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#but she’s at least like trying to be supportive tho. and she told my dad and he said ‘what do I care’ !!!!!
jkloserdazai · 6 months
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I’m gonna need tom with a teen daughter he probably had her like really young so the mom left cause she did not want to deal with allat. I just wanna see how he would be as a dad and how the fans would interact with her and stuff 💁🏻‍♀️ thank u
2009-2023 T. KAULITZ☆
you better lock your phone(oh)
and look at me when you're alone.
won't take a lot to get you goin'(oh)
i'm sorry if it's torture though,
i know
i know.
song: . . . BILLIE BOSSA NOVA billie eilish
TW: single dad tom(till he marries heidi), heidi isn't really mentioned much(i think), fem leaning reader, the whole band is supportive, stupid rumors, mostly fluff because I'm listening to billie eilish rn(listen ik she's "basic" now but bro..billie bossa nova hits), reader is 14 because that is as far as my math goes.
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TOM KAULITZ who'd look at you with such loving eyes when he got to hold you. your smell being new as you'd barely be opening your eyes your breathes small and calming as you had just stopped crying. his arm would be supporting your neck and he almost felt himself start crying. he couldn't believe he was going to be a dad, but not the dad he expected.
TOM KAULITZ who couldn't believe that your own mother wouldn't want you, how could she say that—there wasn't a thing wrong with you and she was just trying to leave now? it was rediculous when she really told him she'd file an abortion or she would walk right out that door. you were his, he wasn't just going to give you away like that.
TOM KAULITZ that would maintain you and his band toether, showing you off to bill first watching his face light up and his hands clap together excited to see you. tom would watch as bill used his finger to poke your cheek lightly, your face scrunched together making him squeal and bounce on his heels.
TOM KAULITZ who would be there when you first sneezed. maybe to others it wouldn't be much but he was really there, on the edge of falling asleep on your crib making sure you wouldn't have any trouble before hearing the light 'achoo!' through your nose before going back to the light snores. he would have to leave the room so he wouldn't wake you, that's how happy he was.
TOM KAULITZ who would let you in on the bit of fame that grew as you got older, the little 'bit' that would grow more and more. mostly loving and supportive things, but some weren't very kind and very over the edge. he'd get you your favorite things the first time you'd hear about those things said to you he hated if you'd have to feel this way.
TOM KAULITZ who absolutely loved the little habit you had when you'd play with his hair, remembering when you were maybe a year or two old and your fingers would grasp around the end of his cornrows tugging on them a bit. you put one in your mouth, but that part was grown out of. the funny styles you'd make him keep for at least the whole day was hilarious, especially if it was pigtails or something.(damn, ya'll seen how lucious his hair is tho)
TOM KAULITZ who didn't need that woman's help. well he'd need help but he didn't need her, you and him were just fine.
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lildoodlenoodle · 8 months
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Gwen Rant Below
‘Did Gwen hook up with Hobie’ that ‘ was she leading miles on’ this. THE GIRL WAS HOMELESS. OMG what. She literally says to Miles ‘oh yea Hobie let’s me crash in his dimension sometimes’ BECAUSE SHES HOMELESS. And when she got defensive during the collider fight scene about her toothbrush and stuff being at Hobie’s, it wasn’t because she was trying to hide a relationship, she’s hiding the fact that she’s no longer living with her dad from Miles.
Miles still DOES NOT KNOW her situation. Because she chose not to tell him. It’s also why she told him not to tell his parents he’s Spider-Man. Because like Miles’ dad, her dad is a cop and when her dad found out he held up a gun at her. Like it’s fine if you ship something, I don’t care, but understand she was most likely staying at Hobie’s because Hobie knows what it is like to not have a home. Of course he’s going to take her in. That means in no way she is SLEEPING WITH HIM.
A lot of people are getting so hung up on the love triangle/love rivalry thing, that wasn’t really anything concrete in the movie, that they are missing key parts of their relationships. Because largely, like the Miles catching Gwen poster, the love triangle was played up for advertisements. The only one that really keeps it going in movie is Pav(who watches too many Bollywood romances(I love him tho)) and Miles’ very short little stint of jealousy that quickly died.
If anyone has been homeless as a teen or had a friend who was homeless as a teen you know your friends come together to support that person, or at least they should(every situations different). Even if it’s just making sure the person has food or a couch to sleep on for a couple of days, rotating between friends and working together to do adult things as teenagers. Maybe this just hits too close to home for me, cause I really do see myself and especially some of my friends in Gwen and her story.
There are a lot of reasons to be homeless as a teen. I mean most queer kids at one point or another have had to at least think about the possibility of getting kicked out if your parents found out. And something makes me really upset at the fact that we have this homeless queer coded teenager, staying with a friend, leaving their stuff at the friends’ place, and borrowing their clothes. Then a bunch of people immediately assume they’re sleeping together. Please understand why I am getting so upset about this.
Hobie has canonically been homeless as a teenager. He would understand how vulnerable Gwen is right now, of course he would take her in and of course he wouldn’t sleep with her and take advantage of her while she was actively relying on him for a place to live. He quite literally stuck around in the spider society FOR HER, cause he knows she’s being taken advantage of by Jessica and Miguel. Like ship what you ship I don’t care, but please have some awareness when talking about Gwen’s story.
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queer-advice-hotline · 2 months
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Hello! Soooo long story incoming...
CW For homophobia and religion
So, for context, I am a 20 y.o autistic lesbian living in a small conservative and religious town, and I live with my parents and my teenage sister. My mom is very religious and homophobic. The type of homophobe to say that they would never hurt a gay person, but still thinks being gay is unnatural. She already knows I'm gay, but refuses to accept it. My dad just doesn't give a fuck about either helping me or being against me, so he is just very neutral.
Recently I was planning on leaving my home town to study on college, maybe in another state or at least in the capital city in my state. Partly because I want more oportunities but also because I want to leave my home, have my own space, and a little bit of privacy, without my mom's watchful eye judging me all the time. I didn't tell my parents about that last part tho, I just told them I wanted to go to college to certain places and they were trying to support me.
But my mom started to catch up to my plan and asked me if I just wanted to leave the town, and I was honest and I said yes. She asked me if it was because of my sexuality and I also said yes. She started to try to convince me that bad people from the internet made me go to the "wrong path" and that I just had to meet the right man. I was already so tired because we had these types of conversations for a 100 times already. I barely even argued with her because I didn't know what to say anymore.
The she started to cry, saying that she was suffering too much, how she probably did something wrong and this was all a punishment from God. When she started to realized I did not want to change and give a chance to men, no matter how much she tried to convince me, she started crying really hard and left. It was almost as if I died. Apparently not marrying a man and not wanting to have kids is that devastating to my mom to the point where I am basically dead for her. I feel guilty and horrible. I feel like I'm a mistake.
I just locked myself in the bathroom and cried. I had no idea what to do. I only have my girlfriend who lives in another state (who is trying to help me as much as she can, dispite not being able to do much outside of giving emotional support), only a single friend from high school and a few mutuals.
My mom will definitely not let me go to college somewhere else after this, or at least she won't help me financially. I am basically alone and also broke. I don't know how much longer I will be able to live in this house without becoming completely insane, so I still wanted to leave, but I am not sure if it's a good idea.
I am not sure what options I have... I would like to get help from more experienced queer people on that matter.
(Also, for more context, I don't live in the US, so I need general advice that doesn't apply only to people from the US)
If you’re comfortable lying, you can always try and go back on what you said, just so she will financially help you to move out.
I’m not sure what the options are in your country, but you could look into scholarships and other forms of financial aid from the university you want to go to. They may offer assistance with housing and payment so you can still go. You can also look into other universities that may offer that sort of thing.
You can see if any friends of yours are willing or able to help in any way. If you can stay with them temporarily while you find work to support yourself, that could at least get you out of the house.
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tothearrk · 1 year
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Live tlou reaction season finale
Spoilers, obviously
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- holy shit honestly I know Ellie doesn't know or remember what happened with her mom but shit man
- Joel just trying to get her to smile and a bit happier after everything just to be nice
- HIM WANTING TO TEACH HER GUITAR I'LL SOB
- Joel joking with her... he can tell something obviously is wrong, I'm sure she hasn't told him what happened yet fully but man
- him just making himself joke around and be nicer just to try to help her in some way is such a sweet dad thing I love it so much. He knows she isn't fully there right now with what happened but he's trying his best... I love it so much it's so good with how this shit actually goes UGH
- her getting so distracted too oh my god I love her getting excited tho and him getting so worried
- A GIRAFFE
- HER FEEDING IT AWE
- THE WAY HE IS SMILING AT HOW SHES ACTING SO HAPPY AND EXCITED NOW
- he is THE father uGh
- him being so supportive of just not doing this and being close to her, he just wants her safe :( I love her 100% wanting to be with him and shit THAT IS HIS DAUGHTER!!!!!!
- JOEL TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF? OH MY GOD
- he really just is such a dad I'll kill myself
- I love this moment FUCK
- I'm lowkey really hoping this episode is when Joel goes crazy and kills all the fireflies
- NAHHHH FUCK YOU LEAVE THEM BEEEEE NOOOO
- OH I THINK IT IS THAT EPISODE
- nahhhhhh fuck this bitch
- they seriously don't understand what science is this is so lame y'all are fucking kidding talking about killing a little girl
- "fate if the world" type shit. Nah I don't careeeee sorry humanity is fucked at that point. Just chill with the time you have. Fuck off bro
- oh wow so spooky "he tries anything shoot him" he can kill you with his bare hands
- i can't tell if I kin Joel or Eli more
- SHOT HIM IN THE DICK LMAO
- REAL ASF
- THAT WINDOW SHOT OH MY GOD
- HE LITERALLY IS SO COOL OH MY GOD
- he seriously doesn't care about anything besides getting her I love it. Good for him seriously
- he really said "no one is taking my daughter from me again"
- I love the soundtrack in this fucking show oh my god
- I need to play this game
- he's so real
- HIM LYING ABOUT THIS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
- where people hurt? God. Kill me
- OH MY GOD. This shit hurts so bad
- i really do kin Joel fuck dude
- he's so real for that "you'd just come after her" HES SO REAL ABHHHH
- I feel like him comparing her to Sarah sucks but also i understand why he is talking about her
- they really would be friends <3
- her opening up to him... I'm gonna vomit. Her telling him. Ugh...... her feeling so guilty god. I get it. Man. These characters are so well written, and Joel fucking... ugh...
- him swearing fuck man
- he's so right for it though fuck
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That episode was so good oh my god. Well done. Love love love. I can't wait for s2. Hopefully I can at least get the first game b4 the next season
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My thoughts on the S3 Breeders trailer
Ok, so yesterday the trailer for the 3rd (and presumably last) season of Breeders was finally released. So, let’s analyse the shit out of it, shall we? (And with ‘analyse’ I mean my own little thoughts and ideas which may be totally wrong or spot on or somewhere in between.)  ( @colourfulwatson​ : told you I was making a longer post about the trailer, it might have gotten a bit out of hand xD )
First of all, I am so glad that we seem to continue right were we left off. No magical time jump which resolves all problems from season 2.
Paul is still a raging beast. Actually, no surprise here. Like I said, no time jump and he just can’t change from one day to the next. I am not even sure if he can change at all. And this makes me sad. Because I think - between him and Ally- he is the better parent. Makes better decisions, is strict when needed and supportive. But his rage...
Luke still can’t live with Paul because of the rage. It looks like Paul may have moved back in for a while, but his rage just gets out of hand again and Luke basically tells him to leave. So Paul still/ again lives somewhere else. With his parents? Or even with Leah? Or even his own flat? The kitchen and couch in the trailer don’t look familiar.
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Ava blames Ally that Paul doesn’t live at home and is acting out a bit (theft, really?) Poor Ava! This could become a big issue between Paul and Ally as well.
Paul is weirdly flirty with Gabby (?) He won’t cheat on Ally, tho. Of that I am 100% certain. We saw how hurt he was when Ally kissed Taekwondo-Dad in season 2. He wouldn’t do that to her.
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Paul is getting checked out in a hospital Is it a proper health scare? Or maybe he tries to find a medical reason for his rage (if such thing exists... )
Ava thinks Paul and Ally might get a divorce Is that because of Gabby? Because of Paul’s prolonged absence from home? Did she overhear anything??
Ally and Darren?? I don’t really think the 2 little scenes between them hint at anything. I am just glad that we see Darren again. I like him.
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Paul tries to bond with Luke  over beer?! Really Paul? Music and clothes (such a Martin- thing) worked fine in season 2 until the big fuck-up. Try that again.
“Everything bad in this family goes back to your rage!” That statement by Ally actually convinces me that we won’t get a Happy End at the end of the season. At least not one where Paul and Ally and Luke and Ava live happily back under one roof again. It’s quite obvious that Paul has to change and I am not sure that he can.
The angst is real in this trailer.  It makes me anxious. This looks more like a proper drama series. xD 11 more days, can’t wait.
I’d really love to hear (read?) what other people think about the trailer. Reply, reblog, send me an ask (even anonymus), anything! :)
(And I think I need a Breeders masterpost, similar to my Responder one xD )
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I just finished season 4 and im. Im ruined. Ive already watched the show like 6 times btw but FUCK. GOD DAMN
Blaine being truly honest for the first time in as long as we've known him by telling angus he made the sign from god, only to get a reality check when his dad isnt as selfish and cowardly as he is, except thats such a mindfuck because his dad is a horrible awful child abusive son of a bitch, and it must have been so confusing to watch the church devour fraud bater under angus's orders. How eagerly angus watches blaines reaction, how he so hopes that makes up for everything, its sickening. Especially at the end of their arc where if i got it correctly, enzo sold them out? Told FMG they'd be coming and led them to a trap? And we saw angus and his flock get shot down. I cant help but feel bad for blaine
Peyton refusing to let FMG get away with moving up the time of the execution, marching into that studio and taking iver the broadcast, being the REASON people SHOWED UP at the warehouse and being right there with johnny fucking frost of all people, and ravi right by her side.
Major leaping over the crowd of soldiers to tackle chase, raging out completely and rightfully after all the shit he had to do for what he believed to be the right cause, only for the leader of that cause to spit in his face by trying to execute the love of his life. Because despite everything they still love eachother still and major is so goddamn pissed hes not gonna let another person murder his kids and get away ith it (even tho we saw so little of captain seattle i do not rememebr his actual name. Or jordans half the time)
Liv's stone cold expression at pulling the level and crushing chase's skull, and being so right about it too. Still tho, it wasnt enough to bring levon back, just like every time she tries to do the thing she thinks is right, someone she loves dies for it. When she tries to shoot blaine on sniper brain but cant, lowell tries to and gets killed. When she saves the chaos killer victims and clive from dying to a zombie, that zombie just had to be drake. When she tries to help human-zombie relations (misguidedly) and save lives by being renegade, she gets a front row seat to levons head being crushed. Her pain is so real idec chase is done with. It wasnt a good ending for her and i can feel that so clearly, even with that hopeful ending scene
My friend and I talked abour how selfish Liv can be when we started watching together (her first time), but how selfish can someone be when they give up the cure for their ailment twice for other peoples happiness?
And Chase. God. That entire decline during the latter half of the season was brutal. When thwy announced renegades execution and the video came out, he was done it was over, there was truly no coming back from this. He was so out of it at the point of the supporters breaking in that his voice cracks when he shouts at major to stop and when he says dont shoot and hes scrambling wildly for some form of control, in this case a gun that he places his head right on the gillutine. I think its a mercy that he died so painlessly.
At least Dale and Clive got a happy ending to the season though, getting married and getting the cure. Clive calling liv partner when they were saying goodbye in chase's office, it was just so bittersweet
Hope its okay that this is so long i just wanted to dump my thoughts onto someone ^^ this show is phenomenal i cant recover from this tonight.
DAMN. THATS A LOT OF WORDS. DAMN.
I uh idk how to respond to most of this cus there's so much but I'll try my best (also why this took so long to reply sorry)
Blaine is a mixed feelings character, he's a fan favourite and he's always enjoyable to watch. Angus on the other hand idk a single soul who likes that bitch. Say what you will about Blaine, but Angus was EVIL. Shout out to Enzo for killing him off fr. We are grateful. All my homies hate Angus.
Also Enzo didn't exactly sell them out, he more completely set them up - he went directly to Blaine and Angus to make sure they went the exact route, made sure he was there for all the final plans, he collaborated directly with the US military to get rid of Angus and his pals. Like it wasn't a split second betrayal it was a planned execution, he knew full well Angus would take the bait and was probably hoping Blaine would too. I'm not sure if it was even an official FG operation because as far as we know, Chase didn't hear anything back from Enzo about the church. He didn't tell the press his name, he was the only FG personnel there - I'm sus that he just took it upon himself to deal with them. King behaviour.
And yeah Peyton was girlboss at the end of season 4 but it's like. When her bestie in danger she got all this proactive shit but when she's acting mayor the energies like half that. Makes me mad.
As for major. Little sympathy. Oh did your child soldiers get killed? Maybe child soldiers are a bad idea? Maybe you wouldn't be upset if you didn't have children as soldiers in the first place? Maybe giving untrained children weapons is guaranteed to go badly and end with them injured or killed? Do you think? Like. Honestly. And the way he was with Levon. Major was weird in season 4 idk. And I disagree with them killing Chase. There's so many worse people in the show that she can't bring herself to kill but Chase she executes without hesitation. He wasn't even that bad. I don't think its very fair for him either. Like he was trying his best to keep Seattle under control, and renegade was actively making everything worse. And if you think he was doing a bad job what came after in season 5? With Major: terrorism and hatecrimes peaked and he did nothing, he made Seattle completely reliant on Blaine who (bless him) is not trustworthy and not a good person and is obviously going to be a controversy. With Enzo: the second he took over, Majors mistakes blow up and Seattle dealing with civil war. Not to mention Enzo isn't great at de-escalation, at any point - not even just when he's in charge, since his introduction he walks in and makes situations worse on purpose (can't help being a girlboss)
As for your question about Liv being selfish - it's shortsightedness. She'll do selfless things that make her feel good but she won't consider the consequences. Stuff like giving up the cure is fine, not really any consequences, she gets to help her friends. The renegade stuff, she gets to scratch sick people and feel good about it - but the whole of Seattle gets closer and closer to dying horribly every time she does. It's like only caring about what's directly in front of her. Irritates me a little tbh. Especially when she's one of the only zombies not experiencing the food shortage so it's just this whole privilege thing while thousands of people are at risk.
Clive and Bozzio are so precious I love them so much they deserve everything. That's all.
Anyway, hope you and your friend enjoy season 5✌️
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Hello! I wanted to get another opinion on something ST related (obviously). What did you think about the duffel bags deleting the scene with Jonathan taking unsolicited pics of Nancy?
I personally am not for it since it feels like erasure. Plus they never addressed it (at least from my memory, i only watched the seasons when they came out) and it's one of the reasons I'm so iffy on Jonathan as a character.
I actually think I'd like Jonathan a lot if he didn't do that to Nancy. He seems like a good brother and son but after absolutely no follow-up on that incident, I just can't look past it. I also wonder how all the Jonathan fans and Jancy fans can since it's such a bad thing. No hate tho, just curious.
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Honestly it feels similar to when people like Billy, he's racist and an overall dick????? Maybe it's just a case of misogyny and dudes getting away with more bad stuff but Nancy stands up for herself once and she gets hated on more than Jonathan or Billy so, idk. But that's another ask for another day.
I'm still not sure of the editing thing. I watched the scene and you don't see him take a photo but the camera moves down from Nancy to Barb which shows he was looking at her and later, he still has the photo of her topless. The writers say it wasn't edited, so maybe after we found out they might be editing other stuff people mandela affect-ed themselves into thinking he took the photo in the scene. If it was edited, I don't know why because why would they have scenes about it. But either way, I wouldn't call it erasure because he definitely takes the photo. If they did edit it, which I don't think so, I agree that's a weird thing to do but because of all of the follow up later with the photo and the apologies, I don't mind too much.
I think you might be misremembering things because there was follow-up on the incident. He apologized to Nancy and clearly felt a ton of remorse, but Nancy forgave him for it. It wasn't talked about as much because I think it was overshadowed by other events and also because Nancy and the audience knew it wasn't creepily motivated. That scene where she asked what she was saying where she called him a pretentious creep whilst being a genuine criticism of him was more about how Nancy knows Johnathan is right about her being disingenuous and that in the photos he was capturing her not pretending for a bit. Y'know, when she wasn't 'bullshit'.
I'm not going to lie, I do still like Johnathan and I think Jancy is cute even though I am a Ronance shipper (and it's at the very least superior to st*ncy). If this was real life, absolutely I'd not forgive him. But I think the photos were more metaphorical. Johnathan is isolated from others his own age and he has no friends, so when he's taking photos of Nancy and the others, it's a metaphor for how he's an outsider looking in and he's using these photos as a way to try to understand people. Was it boundary crossing and gross? Absolutely. But I think because I see his personal view and because we know he's not being a perv that I'm able to move past it.
He's a really good son and brother as you said and whilst his actions were reprehensible, I'm able to move past it. He's so supportive of Will and I know that if Byler happens, he's going to be so nice about it or if it's unrequited, he's going to help Will through it so well. He's the best ally (sorry Steve) in the show since S1 where he told Will he doesn't have to like things because society and his homophobic dad tells him to. It's the same thing with Steve, he was pretty awful in S1, being a homophobic bully who slut shamed Nancy very publicly (which is still not ok even if his friend did it or he thought she cheated). But he showed remorse for his actions and made up for them and went on to become a really great character, which is similar to Johnathan.
On your point about male characters getting away with more, you are completely correct. The amount of hate characters like Robin and Nancy get is astounding to me. Yes Nancy was a bit classist in her argument with Johnathan, but he was a bit sexist as well and the whole point is that they're both privileged in some ways but also not in others and they needed to work through that to understand each other better. And I think having a blind spot and working through it is way more forgiveable than taking unsolicited photographs or spray painting that someone's a slut and yet Johnathan and in particular Steve are more beloved than Nancy.
Don't know if I'd compare Johnathan (or Steve) to Billy though because whilst their actions were rooted in sexism and homophobia, we saw them grow out of that but Billy just got mind flayed, died and had a sad backstory and people took that as a redemption arc. Which no, we saw no evidence he was no longer a racist abuser. But if Billy wasn't a woman or conventionally attractive, you'd be cancelled into oblivion for liking him and rightfully so.
You can feel free to argue with me but this is my kind of Johnathan defense. I didn't mention how I hc him as autistic which would explain his issues with boundaries and seeing people interact but not understanding why they are hiding (although it still doesn't explain them) which also plays into why I feel more inclined to forgive him, but that's not canon so I won't use that as a defense. Thanks for the ask! (:
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limetimo · 1 year
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I watched The Other Woman the other day and now my brain is making me sad with a modern AU James cheating on Regulus and Regulus finds out and blames himself a lot because James is James and adhkj. And Regulus realises his whole life is devoured by James, his friends are James' friends and he works at James' dad's company and he's raising Harry and Neville even tho he's always been afraid to have children and the only person he can talk to about all this is his husband's lover. he's afraid to tell Sirius because sirius picked james over him once already and regulus wouldn't be anle to bear it happening again
Lily is a cut-throat lawyer and when she finds out her boyfriend of two months is married she drops him like a hot potato because she's not a homewrecker. Regulus is already pretty wrecked tho and Lily recognises that he's in a difficult situation and offers the listening ear and a comforting shoulder
"Was he your first?" Lily asked. He shook his head. "I used to date my friend Barty at high school." Lily hid a vince in her wine. She couldn't imagine marrying a second boyfriend any more than she could imagine marrying the first. And high school was - so long ago! "It wasn't very good. He was… hurting me." The faint smile on his lips was the most heartbreaking thing. "But at least from him I saw it coming."
anyways regulus recconects with barty (who's still in jail because of the involvement with murdering of neville's parents, it's a whole thing) and evan (who's dying of cancer for some reason wtf brain? But he's also totally up to taking regulus live in if he decides to leave james and that's sweet of them)
neville notices papa is very sad all the time now and makes him a picture at school to cheer him up and that's what convinces Regulus he HAS to address the issue with James. He can't let it affect the children
As like in the movie Lily invites James to her office and she's there as an emotional support friend for Regulus as he lays out the options they came up with: marriage counseling, divorce, some variation of polyamory. Regulus is pretty much too sad and tired to care about himself he just wants what's best for the boys.
Idk why james cheated in the first place but unlike the dick in the movie he doesn't try to lie about it. He knows he fucked up and he's willing to do everything he can to fix that. They do the marriage counseling and on the counselor's reccomendation they both take separate therapy too. They consult a child physiatrist on how to best handle the situation regarding the boys, and have some very difficult conversations with them.
they find out harry is the baby Lily got from a drunk one night stand and gave up for adoption because she didn't want to be a mother and couldn't find the father
sirius finds out/is told and is super upset on Regulus' behalf probably punches james too and there's a lot of crying on everyone's part
regulus takes more time for himself to feel like his own person again. The first friend he'd made in years was his husband secret lover how pathetic is that? So he starts going out more like he joins craft classes n stuff to meet new people, his mental health gets loads better (he's been a right mess because all the old insecurities and trauma from his childhood reared their ugly heads)
idk if it ends with all three of them going separate romantic wasy or if it ends up with jegulus jily regulily or jegulily, and I think it should stay open ended
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kingkangyohan · 2 years
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Hi, it was me who asked how you feel about the ending of Yumi's cells 2. For me, the ending was good. I get that Jinyoung/Babi fans are disappointed and mad. I'm also a Jinyoung fan. But for me, the ending was good. I was already aware that they are not going to be the endgame. Maybe that was a reason why I didn't expect them to be together. And Yumi said, that Babi wasn't the reason for their final breakup. It was because she knew that she doesn't have feelings. So the breakup was the best thing in my opinion. Let's say, what if Yumi pretended to be having feelings or being happy saying that it's for the sake of their relationship? I don't think that's good at all. It will hurt both of them. In my opinion, if you think you can't continue your relationship, you have to let go of it. Babi let go of Yumi. Which is good in my opinion. I know it must have been heartbreaking for him. But at least, it's better than being in a relationship without love and communication. I love how Yumi's cell village admired Babi for being Yumi's supporter especially for her writing dream. It's something we can't deny. Babi was nothing but a supportive, caring lover.
I just heard that Babi marries Daeun in the webtoon. But I think it's good that he didn't get together with Daeun here. Because people already called him a cheater. So this ending is perfect for him.
The only thing I'm kind of disappointed about this series is, we didn't get to know Babi's cells that much. But anyway, I do like the ending a lot. And Sunrook appeared (tho his image was blurry 😂) I'm excited for the next season.
I'm going to be honest here. I watched Yumi's cells s1 & s2 only for Jinyoung at first. But then I started to fall in love with the whole story. It was really really good. I love Yumi a lot as well. I can't say I like Woong. Not because he was Yumi's ex or he always looked down on Babi. I read the webtoon and I didn't like Woong at all. His personality somehow made me uncomfortable. But anyways, He meets a good girl in webtoon. So I wish him all the best.
Me, who started for Jinyoung fell in love with Yumi and her cell village and now gonna watch s3 if they're going to release it. I can't wait to see Yumi's growth more 😭
Hello Anon,
sorry for not replying straight away - but please know your opinions are VERY welcome here.
I agree with you in many aspects.
The show did Babi wrong not showing his cells. Which is a pity, especially because 1. we did see a lot of Wung's cells even in this season, 2. I really enjoyed any time spent in Babi's village. I was promised maracas, and didn't get many much of those! But I am so glad he doesn't end up with Da Eun that I can forgive things.
Also, we still don't know when he fell in love with Yumi! I mean, we can understand the clues, but nothing clear about it.
The show did dirty on one main thing thou. I am absolutely fine with Yumi breaking the engagement (despite being utterly SCIENCE FICTION not loving Babi, but okay), but she knew she didn't love him for a long time. Babi felt something was off and the all hospital drama happened, but Yumi didn't take her responsibilities then and there. Babi proposed because she told him she thought HE was the one not sure, and for Babi marriage was the one option to make it clear for Yumi that he loves her and doesn't have any regrets. But why, Yumi is not perfect. And the show didn't try to blame Babi either so, I am kinda fine. Where I am less fine is that they showed us their happiness and Yumi meeting with Babi's dad - just to throw off us all away again. I really like Yumi's Cell 1 because nothing really happened plot wise. The second part of the second season was this constant swing between good old Yumi's Cells and DRAMA. And it was possibly too much for me.
Do I want a third season? No. I liked the finale as it is. Also, for what I know, they have used all the good bits from the Sunrook's story line and give them to Wung and Babi. Would I watch a third season if they make one anyway? of course, but Wu Gi must return!
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dragoninahumancostume · 3 months
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Okay I had this weird ass dream and I don't wanna forget
I was with my mom and she was driving my grandma's (my dad's mother) car bc my dad stayed mom (my mom can't drive tho) and we went to my grandma's house, and Idk what was going but we were like entering the place and we have these gates (except those gates are on my house, my grandma's house doesn't have them) and so we were going in and there was this red car trying to get in too but the guy had a red mask covering his face and he was talking on the phone so he bumped our car like three times and obviusly my mom was pissed, we get past the gates but the red car is right behind us and he parks it like right in front of the gates (that is not a place where you should park your car) and he enters the cabin of the guys that open and close the gate (meaning that he was one of those guys and he worked there) and he still had the mask.
So we are now on my grandma's house, but it's only my mom my grandma and me, me on the chair I always sit on when I visit, my mom to my right and my grandma to my left (my mom sits on the chair to my left when she visits) and I think they were talking about wool or smth and my grandma was like "and she said that it was open, and I told her they don't open on Sundays, and she went and it was open" I wasn't paying much attention bc I was pissed at the red car guy. Also Maniac by stray kids is playing on the TV so I'm tiny dancing to it while my mom laughs that I actually learned the choreography (a nice laugh, not a mocking one)
Then they was somewhere else. I was on my grandma's living room, dancing probably, and it's nighttime, I look outside the glass door that leads to the garden and I see a face over the wall of the garden, and I try to take a better look at it and it was one of my language teachers, but I was like naked or at least on underwear (for some reason) so I dropped to the floor hugged my legs and hoped she'd go away and stop looking at me bc the wall is really high and that meant she was looking on purpose (that teacher is always nice and chill irl tho)
Then my grandma comes in sees me on the floor and Idk what happened with that.
THEN I'm not me anymore, I see stray kids talking with Billie Eilish while she's on a bed I think, but she was on pajamas or smth (a light purple loose short sleeves shirt that reached to right below her knees, she wasn't wearing pants). They seemed to be friends. Then I'm on the MANIAC Mv??? And stray kids was singing obviusly, but I see the Mv and I remember the song and I see them dancing. Then I see Billie and she's like on a poorly lit room made of dark wood (yesterday I was looking up some wood types, so I'm guessing it was ebony wood) but also it somehow looked like rusty metal.
Now we're on another room, Billie (at this point I can't tell the difference of if I am Billie or if I'm just an spectator of the events) is running on stairs running away from someone that was black and gray and had a hat, kind of like if Sun was Dr Facilier. And she's running upstairs bc apparently the guy is terrifying for her (I probably was her since I was terrified too), and then she reaches a sort of attic but it has unstable floor and some parts aren't floor they're just a hanging bridge with no handrail and it's probably hanging in the air. And there are a bunch of kids that have been with her for like one or two floors and now they're all on the attic. The guy is like floating around us, and he has a toy on his hand. Maniac was still playing on the background, and I think I heard some kids singing, the music sometimes fades out for a moment but comes back immediately. The guy shows us the toy to go grab it, I'm right in front of the bridge, I take a step forward, then five back after realizing it doesn't stand my weight and that I have no support at all if I fall (there was no visible floor below the bridge or the attic in general, just darkness). I stop the kids from trying to walk on the bridge as the guy waves the toy
I have no idea what happened after that, I either forgot or woke up right after that
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bluecardigan-13 · 4 months
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There is no benchmark anywhere in life that says you have to have this or this figured out. Life is hard, being an adult is hard. I’m 45 and I have a panic attack standing in line at the grocery store when I have to pay for my groceries! I freak out when I’m like yes I’m hurrying to put my check card away back off! LOL my oldest son is 20 and he says he feels bad that he doesn’t have his drivers license by now. I said who said you gotta have anything by now? Live your life, be you, love yourself and don’t pretend to be someone you aren’t. It will work itself out. At least it did for me. Life is too short to make yourself into something that makes you unhappy!
Yes I have actual #panic attacks when I am even in self check out at the store. Irrational as it may seem. I hyperventilate while I take my wallet out of my purse to pay for my groceries, and then when I put it back sweat trickles down my back while I am feeling stared at by probably no one! It’s ludicrous and silly!
Did you know that I have 2 #cats (Ash and Yoda) as my #emotional support animals? They each have their designated roles for me and help me cope. Ash who is grey and white, and meows like (not to be mean) but she meows like a crying baby - she helps keeps my brain in check. Like #grounded if that makes sense.
And Yoda she is my #alpha cat. When I buy them new toys or beds which tends to be more frequent than I’d like to admit will claim everything including the box it came in. But she knows when I am having a #panic attack. She lets her presence know by meowing before doing anything. Be it jumping on the couch, trying to help me balance my check book by ripping the receipts up - even tho I tell her not to. She lets out a short #meow. As to say I’m here pay attention human I am here to take care of you because I know you need me. Which 9 times out of 10 I do. I wish I could bring both of them with me when I go out but that’s frowned upon here. Plus they don’t like the kennels I’ve bought them, and I’m 1 person. I can’t carry both of them.
Yoda will climb on the couch or into bed with me and sit ON me until my #panic attacks pass. I’m not sure how she knows she just does.
I also have #cptsd. This is due to prolonged exposure emotional and mental abuse as a child. And even as an adult. I know no one is perfect. But I grew up in a traditional samurai Japanese household. What my parents said went. No questions asked. The word #NO was not apart of the English language or part of any conversation I had with them. I wasn’t a troubled child but was seen as one. My score in my family compared to my younger sister was a big fat goose egg.
She was the #golden child. I was not. Why you may ask? She did what she was told. She as I’ve heard #taylor swift say, she was the girl that smiled and waved. Did as she was told, never making waves. I #made waves. Not big ones. But like my sister was in AP everything, not me. I was a failure. She got straight A’s, I got A’s and B’s and gasp the occasional C. I remember once I got a D. I was tormented for it for months.
Did I not know that these grades (at the age of 7) would follow me for the rest of my life? #and that I bring shame to my family for such humiliation?! I never felt that this was my sister’s fault. This was just my parents. So my sister and I were still close. We’re 3 yrs apart.
As we got older, I remember her telling me that she had developed depression and anxiety too. But dealt with it by sticking her head in the sand because she saw what I went through with my parents. (My therapist wanted them to come to my sessions - my dad said no. That it was my problem that I needed to fix on my own. Why did he need to be there?) so she pretended like it was all fine. When it wasn’t. I told her she could talk to me if she wanted to. She never did. I’m guessing it’s just easier to pretend #everything is ok. Even when I’ve told her #it’s ok not to be ok.
If any of you need someone to talk to, please respond to this message I am more than happy to listen. Not necessarily give advice. Cause I’m not a dr. But I can be your friend if you want. Even if it’s once, or a million. This is a #judgment free zone. I also have a YouTube channel that’s the same way. #love is love.
I know what it feels like to be alone. And #it’s no fun. Wanna looks me up on YouTube? That’s me! I am a nobody. A small insignificant channel. I barely have 1,100 subs. I’m striving for it though. I really want to hit 2,000. I doubt I’ll get there. (Not enough people care about our my message!)
We talk about #art therapy, #yarn, #epoxy resin (I just moved from HI to OK but I do used to do live resin pours. I’m trying to get my craft area in order so I can start again), we also talk about #chronic illnesses - I have several and it sucks. We talk about #chronic pain which I also have, which also sucks.
We talk about having #fibromyalgia yes it’s a thing, despite what some drs say. We discuss #mental illnesses, which I also have and how hard it is to manage. We talk about how #art therapy helps manage these things and how nice it is sometimes to see on YouTube or wherever that there are other people like us out there. Cause it’s lonely sometimes thinking you might be the only one who has, #fibromyalgia, #chronic pain. These subjects are all hard things to talk about. I know. But I want to talk about them. People find me boring or annoying, or I bring them down. Maybe that’s why my channel isn’t growing?
Sometimes I lay in bed at night asking myself what’s wrong with me other than the obvious incurable diseases I have. I’m on so many medications, and I still have medical problems they can’t figure out. It’s a joke.
IDK maybe that’s why I’m here on Tumblr. LOL even though I still don’t know how this works 3 yrs later. Hahahaha!! I’m such a #boomer even tho I’m a millennial. Right? I’m 45. Go figure.
A mom, with 2 sons and a wonderful husband who takes care of me when I have a flare from my #fibro. Cause when you have a flare - it hurts so much even your #teeth, #hair and #skin hurt. Heck it hurts to #laugh!
Did you know that I haven’t been on a REAL vacation in over a decade? It’s sad. I would give my last #breath to my husband, or children before I ever would take a #vacation!
In all seriousness if you are in need to chat with someone cause you feel stuck? Or deal with the same or similar things that I do, please comment! Or head over to my youtube channel and comment. I do my best to comment to my members. (Oh and I don’t call them my subscribers. Yall are #ohana members. Cause you’re family. I find subscribers impersonal. I like having you as apart of my family.) I was born and raised in HI. And ohana is important in HI. I miss mine even if it’s contentious. They’re still my family.
And since my last post I lost my dad. He died during Covid. It’s weird cause it’s like time was before #Covid and after #Covid. Right? He died on 4/21/21 of a sudden cardiac arrest. My mom had just retired 4 months prior. They were planning on taking my oldest son to #Japan for his high school #graduation gift together. As the oldest I had to plan the funeral which was hard because of #covid. My husband was a big upset with this cause right before my dad passed away, my dad told me that he didn’t believe a single word I was saying about my illnesses. That I was just attention seeking. Cause I really love taking ll my meds and being poked and jabbed all the time for fun. But, his mom (my grandma) died in December of 2021. I was super close with her. I just want a break from life.
Anyway no said life was #easy or #happy right? Come join my #ohana where no one gets left behind. See what #silliness or #not so silliness we get up to. #Chat if you want. Or don’t. It’s a #no judgment zone, and #no one says you have to be somewhere or do some benchmark just cause you’re x yrs old.
More to come.
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realhankmccoy · 6 months
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Purple typical Americans like Trump, Bruce, Dad, and Bro:
"far too lazy to lift a finger to help anyone but myself am I! I will prescribe the status quo, aka the melting pot, and consider it exciting innovation -- i'm so smart that i might even think of the light bulb before, for that's never been done -- just gotta pull some stuff off the internet quick to make myself seem like a male who understands how light bulbs turn on, which i don't -- yes, then i can attempt to fool the dumbest of people, the ones not used to seeing that i'm a moron hack -- i have brought light to the country! isn't a second rate bureaucratic light bulb just as good as Edison's? -- these could be into seeing myself a smart solutioniser! this is essential to implement the cucked programming i've been given, which is freedom!! always do what daddy wants, you need him!'
Actual results on achieving the melting pot
Trump - 1 Bruce - 3 Dad - 0 Christina - 0 Jefferson - 6
I guess three of the five is more than a cucked goose egg of all talk.
make no mistake though, it's american tradition to stay fixated on white people and just put the melting pot as something to cover the fixation on insisting that one watch the whitest art possible - likely David Lynch -- or consume Japanese products with white characters. they are fixed on white people and will never want to discuss art made by anybody who's not white with you, no matter how much you try. They might have a token -- for example, Bruce had Grace Jones, who I don't believe he actually cared for. Christina couldn't even come up with a token but could probably be shamed into doing that.
with all the things you could be in life, why be a mister potato head couch potato, rearranging your face out of improv to try to prove your worth, when all you can come up with is prescribing the status quo and America as America -- prescribing America and thinking yourself a change agent?
Christina's the level of immature, tho, that she could watch an adult run a model train and think her words are the fuel that the train is actually magically running on. it's a sort of childlike notion of the childlike self as God and commander.
i feel like you ought to at least not be all phony patriarchal talk nobody cares about like Dad and Christina. you really ought to lift a finger and contribute.
that's conservatives, though. that's typical American patriarchal conservatives:
LET THERE BE LIFE BECAUSE I SAY SO! BREED EM UP! NO BLUE HAIRED FROGS TO INTERFERE IM VERY SCARED OF THOSE -- POISON! KILLERS!
(life is let be)
two seconds later! IM NOT FEEDING THAT FUCKING GHETTO BABY NOT INTERESTED IN ITS ART WILL NEVER TALK ABOUT ITS ART GIVE ME Whiteness GIVE ME LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH LYNCH EM ALL FOR ALL I CARE JUST GET EM OUT OF MY FACE! IM PISSED OFF BY EVEN MEXICANS THERE SO FUCKING ANNOYING GIVE ME WHITENESES WE PROUD BOYS ARE NOT A NAZI WE PRESCRIBE EUGENICS IN A PREDMONINANTLY WHITE N WHITENING MODE WITH THE WHITEST PERSONALITIES AVAILALBE WITH MAYBE A TOKEN DROP OF BLACK BLOOD TO COVER UP THE RED AND PURPLE WHITENESS WE DEMAND AND MUSIC ONLY WHITE AND WRITERS ONLY WHITE AND PAINTERS ONLY WHITE AND FILMMAKERS ONLY WHITE CUZ THATS QUALITAH THATS THE BREAKS AND THAT IS IT! PS: EVEH TRUMP AT LEAST DATES MORE BIRACIAL THAN WE HALFHOMOS STATUS QUO WHITE SUPREMACISTS DO
Trump's aperture is the hollow space through which dad, Bruce and Christina now get their whole lives finger fucked. He sets the rules. They just provide boosterism as Roomba support components of empire, as selfish Proud Boys roughly a dozen times more nationalistic than me (as bad for the country as they are, they try to uphold its agenda and are critical of me for bashing it) -- cucks who have little interest in ever getting out of the American mindset.
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miyaniacs · 3 years
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The One Night Stand
Toji x fem!reader / Gojo x fem!reader
Part 2
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A/n: hey sooo i know i haven’t updated anything... but I’m in my Gojo AND Toji feels sooo part one of something? Or just a one shot? Who knows, tell me if any of you is interested in a part two.
Warnings: slight NSFW, mentions of alcohol and a blackout (nothing illegal happened!) and typos, i was just too lazy to read through this mess lol probs going to correct it tomorrow.
Characters: Toji Fushiguro x fem!reader , Satoru Gojo x fem!reader
Form: oneshot
Taglist: @laceymorganwrites
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You sigh, your body slowly waking you up, due to the desperate need to go to the toilet. Trying to get the blanket off your body, eyes still closed, you frown. It’s stuck. Why is it stuck? Trying to wiggle out of the blanket, you move around in your bed, desperate to get it unstuck.
Suddenly you hear something groan and a strong arm wraps around your waist, pulling you into something hard.
Rock hard.
And warm.
And sculptured.
It feels human?
Just like the arm around your waist.
Your eyes shoot open.
After adjusting to the bright sunlight, you realize some things.
This definitely isn’t your room
There is a person behind you
Your body hurts more than your head
And you’re naked ( judging by your bra hanging from the table and your parties laying on the floor.
Shit Shit SHITTT you try to move out of the grip of the person behind you, yet you can’t move, he is strong, at least your drunk self was still able to stick to your type.
After a few minutes, the grip on your waist tightens.
“Fucking stop moving.” The male behind you growls in an incredibly deep smoothing voice, which - sadly - makes your legs press together and your back arches a bit more.
“Mhhh... on a second thought... keep on moving babe.” He chuckles lowly and his hand grabs your hips, pushing them more into his body.
He starts grinding on you, his lips leaving rough kisses down your neck.
His hand move downwards, finding its way between your legs.
“Already wet, I thought you’d had enough last night.” He teases and bites down on your - already purple - neck.
His hands and lips make it really hard for your brain to find the missing pieces. Missing pieces as in: His Name.
“Toji.” He chuckles, “Remember it, I want to hear you scream it again.”
And with that, he turns you around and moves on top of you.
Your mouth falls open.
No.
How the hell were your drunk self able to get THIS guy to take you home.
Holy Shit he was hot.
This dangerous kind of hot, you knew he was trouble..... NO FOCUS BRAIN! You won’t play a Taylor Swift song now.
You close your eyes.
FUNCTION AND FOCUS BRAIN!
FUNCTION AND FO-
Focusing suddenly becomes really easy the second you feel his lips kissing the inside of your thighs.
Your eyes shoot open.
“You’re here with me?” He smirks and you just gulp.
In a matter of seconds, his face is close to yours, one of his hand wrapped around your throat and the other pinning your arms on your chest.
“Focus and you get a good fuck. If not, you can leave right now... don’t think you can stay after I’m done with you tho.” He whispers, his lips gazing over yours.
“Not that I planned to stay in there first place.” You huff, finally finding your voice.
“Oh she can speak.”
“Now, care to show me what happened last night or can I leave now.”
“You really are a lightweight huh?”
But before you can answer, he buries his face in between your thighs while he presses your legs up to your chest, making your plan to answer ending in a moan.
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“Ohhhhh, someone had some fun last nightttttt”
“Shut up Satoru.” You smack the back of his head and sit down next to him.
“Hey Y/n!” Yuji and Nobara say in union, meanwhile Megumi only grumbles something probably not even him understood.
Confused you look over at Satoru.
“I invited Nanami and his dad.” He shrugs.
“Nanami’s dad?” You ask teasingly.
“No you idiot. Megumis dad.” Gojo snaps your forehead and sighs, “Tell me, why are you my best friend.”
“That is exactly what I ask Y/n every time I see her.” You turn around looking at Nanami, your lips start to form a smile, but you quickly stop as soon as you see the person behind him.
“Nanami! Toji!” Gojo greats them.
“You’re okay there child?” The person named Toji, asks in a fake worrying voice.
“Y/n?” Gojo waves his hand in front of your face, your head slowly turns towards Gojo, eyes wide open, mouth opening and closing.
“WOW.” Gojo huffs, “YOU ARE STARSTRUCK BY TOJI WHILE I GRACE YOU. WITH MY BEAUTY EVERY DAMN DAY!”
Everyone laughs and you turn red.
The two males sit down, Toji right next to you, while Nanami sits next to Yuji, who shows him one of his biggest smiles.
“I need a drink.” You say and get up.
“Let me help youuuuu.” Gojo sings and quickly gets up, putting his hand on your lower back, guiding you towards the bar.
“YOU HOE!” He scream whispers.
“SAYS YOU!” You roll your eyes and cross your arms over your chest.
“You let Megumis DAD fuck you. And here I am thinking I was the kinky one.” He wiggles his eyebrows and lowers his sunglasses, looking directly at you.
“ I DID NOT KNOW HE WAS HIS DAD!” You try your best to explain yourself. “ I have no idea what happened last night-“
“... well i can think of what happened... “
“Shut up Gojo. I woke up next to him okay....”
“Andddddd round 2?” He tresses you again.
“Judging by the way my whole body hurts, it had to at least be round 4.” You groan.
“A tequila sunrise.” Gojo orders.
“Just a Tequila... no make it two.” You sigh and hide your face in Gojos chest. Inhaling the smell of his cologne and wrap your arms around his waist, nuzz your face in his black and red shirt.
“Satoruuuu help me. For once, be a supportive best friend.”
“I WAS ABOUT TO HELP YOU. But here you are assuming that I’d never help you so nope. You can deal with Toji alone now.” He grabs his cocktail and walks back to the table.
Rolling your eyes, you quickly drown your two shots.
Putting on your best fake smile, you walk back to the others, sit down across from Megumi and next to his dad.
“Y/n, my son just told me how incredibly you are at teaching him and the others.” He smirks and looks at your from the side.
“Oh yeah... I just help Gojo out with the kids ... or help them dealing with Gojo. I’m not quite sure.” You laugh.
“Definitely the second one.” Nanami says and takes a sip from his beer.
“And I though for ONCE you’d be a SUPPORTIVE BEST FRIEND BUT NO!” Gojo says and dramatically waves around with his hands.
Glaring at him, you huff, “Says the one that ditched me for a quick fuck.”
“Are you still jelly baby?” Gojo coos and rests his head in his hand, pouting at you.
“You wish.” You roll your eyes and slightly move away from him.
“Ohhh that’s why you moaned his name last night.” Tojo whispers in your ear.
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andvys · 3 years
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Longing (part 13)
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Warnings: angst, some fluff
Pairing: Ellie Williams x reader
Author’s note: this chapter is kinda short but I still wanted to give you guys something so here you go 💕 next chapter might take a while tho, I’m not sure yet.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.” Ellie answered, running her hand up and down your arm. You were still laying on the couch, naked under the thin blanket. You were fully on top of her, your head on her chest.
“Is that ‘chemical burn’ a bite?” You asked looking up at her.
“Yeah, you put the pieces together huh?” She asked, looking down on you. Nodding your head, “kinda always thought this story was bullshit but I didn’t think that it could be a bite from an infected.” Tracing her tattoo.
“Do you wanna know the story?” She asked, brushing a piece of hair behind your ear.
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to Ellie.” You said, not wanting to make her uncomfortable.
“I want to.” She said, rubbing your back softly.
“Alright.”
She began telling you about Riley, she first told you the story of their friendship and how she always had a crush on her. It was cute hearing her talk about her teenage years. Comparing them to yours, they seemed normal, your teenage years were brutal, you were forced to do things, horrible things. She told you about her and Joel, how they met and bonded over time and then she told you about what happened at the hospital, what Joel did to get her out of there and how he lied to her about it, you never knew what happened between them but now you understood.
You got why she was angry at him for keeping something like that from her but you didn’t agree with her opinion on this. You knew the fireflies, you knew what they did and you sure as hell didn’t support what they were willing to do to get a vaccine. Killing an innocent girl for a vaccine that didn’t even have a guarantee that it could work, seemed wrong to you.
Ellie looked down at, she wanted to know what was going through your head. You didn’t say anything yet and you seemed to be deep in thought, processing all the information you just got.
Looking up at her, you leaned in pecking her lips softly. “Can I be honest with you?” You asked, stroking her cheek.
“Of course.”
“You won’t agree with me on this but what Joel did.. it was right.” Furrowing her brows at you she went to say something but you didn’t let her. “There was no guarantee that it would’ve worked. My dad was a firefly.. h-he told me some of the horrible things they’ve done to people. How they experimented on them and even turned them into those things just to see if they’re new ‘cure’ would work. Ever since the outbreak, they’ve been promising people a cure and yet they always come out empty handed. You being immune, has got nothing to do with a cure, your blood might be more advanced or something, maybe there are more like you around the world and maybe in the future most people will be immune.” She seemed to process your words, not knowing what to say, she looked up at the ceiling.
“And Joel, he loved you ellie. He would’ve done anything for you. He decided that it wasn’t worth to live in a ‘better world’ knowing that you weren’t a part of it. He was okay with living in this horrible world as long as you’re alive and well I would’ve done the same thing if I was him.” She looked at you, eyes glistening with tears.
“Ellie I’d rather spent my life living in a world where there’s a possibility that I could die out there every time I go out than living in a peaceful world knowing that you don’t even get to be a part of it.” You said, wiping her tears away, you kissed her cheek. She couldn’t believe that you’d rather live in this hell with her than even thinking about the possibility of living a safe and healthy life, without her.
“I let him down.” She whispered, letting more tears fall. “And I never got the chance to forgive him.”
She was feeling guilt. You knew this ugly feeling all to well and you wouldn’t let it destroy her. She was suffering for having treated Joel bad all these years but beating herself up for it wouldn’t bring him back.
“He knows Ellie.” You whispered, hugging her. You felt her pain, you knew exactly what she was going through.
“Joel loved you like his own daughter, no matter what. He wouldn’t want you to beat yourself up like that okay?” Grabbing her face in your hands. “Don’t do this to yourself Ellie, it’s easy to lose yourself in this darkness so fight it, no matter what.” Wiping her tears away, you pressed a kiss on her cheek. “I’m here with you.”
“Thank you babe.” Hugging you close to her, she kissed her forehead. You knew what she was going through right now, you knew because you felt like that too. Ellie couldn’t forgive herself for the way she treated Joel and you couldn’t forgive yourself for saving Abby.
You always tried to do the right thing, helping wherever you could, helping whoever you could and yet you felt like you were a bad person. You saved Joel’s killer. You saved a boy you shouldn’t have saved when you were 14 years old. You always tried saving everyone and in the process of doing so, you started losing yourself.
You realized most people you saved ended up being bad and you’d have to kill them in the end. Abby would be no exception. You were going to kill her, you promised yourself that. For Joel.
You still had nightmares of Joel blaming you for his death before killing you. You knew it wasn’t real, you knew it was your mind making it up because of the guilt you were feeling. This wasn’t Joel, he would never blame you for anything, let alone kill you but it still made you feel bad. It was exhausting and you were tired all the damn time. Your mind either plagued your with nightmares or with Joel’s death, you weren’t sure how long you could keep going like that but you had to stay strong for Ellie, you acted like you were fine, you didn’t show her how weak you actually felt. You had to pull through at least until Abby was dead, you owed this to her, you owed this to Joel.
Waking up it was still dark out. Both you and Ellie fell asleep after your conversation. Looking down at her, she was fast asleep, breathing softly, her arm was around you, keeping you close to her in her sleep, you’d love to stay like that with her for a while longer but you still had to check out the rest of the theater, so you got up carefully making sure you wouldn’t wake her up. Putting your clothes on, you looked at Ellie one more time before going further inside the theater, to see what you would find.
You went up the stairs, and grabbed whatever you could find that would be useful later. You thought about last night. You weren’t sure if what you and Ellie did was right, you wanted her but you had to admit to yourself that it was an act of frustration. You were on the road for weeks, facing bad people, infected and what not, life wouldn’t let you catch a break and the minute you had time to relax you and Ellie used it to forget about everything else for a while, it helped but it wasn’t the right time. You didn’t regret it, not at all. You enjoyed every second of it and would do it again but maybe at a more appropriate time. You just hoped Ellie wouldn’t regret it.
You found an old radio and decided to try and fix it after you got the generator started. It took you a while but you finally managed to fix it. Listening in on them you found some stuff out that would definitely be useful to you. Sitting on the floor you looked at the map and then at the Polaroids, grabbing the one with Abby and the guy named Owen, you looked at it. Deep in thought you didn’t hear Ellie come inside until she said your name softly. Turning too look at her, you smiled at her. “Hey.”
“Hey babe”. Sitting down next to you. “You good?” She asked, searching for the look of regret on your face. She woke up with you gone and she feared that you changed your mind about her and felt bad for what you two did.
“I am, you?” You asked, glancing at her quickly before looking down again. Feeling a little shy under her gaze.
“Me too.” She said, nervously rubbing her neck she looked at you, blushing at the marks around your neck, it was covered with hickeys and bruises. “Listen (y/n) you don’t- you don’t regret it do you?” Her question making you snap your head to the side, to look at her.
“No! No, god no Ellie.” You said, staring into her eyes now, intertwining your fingers with hers. Hating the fact that you made her feel like you regretted having sex with her.
Breathing out, she felt relieved at your words. For a second she thought you’d go back to the way you used to be a few weeks ago. Moving closer she kissed your temple before looking down at the map.
“I see you fixed the radio.. did you hear something?” She asked, taking polaroid of Abby and Owen in her hand looking at it.
You started explaining to her what you found out and where you’d have to go today, showing her on the map while talking about the WLF’s.
“We have to find Jesse.” You said, looking at the map in worry. You had no idea where he went and you didn’t know where to start looking for him.
“Do you think we should go back to the serevena hotel?” Ellie asked, noticing the concerned look on your face.
“I.. I don’t know. He wouldn’t be there anymore I think.” You said, sighing. “I don’t know what to do, I hope he’s okay.”
“I’m worried too but I’m sure he’s fine. Tommy’s out there as well, who knows maybe they ran into each other already.” Ellie said, shrugging.
“I hope so.” You whispered, grabbing the map off the floor you stuffed it in your backpack. “Should we get going?” You asked, standing up.
Ellie looked up at you, frowning slightly, she was worried about what you were going to be facing today, she didn’t want you to be in danger but she knew you sure as hell wouldn’t sit back and wait for her here.
“Yeah.” She said, getting up.
Nodding your head you turned around to go out the door but a hand pulled you back. Facing Ellie again, she pulled you closer hands on your cheeks she leaned in pressing her lips against yours softly. Sighing into the kiss you closed your eyes, kissing her back with your arms around her neck. Enjoying this moment before you’d go out into this shitty world.
Pulling away from each other, you opened your eyes, gazing into her eyes you pecked her lips once more. “Alright let’s go.” You whispered, grabbing her hand. “Yeah”. Squeezing your hand she followed you out.
You didn’t know what was going to happen today. You didn’t know what kinds of threats you’d be facing but you knew that you’d keep Ellie safe and she would keep you safe.
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onepieceheadcannons · 2 years
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So this wasn't requested but I wanted to give some random Headcanons
Now this post definitely isn't for everyone's taste,
Now I know quite a bit about ABO dynamics and I haven't seen any headcanons on what each strawhat would be. Now if you do not like ABO, do not worry this will be my only post with it that isn't requested and I won't be offended if you skip this.
This definitely isn't the most detailed it can go but it's like 3 am for me and I just want these HC's outta my mind.
The Strawhats
Luffy;
This man is an Alpha, I mean how else could he become Pirate King.
Now I mean no hate to omegas, I think they should be highly respected. But based on what a society in ABO is like, it makes the most sense for Luffy to be an Alpha.
He is protective and strong, plus conquerors Haki is very similar to pheromones. He would do anything for his crew and he wants them safe.
He wouldn't be appealed to have an Omega, it wouldn't be on his agenda and he'd handle a rut very privately.
He would fight his way to the top fairly and wouldn't discriminate against betas and omegas.
I'm also down to hear anyone's different opinions on any of these.
Zoro;
I can see him in many different ways, I can see him as an Alpha but I can see Omega with insecurities about it, but my most confident answer is Beta.
The reason why is because his undying loyalty to Luffy. He would fulfill the role as a Beta quite well. He would be able to avoid the hormones of others and be quite unbothered by all of it. He would work slightly harder to be the greatest swordsman especially if Mihawk is an Alpha. He wouldn't of presented before his best friend died but if she began showing signs of an Alpha, he would probably feel the extra competitive edge to be better.
He wouldn't care if someone is an Alpha or Omega, why should that shit matter to him.
And he wouldn't really care about what his partner was.
If he was an Omega, he would use suppressants and be damned if anyone knew. He would probably beat himself up over it and would build a high tolerance to pheromones. He would NEVER let someone help through a heat unless a long term relationship. And he would never be caught in an Mpreg situation.
And if he was an Alpha, he would accept Luffy as overall Alpha. He wouldn't feel like fighting it and he has the serious demeanor. He would protect any omegas but refuse to participate in a heat. He would fight himself a shit ton and never let his guard down.
Usopp;
Beta man, there's no way he'd be an Alpha. I mean he would always feel sad about it most likely, wanting to be brave and strong. He would probably have some lingering thoughts about the system, he wouldn't see Omegas as less than but he would probably assume that Omegas and Alphas are meant together and he has to find a Beta.
Until his crush on Kaya, the caring Omega. He would fight himself internally over it but she wouldn't care if he was a Beta. She probably was told she had to find a nice Alpha but that wouldn't affect her, she really cares about Usopp. She even goes to medical school to fix him up.
He would be disturbed by Ruts and Heats, he would get flustered and stay away from whoever was having one at the time.
Sanji;
Just like Zoro I can see any of them,
But I'm leaning Beta/Omega. No offense if you are like 😡 I want an Alpha Sanji don't disrespect my man's like that
Reason why I can see Omega, he is quite loving and I think he'd make a great dad. He loves ladies so much and being an Omega wouldn't stop him. I mean hey, look how much he likes fiesty women. He definitely wouldn't be against a female alpha, as long as he doesn't know about the extra appendage during a rut.
His family storyline would play into this, his dad would've been pissed if all Sanjis siblings are an Alpha but Sanji was a "weak" omega son. He would definitely be an angry and powerful Omega, training his tolerance to pheromones. And oh my god he'd be so angry if Zoro is a Beta/Alpha.
He would avoid Alpha men, I don't see him ever wanting to date one. I think he may be a little fruity but it's so internalized he would never be okay dating any male. He would probably hope for any female, but preferring an Omega/Beta.
If Sanji is a Beta, he'd be right up there with being a supporter of Luffy. He would definitely offer to help Omegas through a heat (and promptly get turned down) . He would be frustrated anytime an Alpha was in a rut and avoid being near them at all costs. It would piss him off especially if they wanted one of the crew.
His preferences would stay the same as if he were an omega.
And as an Alpha, oh my this man would be the most respectful ever. He would be damned before he let himself with an Omega without consent said before the heat was even close. He would protect his Omega at all costs. And he would let them bite his neck back. And he would defend any omegas in a vulnerable position. He definitely has a savior complex about it though. But he definitely would believe he could only have an Omega.
Brook;
He is a skeleton, this wouldn't even affect him.
As a human tho, I could see an Omega with his love of the arts and his love for Laboon and his crew. But I don't have much of detailed one for him. Beta, possibly but that's the easiest to presume someone as.
Chopper;
He is a damn reindeer. I just wanted to include my besties name but yeah he is a reindeer no way in hell would this affect him and he'd just make suppressants for everyone. Even with the human human fruit, that wouldn't add abo to his form.
Franky;
Now there's a chance that now as a cyborg this doesn't affect him. But pre cyborg or if it did, I see him as an Omega.
This man cries his heart out (which I love dearly about him) and he is such a big bro/dad figure.
He wouldn't care what anyone was but as a kid he may have had some trouble with the concept until Tom taught him better. Esp with Ice for Brains, who I could see as an Alpha/Beta so Franky may have felt less than.
Robin;
Alpha or Beta, but she isn't an Omega.
She holds herself up with an air of stoic and dark humor/themes. She would be quite a helpful Beta and she'd protect any Omega friends. She would feel very strongly about Omegas being seen as the same as everyone else. And she would feel very insecure if she was made to submit to anyone unwillingly.
I can see Alpha tho, (esp Frobin <3), she lets Franky let his tears out and she is such a good friend. She would struggle to let her feelings out which would make her line in Enies lobby even more important. She would be experienced and she would probably offer to help an omega she was very close to but she wouldn't settle down unless you are Franky or a very solid partner to her. She wouldn't care if you were another Alpha or Beta though, she'd love you for you.
Jinbe/Jimbei;
Now I don't know if Fish people/men would even be affected but if they were.. he would be...
Alpha, but in a very nonchalant way. He was a warlord, and not just anyone would get that. He wouldn't ever make someone submit and he would fight for rights for everyone esp Omegas in his community. If he did settle down, it wouldn't matter to him. Just as long as he can share his feelings in a safe place.
But beta would work as well, he is quite devoted to his crews and is a loyal person in general and shows alot of care to Luffy during the timeskip.
I also haven't finished Fish man Island yet so I have little to work with.
Nami;
I did save her for last, this is probably the most biased one. I mean as you guys will learn, she's my girlfriend/wife, so I may see her slightly different than someone else would.
Now I feel like as many of the others, she can fit in all three. I mean everyone is going to show traits to each kind which is why I try to explain myself for each.
Alpha, i can see this. She's very fiesty and she sure as hell wouldn't want to submit to anyone. She would be a little embarrassed during a Rut and she would use suppressants. She would be fine with not being top dog but she definitely wants her respect, she's the entire reason they get anywhere.
She isn't looking for romance but she'd be fine with anyone as long as they were worth it. I think an Alpha male would be her least likely pair though, that person would have to be quite honorable and prove themselves to her as good enough.
If she's an Omega, she would be quite angry about it. She wouldn't want to be perceived as weak and sure as hell would use suppressants and she'd be damned if an alpha helped her through a heat. The only way she would, would be after a super solid relationship where there's extreme trust. She would slap the crap out of Sanji if he tried anything or suggested anything, she wouldn't have any patience especially after she had to deal with the bullshit she heard her entire time with Arlong and other crews stealing treasure.
If she was a beta, she'd probably go after another Beta. Keep thing simple. She would eyeroll at any alphas and she would be over the whole alpha/omega bullshit.
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moonlit-imagines · 3 years
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Headcanons for being Hope van Dyne’s child
Hope van Dyne x child!reader
Scott Lang x stepkid!reader
warnings: insects (ants), sharp weapons
a/n:
prompt: anonymous: “Happy holidays darling! Would you write HC for Hope Van Dyne's child? Love the step-parents HC 🥰”
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growing up as a lil smarty pants
grandpa hank was pretty proud, although he didn’t see you very much
once every few years
but he did tell you all these crazy stories about his adventures that you honestly thought were just fiction (until you were older)
“and i was as small as an ant, but i was still incredibly strong! remember that, kid. just because you aren’t as big as someone else doesn’t mean you can’t beat them” -hank
“y/n doesn’t need to be hearing those stories, hank” -hope
“why not? they have important life lessons in them!” -hank
“why does mommy call you ‘hank?’” -you
“because mommy hates grandpa, isn’t that right?” -hank
“okay, i think that’s enough of this visit. come on, y/n, time to go” -hope
your mom was very supportive of you, nonetheless
she wanted to be different from her dad
so she showed up to EVERYTHING
birthdays, sick days, tucking you in for bed, parent-teacher conferences, art shows, you name it
“here’s some tea, jellybelly. it’ll make your throat feel better” -hope
“mom, i think i’m dying” -you
“you’ll be fine” -hope, givin’ u a kiss on the forehead
life wasn’t like, extra crazy or anything. sometimes she’d bring you to work and honestly? darren cross didn’t seem like the worst guy. he even brought you whatever you might need if your mom was staying late at work
“hey, van dyne junior! i brought you a puzzle that might keep you busy for a while...and a happy meal from mcdonalds! let me know if you need anything else, me and your mom will just be in the lab for a little while” -darren
“thank you!!!” -you
uh huh, ur mom taught u manners!
anyways you started spending more time with your grandpa cuz they had a plan
thats when you found out that his “turning small” stories were not, in fact, bullshit
“wait grandpa...you actually did shrink as small as an ant?” -you
“why would i lie?” -hank
okay well cue you wanting to shrink down to ant size now it was your new aspiration
you did learn how to command ants tho!!!!!!
but unfortunately (or not so unfortunately) hank brought scott to the party
“hi!” -you, waking scott up
“what?!” -scott, jumping back against the headboard
“hi.” -you, staring at him “im y/n. these are my ants”
bullet ants were just crawlin around the place
“oh, that’s....that’s cool. any chance you could tell me where i am or how i got here” -scott
“wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy” -you, leaving abruptly
“are you bothering our guest?” -hope, watching you proudly nod “good job, jellybelly”
mom taught u how to punch 🥰🥰🥰
and let you use scott as a punching bag
but scott wasn’t like awful or anything he was just insufferable at times
“i think you’d like my daughter cassie. she’s weird and smart just like you” -scott
“did you just call me weird? mom, can i punch him again?” -you
“no no no! i meant weird in a good way! please dont hurt me anymore!” -scott
chasing him around the yard ready to ATTACK
hank had to tell u to cut it out
“dont tell them what to do” -hope
“someone has to” -hank
“excuse me? i parent y/n just fine, better than you ever did for me!” -hope
“do they do this often?” -scott
“every time they see each other but that’s not very much” -you
“hm...hey, do you like ice cream? specifically baskin robbins?” -scott
ur mom said “we do not associate with idiots ❤️” and then proceeded to associate with said idiots
scott did end up saving u from darren tho bc that mf tried to hold u hostage and scott was really not in the mood for that bullshit
“you alright, y/n?” -scott
“murder is okay, right?” -you
after that whole ordeal he and your mom were kinda a thing uh huh
and he introduced you to cassie!!! she was amazingly sweet and you could def see the family resemblance
“is this my new sibling?! i’ve always wanted one!” -cassie
“hey, me too!” -you
you hung out with her on a weekly basis, with or without scott
and mom and grandpa were working on a ✨special project✨
one you insisted on being apart of
“no, y/n, we can’t make you your own suit. you’re too young for this sort of thing” -hope
“pleaaaaase mom? i swear i’ll he responsible with it!” -you
“you’re mother is right, y/n. you’re just not ready yet. maybe someday, but not anytime soon” -hank
scott took you on family bowling trips yes he did
and just corny stepdad shit
but he went to germany and mom and him broke up and FF to two years later when you guys had finally reunited
“scott!! you asshole!!” -you, like this -> :)
“kiddo!! sorry to hear that!!” -scott, same energy
shading him the whole time
“ach mein gott” -you
“are you kidding me, y/n? i make one mistake. ONE” -scott
“you’re one mistake has caused me to live in MINIATURE HOMES” -you
“THAT SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD THING” -scott
“WELL IT’S NOT” -you
“did you at least miss me?” -scott
“sicher habe ich” -you
“god dammit” -scott
surprise!! u kind of had a suit (for emergencies)
as a van dyne/pym, it was almost a necessity to know how to use pym particles
scott acted like a proud dad
“wow, you’re really doing it!!!” -scott
“halt die klappe” -you
“please stop” -scott, tearing up
finding out about ✨grandma✨
she possessed scott and touched ur face and told you that she was so excited to meet you but you didn’t know wtf was going on and you had the urge to smack scott but THANKFULLY you did not
“i have to meet her for real! let me help you guys!” -you
“okay” -hope
“what? really?” -you
“it’s about time we put your genius to good use” -hope
scott offered you a high five for that and u literally accepted it
“don’t get too happy, that was just an in-the-moment thing” -you, watching scott’s eyebrow raise “fine. you can have a hug”
okay okay well everything went okay and then half the world ~vanished~ including ur whole family but like cassie and her family took you in and you spent five years very alone and upset until one day cassie called you downstairs and whoopdedoo???? scott???????
“is my mom with you?” -you
“sorry, sport, she’s not...do you have your suit with you? we need to go on some...hero business” -scott
you missed scott a lot over the past 5 years, this really did cheer you up, even if it was just him
“how’ve you been holding up the past few years” -scott
“the world sucks, man” -you
“i can see that” -scott
he turned on some tunes for the two of you to enjoy otw to the avengers hq and it was probably the best memory you created since everyone disappeared
“wait, reach into the glove box” -scott
“oh, god, i hope there’s no rodents in here...” -you, reaching for a picture “is this..?”
“family photo!! you were little back then, i can’t believe how time flies. i mean, it flew really quick for me, the quantum realm is no joke” -scott
you were busy staring at the picture of your mom, you really missed her
busy ~saving the world~
and going to 2012 with scott
“hey uh just so you know, i might be able to make pym particles” -you
“‘might?’ and if we use faulty pym particles we ‘might’ die. would you like that?” -tony
“hey, back off, stark. they’re just trying to help” -scott
next thing u know ur in present day and THEN u actually got to hold the scepter bc scott let u
“im gonna stab you!!” -you
“no!!!” -scott
the other avengers, literally mourning natasha while you chase him around with a sharp weapon: 😧
okay after the place was destroyed u got to face mr. purple man and yo mama showed back up and saw you on the front lines
“y/n????” -hope
“mom????” -you
“scott!!!!” -scott
“really, scott? a shrek reference? now?” -you “...nice”
the reunion with your mom was short and sweet but you missed her forehead kisses and she gave you one immediately!!!! and she was crying but you were too bc damn
“listen, after this, we’re gonna have such a fun family night. i’m so sorry i couldn’t be there for you all this time” -hope
“mom, it wasn’t your fault...it was that purple bastard, let’s get him!” -you
“they grow up so fast...” -hope
i n s e c t f a m
insect fam killed it out there and then ✨attended tony’s funeral✨ together right after
that’s one solid family 😌💖
anyways time to celebrate a (halfway) return to normalcy
with your *sister* cassie and your mom and your...scott
you were just happy to all be together again, it’s been WAY too long
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