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sarawritestories · 27 days

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hiii i cant get ur fics out of my head so i thought i'd request one! i came across this vid on tiktok and i'd love to see your take on a cassian x reader fic w this vibe HAHAHA i dont mind whoever would be character a or b in this scenario so i leave it in your capable hands! my only specific request is that they're both in the IC hihi

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFay7B7J/

This was a lot of fun to write! I hope I did this request justice for you!

I Won't Say I'm In Love

Cassian X Fem Reader

Summary: You are toe to toe in a sparring match with Cassian when he eventually has you pinned to the ground. After some banter Nesta, Gwyn and Emerie confront you about your feelings for him and it's later that night when the four of you are having a girls night do you realize what your feelings truly are.

Content Warnings: None

Word Count 1.7K

A/N: This song was stuck in my head as I wrote this.

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You were sparring with Cassian, sweat trickling down your back as the sun unleashed the cruel heat of summer upon you. Opting to take off your leathers and kept the band around your chest and leggings just to keep your cool. “Don’t give up on me now, Sweetheart.” He lunged an attack that you easily dodge.

“Who said anything about giving up, I’m just getting started.” You swiped your leg to the back of his knee, his hand gripping your calf.

Your eyes widened as he gave me a playful grin, both of us realizing my error. In a quick sweep Cassian maneuvered you to where your chest pressed against the mat and his chest was pressed against your back. His legs wrapped around yours locking you in place. You squirmed under him as he grazed his fingers lightly up your bare torso and you sucked in a breath as his calloused hands reached your arms where he pinned your wrist. You tried to break his grip as heat blasted to your cheeks. Cassian flared his wings and shade consumed the two of you, a reprieve from the unyielding sun. You continued to wiggle under his grip, He leaned in and whispered, “Stop wiggling.”

You scowled and continued your writhing, “You’re not the boss of me, you prick.”

Cassian chuckled, “I’m your general, Sweetheart. That does in fact make me the boss of you.” He gripped your wrist tighter, “I order you to stop wiggling.” You rolled your eyes, and wiggled anyway and he growls low in your ear, heat pooling in your belly. “I will put you in Az’s dungeon for insubordination if you keep it up. Let the Shadowsinger remind you how to act around your superiors.”

You turned your head and batted your eyelashes at him, “Is that a promise, General?” You emphasized his title and suddenly the pressure of his body is on you. You turned on your back to sit up and saw him stalking back into the House of Wind, his wings ruffling. Nesta stepped forward offering you a hand, Gwyn and Emerie not far to follow.

“When are you going to put that insufferable bat out of his misery?” Nesta questioned with a quizzical brow.

You frowned, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Gwyn rolled her eyes and looped her arms through yours, “Everyone knows that he is in love with you. I mean the way he looks at you and touches you.”

You laughed, “Gwyn, I think those romance novels are going to your head. We’re just friends, he’s just a flirt. Besides, I don’t even like him like that. He’s like my brother.”

That much was true Rhys had met you in Hewn City when you were both teenagers. You were about to get married off and taking the steps down the aisle when Cassian and Azriel came in and swooped you out of the city and into Velaris. Rhysand then placed you in charge of working with the citizens of the city of Starlight to help with any repairs or issues that needed to be taken care of. And had been a part of the Inner Circle ever since, it was helping train Nesta and the Valkyries that brought you true joy the three girls bringing you such a light in your life.

Nesta rolled her eyes as we all headed into the House. “Whatever, you say, but he never calls anyone else, Sweetheart.”

You bit your lip and kept quiet as the four of you walked through the dining room where Azriel sat. “Hello, ladies, how was training?” He addressed the group, but his eyes lingered on the red head on my arm.”

Gwyn just smirked, “Fantastic, Cassian was about to devour his Sweetheart on the mat today. It was romantic.” You glared at her, and her Teal eyes twinkled with mischief.

Azriel chuckled drawing my gaze to the spymaster as he looked at me, “Did he now?”

You crossed my arms, “No he didn’t, all he did was pinned me down and threatened to throw me in your dungeons. Also, Gwyn didn’t even”

Az looked to Gwyn, “You have a strange idea of Romance did you know that?”

Gwyn winked at him, and his shadows swirled in response. “Oh, you have no idea, Shadowsinger.”

Feeling the tension in the room, I announced, “Okay well now that we established that Cassan was not coming on to me, and whatever the Hel is going on with you two,” Both Az and Gwyn blush and avert the other one’s gazes, “I’m in need of a bath I’ll see you later tonight.” You walked over and kissed Az’s cheek. “Shadowsinger.”

“Sweetheart.” Az teased, you flipped him off and headed to your room. Cleaning off the sweat and grime of the day, the cold bite of the chilled bath cooling your overheated skin.

Everyone knows that he’s in love with you.

Gwyn’s words reverberated in your mind. Up until you walked into the library where your friends were waiting for you later that night, pajamas on and books in hand. “Ready for book club?” You asked, taking a seat next to Emerie, her hair in her regular braid.

“Yes, let’s begin.” Nesta said pointed stare looking you up and down with a smirk on her face. Looking down at the black silk shorts and top your eyes widened where the red lace was peeking through. You tugged down your shirt as Nesta began reading some of her favorite passages.

“Didn’t you just adore when the knight, came in to help the maiden with her nightmare, even though he has claimed time and again he doesn’t care about her.” Gwyn swooned and your mind drifted.

“Sweetheart, wake up!”

You opened your eyes and met with Cassian’s hazel ones. His hands cupped your cheeks, wiping the stray tears from your face. Cassian’s face held worry there. “What’s going on?” You whispered, voice hoarse and strained.

“You were screaming, calling for help. I came in you were thrashing about in your bed. Scratched me good,” You noticed then that his cheek had a slight gash that was already healing. “Nightmare?”

Your lip wobbled and you gave him a nod. He wiped the sweat soaked strands of hair out of my face. “Stay with me?” you whimpered.

Cassian pressed his forehead to yours and your eyes fluttered close, “Of course, Sweetheart.” And Cassian wrapped you in his arms wings covering you as if his wing could protect you from any impending nightmare to come your way.

Emerie’s voice broke you from your reverie, “I am particularly fond of when the knight dances with her at the ball.

Another memory flashed forward:

You dropped your bag and fought the tears; nothing was more embarrassing than having a date stand you up. A hand gripped your wrist, and the familiar scent of sandalwood told you who it was. You turned and found Cassian there his hair down and stubble grazing his cheeks, “I thought you were on a date tonight?”

I shrugged, “Someone has to show up for it to be considered a date.” His face fell and he gripped your hand, “Oh, I’m so sorry, Sweetheart.” He paused and glanced at you clad in a blue striped sundress. “Come here.” He pulled you close to him, his large hand splayed across your back as he pressed your chest your head reached his chest.

“What are you doing?” You asked, placing your own hand on his arm as he gripped your other hand, as he began to sway his wings tucked in.

“I’m dancing with a beautiful female,” Cassian grinned as he turned you both around the room. His grin was contagious and instantly the tears threatening to spill were gone and instead you began to laugh as he twirled you around until you both had exhausted yourselves and he simply held you close and swayed late into the evening.

Nesta’s snapping your face brought you back to the group, “Sorry, I guess my head isn’t here.”

Nesta smirked, “We were just wanting to know. Your favorite part of the book.”

You looked down and grazed your fingers over the cover of the book, “Um I enjoyed the scene, where Cassian-” You blinked and looked up at the girls all three smirking back at you. Then as though a ton of bricks had crashed down on you of memories flashing through of all the times Cassian has interacted with you, and your feelings came flooding to the surface you bolted up from my seat, “OH WHAT THE FUCK! OH GOD.”

Gwyn smiled and crossed her legs, Resting her head on her palm, “What’s the matter, Y/N?”

Not responding to them you bolted from the library and descended the stairs, the plush carpet squishing the bottom of your feet as you barged into Cassian’s room not bothering to knock.

Cassian jolted from his bed, dropping the book he was reading, replacing it with a knife ready, a general ready for battle. His face softened when he realized it was you, his hair was in a bun, a few strands falling down his face, and he wasn’t wearing a shirt, his chiseled body, and tattoos on full display. His brow furrowed as he noticed your rapid breathing, “Sweetheart, what’s the matter?”

Shutting the door, you leaned against it, “I love you.” You murmured looking down at your feet.

“Come again?” You looked up and Cassian had put the knife down, his chest still as though he wasn’t breathing.

You took a step forward, “I love you, Cassian.”

Cassian closed the distance between the two of you, your heart began to quicken as he gripped your waist “Say it one more time for me, Sweetheart.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, “I. Love. You.”

He growled, “Finally.” He pressed his lips to yours the warmth of his bare chest seeping into your bones as pulled him closer deepening the kiss.

He pulled away his thumbs grazing your hip bones, “I have loved you for so long.” He whispered against Your lips.

“I’m sorry it took so long.” you whispered back. “I’m here now and I’m yours, if you’ll have me.”

Cassian smiles. “Mine.” He pecked your lips, as he slapped your ass eliciting a moan. “All fucking mine.” He kissed you again before pulling away, and kissing your nose, “Now be a good girl and take off your clothes for me.”

You smile as you grip the hem of your top, “Yes, General.”

Part 2 can be found here

#cassian x reader #cassian acotar #acotar #acotar fanfiction #cassian x you #cassian imagine #cassian fanfic #cassian fluff

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onskepa · 8 months

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Can you do a reader who has an accent with the sully family + spider?

Hello darling! So I dont know what accent you wanted, so I am going with a Mexican accent. Since it is easier for me. I also take it you wanted a human reader so that is what we are going with! This might be short, idk, I type as I go! Hope you enjoy!

Italics means na'vi talk

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Flor

Another day in the thriving planet of pandora. Meaning, another day with their good friend flor! A nice, loving human that the sully kids love to see as their teacher and friend. Spider enjoys spending time with flor as she gives him some insight of what planet earth was like many years ago. Spider loved flor, she was like a mother figure to him. The closes thing he has to a parent.

To the sully kids, she was the best. Teaches them some English but other languages that she knows. Of course in secret as to not let neytiri know her children are learning other demon languages.

What makes flor more outstanding compared to the other humans was because of her accent. Sounded very odd yet very interesting. As young as the kids remember, Flor would try her best to speak in na'vi rather than english, according to flor, "na'vi is easier to speak than english because of the dialects". Whenever flor would speak in English, its comes out....a bit funny. Of course the kids wouldn't point it out as means to be nice and respectful but it was so odd how english comes out of her mouth compared to neytiri or other na'vi.

Spider woke up feeling excited for a new day. Getting 'dressed', he waits in the main area of the lab for flor. And as always on the clock, Flor walks to the main room exactly at 7:00 am. On the dot.

"good morning flor!" spider says with a wide happy grin. Flor smiles and hugs in, giving him a soft kiss on the head. "Good morning araña" flor replies with a kind smile.

Putting on their masks and doing the needed procedure, they both left the lab and into the world of pandora. Making their way to the village, spider cant help but spike a conversation with flor.

"ok ok, so how about, 'I went to get some water'?" spider asks. Flor took a moment and replies "I whuent to get some whater". Spider grins, its not like he is making fun of her and should flor feel uncomfortable he will stop.

That is a game they play, spider or any of the sully kids say a sentence, flor would repeat it but with her heavy accent.

Arriving at the village, the sully kids were quick to see flor and spider and ran to greet the two. Tuk, abusing her cuteness power, jumps into the arms of flor, snuggling into her embrace and just enjoy to be with flor again.

"good morning flor!" tuk says cheerfully. Flor chuckles and boops tuk's nose, "good morning mi niña pequeña". Tuk doesn't 100% know the meaning but from how flor is saying it, it must be a good thing.

"move tuk! I wanna hug her too!" lo'ak tries to nudge tuk but the little one has a good grip on flor. "ok ok, you two, plrease colm down. Lo'ak, you are a beeg boy" flor says in english. Most of the time she does it on purpose since the children like to hear her accent.

Lo'ak pouted cutely, his tail swinging low and ears pinned down. Reminds her of a toddler not getting what he wants. "lo'ak, its ok, we can hug later as much as you want" flor says kindly. Lo'ak liked the idea and returned to smiling happily again.

Kiri looked a bit imaptient, ready to have the full day with flor and her siblings. "can we go now?" she asks. Flor laughs inwardly.

"now we cahn go. Be shur to be close and together pleez. Neteyam, you can leed the way tooday" flor says, which neteyam happily complies.

There, spider and the sully kids surround flor as they go on another day full of adventure and learning new words.

Credit goes to my mom since she has a heavy accent so I took some words from her. I hope this is what you asked, I don't mind re-writing it! Tell me what ya'll think! until next time! see ya!

These are some spanish words!

Araña = spider

mi niña pequeña = My little girl

Flor = flower

#avatar #avatar the way of water #na'vi x reader #na'vi avatar #avatar 2 #na'vi x human #lo'ak #kiri #spider #tuk #rda #na'vi x human reader #na'vi x y/n #neteyam #spider x reader #lo'ak x reader #tuk x reader #kiri x reader

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the-s1lly-corner · 4 months

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Tadc x reader who has the appearance of a princess, but is more of a badass warrior who hates dresses and such?

Kinger, Gangle, Caine, Ragatha x badass!princess!reader !

the wheel has picked these four since the admin is currently not doing full casts; sorry anon! i know i got a princess reader right here so heres a similar post too!!

CAINE:

originally hes drawn in by your princess look but is a little shocked when youre trying to take off your crown and tugging at your dress... finds out very quickly that you do not at all vibe with your digital clothing; and the admin is feeling nice today.. i think he lends you a new wardrobe so you can dress in something more comfortable for you (shhh we can pretend the dress wasnt a part of your body), and finds out not long after that that you like diving into IHAs, especially if theres any beast or danger... honestly? i think he would be into it! youre pretty AND youre cool? hubba hubba, hes giving you heart eyes and probably making train whistles... i think he makes IHAs more challenging just because you seem to like the thrill and challenge, though sometimes he might go a little overboard...

RAGATHA:

similar to caine i think shes initially drawn in by your princess look that youve spawned in; but thats because i like to hc that prior to the digital world she grew up with fairy tales and instinctively finds herself drawn to things that remind her of it, even if she cant quite pin point why... i think she would try to make you new clothing so you can ditch the dress.. thinks youre very cool, frequently offers to patch up your clothing if youve gotten any tears in it or anything! sometimes likes watching you work out or train yourself... definitely doesnt have this look on her face while shes watching you, no her cheeks have always had that blush..! dont mention it please- honestly youre probably her type i can easily see her being into strong feminine folk (assuming reader is femme thanks to the princess motif)

KINGER:

oh?? another royal? ah! not another royal, you are not happy with your arrangement! though... this does give me an idea; king and knight dynamic. what started with kinger lingering around you because you totally smashed any threats during an IHA turned into you intentionally shielding him from danger! so thats nice at least! probably gives you some knight-ly nicknames.. might actually believe youre a knight, assuming he was being serious when he said "as a royal myself" (personal admin note, i think he was just bullshitting and trying to appeal to the gloink queen, though i do think he does playfully lean into the king role). sometimes get a little surprised when he sees you standing outside his pillow fort making sure no one comes to knock it down or dismantle it... its sweet, in my opinion...

GANGLE:

thinks youre really pretty, princess or not. can also see you being gangles type. i think i mentioned this somewhere before a few times but gangle gives me "i used to play dating sims in the real world" vibe, and her go to route would either be the moody monsters or strong feminine leaning folk.. ponders... sometimes ties your hair up so it can stay out of the way when youre going about your business throughout the day! sometimes braids it, other times will leave it as a plain ponytail! depends on how both of you are feeling that day! subconsciously goes to you for protection me thinks, sometimes also does it when jax is being mean to her.. .generally sees you as a person of strength, you know?

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #ragatha x reader #kinger x reader #gangle x reader

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sturniolotrip-samandcolby-lover · 1 month

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Matt sturniolo -enchanted

About-Y/N and her best friends go to a movie premiere where a secret reveals itself in a moment of need

Warnings -mention of anxiety, anxiety attack .Not proof read

My first ever fanfic please be kind 😅 not sure how I feel about it please comment and like .Any tips would be appreciated . Loosely based off the song enchanted by Taylor swift .

Word count -722

"forcing laughter , faking smiles"

I've been dreading this night for weeks .Ever since my good friends nick, Matt and Chris invited me to go with them to the new scream premiere.I stared at myself in the mirror my pale skin glowed and my smokey eyeshadow and red lip complimented my green dress perfectly.

My Auburn hair fell into its natural waves and rested down my back , stopping at my waist.I looked amazing but with my anxiety and knowing that I'd be seeing Matt very shortly, I certainly didn't feel amazing .I contemplate excuse in my head on why I have to cancel last minute .My phone ringing brings me out of my state ...it's Nick "hey we're outside , hurry up Matt's stressing about being late."He says already sounding fed up with his blue eyed brother ." Coming now" I say with a half hearted laugh as I grab my bag and head for the door.

"i was enchanted to meet you"

After Matt barely sticking to the speed limit we arrive at the premiere in time .Their manager Laura quickly met us explaining that I was welcome to walk the carpet and get my photo taken along with the triplets and after will have to wait for them at the side so they can finish the carpet themselves.

I smile for the cameras with Chris to my left , Matt to my right and nick the other side of Matt .I smiled at the flashes when deep down all I wanted is to be in the safe place of Matt's car.

I start to walk to the of the carpet to stand behind a make shift wall waiting for my 3 best friends to finish their photos .I stood and admired how they looked .They looked so handsome but Matt ... well he looked so angelic, he made my breaths shallow as he looked over at me with his perfect smile on show .I have always loved Matt in fact it's safe to say in love with Matt.They start walking towards me , finishing on the carpet .My eyes are completely lost in Matt's as they walk closer to me .I am completely enchanted by him , I could never have the courage to tell him.I will always just be his friend .

" wishing you was at my door , I'd open up and you would say hey"

We make our way to the theatre ready to watch the film .I sit in the middle of Matt and nick with Chris on the other side of Nick.We settle down and the film begins.I try to focus on the slasher film but the way Matt's hand is so close to mine I can feel the heat radiating of it and the anxious voice in my head reminding myself that I'm a burden to the 3 boys I love so much , doesn't allow me to enjoy the film .

My heart starts to race .my chest starts to feel tight .I feel like i cant catch my breath.My hand that was once so close to Matt's is now sweaty.Im having a anxiety attack , i need to get out of here i tell myself ."im just going to the bathroom" i whisper to matt quickly.Before i can hear his response im walking down the stairs and out of the theatre door.

I get out into the theatre lobby and it's so quiet you could hear a pin drop.With my head running in circles I sit on the plush seats before I faint.I hear the door close and I see Matt , my sweet Ocean eyed Matt walking towards me .I can't do this conversation right now ."y/n what's wrong" he says ."not now Matt" I say with tears streaming down my face ."is it your anxiety?" He asks looking concerned at my distressed state.I nod my head in response "it's not just that , I can't stand it anymore" I say in-between sobs "what are you talking about?" He asked confused." I can't be your friend anymore it kills me being so inlove with you and knowing that you wouldn't feel the same , it physical hurts my chest to know that matt." I exclaimed with added tears running down my face

He looks at me so blankly it feels like I'm waiting a life time for him to say something.He doesn't , instead he wipes a tear off my face and the next thing I know our lips are crushed against each others and the whole world feels like it's spinning .I pull that , I can't believe that just happened.

#sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #chris sturniolo #fanfiction #news #short story #film #like #youtube comments #share #much love #anxitey

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drinker-of-paint · 3 months

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Just some thoughts from listening to the first 2 eps for the Magnus protocol because brain go brrrrr

(Except I'm an idiot so any theories I have will be batshit and based on very little)

So for character alignments heres what I'm getting vibes wise

Alice: vast or spiral, haven'tquite pinned down which, maybe I'm biased but I'm leaning towards vast

Sam: eye?

Gwen: definitely eye and I weirdly like her

Colin: really not sure vaguely eye from something I cant place but mans definitely got some shit going on

And the many thoughts I felt the overwhelming need to spam In the comments if anyone's interested:

-Why do I feel like him ticking that response box is gonna be a whole thing

Tbh I'm here listening to literally everything they say being like "hm that sounds like foreshadowing" so I'm just gonna tell my brain to fuckin unclench and enjoy the ride

-Ok brain wont unclench and chill but hearing the readout im reminded I had a thought a while ago about the episode in tma with the numbers station and how when martin read the numbers out it reminded me of the voice he does when he impersonates Jon so like....

this is pretty baseless and I might look batshit crazy if this is nothing (I am feral and an idiot) but my original thought was some weird time fuckery of post 200 version of Jon subconsciously trying send a message out, but now I'm wondering If whatever amount of sentience they have their computer versions are trying to reach out

I mean obviously but if they start reading out numbers my brain is going to start making a noise like a struggling computers ventilation fan

-We thinking that the bits that sound like it's being played through a security camera are some eye avatar watching em? (Had to stop myself saying Jon because my brainrot is making me think wishfully but if our lads are only talking through technology it's not too far a shot right?)

-Haha red canary in the mine shaft

-Also "badgrav" sounds like a vast avatars username

-Really enjoyed the reddit forum one. I think ik really gonna like the less strict format for the not statements. Incidents? Is that what they're called?

-Ok fuck just call out my drawing process

Hyperfixate

Be proud

Go to bed

Wake up

Hate it

Make 100 edits

Concern those around me

#tma #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #tmp #pondering tmp/tma

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kaylalovesmaneskin · 1 year

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The hotel room

Warning:choking, daddy kink , uses of handcuffs , masturdating, degrading, and a whole lot of smut

summary:what happens when you stay next door from ethan in a hotel and also what happens when you see a steamy pic of him to.

pairing: ethan torchio x fem!reader

A/N: hi everyone this is one of my many story's that i plan on writing i hope you enjoy this story and let me know anything i missed also i used some Italian words reminder i am not that good at Italian i am taking Italian at school so i am not that good at the language yet but any how enjoy the story <3333

"so i heard you and dami making up last night." Ethan said walking up to you. "oh really did you enjoy the show or shall i say enjoyed listening." you said in a mocking tone. "you know what you are such a bicth let me guess the reason why you and dami was making up was because you were acting like a bicth to him and he need to fuck you like the one you are." he said walking up in your personal space and pinning you against the wall with his hand on your neck. " what the .... you know fuck you ethan." you said as you was escaping his grip and walking away from him. " you know y/n your ass looks really nice in those pants." he said to you.

You had stop dead in your tracks and turned around to be faced to him. "wha..." you said looking him dead in the eye. you had a little blush creep on your face. " you know you just look so fucking cute when you are embarrassed you little slut." ethan said in the most degrading tone you ever heard. " you know ethan you could be a real asshole sometimes i had it with you two can play at that game." you said yelling at him but not that loud. " i cant wait tesoro sai che mi piaceun piccolo gioco quando si trattratta dite." he said with a smirk on his face. "oh davvero guarda e vediche sono davvero bravo in questi giochieti pentiral di scopare con me." you bite back at him.

"Oh davvero tesoro vedra chisene pentira quandoit avro sotto dimeal mio mecry e dirai " oh ethan per favore di piu o oh fottimi finche no urloe piango." he said pushing you back on the wall with his hands on your hips. " you know what ethan i dont have time for you." you said pushing him off of you. you was so mad at but you also wanted to get back at him so you had a little plan in mind. ( fast forword to like 11pm- 12am)

You wanted to think of a way to get back at ethan ad you also needed to relive some stress. You walked to your hotel room and grab your vibrator from your suitcase and sat down on your bed. you knew the floor that you and the band stayed on was empty and you was going to by yourself since the band left to go do rehearsals for the show that was happening in that city yall stayed in and you have a few hour to yourself so like what the worst that can happen.

You quickly hop into your bed and slide your pants off along with your underwear and you also quickly took off your shirt and bra too. you slowly turn on the vibrator on to it's first mode. You took the it in your left hand and slowly but fastly moved it down to your clit. "oh shit oh fuck." you moaned lightly . You continue to make to the vibrator play with your clit as you moaned the little pain but more pleasure you was getting from your sex toy.

But little did you know the band were coming back from rehearsals and they were all in the elevator talking about god know what. The elevator stop at the floor you all stayed on. meanwhile you wasnt aware of there presents. You where so lost in the pleasure that you where moaning really loud that vic , dami, thomas, and ethan could hear you but you didnt care so didnt the rest of them but ethan and the reason was because he share the room that was next to you. " woah yall hear that moaning??." dami said looking at the three of the other band mates "yeah it sounds like y/n." ethan said. " of course you knows what her moans sound like ethan she told me what happen with yall early." vic said punching him in the arm lightly. "fuck you" he said at her. " oh well if it is y/n then good luck ethan hahaha." thomas laughed and so did the rest of them to but ethan.

Once you hit your high you put a black top with some pj pants and walked you your room to be meet with a laughing thomas vic and dami. "uh what the fuck is going on here." you said in confusion tilling your head a little. " ahahah nothing it just we heard moaning coming from your room and it must really suck to be ethan at night." dami said still laughing with his hands on his knees. ¨ OH SHIT". you said putting on hand over your mouth then rubbing the nape of your neck. ¨is there something you want to tell us y/n.¨ ethan said rasing his eyebrow looking your dead in the eye. ¨nope!.¨ you said fast and you ran back to your room.

"oh welllll that was weird." thomas said " yeaaa that was." ethan said "well anyhow good night yall i see you in the morning." dami said walking to his room. "well good night and i hope your get some sleep ethan hehehe." vic giggled walking to her room. " you know fuck you vic i am leaving." ethan said walking to his room. "ok ethan non arrabbiarti ora come chi ti ha cagato addosso." thomas said walking off to his room. "sai vaffanculo thomas non ti sopporto." ethan shouted back. meanwhile in your room you heard ethan walking by your room cursing in Italian. "quelle fottute teste di cazzo ugh non le sopporto mi salgono addosso." ethan said walking pass your door.

You decide that it was late enough you went to go take a shower. you put your suitcase on your bed and grab a matching pajama set out of your bag and grab your soap and loofah out and got a towell and headed to the bath. as you turn on the water you sat down and started to relax your body for whatever stress you had from that day early. all of a sudden you had these unholy though of ethan about how he place on your hip and how you liked it more than you should of had and how he put one of his hands on your neck and choked you ever so lightly. having these though but you couldn't help it. as you started playing that image from early your hands made there was to your pussy and you started to play with yourself. "ooh e-ethan my god." you moaned . you put on of your hands over your mouth to try to keep you moans low so ethan cant hear you since he is in the next room over.

You quickly snap yourself out your thoughts and got up and turn the shower top on and wash your teeth and got out the shower. your dryed yourself off and put your clothing on and layed down in your bed. you took your phone off the charger and when on instagram took look at some stuff before you went to sleep. All of a sudden when you came across a post of ethan looking respectfully fine and sexy. then your thoughts from the shower came back up in your head again you tried so hard to get them out but it wouldn't leave. your body started to heat up. you dont know how but you got out of bed and grab your vibrator and went to go lay down in your bed again. you pulled your pants down and turn your toy on and place it on your clit. you started whimpering and shaking and moaning. "s-sshit fuck o-oh my godddd." you moaned clenching you tights and teeth together. you had the vibrator play with your clit untill you was getting really close to cumming and when you did you had moaned something unexpected. "Oh fuck ethan!." you screamed when cumming. you layed down and clam down from your high. "oh shit that felt good i havent cummed like that in a while." you said with a slime on your face then you had realized what you said when you had came. "OH SHIT.... i hope he didnt hear me fuck i mean i couldnt help myself what was i supposed to do." you said in realization.

You ran to your bathroom and grab a rag to clean yourself off then return to your bed. you hoped back in bed and then when on tiktok. like almost 16 minutes past when all of a sudden you hear a knock at your room door. you hear someone saying " y/n y/n Y/N OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR." on the outside. you sat up and then it hit you the voice coming from outside the door was ETHAN. "ohhhh fuck umm shit shit shit what do i do." you said lowly to yourself. "UM nobody hear i am asleep." you screamed back. " no the fuck you are not open the door or i am going to open it myself." he said " ugh finnnnnee." you said getting out of bed to walk to the door. you open the door to be face with ethan only in grey sweatpants and no shirt. "uh umm what do you want.' you said looking down at the ground. "uno ti ho visto controllarmi non preoccuparti tesoro so che potresti guardare se vuoi e due il motivo per cui sono qui è perché ti ho sentito gemere il mio nome quindi mi piacerebbe se la mia piccola principessa potesse spiegarsi." he said leaning in your door fame and tilling your chin up to look at him in the eyes. oh fuck you though to yourself how ma i going to get my ass out this. but then you wanted to play at his game and get back him from early. "beh, quindi vedi papà, ero su instagram e ho visto una tua foto super sexy e bella e non ho potuto trattenermi, quindi ho fatto quello che chiunque altro avrebbe fatto e sai che non credo di dover dire il resto." you said playing with a strand of your hair that was out.

"oh davvero lo dici che ne dici di andare nella tua stanza e aspettarmi che torno subito." ethan said with a smirk on his face. then he left your door. you turn around and walked to your bed and sat down waiting for ethan. then a few minutes later you hear a knock at you door you jumped up and went to open it. you opened the door for ethan then he walked into you room and you lead him to you bed so you was pressed up o the bed and he lifted your chin up. "so my little sult how about you get undressed for daddy and go lay down for me baby. you didnt know how to feel but you was happy. "yes daddy." you said back to him. you started taking off your pants and underwear then your shirt and br. then you sat on the bed waiting for him. mean while ethan was enjoying seeing you getting undressed for him. then when you was done he started to take his pants and boxers off.

Your mouth hung open to see his length. "soggezione qualcuno non riesce a tenere la mascella sollevata dal pavimento non ti preoccupare piccola non puoi guardare non ti sto giudicando." he said looking at you. you stop staring and shaked your head a little. "go laid down for me." he said in a husky tone. you did nothing but do as he said. "brava ragazza ora non aver paura ok sto solo andando a mettere alcune cose su di te." he said putting a blindfold on you and putting your hands in cuffs. you couldn't do nothing but wimper at his voice and touch. "ora bella ragazza ho bisogno che tu mi dica se va bene toccarti bene." he said. you nodded your head up and down. "nun uh use your words." " yes you can daddy." you said in the most hornyiest tone ever. " that a good girl." 'ora brava ragazza avrò bisogno che tu sia brava e abbastanza per me pensi di poterlo fare." "yes daddy i could just please fuck me i cant wait any longer please."

"hmm someone seems impatient well let me give you was you want baby." ethan go on the bed with you and spit on his hand and stated to slide his hand up and down his cock. then he open your legs open and let his finger run up and down your pussy. you couldnt do any thing but moan and tug at the cuffs and plus your body was extremely sensitive. "okay baby get ready." "uhh fuck i am just give me your cock i needed it so badly please." you cried out loud to him.

"what ever my baby wants my baby gets." he said pushing his cock inside you. both of you moaned at the plesure. "fuck y/n you are so tight mmmm." "oh s-shit ethan mmmm." you moaned loudly ethan began to thrust in and out of you fast. one of ethan hand made it was to your neck choking you." what did i say you need to be buono e tranquillo we wouldnt want to wake up the others now do we." "no just fuck me untill i scream and cry." you cried out loud. "that it." ethan said with a smirk on his face. he was pounding into you so hard you forgot that yall where still in a hotel with three other people. " mmm just like that take my cock you piccolo sult cazzo la tua figa è così stretta." he said to you. "e-ethan i am about to cummm." you said moaning you didnt even care that you was in hotel with three other people you just care about the sex and plesure you was getting. "i-im cumm okay baby cum with me." ethan said to you. his trust became slow and messy and then he gave 2 more trust and you both moaned really loud and came together. "oh shittttt." "fuckkkkk." you both moans. ethan stayed in you for a few miuntes the took him self out of you then took off the blind fold and handcuffs. "wow tesoro mi hai fatto così bene ora vado in bagno molto velocemente a prenderti uno straccio per pulirti." he said in a caring tone. then ethan left then a few munites later he came back with a rag and clean you up and helped you put some pj on` and layed down in bed with you.

"beh, immagino che tu possa dire che ti ho fottuto finché non urli e piangi." ethan said to you with a huge smile on his face. "davvero ethan ma qualunque cosa um volevo dire ti amo." you said back to him. "ti amo y/n e ripenso a tutto quello che ho detto all'inizio." "va bene amore mio ti perdono ti amo e buonanotte." you said to him kissing him on the forhead. "buonanotte amore mio." he said kissing you on yours. then you both fell fast alseep

THE END (omfg this shit took me so long but was worth it)

#ethan torchio smut #maneskin smut #maneskin #ethan torchio #damiano maneskin #victoria maneskin #fem!reader #thomas maneskin

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lampternfish · 2 years

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Coincidentally my glasses are blue with square lenses, idk what else to say normally since my life has been consumed with me thinking: oh thats a bbb reference everywhere i go. So, yeah, i dont know where this conversation is going

Okay , maybe i still have a question, like, if the time manipulation watch can be used to like travel back in time or ahead of time. Will there be two versions of ying arguing, like the present and past/future self ??

If yaya has gravity manipulation, why cant she just pin all her enemies down to the floor first so they dont really have a way to reach her, we know she can do this and being the smart person she is she could have figured this out long ago, did she?, did she just get bored that enemies are all easily defeated from this simple move and wanted to be hit once and awhile?, is it a very power intensive move?????

Since we know gopal's powers are actually molecular transmutation, and we see him use it "properly" for once in the bbb movie 1. There has been zero attempts yet in the bbbglx series to actually remind people he is capable of doing that. Is that just a one time powerup boost thing, what changed?, can he transform things into more complex foods?, does he, outside of the episodes try to at least comprehend how he could do that thing again in the bbb movie 1, maybe even read the chemistry books ??

Since we know fang is capable of making more than one shadow apparation now , can he make like a swarm of mosquitos and just watch as the bbge hunk of muscle scream in pain. He has a shadow dragon, can he make other mystical animal shadow apparitions too?, shadow unicorn?, shadow loch ness monster?. What happened to his ability to dissipate into shadows and then appear somewhere in near proximity??.

Why do they keep bringing ochobot like hes capable of fending for himself, like they can just contact them with their watches to open up a portal on the location their in to the tapop's station or a safe spot and then ask them to close it right?. Since ochobot uses coordinates to teleport, can ochobot also open portal holes far from their proximity if they get the coordinates on where to open the portal hole??? Is this a feasible strategy???

Why did kaizo join tapops

Nevermind i guess i did have some thoughts i forgor about

#boboiboy

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wildtornado-o · 1 year

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u seem to like/draw like . everyone in somnium files im dying to know what ur ranking of them is and why like i cant pin down a favorite based on ur posts

My ranking is honestly kind of simple because I love everyone! (tier list so I can organize my thoughts accidently put Saito in the wrong spot he SHOULD. be next to So)

I honestly really like every character in the first game. Every character feels unique and like they have a reason to be there, even Mame who doesn't get much screen time. They all have their own thing going on which I feel helps flesh out the world they live in really well.

Date and Mizuki are my top faves but everyone else in that tier is really close to them sdkfhsd, their route just personally hit the hardest for me, and then Ota's route.. (although honestly every route hits in such a good different way) I love their dynamic so much, and a lot of their dynamic reminds me of my and my dad LOL (just in a more healthy way than them) Basically the moment I saw Mizuki in that pillar I knew I was going to love her, traumatized young child that seems to have sooo many issues and knows the protag? sign me up! But yeah, going from her route and the ones on the left side to the right side was so jarring because there is like. No Mizuki in Iris' route like at all, which made me very sad. But when she is there she totally just steals the scene so I get it skjfskd Having all the other characters trying to tell Date how Not Okay she is always made me so mad at Date like "Sir!! Sir please help your daughter" and he just didnt. I think thats one thing that bothers me but its easy to ignore since the route wasn't about her. BUT YEAH I Love Date and Mizuki and their dynamic they are my faves and I REALLY!! Wish it didn't feel like everyone just. forgot about Mizuki in the end of the true route. But thats ok because I guess it makes sense, Date was struggling lmao I loveddd what we saw of Falco which is why he's UP there too, I just find him so facsinating and loved seeing how much he loved Iris and Hitomi, and just how much he was willing to lose in order to protect them. Hitomi is also definitely one of my favourites because shes also just so fascinating, I will always have a memory of playing her backstory part with my friend in my hallway because we couldnt find anywhere to charge her switch, and just being so FLOORED at everything she revealed. That poor woman has been through so much and still remains hopeful and filled with so much love and that just. ow. I love her sm. I love Iris. I used to hate Iris. (I played the left side first, so it wasn't really Iris) She got on my nerves because of how obviously manipulative she was to Date, but now I love that about her shes so cheeky sdkfjsdf she gets so many of her traits from her Uncle <3 Such a goofy girl I looove her dynamic with literally all of the characters because it shows just how SMART! She is I don't think she gets enough credit for how smart she is. Aiba is so silly and I love her, shes such a strong character in the first game and her relationship with Date really is everything to me. The warehouse scene almost made me cry but because I knew she would come back after it didnt affect me as hard BUT STILL. "I hate you Aiba and I never want to see you again" is a line I will never be able to forget. Her humour is one of the best parts of the game and I just love how much she shines in somniums when messing with Date, neither of them have a single thought, do they sdhfshdf I'd go over the other 3 in my top tier but this is already very long UM.... if you want me to talk more about a specific character feel free to send another ask!! (Just a note, this is my opinion on all the characters excluding how they may have been changed in aini, not for any reason I just like the characters more in the first game)

#talking #long post #SORRY THIS GOT SO RAMBLY....#I LOVE HTEM ALL SO MUCH...#aitsf spoilers #this game. man this game. I love everyone in this game smmm

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oh-s-a-m-u · 1 year

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rant about its just a burning memory

i just listened to its just a burning memory and i wondered how it came to be because it sounds so.. depressing? i couldnt even explain it. the feeling it brought to me was unexplainable, yet melancholic enough for me to want to find out more. It was scary, yet sad, but at the same time i just couldnt pin-point the feeling. Then, i found the album. i cant remember the exact name, all i know is that its something along the lines of "everything at the end of time" or "its jsut a burning memory", i cant remember. And that was what was so horrifying about it. i started listening to it, and as i did i read through the comments on this 6 hour long video, of so many different songs. So many comments said they listened to it all and it changed their view on life, or how 15 minutes in thye were crying. I thought they were just being dramatic, so while i listened in my dark little room, i read through the comments of this horrifying album. Most of the comments talked about their family members sufering from dementia, the way it just kept getting worse and its just so *sad* to read. I read, my eyes filling with horror at the stories i heard. And yet, now i cant even remember them. Which would be normal, of course, until you remember the album is about *dementia.* it makes me anxious, thinking how could i, a young fella, forget about something that made me cry so easily, filing it away somewhere in my mind where i couldnt reach.

The song was split into a lot of chapters, A1 being its jsut a burning memory, the next one being A2, then A3, A4, A5, A6, and then B1. All the songs were about 3-5 minutes long, and they were all named after dementia/alzheimers. A1 is the start of dementia, where you just have this bad feeling, gnawing at you, but its probably nothing, Just a burning memory. A2, mostly the same, but the feeling has faded a bit, so its calmer. But you still dont know whats happening. After a bit, i have personally listened until B6, so i dont know if its true, but at the later stages, close to the end, the music is so horrific but its just too *real.* I had listened to B6, and had started crying while reading, just the idea of dementia giving me goosebumps, making me shiver. It probably didnt help that i was alone, in my house, lights turned off completely, phone at 14%, slowly going down until it inevitably would turn off. I didnt have a charger available, (i did but in the dark and sobbing hysterically i couldnt see it-) so it just reminded me even more of dementia, of how the people who are close to the patient have to see the way their body remains fine, but their mind is decaying. Watching, listening, interacting, knowing that theyre gonna forget them inevitably. Are going to die. A slow, painful death, not even aware of it because they *wont even remember their name.*

My eyes are tearing up as i write this, but its just so agonizing i cant help it. The way music could give such drastic changes to peoples's *lives* had gotten me laughing, giggling, thinking thats impossible, until i listened to the album. Even after i turned off my phone, turned off the comments, sat there and tried to stop thinking about it, i couldnt. Because suddenly, all the little things i couldnt always remember were screaming at my mind, making me try to remember. 'What was my friends' dogs name?' 'I don't know.' 'I can't remember.' '*I CAN'T REMEMBER.*' 'Okay- okay, what about ah- shit, i dont know- the grandmothers name?' 'my mums name?!' 'her maiden name?' 'ANYTHING?!' I just tried so hard, but i still couldnt remember and it drove me insane. The fact that people with dementia had to suffer through this, but worse and unable to remember their way home, their closest friends name, their parents, children, *family, pets, work, even their life-* it just makes me sick.

And all this, after i listened to 15 minutes of a 6 hour album.

God save those who's friends, family, anyone they know is suffering from dementia. It's so horrific to think about, yet people live their everyday lives, complaining about an exam they didnt study for, being late to work, such small things.. when they could be forgetting their entire lives, their friends and family, pets and children- I sound like a broken record, repeating similar things so much, but its true, its real, and its horrifying.

Bless you.

#dementia #alzheimers #its just #a burning #memory #music #album #godbless

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thumpersdae · 1 year

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🧠 😅🤗

🧠: pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon about them.

I'm not sure which character to pick, (choosing a jodie headcanon felt like a cop-out… no pun intended) so I lurked on your blog for a sec and found "Scary Marlowe was in your "posts alot about" section. so we're going with her. I think my biggest most, undebatable headcanon for Scarry is that I see her as a fat girl. I know that isn't super deep, or exciting but it's the most concrete hc I have about her.

To make up for that I will add that, at the end of s1 I tried to make playlists for the S1kids-S2parents. and ended up gravitating to poetry for Terry Jr's playlist. because of beth and because sometimes being a teen with a step-parent means listening to button poetry on youtube and feeling profound and forlorn.

So now I sorta have this HC that TJ had a big poetry phase at about Scary's age and he's just itching to share some of his favorite poems with her, but also he's aware that sharing outdated angsty poems with his teenage daughter would be quite possibly the most un-cool thing he could ever do. but he did once leave a poetry book out without telling her it was his. and Scarry has poured over that book several times 😅: what story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

ok… so, I really sort of don't feel embarrassed about any of my fics. I know each one of them was a thing I loved working on, and was proud to share. and even the things I was writing as a teen, when I was worse at writing, remind me how much I've worked on my writing skillzzz.

that being said,,,, in 2014, I wrote my second fan-fic ever. (against my better judgment) I will link it here. please be warned the word count makes it hard to load on some devices, and the payoff is not worth that frustration. 🤗: what advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

I genuinely would like to tell all new fan-fic writers "don't take yourself seriously" the culture around modern fan-fiction has made it so this creative writing is one of the few artistic outlets that cant be commercialized. and I fucking love that actually. I love having a thing I can pour my heart into that doesn't need to be sellable. it took me a while to realize this about myself and there was a time when I spent a lot of energy and angst trying to write for clout or influence. do not do this. I know it's cliche but please "write for yourself". write crack fics, and shitposts, and rare pairs, and the same "identifying marks" soulmate au 50 times. abandon things that aren't working anymore, stop writing altogether for months at a time. this hobby is work, just like any other time-consuming creative endeavor. it's volunteer work, with no monetary gain, but that doesn't make it rewardless. but tyeing those rewards to other people's reactions rather than your own enjoyment is a good way to have the joy sucked out of this hobby. yes, i love the comments and kudos and attention i get from sharing my work, and interactions like that have factored into me being motivated to write more. but one of my other driving forces for writing is just reading over my old work, and then wanting to pin down the endings.

#my writing #...sorta #asks #i sound really pretentious here actually so don't listen to me #idk man(gnc) im just a lil guy writing dumb shit why are you asking me 😭😭😭#also the fact im giving advice after ive linked the worst fic ever: 'Orange' by me #also also Mutual (my beloved) i would die for you. thank you for sending in an ask. i got to feel really important for like a day. <3 #10 outa 10. good friend

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novieight · 1 year

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listing the plushies i have with me and why theyre my f/os to make myself feel a bit better

starting with callie; ive had her longest, i got her just about a week and a half after getting into the splatoon fandom (i got into splatoon a day before splatoon 3 release, getting the game itself a week later). shes super energetic, but cares for everyone around her and knows when to turn it down a notch. shes also really cute and her aesthetic of pink is visually pleasing. her voice is a huge comfort for me, it reminds me of my old friends and just makes me feel safe. i see her as a lover, of course.

next is pearl. i got pearl yesterday for christmas, but ive been wanting her for a few months. i love her sassiness, and how she seems almost protective in that sense. she seems like the type to use that sassiness to stand up for loved ones. she (along with marina) seem very motherly in my eyes. i love her confidence, she probably reminds her friends and family to love themselves and never let anyone knock them down. shes definitely a mother to me.

up next we have marie. i also got her yesterday. marie's been through a lot(i.e temporarily losing her cousin, still having to take care of her idol career, and having had to help save the world in multiple manners), putting it simply. because of this shes a very understanding person, and would always let whoever vent to her. she would comfort them with hugs and holding their hand, essentially whatever would make them feel loved and cared for. shes like an older sister to me.

next is riddle (riddle rosehearts). yet another plush i got yesterday. riddle has a background very similar to me; being pressured to do exactly what his parents say in fear of even worse pain to come. and because of that he's a perfectionist, and is obsessed with looking good to others despite constantly breaking down inside. he knows my pain; he knows anxieties, troubles, fears. we're very close because of this. he's my best friend who i may or may not have a crush on.

finally we have idia, also got him yesterday. idia has EXTREME anxieties, especially social anxiety. he almost NEVER leaves his room in fear of others judging him. but there are times he can be pretty talkative, most finding it strange how he can go from silent to being one of the loudest in the room. he's also got plenty of hyperfixations he contributes to in his daily life. but when hes not talking about something he loves or isnt doing something to distract himself, he can even go nonverbal and not say anything at all. sometimes he uses his tablet to communicate clearer, like how sometimes i simply write my friends notes or will text them on discord despite them sitting right next to me. idia is an older brother to me.

yeah i feel a little better now that i got to explain stuff about my plushies, and yes i did get these specific character plushies because theyre my f/os. along with my new riddle plush i got a riddle pin and a riddle nendoroid (if you cant tell i absolutely love riddle). and then of course ive got my callie and pearl plushies AND amiibos. im gonna go keep listening to music now, gonna tag this under my vent tag in case it upsets anyone in any way.

#novasvents

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lov3rs-go · 2 years

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a rambly poem about my grandmother. little more than 1,000 words long.

and then their was the issue of us.

and i didn't like my body or my mind.

hate the way i speak and put my thoughts to words, almost more then the way my skin covers my bones

and i miss my grandmother and her kind eyes, the way she looked at me all those summers ago when i still had the world in my hands. but ive messed everything up now, i keep digging this hole for myself bc its easier than trying to crawl out of it scraping my knees on the edges of your shattered dreams of my potential.

i remember the way the sand smelled when she asked me how school was going and i loved being a girl and gossiping with her and i felt older and she felt younger. she got her girlhood back when talking with me. but I've grown up faster than she intended, now childhood is no longer beautiful, ive taken away her reflection. and she reminds me of my mom in that regard.

when does mother end and daughter begin?

we merge together i am you and you are me.

and when you speak to her over the phone you sound like I did during those summers and my heart aches.

seeing her face hurts.

i guess this is the end.

even if i conformed would she be able to love me again?

she's seen who i am and how can she forget the way she hated him?

we walked her dogs in the forest and on the beach, driving out of benthany to buy pencils and paint bc even though i felt guilt you told me this is how she shows her love and i haven't gotten a gift in years.

we used to go to Starbucks and local smoothie shops and when i waited to eat she would praise my patience and i would eat out of her hand for the implication of thin.

i wasn't beautiful but i felt like i could be during our long car rides and serenading her husband and now i understand why he didnt like it.

i used to be scared of him but he hasn't looked at me differently and that is why i love him. he made my mother the way she is, and in turn made me but how can i resent him?

they all made me and now hate their creation as i bubble alive and clairsentient but not him.

he doesn't look away.

we got strawberry milk shakes and pencils and i painted on their porch with watercolors and smelled salt and heard the dogs running in the front yard and heard her taking business meetings upstairs and saw the waves and the birds perched on the deck that led down to the shore and i would give up my entire being to go back there.

orange flavored painkillers slipped to me in the front seat during busy vacation traffic and their was a heat wave and i felt the pin pricks of a migraine at the back of the skull and she was mad i was sick bc i ruined things even back then, during heaven, making fun of the early 2010s pop she loved bc it was happy and alive and must've made her feel young again bc that was all she ever wanted, wasn't it? but time is slipping past she can't live in girlhood forever. i understand her more than my own mother. and i hate her but i love her and all i want is for her to look at me the way she did on early morning sunrise walks down the beach being pulled in either direction by wild dogs chasing seagulls and drinking smoothies and feeling young and thin and cooking for her, and loving the feeling of being able to put my love for her and surprise birthday parties and sips of lattes into a meal when the sun had long set and the smell of salt and sea was at its strongest. watching movies after fancy dinner meals together and thinking this is what family is meant to be.

but now i stay in my room and cry for a time no one seems to remember but me and mourn for this old life that i mightve just fabricated bc it seems to matter to no one else. but these images are vivid in my mind, the smell of sand makes me weep salt water

i cant imagine a life without it sometimes feels like i died that summer, shoving calories into my mouth while the house slept throwing up in the guest room, missing my parents and the way me and my mom would share a room when my dad slept in Australia. i was afforded love in my childhood but now im meant to fit into an agenda i wasn't prepared for and what am i supposed to do? i need her back.

i need her to miss me to. i need closure. i need her to hug me and mean it and not feel tight and disgusted under my hands of filth. the way she used to when it felt like she'd give me the world like i mattered more than anyone else except for my grandad. and sometimes i want her to die just so my grief is understandable bc it's hard to explain how i mourn a person who's still alive.

its a silent death i mourn.

i mourn the lack of beaches and 5:00 alarms, i mourn her dog, i mourn her milkshakes, i mourn counting calories and throwing up in her green bathroom, i mourn teaching her to draw and encouraging her to paint regardless of its beauty, because what really is beauty? she knows it better than anyone else and i mourn the conversations on the porch i mourn her showing me how to use her hot tub i mourn gossiping like schoolgirls in her car before walks i mourn her soft touch and gentle voice i mourn the potential she saw in me i mourn our movie nights watching princess bride on repeat i mourn the jewelry she gave to me i mourn the surprises we planned i mourn the way she saw the good in me i mourn peanut butter jelly sandwiches i mourn vintage diaries in thrift stores on the outskirts of town

i mourn the way she looked at me in the summer of bethany beach.

(written otober 15th, saturday late at night; 11:00)

#poetry #poem #writeblr #creative writing #writerscorner #writers on tumblr #writer #author #poets on tumblr #poet #studyblr #original writing #marvs word vomit #grandmother #family #family dynamics #ed tw #eating disoder trigger warning

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uncertain3teeth · 2 years

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my mom is headed out going to a food bank rn and it reminded me of an old memory of my toxic cousin bc i remember one time i told her that my aunt was going to a food bank and then she laughed and TAHTS FUCKED UP LIKE FUCK HER like you dont understand the shit that people have to go through when we dont have money we cant afford barley anything and we sometimes have to maybe even eat expired food because we dont have money to buy anything like laughing at a persons low income is fucking rude and disrespectful like she would know she HAS money and she can buy what the fuck ever...me and my mom on the other hand NO we have bills and rent piled up and its stressful and unfair and especially if your whole family is high income and then since i cut them off bc of my toxic cousin its hard to ask for help bc it makes me feel like im getting involved with my cousin again so fuck you stephanie for ruining my fucking life eith your physical and mental abuse and gaslighting and trying to seperate me and my mom saying that "being at your house makes you depressed" and "your mom doesnt care about you" and saying my mom is selfish and you called her the r slur and slow and you threaten to hit me and ever since elementary throughout highschool you always try and gaslight me into thinking that my mom is selfish and that staying at your place is whats right and especially elementary since i was young you would always every week talk abt how much my mother doesnt care and it actually made me turn on my own mother saying "i dont want to stay at her house can i stay here" and i would cry if she would have to take me home but little did i know that wasnt my own thoughts it was her fucking words ingraved into my head and i remember you talking abt my dad which left when i was in kindergarten and she knows how fucking sensitive i was abt that topic at the time but no and from an event in 2020 i still feel your hands on me pinning me down like a dog just bc your finger was in my face and you were yelling at me and i didnt even shove you i lightly tried to move your finger away from me and you quickly grabbed me from the chair and pinned me down with my hands behind my back and you were on top of me and i was sobbing and i wanted to cry for help but nobody was there to do anything and as she got off me i and ran to the bathroom to cut and she was chasing after me yelling "come back here now" and she was banging on the door and theres so much other things you did to me and i hate that i was the whole families scapegoat and that i was a punching bag and that rveryone thought i was disrespectful towards you but i was only calling out for help and even after i told them you abused me and all of that stuff they still are on your side is it bc you are a nurse and technically nurses take care of children so basically they just think "oh how could she do that she takes csre of children" and they would say "she was probably just tired" and if i speak up they always go to "she helped you will school since elementary school" and thats usually an excuse she can get away with and i hate it and she has all of these excuses and im just left with nothing and im broken and hurt and i fucking hate you stephanie for all of the shit you done to me you toxic manipulative cunt and sorry doesn't change any fucking thing i am still hurt and it hurts when you cut a family member off and you think you did something and you feel powerful but then the family doesnt even react to it and its just like a backhanded slap in the face bc you feel like you built all of that courage for nothing and now look at me having mild agoraphobia and being clinically depressed in my house that i haven't left since may of last year and i feel like everyday is the same and im sleeping 24 fucking 7 well latley im getting kinda sleepless nights bc i pulled all nighters for 3 or 4 days lost count but im trying my fivking hardest to heal and you cant hurt me anymore and i am better than you will ever be so a personal fuck you to you

#tw toxic family #tw sh implied #tw gaslighting #tw abuse #tw mental abuse #family scapegoat

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chippedaxe · 3 years

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no thoughts just reader wearing a maid dress with the different mcyt. (nsfw)

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Title: Maid Dress Hc's

Warnings: NSFW (Minors DNI), praise, pet names, exhibitionism (not rlly) ???, possessiveness, SUB reader,

Pronouns: They/Them, non specified genitalia

Synopsis: The reader wears a maid dress and here are the mcyt's reactions.

Word count: 1.2k

Note: you guys are so down bad, I love it <3

I KNOW ITS TAKEN A WHILE TO ANSWER, IM SOZ

*I hate the word smirks because it makes me think of Debbie Ryan's weird smile from radio rebel but whatever :/

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cc! Dream

- His face was one of shock, this wasn't expected but was certainly welcomed. "Oh wow Darling, is all this for me?" Dream is just casually sitting in his chair when you come up to him wearing the maid dress "It better all be for me, because I'm not letting anyone else get the privilege of seeing you like that!" Dream is flustered.

- He's torn apart. One side of him wants to keep you private and all to himself but another part of him ones to show you off as a prize to all of his friends, putting you on display and having everyone worship you but not being able to actually do anything to you.

- He'd put his arms behind his head and just watch you, smirking to himself "Do a little twirl for me.." he bites his lip and watches you spin around in your short dress. His pants tighten around his crotch and that's when you know that you're done for.

cc! Sapnap

- "Hey babe, look at me!" you interrupt him while he's on a call with his camera turned off, Sapnap turns around and looks you up and down "Wow darl' that's fuckin' gorgeous.. These guys wish they could see you right now.." Sapnap groaned as he stared at you.

- Sapnap suddenly feels a tad bit flustered as he remembers that the guys can actually hear what he's saying but plays it off anyways, You spin around for him and show him your frills and lace "You're so pretty oh my lord.." he smiles at you.

- Sapnap suddenly grabs you and places you on his lap, signaling you to be quiet as he slowly explores your clothed body. You shut your mouth and try to keep quiet, your breathing becoming heavier as Sapnap slides his hand up your dress.

- Sapnap pushes his fingers past your underwear and slips his fingers inside of you, stopping himself from groaning at the feeling of your warm walls around his fingers. "Come on Sapnap, don't be rude! Show them to us, we're all really intrigued now!" The guys complain "That's too bad because they're all mine.." Sapnap smirks.

cc! George

- He lets out a full on gasp as you enter the room which causes Dream (on the phone) to question what was happening "NOTHING, absolutely nothing!" George is flabbergasted by how you look. You're everything he's ever wanted and you're everything that he needs, George's jaw drops and you can hear Dream complaining again.

- "Sorry It's just my partner, they look SO good!" George gulps nervously as he cant take his eyes off you "Aw, they look better than me? :( " Dream asks jokingly "Everyone looks better than you" George replies "Hey- don't be rude.." you laugh.

- "I think- I've gotta go.. I'll call you back actually" George hangs up on Dream and he stands up, his hands finding their place on your hips as he leans towards you and kisses your lips. George lowers his hands so he's now full on groping your ass, squeezing your thighs as well.

- You let out a soft moan as you feel George's hardness press up against you, the muscle becoming bigger in his pants by the second. "So.. So pretty.. So good.. All mine.."

cc! Eret

- He just sits there in his chair expectedly and waiting for you to come in the room, her expression and whole mood changing the instant you enter the door with the dress on. "What are you wearing? Is- Is there something special?" They're confused but not angry about it.

- Her hands are quickly working to get it off as quickly as you were working to get it on. Eret appreciates every little piece of lace and clothing you put on for them as they take it off, sliding the skirt off and pausing to look at the soaked lace undies.

- His hands massage your thighs gently, admiring you thigh high socks you put on as well. Their eyes wander and they notice you're also wearing thigh garters "So dressed up, and you're all mine.." Eret gets a rush from seeing you like this.

- You. Will. Not. Walk. That is a warning. Eret will 100% guaranteed keep you from being able to walk tomorrow (assuming you could already walk in the first place) by ramming into you at high speeds and bruising your hips.

cc! Karl

- He was already expecting it, he was the one who bought you the maid dress in fact but he just didn't expect how damn good you looked in it. The dress complimented you perfectly, the sight in you in it made Karl's mouth water.

- He will probably try to keep the costume on you, only sliding your underwear to the side to fuck you. He would of course worry about ruining the dress with his cum though "What if this is the last time I see you in this dress?" he doesn't like that thought. He needs to see you dressed up like this for him way more.

- He would grind against you while you sit there looking pretty in your outfit, feeling happy to do it and attend to your every will. Karl is your happy boyfriend and would do fuckin' anything for a hot person like you, and I mean anything.

- He would get so upset if you told him that stream wanted to see the maid dress "Well they can't! This is all mine!" he will pout and keep you to himself "That's not fair Karl.." you remind him "Well- I'll wear the maid dress then! Just not you, who knows who might try to steal you away!" he crosses his arms "I don't know about that but I'm all for making you wear the maid dress" you grin.

cc! Punz

- "Holy fuck!" he tackles you to the bed and pins you underneath him, "Is it my birthday already? Holy shit.." Punz looks down at you. You look up at him with your lust filled eyes, ready for him to just take you.

- "Thought you may like it" you smile "More than just like it! I love it!" his hands won't leave you. Punz' rubs your skin, patting your hips and opening your legs up for him to get between. You close your thighs around your face unintentionally but he loves it, gasping at the feeling of being trapped under you.

- Punz will ruin you and probably ruin that maid dress you were wearing, his teeth ripping the lace underwear so he could have better access to your genitals "h-hey! That was expensive!" you complain. "I'll by you some more if you wear them for me, babe.." Punz hums from under you.

- He will destroy you the moment he actually fucks you, his hips shuddering against your non-stop until you both cum and even then he still isn't stopping. You unleashed a beast and now he won't stop until he's fully calmed down and satisfied.

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wholesomeivygreen · 3 years

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Sukuna never had a problem getting himself off. He had multiple people to pleasure him ofcourse. It was always one needy whore after another, girl or boy, man or woman. They all wanted to be beside him and praise him.

All untill you. You and your innocent little joy of life.

The day he saw you he was raptured by your sweet smile and blinding beauty. Ofcourse sukuna being the king of curses wanted a taste of you and he knew that once you got a taste of him, you would be on your knees ready to serve him, or so he thought.

To lure you in he disguised himself as a commoner. As much as he hated it that was the only way he could get you to sleep with him. And so there he was standing in front of you- hand in hand...and in a date? He didnt quite understand the concept of dating. It was bizzare and quite complex.. I mean why spend time talking about interests and giving information about oneself that can be used in battles when you could indulge in worldly pleasures lusting over him.

But when he stood there, next to your smiling figure that was failing to get the toy out of the mysterious box of gifts and treasures or as you called it a claw crane.

He didn't understand how small things like those could excite you, he knew he could get you better toys, gifts unfathomable to human kind. Gifts and treasures that only the richest-

"Hehe look isnt this one adorable" you swirled your arm into his pulling him close to hear your heavenly laughter more clearly making him twinge with goosebumps.

As you continued to adore the little ball of cotton he made it his mission to buy the biggest toy there was. Huffing his chest when making the promise only to find you laughing and telling him that it was late and you both needed to catch the last bus.

Scoffing he agreed but somehow the walk back to the station made his way with talks and taunts that somehow made the curse laugh with genuine joy and peace.

Sometimes he found himself smiling and bit too fondly and having to remind himself that he was the kind of curses, devil reincarnated, a powerful curse who once ravaged the earth making thousands tremble-

Disturbed from his thoughts you pulled him down to land the lightest kiss on his cheekbone making him stare at you in wonder.

"Good night sukuna" ofcourse he told you his name....well he wanted to tell you his actual form too but after tonight...god what if he would scare you? What if you didnt want to be with him...wait be with him? Why would he be worried if you wanted to be with him or not?

Laughing he questioned his thoughts making him talk to himself in the dark way back home

'Yea right. Me the powerful sukuna..wanting a woman like her to be with me' what rubbish he thought while having the slightest tinge of red coat his ears.

As a couple weeks went by you both got closer and closer. The more you grew closer you more flustered you got, and ofcourse he wouldnt miss any tiny detail. Everytime he did something to mess with you he would await to see your lovely flustered reaction.

When he would lean down to brush his lips on yours ever so slightly teasing every inch of your tiny self he found himself filled with eagerness and desperation to get closer and make you his. But oh dear god the way you would whimper and sound off his reactions sending blood straight to his dick.

When he found out you reacted like that, whimpering and trembling at his arms sensitive to his touch he found himself repeating it over and over again.

Only to break apart one day and found himself pinning you to the floor as he floated on top of you lips inches apart, eyes fumbling between his and his lips as though signaling to wanting more.

"You look so fucking pretty like this" he said cupping your tiny face with his big hand bringing it closer to a heated kiss, tongue swirling into your own only making you groan into the kiss. With every sound you made, every trace of your small fingers on his body he only was tempted more, tempted to rip off every piece of clothing your body dared to hold.

He wanted to leave marks all over your body, emotion of jealousy and possessiveness taking over him as he left dark red kisses onto your soft skin.

When he raised his head he found you looking at him with a shock.

"Wha- who are you?"

Confusion evidenton his face he jerked back "Huh doll what are you talking about? I'm sukuna"

"No..sukuna doesnt look like this" you said backing off to a corner and as he noted his tatto on his wrists he realised, he changed back to his form. A form he grew when in lust or holding a desire to monopolize something.

Fuck

"Sweetheart. It's me.. I was just-" he knew no words put together would explain who he was and the grew a bit angry when he saw your face holding disgust or so he thought.

Huffing he sat down explaining the most he could. Leaving out parts where he would continue on another day but today he needed you, he needed to feel you, to hear your sweet sultry voice begging him to make you cum.

To his shock you werent afraid, hurting he didnt tell you before this but as you scoped closer cupping his face clearly way too big for your tiny hand

"I just wish youd told me sooner. I dont care where you're from and what you did. As long as we are together I dont want to worry about that."

Sukuna never knew words could turn him on the way it did right now. Pouncing on you continuing where he left off he was quick to remove all your clothing.

As he removed his he noted the way you stared into his chest eyeing his every feature. As though you wanted to eat him up. As he removed his underwear your mouth fell wide.

There was no way that would fit you. No way

As though he could read your mind he came to kiss you deeply

"Dont worry brat, I'll make sure to stretch you wide enough to take me. Hmm? I know my princess will do that for me wont ya?" Nodding he smacked one hand on your cunt he trailed his fingers that were so big you worried about them fitting too.

As he rubbed circles on your clit enjoying every sound that poured out from your sweet lips. As he traced the lining of your dripping pussy he collected some of your juices in his fingers before bringing them to his mouth sucking on them

"Fuck you taste so good. Cant wait to fill you with my cum."

With the end of that sentence he entered your tight hole. Fingering you slowly at first so you got used to his huge fingers. He pumped you in and out observing every twitch and shiver you showed. He sucked onto one of your breasts and the other hand rubbed deep circles on your clit and massaged your folds.

The way he fingered you were sinful, every turn and pull making you moan in delight. As he swirled his index and pointing finger to pump more juices from your dripping cunt he came down to suck on your sensitive clit flicking it with his tongue. He continued his ministrations ramming his fingers into your twitching hole.

He was observant, learning your every reaction as he curled up his fingers to reach a spot so sensitive earning a Yelp and you scurrying away from his touch only for him to pull you back with his nails digging into the soft of your thighs. Kissing you thighs biting the inner side of them.

"Did I tell you could move away from my touch brat? The next time you scurry away and I wont let you cum. Okay? and be a good little whore and lemme stretch you" his words leaving a harsh warning into your brain you knew not to move. Rather you pushed your hips to match his pace as he fingered you to your orgasm.

As you felt a gush of water on your inner thighs you were left heaving and trying to make sense of reality when he came forward lining himself towards your entrance collecting the juices your dripping pussy let out.

"Hmm..and what should I do next princess?? Hmm?"

"Please- I.. want you in me" you said nervously fidgeting with you arms as you let you arms hang on his broad shoulders. He kissed the side of your ears whispering in an octave deeper than usual

"Want what?" He teasing and licking your ears, he knew it was your sensitive spot

"I want your huge cock. Please sukuna"

"Say it clearly brat" he said slapping your boobs before sucking and nibbling your tip

"I want ...want your big dick in me.. please sukuna"

"That's it..that's all I wanted to hear my sweet whore"

As words left your mouth you felt a stretch in your tiny pussy earning a groan from the great king himself before sinking in to reach the deepest part of you that no one ever could

"Fuck you're so fucking tight" he said ramming himself into you obliterating your sweet cunt. His thrusts never slowed down only growing stronger and a tad bit faster so that you were getting accustomed to him. The stretch was so much, too much for you to handle as you felt tears spilling from your reddened cheeks you held onto him hoping you make it out out this alive because the way he was making a mess out of you you werent sure.

He continued and on noticing your tears he kissed your cheeks and lips asking if you were okay. The great king reduced to asking whether you were okay or not..times had truly changed

"Go- go a bit slower.. you're...to..too big unnhhh" you said leaving nail marks on his back earning a hiss from him and that sentence just drove him over the cliff.

Realization hit and he slowed down not so much just a bit so that his arms were on either side of you, mouth kissing your cry of pleasure away.

Soon his arms held your waist in a way to slightly hold you up and he angled himself to curve himself into you. You gasped into the air, breath leaving your lungs for a second as he smirked with the power that only he had. To make such a face out of you.

Hair messed up, body sweating and mouth left gaping open for him to steal open mouthed kisses anytime he wants. As he pulled you closer every inch of his dick now entering your tight cunny you felt your stomach bulging a bit and on looking down you found a bump of his tip. Smirking he massaged the area

"Is my dick too big for you tight cunny hm?" He said but the sight of you fucked up like this only drove him nuts making him turn your insides violently making you scream.

"Yes..you're so big. So fucking biggg...fuck su...I'm.. I'm so.."

Circling your sensitive clit he groaned into the sensation of you tightening on him "I know princess. Fuck I'm close too"

As you felt white run out you jerked your hips to match his brutal pace whimpering about how big he was and how hes ruining you.

With every thrust he grew closer to his unbecoming as he let out white strings of hot cum into your tight sweet cunny.

The sight etched into his memory, you laid out in front of him bare and vulnerable with dark marks all over your body, cunt leaking out his cum and sheets soaked with both your fluids.

This was a sight he would never forget as he laid next to you bringing you on top of him you rubbed circles on his tattooed chest admiring his chiseled body.

He brought your face up to kiss him sweetly, as though he was scared he would break you.

You fell into a deep slumber while the curse stayed awake..wondering what to be done of his new pet.

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