#but were *cough* ‘just friends’ *cough*

[clambuoyance]

“But do I have a soul?”

“Of course you do.”

#girl help I was just looking for refs for a comic slash fic and went insane #dc #kon el #Conner kent #kontent #superboy #I COULD ADD SO MUCH #anyways smth smth i think experiencing life and making friends and loving them with everything you have is what life is all about personally #it’s about love #in my head or if I were to make a show his arc of losing that ego and immaturity would be directly tied to him wanting to be more protective #coughs can u tell I’m a Kai stan

[meowww-ffxiv]

In From The Cold traumatized Meowdred, but also... surprisingly not really.

Because Zenos dumped himself into a small, asmathic, bones-achey body (Meowdred had a moderate sensitivity to high aetherial saturation that he needed to actively resist with a low-resource spell, which Zenos didn't know about) and used it to trek through snowfields that came up this waist. While not being able to see SHIT due to Meowdred's nearsightedness.

And Meowdred, for a glorious 2 hours, got to LARP as a perfectly able-bodied and physically fit guy with 20/20 vision to play stealth simulator, which he was good at.

It was extremely spooky and panic-inducing for the first 15 minutes when Meowdred realized he was trapped AND Zenos was going after his friends. But then he put his head between his knees for a sec and was like,,, that guy will not be able to make it there faster than me.

And then he used his perfect vision borrowed eyes to navigate by the stars because he had astrologian training that he never used because he couldn't see the constellations without glasses and he refused to wear glasses akfhdkf

Crawling away from the wreckage was real dire, but knowing what we know now that Garlemald could be a voidsent hotspot, Meowdred probably made it back in time by summoning one of his more trustworthy allies and had them drag him back to camp.

The same one that later partnered with him for reaperhood.

#meowdred surana #he was like 'wow im not wheezing from asthma? just a panic attack? thats really something.' #zenos meanwhile experiencing the worst 2 hours of his life #having a coughing fit every 3 minutes if not constantly cannot walk thru the snow easily cannot see his BONES hurt #'my friend.. how remarkable you are.. to persist even with such frailty.' #spoilers its because accommodations were provided and absolute and meowdred naturally has access to the best #there still remains many things he can no longer do because hes just. its not possible anymore. #but hes made his peace with those things. hes done enough lol #this is also why theodore is constantly around as much as possible. hes generally the person to help mordred with anything #that he had difficulty doing himself. usually its just 'get things from tall shelf for me' but also 'can u get my medicine'

[everythingsbetterunderthestars]

Help for some reason my brain decided to have tons of fanfiction ideas except I literally DO NOT HAVE THE TIME to write them at this point in my life so for now I’m just playing them out in my head 24/7 waiting for the holidays to come so I can start up on at least ONE project because I quite frankly CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE

#plus it’ll probably take agessss to write because I’m a perfectionist and I haven’t written in so long #and seeing as I barely have any time outside of holidays……. I’ll just have to make the most of it #anyway yes sorry but it’s been eating at my brain for a few days.. or weeks…. okay yeah maybe a couple months shut up…… #the first I need to write is Coriolanus x Sejanus (requested by my friends who came to see tbosas with me at the cinema) #and then I have…… 3 marauders one more or less figured out #one of those being a Christmas wolfstar and jegulus story that I hope to write before Christmas next year lmaoooo #another one involves way too many ships that are still unsure lol (adding QPRs and poly to the mix) #and then one just popped into my head this morning in English class while we were watching a documentary about women in Victorian England #*cough* bearded marriage jily *cough cough*

[c1nn4-bunny]

Looking at my old Wheatley fan art (mostly from 2020—2022) and like.

Nothing will ever be as funny as top text "AAAAAA" bottom text "AAAAAA" to me. He's scared and needs to be picked up immediately.

#I actually really like my old art... up to a certain point anyway— #like if it were somehow possible to just have all of those up here able to view I would. #theyre kinda just sitting in my archiving discord server though #i made it for my friends to share stuff about fandoms they like and have fun #but uh #none of my friends are ever active in there so it just feels like me talking to myself in there... #... [cough] ANYWAY I'M NOT SAD ABOUT MY LACK OF PEOPLE TO SOCIALISE WITH AT ALL HAHAH #I wanna redraw some of these st some point :< #c1nn4bunny.txt

[bunnyb34r]

Facing my fear of movie theaters by going to the first showing of the day sgdggdgd

I think I'll be the only person there which would be awesome tbh

AND I dont have to break my streak of having seen every hunger games movie in theaters :D I'm excited man

#marquilla #first one i saw with my friend from middle school and her weird ass family sgdgdgdggd second and third was with my ms/hs best friend who #also loved the books (we would have 'arguments' over what character was the best cough cough finnick cough cough which drove my dad insane #listening to every single time we would pick her up to come over (40 min drive one way atgagagsg) #and the last one i saw with my first boyfriend who really didnt have any thoughts one way or the other ab the books but he DID think gale #was better than peeta which lead to an 'argument' in the parking lot while we were looking for his moms car sgdgdggdgd we both #agreed that finnick was better though sgdggdg #and by arguments i mean they were those goofy 'my fav is better than YOURS' debates you have with friends that are always in good fun #now this time im going alone bc i really wanna see it and mom didnt read the book yet/isnt really interested (more like eh ill get you the #dvd when it comes out and we can watch it) this is my first time going by myself though which is kinda exciting sgdgd #did you know you can order food ahead of time and have it delivered to your seat?? thats wild to me #id feel so awkward doing that especially since it's probably just gonna be me today shhdhdhdhd

[barbieaiden]

i literally refuse to believe i made sam and aiden 4 years ago. that's just not true

#they've been in my brain constantly for four fucking years lmao that's. kind of sad but also kind of great #my favorite thing about aiden and sam is that they were supposed to be like a side story within the universe #they weren't supposed to be connected to the other main characters that existed at the time #but then they became friends with the main characters and idk #they just happened to have a good dynamic and be good characters and eventually became the main main characters lmao #granted some of the main characters i had back then fucking sucked cough eli. he literally does not exist anymore that's how boring he was #rhys is good though i love rhys still even if he's not a main main character anymore

[riderkaitlyn5]

York, extremely drunk: Do you want to know your gay name?

North: My... my gay name?

York: Yeah, it's your first name—

North: Haha. Very funny York—

York, as he gets down on one knee: And my last name

North: Oh- oh my God

#South witnessed this whole interaction and almost burst a blood vessel from laughing so hard #York was so embarrassed when he sobered up #he begged Carolina for forgiveness #who also witnessed the interaction #and as a group of good friends does they never let York forget about it #Wash was asking to be York's best man #“hey you guys have a date picked out yet?” #“where are you guys going to have it?” #they were relentless #South told Niner about it and when she came to pick them up she attached a 'just got hitched' to the back of the pelican #it had York and North's pictures on it so they couldn't even pretend it was for someone else #*cough* York and Carolina *cough* #but honestly North wasn't embarrassed about this #just really amused #but not so much when the damn banner confused people and the rumor that York North and Carolina were in a relationship started up #nah i lied he was still amused #it eventually died down #but every once in a while Connie will use her skills to photoshop romantic pictures of North and York together as a joke #she'll put them up in random places for kicks #she'll even do some with Carolina every now and then #though because she values her life she keeps those away from the rest of the ship #York sure as hell learned his lesson #he though fake proposing would be funny at the time #but after seeing how his drunk humor can be used against him he's gonna stick to fake proposing to Carolina #much to her displeasure #agent york #agent north dakota #rvb #red vs blue #inccorect quotes

[leviiackrman]

Me: I wanna be productive so bad! I wanna finish my drawings!!

Illness: how about barf up a lung?

#personal* #jess talks #I’m working on such a cute set of drawings you guys… #like I wanna finish them SO BAD #but I’ve had illnesses back to back for 3 weeks now and I still feel rough #not to mention getting my period after 6 months of nothing having one #god I love PCOS🫠 #and I’ve been coughing sm I’ve revived my asthma #so that’s great #anyway winge over #I swear I will post something original soon #but recently it’s just been binging naruto #I even had to cancel going to my best friends birthday plans because she agreed I was too ill and it was for my own good #(which in hindsight is true but I still had a mental breakdown over it) #ANYWAY shut up Jess #I’ve had an awful week at work and need to do something fun #so it’s a mama and daughter day for me on Saturday + chrimbo shopping #and then im gonna FINALLY play the quarry!!! #y’all were so fucking kind im still in disbelief #but I had to wait til payday to get another external hard drive because mine is full🥲 #so that should arrive tomorrow and I can finally play it!!! #the idea of a potential non anime oc too is v exciting #okay im done ranting: peace ✌🏻

[dont-offend-the-bees]

We need better fucking care infrastructure. I should not be trusted with anyone's care ever 💛

#thing is caring for myself? I'm not GREAT at it but i can scrape by #i know my limits i know how much or little i need to survive i know that i can usually more or less bounce back after a tough time #i think if my life fell out from under me i could probably scrape it back even if i wound up doing a lot of couch surfing in the meantime #i genuinely don't know how I'll survive if i have to be fucking sole carer for someone #dad's on his way back now and he's been prescribed antibiotics and hopefully that's that #but at least a couple of times a year there's some shit like this #an awful cough or an infection or a fucking insane choice to like do some diy on the outside of the house standing on the windowsill #he fucking nearly chokes on his food once or twice a week #maybe he's just one of those cockroach type motherfuckers who'll never die no matter how the universe steps on him #but I'm fucking PISSED that he's taking that for granted and won't even sit and fucking talk to me about what happens when his luck runs out #I've been looking after mum alone for what four hours today and I'm already so tired and frustrated i wanna die #i am. a deeply impatient and unsociable creature. #i can be infinitely patient with friends! those are my fave people i chose to have them in my life I'd wait like a fucking mountain for them #mum and i were.... already sort of At Odds before all this started. #i'm the kid she never 100% really wanted and who never really 100% wanted to be here #and now we're stuck together and one day possibly sooner than any of us want it will be. just the two of us. #and i just. i don't know what that looks like. i really don't. #anyway. mental breakdown over hopefullly. #with a bit of luck dad and i actually fucking TALK before the next one #idk man. i never really knew what i wanted to do with my life but i thought I'd have time to figure it out #but maybe I'm just. the unqualified burnout with covid memory damage and a whole ass other human to care for #the exact thing i set out to avoid when i decided never to have kids #anyway. enough oversharing. #thank you anyone who's read my spiralling tag rambles in solidarity i love you #mr. bees speaks

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

i can't. fucking. god. i can't anymore

#a biscuit's rambles #i am sick #i thought i was mostly past it but i have basically no strength still #just a couple stairs will leave me aching #its so annoying #and my best friend feels shitty basically all the time and i can Feel it wearing on me #like i get she doesnt like this guy and like im not a huge fan either but sometimes you just #hes okay if you actually like. give him a shot #the others do like him for a reason #sitting at the side not joining the game will NOT make things better #sometimes you just have to suck it up #things arent gonna return to how they were but that doesnt HAVE to mean this is worse #also the cough will not leave me the fuck alone #and the last two days ive been feeling vaguely nauseous on and off for no reason #i just need to get through tomorrow i suppose #then i can go be sick again #:(

[elytrafemme]

also i might work on cough syrup this winter break which i've gotta be honest i can't really tell if the fact that one of my closest friends in college was a cough syrup fan makes me more or less likely to work on the goddamn fic. like i'm still truly trying to figure out what the hell i'm meant to do about that.

#nightmare.personal #what is arguably funnier is that there's a high likelihood fingers crossed #i'll be going with them to their hometown in a few months #in which i will meet their friends and. like yes THEY read cs #but their friends were the reason they read cs. because their friends were obsessed with the fic #so it's going to be kind of insane that we all have that lingering knowledge but are probably not going to address it #love cough syrup or hate cough syrup we can all kind of agree #that if you found someone who knew a fic you wrote. it being a fic like cough syrup is the most insane thing right #also i might just work on ace attorney fic i can't tell anymore

[se-run]

IT WAS TRULY THE END OF AN ERA my wife is finally home do you guys understand how insane this is

here is my baizhu having tea with my friend's yae they are gossiping about boys

#i got him c1 and won all the 50/50s EEK #i was shaking so much i forgot to count the pity #HE IS SO GORJUS #the way he coughs when you sprint ohhhh my god #also some of the voice lines are so sad im just collecting whump material #me and said friend were too busy discussing his sperm attacks #off to impregnate some treasure hoarders adieu #genshin impact #baizhu #genshin baizhu #こころtales

[barnbridges]

the most thing marion and Edmund TM have ever done is get that fucking rabbit i swear, he ate at least one super expensive book that's been laying on marion's floor for like no reason and it also is scared of anyone but mom and dad.

#once again you cant tell me this isnt canon it's just Not Relevant To Richard's Journey TM #rip amen to both of their friend groups most bizarre relationship theyd ever experience #pov: ur charles and cloke getting high like.... isnt that rabbit so fucking weird why is like that #they were like that #boyfriends come and boyfriends go but the pet rabbit you adopt with your first boyfriend on a whim stays #unironically i just.... in my heart they are both such old people #and absolutely come off as being a little in their own world and outside of the whole college thing #domestic #*coughs* #which would have all worked out had they also not been you know Fucking Weird

[falderaletcetera]

my old binder was a constant hug and I miss it. unfortunately it was also a handsewn monstrosity of scrap denim and elastic panels and that means I have to go through all that again (including all the measuring and guesswork because guess who didn't take notes on the very experimental process). and all because [redacted just trust me that traditional binders don't work for me]

#maybe I'll feel more positive about the underworks binding sports bra once I've had a chance to lower my expectations #but shoutout to the handsewn denim monstrosity for getting me flatter more comfortably I guess?? #if it were just a matter of it being slightly too small now OR the elastic wearing out I would just alter it. but alas. #I just looked it up and I first wore it out six years ago. it was a good day. it rained and I listened to folk music in a manorhouse. #yes I'm getting sentimental about a garment it's fine and normal #deep sigh I need to bite the bullet and resign myself to working on binder 2.0 #that or cough up enough to try trans tape but friends when I tell you I get rashes from ''sensitive'' plaster adhesive-- #this has been whinging with falderal when I should be asleep. thank you for attending. #falderal speaks #tomorrow. I will raid my scrap fabric box and see what the supplies are tomorrow.

[tj-crochets]

Updates! - I got a new job! Or a promotion? Different job title and hours, same company. It’s a full time job, which is very nice but means less crafting time. I can hand sew/crochet/embroider while sitting at my desk waiting for emails, but I can’t use my sewing machine and I get a lot more emails, so less crafting time - I am almost done hand sewing a chicken. For various reasons, I couldn’t machine sew this pattern anyway, and I needed something to do to keep me busy between emails, so chicken time!! I am not posting photos because all it’s missing is a head, and I’m not going to take a picture of a headless plush chicken. Somehow, my grandma would know lol (she hates when I leave plushies headless or faceless for any length of time) 

#the person behind the yarn #crafting updates #also my dad (who I live with) tested positive for covid #I tested negative and he's quarantining away from me #so now it's the 'wait for symptoms to start or to test positive' stress #to go with the worrying about my dad #he got his booster like a month ago and I've heard this round of covid is less bad than previous ones in general #please do not correct me if I am wrong. Nothing to do but wait right now #and I can have literal allergic reactions to stress #like. anaphylaxis. not like hives #so I am trying very hard to not stress! to varying levels of success #my dad is doing okay. he has a mild cough and body aches but his blood oxygen level is good and he doesn't have a fever #I have not had to take a benadryl yet so I am also doing okay #and I have no more covid-y symptoms than I usually do? #and I suspect if I were ill it would not be subtle. at all. adrenal issues and illness are not friends. #also I've just never been subtle a day in my life about anything

[maya-malfoy1012]

juwon and dongsik are so queer platonic to me, you know what i mean?

#like maybe its just me projecting but #the relationship they have is just... i could never just /pinpoint/ it #its very ambiguous even at its birth #like they were partners and they were competitive and they liked to rile each other up but they also were against each other #then they were partners and partners in crime #and then not partners but still partners in crime and they just #they became so soft to each other #completely unexpected of and by each other and. #im rambling a lot here and i think without a lot of relevance but they're very ambiguous #their relationship is very ambiguous #and i can never see them as either /just/ lifelong friend or /just/ a love interest now all thats said and done #but like. queer platonic suits them. suits their relationship #(cough cough also zhijis / soulmates cough couhg) #beyond evil #han juwon #lee dongsik #jwds