#can't change the fact either no one likes being aroune or the people that do abandon me

[geigercounterfordumbasses]

loneliness is making me do stupid things out of desperation for someone to talk to again.

#vent #don't reblog #also beginning to think id just be better off dead #this is a genuine cry for help #don't know how much longer i can be alone because this feeling is crushing me #getting to the point where i can barely get out of bed again #just as i was getting better too #suicidal ideation #don't really know what to do #can't change the fact either no one likes being aroune or the people that do abandon me

[veethewriter]

Yes and thank you! Here are the infos for BNHA

Appearance : 5'4 ace/heteromantic girl ambivert.Dark brown hair/eyes(glasses) a little chubby/muscled and pale skin+permanent smirk/smile/ neutral face. My style varies a lot (always comfy) but I never wear dresses heels/makeup. I love to imagine outfits with symbols from fandoms or my own drawings so I have a rather unique style who changes a lot

MBTI: INTP-T

Zodiac: Gemini sun, Taurus rising, libra moon

Enneagram : My dominant is type 5 then 8. Quizzes says that I am a 5w6 or 8w7

Personality : .Sassy sarcastic a little naive but I have a backbone (don't bother flirting with me and if you feel that I am flirting with you which happens a lot then it's just my personality and on the rare occasion I notice they have to confess or I won't believe it) ,calculative,protective,creative,expressive,,tsundere,manipulative,a devil's advocate,prideful,charismatic,smartass,bookworm,daydreamer,a little insensitive/blunt because I'm more on the logical side so I don't really understand or recognize emotions,vengeful,mischievous,a huge tease,open minded,very curious,gets annoyed easily,impatient so kind of a bad temper,observant but not romantically,sadistic to a point but my conscience prevents me from doing these acts.Indifferent to many things,open minded,morally...unique. With my friends I am either laughing, goofing around or annoyed. Those who don't talk to me see me as a nerd aggressive smart and blunt person ( even prideful) and strangers as a polite sweetheart. But I am a chaotic good/neutral. I notice a lot of details because I don't let my guard down even if I daydream plus I have a photographic + sound memory and they work very well in all situations which can be a bother when I try to concentrate which is difficult for me because I get distracted easily.

Dislikes: I hate injustice and fight for my beliefs. I have trust issues so I never talk about my problems and will use humor when confronted. Daylight. Cooking. Slow things or people. When I get teased in a mean way (otherwise I actually like being teased it's a fun fight after). People who don't pay attention to a conversation and then ask to repeat it more than once. People who change side easily and always criticize forgetting themselves. I tend to be aggressive and expose an annoyed face easily (I am moody), plus I hate orders and love pressing people's buttons it's funny(in a fun way rarely in a mean one) unless it's a sensitive subject. When I feel that I am unwanted or someone insults me or take me for granted I become very cold and distance myself and the relationship becomes strained the more they take time to ask for forgiveness. I can't handle overly serious people who can't crack a joke

Likes: I love cats/laughter/sweets/pranks/dark humour/ a true crime and Supernatural enthusiast and I love science especially concerning space, chemistry, robotic and psychology. Books, sleep, drawing and video games too. Oh and debates I love them. Surprises too I hate routine and runs away from it

Hobbits : Reading, getting lost in a book, drawing, learning, debating, daydreaming, sports (fighting ones), art (music/drawing/writing) and video games

have some bad habits like biting my nails (I just got rid of it)/lips and moving my leg up and down because I am always nervous, disorganized room/sleep and eating schedule plus I am lazy. Of course if someone tried to address my problems I will change the subject or use humor. I don't understand a lot of references because I'm either too lazy to watch or I don't care/predictable. Also I might try to hide it but I am very competitive and a sore loser

Fun fact : I dream a lot and write my dreams. I don't mind nightmares on the contrary I welcome them because I find them to be a nice experience and they give me ideas plus the amount of emotions you can feel is amazing

Of course!! For mha I match you with iida!

Iida may seem very strict at school but trust him, his really not at home or around you because he has a soft spot for you. Whenever iida sees your room a mess, he immediately starts cleaning it for you, even if you tell him he doesn't have to he will anyways. Iida loves to help you and take care of you, he motivate you to get things done when you need too. Iida would love to read about your dreams if you let him hut he understands if you wanna keep it private too.

Iida doesn't really play video games often so he'll just have his arms around you and have you in his lap, as you do play video games. If your feeling lazy, not wanted to do anything iida will cuddle with you, with his face on your neck as soft music plays in in background. Even if you press iida's buttons often he can't stay upset at you for too long. Iida will hide candy around the house for you to find (usually it's always your favorite candy.) Iida will try to help you get rid of your bad habits and whenever your nervous he'll hold your hand, rubbing his thumb over the back of your hand.

I hope you like it sorry it took so long!! 💜💛

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