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forever-rogue · 1 year

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AN | Here is one of the many ideas that I’ve had for Cal! Or - Cal Kestis visits you and holds the promise of a future together…finally 🥺 This contains no major spoilers for Survivor!

Warnings | None

Pairing | Cal Kestis x Fem!Reader

Word Count | 3k

Masterlist | SW Characters, Main

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You knew it was him from the moment you noticed the figure in the distance coming closer. There was a trademark swagger to his walk and his lithe silhouette gave him away every time. No matter how much you tried to suppress the excitement in your chest, it never seemed to work. Not when it came to him.

"Hello Cal Kestis," he stopped right in front of you, a roguish smile on his face. His hair was longer now, and he hadn't shaved in a bit and…he was sporting a black eye, a busted lip, and cuts all over his face. A sigh escaped your lips softly, "Cal."

"It's okay," he insisted softly, his hand instinctively went to your face as he brushed his knuckles across your cheek, "you should see the other guy."

"Cal."

"I know," he knew. Knew that nothing else but him mattered to you, "its nothing."

"You're going to give your daughter nightmares if she sees you like this," you leaned into his touch, "let me take care of you."

"I didn't come here for that," he whispered softly, a sheepish expression on his face. Despite everything he went through, he always managed to keep his boyish charm.

"I know," you promised, "but I also happen to be fond of you. Come on - she's still at daycare."

You reached for his hand and pulled him into the small house, mind already buzzing with the multitude of questions you had for him. It had been a while since you'd last seen him. Over a year.

You set him down on the edge of the tub in the 'fresher as you glanced through medical supplies you had. You'd kept way more on hand since you'd met him a few years ago. They came in handy.

"Do I want to know what happened?" You gently dabbed at his lip, wiping away the dried blood before tending to the scratches on his cheek.

"Probably not," he admitted softly, earning a quick nod from you. You grabbed some bacta gel and spread it around the dark bruising around his eye, "the last job didn't go so well."

You paused at the mention of his job. You knew what he did, more or less, but he never really went into details. For your sake and his.

"I'm glad you're okay," you looked up at him with wide eyes and he nodded softly, "please be careful."

"I am…" he caught your eye for a moment, watching as you raised your brows at him, "I will be."

"Promise me, Cal Kestis," you kneeled down so you were almost eye to eye with him, having to look up slightly, "please."

"I swear,” and he meant it. For himself, for you, and the daughter you shared.

You looked at him for a long moment. He'd become more hardened since you'd met him. But the boy you'd fallen in love with was still underneath it all. He didn't even know you loved him - at least you didn’t think he did. And you were almost positive that he didn’t feel that way about you.

You’d met by chance, became friends, and after a drunken one-night hookup ending up sharing a daughter. But that didn’t mean you didn’t love him; you did and you just wanted him safe and sound.

“Okay,” you leaned in and pressed a kiss to his cheek before standing back up. He followed suit and you noticed the flush of pink on his face. You tried to ignore the butterflies as you trailed your fingers along his scruffy jaw, “this is new.”

“You hate it,” he teased, smiling at you in the crooked way that you adored.

“I like it actually,” you smirked at him, “suits you. Now c’mon, let’s grab some lunch and then we can get Tansy. And you can tell me all about your adventures.”

“Sounds good,” he agreed softly, “missed you both.”

Your heart skipped a few beats before you made a small sound in response. He was really making this whole only friends thing way too hard.

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“Tell me then,” you watched your favorite ginger jedi from across the table, relaxed at being in his presence again. You were sure that he could feel it, “what has been keeping you so occupied lately?”

“I…” he paused for a moment, looking around surreptitiously before leaning closer to you. You mirrored his action and motioned for him to go on, “I know I should have been back sooner.”

“Cal…”

“It’s not fair to Tansy for me to be gone so long,” he sighed lightly and you gave his hand a small squeeze, “or you-”

“Well, we didn’t exactly plan on…you know. Having a kid,” it definitely hadn’t been part of any plan you’d ever had. But still, he handled it beautifully and did his best to take care of both of you in his own way. After your daughter had been born, you’d been tempted to ask him to stay, to try and be a proper family, but you knew that wasn’t in his cards. You’d always known that - there was no way you’d keep Cal Kestis from fulfilling his destiny.

“No,” you might have been right, but he wouldn’t have changed a thing, “listen, I know this is going to sound crazy, and it probably is, but I think I…something’s happened.”

“Crazy? From you, jedi?” you whispered the last part, and brought a smile to his face, “tell me.”

“I went to Koboh to look for Greez for help with the Mantis after…a job on Coruscant that went wrong,” your heart constricted at the mere thought of something happening to him, “one thing led to another but basically we found out about this planet called Tanalorr.”

“Tanalorr. I’ve never heard of that…”

“Almost no one has,” his eyes practically glittered with excitement, “a jedi master found it hundreds of years ago and tried to…hide it basically. Keep it safe and untouched. If we find it, and assuming all of it’s true, it could be a place untouched by the Empire, and raiders, and anyone else. It could be a new home…we could be safe there.”

Your brow furrowed as you tried to process everything that he was saying. It all sounded so good and wonderful and the idea that there was a safe place somewhere in the galaxy made your heart yearn for the future. A future you could maybe share with Cal and your daughter as a family.

“Cal,” you sighed softly and noticed the way his face fell, “that sounds…amazing - truly. I know the jedi were - are - capable of amazing things. But this…it sounds like a tale told to keep children entertained.”

“It’s real,” he insisted, “I know it is. I’ve seen proof. I know it’s out there..I-I just have to find it. Then we could-”

“Wait, Cal, stop for a moment,” your face was a mask of worry despite your ebay efforts to keep it neutral, “you’re not seriously thinking about this, are you? This is crazy-”

“It’s a risk that could be worth everything,” he took your hand in both of his hands and held onto it tightly, “we wouldn’t have to worry about anything. We’d be safe.”

“If you don’t die trying to get there,” you whispered, “or what if you get there and it’s something completely different? I don’t…I can’t lose you, Cal.”

“There’s risk involved with everything - even you being here,” he closed his eyes and exhaled slowly, “but it’s a risk I have to take. I promise-”

“She’s like you,” you blurted out and caused Cal’s eyes to snap open and watch you closely. You pulled your hand away and swallowed the lump that had welled up in your throat, “Tansy…I think she’s like you. Sensitive.”

Oh. Oh. He knew, he’d always know that there was a high likelihood that his daughter would end up like him. Force sensitive. Back before the end of the Order, she would have likely already have been on her way to Jedi Temple on Coruscant. But now all it did was serve to put a giant target on her. A rush of pride and excitement flowed through him - along with a bundle of nerves settling into his stomach.

“How do you…know?”

“I’ve noticed her doing some things that a normal kid definitely couldn’t do,” you whispered, “you’ll have to tell me for me but…I think I’m right. Cal…this is really exciting but-”

“I’m scared,” he finished for you and you nodded lightly, “I will never do anything to put either of you in danger. I’ll keep you, both of you safe. I promise.”

“But how can I keep you safe?” your voice cracked slightly as you looked at him with concern. His expression was soft as you turned your head and wiped away the tears that had rolled down your cheeks, “Cal, I l-”

“Daddy!”

Tansy tore away from her babysitter, breaking into as much of a run as was possible for her little legs. You shook your head fondly before giving an apologetic expression to the twi'lek that cared for her.

"Tan Tan!" Cal dropped to a crouch so he could scoop her into his arms, embracing her tightly. The resemblance between the two of them was uncanny; she'd inherited his red hair and green eyes and already had his sense of adventure. The two of them were nothing but trouble together already, "I've missed you so much."

"Missed you too," despite the fact that he wasn't around all the time - he tried as best as he could to be there for her - you were happy that they shared such a close bond. She adored him as he did her, "are you staying?"

"Yes," he promised, peppering her chubby cheeks with kisses, "if that's okay with Mommy."

You caught for a moment, trying to hide the exasperated look on your face. Of course you wanted him to stay, but you also weren't finished with your previous conversation, "yes, of course. You're always welcome, Cal."

"Yay," Tansy wrapped her little arms around his neck and clung onto him like a koala, "I can show you my new toys!"

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"I think she's finally asleep," Cal quietly padded out of Tansy's room and made his way back over to you. You were in the living room, nursing a mug of tea and absentmindedly reading a holobook. He sat down next to you, tense for a moment as he anticipated your reaction, "she's got so much energy."

"She takes after you in so many ways," you put the book and turned to him with a soft smile. Cal mirrored it before, reaching over and gently tucking a lock of hair behind your ear. He’d been with you for a couple of weeks now, and you yearned for him to stay and make this your everyday reality. It would have been so easy…

"What are you thinking about?" His voice was barely above a whisper. One of the things you loved - and sometimes hated - about him was that he'd always been able to read you so easily.

"I wish you were here more often," you hated how small and pathetic your voice sounded as you shrugged your shoulders lightly, "not for my sake but hers. But it'd be nice knowing you are safe too."

The jedi paused for a long moment, the air thick with so many unsaid things. He allowed himself to catch a glimpse of your expression before sitting back and exhaling softly, "I love you, you know."

"Cal, you don't just have to say-"

"I'm not," he insisted firmly and your eyes widened in surprise, "you know I'd never lie to you or say anything I didn't mean. And I'm not just saying it because of Tansy. I mean it - I've always meant it."

"Oh. Oh," maker. Cal just said what you had wanted to say for so long but couldn't bring yourself to admit. Which meant he felt the same. He felt the same way. But there was still a put in your stomach, "why did you leave?"

He paused, his lips pulling into a thin line, "you knew I couldn't stay. Especially after you got pregnant. It wasn't safe for me to be here all the time. I just wanted you both safe."

"I know," and you had. Cal did everything with purpose…he wasn't the kind of man to anything without some consideration, "I know. But I still wish you were here more. And I feel so selfish for even thinking that."

"It's not selfish," he whispered, brushing his knuckles across your cheek, "I wish you were with me too. I think about every day, you know."

You managed a small, teary eyed little smile. He reached into the collar of his shirt and pulled out the chain that was nestled safely against his chest. A small gasp escaped your lips when you realized it was your necklace. The very same one you'd given him the first time he'd left you a few months after the two of you had met. You'd found out you were pregnant a few weeks later.

"You still have it," you traced your finger along the soft golden chain, causing his heart to skip a few beats from your tender touch, "after all this time."

"I've never taken it off," he put his hand on top of yours and lightly squeezed it, "sometimes I feel like this is the only thing that's kept me alive."

"I love you," your declaration was so quiet that Cal almost wasn't sure if he'd heard you correctly. Judging from the nervous look on your face, he was pretty sure you'd said that. You bit the inside of your cheek for a moment, "I just wanted you to know too."

"C'mere," his hands found your face and you had to work to keep a wistful sigh from escaping. You leaned in and before you could even think about it, he was kissing you. Softly and gently, but with everything he had to give. You didn't pull away from him until you were dizzied and breathless. He pressed his forehead against yours, smiling softly, "one day, I'll get to do this every day."

"Every day?"

"Yes," it was a promise, resolute and firm, "I just need a little more time. I want to follow this lead and find Tanalorr."

"Cal-"

"I'll be careful," the reassurance didn't ease your worry, "if it's safe and actually is what it'd supposed to be, I'll come for both of you and we can make a new home."

"And if it's not?"

"I'll find us somewhere safe," he trailed his fingers softly along your jaw, "I promise."

"Okay," you didn't want to agree but you also knew there was no way to talk Cal out of something when he was set in his ways. You fisted the front of his shirt in your hand and blink away the fresh tears, "promise me one more thing?"

"Anything," he brushed your tears away and pressed a kiss to your forehead.

"Come back to us," his eyes softened as you silently pleaded for him, the force, the universe or whatever was out there, go make it come true, "please come back to us safely. I can't…I don't want anything to happen to you."

"I'll always come back to you," in your heart you knew he meant it, "and Tansy. I just need a little bit of time."

"Okay," you exhaled shakily, "okay. When were you thinking about leaving?"

"Now - tonight," that was enough to crush your spirit, "the sooner I'm gone, the sooner I'm back. And I…I think it might be easier if I'm gone tonight rather than leaving when she's awake."

"I hate that you're right," you huffed with laughter, but there was no amusement behind the sound, "come back soon?"

"As soon as I can," he wrapped you up in a tight hug, pulling as tightly against his chest as possible. You hugged him back just as fiercely, wishing you'd never have to let him go. He kissed the side of your head as you buried your face in his chest, "soon."

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"This is always the worst part," you stood on your doorstep in the middle of the night, bidding your goodbyes to Cal. Again. At least this time you knew it wouldn't be too long, "watching you go."

"Yeah," he cast a forlorn look towards the window of his daughter's room. His heart ached already, "its hard for me too. But this is the last time we'll have to be apart."

"Swear on it, Cal Kestis," you held out your pinkie and he couldn't help the laugh that reached your ears. He hooked his pinkie around yours and squeezed lightly, "or I'll find you and make you regret it."

"Swear," he brought your hand to his lips and pressed a gentle kiss to your palm, "I wouldn't put anything past you."

"Good," your heart fluttered at his kiss and you leaned in and pressed another to his lips, "see you soon."

"Soon," he agreed, kissing you a few more times, "I love you."

"I love you, Cal Kestis," you touched his cheek before whispering, "may the force be with you."

"And with you," he took one last look at you before taking a step back, "oh - you were right, you know. About Tansy."

"Oh," you looked at him with a wondrous expression, "oh?"

"We'll talk about it next time," he offered you a cheeky wink as you beamed at him, "just be happy with the knowledge that you were right."

"Like always," you held up a hand in a small, sad little wave, "goodbye, Cal."

"Not goodbye - see you soon, sweetheart."

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layla4567 · 7 months

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May the force be with you

Cal Kestis x GN reader

Summary: Y/N has started to have feelings for Cal but doesn't know how to confess, maybe a love letter will help.

Warnings: Fluff time 😎

A/N: Hello, I apologize for not having included the "readmore" before (in fact I don't know if I did it correctly because they had never asked me before) and another apology if the story is not very accurate to the Star Wars universe (I'm not into it )

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Maybe you always had those feelings for your friend. From the first minute you saw that red head and freckles like a strawberry. Yes, that must have been it. These feelings were not new, but even so in recent times they have intensified. Oh, yes indeed.

It all started in the last most recent mission. They were on the Mantis trying to look for the tombs of the three wise men. The map already had the exact coordinates, the destination was Dathomir. They got off the ship and headed towards some dark caves. It was wet and Cal had to light the way with his saber. You were lagging behind and the shadows were wrapping around you like a thin gauze, you ran in fear to his side and squeezed his hand, Cal turned his head towards you in surprise but then gave you a warm smile. He knew you were scared of the dark.

The faithful BD1 was clinging to Cal's shoulder. We went deeper and in a moment the place seemed more illuminated, the walls were no longer rocks but fat roots that rose from the floor to the ceiling. BD1 made a beep and quickly got off the redhead's shoulder and ran towards some kind of climbing wall and stopped looking at both of you.

"Looks like here is". Said the freckled boy with his hands on his hips looking up.

The white droid made an affirmative metallic noise, Cal smiled widely.

"Okay little one, hop on"

The boy stretched out his arm and the small droid climbed up to him to cling to his back. Then he saw you without stopping smiling

"Ladies first"

Cal extended his arm like a gentleman inviting you in as you bowed briefly, laughing. You held on tightly to the wall and started climbing it with Cal underneath you. He tried not to look up, blushing slightly. When you reached the top you saw him climb and with each step the muscles in his arms flexed and bulged, you had to shake your head to concentrate on something else.

Unfortunately the route did not end there, they had to cross to the other side and climb a wall that reached another rock. You approached the edge, you thought about whether you could jump but the gap was very long, you swallowed worriedly. Cal came to your side, reassuring you.

"Hey don't worry, I'm here with you"

His closeness and his affectionate squeeze on your arm made your cheeks redden and a chill ran down your neck. Of course he had no idea about all these sensations that were going through your body.

"I'll cross first, so you can see how I did it, okay?"

He offered generously and you nodded. For him it was easy, he was much more agile and flexible than you. Even when he was a simple worker he could jump and do pirouettes, you can't. With the grace and ease of a monkey he arrived at the other side in a second, then he looked at you with a nod of head inviting you to cross. You were still afraid, you tried to see how he did it but it had been so fast. Seeing that you were hesitant, Cal shouted at you, encouraging you.

"Nothing will happen to you, trust me, if you fall I'll catch you."

Those words, that simple phrase melted your heart. Now you were sure, you were in love with him. The tenderness with which he said that made you want Cal in your life more than ever so he could protect you. A little calmer you approached the wall and after steadying your feet you began to move to the right, always concentrating on not looking down. Don'tlookdowndon'tlookdown. Cal followed your every movement with religious attention, prepared for any possible fall. When you were about a meter from the edge of the other rock Cal advised you to try to push yourself to the right and jump. Your face contorted into a mask of terror, jump? Was he crazy or what?

"Just trust me!"

Of course you trusted him, you would even trust him with the most powerful weapon because you knew he wouldn't hurt you with it. You took a deep breath and followed his advice. You took a clean and jerk with your entire body flexed and jumped to the right, stretching your entire body and your arms trying to grab the edge of the rock. With horror you saw how your fingers barely touched the surface and you began to fall. An anguished scream calling your friend's name came from your throat, tearing the silence of the place. The freckled man quickly positioned himself at the edge of the rock as if his life depended on it and held you firmly by the wrists. The two of you looked at each other for a few seconds while your body hung and swung in the air. You were scared, but Cal was frowning with effort and huffing, but he couldn't stop a mocking smile from appearing at the corner of his lips.

"I promised you I'd catch you didn't I?"

A nervous smile appeared on your face. Very carefully he lifted you up and placed a hand on your back so you could sit up. Being so close to him created revolutions in your head and hormones. His gaze inspecting you up and down for possible injuries as he asked you over and over again if you were okay made you feel weak, your legs felt weak as if at any moment they could shake and fall with your knees hitting the cold, hard floor as you hugged his waist and you gave him looks with the eyes of a lost puppy, drunk, needy, desirous and burning with love saying "I am yours"

As your breathing quickened slightly Cal seemed satisfied with his inspection and they continued on their way with BD1 in the lead. You were still a little distracted by all your intoxicating and somewhat lewd thoughts about your friend that you didn't realize he was walking away so you shook your head and trotted after him.

The second time Cal gave you butterflies in your stomach (without him even knowing) was in Kashyyyk. A holocron had guided us there for the same reason, to find information about the Zaffo. Already on the ship we were preparing to land, Cal put on some of his ponchos because that day was cooler, you didn't want to be a weirdo who spies on people but you couldn't help but look askance when he put on his poncho in front of you. It looked so cute on him. They jumped off the Mantis that had already boarded and landed on the ground. It was a quite jungle place full of bushes and wild plants. You headed again to a kind of cave but this time illuminated because it had no roof, Cal and BD1 never left your side. You could see that there was a giant spider web on the ground, how disgusting.

"Be careful, there may be giant spiders here." Cal said, pointing to the spider web that you had seen and a look of concern tried to appear on your face but you suppressed it.

Another time you had to climb a wall, by this time you had already practiced jumping and climbing so you could handle this. When they reached the top they saw a kind of machine that Cal touched with his hand and a long rope was deployed above you, a zip line.

"BD1 would you do the honors?"

Cal looked at the droid that was on the ground, when it did a small cartwheel and then jumped on the redhead, Cal laughed amused.

"Wait, wait, do the honors for what?" You asked suspiciously and confused.

"Oh right, I hadn't told you. We will cross to the other side with the help of BD1"

The freckled redhead pointed to his little droid friend and he jumped up to grab the cable. BD1 beeped letting them know it was ready and waiting for them to grab onto it. You stepped back, if there was something that scared you more than the darkness it was heights, you had a lot of vertigo. Cal turned to look at you and saw you so serious and scared that he approached you worriedly to take your hand. And there the butterflies began to flutter in your stomach. He guided you towards the zip line slowly with tenderness, love and patience as if you were a child.

"Come, hold on to me." Cal raised your arms to put them behind his shoulders. My God, you felt like you were going to faint. You shyly wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped his strong arm around your waist, pressing you closer to him, you gasped in surprise.

"I'm sorry". He said modestly

"No!, I mean, It-It's ok"

Your head was on the opposite side of his, looking back and although you couldn't see his face you felt him smile in amusement.

"Alright, are you ready?"

Resting your head in the crook of his neck you nodded wordlessly. He affirmed his grip and when he told BD1 that they were ready you closed your eyes squeezing them. BD1 moved quickly and soon you felt that your feet were no longer touching the ground, you screamed scared but you knew that nothing would happen to you having Cal by your side. You opened your eyes a little and adrenaline invaded you, your hair was shaking from the speed and your breathing was short, you felt a rollercoaster in your stomach. When they reached the other side you felt a little dizzy as you got out of Cal's arms, you staggered a little still in shock and he quickly grabbed you by the shoulders.

"all in order?"

Cal looked at you attentively looking for any sign of discomfort but you were smiling almost laughing, the zip line ride had been more exciting than you thought and soon fear gave way to excitement. You looked at him and nodded, your hair was messy. He laughed and gently smoothed your rebellious locks that were sticking to your face, gently brushing them aside. The soft touch of his fingertips on your face and forehead sent an electric current again, this time throughout your spine. And damn, he didn't even know it and maybe he never will.

And here you were now, sitting at the desk in your room with BD1 staring at you sitting on the table to one side and with an old paper like a papyrus and a pencil in your hand and your mind blank. You sighed frustrated, you thought it was time to confess to Cal but you weren't good at talking, expressing your feelings. When you wanted to speak to him you couldn't find the right words. But you were better at writing than talking, a love letter would be an easier way to put your feelings in order without the pressure of seeing Cal face to face. Or so you thought. You still didn't know how to start the letter.

Dearest Cal

You huffed in annoyance, it was too formal. After all, he was your friend, not a stranger. You tapped the tip of your pencil against your head, thinking of new ideas. BD1 next to you had no idea what you were doing, you certainly didn't understand his language but it wasn't difficult to figure out what he was saying since the white droid looked with his head tilted at the paper and then looked at you.

"I'm writing a letter to Cal." BD1 looked at you as if waiting for an explanation.

"Yes, to Cal. A...love letter". The little droid jumped excitedly, you laughed.

"It's been a while since I had to confess my feelings to him but I didn't feel up to it, so I thought a letter would be easier. But don't tell him anything, promise."

BD1 nodded his head standing firm which made you smile tenderly. You closed your eyes and exhaled air through your mouth. You decided you wouldn't think so much and just let the pencil guide your hand. After letting your emotions and thoughts flow, the letter looked more or less like this

Cal I hope this letter reaches you on time and is not too late. I can no longer hide what I feel for you, I think I like you. And not as a friend, I really like you. I don't intend for you to feel the same way about me, I just wanted to let out what I feel and clear my mind and heart. Your always friend, Y/N

You put your pencil down shakily as you folded the paper into four. With your heart pounding in your chest like a drum, you could only hope that Cal wouldn't take it the wrong way, and even better, if he also felt the same as you. Suddenly you heard footsteps behind you and your friend's voice calling for his company droid. Pale, you quickly and clumsily shoved the paper into your pocket just before Cal entered your room.

"Hey here you are, I looked for you all over the ship!". He came up behind you as you turned around in your seat with a forced smile, dying of nerves inside. On the other hand the droid gave a happy beep. Cal noticed you and added, smiling.

"And it's good to see you too, we'll wait for you for dinner"

You responded that you would be there with an awkward laugh. Cal walked away from your room and you breathed a sigh of relief again, BD1 was still attentive to you.

"Here, take this to Cal, leave it in his room where he can see it please. I'm counting on you."

You handed him the folded letter and as if he were an agent on a special mission, the little robot ran towards the freckled man's room without being seen. You stood up laughing but then the smile faded from your face. What if Cal didn't feel the same way? You tried to push away those harmful thoughts. You took a deep breath to calm yourself and bravely left your room. And may the force be with you

The dinner was exquisite, the atmosphere was warm and familiar. It really felt like a united family. Cal couldn't stop making jokes and you laughed at everything he said or did with dreamy eyes. This did not escape Cere's attention, of course. After dinner you offered to wash the dishes with her.

"It seems like you and Cal get along well." She said casually

You stood looking at her confused with a plate in her hand and the sponge in the other dripping soapy water.

"Cal gets along with everyone, he's like that.". You said downplaying it

"Yes, but I could notice that he spends more time with you or looks at you in a peculiar way. Mmh, I wonder why that is?"

"What? Seriously?"

You couldn't help the astonishment that formed all over your face and voice. Cere had made you fall into her trap.

"Ah, I knew it! You like him, kid!"

"Whaaat? Me? pftt, I don't think so"

You cleared your throat and forced a strangely high-pitched voice that wanted to sound disinterested. But Cere wasn't stupid and placed a hand on your shoulder.

"I meant it. I've seen how Cal gets closer to you than the rest. Talk to him, I think the feeling could be mutual"

This fanned the flame of hope within your heart. You thanked him and went outside to practice with your cane. Cal was already in his room. You remembered the letter. You trembled nervously and ran out of the ship.

The sky was a beautiful twilight orange color. The afternoon breeze made your hair wave. You firmly gripped your staff and began to swing it in your hand, attacking and blocking an invisible opponent. Meanwhile Cal was sitting on his bed thinking about resting for a while when he saw a paper on his nightstand. He took it and unfolded it, when he began to read his heart began to accelerate. He quickly searched the entire ship looking for you, seeing you practicing outside he decided to approach. You were trying to spin your cane in front of you and wave it at the sides of your body but you were hitting yourself or dropping the cane.

"You're doing it wrong"

His deep voice behind you made you jump and throw the cane onto the grass. Laughing, he approached you and with the Force he attracted the cane that you dropped to his hand. He always boasted about his gift. Cal stood behind you, pressing his body against your back. Your breath hitched for a moment. He placed the cane in your hands, taking you by the elbow and guiding your arms forward. His head was close to your neck and tilted forward a little so he could see your hands. His chest pressed against your back made your ears turn red.

"Hold the cane firmly and do it like this"

His breath tickled your neck and shoulder and made you feel electricity. Cal guided your hands by placing his on top of yours. His hands larger than yours maintained firm but gentle contact and together they moved as if they were a single wave, as if they were practicing a dance learned by heart. When you were finally able to do the maneuver you wanted to do with your cane, he congratulated you without leaving you and you turned your head to look at him happily. When you turned to look ahead he took advantage of this and got closer to your ear.

"I already read your letter"

His whispered voice near your ear made your mind go blank and you worriedly bit your bottom lip hard. You turned to face him with your eyes lowered.

"Yeah about that, I-"

Cal grabbed your cheek forcing you to look at him, you could feel your cheeks burning as you opened your eyes enormously.

"Shh, You don't have to say anything. Why didn't you tell me before?"

"I was afraid, afraid that it wouldn't be reciprocated. You are the sweetest being in the galaxy and when I'm with you I feel complete and I didn't want to-"

You started talking so fast and you were getting so nervous that Cal closed the distance by grabbing your cheeks with both hands and crashing his lips against yours. It was a tender kiss, his shy lips barely touched yours for fear that you would reject him. He broke the kiss, looking at you expectantly.

"Don't stop." You exalted with drunken love eyes and his lips

Cal placed his hands on your hips and you moved your hands up to the collar of his shirt, deepening the kiss. Now his mouth covered much of yours with more confidence, but it was still delicate like everything about him. From the ship Cere looked mischievously from the window

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maweallgotohell · 6 months

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OKAY NO WAIT

I was reading fanfiction a few minutes ago, right? And it was about halloween costumes. Well, Cameron in halloween costumes.

AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT JUST RANDOMLY CAME TO MY MIND?!?!

okok y’all aren’t ready for this scenario-

Imagine it being Halloween and yn and Cam are going to go to a Halloween party of one of their friends. He knew what costume you’d choose, because you loved it so much, you couldn’t shut up about it. He, however, kept his costume choice a secret. You were lowkey scared he’d come up with something either incredibly scary, weird or stupid but it was

so.

much.

worse.

Or better, in your case.

After a few years of you and him being in a relationship, you randomly told him, that you had an immense crush on his character Jerome Valeska when you were 17. You were a few years younger than him. He was 30 now and you were 25. So when he was 22, you were 17, which was when they released the second season of Gotham. (This shit took all my math knowledge omfg)

You two laughed about it together. Cameron was a bit surprised that you randomly shared your teenage crushes with him, but he found it cute and funny.

So anyways.

It was the evening of the party and you already waited for him in the kitchen, already wearing your (fav costume) costume.

Cam‘s costume must’ve been very time-, skill- and effort-consuming, because he had called someone he once worked with, to help him with it. By the time you were really curious about his costume. Why did he make it such a secret?

You didn’t want to be late, so you knocked on the bathroom door and called:“ Cam, darling, are you ready soon? We’re gonna be late.“

„Yeah, yeah, just a sec, hun!“, he answered from the other side of the door, giggling like a little child.

What the hell was up with him? His costume must be really great.

You went back down the stairs and waited for him at the bottom of the staircase.

After a few minutes, you heard the bathroom door creak open upstairs and him giggling. As he came downstairs you turned around and-

You couldn’t believe your eyes.

Were you dreaming?

Wth was happening.

In front of you stood your boyfriend.

As Jerome mf Valeska.

You stopped breathing for a bit and felt like passing out any second. All those butterflies you felt for the character in your teens-

They were back.

„You like it?“, Cam smirked.

You just stared at him.

Then you just broke out into loud laughter.

„Wtf Cam HAHAHAH WHAT IS THIS“

You had to grab onto your thighs for support while wheezing and laughing.

„I thought, for this Halloween, I’d go as your teenage crush.“, he joined in on your laughter.

„I can’t take this Cam omfg. It’s so weird. I can’t take you seriously with this, you know that right?“

„Nah, I think you’re just even more in love with me right now.“, he grinned proudly.

„Yeah true.“

„Sooo“, he asked, a mischievous smirk on his face.

„ You still in love with lil ol‘ me?“, he asked in his deep Jerome voice.

Your face dropped.

„There is no way you can still do that.“, you said, blushing like mad.

He began laughing again.

„ Guess your crush on him is still there.“, he grinned.

„Yeah I guess the fictional crushes of teenage girls will never leave them.“, you said, a hand now over your mouth, still in shock.

„ Then let’s make little Yn‘s teenage dream come true and let her spend an evening with her bad boyfriend, Jerome Valeska.“, he grinned, placing an arm around your hip as he started guiding you towards the front door to leave.

„You know I’ll not be able to process this the whole evening, right?“, you asked, still a bit in shock.

„Yep.“, he grinned happily.

„Maybe my hot gf will be all over me even more the whole evening.“, he said, leaning down towards your ear, then whispering.

„ You look very hot btw hun. Gotta make sure to not let my feelings take over and take you home again just so I can have you all to myself, huh?“, he smirked.

You blushed. Yn exe literally stopped working.

You had literally the best boyfriend, Cameron Monaghan, who was also Jerome Valeska today..

Wtf.

„I love you so much Cameron, you know that?“

He smiled at you.

„ If you want you could even call me Jerome or J today.“, he smirked.

„But yeah, I know that. I love you too. And I love you more.“, he smiled proudly.

„But just don’t fall for Jerome more than for me, alright?“, he asked jokingly.

„No can do.“, you laughed at him as he poked your sides and started to tickle you as a response to your sassy answer.

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At the party, you two leaned on the bar waiting for your drinks. Well basically he leaned with his back against the bar and you leaned with your back against his hard chest, him having his arms around you. He put his head onto your shoulder and let out a sigh, making you shoot him a questioning look.

Then he raised his voice in the Jerome tone.

„It just feels good to be back.“

You giggled.

„Just don’t start killing people for real okay?“

„Why not? I wouldn’t harm you of course, doll. You’re the Bonnie to my Clyde.“, he murmured in your ear in that raspy voice.

You laughed.

„Hell yeah I am.“

You took his hand in yours and placed a soft kiss on its back.

„And nothing’s gonna change that.“, you added, now turning your head to the side and giving him a kiss on the cheek. He smiled, turned his head in your direction as well and kissed you on your lips, soft and gentle, the sfx make up on his lips feeling funny but also kinda real, which was astonishing.

As you pulled back, you examined every inch of his scarred face. Then you absentmindedly traced the scar where his face was „sewn on again“.

This was literally the most romntic thing Cam could’ve ever done for you and you didn’t even think about it earlier. That he could dress as Jerome.

There was a moment of silence as you two looked at each other.

„ I love you.“, you said. It was the most genuine and honest tone of yours.

„ Just please don’t get stabbed in the neck again or fall off a building. I can’t handle that shit again 8 years later. Hurt bad enough at 17.“, you smirked, rolling your eyes.

He chuckled.

„ I promise.“, he said in a playful way, but then his expression turned serious.

„I could never leave you YN, really. I love you.“

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You two had an amazing evening.

BROOO IMAGINE-

Guys it’s 4:22 am and I’m sick so I really don’t give a fuck about any mistakes in this. That’s also why there aren’t any cute symbols or pictures for the aesthetic, I’m literally writing this on my phone rn. So I’ll fix that and correct them later, okay?

Thanks

Love ya <3

Bye

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spicemnghn · 6 months

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gotham incorrect quotes pt10

Jerome: you can trust me, Jeremiah! Remember how I saved you from that fire? Jeremiah: Remember how you're the one that set me on fire?

hello im alive :o idk if ill be back

#jerome valeska #Gotham #gotham meme #gotham text posts #gotham imagine #incorrect gotham quotes #gotham incorrect quotes #jeremiah valeska #valeska twins #cameron monaghan #gotham text post

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sincerelylea · 1 year

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posted this at work, enjoy. first peek into writing for cal.

11:28 pm. cal kestis. perseverance.

his breath was gratuitous. maybe in this moment more, because it usually was held deep in the muscle of his abdomen. hidden behind a ribcage - controlled with meditative practice, only exhaled through a steady release and flow. like this it wefted across the folds and fissures of the fitted sheet, only the light from stars could illuminate his freckled skin now, and like this you’d thank maker for giving you a gift as kind as this.

a lowly window sits behind cal, that was the wall the bed was created on. on the ship when greez couldn’t make the jump into hyperspace it always offered you more time like this. time to count the freckles on his cheeks and shoulders, wander your eyes over the scars on his abdomen that dare peek under his sleep shirt. see him illuminated by a sight of an endless sea of never ending stars.

“space,” you whispered to him as he slept, arm firmly tucked under your head with the other resting between your bodies. “it’s all here.” your touch lightens, you dance a ghost of a thumb over his cheeks. “you are the same, cal kestis.” you’ve been quiet enough and gentle enough to not wake him now. you press your lips to the center of his forehead between his brows and his face almost alters for a second as he barely graces into consciousness .

he hums a short, mm almost like a question as to why you’d kissed him seemingly out of the blue. you bite your lips in a smile and smooth his brow, he returns his arm to be heavy weight across your waist, effectively bringing you closer to his body heat. “sleep, star boy.” you remind him to which he drifts off without further question.

the jedi was running on fumes, if even that. the morale of rekindling his jedi flame was energy enough for him, yet rest was typically neglected and left him crashed in your hold for some hours on the mantis while he re-cooped. sometime soon greez would be able to make the jump into hyperspace and the countdown would begin of minutes left with him in your arms. but for now you’d count the breath, live and exist, if only to be shared with him.

#cal kestis #jedi fallen order #jedi survivor #cameron monagan #cal kestis x reader #cal kestis x you #cameron monaghan x reader #cameron monaghan x you #jedi fallen order fanfic #star wars #star wars imagine #star wars x you #star wars x reader #star wars x y/n #star wars fluff #star wars comfort #cal kestis fluff #cal kestis comfort

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harleyvaleska19 · 3 months

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I miss the Valeskas Twins 🖤🃏🥺

#gotham #jerome valeska #jeremiah valeska #valeska twins #cameron monaghan #villain #jerome valeska fanfiction #imagine jeremiah valeska #jeremiah valeska x reader #jerome valeska x reader #cameron monaghan imagine

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frost-queen · 11 months

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In the end, it's him and I (Reader x Jeremiah Valeska)

Requested by: anon Forever tag:@missmelodramatic, @merlin-dahlia, @alex--awesome--22 @elllie-does-the-posts, @floatlosers, @merlieve, @queen-of-books, @glimmering-darling-dolly@denkisclown, @wildieflower, @meyocoko, @bubblybrianna, @justanothercoco@subjecta13-thefangirl, @m-rae23, @harleyquinnswifeyfrfr, @swampthing07, @melsunshine

Summary: Jeremiah ask you to prove your love to him by breaking you out. So in love with him you do so, sharing a dance and kiss on the way out. Jeremiah loves you passionatly making him hire Echo to keep you out of harms way. Driven by jealousy you pull out a stunt that would sure prove to Jeremiah how worthy you are. Jeremiah not so pleased you blew things up, taking a run for it with you after seeing the GCPD. Cornered you butcher him with questions if you aren't good enough of if he loves Echo. Having enough of your rambling he shuts you up with a rough kiss.

“Jeremiah.” – you said looking teasingly down. He hummed intrigued, moving a bit closer to the table. A soft smile on his lips. It made you wet your lips. He moved his cuffed hands closer to the center. His action made you look up to the corner. Seeing the camera hang clearly in sight. You simultaneously moved your hands under the table away from him. That made him quirk his eyebrow up. – “Don’t… don’t you love me?” – he asked. – “I do!” – you called out, wanting him to know immediately. He took a deep sigh, leaning back in his chair. – “How do I know your love for me is real…” – he said to himself, yet loudly enough for you to hear.

“It is real!” – you pressed on, setting your palm firmly onto the table. Jeremiah leaned closer again, smirking from ear to ear. – “Prove it.” – he spoke. – “Anything.” – you replied desperately. So caught up down this rabbit hole, you couldn’t climb back up. Jeremiah glanced over his shoulder as if someone could listen in. – “Get me out. Get me out of this place Y/n.” – he whispered. It made you visibly gasp. The request made you doubtful for a moment.

Breaking a criminal out of Arkham was a crime. Was it one you were willing to act upon? He grabbed for your hand across the table, holding it tight. - "My love. If you want us to be together, free from restrictions and bars, you must break me out. It is the only way.” – he told you. Taking a deep breath, you nodded. Jeremiah laughed manically, turning to the camera in the corner. He started laughing even louder, pointing at it.

You closed your clipboard, shoving your chair back. That made Jeremiah turn back to you. – “I’ll be waiting for you doll.” – he said, resting his hands under his chin. The way he looked at you made you feel like you were burning. Swallowing nervously, you set your mind to it. You were going to break him out. To prove your love to him. It that was the cost. The alarm buzzed as you waited by the door. Casting one last glance over your shoulder to him.

Jeremiah smirked as you set the last steps through the door. It shut behind you. The guard led you back to the main corridors. You paid extra attention to your surroundings. The keys dangling on his belt suddenly so interesting. So was the camera’s installed in the corridors. Widening your eyes, you wondered for a moment what you were doing. Where you truly going to break him out? It could easily be just one of his scheming.

Who says he wouldn’t kill you after you grant him freedom. You were after all talking about busting a criminal out. One with a history of violence and murder. Was it something you could forgive for your own feelings? The guard opened one of the last doors that led outside. – “See you Friday doctor.” – he said, tipping his hat at you. You smiled walking out into the sunshine. Everything at Arkham always felt so dark and gloomy.

The following days you had been pacing around your apartment. Cracking your head open on how you were going to break him out. Perhaps escort him out in a body bag? Through the sewers? Or the most surprised actions of all, just through the front door? You had come up with a plan, even a back-up plan for when things would go south. There was a high possibility you’d fail, ending perhaps right beside him behind bars. For no one was this insane to think of breaking him out.

Taking a deep breath you were at Arkham Asylum once more. Hands shaking when they opened the door for you. – “Morning doctor!” – the oh so familiar guard said. You smiled politely back at him, afraid the nerves in your voice would make him wary. – “He’s been surprisingly good this week.” – he commented leading you through the maze of corridors. Your eyes went to the keys dangling on his belt. You knew he’d come to a stop soon. So he did as you stumbled against him. –“Oh sorry.” – you said as if his abrupt stopping had caught you off guard.

Brushing your fingers near his belt, you snatched what you needed. The guard chuckled. – “No worries doctor.” – he said turning back to the door. You clenched the keys in your hand, overcome with a great feeling of power. He pressed a button as the door unlocked. He moved aside for you to enter. At the table, cuffed sat Jeremiah as usual. His face lighted up at the sight of you. – “Hello doctor.” – he said teasingly as you entered. The guard left as your eyes fell upon the camera in the corner.

You walked over to him with a straight face. Not saying a word. Jeremiah frowned at your silent treatment. – “What no hello doc?” – he chuckled out. You walked around the table closer to him. Suddenly dropping your clipboard with papers. Papers of your previous notes about him. Jeremiah furrowed his brows, watching you kneel down to collect them. You briefly looked up, tapping your lips. Jeremiah smirked. You collected the last of your papers, getting back up. Slowly and keeping yourself as close to him as possible.

Jeremiah waited till you were at eyelevel, forcing his lips on you. You opened your mouth, shoving your tongue through his mouth. Jeremiah’s eyes widened, tasting something in his mouth. You pulled away startled, moving your hand to your mouth. – “You kissed me you sick bastard!” – you called out, the buzzing alarm loud in your ears. The doors opened as the guard from before rushed in. He came to your aid, moving an arm around you and pulling you away from him. – “Pervert!” – he cursed at Jeremiah, hitting him with his weapon. Jeremiah received the hit, keeping his head low.

You were led back outside, the doors shutting behind you. The guard took a few deep breaths. – “Are you alright Doctor? I did not know he was that sick minded.” – he outed with concern. – “I’m sorry.” – you replied. – “What for?” – the guard said confused. – “This.” – you said tasing him to the ground. He shook and trembled when hitting the floor. You moved back to the door, opening it. Just in time to see Jeremiah get up, moving his arms up. Higher then ever possible with cuffs. – “My love.” – he said feeling as free as a bird.

You motioned to him to get a move on. Jeremiah jogged around the table, meeting up with you. – “You are one sly fox Y/n.” – he complimented at your clever idea of slipping the key in through his mouth. – “Just keep up!” – you ordered keeping up your pace. Jeremiah and you past some cells. Jeremiah couldn’t hold himself from taunting them. Laughing loud at them while mocking them. They all started shouting back at him, sticking their arms out to grab at him. Angry that Jeremiah was running free, and they were stuck.

Jeremiah caught up with you. – “This is all very interesting doll, but how exactly are you going to get me out?” – he wondered. Being out of that room was one thing, out of Arkham was another. At the other end of the corridor you heard commotion. A group of guards coming to block your path. – “Like this.” – you said, revealing a bomb. Jeremiah smirked, sticking his fingers in his ears. You threw the bomb at them. Their screams filled the corridor when they got blown up. With wide eyes you stared at what you just had done.

Jeremiah clapping and laughing insanely. He grabbed you by the hand, pulling you at him. – “Do you know how turned on I am right now?” – he said, arms wrapped tightly around you. There came more guards at the end of the corridor. You kept staring up at Jeremiah. Jeremiah stared right back at you, grabbing a bomb out of your pocket. He tossed it over your head to the guards. The moment it exploded; he kissed you. A kiss fueled by adrenaline and fun.

Jeremiah grabbed your hand, pulling your back hard against his chest. Entangled hand stretched out, his other hand on your inner waist, he waltzed forwards with you. Taking big steps, humming a fine tune while stepping over limbs and blood. For some reason you weren’t grossed out by it. He moved your hand up, letting you spin underneath his arm at an intersection. You smiled, taking out another bomb. Jeremiah stepped aside for you to shine.

You smirked, throwing the bomb at the brick wall. It exploded as you gasped pleasantly at the sight of it. Taking your hand, he stepped over the bricks, taking in the fresh air. – “Got one more left?” – he asked. You nodded, handing one more bomb at him. He smelled it, eyes almost rolling back with pleasure. He then tossed it over his shoulder inside Arkham.

The explosion created a gush of dust spraying you and him. – “You are free.” – you said to him. Jeremiah smiled. – “All thanks to you.” – he answered, tilting your chin up by his finger. – “Now let us go home.” – he whispered while sirens alarmed in the distance. – “Home.” – you repeated longingly. Was there perhaps a home after all with him after this? He took your hand, running off before anyone could catch you.

Jeremiah took a deep beath. Sitting up in the bed. Arms resting on his knees. He looked over to his side, seeing you sleep peacefully. He curled up a smile driven by mad love for you. The psychiatrist that unlocked a new level of understanding inside of him. Then his smile faltered, thinking of all the possible endings when knowing the price of his heart. How many gangs, criminals or policemen would knock on his doorstep to hurt you. That was something he couldn’t let happen. His jaw tensed only thinking about it.

Thinking about how much his heart would tear itself apart if you were not there. He came leaning down, brushing his hand over your bare arm. He saw it made you move a bit in your sleep. – “I promise you Y/n. No harm will come to you. I swear on my life I keep you save.” – he whispered, leaving a loving kiss on your shoulder afterwards. You took a deep breath, half awaking. – “Jeremiah?” – you said sleepy. He hummed loud. – “Go back to sleep.” – you muttered out, turning your head. He smiled coming to lay down close to you, wrapping his arms around you.

You frowned seeing the unknown girl in your hide-out. She stood very close to Jeremiah, keeping their voices low. – “Who is she?” – You asked bluntly. Jeremiah lifted his head up to you. – “Good you are awake.” – he said. You quirked your eyebrow up as he still hadn’t answered your question. He noticed it, pointing with his pen at her. – “Echo.” – he addressed. You couldn’t help yourself but smile sarcastically at her. – “Jeremiah.” – you said overly sweet to draw his attention. He looked up with a loud hum. – “May I ask who she is, or do I have to guess? Housekeeping perhaps?” – you insulted with a sneer.

“Assistant.” – Jeremiah filled in catching you by surprise. – “She works for me now.” – he said before turning back to her. – “Okay.” – you said coming closer. Jeremiah noticed it, taking Echo by the elbow as he moved away with her from you. It made you stop mid-action; unbelievable he would do that. He moved to another room to chat in private. Crossing your arms, you turned your back to their room. After a while Jeremiah came out of the room.

“Finally.” – you said loud, so trying to sound annoyed. Jeremiah ignored you, walking up to his desk. – “Hello?” – you called out to catch his attention. He searched through some papers making you groan loud. – “To think I haven’t even been kissed today!” – you made clear. Jeremiah snatched a piece of paper, looking at it. He walked around the desk over to you, making you smile wide. He was still reading the paper, leaning down. You pushed your lips forwards, eyes widening when he left barely a kiss on your forehead.

“What was that?” – you called out frustrated. – “A kiss.” – Jeremiah answered before returning to the room Echo was in. You got up frustrated from the chair you had been waiting in. If Jeremiah was going to be like this, you were going back to bed. You would’ve gone out if it hadn’t been for your faces hung up all over Gotham. The GCPD looking interestingly for Jeremiah and you to put behind bars. You barely saw Jeremiah as he started to spend his time with Echo.

Sometimes in the same room as you, other times they were out of sight. It was like he kept taunting you with his new toy. Something shiny and new to sniff out the old one. You couldn’t deny that it made you jealous and heartbroken. Jealous Jeremiah was taking an interest in such a dull creature as her. Honestly there was nothing amazing about her. Her hair looked like birds nested in it. Not to mention her annoying voice.

Everything about her made your blood boil. While Jeremiah got cozy with Echo, were you thinking of something wicked. Something mad to prove how much better you were than her to him. There was absolutely no way you were losing him to some wanna be replica of you. You had it all prepped. A great show just for him. Not that he even showed any interest in you to even notice what you were doing behind his back. You picked up your bag when you heard a loud clearance of a voice.

Turning around you saw Jeremiah stare at you. – “What’s the bag for?” – he asked. So fed up with jealousy you couldn’t even bring yourself to be sweet to him. – “Who gives a f*ck.” – you answered. – “I do!” – Jeremiah responded. You laughed sarcastically. – “So now you do!” – you said back. Jeremiah clenched his jaw. – “Where are you going?” – he asked. – “Out.” – you replied with a snarky smile. Jeremiah inhaled sharp through his nose. – “You stay right here! Your face is on wanted posters!” – he reminded you.

You puffed annoyed. – “Don’t tell me what to do!” – you shouted at him. It caught him off guard for a moment. He stormed over to you, grabbing you by the elbow. Dragging you into the bedroom. – “Stay here!” – he insisted upon. From over his shoulder, you saw Echo appear. – “Having a great laugh!” – you yelled at her. Jeremiah was furious, slamming the door in your face and locking you up. – “Jeremiah!” – you shouted, banging on the door. He exhaled deep, forehead resting against the door. – “I can’t have you caught… please understand.” – he quietly said.

He walked away from the door, meeting up with Echo. You groaned loud. Running over to the window, you weren’t going to let him stop you from showcasing your love for him. He needed to know how loyal you were. How you were his first and last. How you were willing to take your own life for him. It was high up, but you climbed out the window. Making your way neatly down, breaking out of things seems to have become a skill of yours.

You made your way through the streets of Gotham, straight to your target. Fuel by anger and jealousy, there was no stopping you. Wiping your hand over your face, it smudged your make-up. You couldn’t have any tears now. Tears were for the weak. You walked into the building, setting up bombs without anyone seeing. You then walked back out, walking down the steps. Pulling out the detonator, you pressed the button. A wave of explosion blasting at you from behind. The windows exploded; the bang followed by loud screams.

Looking up, you were showered with lost papers twirling down. Sighing deep, you sat yourself down on the steps. Jeremiah was panting. The alarms of cars were going off, the storm of papers twirling down. He came to a full stop, seeing you sit on the steps. His expression tightened as he took off his sunglasses. He made his way over to you. – “Y/n!” – he called out making you gasp loud. Your head shot up, coming face to face with him. Jeremiah stared at your smudged make-up that so seemed to match his.

Commotion came from behind as he spotted the GCPD behind you. Jeremiah tensed his jaw, grabbing you tightly by the hand. He pulled you with him, running off. You were laughing loud at your own stunt. Never in a million years you thought you’d blow up something this big. He kept running with you to safety. Once save he pushed you hard against the wall. – “Have you lost your damn mind?” – he said fuel with frustration. – “Yes.” – you replied with a smile. That made him push you firmer against the wall.

The way he was looking at you, made you doubt your actions. Perhaps you had been foolish for doing it? Perhaps you had lost him forever now with your little stunt? You shoved him annoyed off you. Jeremiah stumbled back confused. – “Am I not good enough?” – you asked loudly. Jeremiah furrowed his brows. – “Is that it? Is that why you replaced me for that birds nest!” – you shouted. – “Birds nest?” – Jeremiah repeated confused. Y

ou told yourself you wouldn’t cry, but here you were unable to uphold your promise. – “Do you love her?” – you asked, giving him a push. – “Is that it, am I replaced by her cause I wasn’t amusing enough?” – you pushed him again as he let you. The tears started to roll down your cheek, second guessing your act of just now. Second guessing if you ever should’ve got him out of Arkham. – “Maybe I am a madman for getting you out of Arkham!” – you cried out. – “I shouldn’t have… If I had not… you wouldn’t be here tearing me apart from the inside!” – you screamed in frustration.

Jeremiah grabbed you, kissing you roughly. Letting his actions speak for his words. You could barely keep up with his lips. You pushed yourself off him to breath. He grabbed you firmly by the chin, forcing you to look into his eyes. – “I am yours and you are mine!” – he said loudly. – “That is how it always is going to be, because I f*cking love you Y/n!”

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