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crystalangelluna · 4 years

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A New Chance Chapter 2

Ao3 Part 1

I hope you enjoy the second chapter I tried...

But what can I say when you write a chapter really late instead of sleeping oh well... Mari does know their identities since they were comic book characters, etc.. Damien is only really here for 5 seconds but I plan on including him a lot more in the next chapter which will hopefully come out tomorrow. If you have suggestions or gave spotted and errors please let me know. Enjoy :)

It has been 9 months since her sacrifice, in those nine months a lot has changed, for example Hawkmoth has been put to jail for terrorism, and for manipulating paris to leave it in a depressed state for years but they couldn’t express it in fear of becoming an akuma victim. They slowly started recovering up after all the trauma.

The remaining members of the agreste family adopted the little girl who was akumatized. They welcomed Vivian Mari Agreste into the family 3 months later.

Marinette looking down below at them was very happy that Adrien has a sibling, and also happy for Adrien when he finally started being himself again after what happened.

During her funeral all of Paris went to express their appreciation for her, as she was the one who saved the world from the terrible fate of the wish. Her parents were proud and upset that their daughter was a hero of Paris, but upset that she had to pay the price

Heaven was beautiful, it was indescribable, unlike anything she ever thought it was. She got to meet all the past holders of the miraculouses and listening to their stories as heroes. They became the family she never had.

Even after all these months of thinking and trying to figure out the answer, she never knew why her last lucky charm was a Key Chain in the shape of a Robin. She figured it was one of those times where the lucky charm sends something that may represent the near future, like the time when she was forced into the Guardian title the prior year.

Every now and then she wonders what happened to the miracle box, where specifically in Earth B-42 did it appear etc. The PMH (Past Miraculous Holders) told her not to worry especially since they would be alerted if something happened. Her birthday was rolling in and was excited about spending her birthday with the PMS since they became like family to her.

On the day of her birthday the PMH made her favorite cake and all was fun and games until something happened. Marinette's necklace started glowing, The kwagatama had flown off her neck and landed on her hands. Everyone started gathering around her to see what was happening, curious as to why it would be reacting that way since their Kwagatamas never reacted that way. There was an image appearing out of and it appeared to be KWAMIIS!!!

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARINETTE!!!!” Yelled all the Kwamii’s excitedly from inside the Miracle Box.

Mari started tearing up, after a long time of not seeing them and wondering if they were ok, they were in right in front of her and she couldn’t be happier.

“H-Hi guys y-your ok”she couldn’t help but muster out.

“Aww bug don’t cry we’re ok what about you, are you ok?” Plagg was the one who spoke up.

“I am getting better, I had a lot of help.” She explained and looked towards where the rest of her family was behind her. They couldn’t help but melt a little.

“Mari since today is your 16th birthday we decided to give you your present.” Tikki spoke up barely containing her excitement.

“Ooh what is?”

“A new opportunity for you to start over in an alternate universe on Earth B-42!!” Yelled all the kwami’s

“ Wait-WHAT!!!” Mari was trying her best to process everything that was just revealed. A NEW CHANCE-ALTERNATE UNIVERSE-COMING BACK TO LIFE-LEAVING HER FAMILY THE PMH. She then realized that she never gave up her guardian title which meant that it was her duty to protect the magical beings to make sure they never end up in the wrong hands again.

“ I have a duty as Guardian of the Miraculouses, which means I have to protect you from evil at all costs. My journey is not over yet it had only just begun!!.” Mari spoke with the tone of a leader.”

The kwamiis were all excited to have their guardian/ladybug/Mari back with them. They all explained what she must do in order to go back to the world of the living. She said her goodbyes to her family and went off to bed knowing it would be the last time she would see them in a long time.

She awoke from her rest thinking that it was all a dream looking around she expected that she was back in her pick room at the bakery. But was instead met with a chamber of sorts. It seemed more like a room for royalty, she observed as she explored a little. There was a knock on the door, alert she got the nearest weapon-like thing to protect herself with. Instead a woman in her 40’s came in then kneeled at her feet and started exclaiming in an unfamiliar language that she somehow understood.

“ Oh great guardian please excuse my inappropriate behavior for intruding.” “Don’t worry, no harm done, just one question where am I?”

“ Why great guardian you are in the great temple of the Miraculouses. After 300 years of waiting you have finally come to us. We have so much stuff to get you ready for.”

All Mari could think about was…

WAIT WHAT…

(TIME SKIP)

Turns out she was in the original temple of the miraculouses and that same day she was named the Grand Guardian of the Miracle box.Also that the language the woman and her talked in was the Guardian Language. After a long talk with tikki and the rest of the kwami's, she decided to stay and learn all she can so she can be a great guardian. She learned multiple languages, all the types of martial arts, how to wield a sword, how to summon the miraculous powers in and out of costume, and much more.

Once she was done with her training she left the temple with the Miracle box on a mission. To destroy all lazarus pits and bring balance to the world.

Her first stop is Gotham, New Jersey, USA.

She is able to heal places by just being there for a period of time and using her ladybug powers.

On the first days she made sure not to appear on Batman's Bruce Wayne’s radar directly, so she goes out and heals Gotham during the day and transforms into Ladynoir at night to help with crime. She occasionally comes across some of the bat clan on their patrols hearing what they were saying using her super hearing, courtesy of the black cat miraculous.

Keeping her stealth in check she follows them around Gotham seeing as she is seeing her favorite heroes since she was little saving Gotham. Also since back in her universe everybody here were comic book characters or made into movies and tv shows.

Of course she forgot one tiny little detail…

She was wearing Plagg miraculous.

So eventually his bad luck caught up to her when she was following robin for the first time on a fateful night.

Knowing that Robin Damien was more observant, skillful, and gets mad easily she was extra careful not to get caught. Of course this wasn’t the case when he suddenly turned around and charged at her with a katana. Using the first thing of self defense she “accidentally” said…

“CATACLYSM!!”

And right there where the katana once was, aiming it directly towards Ladynoir Marinette…

Well lets just say the Katana was no more…

Realising what she had just done (which was getting caught and completely disintegrated Robin’s Damien’s katana into pieces) she well....

Ran away……

But before she ran away she yelled “Sorry!!!”

She could tell he was chasing her, since she kind of you know…

Did THAT…

She hears plagg cackling maniacally in her head.

At least someone is enjoying the Chaos am I RIGHT?

Taglist:

@thequeenofpotatoeunicornss @kceedraws

#daminette #damian x marinette #maribat #maridami #mlb x dc #ml x dc #damianette #marinette x damian

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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #343

“i slither like a viper and get you by the neck / i know a thousand ways to help you forget about her”

What's your favorite kind of bear? I don't really know. I just like bears. Have you ever sent a FWD because you were afraid? Ha, yup, as a little kid. Would you ever date more than one person at a time? Nooooo sir. Have you ever rebounded... or been someone's rebound? No. What’s the biggest argument you’ve ever had with a family member? Did things ever go back to how they were beforehand? My grandmother cursed me the fuuuuck out one night as a kid because I was in a mood and didn't tell my mother goodnight. I still remember being called an ungrateful bitch with her like an inch from my face, and admittedly, I was being rude because I wanted to go home, but it kinda scarred me for life. For the remainder of her life, I was always sort of on edge around her and was convinced she didn't like me. Have you ever experienced some kind of natural disaster? I've been through lots of hurricanes. None that massively affected my life, though. If you have pets, do you feed them human food or do they just get regular pet food? If they do get human food, what’s their favorite thing to have? Venus is a snake, so she obviously doesn't get food meant for humans. Roman is very well-trained to not beg or make a move for people's food; he tried once as a kitten, and giving him a pop taught him right away. Have you ever been in a physical fight? Who won? No. What’s the mode of transport that you take or use the most? The car. Mom's, specifically. Have you ever had a zoo keeper experience or anything where you’ve been able to go behind the scenes and look after/feed the animals? No, but I wish. :( Would you ever want the responsibility of being a politician or a similar position of power? NOOOOOOO. What’s something your parents do that really annoys you? Mom is *always* right, pretty much indisputably. And she WILL have the last word. Dad, meanwhile, can be pretty rude to people. I don't think he realizes it half the time, but still. It's not an excuse. What is your main source of anxiety? Social interactions. What’s your favorite 90s cartoon? Pokemon. Describe the moment you realized you were falling in love with someone. I'd rather not. What’s your favorite sparkling water brand/flavor? I've never tried sparkling water. What’s your favorite makeup brand/brands? I don't have a favorite, considering I don't wear it nearly enough and have never even bought my own. I just use whatever Mom buys. What are some female names you would name a baby? Alessandra is my favorite for sure. I also love Anneliese, Justine, Evelyn, Chloe, Evangeline, Quinn... There's a lot. What about male? Severin is my favorite, and I also like Damien, Vincent, Victor, and Luther. Do you have any subscription boxes? No. What fictional creature would you like as a pet? I want a dragon, goddammit. Idc if it can breathe fire ok I want a dragon. Ewoks are also the one and only thing I enjoy from Star Wars. What kind of dwelling do you live in? Just a one-story house. Is there anyone you work with that you don't get along with? Why? N/A Do you have an opinion on adopting/purchasing a pet? PLEASE adopt, especially with cats and dogs, given the number of strays. Purebreds tend to have so many underlying issues, and besides, it's just a LOT of money for an animal that probably wouldn't outlive a mutt. Don't feed the machine if you can. What's your favorite chain restaurant? The Cheesecake Factory or Olive Garden. Why were you last pulled over? I’ve never been pulled over before. What was the last thing you've done on the water? Just kinda swam around a bit in the ocean. It was so warm, totally like a bath. I do NOT miss that sun poisoning, though. Are you cool with swimming in a lake? I think I'd do it if someone invited me to, and the lake didn't look filthy, of course. Do you have a drone? No. What's your favorite hole-in-the-wall restaurant? We have this tiny, local Mexican place that's really good. I don't know the name of it, and I wouldn't share it for obvious reasons. What do you order from there? Chips and salsa of course, along with a shrimp and cheese quesadilla, and finally their cheesy rice. What's your favorite ice-cream flavor? Depending on my mood, it bounces between vanilla with chocolate syrup or just plain chocolate. Do you have any t-shirts from any local businesses? No. Do you listen to any talk shows or podcasts? I used to listen to Mark, Bob, and Wade's podcast, but I'm like... ten months behind, haha. What's something someone calls you that you find endearing? I like "love" a lot. What's your favorite children's book? I loved books like The Rainbow Fish, The Very Hungry Caterpillar, Stellaluna, 10 Minutes 'til Midnight, What Makes a Rainbow?, Chrysanthemum, etc. Is there a new season for a series you're excited to come out? Meerkat Manor comes back this summer, and I am fucking HYPED. How old are you? I'm 25. What is something unique you enjoy about the one you like/love? I tease her about it all the time, but it's really cute that she keeps all of her snakes' good sheds in her room. Proud reptile mom. Are you more liberal or conservative? I'm close to the middle, but I lean towards being more liberal, and I seem to go more that way with time. Do you watch American Horror Story? I used to. I saw the entire first season and really liked it, and then I almost finished the second, but I lost interest. The story got a bit stupid imo. I'd be willing to watch other seasons, though. Does your hometown have any urban legends/scary stories? None that I’m aware of. The people there are scary enough. What's the scariest nightmare you remember having? Let's not talk about it. Are you medicated? Uh very. Are there any apps you're addicted to? Nah. Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a child? It was initially a bunny holding a polka-dotted blanket, then it become a moose I got from Cabela's when in Ohio. Do you still collect stuffed animals? Only meerkat ones. Have you ever stolen/borrowed clothes from an ex? Haha I've worn Jason's pj pants before and they just kinda... became mine, lol. What's the last movie you watched at home? The Shining, I believe. What's the last movie you watched in theaters? The CGI remake of The Lion King. I still don't get why it was received so badly. Have you ever had eggs cooked over a campfire? I don't think so, no. If you do drink, what's your favorite alcoholic beverage? Margaritas, generally. However, Sara's dad made me this absofuckinglutely incredible chocolate drink before that tasted like a milkshake. It had like, no alcohol flavor, which worked out well for me considering I very much dislike that taste. Are there any songs you've been listening to repetitively lately? There's a new one every day lately, haha. Today it's Halocene's cover of "Love Bites (So Do I)." Cereal, granola, or oatmeal? Cereal. What TV shows did you grow up watching? You gotta gimme an age group... but I'd say the typical stuff for kids of that time. What does your phone case look like? It's just a boring purple that came with it. What were your favorite toys to play with as a child? I looooved playing with my "family" of a father crocodile, a mother deer, their two "children" (a fawn and smaller croc), and "friends" that were little Pokemon figurines. Then there was an evil t-rex with two stupid sidekicks, haha. I can't remember what dinosaurs they were. What's the most embarrassing thing you can ever remember doing? Hold on, lemme find my book. Do you remember what you dreamt about last night? I only very faintly recall dreaming about my cat Roman. Have you ever done anything embarrassing in a dream? Thank FUCK they're just dreams. Do you vape? Nah. What was a song you loved as a child? So uh. Apparently. I loved "Dookie" by Green Day. It's an undying story from Mom about how it came on once at a putt-putt place and I apparently started yelling "dookie!" and dancing. Do you enjoy the Arctic Monkeys? Yeah, I love some of their songs. Are you going to see Finding Dory? You bet your sweet ass I saw it. I've cried everytime I've watched it. Have you ever been horseback-riding? I have not, but I would love to. When was your last piercing? Whenever I got my tragus done, which I can't remember. What did your first crush look like? I don't remember my puppydog love first crush, but I can talk about my first REAL crush, Sebastian. He's a skinny dude with short, brown hair and a lip piercing... I can't remember which kind. He dressed in an emo style, and Facebook pictures at least suggest he still kind of does, I think. Is your body more curvy or flat? Well, I'm not at all skinny, so... What's your least favorite holiday? Probably Christopher Colombus Day, honestly. You didn't discover shit. Don't pretend to me it's worth celebrating in a clean conscience. if you’re having a boring day what do you usually do? If I'm rock-bottom bored, quite honestly, I normally nap, even though I know I shouldn't. Do you turn to food when you're upset? Ugh, I'm admittedly an emotional eater. I got way better about it, and then I started up again. Is your bf/gf good with your parents? I don't have an s/o. Do you think soda should be served at school? Vending machines are fine I suppose, as I don't believe they should be free seeing as they're nothing but sugar content, and I feel schools shouldn't just hand that out to kids at lunch or something. Do dogs have feelings? They sure do. Are you afraid of snakes? Oh no! I adore them. I respect snakes and am going to give wild ones their space for sure considering I don't recognize every native venomous one, but nevertheless, I'm not afraid of them. They are so vital to the ecosystem and are incredibly fascinating animals that deserve our protection. On that note, PLEASE do not kill any snake you come across in your shed or whatever. Call someone to relocate the terrified thing. Favorite snack? It depends on what I'm in the mood for, really. Ever seen The Notebook? Read the book, seen the movie plenty of times. Do you think cussing is trashy? No. Who is the most famous person you’ve met, if any? Nobody. Do you own any animals that aren’t domestic? No. Have you ever feared that you would lose a body part? No. Do you like gore? Yeah, generally. Do you like to drink water? Ugh, I really don't. I wish I did. Have you ever had a wax? I used to get my eyebrows waxed. Do you have any sets of matching bras and underwear? No. Are you any good at improv? Not at ALL.

#survey #surveys #questions #lyrics: ''love bites (so do i)'' by halestorm

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wcamino-confessions · 4 years

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hi I’ve been waiting for species to come up in here, and now that it has, hold on to your asses boys we’re going for a ride

it’s another long one, sorry, but I’m very passionate about the species debate and whether or not you agree with me, you can’t say I’m wrong with some of these points

firstly, species are various ‘hybrids’ or evolutionized/mutated subversions of cats that are commonly found around amino. sometimes they’re simply cats with odd traits that serve no real purpose and were mainly created for aesthetic. some more popular species include delicats, mermyxns, and slimetails. each species has traits that are specific to their genes, although MOST (not all) have the same base traits (horns, wings, steam, fish tails, spikes, random inanimate objects as tails, socks, bandaids, unnatural whiskers, antennae, glass body parts, liquidated body parts, etc).

species really got big upon the first notable creation of warriors species called slimetails back in late 2018/early 2019. the cats featured various colored, themed, textured and substanced tails made from slime after radioactivity consumed the clans homes and resulted in the genetic mutation. they grew very popular very quickly as they were, and are, an open original species. from there, species quickly took off with the members of WA, and with no regulations about who could make them and how you went about doing so, they were quickly overwhelming. well, maybe overwhelming isn’t the right term. the community absolutely ate up the prospect of unnatural, oftentimes irrelevant, cats with pretty features and levels of trait rarity. they’re still a very popular aspect of WA today.

and in today’s standards, they are oftentimes associated with a users level of “popularity.” although this is definitely not the case with all species owners and affiliates, no one can deny that the only reason some members are popular is because of their status as creators, GA’s, or fervent members of that species communities. now, this isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but it does tend to rile small bouts of drama in some cases. luckily, they usually remain off of WA, or at least out of the BIG drama category of WA. but there is plenty of drama associated with species nonetheless.

firstly, there is the matter of relevancy that needs to be addressed within species. although the LT did reform their guidelines to ensure that all species do have some form of relation to the warriors books in their lore, we haven’t seen much of a change. in order to “abide” by this new guidelines, many species creators simply said that the cats in their species could be found living in clans either in the wild, on their own accord, or as a whole. WITHOUT altering their lore as required. that’s all fine and dandy. but how does it derive species from the books? well. it doesn’t. because in order for a species to be truly relevant to the warriors fandom, they must have descended DIRECTLY from one of the five clans in the books, or a tribe. rogues and loners, while apart of the series, have never been found to go off and create their own clan(s) for the fun of it. and we have no reason to believe that would change in the series. even the Skyclan cats didn’t reform Skyclan for shits and giggles. they were influenced by clan cats and received prophetic dreams from Starclan cats that basically guilt tripped them into doing this really random thing that they otherwise wouldn’t have even known of.

so, in all technicality, rogue/loner species derivatives do not pertain to the books. in order for a species to be genuinely, unquestionably relevant to warriors they need to either be mutated/evolved counterparts to the clans/tribe, or they need to, by direct lineage, be related to the original clan cats. of course no one expects you to go draw up a family tree on how your flying monkey cats have someone come from Firestar the Greats bloodline. but simply saying so isn’t enough. if they’re truly relevant to the books, then species owners need to add it. to. the lore. yeah, that guideline has already been passed. but it was not followed efficiently. your quirky cats with a clan/tribe hierarchy or something similar to such does not make them relevant. fix the damn lore like the guidelines originally stated. oh, and sorry to break it to you, but this means that your mythical god-like cats, your robo-cats, and your human object cats are immediately out of the running for relevancy. I can see how wings might have some semblance of realistism, but your sparkly candle tailed cats or cats who grow moss in cute little bubbles serve no evolutionary purpose and wouldn’t have any possibility of existing within the warriors universe.

now, onto the next topic of relevancy: evolution. some people say that cats developing fish tails or wings defies the laws of evolution. it probably does. but then again, we are dealing with four territorial cult cats who are very religious and, on occasion, will fight ghost cats and lose so. I’m actually defending species on this part, but don’t get used to it. because in all honesty, who are we to defy the lengths that evolution will go to? we didn’t expect fish to grow legs, but here we are. who’s to say that in this hypothetical universes cats can’t evolve to accommodate wings? don’t get me wrong, I hate the idea of it, but it isn’t COMPLETELY unreasonable.

next on the agenda, we have attribute individuality. granted, there are only so many different ways to make your species unique and really genuinely original, seeing the same handful of base traits repeat themselves in multiple different species (that could honestly just be considered one species altogether) does get old. there are not infinite options for creating a species that is going to be genuinely relevant in some remote aspect, and at some point people need to realize its time to stop. new species sprout up on what seems like a monthly basis on several occasions. and, although they don’t always get big, they still hold a place in clogging the latest feed. specifically with their borderline unacceptably irrelevant adopts. species really test the limits in relevancy, and so do adopts, but that’s for another day. and I’m not saying adopts are bad, so don’t single that out from this entire confess.

there’s another thing. species adopts. they’re constantly flooding the latest feed and drowning out actual warriors/oc related content. “it’s not your place to tell people what they should and shouldn’t post!” yeah, no dip. that’s not what I’m doing. I’m simply expressing my grievances with the amount of UNBEARABLY absurd species adopts that are constantly being uploaded and sold. and pricing? yeesh, that’s also for another day. but I am, again, not blatantly telling anyone to “stop posting species adopts!” or “lower your prices!” so that’s not something that needs to be brought up. so, whether or not you continue to post species adopts is your business. I’m positive that plenty of people adore them and are eating them up like candy. but, coming from a rare non-species lover, it does get tiring to trudge through all those horned bases and eye bleed neons to find some actual content.

don’t get me wrong, I’m not against species, per se. but I am against them being on WA. they don’t serve any actual purpose to the fandom in terms of relevancy. in most cases at least. and while I do applaud the creativity, the uniqueness and the overall joy it brings to the table, I just think that they’d be better off elsewhere. this is not a cat amino. this is a warriors amino. meaning we are only inclusive of cats pertaining to the warriors fandom for validated use in the community. validated use consists of realistic role playing, realistic story writing, realistic artistry and/or realistic character development by any means. so, looking outside of species, any unrealistic characters are still fine for the community because they cannot actually be implimented into WA in the ways that species can for their unnatural complexions. the only reason species are justified for their unnatural complexions is because of loopholes that make them seem relevant and viable for validated use, simple because they are completely feline in the genetic sense.

I hope that paragraph made sense, shit got a little complex right there. but, anyways, I’d like to reiterate relevancy. again. because I don’t see anyone giving up their species on WA for the sake of being canonically relevant because they’re going to find some off the wall way to make their quirky cats seem applicable. to be fair, I wouldn’t want to give up by hard earned creation so easily either. but there ARE other places to take them. and it isn’t up to us to figure out where, it’s up to the species owners. so it’s not like the species would be thrown out altogether, it would just be the irrelevant ones. and the relevant ones would be required to ACTUALLY abide by the guidelines instead of finding loopholes or countering valid points as to how their species are not canonically derived with “they lives in clans.” again, sorry if this paragraph was hard to follow. I’m perfectly fine with clearing up any misunderstandings in those last two paragraphs^^

so, to sum up, I believe the guidelines should be fixed and species should be properly mandated to abide by these new guidelines in order to ensure ACTUAL relevancy. I don’t like species. I don’t want anything to do with them. but I like that they bring a new sense of community and likeness to WA. and I don’t give a rats ass if you choose to associate with them. I personally believe that NONE of the species have any place on WA, but that would be unfair of me, wouldn’t it. so, I did my best to accommodate rationality in this entry, and I apologize if I came off as a stuck up bitch at any point. it wasn’t my intention, but I sure it did happen at some point.

oh, and let me derail any “WA would be boring if it were 100% relevant” arguments. because firstly, it WAS 100% relevant when it first started out, and it thrived. secondly, no where did I claim that species need to be 100% relevant. I made it very clear that it was the lore and the traits that needed to match up to accommodate the terms of relevancy. and thirdly, even on the off chance that species were subtracted from the equation, there are still plenty of other aspects that leave WA out of the running for total relevancy. thank you for coming to my ted talk, have a nice day loves <3

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secret-time-is-here · 4 years

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Moving toward something better

Error x Blue, Prompt: “At least he respects me!”

ALSO: List of little headcanons for the ship at the bottom... @rarepair-cult, (Do you have a headcanon list for Error x Blue yet? Idk)

“At least he respects me!” As soon as the words fell out of his mouth, he regretted it. Quickly, he clamped his hands over his mouth, not ever expecting to say what he’s wanted to for months.

The other’s glare sharpened, a face of utter displeasure.

“What?” The other snapped, “Of course I respect you! I’m your brother-”

“No, you don’t!” The can has been spilled, the cat’s out of the bag, etc. no matter the analogy, he said something he didn’t mean to, and now he can’t take it back. “...You treat me like a kid. Like I cna’t do anything. Like I don’t remember-”

“You were never supposed to remember! He should have never taken you away from me! He’s brainwashed you! That’s why you’re going back to him!”

His bro- … Papyrus started on a rant, grilling his magical nerves further and further. He wouldn’t snap. He wouldn’t snap. He wouldn’t-

“He’s one of them-”

“For your information-!” Blue thundered over the Papyrus, “Nightmare and his family are amazing and treat me more like family than you have in years.”

“How dare-”

“I’m NOT finished!” Blue screeched, falling into a more scolding tone, getting angrier by the millisecond, “He has a name, and it’s not ‘Destroyer’! It’s Error! He never brainwashed me! He made me leave the AntiVoid despite knowing it sacrificed his own desires because he could see that it hurt me- and he was willing to give me up!

“I’ve neem visiting him for resets! For years! We became friends- then tried dating- and now it’s a serious relationship where we’re moving together to help each other and get away from our toxic environments!”

“TOXIC?! If anything he-”

“You’ve been treating me like a child for years! I’m older than you! I raised you! Optimism isn’t innocence or childish, the gan understands that, and respects that I can beat their asses into the ground easily if I wanted to! Error respects that, respect that I’m an Adult!” Not a tear fell from his face, only able to feel relief at finally venting.

“...You’re not grateful for all I’ve done for you?” Papyrus snapped.

“You mean throwing parties and drinking all day while I keep multiple jobs, pay the bills, and still train to be in the royal guard? I’m so grateful.”

“The guard won’t ever let you in with one HP.” He bitterly spat.

“You haven’t checked my stats have you, little brother?” Blue laughed and went into near hysterics when he saw papyrus’ dumbfounded expression. “Error fixed my code a decade ago! It’s been growing to a strong, healthy 75 since I came back!”

Papyrus looked up with a scared expression.

“Now if you excuse me, my fiance is waiting for me outside.” Blue happily smiled. Not the fake wide one he was forced to pretend, but a content and genuine one.

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Blue smiled as he woke up in his home, happily curled up in his lover’s chest, his head over the other’s. His fiance’s head buried in his neck, arms wrapped around his torso.

“Glitchy, I got to get up, I’m going to miss work.” He squirmed, trying to free himself of the iron-willed grip. Slowly, the god started to wake, and then realized what he was doing.

“S-sorry,” He shyly apologized, Blue hummed sadly.

“You don’t have to be sorry for anything hun,” The swap sans spoke softly, encouraging, nuzzling into the taller’s neck affectionately, “I promise you,” He pulled back, angling his skull down to look straight into Error’s eyes, “When I get home we can cuddle and watch as many movies or TV as you want. Tomorrow I have the day off too, so only apart until then, okay?”

The glitch gave a somber nod, letting a smile tug at his mouth.

“I still don’t deserve you.”

“And I don’t either, but we love each other anyway.” He smiled at the glitch before getting out of bed and throwing on his guard uniform, “I’m going to grab leftover pancakes from yesterday, ‘kay?”

“Alright...” The god trailed, unsure of himself, sitting up and wrapping the comforter around him, “...Love you.” He mumbled, still unsure to speak the words aloud even after all this time of being together, and now planning to be married.

Grabbing a quick pancake and popping it in his mouth to eat while he walked, he made his way over to work, admiring the dazzling space around him.

“Blue!” The Undyne of the AU called out, excited to get to see her co-head of the guard again. “What’s up buddy!” She yelled out, running over to him.

“Heya Undyne, looking awesome today! Got your cape cleaned? Boots polished?”

“Eh, nothing out of the normal, save the flatter for your boyfriend.” Undyne nudged, wrapping an arm around the shorter, but stronger.

“Actually, he’s my fiance-”

“YOU BETTER INVITE ME, DUDE!” Undyne screeched ecstatically, it was going to be a long fun day.

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“Error?” Blue poked his head through the front door after unlocking it, unable to see the destroyer until his vision adjusted, “What are you doing in the dark? Or, well, near dark.”

The fireplace was lit, a soft ember glow erupting from its center, giving the room a gradient of near sunshine light.

“W-well… I thought it’d be a bit romantic...” The god tensed, pulling the blanket that he had wrapped around him tighter, scooching to show his fiance the view of marshmallows and already made hot cocoa ready for them, dinner set out and prepared for them, shishkabobs already cooked to perfection.

“Error.”

“Did I do something wrong?”

“No. I just really, really, infinitely love you.”

“B-Blue!”

Error belongs to @loverofpiggies

OuterTale belongs to @outertale

Underswap belongs to the undertale community

They’re gayer than a rainbow fight me.

Extra notes:

The gang is really supportive of the two of them.

Blue asked for the first date

They confessed and asked to be boyfriends at the same time

Error’s afraid of messing up the relationship

Error proposed

They got a house together in OuterTale because it was a commonplace

The topic of moving and marriage came up because Blue wanted Error to stop willingly staying in the AntiVoid when the voices there only berated him- So they made a deal Error would get out of the AntiVoid if they moved in together in OuterTale so Blue could get away from his Papyrus too.

Blue and the gang became close after Error brought him one day and announced to the little family that they were dating

Blue can honestly stand his own well against all the bad sanses and win against him because of his stamina and mainly that alone.

Blue can stand his own against Nightmare but has yet to beat the older

Blue and Error plan to adopt a bunch of animals after they get married, mainly rescues. They already have a small fluffy brown kitten.

They hope to try and adopt a kid or two as well.

If Blue were to ever die, Error would follow him, even if he can’t die and would be resurrected sometime after. For him, it’d be his way of accepting what happened and moving onto a new life, literally and metaphorically.

If Blue were to die, Error would tell Honey, Dream, and Ink still. Even if they treated Blue wrong, Blue still loved all of them. Even if Error would rather them not have any part of Blue’s life, Error accepts that Blue would want them to know what happened.

Error would definitely wear Blue’s scarf if he dusted.

Their first date was UnderNovella in an abandoned AU so Blue wouldn't have to worry about spending too much time in the AntiVoid.

Blue would visit Error daily during his patrol when he went deeper into the woods and into the blindspots of Underswap Undyne’s cameras, Papyrus had everyone look after him.

Yes, there were many drinking competitions between Error and Blue, as well as between Blue and the gang.

Error and Blue visit the Bad guys weekly for a big movie party

Every few months Error and Blue will join the Gang for cuddle day where the gang builds a nest of pillows and food and doesn’t leave it for a full 24 hours.

#Undertale #my writing #Fanfic #Moving towards something better #Oneshot #Error sans #Error #Blue sans #Blue #Under swap Papyrus #Underswap #Outertale Undyne #OuterTale

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the-moon-at-zenith · 4 years

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‘in 5-10 years I will have ...’ or a happiness potion

TL;DR

Being happy is a state which is more or less the same for everyone: feeling you belong and knowing you’re fulfilled. Happiness is not about tricking yourself into believing that shit is the fairytale you’ve always dreamed to live in. Seek help. Get out of that dark place.

Achievements can’t make the state of happiness last as it gradually fades away all the time, so the race never stops. Being happy and being perceived happy & successful from aside are not the same thing.

Happiness is not achieved but nurtured. That means you do things that you BOTH can enjoy right now AND will enjoy to have done in the past when you look at today from the future’s perspective.

Still, having too many things on your hands can take the enjoyment away, so that’s the balance point for you.

(And I’m not saying that’s gonna be easy. I mean, like every science, potion making is both an art and a skill, which boils down to practice.)

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

Now let me blabber.

A student of mine asked me what I thought the sense of being was. Now, as a person who’d experienced 10 years of suffering from depression (and not having a clue about it as it often happens), I’d say that even a year ago this question would have shredded me into pieces. For somebody as lost as I used to be, thinking about it is a special kind of torture.

But now I think I got the answer for myself, which I still needed to dwell upon a bit in order to come to some sort of a point that makes sense without any but’s.

Let’s start with an initial trivial but still pretty sane idea: the sense of being is to be happy.

Now, what does ‘happy’ even mean? It’s not really a goal, is it? There are things that make us happy, and those vary from person to person. But being happy is a state which is more or less the same for everyone. Being happy is feeling you belong to the place, job, friends, partners, family, activities, etc. To yourself even. It’s knowing you’re fulfilled.

The trick here is to ask the right question. The usual question is,

“What makes me happy?”

I sure can say watching cats do silly stuff makes me happy. I’m even sure it’s gonna make me happy in ten year’s time as well. Unless that’s all I ever do.

Now it’s time for a secret ingredient: time. A long-term perspective (which I usually suck at, there, I said it). As dreadful as it might seem, the right question might be,

“If I fast-forward to myself 5-10 years from now, what do present_I want the future_I to have accomplished?”

I don’t like it, either. Is it the achievers’ attitude that sounds so off to me? In the course of therapy, I adopted the ‘little steps’ approach, which really helped me not to feel I was a complete failure at life.

Comparing yourself to others is usually a big deal for a person with a mental illness, especially if the disease struck in your teens. Everyone around you has some aspirations, dreams, ambitions, they seem so put together while in the best case scenario you just don’t want anything and are called lazy, advised to go to the gym or start meditating, or find a partner, or some other nonsense. Understanding and embracing that I was not a failure but an ill individual was relieving.

Next step was to accept that my worth did no longer depend on a list of achievements. I actually had quite an impressive one, my mom was proud. The problem there was that I really just felt nothing about it. I couldn’t care less, tbh. And that’s when I realized that I’d been fed bullshit all. that. time.

I don’t want to think of my happiness as of something perceived happy and successful from aside.

Coming back to the question, I wouldn’t at all be happy with the “I'll have bought a car/a flat” perspective cos it's not about my growth as a person. It’s about working my ass off and having a two-week holiday which I’m not even able to enjoy (depression at the mic here because I’d definitely be depressed af if I had to pull that shit off. again.)

I mean, it would definitely feel great to have my own apartment. No more thinking about rent, at least. But being a millennial in a post-soviet country? Ha-ha-ha! No, thanks, I don’t want to have literally anything to do with that mortgage thing and stuff alike.

Regards to achievements, you might know from your own experience that however happy you are about some event or success in your life, it fades away. Obviously, happiness is never something constant or forever lasting once achieved. It’s not even achieved, it’s nurtured.

And I don’t mean it in a ‘change your attitude’ way. Sometimes (more often than not, actually), shit is shit, however you call it, so trying to make yourself think of it as if it were unicorn’s rainbow glitter poop doesn’t make it any less shitty than it is. The best way to deal with that is going away from the shit source as far as possible. As they say, if you can’t run, walk, can’t walk - then crawl, can’t crawl - lie in the chosen direction.

It’s not only about mental illnesses. Seek help, that’s the best advice I can give, I guess. I’m not a psychotherapist myself, so off to the point. (Almost, sorry. I’m trying to be cohesive and coherent.)

What I really mean by saying that happiness is nurtured is that the perfect mix is having in mind both today and tomorrow. And 5-10 years later (maybe).

Okay, this is a ‘one year and a half in remission’ me talking. 10 years were literally stolen from me. It hasn’t made me stronger or better, I could’ve lived happily without this experience. But it is as it is, and I can’t change it. What I do have in my hands though is today and tomorrow. Something that will have become my new past. I want to feel good about my past for a change, so I’m gonna create one I’ll be happy with.

That first brought me to the point where I’d dived into everything all at once (it’s a trap of initial recovery, especially after having lived years as a walking dead). I’d been so thirsty for life I couldn’t remember to have had that I tried to have my fingers in all pies possible. Which resulted in me feeling like a newbie equilibrist trying to juggle three apples, five lit up torches and a living tiger while on a monocycle balancing on a rope hung 20 meters above a bottomless pit without a safe net. And genuinely expecting to pull it off. No kidding.

That said, the change you might bring into your life doesn't have to be extreme and all-or-nothing because there's a danger of finding yourself being so overanxious about balancing everything out that you actually forget to enjoy it. And it might just mess you up psychologically.

So, it’s time for another secret ingredient!

Let’s face it, the world might end all at once with no final warning. So, while having some plans for the future, enjoy yourself right here and right now in a way that also corresponds to your global values, self-image, aspirations and dreams.

Now, The Ultimate Question to ask yourself:

“If I fast-forward to myself 5-10 years from now, what do present_I want the future_I to have lived like through that time?” What will make me feel good about myself? The beauty of that question is in the fact that it takes now into account.

That question makes me stick to things and habits that actually do me good. Stick to activities that bring me not closer but into the 'happy and fulfilled (almost) every day' version of me rather than the 'I wish I'd spent all that time differently but now it's too late to catch up' version.

Happiness is everyday magick. Might not look astonishing and flashy at first sight but it actually pays off in the ways you sometimes can’t even imagine. I mean, even two years ago I couldn’t. I used to think happiness was a disease. Until I found out it’s a drug but that’s another story.

Take proper care of yourself, you, the hero who made it this far through this horrifyingly long entry.

#the ultimate question of life the universe and everything #potion making #witches of tumblr #witch #witches get depressed too #also there are unicorns #potion #little steps #happiness #success #overachiever #sense of being #depression #mental disorder #mental illness #potions

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ikemenfics · 6 years

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Pumpkin Wars

Word Count: 1791

For: Kennyo fans.

Notes: I had taken a more Western MC for this fic, rather than a strictly Japanese one. Hope you all enjoy

[I hope I have enough.] You carried two pumpkins into the house, noting that you were going to have to go back more than once to get all the pumpkins in. A pumpkin per two warlords sounded fun, right? You found Sasuke in the kitchen, armed with a spatula and wearing an apron stating “I never dreamed I’d end up a super sexy physicist, but here I am, living the dream.” You covered your mouth to keep from giggling at the scene.

Sasuke looked at you, his face bland as ever, “Masamune decided that I needed to wear a proper garment in the kitchen…” You listened hard to try and find some give in his voice, but it seems that Sasuke had flipped that particular switch off in him, his voice as neutral as his face was. [Is Sasuke embarrassed?] You decided to leave him alone about it, placing the two heavy pumpkins onto the table. You took a moment to breathe, pushing your hair from your head, “Got a moment? Could use some help.”

He adjusted his glasses, checking the oven before stating, “Yeah, I could help.” A few more trips and you were looking at seven pumpkins on the table and counter. Sasuke looked at you, asking, “Gee, what are we doing tonight?” You resisted the urge to adopt a semi sinister voice as you explained, “The same thing we do every night. Acclimation to the modern world.” You dropped some carving kits and design stencils onto the table, turning to Sasuke, “You up for teaching pumpkin carving?”

Sasuke glanced at you, “This really isn’t a thing in Japan…” he started, you deflating at how you just wasted a good amount buying up pumpkins, “But it’s something I always wanted to try.” You brightened, almost floundering in explaining how it all worked. You even showed him some glo-sticks you had bought that could be placed in the pumpkins after you all carved them. You told him how it was a tradition during October in America and that you had grown up with the tradition.

“A tradition from your country?” Nobunaga’s voice, curious though still commanding, came from the living room. He walked in, gazing at the mass of orange semi round vegetables taking over the kitchen. He smiled, arching a brow, “Show me.”

You explained you needed everyone, that it was a group project today. Soon, the small kitchen was filled with many many men. [I hadn’t realized just how small this kitchen was…] Sasuke had moved some into the living room, allowing for some breathing room. You announced the project was two per pumpkin, leaving the warlords to figure out who had who.

“What about you, beautiful lady,” Shingen asked, setting his grey eyes on you, “will you be pairing up with someone?” You shook your head, citing that you were in charge of helping all the groups.

Soon, everyone was set up; Yukimura had stuck with Shingen, Hideyoshi insisted that Nobunaga stay with him as there were sharp objects involved (he had to protect him, after all),

Sasuke opted to pair with Kenshin saying that he’d rather keep Kenshin in line than worry about who he’d be paired with (Kenshin eyed the cutting implements with curiosity raising Sasuke’s worries), Masamune shrugged and picked Motonari, much to Ieyasu’s protests, Kennyo sighed and called Ranmaru, who cheered at being picked by his adoptive father, Yoshimoto’s eye twitched as he picked Mitsuhide, citing that Mitsuhide was probably the most sane of those left, leaving Ieyasu to look at Mitsunari and let him know that *he* was in charge of the sharp objects, “we don’t need you bleeding all over the house….”

You clapped your hands, eagerly, showing the warlords the stencils, a cat arched in anger in the light of the moon, a witch on her broom, a mouse, a ghost, Frankenstein’s monster, and various other designs they can use, letting them know they could also go with the traditional Jack o’latern smile.

Masamune and Motonari eyed each other, both smiling as if reaching an unspoken accord. [Looks like they’re going with the Jack smile..]. You held up the tools, noting that you had to get all the seeds out of the pumpkin or it wouldn’t work, etc. Masamune frowned a bit, “Wouldn’t that be a waste of food? Not sure I like that, lass.” You told him you’d be making something of the seeds and pumpkin guts, Masamune’s blue eye staring at you before nodding for you to continue. You stood near Nobunaga’s pumpkin, showing about how they needed to cut the top off in order to scoop out the guts

“Who wants to bet we can empty the guts faster than you can?” Masamune challenged, Kenshin’s green and blue jewels eyeing him in challenge. “You challenge the God of War? I accept. Sasuke and I will beat you and your pirate.” And thus, the pumpkin carving began.

“Nobunaga-sama!” Hideyoshi cried for the third time in ten minutes, “Don’t cute so close to your fingers! You’ll cut yourself.” You couldn’t see his face, but you could almost see the anime tick of irritance appear on Nobunaga’s head. “Hideyoshi…” Nobunaga said, his voice calmer than you were expecting, “I know how to use a blade.” Hideyoshi apologizing profusely.

“Please, you go ahead. I’d rather keep my gloves clean…” Motonari said, Masamune digging into the insides of their pumpkin. You were suspicious that maybe Motonari was letting Masamune do all the work, but the One-Eyed Dragon seemed to have no complaints, so you said nothing.

“This…” a deeply focused voice complained at you, “is….really...detailed...Shingen-sama don’t move the stencil!” It seemed that Yukimura and Shingen had picked the witch and were trying to mark her out onto the pumpkin.

“Is it really necessary to take out the insides…” Yoshimoto asked, hiding his face behind his fan, “I don’t mind designing them, but to remove the insides seems...messy.”

“I don’t mind getting dirty,” Mitsuhide responded, “after all, that’s my job for Nobunaga-sama.” A statement that earned him a look from Hideyoshi.

“Oooh, Kennyo..” Ranmaru was saying, holding the pumpkin as Kennyo painstakingly put in his design onto the pumpkin, “ours is going to be the best!” Kennyo didn’t respond, all his focus set onto his pumpkin.

“Ieyasu-sama,” Mitsunari chimed, “this design is coming out nice!” Ieyasu rolled his eyes, giving Mitsunari a baleful look, “It’s a bunch of dots, idiot. It’s nothing yet.” Mitsunari barely even missed a beat, “But they’re still nice. I can see our pumpkin will be the best.” Ieyasu muttering something that no one could hear and going back to working on the pumpkin.

Masamune held up a handful of pumpkin and seeds, giving the mess an amused look, “Kinda stringy, ain’t it?” He surveyed the assembled group, mischief filling his eye. Motonari caught the look, his own eyes filling with a promise of misconduct, “eh, Dragon…” he gestured Masamune close, both of them whispering together a moment. You could feel the idea haunching up your back, but you were still too slow.

“Hey, God of War!” Motonari called, Kenshin and Sasuke glancing up from their work. Orange flew through the air, landing onto Kenshin’s shirt. He stared down a moment, contemplating the orange staining his top. He took a handful of pumpkin, “This means war..” he said quietly, hurling pumpkin towards the pair of M’s. Masamune ducked, leaving the orange mess to smack one Nobunaga in the back of the head. He turned, glaring at the group, “You are brave to challenge me.” He grabbed his own handful, throwing it across the room.

Soon, chaos had broken out, each pair throwing pumpkin guts at each other. All save Kennyo, who remained hyper focused on his pumpkin design, bits of seed and pumpkin inside decorating his robe, which he had insisted on wearing.

Even Sasuke had gotten in on the action, taking cover behind the table, taking turns at throwing as moments opened themselves. You had taken the moment to hide yourself, not wanting to be covered in pumpkin. You were smiling, though yelling at the men who were messing up your tidy house. You could hear Hideyoshi echoing your chiding, despite him throwing pumpkin himself. Ieyasu was covered in the stuff, hurling chunks at Mitsunari, who was laughing and hurling bits back at the blond fink.

Eventually, the great pumpkin war had died down and carving resumed. Each pair finished, showing off their pieces. Various smiles, witches, cats, and others looked at you, you giving each pair praise at how gifted they were. You finally came to Ranmaru and Kennyo, Ranmaru smiling and announcing theirs was the best. Kennyo turned his pumpkin, a perfect likeness of the Buddha staring at you from his seated position. Placing a glo-stick inside, Buddha casted a shadow against the light, showing off how his eyes and smile had a small glow, but not entirely cut out.

“Wow, amazing…” You breathed, wrapping your arms around Kennyo, the man himself giving a sharp breath of surprise. You kissed his cheek, telling him it was beautiful. He eyed you, a light blush alighted his cheeks, but said nothing. You picked his pumpkin up, telling everyone it was now time to put them outside with their glo-sticks. You explained it was meant to decorate the outside of your home, telling them the history of the Jack o’latern and how they were carved into turnips in Ireland, Ranmaru making a face at that, and the legend of the spirit caught inside.

You set them outside, setting Kennyo’s high on a post siding your entry gate. “There, now we’re really doing the fall thing.” You hopped down, backing away, seeking Kennyo’s chest for warmth. He grunted, but put his arm around you as you all looked at your creations.

“So…” Sasuke interrupted, adjusting his glasses, “I theorize that we should be seeking out cleaning supplies.” He ushered the warlords and page back into the house, leaving you and Kennyo alone.

For a moment, things were awkward, you looked up at the pumpkins, “It really is beautiful…” you said, turning to face Kennyo, wrapping your arms around the big man’s waist, holding his back. He stared down at you, his face still a touch pink at the cheeks, “I am glad you are so touched. I hope he will help guide those who pass here.” You smiled up at the large man, your heart melting at the compassion of your gentle giant. “Kennyo…” you drew his eyes back to you, pushing up onto your toes and planting a soft kiss on his still lips. He tensed a moment, then pulled you in close, bending to meet your lips more firmly with his own. A perfect Autumn kiss.

#Kennyo Honganji #Kennyo #Ikemen Sengoku Fanfiction #Ikemen sengoku #ikemenfics

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hanniejji · 6 years

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TAGS UWU

So I was tagged three times and since I wasn't able to do it on my phone I had to do it on my computer lmao anyway I got tagged by my sweet cakes(@hyunjinsgiggle ), the sunshine (@felegs ), and this cutie (@stayuwu ) this is going to be long btw im sorry and the ending is very depressing ignore it

Bold Tag

Rules: bold the ones that apply to you!

Appearance:

I’m over 5'5 / I wear glasses/contacts / I have blonde hair / I wear sweatshirts a lot / I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing / I have one or more piercings / I have at least one tattoo / I have blue eyes / I have dyed or highlighted my hair / I have gotten plastic surgery / I have or had braces / I sunburn easily / I have freckles / I paint my nails / I typically wear makeup / I don’t often smile / I am pleased with how I look / I prefer Nike to Adidas / I wear baseball hats backwards

Hobbies and talents:

I play a sport / I can play an instrument / I am artistic / I know more than one language / I have won a trophy in some sort of competition / I can cook or bake without a recipe / I know how to swim / I enjoy writing / I can do origami / I prefer movies on TV shows / I can execute a perfect somersault / I enjoy singing / I could survive in the wild on my own / I have read a new book series this year / I enjoy spending time with friends / I travel during school or work brakes / I can do a handstand

Experiences:

I have had my first kiss / I have gotten drunk / I have told a crush I like them / I have traveled outside of the country / I have flown on an airplane / I have stayed awake for more than 48 hours / I have had a near-death experience / I have caught something on fire / I have performed in a talent show / I have shot a gun / I have been on TV / I have gone scuba diving / I have broken a bone / I have slow-danced / I have gone on a shopping spree

Relationships:

I am in a relationship / I have been single for over a year / I have a crush / I have a best friend I have known for over ten years / my parents are together / I have dated my best friend / I am adopted / my crush have confessed to me / I have had a long-distance relationship / I am an only child / I give advice to my friends / I have made an online friend / I met up with someone I have met online

Aesthetics:

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell / I have watched the sun rise / I enjoy rainy days / I have slept under the stars / I meditate outside / the sound of chirping calms me / I enjoy the smell of the beach / I know what snow tastes like / I listen to music to fall asleep / I enjoy thunderstorms / I enjoy cloud watching / I have attended a bonfire / I pay close attention to colors / I find mystery in the ocean / I enjoy hiking on nature paths / Autumn is my favorite season

Miscellaneous:

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle / I am the mom friend / I live by a certain quote / I like the smell of sharpies / I am involved in extracurricular activities/ I enjoy Mexican food / I can drive stick-shift / I have memorized an entire song in a day / I believe in true love / I dream up scenarios to fall asleep / I sing in the shower / I wish I lived in a video game / I have a canopy above my bed / I am Multi-racial / I am a redhead / I own at least three dogs / I am LGBR

I'm about to answer 33 questions wow I feel like I'm on an examination

11 questions tag

by sweet cakes:

1. what is your fashion sense?

I have a lot of styles depending on the weather or my mood. I mostly do the sweater/jacket + high waisted shorts hehe or turtle neck + shorts + cardigan/jacket. when I'm lazy, which is always, I wear an oversize hoodie and shorts and the occasional cap hihi I have a weird sense of fashion

2. what is your favourite season?

I like rainy, or windy. any is fine as long as I don't sweat like hell adfaslsja I hate summer

3. if you could go on holiday anywhere, where?

I love going to beaches but tbh anywhere with good views is fine, it doesn't matter since the most important thing for me is that I get the experience and take lots of photos if they have a lot of delicious foods then that's better oof

4. what is one quote you live by?

"learn to stand on your own feet" has a very special place in my heart

5. would you ever get a tattoo, and if so, what and where?

I would want a snowflake, because we're not alone falling down

6. what is your favourite song at the minute?

at the moment, it's nobody knows by youngjae and fine by yugyeom ✨✨

7. what is one album you would listen to for the rest of your life?

I still listen to Linkin Park songs because of the meaningful and relatable lyrics

8. what is your favourite memory from the last year?

it has to be the one time my mom said she's proud of me :')

9. what is one regret you have?

not being able to make friends easily :'( I find it hard to do

10. would you change aforementioned regret?

maybe :'(

11. if you could have any food in the world to eat right now, what would it be?

How dare you make me choose I can't possibly choose between different varieties of foods :'( fries, frappe, and shawarma w/o cucumber pls

by sunshine 🌞

1. what’s one thing that helps you relax?

probably sleeping with soft background music

2. what’s your favorite novel and author?

I'd rather poetry :') sea of strangers by lang leav is amazing

3. are you an affectionate person? if so, how do you show affection?

I'm more like the closet affectionate person hehe but when I'm tired or sleepy I get clingy a lot but I'm mostly through small actions, I'm not comfortable with saying "I miss you" or whatever unless I'm typing them

4. are you an early bird or a night owl?

totally a night owl

5. if you’re comfortable with it, do you have a song you connect to something or someone, and if so, what is it?

sorry by halsey, broken home by 5sos

6. if you could go back to a place you’ve been to before, where would it be?

the beach we went to last vacation :')

7. what does your favorite piece of clothing - that you own yourself - look like?

a very comfy oversized hoodie, it's black with front pocket, sweater paaaaws, and it has a small doodle of neptune on the back

8. who’s your bias and why?

bias? I don't know her

9. do you believe in luck and miracles?

yas, my aunt is actually a fortune teller? idk? but she knows a lot about those and spirits thing but since I have low self confidence I mostly sound like I don't believe in them

10. what’s your favorite type of decorations?

aesthetic and pastel colors ✨

11. do you prefer being outside or inside?

booooth

by cutie :

1. Are you a daydreamer? If so, what do you dream about?

sometimes I just space out without even realizing

2. What’s your favorite place in the world?

home

3. What’s home to you?

somewhere that no one can judge me, a safety place, a place where I can let loose and be comfortable and not give a care about anything

4. This is not a question but quote a vine.

"oh hell noOooOoOOoOooOooOO"

5. Grey’s anatomy or House?

what i don't watch any of these

6. Do you have any pets?

a lame excuse of a cat

7. What kind of friend are you? (You know, the mom friend, the meme friend, etc).

the mom friend, scolds you 25/8, gives advises everywhere, comforts you, takes things seriously, drops everything just to listen to you unless I'm in a very bad mood, sacrifices for you, boyfriend material (according to my friend), secretly soft, lazy but exerts effort when needed, randomly does weird things and dances to fortnite, supports you, but lowkey doesn't do the same for myself lol because I'm emo and you can hear me saying bad things about myself 27/10 and pushing you away lol

I don't share my food unless you're important lmao

8. Do you hate someone? If so, why?

fake peopleeee

9. What’s your dream job?

to be a journalism

10. What MCU character resembles you the most? (not physically, more like mentally and emotionally).

probably wanda

11. I won’t use this eleven question as an actual question, use your right to answer to this to talk about whatever the fuck you want. Rant, fangirl, talk about what you did today or yesterday or whatever. Just talk.

I just want to cry to someone but I don't have the heart to tell anyone, I don't know why but I get stressed so easily and that one time our nurse had a seminar and asked if anyone is depressed, I just want to raise my hand but I'm too scared someone will judge me and think of me as a weak person, like now, and she started this speech about how to beat depression and I just can't understand how is that going to work because it doesn't work on me. I'm getting tired of constantly getting sad for no reason and it's bothering my classmates and I hate bothering them I feel like I'm annoying so I kept these thoughts to myself. It's hard trying to avoid spacing out and being so quiet all of the sudden, I'm getting mad at myself for being pathetic and I did the "do" once because I was so desperate to feel something other than sadness and I couldn't even tell anyone and right now I feel like this rant I'm doing is bothering everyone I hate being like this :'(

I'm doooonneee hehehehe that took me like a long time and I should really sleep now :') I will reblog this with my 11 questions and tags because tumblr has limits ugh

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ithisatanytime · 3 years

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World record longest rant about jews

The differences between the genders and races make everyone uncomfortable to talk about (including myself) but they must be discussed. the people teaching you that there are no differences between the races and genders one hundred percent know that there are differences and what precisely those differences are and how to use that knowledge to shape society with the aim of causing the most damage to you and me as is possible. i know how that sounds, but its true. it starts simply enough when you hear \ some dipshit psychology professor telling you there are no biological differences between races or behavioral differences between men and women, this is so blatantly, and provably false that no one actually believes this, not even the professor xerself. at that point you might ask yourself why? this is where most people fuck up, they assume its to spare the feelings of black people or women, or transgender people, and they stop there, they dont examine whether or not thats where the motivation is coming from, if they did they would immediately realize its fucking absurd, saying that gender is a state of mind hurts a LOT of peoples feelings very badly, a lot of women dont want to change in front of a biological male or use the bathroom with one but they cannot say so in todays environment. fully half the country is christian and likely offended by this notion, why cater to such an unbelievably small portion of the populations feelings while hurting the majorities feelings? at this point you should ask where and when did these concepts emerge in america? and then you get your answer, jews. did you know that the first EVER gender re-assignment surgery was performed in germany right before the nazis rose to power? that there were books authored by jews all about transgender theory being published in the “german institute of sexology” (its real look it up), how did the german people go from being so very progressive, to literal actual nazis in the span of a few years? the answer is the german people hated all this shit, they saw little boys prostituting themselves in the city centers, medical horrors they had never dreamed possible, runaway inflation that rendered every german poor, all under the watchful eye of the jewish bolsheviks who OVERTHREW the german government and took over, the german revolution of 1919 and the birth of the weimar era, squeezed right in between world war 1 and world war 2. but apparently not worth talking about in history class. theres no way ALL THAT BULLSHIT was somehow causative for world war 2 right? i mean there’s just no way.

The jews fled to america, opened “The Frankfurt school” which was just jews handing their fellow jews masters degrees in the social sciences for a year a SINGLE YEAR of easy coursework. when one got hired onto a powerful board, like the board of psychology, he brought all of his friends in too. the rest is history, we are living in the second incarnation of the weimar era. you may be skeptical (you would be stupid not to be) but i am not just making assertions, there exists plenty of historical sources but they just didnt play this version tv or teach it in schools, because they fucking own both of those things. as far as the postwar frankfurt school stuff all that and more can be found in “the Culture of Critique” with more fucking citations than you could spin a dreidel on. in Culture of Critique the author kevin macdonal who was a psychology professor at the university of california for nine years and had already published two other widely cited books on judaism, shows how judaism is a group evolutionary strategy jews developed in diaspora (the two thousand years where they didnt steal their own country yet so they lived in other peoples) and that their evolutionary strategy is often VERY harmful to whatever people are unfortunate enough to be hosting them. seriously the book blows the whole fucking thing wide open, and every single point he makes is supported with dozens of examples and those examples are all sourced from mainstream JEWISH literature. they figured out early on that they have to control public opinion to thrive in other peoples countries (while taking advantage of them) they had thousands of years of trial and error to develop this (google “list of jewish expulsions” there are HUNDREDS) strategy and each time they were expelled from a country they tweaked the strategy a bit, its part cultural part instinctual, many of them have no idea they are even doing it! they took over the social sciences and academia in general, and they took over our mass media, from these powerful positions they shaped all of your deeply held values! so what im gonna say next will piss you off, because thats how TV raised you, and if you didnt watch tv your peers did or your parents, but they taught you that up was down, black is white, everything is an opinion except when its not!

There are measurable average differences in behavior and intelligence between both the genders and the races and no fucking shit there are, we all evolved with wildly different selection pressures! they did this in order to convince america to change its racial demographic make up and to push multiculturalism and diversity, why would they do that? because they can only thrive in multicultural societies. they look white, but they behave like jews, and as such they would stand out in an all white (or even majority white) or brown or black country, theyd be the odd man out and get caught with their hand in the cookie jar and evicted. they push the gender stuff to weaken our communities so they can outcompete us, its survival of the fittest and jewish people are one animal and everyone else is another. seriously we can measure the impact of “feminism” which was supposed to liberate women, we can measure the impact in tears, suicides, broken homes, poverty, the complete collapse of the family structure etc. women are LESS HAPPY NOW AND WE HAVE PROOF! there was at least one major study where tens of thousands of women rated their own happiness day by day over years and generations and the result might shock you, women are miserable. and even though YOU are miserable you would never agree with the data because you believe i want to take something from you. the only thing i want to take from women is the absurd expectation that they should be men, and compete with men, and derive satisfaction from the things that satisfy men. maybe one in one hundred women would be more satisfied as an aging CEO living alone with a cat, but ninety out of a hundred women will say that would satisfy them, but they wont even get that, instead they are subservient to their employer, their fucking MASTER. essentially what they did was study our psychology, and then use it to completely fuck up our mating rituals and it shows, white birth rates are WAYYYY DOWN, they arent even breeding fast enough to replace their DEATHS, in other words they are disappearing while simultaneously being replaced by non white immigrants who out breed them ten to one, not just in america but in every white western nation in the world SIMULTANEOUSLY. oh and you can just go see for yourself what groups specifically are funding these efforts, and guess what nearly ALL of them have the word jewish or israel somewhere right in the fucking name.

you were told that our gender roles and traditions were designed by the patriarchy to control you, that is FUCKING RETARDED, nearly every culture that has ever existed (there are always exceptions) has similar gender roles for men and women, and do you know why? because its evolution baby! if you were a tribe back then and you decided fuck it, women are in charge of handling war now, men stay home with the kids, what exactly do you think happened to that tribe? traditions EVOLVE, gender roles exist because THEY FUCKING WORK, if something worked better some tribe somewhere would have adopted that and owned all of our fucking asses and wed be living in a matriarchy.

The social “sciences” pay lip service to evolution but god as my witness they deny evolution more than the staunchest fundamentalist christian. the social sciences arent sciences at all in fact they are staging grounds for a venomous ideology that was designed to hurt you and it WORKED.

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i'm askin u every single even numbered question for the lesbian ask game

at least you didnt bother with the algebra this time, for which i am thankful

Femme or butch?

i’m more femme but i try to act butch sometimes and i just end up failing hopelessly. ‘look mom i know how to put air in a tire!!’ ‘peyton thats like… not even right’ or ‘oh SHIT look at that blitz!! that was cool’ ‘peyton that was a sack’ ‘oh’

Do you have a “type”? If so, describe it

not really, mostly just like… humor. if u funny we click

Plaid button-ups or leather jackets?

why not both?

no but seriously plaid tbh

Describe your style

um yes

converse, (ripped? sometimes) jeans, and whatever top i feel is appropriate for the Big Aesthetic today

Describe your aesthetic

yes

ive tried going more punk but its just kinda , not worked

my physical aesthetic is very adultolescent. i got chub and look like a freshman but ive been told i pass as a college senior so like

my Big Mood aesthetic is yes

Favorite article of clothing?

either my converse or my “”combat boots”” (theyre not and it makes me sound like an edgelord just saying that) (can you tell im gay)

OH WAIT I FORGOT ABOUT MY JEAN JACKET its like baggy and light and ive started sewing patches from my favorite bands on it (super punk right)

Favorite pair of shoes?

^^^

oh my black strappy heels, theyre surprisingly comfortable

Current haircut?

ive got a bleached bob rn

Any haircut goals for the future?

i kinda want a pixie cut bc i cant handle long hair however long hair is so PRETTY and wow

Describe the best date you’ve been on

iiiiiiiiii dont really know. ive been on very few. i have a Perfect Date in mind, and i guess my favorite was my first date with my ex. we had gotten back from a successful science competition (HAVE I MADE IT OBVIOUS IM A NERD YET IM A BIG OL NERD) and it was like midnight by the time we got back and we were both starving so we went to taco bell and just sat there talking and laughing and i know we were pissing off the staff, but we stayed til like two in the morning and we went home and honestly we both considered it a date but we didnt like… tell each other it was a date? if that makes sense? idk honestly im triggered

Describe the worst date you’ve been on

ugh oh god i went on a tinder date and this girl like in the DMs was like ‘hey do u smoke weed’ and im like ‘lol no’ and then like we made plans to meet up at a coffee shop and she asks me AGAIN if i smoke weed and im like……………. no and shes like ‘oh right lol’ well THIS BITCH sleeps through the time we were supposed to meet, completely stands me up, and then texts me back like an hour later and was like ‘omg im sorry i overslept!!!’ and it was like….. noon but ok so we meet up after my class and we just sit there really awkwardly trying to make conversation and she asks me AGAIN if i smoke weed im like ‘honey no i dont’ and we just talked about drugs for a while and when i left because i had to gtfo she like gave me an awkward hug and like i sent a text later that night bc im courteous and im like ‘hey i had a great time today’ (i didnt) ‘lmk if you ever want to meet up again!!’ and she just. ignored me lol.

Single? Taken?

im currently in a polyamorous relationship with myself and my anxiety

If taken, talk about your girlfriend/wife!

If single, what are you looking for in a potential girlfriend/wife?

someone who’s able to make me laugh and deal with my bad ideas and will let me cook for her and wants to travel the world with me

Describe your dream wedding

its small. outside. maybe in a field or in front of a lake. i dont personally want a big ballgown, just a short white dress will do. lavenders everywhere. R A I N B O W C A K E. reception where we slow dance to all the sappy romance songs. its great.

Do you want kids?

not really, but ive considered being a foster parent. i feel like im here to do good; i don’t want to have my own biological children, and im not sure i want to have the permanent responsibility of adopting a kid, but i feel i could handle fostering once we’re financially stable and have the room to accept children into our home.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

spain, definitely. somewhere in the north. i want to have a small farm with goats and chickens and vegetables and i want to be away from this american mess.

Favorite lesbian movie?

well ysee…………. the only two explicitly lesbian movies ive seen have been ‘all about E’ and ‘blue is the warmest color’ and i didnt like either of the lmfaoooo i prefer watching lesbian television shows tbqh (or, most commonly, just rewriting all the female characters in my head to be sapphic sooooooo dont @ me)

Favorite lesbian novel/story?

i mean same as above, i dont read as much as i like to. however, i did read “georgia peaches and other forbidden fruit” and that was Really Good and i did read another that was slightly better, but i forget the name but it was about a pakistani (?) girl who was struggling to come out to her parents bc they were very traditionalist but she joins the theater and her like really elite school and the girl she had a crush on basically outs her and is a bitch about it and GOD i wish i could remember it because it was really good

Favorite lesbian song?

ummmmmmmmmmmm i just recently listened to ‘honey’ by kehlani and that was pretty good and pretty gay, but my personal favorite is ‘girls’ by beatrice eli bc holy shit what a Mood

Favorite lesbian musician?

i love mary lambert and beatrice eli.

What lesbian stereotypes do you fit into, if any?

ummmmm now that im thinking of them i cant think of any. i used to play softball and soccer? i love cats. i immediately start planning out the next five years of our lives together anytime im remotely interested in a girl?

Ever been assumed to be nothing more than a gal pal?

i mean………………. no

If a woman wanted to woo you, what would a surefire way to accomplish that?

well bake cookies w me and lets go for a walk & go out and watch the stars at night in the bed of a truck

Be positive! What do you like most about being a lesbian?

I LOVE LOVING GIRLS!!!!!! I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT BEING A LESBIAN!!!!!! GIRLS ARE FANTASTIC!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!

Are you more of a cat person or a dog person?

why not both

idk ive never had a cat but i know i lov them

Turn ons?

i.......... dont know

yes

im gay

Turn offs?

long nails youch theyre pretty to look at but i mean at what price

not having anything to talk about

putting yourself down like a lot (i went on a date w this one girl and that was all she did like the entire date like......... im sorry ? :(???)

Do you usually ask other women out or do you wait for them to ask you?

if im being honest i would love for someone to ask me out but since that is Very Unlikely, i tend to be the one to message first and initiate dates and stuff

What is your dream career?

i want to be a psychological researcher in the field of social comparative psychology how sick is that!!!!! just play with dogs all day and record whether or not they boop their noses on a screen

also i wanna be a farmer and a bookstore owner but thats Farther down the line like , when im 50

Talk about your interests or hobbies!

im honestly such a psych nerd i love psychology what the fuck!! its so interesting like ppl are weird man idk brains are weird

im also having a really big green day phase like billie .. he so smol... and also anyone who wants to bash warning or the trilogy can fight me ok those are like My Favorite Albums

im going to a concert in february to see declan mckenna, a Giant Meme

im getting a tattoo w some lyrics of declan’s actually its gonna be sick

What is the most attractive quality a woman can have?

yes

idk for me its being able to have quick, witty, skillful jokes i just love listening to girls talk and tell stories and jokes like wow im gay

also long curly hair? thats always a Solid Look

Do you love easily or does it take time for you to warm up to someone?

i mean. do we really wanna open this can of worms rn

too late, its open

i get those microcrushes where you like see a girl and youre like ‘WOW IM GAY DATE ME’ however once it comes to actually being in a relationship i throw my full weight behind it and worry that im being too suffocating or that im pushing my boundaries etc and ive been told that makes me come off really cold and uncaring so lol choose ur own adventure, you decide

Ever fallen for your best-friend?

unfortunately

Ever fallen for a straight girl?

can you even call yourself a lesbian if you havent

The L-Word: yes or no? (love it or hate it?)

i havent seen it, im such a fake lesbian

Favorite comfort food?

mac n cheese

or pizza

or cheesy potatos

OR CHEESY TOAST

scientific conclusion: im a fatass

Coffee or tea?

coffer

Vegetarian? Vegan? None of the above?

im vegetarian!! have been on and off for like two years now

Do you have any pets?

i have one pup sittin right next to me and shes the prettiest girl in the world

Early-riser or night-owl?

yes

idk i get up at like 9 which is early for me but not as early as like. 5. so

more like night-owl. thanks teenage hormones!

What is your sign?

pisces

Can you drive?

yes

can i drive well?

but i do have a sense of direction so thats cool

Who was your first lesbian crush?

tbh.................... my best friend, but i didnt realize it was a crush at the time

the first Gay Crush i had that i knew was a crush was on my close friend at the time, now my ex girlfriend

At what age did you know you were a lesbian?

uhhhhhhhhhh lesbian specifically, like 15-16. queer, i knew in like fall semester freshman year (so like 13??)

At what age did you come out (if you have)?

i mean, i come out to people all the time. first time i came out explicitly as a lesbian was when i was like 15 or 16 (actually i came out to a close straight friend and my ex and they both said ‘congrats’ like it was weird but very nice) and the first time i came out as queer/questioning was to my then-best friend at like 13 and i came out to my mom (involuntarily) at like 17? ish?

Are you crushing on anyone at the moment (celebrity or otherwise)?

yes im crushing on every girl simultaneously at all times

just kidding

(not really)

i dont really have any explicit crushes that i can think of im just really gay

Talk about how your day went

it was fine. got free froyo so that was cool. found out i made an A on my bio practical, so that was cool too. however, i wore a crop top and it was like 55 degrees out and raining so i looked like a total Idiot but yk follow ur slutty gay dreams amiright ladies

Talk about your dreams/aspirations for the future

most of mine are career-centric, but a few are personal.

i wanna go to costa rica in may, i wanna go to yale over the summer, i wanna go to NYC pride in june, i wanna go to spain after i graduate, i wanna go to grad school, i wanna be a psychological researcher, i wanna move to spain or england or hell even france, i wanna have my own farm with the woman i love, i wanna own an LGBT bookstore/library, i wanna just live a quiet life near the sea and not have to worry so much after a while.

Least favorite gay celebrity?

this is a weird one to end on, but iiiiiiim not sure i have one? i can tell you ellen page is probably my favorite, but i cant think of many i dislike so

#grabsthesun #lesbian ask game #i love and hate you

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ninjazaku · 7 years

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Windows to the Soul (Chapter 1)

A My Hero Academia OC Fanfiction

A melancholy layer of gray clouds loomed in the sky of Denver, Colorado. The city bristled with commerce and business as the afternoon rolled onward, the chill of the January air doing little more than giving people further reason to hurry about their business. In the northwest of the capitol city of the Centennial State was the suburb of Atlas; a relatively new community which was built between the second and third generation of Quirk users. In a time before Quirks took over as the dominant population, Atlas was meant to serve as a community for families composed either entirely of, or predominantly of, Quirked people.

Nestled within this community was Aeternus High School. Once serving as a school for Quirked people only, the marble building’s cold surface and Pantheon-esque architecture reminded many of the days of civil unrest before Quirked humans had rights in the United States. A shrill bell pierced the frigid air and a swarm of teenagers dashed hurriedly into the world.

Among the stragglers that exited the building later that afternoon was two Freshman: Ian Allistair, bundled in several layers of insulated clothing, a large canvas satchel containing all his belongings slung over his shoulder. He towed behind him a translucent golden wagon (a construct of solid light, created by Ian’s Quirk: “Lightsmith”).

Inside the wagon was his best friend and godsister, Gabrielle De La Luna. Ian’s sister was nestled into the wagon with not a care in the world. Like Ian she was wrapped in several layers of warm clothing, with a large pair of striped cat ears poking out of holes cut into the top of her beanie, contrasted by her bright blue bangs that hung low on her forehead.

“Remind me again why I have to tow you home in a wagon, Gabbie?” Ian grumbled as he began their uphill walk home.

“Because I’m the big sister and you have to listen to what I say.” Gabbie replied with snark “And today I say that I’m too cold and too tired to walk. So, you get to pull me all the way home in one of your wonderfully warm creations.”

“You can turn into a cat! With fur!”

“Yes, but that requires effort. All I had to do to get you to do this was give you my best pout and say please.”

“I hate you, Gabbie.”

“I love you, too.”

The two Quirked teens shook off the cold air as they entered the warmth of their home a few blocks away, in the heart of the Atlas suburb. As the two made their way through their home, discarding layers of coats, they found a customary note from Ian’s parents on the countertop in their kitchen noting when their family would be home from work. The two took a few minutes to raid their cabinets, with Cabbie making herself a bowl of a sugary chocolate cereal and Ian making himself a rather large sandwich containing a variety of meats, cheeses, etc.

The two rummaged through their bags and after roughly an hour of discussing Algebra, History, and other subjects, the two pulled out a single piece of paper from their respective bags; a permission slip for a fieldtrip to Japan so that the members of the Future Heroes of Colorado Club could participate in the UA entrance exam.

“Do you think we’re ready for this, Gabs?” Ian asked, his voice almost a whisper

Gabbie’s ears twitched atop her head as she heard her childhood nickname. She swallowed her mouthful of food as she began to speak.

“We’ve been raising money since last May. We’ve been preparing our Quirks since we were ten. I think we’ll be fine, Ian.”

“I know, I know. I’m just nervous. It’s UA, you know? All Might could be watching the exam for all we know.” Ian stuttered, fidgeting with a Rubik’s cube he pulled out of his bag.

“So, we’ll just have to knock his socks off too.” Gabbie retorted through another mouthful of cereal.

Ian scoffed and chuckled nervously. “I don’t get how you can be so nonchalant about this.”

“Ian.” Gabbie began, setting down her food and walking over to her brother on the other side of the room. “You and I have been dreaming of this for the past five years. As long as we have each other, nothing can stop us from becoming the best heroes the world’s ever seen.”

Ian looked into his sister’s brilliant green eyes, and watched as her sharp-toothed smirk spread across her face. Ian’s own ever-changing eyes shifted from a murky, nervous brown to a radiant blue color as he let out a deep sigh.

“You always know how to calm me down, Gabs.” Ian said with a soft smile.

“That’s what family is for.” Gabbie replied with a toothy grin.

Later that night Ian’s parents, Kevin and Samantha Allistair sat at the dinner table with their child and godchild and ate dinner. Kevin was a tall, lean man. His hair was blond, fluffed up into what many would call a pompadour, despite his objections. His eyes were a deep forest green color, and on his palms, were two crystal-like growths related to his Quirk. Samantha was slightly shorter than her husband, her platinum hair coming down in wild curls to chin-length. Her eyes were ever-changing in color as her Quirk analyzed the light spectrum around her. As the family’s evening began winding down, the teens seized the opportunity in the quiet.

“So, we got our permission slips for the UA field trip today.” Ian murmured quietly.

Ian’s parents almost choked on their final bites of food, surprised at the sudden shift in the room’s tone.

“Have you guys raised enough funds already?” Samantha asked, coughing softly under her breath with one hand covering her mouth.

“Moms we’ve been raising money for a little under a year. Ian and I have been at every single fundraising weekend. The club has raised something what like, $20,000?”

“$20,562.37” Ian confirmed

“We have enough for the whole club to go. That’s 8 people. Round trip, 7 days. The exam is next month. February 26th.”

Kevin, Ian’s father sighed deeply. “We know. I guess we just…didn’t realize how quickly it’d crept up on us. You guys are growing up so fast.”

“Ew. Don’t get all mushy on us pops.” Gabbie teased, sticking out her tongue as she gathered the family’s dishes and placed them in their dishwasher. Kevin smiled and returned the teasing gesture.

“Have you called your parents, Gabbie?” Samantha asked.

Gabbie stopped in her tracks and stared through the window above it, her gaze blank as she looked out into the stars.

“I wanted to make sure you guys were going to be ok with this first. Didn’t want them fretting too.” Gabbie said nervously.

“Madre and Padre just worry about you Gab.”

“I know.” Gabbie said with a nod, taking a deep breath and whirling around with a nod. “So that begs the question. Are Ian and I going?”

Kevin and Samantha chuckled, ushering the two teenagers to come closer.

“We promised you guys could take the test a long time ago. We’ll sign it so you guys can get things ready with your club. But we should also have a sit down with your parents before the end of the week so that we can have a plan, Gabbie.”

Gabbie nodded and hugged her adoptive family close, Ian also getting wrapped into the group hug. The two soon were ushered off to their respective bedrooms to go to sleep and prepare for the next day.

As Gabbie lay down to sleep looked up at her ceiling and looked at a spot in her wall that had a different pattern than the wall around it. She ran her hand over the spot, feeling the smoothed-out texture of dried spackle and hastily applied paint. She could feel four distinct curves where the spackle had been carefully applied to hide deep gashes. Gashes that had had come from her claws, during one of her transformations when she was younger and less experienced with her Quirk.

Her hand recoiled away from the spot as she remembered Ian’s reaction the morning after her first full transformation; tired, defeated, and worried sick. She remembered their parents catering to her every whim the entire day. She remembered Ian shaking as he recounted the previous night’s events. She remembered her and Ian hugging each other close, and crying until neither of them could cry any more. She remembered the promise that they made to each other. But she also promised herself that she would never make her family worry like that again. That she would make them proud and become strong enough to overcome every hardship.

Across the hall Ian had finished closing all the blinds and locking his door, making sure that his room was sealed from all light sources. He took off his protective glasses and settled into his bed and looked up at the ceiling. He then reached over to a lamp on the nightstand next to his bed and turned it up ever so slightly. He watched as various types of light danced across his field of vision. He reached his hand up into the aurora and watched the infrared waves radiate from his fingers. As his head began to ache, he slowly reached over and turned off the light. He nursed the headache for a moment, rubbing his temples as he contemplated the coming weeks.Ian, like his sister, was thinking of the first time Gabbie used her Quirk to its full extent. He remembered it was also the night he discovered his quirk’s full power as well. Ian remembered hearing painful screaming from the room across the hall and how he ran to check on her, only to find her writing in pain as her bones popped out of place and she shifted into a feline shape.

He remembered a light shield popping up just in time to repel the now-feral creature that was inhabiting his sister’s mind away. He remembered how long it took both Gabbie’s parents and his own to restrain her. And he remembered staying up watching her the hole night and crying with her all day. The promise he made to himself that he would become a hero so that everyone he loved would be safe, always.

As the two went to sleep, though, it was the promise to each other, rather than their own goals, that held firm in their mind. They thought of their younger selves locking their pinkies together and swearing to never give up on each other, and to always love each other no matter what. As they drifted off to sleep they knew that no matter what hardships they would be enduring in the coming weeks, they had each other.

Several days later, on Thursday, the two rushed out into the frigid air of a snowy day. Ian projected a large umbrella over their heads to shield them from more snow and provide a bit of warmth. They hurried home, their legs burning as they rushed their usually casual walk. As they opened the door, they began wiping the snow from their boots and tossing aside their jackets. The warm glow of Ian’s construct retracted and they suddenly noticed the occupancy of their living room.

Gabbie’s parents, Daniel and Claudia, were visiting. Daniel was a large, physically imposing man with several feline features including whiskers protruding from his face, large yellow eyes, and cat ears. Claudia was a small, curvy woman with hair down past her shoulders. Her eyes were soft and she had a kind smile.

“Mamá! Papá!” Gabbie yelled, running to her parents and embracing them. Ian walked behind her with a smile of his own as the family embraced.

“We missed you so much mija. You’ve grown even more since Christmas. You’re almost as tall as I am now.” Daniel said happily, holding his daughter close.

Gabbie groaned obnoxiously. “Papá! Not in front of Ian! You’ll only encourage him to be more affectionate!”

This prompted Daniel to charge over and pick Ian up in a bear hug, laughing a hearty laugh. “Oh, I haven’t forgot about him! How are you mijo? Keeping out of trouble?”

“You still think I’m the one that’s going to cause trouble, padre?” Ian joked with a soft chuckle

“How many times do I have to tell you, I’m not a priest!” Daniel growled playfully, rubbing his hair

Claudia, meanwhile, cupped her daughter’s face and looked into her eyes. “You look more beautiful every time we see you, Gabriella.”

Gabbie nuzzled her mother’s hand affectionately. “Thank you, mamá. I was fortunate enough to get your good looks.”

“I heard that!” Daniel objected as he continued wrestling with Ian. The two women giggled as Kevin and Samantha stepped out from the Kitchen, beaming at their family.

“Come on everyone” Kevin invited “Let’s sit.”

The adults sat opposite the two teens and set the permission slips on the table.

“So, straight to business?” Gabbie joked as she plopped into a chair, assuming a lounging posture as she tossed a leg up on one of the chairs in their living room.

“We’ve already talked it over, Gabriella” Claudia told her daughter. “We talked about this with Kevin and Samantha a long time ago, and told them that we wanted you to go to UA if you ever got the opportunity.”

Gabbie suddenly tilted her head. “Then what-?”

Kevin stopped his goddaughter. “Let them finish, Gabbie. You listen, too, Ian.”

Daniel fidgeted in his seat. “I know it’s been hard on you, mija. Having to be apart from us for the past few years. You understood and went with it, trusting us. Trusting your godparents, even though you didn’t know them well. And we couldn’t be prouder of the woman you’ve become.”

Daniel turned to his godson. “And we couldn’t be prouder of you, either, Ian. For becoming the brother Gabbie never had, and the son we didn’t know we needed. You’ve supported Gabriella when we couldn’t, when your parents couldn’t.”

Daniel wiped tears from his eyes with the pads on one of his large, fur-covered hands. “You and your parents are family to us and have done more for us than you could ever imagine, Ian. We wanted you to know that.”

“And you’ve done the same for us, Gabbie.” Samantha said, her voice quivering, and her eyes changing to a deep indigo color. “You took us by the hand and pulled us on an adventure we didn’t know we needed to go on. You’re a shining star we will always cherish. And this family knows what shining is all about.”

Ian began to tear up and when he got up to comfort his own godparents, they stopped him.

“That’s not the only reason we wanted to talk.” Claudia stopped Ian.

“Then what?” Ian asked.

The two couples looked at each other and nodded. They took a deep breath as Kevin began to speak.

“The four of us have been saving ever since you were children. We put a lot of money away for the sake of the two of you. It was for this very purpose.”

“We want you to go to UA next month.” Daniel said, firmly “We want you to win your way in. And when you do, there is enough money in the accounts we have put away for us to find a good apartment and stay there until your education is complete.”

“But…papa…how did you?...” Gabbie wondered allowed

“It’s been rough, mija. Sometimes we didn’t have much to put in there. We knew that a child of ours would develop a Quirk that could do great things, but we didn’t have the money to raise you and prepare your future. So that’s how we made this deal with Kevin and Samantha. This has been in the works for years. We should have explained this all a long time ago but---”

Gabbie put up a finger and stopped her father. “I get it. You’re right. You should have explained this, somehow. But I get it. Just…give me a minute.”

Gabbie took a deep breath. Ian took his sister’s hand and Gabbie stared at the floor for a minute or two, dumbstruck.

“Gab. Does this mean we’re gonna be Heroes?” Ian asked after a moment, squeezing his sister’s hand.

“Yeah, bro. Yeah it does!” Gabbie exclaimed, embracing his brother. As laughter erupted throughout the house, the entire family joined in on the group hug.

In the excitement of the moment, the two had failed to notice that the permission slips had been signed from the moment they walked in the door.

All that remained was for them to go to Japan and pass the exam.

#my hero academia oc #my hero academia fanfiction #my hero academia fanfic #Zaku's Fan Fiction

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sniffen-mountain-road · 7 years

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I can’t feel my face when I’m with you

Your boyfriend leaves you for his ex, you do what? What boyfriend?

Your ex wants to hook back up, you do what? Consider it

You're a week late for your period, there's a chance you could be pregnant. Your reaction: PANIC

You're fighting a lot lately with your boyfriend/girlfriend. You want to end it, but you're not sure how. What would you do? Something direct.

What woke you up this morning? My clock radio.

Where are you? Kathleen’s house in Cornwall

Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so!

Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I hugged my mom

What were you doing at 2:00am? Sleeping

What kind of home would you like when you grow up? Something small

Who was the last person that sent you a message? Lemon

Do you listen to music everyday? yes

Is it the weekend? it’s always the weekend for me (but no)

What are you doing tonight? Probably going to hit the gym in Newburgh in a few hours once dinner has settled. Then just hanging out with the dogs, probably watching Netflix

What's your favorite soda? Baja Blast

Ever moved? I’m moving right now

What do you want right now? I want the smell of this house to go away

Are you listening to music right now? yes

Do you like summer break or Christmas break better? I don’t get either of these as an adult

Last reason you threw up? Gag reflex?

Best place to eat: anyone who doesn’t say Taco Bell is lying

What time is it? 5:03pm

Why aren't you going out with the person you like? caaause she’s engaged (and not to me)

Do you want someone dead? Dead is kind of strong, but I know more than a few people I’d like to see disappear

What's something you really want right now, be honest? ugh

Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxys, acid, ex, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium? Just weed

Can you remember the last time you really liked someone? yeah

What is something you've realized recently? oh god who knows

Is there one person that you don't want to ever leave your life? yes!

Why did you cry the last time you did? idk there’s a lot going on right now okay

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon? Packing

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden? No, I’m an adult

If you had the chance to meet anyone in the world, who would it be? UGH

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars? It would be really hard to pitch a tent in the sand, I think

Who was the last person you talked to last night in person? My mom

Who is the last person you high-fived? Curtis?

Do you still pinky promise? Only with people I don’t trust that much

Are you a jealous person? I’m really trying not to be

Can you remember your last dream? Yes...

Will you be sleeping alone tonight? Depends. If I sleep here, I’ll have the dogs. If I sleep home, then yes I’ll be alone

What do you currently hear right now? One Direction

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing? Snowing, but so long as I didn’t have to go anywhere.

If you had to get a piercing, what do you get? Re-do my helix or something simple

Would you ever get a tattoo? I have two and want more

Who was the last person to give you their number? Brittany

When is the next time you'll hug someone? I’ll probably hug my mom tomorrow

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends? of course!

What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11? if I notice, I will admit that I do make a wish

At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups? what cups?! just kidding. I can’t recall

Who do you have to talk to on a daily basis? my mom

What hurts right now? my back is a little tight still

Do you know anyone named Kenny? UGH yes

Is your hair naturally curly or straight? Straight

Will you get married? I hope so

Are you a morning person or night person? Morning?

What are you looking forward to? Top surgery!!

Are you doing laundry right now? No

Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them? yeah

Are you cheating on someone right now? nope

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately? this question makes me uncomfortable

Are you nice to everyone? no

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? Tani, apparently still

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 8ish

Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring? yeah

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mom

Kill the spider or let it out? depends on the size of the spider and what I’m doing and where it is etc

Last movie you saw in theaters and with who? I think the last movie I saw was Arrival, by myself

Who were you with Friday night and where? Friday the 13th! I have no idea

Have you ever been a vegetarian? yeah for the first like 15 years of my life

Ever receive a really long apology? No?

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy? No I need alone time

Does someone like you right now? Nooope

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to? Well of course

Do you have the names of your future kids picked out? No kids please

Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them? I don’t think I do

Have you ever had a garage sale? Something similar

How long is your hair? It’s short, but long for me

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted? Hahaha no I’m not my mother in that way

What is in your pocket? cell phone

What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"? cats

When is your birthday? September 4th

What's the area code for your cell phone? 914-ever

What are you going to do after this? poop probably

Do you like pickles? sometimes

Do you have any tan lines? hahaha no

What is your favorite color? teal

Can you use the grill? no it’s huge and scary

Was your mom a cheerleader? I don’t believe so

Do you go to the beach for a week during the summer? No, but I’m about to move somewhere down the road from the beach so

Do you have a fishtank at your house? do you know me at all

Do you have strong feelings for someone at the moment? kill me

#self #questions

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1-100 ;)

*Cracks knuckles* Let’s do it

1. Last kiss

Family wise my mom. Not family @queenlicatastrophe

2. Last phone call

I think it was another store who never answered me back finally getting around to me 8 months later when I already had a job.

3. Last text message

My dad

4. Last song you listened to

Feelings by Hayley Kiyoko

5. Last time you cried

Honestly I can’t remember. Not in the “I havn’t cried in a while” sense and more in the “I have literally no sense of time” sense.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

Yes.

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

Not really.

9. Lost someone special

Yes.

10. Been depressed

Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up

Nope and hope to never.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

Nada

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

None.

15. Made a new friend

Ehhhhhh not really. Though the line between “Friend” and “Close Aquaintence” is kinda strict for me.

17. Laughed until you cried

Yes

18. Met someone who changed you

Yes, it’s hard not to.

19. Found out who your true friends were

Yuppers

20. Found out someone was talking about you

Been there, done that.

26. What did you do for your last Birthday

Just went out for dinner with my folks.

27. What time did you wake up today

I wanna say around 11? I usually wake up, check something, and go back to sleep a few times before I’m up completely. Allergies were also a bitch this morning so I was really allergied out

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for

The next time I can hang out with a friend

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

Like two hours ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

I wish I had gotten tested sooner.

32. What are you listening to right now

Silence. And me typing.

33. When is the last time you had sex?

Never.

34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now

My boss.

35. Most visited webpage

Somewhere between tumblr, my email, youtube, Tapastic, and currently tagpacker

36. Favorite colour

Purple

37. Nicknames

Katie, Kate, Luma, Luma-Bug, Lumama, Katie-Kat, Burrito Overlord, Cat-ilyn, etc.

38. Relationship Status

Single

39. Zodiac sign

Aries

40. Male or female

How about no?

41. Primary school

Block House

42. Secondary School

Wiley

43. High school/college

Leander HS

44. Eye color

Blue Hazel/Grey/Blue/Green and everywhere in between

46. Height

5′1

47. Do you have a crush on someone

At this point I’m tired of trying to figure out where the difference between strong platonic, Squish, and Crush lies. Let me just appriciate people in my life

48. What do you like about yourself

The fact that somehow I’m still kicking

49. Piercings

Nope and never will

50. Tattoos

Not with my fear of needles I’m not

51. Righty or lefty

Lefty

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing

Never

54. First best friend

Grace, never could remember her last name. She had the same birthday as me and I was convinced she was my soul mate. I should have realized I was queer a long time ago.

55. First hookup

Never

56. First Bestfriend

Refer to 54.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating

Nothing

60. Drinking

Nothing

61. I’m about to

Work more on transferring all of my webcomics into tagpacker.

62. Listening to

Silence

63. Waiting for

getting too tired to keep working

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?

Probably not. If I ever do they’ll probably be older and adopted

65. Get married?

I’d love to marry a QPP. Whether or not I ever have a more significant relationship is another thing entirely

66. Career

I’d love to have some form of career in webcomics, whether it be blogging about them or making my own. My most out there dream is skydiving instructor. The realistic one I’m going for is something in the cooking industry that makes enough money to decently live on my own

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes

Lips

68. Hugs or kisses

Hugs

69. Shorter or taller

Taller.

70. Older or Younger

Pefer my own age

71. Romantic or spontaneous

Spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

Stomach

73. Sensitive or loud

Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship

relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger

Nope

77. Drank hard liquor

Hell no

78. Lost glasses/contacts

Nope.

79. Had sex

Nope

80. Broken someone’s heart

Yes.

82. Been arrested

No.

83. Turned someone down

Yes

84. Cried when someone died

Every Time

85. Fallen for a friend

Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself

It’s a work in progress

87. Miracles

with the small things. Big things, well, those you gotta make yourself.

88. Love at first sight

I’m not even sure what love is how am I supposed to know if it can happen at first sight?

89. Heaven

I don’t know. But I can’t stake my life and thus my happiness on something may or may not be real.

90. Santa Clause

Maybe

91. Kiss on the first date

If it’s consensual who am i to judge? Definitely not for me tho

92. Angels

Maybe.

93. How would you label yourself?

Confused but trying to make the most out of it.

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For

I try not to pray. Everytime I’ve really prayed the person ends up dead.

95. Did you sing today

yes.

96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About

Li.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

I don’t think it would be a good idea for me to go back in time, between my queerness and my disabilities I would be in for a rough ride.

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

just to be content. I want to look in the mirror and feel proud of what I see staring back at me. I want to know that I have a strong support group that I can trust to be there that isn’t too far away. I want to know I have a roof over my head that can’t just be snatched up by anyone who gets sick of me. A job that provides for the basics and also allows me to send money on the things and experiences that I’ll look back on happily

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

Yes. Because I know that no matter how much I care, how hard I work, how much I love a person, it will never be really recognized as significant in the long run. Since the only love I can give is platonic, it will never seen as enough. No matter how much I give, I’ll never get as much in return. Maybe it’s because I have problems truly letting people in, for personal reasons and because of my communication problems. The few real platonic relationships I have been able to make mean the world to me, but I wish I was enough to make them last.

100. Do you like the way you look?

Not really. I mean, I have an ok face, but I wish I could pass more as androgynous/masculine. my face is really round so I have no real edges I can sharpen up to look more masculine, even with makeup.

#lumar questioning

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