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pourover · 2 months
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EMERGENCY: help family effected by cancer avoid eviction by the 8th
my best friends family has been struggling since his mothers cancer returned last year, even though there's 2 people in the house working full time and they're on food stamps, they've still been struggling to meet rent and bills that now they've received an eviction for april 8th unless they can come up with $5,000. they want to move somewhere more affordable and do more to help their selves but that takes time and money that they don't have. i'm making this post to buy them and their pets more time. please share even if you can't donate, this is an absolute emergency. donation options CA $zonkdiggitydog pa/y/pal [email protected] gofundme (approx the first 5k is from august and has been spent, this is an old gofundme that has been extended to reflect the current problem ) ko-fi zonkdiggitydog twitter post to share (by the friend affected)
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survivorgirlpodcast · 4 months
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Still looking for new guests
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murtagh-thorn · 11 months
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After dealing with lymphoma for 3 years, I’m cancer freeeeeeee
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ifwebefriends · 1 year
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You like Nagito because you think he’s an edgy depressed bad boy,
I like Nagito because he’s a deeply traumatized and disturbed cancer patient with low self esteem who wants his life to mean something.
We are not the same.
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andraste-preserve-us · 11 months
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After dealing with lymphoma for 3 years, I’m cancer freeeeeeee
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dailydragon08 · 11 months
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Posting again cuz I’m excited cuz it’s finally sinking in but
I’M CANCER FREEEEEEE
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no one ever told me that on cancer diagnosis anniversary I would be tired and feel a little like it was happening all over again
anyway, an OC for a webcomic I started thinking of because of this whole mess (you’ll probably hear more about her later).
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But a few fun facts about her:
- she started out as a teenager before (in the current iteration of the story) getting aged up to a barely 20-year-old camp counselor in upstate New York
-she likes blue jays
-she’s majoring in English and graphic design
-her cabin (Cabin 7) is a Percy Jackson reference that is plot relevant
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thedujifuji · 9 months
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wondering why after chemotherapy I’ve been liking Ten a lot more than I used to —> realizing that I became Eleven post chemo and that cancer/chemotherapy + radiation was my Vale Decem regeneration scene and my old self is both dead and now a part of a newer me
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kaixcastiel27 · 9 months
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Insurance has denied my hematologist’s appeal & won’t be allowing him any more appeals. I will now have to pay for my testing out of pocket & I have to pay for it up front. If you can donate, please do. RTing is very much appreciated!
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skylarjones24 · 11 months
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Dear Taylor I love your music and what you do I had cancer 3 times and I asked my nurse and doctor if I could meet you and they said no but I really want to meet you you got me though so much all of my treatments and surgery I want to thank you so much I am your biggest fan I love you and I really want to meet you that would be a dream and make my whole life
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mbharestuff · 1 year
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just like me fr
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thank God the last infusion is coming up I'm real tired of having cancer lol
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survivorgirlpodcast · 3 months
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Looking for new podcast guests
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ifwebefriends · 9 months
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dude . . . that post where you said you liked nagito not because he's a depressed uwu bad boy but a traumatized complex cancer patient . . . we are the same lmao i literally made a research paper on his overall condition. very interesting case study ngl
That’s so cool! I’d be interested in reading your paper if you’re comfortable sharing. It’s nice to see that not everyone boils Nagito down to a generic bad boy tumblr sexyman. I actually have a lot of feelings about him and how he affected me personally because I can relate to him in a weird kinda hyperbolic way.
Okay it’s trauma dump time now strap yourself in. (TW suicide, cancer, COVID-19, needles, medical treatment)
I’m actually a cancer survivor myself (stage 4 breast cancer diagnosed in July 2020) and because of COVID and cancer I took a gap year in my education (I had just graduated high school and was set to start college) to go through treatment, so I had a lot of time on my hands to play video games and watch TV shows. So I ended up playing Danganronpa 1 and 2 in like October through November of 2020 (I would have played V3 then too but I didn’t have access to it yet).
When I first started chemotherapy in August of that year I tried to stay optimistic, hopeful, and cheery about everything, I didn’t want people to worry and pity me (right after my diagnosis, the most painful part of it all was watching all my loved ones worry so much about me) and I was told that I would most likely survive it. But round after round of chemo along with the rampaging global pandemic that I was honestly more scared of (I was immunocompromised because of chemo and I live in a country that generally didn’t take mask-wearing or quarantine seriously) gradually wore down my spirit little by little. By November when my treatment plan got extended (at least two more rounds of chemo than initially expected) I was worn out, miserable, hopeless, and borderline suicidal. This was around when I played SDR2 for the first time.
When I first played through the game I thought that Nagito was kinda just a fun character who made the game more of a challenge since he was kinda working against you. I never hated him or anything (my first reaction to him was actually “OH MY GOD IT’S THE FINGERS IN HIS ASS GUY!!!!”). Then after I finished the game I read online that if you talk to him in his free time events (I later did the free time for all the characters myself in school mode) you eventually find out that he has cancer and dementia and that’s when my whole perception of him shifted. I felt a sense of comraderie and unity with him that I feel with other cancer patients/survivors. Also, due to my piss poor mental and emotional state at the time I found myself really relating to him in a way. I felt strangely seen and understood.
Needless to say, even in this dark time in my life, I wouldn’t even consider doing the things that Nagito did in SDR2. Nevertheless, I guess I related to him because he represented my specific agonies and pains to a hyperbolic degree. Due to cancer and the treatment related to it, I was angry, hopeless, frustrated, and at a severe disadvantage while the whole world was suffering as well. (Cough cough chapter 3 dispair disease cough cough)
I think generally that the emotional and mental health aspect of having cancer and the general dark parts of having cancer aren’t talked about enough. A lot of people like to make it this hopeful empowering thing and I think it’s fine to do that, it’s good to have hope and strength in times like that, but when one can’t stay strong and hopeful in those circumstances it doesn’t really hit well. And I think that’s what Nagito represents to me. He represents someone beaten down by his life circumstances that he had no control over, and while he puts up an optimistic front, he’s not the #strong #sobrave chronically ill person that seems to be really common in modern media. He represents the dark side and the brutally negative emotions that can come from chronic illness or just shitty life circumstances. He doesn’t care much about his own life or well-being, he’s basically given up. But he wants his short life to mean something good so desperately. In his own way he cares about the people around him and the world around him, he just thinks he can’t have a place in that world. He’s willing to hurt and kill people in order to, in his eyes, make the world a better place at the cost of himself. He’s like an antithesis or foil to other cancer patient characters I’ve seen who have a generally more positive saccharine outlook on their condition and their life (I.e. Augustus Waters from The Fault in Our Stars).
Thankfully I’m much happier and healthier these days, I’ve been done with chemo for over two years and while I’m still going through some treatment related to it (hormone suppression pills and shots since my cancer was ER+) but it pales in comparison to what chemo did to me. I may not relate as heavily to Nagito as I used to, but he still holds a special place in my heart. I see him now and still think of him as a flawed but sympathetic character who was a twisted mirror of my deep-seeded physical and emotional pains that I felt back during the most miserable time of my life. At that time, I couldn’t see the light, so he sat with me in the darkness.
Nagito’s story isn’t really a story about having or surviving cancer.
Thankfully my story has a happy ending as I survived cancer and am still in remission. I am much happier and healthier now and I have a new appreciation for life, how fragile it is, and the little joys that make it what it is. I don’t relate to Nagito as much now as I did back when I was going through cancer treatment, but when I look at him, I’m reminded of how he reflected the darkness inside of me during my worst times and how comforting he was to me.
Thankfully I beat cancer and I am much happier and healthy now, but I still look at Nagito and remember the dark comfort he gave me through my worst of times.
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were-all-idjits-here · 11 months
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After dealing with lymphoma for 3 years, I’m cancer freeeeeeee
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dragonheartstring360 · 11 months
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After dealing with lymphoma for 3 years, I’m cancer freeeeeeee
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