is speculated to be associated with the Sámi people (Davidson, 1993). Skadi’s name is associated with “scathe” and “injury.” She is speculated to be associated with Loki’s punishment. There’s a theory she is associated with Ullr, another god of skiing and may be a female counterpart to him. Another theory states that she might have been a male deity at first (Davidson, 1993). Her father, Thiazi, threatened Loki into making an oath to get Idunn and her golden apples for him. The whole scheme resulted in Loki having to rescue Idunn, and Thiazi being killed by the Aesir upon her rescue by burning him with a massive bonfire as he chased Loki and Idunn. A furious Skadi seeks revenge upon the Aesir. The Aesir decide to give her some recompense for her father’s slaying which include (I)Thiazi’s eyes being yeeted into the sky and turned to stars. (II) Allowing her to pick a husband from amongst the Aesir (with stipulations ). (III) Skadi asks to be made to laugh. The last task falls to Loki, naturally.
Skadi's rather unusual in the following ways:
-Skadi is given an unusual amount of authority to placate her for Thiazi’s death despite being a Jotnar and a woman. A furious Skadi seeks revenge upon the Aesir, armored for battle. The Aesir decide to give her some recompense for her father’s slaying rather than just siccing Thor on her like they usually do (it's mentioned they didn't want to spill blood within Asgard, so I guess she got lucky?).
-One of the restitutions is that Skadi is allowed to pick a husband from the Aesir with stipulations. She wants Balder, the fairest of the Gods (who's already married). But, she can only select her potential husband by looking at their feet. She picks the nicest feet thinking they most be Balder's but they're actually the sea god Njord's sand-exfoliated feet from walking on the beach. They eventually divorce.
-Someone will make Skadi laugh. Loki was tasked with this and the way Loki accomplished this was through his own emasculation.
-Compare her agency to the other goddesses who generally find themselves in danger of being traded away to giants in exchange for goods and services despite being warriors and sorceresses themselves (*poor Freyja*). She's not the only warrior goddess, as Freyja is a war deity in charge of the Valkyries, but she is never in danger of being traded away.
-She is one of two Jotnar women that married into the Vanir. But Gerdr has little agency or dialogue within the Poetic Edda compared to Skadi.
Marvel!Sif's similarities with Skadi:
-Skadi is the most masculine goddess of the Norse pantheon role-wise and authority-wise as mentioned previously. Marvel's Sif is GNC by Asgard's standards as a shield maiden.
-Mutual dislike with Loki:
(i) Loki caused her father’s (Thiazi) death indirectly though the Aesir were the ones that killed him. Loki achieves making her laugh through his own emasculation.
(ii) In Marvel it's because Loki cut Sif's hair.
(iii) Skadi places the serpent that drips venom upon a bound Loki.
-Loki is humiliated in some way involving his genitals to make up for the affronts Loki committed.
(i) In the myths, Loki is tasked with making Skadi laugh and ties his genitals to a goat’s beard and play a game of tug-of-war to make Skadi laugh. The rope breaks, he falls upon Skadi’s lap, and she laughs her ass off.
(ii) In the MCU, Loki was kicked in the crotch by an angry Sif after he cut her hair. While MCU!Sif is more benign to MCU!Loki than Skadi is to Loki, it is interesting that she was used by the TVA to punish MCU!Loki through a Time Loop of beatings. Don't get mad at me, but the realization came from making "Can't believe Mobius gave Loki CBT #FunWithAcronyms" jokes and realizing the myths also had Loki making up for his trespasses through CBT. Don't google it if you don't know what it is.
-Skadi's name is associated with the word "scathe" and "injury." She is believed to have an association with punishing Loki, as Skadi places the serpent that drips burning venom upon bound Loki (Lindow, 2001). By having the TVA USE Sif to punish Loki, they made MCU!Sif associated with punishing Loki.
-Skadi and Loki are mirrors in some ways in terms of their gender nonconformity. Skadi exercises an unusual amount of agency for a goddess, to the point where it's theorized Skadi might have originally been a male deity (Davidson, 1993). Whereas Loki is often portrayed as losing status due to activities that are considered "emasculating." Loki is also speculated to be associated with the Sámi people (Laidoner, 2012). It is also speculated the way Loki makes her laugh is based on a castration ritual (Lindow, 2001).
Davidson, D.H.E., & Davidson, H.E. (1993). The Lost Beliefs of Northern Europe (1st ed.). Routledge. https://doi.org/10.4324/9780203408506
Laidoner, Triin. (2012) The Flying Noaidi of the North: Sámi Tradition Reflected in the Figure Loki Laufeyjarson in Old Norse Mythology. SCRIPTA ISLANDICA.
Lindow, J. (2001). Norse mythology a guide to the gods, heroes, rituals, and beliefs. Oxford University Press.
I also cite Jackson Crawford's video on Skadi.
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ciceroballtorture · 6 months
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4.48 Psychosis by Sarah Kane
The persona in 4.48 Psychosis experiences the gap between body and soul, the division that marks her as a human subject, a preoccupation that had been haunting Kane and recurs as a major theme in all her plays. Unable to accept the loss as inherent in the subject, she seeks to overcome this lack of being. The psychotic has always denied the symbolic castration. The paternal metaphor has not been enforced in psychotic cases. [...] The symbolic castration is the price to be paid if one wants to be human. Since the real, corporeal enjoyment is ultimately destructive, the law that was established with the introduction of the Oedipus complex does not actually prohibit one to be oneself, but on the contrary, allows one to be in the first place. The taboos prevent us from drowning in an angst-neurotic, traumatic enjoyment as it is experienced by psychotics. Following Artaud, Kane regards this reality, which we consider normality, as sheer madness. To survive in our society is not possible unless we are prepared to surrender to the madness of the lie.
Cruelty and Desire in the Modern Theater by Laurens De Vos
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inbredbrotherhood · 4 months
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Dean is so pretty, what I would give to see him castrated and whimpering because of the pain, his hands keep flitting around the stitches (tended to so lovingly by baby brother), and he feels emasculated and weak, knowing there isn’t a damn thing he can do about it.
He hates how it feels, the weird and wrong lightness between his thighs, how it feels to press them together and finding nothing between — his fingers seek out the thick, uneven scar left behind often but there’s no feeling in it and it’s enough to make him teary for days after.
He’s beautiful like this.
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that-cunning-witch · 6 months
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You really think Aphrodite wants gender nonconforming ppl to be castratet? Because that's what all the trans stuff is about.
...I'm just gonna share this ask so the whole of tumblr can see how fucking bonkers you are
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horizon-verizon · 1 year
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Near year’s end, a shameful revelation came to light that shocked both court and city. The amiable and well-loved Ser Lucamore Strong of the Kingsguard, a favorite of the smallfolk, was found to have been secretly wed, despite the vows that he had sworn as a White Sword. Worse, he had taken not one but three wives, keeping each woman ignorant of the other two and fathering no fewer than sixteen children on the three of them. In Flea Bottom and along the Street of Silk where whores and panders plied their trade, men and women of low birth and lower morals took a wicked pleasure in the fall of an anointed knight, and made bawdy japes about “Ser Lucamore the Lusty,” but no laughter was heard in the Red Keep. Jaehaerys and Alysanne had been especially fond of Lucamore Strong and were mortified to learn that he had played them both for fools. His brothers of the Kingsguard were even angrier. It was Ser Ryam Redwyne who discovered Ser Lucamore’s transgressions and brought them to the attention of the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, who in turn brought them to the king. Speaking for his Sworn Brothers, Ser Gyles Morrigen declared that Strong had dishonored all they stood for, and requested that he be put to death. When dragged before the Iron Throne, Ser Lucamore fell to his knees, confessed his guilt, and begged the king for mercy. Jaehaerys might well have granted him same, but the errant knight made the fatal error of appending “for the sake of my wives and children” to his plea. As Septon Barth observed, this was tantamount to throwing his crimes in the king’s face. “When I rose against my uncle Maegor, two of his Kingsguard abandoned him to fight for me,” Jaehaerys responded. “They might well have believed they would be allowed to keep their white cloaks once I’d won, perhaps even be honored with lordships and a higher place at court. I sent them to the Wall instead. I wanted no oathbreakers around me, then or now. Ser Lucamore, you swore a sacred vow before gods and men to defend me and mine with your own life, to obey me, fight for me, die for me if need be. You also swore to take no wife, father no children, and remain chaste. If you could shrug aside the second vow so easily, why should I believe that you would honor the first?” Then Queen Alysanne spoke up, saying, “You made a mockery of your oaths as a knight of the Kingsguard, but those were not the only vows you broke. You dishonored your marriage vows as well, not once but thrice. None of these women are lawfully wed, so these children I see behind you are bastards one and all. They are the true innocents in this, ser. Your wives were ignorant of one another, I am told, but each of them must surely have known that you were a White Sword, a knight of the Kingsguard. To that extent they share your guilt, as does whatever drunken septon you found to marry you. For them some  mercy may be warranted, but for you...I will not have you near my lord, ser.” There was no more to be said. As the false knight’s wives and children wept or cursed or stood in silence, Jaehaerys commanded that Ser Lucamore be gelded forthwith, then clapped in irons and sent off to the Wall. “The Night’s Watch will require vows from you as well,” His Grace warned. “See that you keep them, or the next thing you lose shall be your head. Jaehaerys left it to his queen to deal with the three families. Alysanne decreed that Ser Lucamore’s sons might join their father on the Wall, if they wished. The two oldest boys chose to do so. The girls would be accepted as novices by the Faith, if that was their desire. Only one elected that path. The other children were to remain with their mothers. The first of the wives, with her children, was given over to the charge of Lucamore’s brother Bywin, who had been raised to be the Lord of Harrenhal not half a year earlier. The second wife and her offspring would go to Driftmark, to be fostered by Daemon Velaryon, Lord of the Tides. The third wife, whose children were the youngest (one still on her breast), would be sent down to Storm’s End, where Garon Baratheon and young Lord Boremund would see to their upbringing. None were ever again to call themselves Strong, the queen decreed; from this day they would bear the bastard names Rivers, Waters, and Storm. “For that gift, you may thank your father, that hollow knight.””
Fire and Blood, by George R.R. Martin, pg 298-300 
[The Lucamore Strong Scandal]
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fictionkinfessions · 8 months
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i am Once Again yelling about this because it’s Bothering me
i understand why my mother castrated me and raised me to live as a woman in my marina (fear and hunger 2: termina) canon, but dear god i’m still bitter about that choice being taken away from me, and i’m so torn between feeling thankful that she saved me from horrible things, and upset that my identity was chosen for me
i became the first trans woman in history in that canon to have bottom surgery though, so i’m glad i was able to make my own choice about what i wanted in the end at least
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bigbobbiehorror · 11 months
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wwwwwwhait HODL UP
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I knew that this would ultimately involve a fight one way or another, but holy shit, i didn't expect that his first 'euphoric episode' went down like that.
Wish someone told him that being non binary was a thing.
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mitz-prompts · 6 months
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prompt: hannibal's extreme oral fixation
cw: mentions of past mutilation
(this is loosely inspired by this story, which i adore but MIND THE TAGS PLEASE, its content warnings are different from the ones on this prompt)
At some point, Hannibal was castrated. Maybe this was an injury suffered in childhood, or maybe it was something Mason did to him at the farm. The point is, he has a lot of scar tissue between his legs where the nerves used to be. It's irrelevant whether Hannibal was born with a penis or a clit; whatever it was, it's mostly gone now.
He can still feel pleasure there, somewhat. Sensation is muted generally, and while penetration holds some appeal, it also can cause discomfort, because the muscle contractions pull on his scar tissue.
Over time, his center of eroticism moves to his mouth, and his tongue. They are the most sensitive parts of the human body after all. When he's alone, he chews and licks morsels of food for far longer than necessary, luxuriating in the sensation on his tongue… and after he's full of food, he gorges himself on the sensation of the pads of his fingers over his tongue, petting it, rubbing it, tugging it… he can orgasm from that alone.
He has to be very careful in public not to lose himself in just running his tongue over his teeth. He drives himself to distraction with it.
Maybe they find out about this in the BSHCI and force him to wear a gag that pins down his tongue.
Anyway, yeah, there would be some really hot sex from this. Will letting Hannibal blow him is like a favor to Hannibal, who whines and keens for the opportunity to have Will's hot flesh weighing down his tongue. And he loves Will's fingers in his mouth, too, exploring his teeth and stroking his tongue… he gets so wet between his legs when he gets to have this. Rivers of his arousal drooling unseemly to the floor. He loves it.
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pennycutenice · 1 year
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Transness, weird signs, pain and becoming a great actor because of it
To me thinking about the following thing no longer triggers emotional reactions, but is probably triggering for some, so be warned and look at the tags please.
I just remembered a weird sign of me being trans going back to puberty ten years ago. I was obsessed with chemical castration. Like, I wanted to be chemically castrated so bad I envied sex criminals that forcefully got the drugs. I tried to find stuff I could get my hands on regularly for many years because having erections was so awful. It frustrated me and made me angry. And since this topic is so taboo I could not talk to anyone about it. So I was just in distress regularly for years until my general bleak outlook on life killed any healthy biological function down there for the most part lol.
Today I am angry at the world. Had I been taught what transness (or autism) is at any point in my life so much pain could have been prevented. Like, I am an obvious case. I wanted girl toys and was mostly friends with girls until puberty and literally wished to wake up as a girl and read gender bending stories und layed awake at night angry about my awful boy body. But nobody noticed my distress. To be fair, I hid it better and better over time. If physical pain patients learn to manage abhorrent pain without looking out of the ordinary after some time that's probably possible for emotional pain aswell.
After getting antidepressants and hormones I was genuinely shocked to realize that I could smile honestly that much. Because I am very good at faking a good mood when I feel like I need to to circumvent social punishment. Only about three times in my adult life was my mental health bad enough for me to be able to fake a great mood.
I'm a kinda good actor because of this. I realized young how hiding my emotional state trained my acting capabilities. I won competitions for being able to believably switch between emotions. I went from a very expressive kid in colorful clothing to a numb pessimistic suicidal depressive adult wearing grey every day over seven years because I was weird and wrong and got bullied for it and had no idea what was going on. It was awful.
Now I know I wasn't wrong. I was trans. I was neurodivergent. But since I never actually knew what that meant I just suffered. So god fucking damn it, I want the kids these days to know. Minimize the pain by telling them about how different people can be and how completely okay it is to be this way. You are good. Being like you is fine. You are on your very own spectrum of awesome, kiddos. Don't you ever forget!!!
Anyway now I'm on hormone replacement therapy and chemically castrated by it lmao.
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eighthdoctor · 1 year
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Book Review 52/60
Do Unto Animals: A Friendly Guide to How Animals Live and How We Can Make Their Lives Better by Tracey Stewart
This book lost 1 point for a problem which would plague almost any pop culture animal book recommended to me, which is that it is a very broad, simplistic look at animal care that boils matters down to a black-and-white morality without any real examination of the issues. In most cases it's not that this is harmful to the book's message (we should perhaps care more about non-human animals than we do, or at least think a little bit about the consequences of our actions on them), it just makes me feel like I'm reading a 101 level essay and drives me nuts. For your average reader this is not an issue, and so for most of my followers I would say it's a solid 4/5.
The other problem is that there is absolutely no attempt made to understand why certain decisions are made around livestock welfare, and while I agree that things like disbudding and unanesthetized castration are cruel, before we can outlaw them, we need to understand why they are done in the first place. There's a difference between simplifying complex issues for the average reader, and deliberately presenting only one side of the issue in order to make the opposition look callously evil. This is the latter.
3/5
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virovac · 2 years
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Daring to bring up Megatronia...
So that female decepticon combiner with the gross manga tie-in comic...
I think a better take rather than the authors femdom and body mutilation fetish forced on us would be making them Decepticon fans from a distant universe. Kinda like Batmite but less omnipotent.
And instead of just plain seduction I’d give Megaempress the “attraction field” from first movie toy bio of Elita One, but make it able to buff and debuff by energizing allies systems and overheating enemies. Kind of an evil sexy version of “Burning Justice” 
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