2. I know my worth I know what I want I know what I don't want
3. I've found stability within myself which brings stability in all aspects of my life
4. I have the energy, motivation, and confidence to go after my goals consistently
5. I am the healthiest I've been so far
6. There is more peace over chaos in my day to day life
7. I find more room in my heart for forgiveness & understanding over holding grudges
8. I don't let my anger or emotions control my actions or let them cause me to self sabotage
9. I feel comfortable speaking up for my needs
10. I'm learning to trust the right people this time <3
I am so thankful for these 26 years of expanding my soul's consciousness and I hope for many many more years to develop my soul as much as I possibly can in this life 🌈🌞🤍
In other news I got my hands on herbs and learned how to make a money bowl/dish so I'm sitting with my abundance spell complete with an oil and herb dressed candle in the salt dish with more money/abundance herbs and I feel so offical!
-Not to say I wasn't before and absolutely you do not need all of the things to do stuff (literally bought herbs, the dish, salt, etc at the dollar store) but I don't know it does definitely feel heightened and more intense which is pretty cool. Also I've never put herbs on a candle before so the random sudden crackles keep scaring me lol but they also scented the candle just enough to give the room a hint of spice and it is very nice.
fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.
hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.
hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy
hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it
hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently
hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love
horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho
Shadow work is equally as important as positive, affirmation work. Releasing and purging the habits, memories, the shadows of ourselves that cannot be taken upon our path of forward movement and growth is needed in order to make room within our psyche to welcome genuine, secure, long lasting growth; real transformation does not happen overnight nor is it easy. There will be days where you feel that you have taken 10 steps forward just to wake up the next day to feel as if you've only taken 1. We are human, we are never perfect, there is no magic pill, magic spell, magic prayer to make it all make sense nor make the "problems" magically disappear. The human experience itself does not make logical sense, no matter how many books we read. Give yourself the space and time to release, rest, and heal. We are one with the earth we live on; we also go through constant deaths and rebirths of our entire beings, be kind to yourself 🫂