#but our nightly routine just isnt the same without the cat switching between our laps all night

[tendercoretroglodyke]

I miss my cat :(

I hope he's doing ok at the vet I hope he's not too stressed out to sleep and he's less dehydrated and he doesn't miss us too much

I was doing ok for a while but it feels so Bad with him not here. you know like when you were a kid and you were off at sleepaway camp or whatever and you felt fine during the day but when it came time to go to bed you got unbearably homesick and missed your parents and your own bed soooo much?? it feels like that. its not right with him not here :/

#it was a little comforting to sit with my mom and watch the late show until the early hours of the morning like we usually do #but our nightly routine just isnt the same without the cat switching between our laps all night #i grew up w a cat and only really spent like a year at home between cats so #it still feels really weird without a cat in the house #it doesnt help that we all feel on different wavelengths about this #like i feel like my parents have both already given up on him when i am fully expecting him to come back #if only for a little while #...then again they might feel that way bc i was actively crying when i told them what the vet told me #and i might not have explained it too well #anyways #sucks that i was so excited to spend some quality time with my cat now that finals were over and IMMEDIATELY this happened