#captaintommyvega

[terramous]

Hey max!! Hope you're alright buddy. Take care :)

im alright!! thank u tho!!!

#im at work so i have many dogs for emotional support #asks #captaintommyvega #saaya tag

[detectivereyes]

🎭 :)

okay “bottoms gonna be on top” from something rotten is just skldjflks like the tempo is wonderful and if you can, you can totally watch the performance from the view bc it just really sells it

send me a 🎭 and i’ll give you a broadway song to listen to

#asked and answered #captaintommyvega

[alwaysablossom]

sequins and lamp :)

Thank you so much for asking (:

sequins: how do you name playlists?

Usually they are alliterations or phrases. For eg: Really Random Romcoms or Down the Memory Lane. Only I know what they mean! Lol

lamps: what type of clothes do you like to wear?

90% of the time Indo-Western. Which side of that depends on my mood and the occassion

Ask me something? 

#ask game #funky asks #captaintommyvega

[evanbukley]

Congratulations!! Your creations are so beautiful!! 💌

thank you so much love! 😘

url: it’s ok | oh awesome! | jealousy level 100

icon/header: very nice | omg amazing | can i steal it?

overall: your blog is cute | i adore you/your blog | can i be you?

your dashboard theme is gorgeous! just like your blog content! thanx for your support!

nelly celebrates 500 followers

#inbox #captaintommyvega

[enigmasandepiphanies]

Rainbow

rainbow

/ˈreɪnbəʊ/

noun

Your science textbook teaches you seven colors make a rainbow.

1. You are fifteen, blowing bubble-shaped question marks. If you are happy in a dream, does it count? Do angels take off their shoes when they enter heaven? What is the sound of one hand clapping? What does it mean to be gay? Your mother says it means happy but the fifteen tally marks on your palm lines whisper it is an abstract face painting of bruises as you disappear into coat hangers. The color of the bruises is violet.

2. You squeeze your knees to your chest, a stampede scream struck off with blue markers on the walls of your throat. In your journal on every other page, you find yourself writing the same thing, I just want to be loved. Some days you fall like a pile of clothes, trying to transfigure your feelings into nothingness as if you are broken. You read that ancient Greeks had no word for the color blue. You hope every language has a word for love. Can the lump in your throat ever be swallowed?

3. You fall into a rabbit hole of mad hatter imaginations. People cover you with striped blankets. Hush my child, go to sleep. You smile at the drum rolls of homecoming, a renaissance of family. You smile when you look in the kaleidoscope of shades beyond the binary. You smile at the warmth of people who are treated as hopscotch clips outside lines. You smile when they sparkle, google-checking the countries where their love is off-limits, where their existence prohibits. You smile at the oasis of relief. What aisle did you find your peace in? The color of the oasis is green.

4. Sunflower cheeks blush as the sky throws a party for you with the help of the sun. The sky cannot answer your prayers so she dresses up for you on rainy days. Your mouth is full of honey and your hive waters your smile because you are loved. These days, the pages of your art journal are yellow. But will your space to love loudly ever be uninhibited?

5. You don’t know where your politics ends and where your love begins but your identity is not a phase to be corrected. Do not flinch when their faces turn up in disgust. Do not swallow your definition like a chewing paper. Do not let them spray paint your heart for wearing your pride like warpaint. The spray paints are orange in color. Who survives the holocaust of memory, who recovers?

6. You are bleeding red, it's proof you aren’t broken. There are graveyards of childhood, your scars are ugly and love is a catastrophe. You have never been ashamed of your love, can they say the same for their hate?

Someday history will find you and wrap you in its arms. Someday you will be fifteen, and the history textbook will teach you that six colors make a rainbow.

~ enigma //”Six colors make a rainbow”//

Tag list under the cut (please send an ask to be added or removed from the list 🥺💖)

@siriuslynephilim @valerieavalia @before-i-die-i-want-to-live @captaintommyvega @oasis-of-you @thatgaybrownpanda @adventures-of-a-lonely-lesbian @firebugs-and-poetry @adoginthemanger @morally-questionable-goddess @sas-squatch @thehottestmess @something–pretentious @sunlitmisfit @souls-lostandfound @flannelshirt-denimjacket @wh0w0re @the-stars-love-us @mydogisgaytoo @desi-tube @desi-lgbt-fest

#pride #pride month #lgbtq+ #lgbt #gay poetry #writerscreed #poetryportal #excerpt from a book i will never write #inkstay #poetry #confessional poetry #dictionary poem #prose poetry #writtenconsiderations #twcpoetry #poetryriot #sexuality crisis #gay awakening #eni tag #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry

[like-butterflies-and-glitter]

captaintommyvega -> like-butterflies-and-glitter

url change

@enigmasandepiphanies @oasis-of-you @callme-jay @mistyw273 @ace-with--a-mace @rosiechor @softbfu @gloomydeadpoet @junenightsdream

#url change

[mistyskiesrambles]

https://href.li/?https://picrew.me/image_maker/338224

This is the first piccrew that actually let me do my current hairstyle, i just— 🥺 🥺 🥺

Anyhoo tagging 5 ppl: @captaintommyvega @harts-on-friar @sunsetcurve @zackmartin @chickenstriptakesatrip

#piccrew #tag game!

[callme-aria]

Fanfic Trope

coffee shop or flower shop • alternate universe or fix-it • enemies to lovers or childhood friends • angst or fluff • love at first sight or pining • modern au or historical au • soulmate or unrequited • fake dating or secret dating • breakup and makeup or proposals and weddings • get together or established relationship • oblivious pining or domestic fluff • hurt/comfort or crack • meet the parent or meet cute • time travel or parallel universe

tagged by : @captaintommyvega

tagging : @gwendolynejones-stacy @michellejones-stacy @yeeharley and whoever else is interested :D

[terramous]

Hey!! Congratulations on getting in!! This is so cool

thank you !!! akshshsj 🥺🥺

#asks #captaintommyvega #saaya tag

[detectivereyes]

But You’ll See That’s Not for Long

written for the “bleeding through the bandages” square for @badthingshappenbingo - requested by @captaintommyvega 

sorry this took so long v! i hope you enjoy 💗

also written for day 6 of @911lonestarangstweek // Off the job injury + “You’ve got to be more careful.”

beta’d by @marjansmarwani and @trkstrnd 💗💗

Pushing the door closed behind him, TK breathes out a sigh of relief. His shift had not been that bad; since transferring to riding on ambo the calls tended to be less stressful. Or at least less stressful than running into burning buildings everyday.

But this shift had felt much longer than usual since he knew Carlos had the day off. Meaning there was no chance of running into the other man on any of the calls they responded to. Sometimes he would catch himself glancing in the direction of the officers that had gathered on scene before reminding himself that he wouldn’t see the beautiful brown eyes he was searching for.

And as soon as his 24-hour shift ended, he wasted no time heading over to Carlos’ place.

Glancing up across the room to the kitchen, he meets Carlos’ eye. The other man pauses his chopping of vegetables to give TK a warm smile.

“Hey,” TK says, crossing the room to greet his boyfriend with a kiss. “How was your day?”

“Good. My Uncle asked me to come over and help him out on his ranch today. And of course my Aunt would not let me leave without taking some stuff from their garden,” he replies, gesturing to the chopped vegetables in front of him.

“Looks delicious,” TK says, reaching for one of the carrots off the cutting board before Carlos can slap his hand away.

“Wash your hands first.”

TK playfully rolls his eyes but obliges, making his way over to the sink. Going through the motions of washing his hands before shaking the water droplets off his hands, he turns around to make a quip about Carlos’ obsession with hygiene when he stops short.

In front of him, he sees Carlos bending over reaching into one of the lower cabinets for a pot. His shirt has ridden up revealing a blood-soaked bandage on his side right above the band of his boxers. TK raises his eyebrows, leaning forward to get a closer look

(continue reading on ao3)

#badthingshappenbingo #bleeding through the bandages #911 lone star #911lsangstweek #911 lone star fic #tarlos fic #hope yall enjoy this one bc i have no idea when the next one is coming 🤷‍♀️ #my fic

[lonestarpost]

[PDF]~ March 22, 2021 ~ Masterlist ~ Issue 7

Episode Review

A review of Bad Call

The Edits Edit

Some  of the best edits this week that deserve all the love.

Tommy Vega ❤️9-1-1: Lone Star (2x05 Difficult Conversations) by @captaintommyvega​ is a beautiful piece of art featuring Tommy!

This super cool fan art by @reyeslonestar​ (one of many excellent works!) is such a cool idea and so well done.

This fanart of Tarlos in 2x04 and this Tarlos fanart as well by @ncltscribbles​ are both breathtaking.

the kindest words my father said to me… — rupi kaur by @marwankenzari​ is such a beautiful gifset of Marjan! This gifset of Tarlos is also excellent.

TK’s and Carlos’ journey so far…. by @graceryders​ is such an visually interesting edit.

She’s so cool by @emily84​ is a gorgeous piece of fanart that I adore.

This gifset of Judd and TK being brothers by @tarlosbuddie​ is top notch! As is this one of Grace and Judd.

Let’s make it last forever. by @strandtk​ is so lovely.

day 1: Favorite Couple : The Ryders. by @jddryder​ is such a pretty edit.

Fic Recs

Showing love to fantastic writing!

“Just Take a Breath Tiger” by @lire-casander​ (Lire_Casander)

LSP REVIEW

Word Count: 9,700

Chapters: 37/? (WIP, standalone works)

A collection of 9-1-1 Lone Star drabbles, mainly Tarlos. All 100 - 500 words long.

“Burning Away” by @thathcwriter​ (thatHCWriter)

LSP REVIEW

Word Count: 4,470

Chapters: 3/? (WIP)

A serial killer and arsonist is wreaking havoc in the Lone Star state, the body count is slowly growing, and the brutality is slowly turning up. It's enough to draw the attention of the BAU, and the concern of the 126. But as the FBI touches down to assist, the unsub makes a move no one expected. And the stakes for the 126 go from professional to very, very personal.

Fandom News

Hosting events? Have important announcements? You’re welcome to bring them here to keep people in the know.

Fandom Events

March 22-28: 911 Couples Retreat

Dedicated to all the couples of 911 and 911 Lonestar (canon or not). The list includes, but is certainly not limited too: Eddie/Buck, Bobby/Athena, Maddie/Chim, TK/Carlos, Judd/Grace, Owen/Michelle, Tommy/Charles, Hen/Karen, Michael/David, or, anyone of the character’s from either show with a partner (or partners) of your choosing. Feel free to stick to one show, or to bounce around between the two.

April 5-11: 911 Lone Star Angst Week

It’s no secret that this fandom is full of talented creators who love the hurt that comes with the show. As a way to highlight the incredible creations, we would like to introduce angst week!

April 16-18: 911 Lone Star Weekend

Lonestar weekend is coming in April!

#text #Issue 7 #Lone Star Post #March 22 2021 #masterlist

[ace-with--a-mace]

fren shaped space neon fruit <3

thanks for the ask! 💛💛

#thank youu!!!! #we are friends <333 #asks #ask games #answered asks #captaintommyvega #friend asks #sorry for answering late!

[boysaints]

WASTING DISEASE by @boysaints, published in Mixed Mag

taglist + transcript under the cut (ask to be added/removed):

[poem transcript:

my bra, my gym shorts, my

ice packs over my knees. soft hum of

cicada skylark mourning dove through

the window. the night is thinking of

morning condensation on cold glass; i’m thinking of

kissing the girl i was just on the phone with. i am perfect

in my desire—i turn abject terror into

summer winds and open palms and

storms of hummingbirds so huge they drown me. my only fear

is of consumption. my only fear is of my neighbor’s dog howling

desperately from the backyard, i want i want i want.

like a sparrow’s idiosyncratic call. like

waking up covered in dew and sliced open

to the marrow. like realizing no one knows anything about the body except how

to make it look clean. palatable. no one knows anything

about the body except how to make it get down on its knees and pray.

in the dream, she always kisses me first. i tear open her letters and

lick the envelope’s seal, an awful mimicry of

her mouth on mine. i’m getting good at making and unmaking myself--

i become an exit wound with no place of entry. the poem

becomes my grave, as if in every version of the story the girl on the phone

comes to me and says, i am dying of malnutrition; let me eat you whole, and i say,

yes, yes, devour me. because i know shrinking is my birthright. because i know

this is an endless cyclical retelling of the history of giving up.

the truth is, i want more life. i want a relentless

leave-all-the-lights-on sort of hope, less rabbit-heart-in-throat and

more the sound shadows make when i unspool them from

underneath my fourth rib. i want to find a home where all

brown bodies know how to do is

grow. i want to open my eyes and realize that it isn’t unattainable. /end poem transcript]

taglist: @exitwound @slcpunk @iimmortalists @bakaree @eudaimmonia @saagara @exbi @xuanyuu @lovecorerichie @mercurvial @richardsiiken @franzkafkagf @sunrisegf @imaginaryboys @poemhater @prettyfuckingfine @captaintommyvega @colourofinfinity @malewifeasahi @dragonfliies @shopkin @doublelutz @flowerwebs @raavile @pacinogf @californiaspit @seadazes @reverseracist @camifrog @loveislikeawindowinyourheart @ohpombo @spirithold @mononokeost @poetslyre @irwa @venka @brightenthecorners @compilationofletters @myownprivateawakening @chopinns @tharinii @grocerycores

#a new lee boysaints publication? before the end of the semester? it's likelier than you think! #METAPHYSICAL CANNIBALISM THE IDEA OF BEING ENTIRELY CONSUMED BY SOMEONE..... #cant stop writing about being eaten alive as a result of proximity to whiteness godbless. um #<33 yeah #mine #writing #my writing #writers of color #official publications tag #creative writing #ask to tag #crabappletracking

[enigmasandepiphanies]

Sword Fights (gay)

sword fights (gay)

palaces (my beloved)

[It took me almost a month to create this, stare at the palace jharokhas a little longer]

(click on the image for a better view)

Tag list under the cut (please send an ask to be added or removed from the list 🥺💖)

@siriuslynephilim @valerieavalia @before-i-die-i-want-to-live @captaintommyvega @oasis-of-you @thatgaybrownpanda @adventures-of-a-lonely-lesbian @firebugs-and-poetry @adoginthemanger @morally-questionable-goddess @sas-squatch @thehottestmess @something--pretentious @sunlitmisfit​ @souls-lostandfound​ @flannelshirt-denimjacket​ @wh0w0re​

#art #artists on tumblr #surreal art #surrealism #me tag #eni tag #sword fights #gay #yearning #gay and yearning #sapphic #creation of adam #ink art #ink artists #palaces #royalcore #indian architecture #desi aesthetic #indian palaces #royal aesthetic

[like-butterflies-and-glitter]

vividblues262 → captaintommyvega

please interact with this post if you have seen it

@enigmasandepiphanies @gerardpitts @mistyw273 @junenightsdream @callme-jay @softbfu

#url change #i feel so happy

[mistyskiesrambles]

For like 5 seconds tumblr made me @captaintommyvega and those were the best 5 seconds of my life, imagine being someone so amazing and deserving of love I just—

#saaya tag <3