#but rn

[selestialsprout]

this is the worst. i usually try to keep my profile kinda lowkey. like i usually avoid replying to long posts bc it makes me feel all cluttered & shit. but noooo i have to defend my stance abt milk bc some people have the audacity to interrupt my hating. LET ME HATE IN PEACE !!!!!!!

#peace & love #we’ll go back to peace & war later #but rn #all is love

[hazelcephalopod]

SecondWBN post ch 1 post. Suvi, I love her. She’s so… perfect wizard apprentice hubris. Believes she can rule the world and also extremely insecure that no one really respects her because she hasn’t earned it. Will cry the moment she is called out by anyone she considers an authority figure.

Is she wrong? No. Yes she’s very talented and capable, but she hasn’t been given the opportunity to prove herself! Except I don’t thinks it’s actually others she’s trying to prove herself to but herself. I am so very curious to find out how much competitiveness and pressure is pushed on students, and what else has influenced her to have such high expectations of herself? Vs just internal drive and that… that rxn to trauma that you must be in control and capable of dealing with things.

It’s is also clear she isn’t being held back from “proving herself” -in her view- out of any malice, but out of love and desire to protect her and keep her from a very dangerous world. Though I can’t help but wonder what else she is being “protected” from.?There’s so many mysteries in her past to discover. And so much to learn about what is happening at the Citadel and in the Empire, which she is most intimately intertwined with.

I’m sure we will see how authoritarian and fascist the empire might be in time, because there’s clearly at least some of that but how much is unclear. Regardless, I deeply appreciate that there’s clearly an element of genuine care and community in the Citadel. Even the empire does offer protection and present themselves as caring about the people in its actions. The number of things considered treason however is quite concerning. And the near zealous loyalty to the empire and rigorous demands on the soldiers and wizards of empire, those do not seem like it’s all good either! (I mean, also the cast! Nah. Shit is going down!)

Which is to say, I am very excited to find out more as the story unfolds.

#TBC I love them all #And I want to know all the secrets #But rn #damn wizard lady you got issues #I am so intrigued #Wbn #twtwatwo #worlds beyond number #Long post

[inkyquince]

"why can't I get that succ that makes the gamer chair shakes" kylar hits the tweet button and flings his phone, starting to cry into his body pillow

#hm #last time i felt this funky #i had my sexy 3am nasty thoughts #but rn #all that came to mind was that #kylar the loner

[forestofsprites]

i think potentially the funniest thing i'll be doing with this degree is going and living in the woods about it

#between the state of my health and what brings me feasible joy #i just want to be rural again #working at my local library #last semester i had energy for masters and secondary degrees but for the time being i just want to be #not in a city and not stuck in western academia #when i think about what i want to be doing when i die #it's being in the woods. it's working locally. it's making local impact #and maybe after a few years of this if my health plateaus kindly for me i'll rethink more degrees #maybe go online and do the online BEd program #but rn #it's woods and library #idc that i'm good at this or wanted for their masters programs it's wonderful and a joy #but i'm also great in the woods. and i'm great with kids. and i'm great at working in libraries

[nosleep83]

Yeah nvm my ass is NOT doing Tmnt-tober this year HELP

#NEXT YEAR #BUT RN #I DONT HAVE ENOUGH EXPERIENCE AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW STUFF #YALL HAGE FUN #sleep talks

[alexysmugg]

the urge to redraw all my old kylar art ughhh why my style is so inconsistent

#. rambles #no but in my kylar fanart brainrot was my most consistent art style #but rn #pretty sure you guys would be 'wtf who are you' bc i changed ALL my brushes lol #ANYWAY when i finally stop playing around with sketchy art to test brushes i'll finish smth i promise #i'm like when you download a new art program and is testing out all brushes type #but it's csp and you've been using it for 2 years lol

[weirdcat1213]

if you are on this tag and celebrating the news:

run

#ofmd #our flag means death #i get that not everyone liked it #i get that taika is not the best person #but rn #fuck off #fuck off and leave us alone

[bitterpngs]

it's probably bc it's still in the wip stage but man i am not liking this ToT

#the scarf rendering seems like too much.. i think ik what but aaghghgghh #it's like ive forgotten how to render u_u #again #theres a lot i still ened to work on so #gotta push through and see how i feel later #but rn #😔 #wip

[seth-shitposts]

The 50+ comments sitting in our ao3 inbox that I want to reply to but am slightly over stimulated by-

#i may chip away a few at a time #maybe go fic by fic #but rn #AAHHH

[angelsnaiils]

well!

#i havent texted my bf in about a week. #for context for nearly five years we have been the good morning text and goodnight text and chat all day couple #but rn #i just. cant #i want a break hahahahahahaha #idk if i want to fully BREAK UP because i do care abt him still and also i dont want to lose our friends/friend group #i just literally cannot do this right now . sigh

[transbuck]

honestly this is the first situation that has actually truly tempted me to drink to feel better

#ive had two (2) beers since memorial day #once bc the restaurant had a beer i rarely ever see here in the states #and once at the queer mixer #both for flavor purposes and not to get drunk #but rn #man. tempting. #i woooont dont worry #ill have a sprite when i FINALLY get home and ill be fine #atlas.txt

[salineroses-two-point-oh]

OH FUCK IT IS HERE LETS GOOOOOO

#was about to speed run Cyrus aliveburs fics #but rn #I have to see this #dw cyrus will get back to your fics soon

[squicksquak]

love it when media i enjoy give me a new 'old' man to obsess over like yessss give me more tired pretty men that i can draw smoking with their shirt off and with hair everywhere hehee

#this post is ab sooo many characters tbh #but rn #wriothesley #mmmmmmmm #vamp spills #i have a type im sorry

[fuckdudeidk]

thinking about Narana again :(

#pathologic #listening to unknown/nth and thinking about Her #ngl I sobbed while cutting into her #just #women that are victims of the narrative #I know it’s not true but I felt so truly that she was the consequence of me not killing the kin that disobeyed #leadership is earned in blood or whatever the quote is #but even that centres artemy #as if my choice could have saved her when she was doomed from the first time you spoke to her #was the herb bride killed in p1 narana? #there’s just something about woman’s sacrifice #men offer their career their dreams and their past but she offers blood #idk this is a silly ramble I’ll connect up my thoughts about her into a cohesive concept some other time #but rn #girlrotting #artemy burakh #pathologic 2 #narana my beloved #Nara pathologic