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#calm down calm down im fine its okay
acaesic · 2 months
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man. i wanna get back into multifandom stuff but at the same time i cannot feel anything for things that arent idkhow anymore :,)
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lelianaslefthand · 2 days
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anytime i post about That Elf i feel so annoying as if he's not my pfp like literally "likely place for him to be" scenario imagine being normal
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tchaikovskym · 3 months
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There is this part of me that wants to wallow in self-pity, that wants to believe I'm doomed forever and that there is nothing good waiting for me. But the funny thing is, it's not true. I am better than I used to be. I am healthier than I used to be. It's just tiring to always try to be better. And while it is a possibility that the doom part of me will turn out to be true, there is a possibility that it won't.
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thecooler · 3 months
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I wish my brain wasn't so sucks
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johnmeowston · 11 months
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media analysis or just . SPEAKING about it for that matter on tiktok is so abhorrent it literally is making me infuriated 
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strawberryseeded · 7 months
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NOOOOOOOOOOOO IT ALL WENT BACK TO HOW IT WAS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIRLS WHEN THE STATUS QUO IS RESTORED ETC ETCG
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hyperionshipping · 6 months
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God. Even with everything yeah. Radiations still gonna fuck with him. Someone's gotta be Tricks' inner voice to stop him even when/if he's loose.
Divert the energy to Toshiko, doing everything he can but humans can't lose that much blood. Not from where she was shot.
Yelling for the Captain as Gwen does more, but Tricks would've known the moment he got there, there wasn't enough time.
And oh how that'd *haunt* him
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killjoygem · 8 months
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Thought my mental health was doing better but it turns up all it needed was one little thing to go wrong for it to fail me again :')
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skaluli · 9 months
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guess who finally got to go to a therapist again today after losing their other one
ME!!!!!!!!!!!
#im so sorry that happened youre really strong#o get through it#afterwards i had to walk back to my mums which was around 20 mins#i just ended up playing fine by lemon demon on repeat to calm me down lmao i didnt have earbuds so i just played it out loud while walking#stayed at her work for the rest of the day helping her and got back home at dark#the appointment went well i think. i fumbled my words to an ungodly amount and couldnt think properly#i barely could keep eye contact and just ending looking all over the room and then just wall. ty wall. was just slumped in the chair adsfgh#it was weird having to tell someone about myself#and whats happened in my life#while i was talking i was just like damn huh that did actually happen to me#i guess ive just repressed a lot of stuff and then having to bring it all back up again and trying to explain it as well was just weird#like when i told her about some of the stuff that happened to me during school she was like etc and it was weird because i dont really see#t but i just feel like she shouldnt be saying that to me. i dont know it just feels weird. i dont see it as anything even though it is some#hing i guess. like when she asked about me self harming i just said how it is because i guess to me its just nothing. even though i know se#f harm is not good to me it kinda doesnt feel like anything. its just yeah i do/did. nothing of it i just yeah. i need to figure out how to#feel again. thinking and understanding as well i suppose.#okay skaluli shut up i dont care stop talking.
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simonstamenovic · 1 year
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can not breathe
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makedamnsvre · 1 year
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selffagellation · 1 year
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There needs to be a word for stuff that wasn't traumatic but still impacted your life in a negative way and continues to shape your assumptions about things. Like I remember having a fuckton of car problems when I was a kid, everything kept breaking and we were in and out of auto repair places constantly and like, it kind of taught me how to think about cars. I don't DO preventative maintenance because it's at a regular oil change that they tell you "oh also you need to replace the whole fucking engine, that'll be ten bajillion dollars" so it's better to just. Keep driving until the car physically breaks down. Having shitty cars as a kid isn't TRAUMA, its just a vaguely annoying thing that happened and I still can't shake those assumptions. There needs to be a word for that
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aromaticoraromantic · 2 years
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mutuals sorry for this post but im going thru some shit and need somewhere to write ti
#console.log#okay so#i have to give a speech tnr#and its about asexuality which i obviously know a fair bit about and love talking about#well no duh ditz#i masturbated and did a tarot reading about it and i feel a bit better now#but earlier i was so anxious i was sitting on the couch#listening to music i hated completely paralyzed in thought. had to trick myself into moving. ugh its been years since i had to do that#literally not since high school. and when i tried to examine why i was anxious it would only get worse so i couldnt talk myself down#and now that im calmer its like. what was i even going on about. which is frustrating bc i wish i had been able to catalogue my thoughts a#bit better. something about the ego. idk. like logically the only thing i should even worry about is (by implicstion) coming out to my class#thats fun. but um actually not too anxious about that one rn. like who cares. what r they gonna do hate crime me? that is the one nice thing#any discrimination we face is most likely gonna be microaggressions. if thats even an appropriat word. like thankfully idc if something#thinks im a prude. but im rambling. um#i just need to pass. and when i was packing up the tarot cards one fell out and it was the fucking strength card#like UGH. fine. i GUESS.#if random chance says its so then it must be!#im not superstitious btw. its a creative exorcise. calming in a ritualist way#and anyway a lot of the times it gets me to think about the situation from a different perspective. is the universe actually telling me the#best course of action using some randomized pictures? seems unlikely to me but who knows. idc.#im rambling again. shit.
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our-inspire-verse · 1 month
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Well, at least my imposter syndrome I've been having about being bizzarely stable is dismissed.
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boyfeminism · 1 month
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i cannot tell if i actually cannot get full deep breaths or if im just freaking myself out
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bumblinv · 1 year
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Hii, saw your request were open!
This might not even make sense, because I don't even know if the na'vi have this too
But some hc to human reader getting their period earlier than expected and the sully kids + tsireya, aonung and roxto reaction to weird human biology
Thanks alot and stay healthy!!
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--- sex ed. class ☆゚.*・。゚
platonic!various x gn!human!reader
!! in my hc, fem na'vi doesn't menstruate !!
teaching your na’vi friends, who doesn’t menstruate, the beautiful world of human biology
part 1! part 2
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"so, your... thing bleeds every month?"
you nod
"are you stupid?
"i'm sorry?"
ao'nung clicks his tongue, looking at you with disbelieve. "that means you're doing something, only Eywa knows what, to yourself. and you’re doing it so badly that it bleeds-"
you hit him on the head, "no! what are you even thinking?"
"no, but seriously" neteyam looks at you with concern, "forgive me for watching you, but this morning i saw you wash your blanket that’s literally soaked with blood"
your face starts to heat up, "that means the cloth i use wasn't enough-"
"3 pieces of cloth to soak your blood. and it wasn't even enough?" tsireya's voice filled with worry, "are you sure you're okay? we could ask my mother to patch you up" 
"reya, im fine-"
"no you're not! you came to her for painkillers this morning, to mend your stomach cramps!"
"its probably tape worms"
"no shit", rotxo snickers
"or just a real bad constipation"
"rotxo, ao’nung please” kiri rolls her eyes, tired of their stupidity. “they clearly said that the bleeding comes from their other below"
not long after lo'ak snaps his head towards you, mouth agape. "holy shit. i think i know what's going on", then quickly moves closer to you. his face just a few inches from yours, his terrified look terrifies you
"my mother experienced the same things as you, when we were about to have tuk. stomach hurting, below bleeding- "
"no. fucking. way” rotxo clasps his mouth, “are you about to give birth?"
"what?"
ao’nung’s jaw dropped. “who knocked you up?” 
“that’s it i’m taking you to the tsahik” 
“STOP” 
your friends went quiet. 
they could only stare at your flushed face as your breathing went erratic. 
you gulp, trying to calm yourself down. you close your eyes, inhaling a good amount of oxygent to fill your lungs and letting your mind go blank. then, you could open your mouth again
"as you all know, female bodies bear children in their uterus, yes?"
they all nod
"good. now the uterus, in human bodies specifically, would prepare for pregnancy every month-"
"so you need to get pregnant every month?"
"shut up rotxo"
"wait a minute" kiri cuts you off, "you’re not pregnant, but you’re currently bleeding. so the bleeding occurs when the pregnancy doesn’t happen?"
"yup. because i'm not pregnant, my womb's lining shreds out"
their terrified screams deafens you
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