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dude, thank you for the tags that said a lot of adhd stuff is in the autism side of the diagram, i thought i was autistic for years and just got diagnosed with adhd and was like “what”
yeah no it's totally a Thing that should get talked about more.
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that's SO much in common.
(but also, studies have found that 50-70% of autistics also have adhd. that number's much lower, 20-50% for adhders who are also autistic. but that adhd number is from studies with children, because adult adhd is basically never studied. so, grain of salt there.)
as of the last time i did a deep dive on this, there's no widely accepted consensus as to why there is so much overlap, both in symptoms and diagnoses.
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bloodyvampirialove · 1 month
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˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ 🍯🥐🫖🥨☕️🍞🥖🥄🍪(๑╹ω╹๑ )
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cricketthecalicocat · 2 months
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bullepink · 1 year
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I made this whole outfit and I'm so proud ❤️
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Sometimes sewing is swearing at the machine every 10 seconds while stabbing yourself in the thumb with a safety pin and finding yourself making a bag instead of originally making a hair ribbon…
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majorkphob · 2 years
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grayson. i pull the ace of hearts. what happens i want to hear your world lore
Hello Calico!! The Ace of Hearts is The Matriarch, themes of power, community, and strength
The fable of The Matriarch is told in many stories, as she has many facets and imaginations. Here is a story of The Matriarch and the Hunter.
Once, there was a very handsome girl. Her keen eye called the admiration of all those who fell upon its gaze. The girl however, took no pleasure in the people's words, as their imagery did not match the reflection she wished to see. So, as the girl became a woman, she grabbed her bow and took flight for a new exploration.
At first, her adventure involved crossing a mighty river's current to hunt her prey, a simple elk. This challenge, while dangerous, inspired the woman to wander more of the world around her.
And night after night, the woman found herself more detached from the societies around her. This was a double edged sword of its own. Without the ever present eyes of society, the Hunter found herself freed from the masculine words the world prescribed her with. However, without the people, the Hunter had no words to fill the hole of who she wanted to be seen as.
After many journeys, many heartbreaks, many more adventures of her own, the Hunter found herself alone, the solitude she once prayed for now forming a noose.
The Hunter could not return to her home, as that home was never hers to begin with. But a new home could be foraged still. And the Hunter found that new home, within another, whose light voice broke through the forest's call.
The voice belonged to The Matriarch, an older woman, with long thick braided hair, adjourned with colorful threads, a regal appearance, and a gentle curve to her smile. The Matriarch knows the story of an individual, with no more than a look into their eyes.
The Matriarch has built up many lives before the Hunter, wove them together into a blanket to keep each other warm during winter's chills. She is the center point of her community, a force that no adversity could overcome. The Matriarch reaches out to those around her and cares for every individual and each collective, listening to their hopes and woes, creating a space for every one of hers to feel whole. The Matriarch reads the eyes of the Hunter, and brings her home.
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shoccolatine · 2 months
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things i associate them with
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╰┈➤ ��� LUCIFER. ❞
red wine, dark chocolate, violin music, clinking of glasses, the light chatter in a restaurant, rustling papers, papercuts, loose black feathers, waltzing, chandeliers, skulls, cologne, red wax seals.
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╰┈➤ ❝ MAMMON. ❞
chocolate coins, white chocolate, gold chains, the smell of tires and gasoline, mechanic grease smears, leather, the divot in your favourite spot on the couch, coins jingling, fuzzy dice, warm hugs.
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╰┈➤ ❝ LEVIATHAN. ❞
pixel art, neon signs, LED strip lights, glitchcore, songs made in mario paint, multiple desktop screens, the clear purple N64 i've had since 2000, aquariums, jellyfish, 20-sided dice, ramune, ecco the dolphin.
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╰┈➤ ❝ SATAN. ❞
cats (specifically calico), new book smell, dusty shelves, the rough feeling of novel pages between your fingers, introspection, dark academia aesthetic, existential thoughts, freshly brewed coffee, elbow patches on sweaters, paws and tails.
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╰┈➤ ❝ ASMODEUS. ❞
velvet, lace, flowers and leaves, whispering secrets to each other, mirrors, clay masks, warm hugs, sunlight streaming through sheer curtains, gentle laughter heard from another room, glitter, strawberry shortcake, holding pinkies.
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╰┈➤ ❝ BEELZEBUB. ❞
all-you-can-eat buffets, sitting with family/friends at the dinner table, the refreshing feeling of downing an entire glass of cold water, a roaring crowd, drops of sweat, grass stains, laughing so hard your stomach hurts, big fangs.
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╰┈➤ ❝ BELPHEGOR. ❞
cows, thick socks, pillows, big sweaters, naps, sleepy cuddles, moonlight through the curtains, warming up cold hands, hot chocolate, deep conversations at 3am, watching the stars, astronomy, thorns.
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luveline · 1 year
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taking roan to see santa and she is so excited to tell him about her new mommy and the things she wants for christmas and when she gets there she is TERRIFIED of the man 🎅
a family trip to the mall to see santa!! fem!reader 5k words
"I'm gonna tell Santa about my new mom, and my new house, and my new bed, and my new-" 
"Babe, you're supposed to ask him for things you want, not tell him about stuff you already have." 
Roan reaches out to stroke Eddie's face absent-mindedly. He loves how loving she is, and by extension, loves that he's made her this way. 
"But I didn't have a mom or a house or a bed last year." 
He snorts, fingers wrapped up in the ribbon laces on her shiny black shoes. "You actually did have a bed, and a house." 
"A real house, dad." 
"It was a real house," he argues with little heat, straightening up her socks where they've started slipping down, fingertips pressed into her soft skin. "It was a home, anyway. You know, me and Uncle Wayne lived together in his trailer for more than ten years and it was amazing." 
It had been cramped, crowded, and it had been a stuffy hell in the summer, but it was just fine. It was more than that. 
He leans back and takes in Roan again. He's dressed her in a navy blue dress with the lining of a white skirt peeking out underneath. She has a cardigan over the top to fight the cold, and he'll wrap her up in her big puffy coat for good measure as soon as he's done her hair. She looks adorable, adorable and well-kept
He feels the familiar rush of parent pride. Fuck, I'm a good dad. 
"And we had fun, didn't we? In our trailer?" he asks her, chucking under her chin. 
She grins at him, a mouthful of tiny white pearls. "Duh, dad. We had the best times ever, with Rufus and Georgia and Steve." 
He smiles himself, reminded of the stray cats that had flocked to their home and their names. Steve had been an especially dishevelled calico, and his name had been a great point of contention between the Munson's and human Steve. 
"You know, we could always go visit them," he offers, pleased at the twinkle that grows in Roan's eyes. 
"We could?" she asks, gasping. 
"Sure, babe. I bet they miss us, and it's cold. We'll make them some fried chicken when we have time, yeah? You and me'll be the talk of the cat town." 
"And Y/N," Roan says insistently. 
He strokes her cheek with his thumb. "And Y/N," he says as he stands up. "Now, little lady. Bunches or braids?" 
By the time he's weaved her hair back into one impressive braid you're finally getting home from the doctor. A completely routine check up and still he's terrified for a split second that you're gonna come in and declare a problem. You simply pose in the doorway and smile. 
"Nothing wrong with me that wasn't wrong before," you say breezily. "Hello, my loves. Did anything happen while I was gone?" 
Roan scrambles to stand on the kitchen chair and pose as you're posing. Your expression drops, as does your jaw, and you take a while to pick it back up. 
"Aw, princess, would you look at you? You look beautiful." 
She giggles as you swoop in to kiss her. You take her face into two delicate palms and stroke curly baby hairs behind her ears. A year ago, even a couple of months ago, you would've asked before you kissed her. Now, you pucker up wordlessly, and Roan bears her cheek like she can't wait. If her excited shifting from one foot to the other is anything to go by, she can't. 
"You look so, so pretty," you praise, pulling away to wipe at the splodge of lip balm you've left shining on her baby cheek. 
"You look more pretty," Roan says. 
Eddie adores you both in ways he can't articulate. 
His unspoken affection summons your attention. You let your hands fall to her shoulders and meet his eyes over her head. For a moment you smile abashedly, the awkward amazing smile you'd been wearing when you first met. It eases into something easier, something Eddie isn't ashamed to admit he loves more. This one practically oozes love. 
"Do you want to get changed?" you ask. 
He pretends like you've slapped him. "What do you mean? This isn't mall-worthy?" 
"Your work overalls and my apron?" you ask wryly. "Sure, wear that." 
He tries not to smile but he's practically sticky with it, kissing your cheek and patting Roan's back in tandem before he escapes upstairs to change. He puts on a pair of tight black slacks and a dark navy button down to match Roan, rolling the sleeves up in the way he knows you love. 
There's Christmas music and giggling downstairs when he returns. Roan's now standing on the table of all places, her hands in your hands, the two of you dancing quite aggressively considering it's Jingle Bell Rock. You start to swing her around, pulling her into your chest so you can waltz in time with the music. 
You swing to face the doorway and cheer when you see him. "Dad!" you direct Roan's attention. "That's your nicest button down. Is that the one you wore when you proposed?" 
He smiles at the memory but quickly hides it, peering down at his shirt as if it's the most boring item of clothing Walmart's ever made. "This old thing?" He lets the dramatics fall. "No, not this one. I might be wearing the same socks, though, if you wanna check?" 
You dip your face down to Roan's and rub the bridges of your noses together. "No thanks," you say, slipping into some bubbly mom talk. "He thinks I wanna look at his socks, did you hear? What a weirdo." 
"Weirdo," she echoes. 
"Wretched women," he mumbles, heading for the shoe rack. He shoves on a pair of boots and raises his volume. "Come on, sweet girls, time to go see Santa!"
"Santa!" 
Roan squirms out of your arms and onto the floor. She sprints for the front door and grabs clumsily at the handle, slightly too short to reach and pull down with any force. Eddie takes her coat down from the hanger and bunches up the sleeves to get her hands through. One arm then two, she makes it difficult work but it's something he's become an expert in. Wayne once said he reckoned Eddie could get an octopus into a straight jacket. 
"Babe, move out the way," he says. 
Roan steps back enough for him to crack the door and then bursts into the cold. She seems less enthusiastic when the ice bites at her naked knees, looking to Eddie for reassurance. 
He hands you the keys and you take them automatically. "I'm gonna get her into the car before she turns into a popsicle." 
Realisation dawns on your face. "I dont have my purse. Be right there," you say, spinning back into the house. 
He catches up to Roan where she's waiting by your car. She has a car seat in your car and his, but yours is the one at the front of the driveway. She looks tiny next to it, smaller when she starts shivering. It's a sub level Christmas in Hawkins. 
"Alright, Ro, in you go," he says, opening door. He covers the top of the doorway with his hand so she can't knock herself out and straps her in once she's situated. 
"It's cold," she says through chattering teeth. 
"I'm sorry, your wool stockings were in the wash, babe." He covers her frost-bitten cheeks, blood pinking her skin. "We might need to get you some pants at the mall, so you don't fr-fr-freeze to death," he says, imitating her shivering. 
She giggles infectiously. "You're funny." 
He presses a kiss to her head. "All legs in the ride!" he warns. 
"Don't cut her legs off," you call from the front door. 
"Never. Am I driving?" he asks, closing Roan's door. He succeeds in not mauling her. 
"Do you want to?" 
"Do you want to?" 
"Get in the car." 
"Yes, ma'am," he purrs, escaping around to the passenger side and away from your clutches. 
The drive consists of Eddie messing with your deteriorating stereo system and Roan's ecstatic babbling. She's back onto what she wants to tell Santa. New mom, new house, new bed, new princess dresses, new kitchen, new pet fish. The list goes on. Though they aren't as new as she thinks; you, Eddie and Roan have been living together now for a couple of months, and you and Eddie have been engaged for almost as long. The novelty has yet to wear off for Roan. Eddie hopes his daughter will be this amazingly happy for the rest of her life.
"You think it's gonna break?" you ask, watching the stereo with all the caution of a lion tamer. 
"God, I hope so. I'll know what to get you for Christmas, then." 
It's a bluff — Eddie's already got you a bunch of gifts, some of which you're pretending you don't know about, and some he's actually managed to hide well. 
"You won't believe what I got for-" You cough. "Uh, Lucky." 
He laughs, checking over his shoulder to see if Roan's listening. She absolutely isn't, feet wiggling along to the static riddled kiddie songs and Teddy the one eared bear in her lap. "I'm gonna tell him you need a new ear, Teddy, don't worry," she says, tone conspiring.
He winces like she's listening. "Yeah, what was it? A new plant?" 
"Yeah," you mumble. You're a bad liar. "New plant. It's pink and gold and it's made out of velvet silk," — you lower your voice to a whisper — "with handmade skirts and hand sewn sequins." 
His eyes go wide. "I thought we said no more presents for Lucky." 
"Did we say that?" 
"Well, I said that. Starting to think you weren't listening." He pinches your thigh, quick and nipping to get you squealing.
"I listened," you insist through laughter, facing him with a bright, bright smile. You keep your eyes on the road. "I just didn't comply." 
"I'm not above force." 
You gasp, delighted. "You dog! My little girl's in the car." 
"My little girl isn't listening." 
"Yes I am." 
You snort so loud it probably hurts your throat. 
Eddie whips his head to Roan and her cheeky smile. "I know what we should- what we should get Lucky for Christmas," she says knowingly. 
"What's that, princess?" you ask, watching her through the rearview. Each word drips with love.
"A girlfriend," she says. 
"Yeah? We'd need to get him a bigger tank, too-" 
"So that's not happening," Eddie says. 
He hates being the voice of reason, on record despises it, but you love Roan so much, you're fucking whipped, you'd pull Mount Fuji from the Earth and put it behind Bradley's if she asked you to, so while he loves nonsense and participating in it, he has to say no. You can't afford a new fish tank now you've paid for the honeymoon vacation and the wedding venue deposit and Christmas. 
Or rather, Eddie can't afford it. He works on principle. Your money is your money. His money is your money. You argue that your money is a hundred percent his money too and he fights you on it all the time, even though you're technically the breadwinner. He's not too proud to let you pay more rent, more toward groceries, more everything. Now. It had been a little bit of a sore spot at first. 
He'd reasoned that he should be paying more in reality because of Roan and you'd glared at him half-seriously and said, Don't insult me, handsome. You know I love her. 
You more than love her, and if you want to spend every last penny of your paycheck on Christmas this month he won't fight you on it. 
Besides that, he can't take any extra hours because he has to pick up Roan. You love that argument because it supports your conclusion, among others — Eddie does the majority of the laundry, the cooking, the cleaning. But, those arguments should be moot. You definitely carry your weight, plus, he loves to do stuff for you. Should be, but you do that stupid fucking thing that you do wherein your hands are all over his face and your voice is soft as silk in his ear, and you kiss under his jaw and win any and every argument in a pathetically small amount of time. He'd die for you. You're a cheater. 
"Spoilsport," you mumble, pulling into the parking lot outside the mall with a bumpy turn. 
"Lucky needs a girlfriend fish, dad, or he'll get so lonely he'll die." 
Eddie blows hair out of his face and zips up his jacket, opening your door with a mostly respectful kick. He rushes to get Roan out before you can, knowing you'll carry her all the way inside and give yourself achey shoulders. 
"Why do you say that?" Eddie asks as he opens her door. Roan looks up all smiles, Teddy clutched to her neck. "Why do you think he'll die? Lonely people don't die, babe." 
"Are you sure?" 
He unclips her straps and pulls her out deftly. He'd let her walk herself but the cold is biting and he can carry her much quicker. "I'm positive." 
Her face crinkles up. He likely shouldn't have mentioned death, she's too small, but Roan has a strange understanding of all things macabre. Santa's more real to her than death, for sure. 
"Maybe I can ast Santa for a big tank for Lucky and then he can have a girlfriend and a baby." 
The dropped 'k' on ask makes Eddie stupidly emotional. A habit she's falling out of from when she was younger. 
You start pushing him behind the shoulders. "Let's go," you whine, "before we all get hypothermia." 
He makes sure there's room in the crook of his arm for your hand while making his way toward the mall sliding doors. You fall into step beside him. 
Eddie begins stranger prep. 
"You gotta be polite to Santa, remember? Because he sees all these little girls and boys and he's tired from the Christmas rush, and he's taking the time to come see you." 
Roan nods seriously. "My pleases and thank you, dad, I always remember," she says. 
"Yes, you do," you praise, though she does not.
"Do you think he can get Lucky a girlfriend?" Roan asks you. 
More terrible smiles. "Yes, he definitely can. What kind of girlfriend? A goldfish, too? They have black goldfish in the Petsmart with big heads like raspberries- oh, we should go see them after we talk to Santa!" 
Roan's nodding grows more and more voracious. "Can we, dad?" she asks. 
"Why're you askin' me? Y/N already said you could." 
You almost trip over yourself trying to kiss his cheek. He knows you love him. He suspects you love being a parent more. He's rubbed your back through enough 'I'm so lucky' breakdowns to know you're genuinely in love with his little girl. 
Inside the warmth of the mall entryway, Eddie sets Roan on her feet. She holds both hands up. He takes one, you take the other, and she rambles about Lucky's potential lover as you both lead her to the entrance of the food court where the mall Santa's grotto has been set up this year. 
The walls and railings are decorated in spiraling lights and tinsel, store windows teeming with festive merchandise. Kids are everywhere, none as pretty or well-dressed as Roan (in Eddie's totally unbiased opinion), but all looking startled by the intensity of everything. Roan herself baulks. 
"It's bright, huh?" Eddie asks her knowingly. 
"All the lights," she says. 
"Yeah, babe, a lot of lights. There's a really big Christmas tree further in, too, we came here last year to see it." 
She shrugs. Eddie's unsure, but he thinks maybe she's drifted a little closer to his legs. 
The grotto comes into view and she perks up. "Oh," she says sweetly, breathless with her eyes wide, dark eyes shining in the fairy lights. 
"There he is," Eddie encourages, "and some elves, too. We line up, uh-" 
"Over there," you say, tugging him and Roan with you like the three of you are a slinky. 
Roan bounces on her tiptoes from the end of the line to the very beginning. You and Eddie can't stop sharing secret smiles. He loves doing this every year, and last year he'd done most of it alone. Wayne hates shopping malls and you hadn't been dating quite long enough for him to feel comfortable asking you to do parent stuff at the time. The difference a year can make — it aches in the best way. 
"After Santa and the pet store, what's our plan? D'you wanna get pizza? Or something else, we could go to Enzo's?" he asks. 
"Enzo's?" 
"I'll pay."
"Last time you had a weird stomach for three whole days after. I thought we'd never see you again." 
"You love it, though. I'll buy some tums. Take a cushion into the bathroom." 
"Ew, no," you say, sounding less disgusted than you could be. 
You're both keeping an eye on the line. There's only one kid in front of you now, and Roan is pulling on your arms ready to pounce. 
"Chinese?" 
"What does macaroanie want?" 
"She gets everything she wants all the time. Would it kill you to choose?" 
You think it over. "Definitely. Why don't you choose?" 
"'Cause I want you to, that's the whole point. You know, it's okay to do things that you want to do." 
"I want to make you pick. You can pay, too, if we're going to the pet store. Santa needs a donation, and I'm gonna be strapped for cash." 
He mirrors your sweet smile. "Deal." 
"Next, please," says a very average sized elf. 
You and Eddie steal another look and you drop Roan's little hand to let Eddie walk her up to Santa. She'd loved him last year, asking for a bunch of things Eddie hadn't been able to deliver on. He'd tried his best, had done a bunch of freelance guitar repairs that he wasn't educated for (but isn't half bad at), had scraped and scrimped, he'd even borrowed money from Wayne that Wayne refused to take back the following February when Eddie finally made it up, and he still hadn't been able to get 'princess sheets' or the new Dotty Dolly. 
They approach Santa. Roan takes one step, then the other. Santa says hello. 
Roan pauses. 
"C'mere, hon," Santa says, an older gentleman with a natural white beard. He's a very convincing Santa, all things considered. "Tell old Chris Kringle what you want for Christmas." 
Eddie pushes her forward very gently with his fingertips. "Go on, babe, it's okay. You wanted to tell him about your mom and the house and Lucky the fish, right?" 
Roan takes the last step. Then, frozen in the face, she backs up, nearly trips, and bolts down into Eddie's legs. She practically flies down the stairs with a freaked out moan. 
His eyes blow. He looks at Roan, looks at Santa. "I'm sorry," Eddie says, smiling at the old man awkwardly. 
The elves do not look happy. 
Eddie bends down. "Roanie," he says urgently, "what's the matter? You don't wanna talk to Santa?" 
She says nothing, only clings. Eddie tries to steer her shoulder back to Santa on his big velvet chair and she's having none of it, whining and shoving her head into his thigh. 
"Excuse me-" starts the elf. 
"Roan, are you sure you don't wanna talk to him? He's Santa, he wants to hear all about your list this year," Eddie tries. 
"No." 
He sighs, perturbed but not too worried. They can always try again. He says sorry to the elves and to Santa who waves his hand, as if to say it doesn't matter. He gets his hands under Roan's arms and carries her to where you're standing on the other side. You look heartbroken. 
"What happened?" you ask softly, stroking a sweet curl behind her ear. 
Eddie has no answers and Roan doesn't want to give them, so you make your way to the food court in a shocked silence. Roan has a tendency to deal with negatives in two ways — tantrums for the superficial, withdrawal for the serious. Eddie still isn't good at dealing with the latter. Together, you can usually save the day. 
"Roan, bug," Eddie says, so only she can hear, "tell me what happened. You didn't like Santa, huh?" 
"Dad," she says, almost inaudible. 
He slides a hand behind her neck and tips her away from his chest. "What?" 
"He didn't look how I remembered." 
"'Cause you're older," he says. 
He's employed his nicest, smoothest dad voice. The gentle one for all her scariest moments, like shots at the doctor's office and the time she wet herself in the playground in front of the other kids. Anything to assuage her embarrassment, a safety blanket. 
He slides into a booth and you hover. 
"Would something yummy make it feel better?" you ask hopefully. 
Roan shakes her head into Eddie's neck. 
"I-" You look super crushed. Everything had been going well. He knows how badly you want Christmas to be perfect. 
"How about," Eddie cuts you off, not unkindly, "you and me and mom get warm donut holes and ice cream to dip them in? We've never had then with her, have we?" 
It's a good Christmas tradition. 
Roan can't resist. "Okay," she says. 
"I'll get them," you volunteer. "I got it." 
Something hooks you as you're trying to leave and you double back to kiss the top of her head and Eddie's temple in quick succession. He smiles at you genuinely, happy when your frown livens up. Roan will be okay in a little while, no doubt. No need for you to tear yourself up over it. 
Alone, Eddie eases Roan off of his lap and onto the bench beside him. He takes her little hands into his. She looks nearly angry, dark eyebrows pinched up and her eyes welled with tears. 
"It's okay that you didn't like Santa," he murmurs.
"I wanted to tell him about Y/N," she says, lower lip trembling. 
"We can always go and see him again." 
She stiffens. 
"Or we can try a different day, yeah? C'mon, where's my brave girl gone?"
"He smiled funny…" she mumbles.
He feels awful instantly. He doesn't need Roan to be brave if she can't be. 
"Well, if you want," he says, inclining his head, "you could tell me what you want for Christmas, I could tell Santa." 
She looks up. "You'll tell Santa?" 
"Oh, yeah," he says quickly. "I tell Santa all the stuff you forget. How'd you think you got your space hopper last year? And your princess slippers? I tell him all the things you want." 
"He still didn't get me Dotty Dolly." 
"He's old, babe. He's all senile, like Wayne." Sorry Wayne. 
Her face flops into his upper arm, chubby cheek squished to the mild curve of his bicep. She lets out a morose sigh. "Sorry, dad." 
He nudges her gently. "For what?" 
"Being not brave." 
He presses his forehead to her hair. "I didn't mean that. You don't have to be brave meeting new people. It's scary, even if you met them before. Like Y/N," he says, nuzzling Roan's silky hair affectionately, "I don't know if you remember, you were always excited to see her, and I used to think I was excited too. Then we'd get to Morgan's cake shop and I'd make us late because I was hiding in the car. She used to make me nervous, and now she's your mommy." 
He wraps his arm around her shoulders. "Sometimes we need time to get to know people before we're ready to talk to them. It's okay that you got scared, babybug, promise." 
She goes limp. Her cheek slides down the length of his stomach and lands on his thigh. "I really wanted Lucky to have a girlfriend." 
He pets her hair, accomplished in his dad duties. (He hopes. Tonight he'll go over this conversation with you and wonder if he should've said something else.) 
"Lucky can definitely still have a girlfriend. What did I just say? I'll make sure Santa knows exactly what you want, no sweat." 
She huffs another huge sigh that must take up her entire lung capacity. He tickles the back of her neck with the end of her braid slowly, drawing circles around her ear and her earlobe until her shoulders are heaving. 
"You're laughing," he accuses. 
"No I'm not," she says into his leg. 
"No?" He lets her hair go in favour of scratching her neck. "We can change that." 
You return with way too much ice cream and twice as many donuts to find her squealing and cornered in the booth, curled up into a ball like a pill bug to evade Eddie's cruel hands. 
"What are you doing to her?" you demand. 
"I'm cuddling her. What's it look like to you, mister?" 
"Mister? You sick freak." 
"You're the sick freak, freak. Sit down and give my girl one of those donut holes before she keels over." 
"She's already keeled! Get offa her, the ice cream's melting on my hands." 
He stops tickling Roan and she finds the strength to sit. You're ecstatic to see her happy again and you show it with a grand proferring of sweet treats and three plastic spoons. You've bought a whole lotta donuts and an ice cream boat with chocolate fudge and cherries, and you let her maul it without complaint. It's a good time, a great one, to watch Roan teach you how to dip the still-warm donuts in your ice cream, and to watch the two of you try to eat them without getting powdered sugar and chocolate all over your fancy clothes. 
He ties the cherry stem with his tongue and mystifies Roan, who spends the next ten minutes trying to do the same. He feels so sorry for her that when she sticks her little tongue out with an untied stem for the tenth time, he meets your eyes and nods and the two of you cheer like crazy. 
He hadn't brought his bag, a rookie mistake, so he nabs some napkins from the condiments table and gives Roan the good old spit and polish. 
Clean-ish, he takes her hand and she stands on the bench, hopping off and landing with Munson grace (her knees give out). You take the long way around the grotto so she won't have to see Santa again and come across the mall's huge Christmas tree. 
"Woah," she gasps, enthralled. 
Eddie really should've brought the camera, even if he only has two pieces of film left. He wants to remember this forever, her face still soft with baby fat reflected back from a giant golden bauble, tinsel bouncing light all over her skin like a mirrorball. You bend down beside her and grin. 
"Eddie, look at it from down here." 
He suspends his disbelief and kneels down. 
From the floor, the tree looks bigger than any skyscraper, and it shines like a star. If you follow the tree all the way to its angel at the top, you can look past it into the skylight, where the dark night shines with pinprick stars. 
"Our Christmas tree doesn't look this good," you say. 
"Yes it does!" Roan says, turning to you with a stern scowl. "Our Christmas tree is the best one they ever made." 
"Yeah?" 
"Mm. And I got to put the star on." 
"Yeah, you did." You rest your hands on her shoulders and the two of you look up together. 
I need a fucking camera, Eddie thinks hotly. 
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Petsmart is like an aquarium at 6PM. The lights have been lowered, the fish tanks glowing bright blue and bubbling in the dim light. A hundred white and red babies swim erratically, their fins a blur in the top tank. Underneath, there are tanks filled with algae-eating snails that move surprisingly quickly. To the left, the big black goldfish with puffy cheeks lavish in their more spacious tank. 
"Where's the ones with the raspberry head?" Roan whispers. 
Your eyes follow a beautiful red goldfish the size of three fingers. "I don't know, little lady," you mumble, entranced by the goldfish's graceful arc. 
"Do you think Lucky would have a crush on him?" 
You look to where she's pointing at, little finger chasing a telescope fish. 
"I think he'd love him. He's a big one." 
"I thought Lucky wanted a girlfriend?" Eddie asks. 
"But all these ones are boys, dad." 
He frowns, endearingly confused. "How can you tell?" 
"I just know." 
You love the way she says it, love every little word she says. She sounds confident in her declaration but the way she pronounces her words harbours the clumsiness that comes with being a young kid, 'know' carrying a lot of weight, of humour, like she can't believe Eddie would say something that silly. 
"What about that one? She looks kinda girly, no?" 
The three of you watch the fish in question complete a small loopty-loop. 
"Nah," you say, "that's definitely a boy. He has abs." 
"They're called gills." 
"Do they have any pink fish?" Roan asks. 
"Maybe not. They have pink plants. Hey, I saw the ornaments on the way in, they have a castle. Think Lucky would like that?" 
If Petsmart didn't close at 6.30 you could stay and watch the fish tanks with them forever. You hop along to the ornaments and try to catalogue all the ones Roan expresses an interest in. Buying them won't count as spoiling her, it'll be spoiling Lucky. Eddie can't possibly be irked over that. 
"Don't even think about it," he mouths. 
You remember Roan's unhappy face when she was confronted with the horror of the mall Santa up close and decide she can't leave empty handed. 
"Why don't we get him something now? You can put it in his tank tonight before bed." 
"Really?" Roan asks. 
"Go crazy." 
Roan hesitates, spoiled for choice, hands feeling over the ornaments one at a time. Eddie tells her she can't pick anything from the tip shelf and you're glad for it, because it is Christmas coming and they're extortionate hand crafted things you cannot afford. 
"This one," she says. 
She picks up a heavy looking Christmas tree glued to a white plate, multi-coloured presents nestled at the trunk. It's a glorious twelve dollars. 
You let Roan carry the bag out of the Petsmart. She turns to Eddie and says, "Please make sure Santa gets Lucky a girlfriend like the one with the big eyes. And please tell him that I have the best new mommy and the bed and the new house, please." 
He beams at her. "We can strike those off the list, for sure. What do you want now you got all the stuff you asked for last year?" 
"Pink hair." 
Eddie whistles through his teeth appreciatively. "Gnarly." 
"And a bounce house," she adds. 
He shakes his head at you before you can ask.
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mncxbe · 5 months
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OKAY SO, IVE ONLY RECENTLY FOUND THIS ACC AND OMFG I LOVE IT SM, UR WRITING >>>>
okeyokey, so, i love cats, i saw the spicy cat hcs/scenarios and i thought VGAHIVAGYCFTUACTUYVGUAVGYU I LOVE IT, and uhm, so i so kindly ask u for more cat ability hcs/scenarios with Jouno and Tecchou, but this time more fluffy ones (omg imagine them finding out their s/o likes head pats and then purring VFGYCDRTCDRTCD), i would marry u frfr
anon we're married now duh🙄🩷 this was so fun to write hope u like it♡
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𝑱𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒐, 𝑻𝒆𝒄𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒖 𝒙 𝒇𝒆𝒎!𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: fluff♡
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𝑱𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒐
he doesn't care much about your ability tbh but he does find your personality adorable.
Jouno doesn't admit it easily but he likes how playful you are. devoted yet independent, just like a cat
you avoid shifting to your cat form at home because cat hair bothers him😭 if you leave hair on the couch he's gonna make you clean it with a lint roller
he absolutely loves it when you lay your head in his lap; he takes this opportunity to run his fingers through your hair and caress you gently. you often fall asleep like that so he has to carry you to bed♡
ironically calls you kitten💀
now hear me out now. he has a spray bottle and when you get on his nerves by being too clingy he sprays you
besides that he loves how quiet and collected you are. most people are clumsy, loud and unbearably annoying but not you. due to your ability you're naturally more quiet. except when he cuddles you...
It was one of those early December evenings when you and Jouno were tucked under a blanket on the couch, watching a generic, sappy Christmas movie.
"God how can someone come up with such a shitty script..." sighed your boyfriend, turning his head towards you.
The slow, steady rhythm of your heartbeat signaled him that you were fast asleep and he let out another sigh; this time softer, more sympathetic. He quickly turned off the TV and picked you up with ease, earning a sleepy groan from you- before tip-toeing to your shared bedroom.
Once you were both underneath the crisp covers Jouno finally allowed himself to enjoy a few minutes of silence. It's been a hard day at work; meeting, tiresome interrogations and if this wasn't enough he'd been paired up with Tecchou for a mission. He did his best to push all the dark thoughts in the back of his mind and closed his eyes, focusing instead of the sweet sounds you made as you tossed around in bed, sighing softly, breathing slowly; 1,2,3 inhale... 1, 2,3 exhale.
Soon enough, sleep crept up and he drifted closer to you. One of his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest as he relished the welcoming warmth of your body. His chin came to rest on your head, fingers gently kneading your plush thighs.
Jouno was close to falling asleep when a sudden noise alerted his senses- a soft rumble, coming from you. He felt the light vibrations of your ribcage against his chest.
"You've got to be kidding me" he sighed, a tinge of amusement laced in his voice.
You lazily opened your eyes at the sound of his voice. "What babe?"
"You're purring again. And I can't fall asleep"
"'m sorry dear. You know I can't control it" you mumbled as you turned to face him. Snaking your arms around his waist you placed a chaste, apologetic kiss to his jaw and closed your eyes again, drifting back into your slumber.
Your boyfriend only hummed in response and sighed, fully relaxing in your embrace. Slowly but surely, the sound of your purrs lulled him to sleep.
𝑻𝒆𝒄𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒖
he absolutely loves your ability. I get the feeling that he's a cat person?? so he adores you, quite literally, in all shapes and forms
Tecchou cuddles you a lot. in bed, on the couch, during breakfast when you sit on his lap; he just loves you
his heart literally melts when he hears you purring while you cuddle
sometimes you surprise him at work, sitting in front of the Hunting Dogs hq in your cat form- a little calico cat with a fluffy tail and emerald green eyes- and waiting for him to return from a mission so you can go out and have lunch together♡
baby boy is so soft when he sees you napping; and you do sleep a lot in your free time due to your ability. often when he comes home you're curled up under your blanket on the couch. he just sits down next to you and peppers your face with sweet kisses
still, due to your ability you're a picky eater, so you refuse to eat most of his strange food combos
"Come on Y/N. Just try it I promise it's good" pleaded your boyfriend in a sad voice, looking at you from across the counter with big, sorrowful eyes.
You shook your head in response, eyeing the mixture of soy sauce and chocolate pudding before you.
"Nuh uh. I ain't touching that". You crossed your arms over your chest, slightly tilting your chin upwards to make your point. Your mind was made.
"But angel I made it for you" sighed Tecchou, visibly disappointed. "Just a taste baby please"
You eventually gave in, rolling your eyes as you grabbed a spoonful of the questionable mixture and stuffed your mouth, instantly regretting it. The pudding tasted salty and had a mushy texture resembling sand on the beach. Still, noticing Tecchou's hopeful expression you did your best to swallow, feigning a smile.
"Wow it's actually pretty good" you said weakly, earning a sigh from your partner.
"You don't have to lie to me, angel. I can tell you don't like it". His amber gaze lowered, shoulders slumping in defeat and you huffed, leaning closer to grab his hand from across the countertop.
"Look baby. I appreciate you trying out new recipes for me. It's really sweet, but they aren't that appealing to me"
Tecchou looked up at you, thumb brushing against yours as he nodded.
"Aight, I got it" A smile finally tugged at the corners of his lips and you leaned in to kiss him, earning a satisfied hum. When you pulled away he was beaming again, eyes sparkling with adoration.
"Say..." you began again, pressing one of your palms against his chest "You've got any more of that chocolate pudding left. The untempered one I mean."
Tecchou chuckled slowly and pointed at the fridge. "There's plenty left"
"How about we share it then?"
You grabbed the pudding from the fridge and a clean spoon before returning to your boyfriend. Prying the crisp aluminium foil off the pudding you scooped a spoonful and fed it to Tecchou, who smiled down at you.
"Well I can't deny it. It definitely tastes better than what I made"
You purr lightly in response, raising to your tippy toes to kiss the sweet taste of chocolate off his lips.
"See, I told you so"
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bakugoyelling · 6 months
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A Quest for Critters
Giyuu Tomioka x Reader
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Warnings: Fem! reader, Reader wears a skirt, Established Relationship, Just slice of life fluff really!
Word Count: 1.5k
Summary: You and Giyuu go out to buy some Calico Critters (ᵔᴥᵔ)
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Dressed in dark jeans and a t-shirt, Giyuu leans into the bathroom to peek at you. 
“Ready to go?” he asks, watching through the mirror as you apply the last of your makeup. 
“Uh huh,” you hum while dabbing on your lipstick, the color staining your lips as you press them together. Finished with your look, you turn around to face him. 
“I just need to get my purse, and then we can leave, okay?” 
Handsome as always, his eyes fall to your lips as you pucker them, coaxing him in for a kiss. Soft and gentle, his lips press against yours before pulling back, his gaze set on yours as he gently smiles. 
“Alright,” he nods. 
It’s a warm August afternoon, and as planned the night before, you and your boyfriend are heading out for a few hours — to the nearby bookstore, the only place in town where you can find Calico Critters. The adorable flocked toys decorate various areas of your room. Placed among your perfumes and creams, they sit beside the everyday items. You’ve even decorated Giyuu’s bedside table with one — a baby black cat in a blue outfit.
And while you enjoy collecting them, you still only have a few. Since you prefer to get them in stores rather than online, you don't buy them that often. But that's okay because when you do plan on purchasing them, it makes for a fun day out. Plus, it gives you the perfect excuse to dress up in something cute. Days like this are always something to look forward to with your beloved. 
“I like your little skirt, by the way. It looks cute on you,”
A coy smile graces your features at the compliment, and Giyuu chuckles as you thank him.
Heading out the door, he wonders how he got so lucky — such a pretty girl, and he gets to call you his girlfriend. 
Twenty minutes later, you arrive at your destination, your fingers laced with Giyuu’s as you enter the familiar bookstore, the nutty scent of coffee welcoming you from the nearby cafe. The sectioned-off area where other patrons sit and read or quietly chatter. The atmosphere here always calms you — peaceful and quiet. You enjoy spending time here.
“I hope they have the ones I want,” you mutter while getting distracted, stopping in front of a shelf of stationery supplies to pick up a box of gel pens. The shades are pretty, and you can always use a new pen, but then again, you don’t necessarily need them. 
“Which ones did you want again?” Giyuu asks as you set the pens back into their spot, letting you grab his hand while you continue wandering around. 
“The rabbits. I didn’t get them last time, so now I really, really want them. Did you want to check out any books while we’re here? 
“No, I’m good,” 
“You sure? They have sudoku books,” You turn to him with a softened expression, looking up at him with an excited glimmer in your eyes. 
The acknowledgment of one of his lesser-known hobbies has him blooming with warmth. He did mention that he completed his last book of the kind about a month ago. 
“Actually, yeah, let’s look. I need a new one for work. I finished the last one you got me not too long ago.” 
His muted enthusiasm has you smiling, happy as you lead the way over to the puzzle books so he can browse. 
When you first started dating, Giyuu tried to play off his interest in sudoku. At times, his coworker, Shinazugawa, would poke fun at the hobby, proclaiming that it made Giyuu even more of a bore. And while Shinazugawa does still comment on the interest, it doesn’t bother your boyfriend as much as it used to. Especially after you giggled while completing a puzzle with him one day, the corners of your eyes creased as you told him, “You know, in middle school, I was a part of the sudoku club.”  
A few minutes later, he settles on a new book of the number placement puzzles — the pages crisp, little square boxes ready to be written on.
“This one looks good,” he reads over the front cover with a nod, his hands clutching onto the spine as he flips it over to check the back — 300 puzzles should do it for now.
“Alright, now…back to your critters.” 
Grabbing his hand, you lean into his side and chuckle, his focus on the task at hand making you smile, “Right! Back to the important stuff,”
Although, while continuing toward the small animal toys, you can’t help but go off track, shelves, and shelves of other items of interest catching your attention. 
“Oh my gosh, Giyuu, look,” kneeling, you reach down, grabbing a blind box with a series of cat figurines printed across it.
“It’s the only one! Let’s get it,” you say, peering up at him excitedly. “I’m gonna buy it for you, okay?”
“But, don’t you want it?” He wonders. 
“No, I’m getting the critters, remember. So, we need to get you something cute too!” Standing up again, you hand him the mystery box, already settled on purchasing it. 
He must admit, the last toy you purchased like this was quite cute. And opening them up is rather thrilling.
“Okay, maybe I’ll get something cool,” He rotates the box in hand as you continue weaving through the aisles, lifting his gaze when he hears you gasp.
“Look! Here they are!”
Following your voice, he turns the corner and is quickly met with the view of you happily picking up different sets of the toys you came here for, admiring all of their intricate details. It’s nice seeing you so immersed in the act. Giyuu knows how much you enjoy collecting Calico Critters — when you were first getting to know each other, you were afraid he would find the interest weird, too childish of a thing for someone your age to be into. But he thought it was endearing, a wholesome part of your personality that, like all the other parts of you — he had fallen in love with.
“Do they have the rabbit family?” your brows furrow in question as you mumble to yourself, carefully scanning the shelf in search of them. 
Your determination urges Giyuu to try and help, and while you kneel, he checks the areas on top, pushing boxes around until, hidden behind a trio of tiny mice wrapped in blankets, he finds the ones you're looking for. 
“They have them!” His voice tinges with joy as he pulls the box down for you. 
“No way! Let me see,” 
Passing it to you, he watches your lips part in awe, a light squeal emanating from your throat in celebration. 
 “Eee, this is them! We found them, oh my gosh, they’re so cute! Good job looking up there, babe,”
He smiles as you thank him, your lips quickly pecking his cheek before you pull back to check out some of the other sets. You still have a few on your wishlist, but it appears they aren't in stock yet. So, with your newly acquired rabbit family, you and Giyuu head back to the front of the store, ready to check out. 
“We should come back in a few weeks. Maybe they’ll have the Halloween set by then,” 
“I’ll be sure to check behind the baby mice again,” He quips while you head to the register, a soft chuckle falling past your lips as the young lady working greets you. 
When she finishes bagging everything, Giyuu takes hold of the plastic bag while she hands you your receipt, the two of you thanking her in unison. 
“Would you like to get something to drink while we’re here?” With the scent of coffee still prevalent in the air, Giyuu thinks it would be nice to extend your day out with a treat. 
“Sure, we can get something to eat too. We can try those sandwiches they have,” holding hands yet again, you spend a moment looking over the menu, chatting over your choices before deciding what to order. 
Once served, you settle into the seats of the nearby corner table, where, while sipping on his drink, you urge your boyfriend to open the blind box you got him. When you hand him the mystery toy, he studies the graphics printed on the package before tearing it open. His large hands rip open the opaque plastic bag that lay inside while you watch in anticipation, waiting for the reveal. 
Seconds later, a soft laugh escapes him as he pulls out the figure — a small black cat holding a single shrimp tempura. 
“Aww, Giyuu, it’s so cute! It looks like you! Look at his little blue eyes,” 
You wipe your fingers off any crumbs before reaching over to hold the tiny cat, smiling as you hold it up in comparison. 
“Look, you’re practically twins! Do you like him?”
“I do,” He stares at the figure as you hand it back to him. “I think I’ll put him on my desk at work,” 
Setting the cat down on the table, Giyuu replaces it with his sandwich, taking a large bite and swallowing before he continues, “He can guard the sudoku books,” 
A crumb sticks to his lip as he smiles, his gentle humor and the grain of bread pressed to his skin making you giggle — dates like these are always your favorite.
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a/n: Hehehe, another self-indulgent one-shot! I always think about what it's like to go on little shopping trips with Giyuu, so this was really fun to write! I was surprised at how long it turned out too, so I thought it would be nice to share. Anyway, thank you for reading. I hope you enjoyed! If you did, please let me know! Your kind comments are always appreciated.
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princessbrunette · 8 days
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deer!readers bedroom ♡
getting her own post because her bedroom is a big part of who she is. and because she deserves it
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very warm and homely feeling, all of her interests are highly organised. her personality n aesthetic seeps through her decor n the colours she uses (lots of pretty gentle greens, browns, baby pinks — quite earthy)
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collects sonny angels, blythe dolls and sylvanian family. she displays them on shelves but they’re always found dotted around, sometimes pope will roll over in bed and find a calico critter right beneath his back and she’ll gasp and ask how it got there. it honestly took him a while to not get creeped out by all the eyes on him at night, swearing up and down that he saw one of her blythes blink once in the dark. she also has the odd hello kitty, miffy or snoopy item.
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not quite exclusive to her bedroom, but she is very specific about what she eats off. either finds cute little plates and cutlery from antique stores — or hand paints her own at weekend pottery classes. will never eat off just a basic plate because preparing food is a love language and an art to her.
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journals a lot. she’s got tonnes of them lined up on her shelf that she’s used up over the years. documenting all her personal affairs and feelings like a diary — but her favourite one is the journal she had when she first met pope. it’s filled with receipts and wrappers and other stuff from their first dates and documents the way her feelings develop towards him. one day she’ll let him read it.
because of how creative she gets with the formatting of her journalling — you’ll always be finding scraps of ribbon, tape, lace etc in random places in her bedroom / bed.
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lastly, deer!reader has one million pairs of reading glasses because she’s always losing them and simply buying new pairs — before the old ones inevitably show up again. you open a drawer, there’s a pair of glasses. roll over in bed, you’ll crack a lens out of an old pair lying there. it’s impossible to rid of them all— so if there’s not a pair resting on top of her head, there’ll be a pair lying around somewhere random.
aside from all of this, deer!reader has a record player which she loves, vintage dresses that she sometimes hangs up just to display, and books piled high from floor to ceiling. her bedroom is her haven ♡
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devildomditzy · 1 year
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“Stop, I’m supposed to be mad at you.” + Satan + 🥺📚
Really, you’re shocked. Flabbergasted even. Out of all the brothers you could have chosen to go out on a date with, Satan was the one you least expected to forget.
He’s usually such a gentleman, setting the standards for all his brothers to attempt to reach, but never quite grasp. But at the moment he sits across from you sporting a solemn look on his face. You know he can’t stand it when you’re upset, especially when you’re upset with him.
“MC, I truly am sorry. I got tied up and distracted. But, as soon as I remembered I came as quickly as I could! I hadn’t realized where the time went.”
You keep your pout clear on your face, arms crossed as you turn away from him. “And I’m truly sorry that your reading is becoming more important than me.”
His eyes open a little further in shock, before he settles back down into his saddened gaze, shaking his head. “It isn’t. It never was and never will be. For what it’s worth, it wasn’t a book I was occupied with.”
“Well, what was so important that it’d make you an hour and a half late for our date?”, you press.
“It…”, he hesitates, “It was a cat.”
“A cat?”
“A cat.”
“So now the cats are more important than me?”
“No!”, he quickly clamors a little too loudly. “Just this once, I promise it won’t happen again. This calico was limping so I had to see what I could do to help. Someone probably injured it and left it there. I couldn’t leave it to such injustice. I swear, if I ever find who did this…”
Your harden gaze breaks a little seeing the distant look on his face, almost as if he’s in that moment, holding that cat once more. You swear you see a tear roll down his face as he makes a fist and gently lands it on the table.
“I took pictures of it if you want to see”, he says, rhetorically of course. He’s already pulling out his DDD to show you regardless. “It was so cute, it reminded me of you.”
The smile that forms on your face at his small attempt to be charming is automatic. “Stop, I’m supposed to be mad at you.”
And you can’t lie, the cat is extremely adorable, and of course you would do the same for an animal in need. Honestly, it’s endearing to you to see someone, let alone a demon care for another creature like that.
He chuckles at your whining, slipping his DDD back into his pocket. “Well, I certainly hope I can make it up to you. For the rest of the day, my attention is yours.”
He lays a hand atop yours, you quickly maneuvering to lace them together. “In that case, I guess I can forgive you.”
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shoshiwrites · 11 days
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"gamble" or "quiet"? kissing out where nobody can catch them? - for Jo & Egan, of course, because I live the life of an enabler handing you another juicebox 🧃
You are the best, Killy, and thank you to you and @mercurygray for helping me break my little sick-time writer's block ♡ Bucky Egan/War correspondent OC, also on Ao3!
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She’d gone with Kay back to London for a few days. Enough time to catch herself up, wire the stories she hadn’t already, knock her head against the wall a few more times over what did and didn’t go through. The damn blue slashes. Black ones too. Hell, a woman at the corner newsstand had showed Jo a letter from a boyfriend, cut into the RAF’s version of a paper snowflake. It fluttered strangely in the humid breeze, in the young woman’s hand. 
She’d seen Bill March’s broken arm, sustained in some manner during an air raid, though the correspondent still had his usual cheerful smile for her, and the pallbearers carrying a distant cousin of Kay’s out of the church in Marylebone, all of twenty when his ship had been torpedoed off the coast of Italy.
She’d gotten back to Thorpe Abbotts on a Friday afternoon, the air still soupy, her suitcase with a half-broken latch and her bitten nails, a growing hole in her last pair of stockings.
It wasn’t raining. Maybe that counted for something.
Trousers then, and maybe she was optimistic, thinking she felt the air cooling a bit around her. There were small scraps of blue sky, like she’d found them in the bottom of her mother’s rag bin. Calico up in the firmament.
The coffee’s warm, if bitter, she hardly pays attention to that now. A few Clubmobile women cleaning trays in the kitchen take pity on her and sneak her a donut. She dips, sloshes, remembers the good old days of milk and cream, and wanders back outside, wondering if she’d made a mistake in coming here straight from London. Her room is still hers in Norwich. Mrs. Fitzgerald had made sure she knew that. It’s a kindness she doesn’t quite have the words for. 
She’ll stay in the Clubmobile quarters tonight, on the extra cot. She’d left a book in Crosby’s care last week and he’d returned it to Tatty Spaatz, a piece of stationery stuck in the middle with neat, if hurried, observations. His handwriting reminds her of Evie’s, the block print of a planner.
“Major Egan will be happy to hear you’re back,” Tatty says, and there’s almost a smile playing at the corner of her mouth, her lipstick the color of red wine.
Jo hardly keeps stone-faced, a little scrunch somewhere between a question and an acknowledgement, distaste and curiosity. “I haven’t seen him,” she says.
They yawn, the seconds between the conversation outside and when he’s walking, seeing her, redirecting his path. His eyes look like he’s been squinting in low light, the mask-marks raw across his cheeks and the bridge of his nose. He’d come out of his office. Post-mission administration, she thinks. Letters home. He writes them longhand, someone had told her. He’s never spoken about it. She’s never asked him.
And she’s not sure happy is the word she’d use, right now. But Tatty knows what she said. Happy is on the ground. A girl smiling at you. The smell of her hair, clean. 
The question comes on an exhale, the tie loosened around his neck. “You wanna go for a walk?”
It feels faintly ridiculous, the way she’s not used to being asked. And it’s faintly ridiculous too, the way propriety and a respectful difference between his boots and her lace-up shoes becomes a sneak-around, a glancing journey to the far edge of the airfield, the side of an outbuilding backed by trees. 
Maybe he wants something else, she thinks. Another jigger of whiskey, playing cards on the table, chips or dice or jacks. Someone else. Someone who lets him forget.
He kisses her before they’ve even stopped moving, as she rounds the corner in the half-tall grass. 
She hasn’t snuck around like this in — god — she can’t remember. Years. 
She can’t remember the last time she’s been kissed like this. A sunlit kitchen, softer. Before the leather interiors of fancy cars and class rings. She never thought it could be dressed like this, callused hands and muscle. The flutter of tiny wings falls still. A fly buzzes around their ankles; she can hear it between the sounds of his mouth, breath hot between them.
She can feel that little swatch of damp at the small of her back, the feeling of her hipbones beneath the wool of her trousers. He breaks away to kiss the side of her mouth, the short hairs of his mustache brushing her upper lip. 
John, she wants to say, but maybe she can help it, the desperate act of naming him. It all sticks in her throat, like a glob of too-soft caramel. Hardening. John, John, John. “Afternoon, Major.” 
He looks like he’s trying to decide something, kisses her again by her nose while he does. She’ll do the same if he’ll let her, the cuts of the oxygen mask and the freckles she can see in the light. “Afternoon, Captain.”
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taffyjellie · 8 months
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voltaical-art · 1 year
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Happy @d20exchange !!! A little Tracker and Kristen piece for @calico-and-lace :33 They are the sun and the moon...
anyways hope you like it!! 💕💕💕
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lacerotalong · 3 months
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Time for another lace style...
We will eventually get around to learning all of these, which one do you want to learn first?
Also we have many more styles planned, these are just the styles we have good tutorial resources for so far.
These styles all require some specialty tools/supplies, which I've listed below the cut in case that's a deciding factor for people. Pretty much everything can be DIY'd or repurposed from some other common objects, and this information will be shared as part of the lace-along :)
Bobbin lace:
Thread (e.g. sewing thread, embroidery floss) (edit by mod Rex: crochet cotton or perle cotton preferable for beginners)
Bobbins (24 for the sampler we will do)
Bobbin lace pillow
Pattern printed or drawn out
Pins with small heads (a whole lot of em)
(edit by Mod comfy: I dipped my toes in this already, you can use clothespins as bobbins (basically everything that holds some thread and can be moved around comfortably), and some sturdy cardboard as a pillow. Your "pillow" just needs to be sturdy enough to keep the pins in place for the time you work on the lace, so if you have a couch pillow that could work, go for it)
Drawn thread lace:
Plain-woven linen or cotton fabric, with large enough threads you can comfortably see individual threads at a comfortable working distance
Sewing thread in the same colour as your fabric
Fine blunt-tipped needle
Fine tipped scissors or seam ripper and a steady hand
Lacis/ filet lace
Sturdy thread/ twine/ crochet cotton
Netting shuttle/ netting needle
Netting gauge/ mesh stick (e.g. dowel, knitting needle, smooth popsicle stick or similar)
Blunt tapestry needle
Some method of tensioning the net for embroidery: mesh frame/ embroidery hoop/ stiff paper to tack net down to
Needle lace:
Paper pattern printed or drawn out
Backing fabric (e.g. sturdy medium weight calico) (will not be part of finished piece)
Sticky backed plastic/ clear packing tape
Lace thread (e.g. crochet cotton, perlee, stranded cotton, silk thread)
Regular sewing thread in a contrasting colour for tacking down pattern (will not be part of the finished piece)
Sharp needle to tack down pattern
Blunt needle to make lace
Tweezers
Fine tipped scissors
Thimble (optional)
Sprang:
Sprang frame (e.g. empty backless picture frame, DIY frame made of sticks, two dowels tied to sturdy objects an appropriate distance apart)
Sturdy cord or crochet cotton
Smooth dowels/rods, 4-6 of them?
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