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nikkiitalks · 8 months
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Race Baiting - A thoughtument by Nikkiitalks.
Okay.. Here we go.
Firstly, for the sake of absolute transparency, when I was first contacted by @olivaraofrph in a tirade of a novel of a response, my skimming through it had me starting to be swayed in her favour, mostly because of the depths of which her privacy was invaded for the sake of the allegations against her. And in that moment, I prematurely forgave her. Told her I understood. But it turns out, after much more has come to light, that I in fact do not understand. And in turn my forgiveness is recanted.
I did not have all the information. Hell, I had a fraction of it. Natalie and I, we were friendly, but not close. We don't talk every day and we never did. We had, though, stood arm in arm against that moment's hot button issue that I had felt strongly about, and so had she. It seemed. We'd held each other in places of mutual respect, shouting each other out and praising each other's advocacy.
Now, it all feels so... silly. This performative display that I so willingly let be pulled over my eyes. But that's beside the point. That was all I knew of her, really. There are others in this tiny niche of our already tiny community, that were far closer. Those that ran servers, indigenous servers, with her. They weren't even afforded the respect of being given an explanation to, but I did?
I was the one, who when I it was brought to my attention, when I was urged to send a DM which I already had, that was deemed the one to get that? A novel, let me be clear, the contents of which I won't make public upon request. A lot of it had nothing to do, truly, with the issue at hand but served to distract from it in a wall of text. It was overwhelming, and it felt just a teeny, tiny bit, manipulative.
There's so much evidence now, even evidence regretfully obtained, that the only place her advocacy extends to is Tumblr. None of your public, irl facing socials having anything there about it. Your own admission of percentage, (how that had been confirmed as she claims I can't speculate), and other things that don't line up. Those of us in the community affected haven gotten together to compare and talk through our feelings toward it all and there is a consensus.
It fucking sucks.
Just the fact that this needs to be brought up absolutely sucks. It detracts from the credibility of other indigenous creators in the space. Not all press is good press, and Natalie right now, is bad press. Beyond myself and the others being lied to. Beyond the personal offense I take to that. This is what bothers me the most. For all the posturing and all the 'talking in wrong and confusing ways' it makes us all look bad. And for what?
The other personal and religious or spiritual beliefs she believes doesn't mean anything to me. The other racism claims about her I can't confirm, whatever. Talking shit about a beloved creator, real or not. Doesn't matter.
What matters is there is damage done to the indigenous community here on the rpc, and before we came together to discuss it, it was distressing to all of us. There is no such thing as clout on tumblr and I don't know why people can't seem to get that through their heads? What need is there to claim to be something you're not, even through insinuations, half truths and vague details? I don't understand.
Yes, the indigenous community is so willing to accept anyone with any indigenous blood, and it's the fact that this is what was taken advantage of by someone... that really gets me. That's what really makes it sting. It's a blow to every white passing Native out there, in my opinion. That's where my hurt is. It's the fact that there is question of the validity of the claims toward a shared familial and generational trauma to myself. That still impacts my father's side of the family to this day.
I don't even know where I'm going with all this, and I feel like I'm typing myself in circles, but it's all to say that I don't care about all the other stuff that serves to muddy the waters of the real issue. Race baiting does nothing but end up hurting those who's real life experiences you're roleplaying.
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mariomoved · 3 months
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get uno reverse'd mofos.
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@petalswept CUPS YOUR FACE AND SQUISH YOUR CHEEKS COS AAAAAAA! i love each & every single one of your muses that you have thrown @ me!! we met. not even a week ago. but i already feel close to ya! tho tbh i felt like we hit it off the very first day. whoa, that's wild. i know i'm 1 to your like. 5 starter/threads but i really preesh all of the ideas you brought to the table! i shall get on 'em soon. also! i enjoy your writing! a lot!! they are always such a good read! very engaging, chef kis.
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@behindslaughter RAAAA HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY ON MAIN??? srsly. how fucking dare. since it's YOU who is super sweet! i've always loved our small talks & i especially loved sharing interactions, no matter which muse we were feelin' for. i've said this so many times, i'll say it again. the way that you write is truly inspiring. you go into complete detail on every little thing. it's as if? my muse is in your ✨lore✨. we've been following each other for over a YEAR ago now & it has been a top 5 highlight in the tumblr rpc. ngl.
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@strebcr JUMP SCARE MOMENT- i'm so? FLATTERED that you love himb! thank you sm sm! this means a lot coming from you! we never interacted before, we should change that! your muse is a goofy goober & such a treat to see! you yourself also seem really neat fam! sending you posi vibes always.
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@hxzelwallflower STOP. STOP BRAVO IM ALREADY DED. listen. we legit just talked about this but w/e. yolo. eileen is such a darling. you give her so much personality & you put her in so many different kinds of verses just so she is able to fit in all the fandoms like the last piece of a puzzle! our ooc chats are so enjoying, we relate to so many things & share common goals! just to. just to vibe. amirite? i love you soooo much friend! i'm excite for what we do in the near future with themb!
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@yukikorogashi SLAMS FIST SLAMS FIST SLAMS FIST. GLITTER BOMBS YOU. BREAKS INTO YOUR HOME LIKE A RABID KOOL AID MAN. OHH YEAAAHH! becky! what can i say? that i haven't already said? you're an incredible mun with the cutest lil' muse ever. my slo mo'ness has yet made its way towards you, but i prommy. IT WILL & I CANNOT wait to write with you, dear. your kindness words really go along way here. you deserve even more than what you give.
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deivorous · 2 years
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@primerawolflord submitted: 🍒  +  @endhell
🍒 Positivity Meme 🍒
SNUUUUU. Gosh, I was reminiscing in their DMs the other day about how thankful I was that I got to meet her so early in my rp days. They’re the very first person who ever wrote with me other than my friends who brought me into rp. I feel like I’ll always be really grateful for that introduction and the fact that we’re STILL MUTUALS! (Cuz, like damn I did not know what I was doing back then, and I still don’t.)
Actually, I’m gonna take this moment to have a little fangirl over here because I actually followed Snu before I was even IN rp. I followed one rp blog,: Skyvar. I was so transfixed! The characterization (I was never in love with Kugo and then I founds Snu and 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩) was amazing, their writing is so enjoyable to read, their dialogue, the aesthetic, the art, the humor, the romance - I’ve been reading their stuff and loving every second of it. If there’s a thread on my dash I read it. I honestly think that I probably wouldn’t have been convinced to land here if it’s not for Snu.
 And then I GOT HERE and they was so quick to write with me, to let me bounce ideas, to grow my muse, and I’ve been so excited to write with them for every thread we’ve done, which at this point has been multiple muses and multiple blogs, and even when I vanish for unexpected or explained hiatuses, they’re always here to welcome me back.
I really love Snu’s tendency to create NPCs for their canons, expanding their worlds in a way that once can’t without that same expansion - and then watch them take it to a new extreme (as demonstrated by these three once npcs now ocs on her blog). It creates a much more expansive world and I find it really immersive. (I’m super obsessed with Kugo’s sister and Zanpakuto in case anyone was wondering 🥵🔥).
Snu is definitely one of the staples of my RP experience and deserves every compliment I could possibly think to give. They’re faithful and dedicated to their muse and to telling his story, despite a generally unsympathetic fandom opinion of Kugo, and has changed a lot of minds about him, which is a powerful skill in the RPC. I can’t wait to see where they go next and I’m so happy we keep writing together!!
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barbierpt · 5 months
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funny how you had no problems when anons were going to syd to call her cheap and say they were shitting on content makers but when someone else says that gifs can be overpriced now you agree with it? just shows how little your words means.
anon, are you okay?? because this obsession you have with me and this nonexistent rivalry or mutual hate relationship with rptsyd is really getting so old.
i'm assuming you read mcthsman's response to that ask about gif packs being paid for?? they brought up a lot of great points i never considered, especially about underused fcoc and how USD prices might translate as higher in other currencies. they did a great job explaining their viewpoint on this matter and i agree with what they're saying. if the rpc has a desire to bring more diversity into writing, i do believe that those resources should be accessible to the public without a paywall, especially when they're not popular fcs that pretty much almost every gif maker has made packs of.
that said, i don't mind gif makers charging for their efforts in creating and editing resources for like private commissions. or i saw another blog mention donation links or patreon as more accessible ways for those who can't spare $20+ for gifs we can't make ourselves and want to use. and i personally don't mind paying creators for their time and effort on what i think is a fair price. not everyone in the rpc is rich. i work two jobs myself to make ends meet and have a little extra spending money i can save for donations and things like that so i have no complaints on my end.
syd did talk about some packs being overpriced (15$ for 250 gifs if i remember correctly) and also mentioned how they've paid or donated more than that. they also admitted themselves that if the rpc thought that was a fair price then they didn't mind it being a "broke me" thing. one of my tag responses to an ask about that basically shared a similar sentiment in that i understood not everyone can pay that much for gifs when we all have real life responsibilities like rent/mortgages, groceries, utilities, medical bills, vet bills, etc.
there was nothing mentioned from syd then like what mcthsman is saying now about underused faces of color blocked from the majority of the rpc behind a paywall, which is a pretty significant issue i didn't realize was happening until i saw it in their post and it is something i feel should be talked about.
this isn't the first anon i've received on a subject that snaps at me about what i've said or not said or what syd's said. not everything i talk about or answer has to do with syd unless she's explicitly mentioned and whatever you think my feelings are towards them. i have them blocked because i didn't like their content and i didn't agree with them continuing to be so hateful towards strangers on the internet who felt they had to make a public apology on this site like they're a celebrity on twitter. the fact that you're using this pretty significant topic of discussion as a means to stir some pot for... i don't even know your objective here. probably so syd has more to talk about on their blog idk. it's sad and embarrassing. it clearly shows you don't care about this issue at all and you're trying to make this personal for your own drama of the week.
you can keep sending me anons about syd cause i won't be answering them any more. and the ones i do continue receiving i will block your ip address to prevent any more coming into my inbox.
hope you understand!! 💓
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nineliabilityrisk · 7 months
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[ send a " ⭐ " and i will list muses i would be interested in throwing at yours ]
[ asked by @muutos ]
this one took a while to get to bc i realized how much i wanted birdie to interact with some of ur muses and then got distracted with trying to set up her blog and stuff but im here to answer this now hopefully . my brain is still all over the place please excuse me
[formatting is "your muse - my muse(s) i would like to see with them"]
vanessa - sb verse mikey :] torment this little shit. because the concept of these two interacting is so fucking hilarious im so happy the movie brought it up and this way it doesnt even have to be movieverse. also i NEED her and birdie to interact so so so bad im trying so hard to finish up birdies sideblog its taking forever but i wanted the chance to give them a lil separate space to themselves. uh who else. i have glambun and cassie of course, she can have fun with them, and joshton also has a sb verse!! i know i never talk about him but id love love love to introduce him with vanessa or one of ur other muses
henry emily - cmon. i love your henry so much id willingly throw literally ANY of my muses at him i <3 him. ive already spent eons talking abt how much i love the potential dynamic between him and michael because i DO, so so so much. also just like i said to nic, he can interact with literally any of my animatronics whenever. i NEED interactions with him and lefty there is something so personal about those two. and of course ciarán goes without saying. your henry already gave him too much attention (like. literally one [1] positive sentence so far) and hes already hooked. good luck getting rid of that fucker. hes never letting go. sorry you shouldve known better than to be sweet with him (/lh)
mangle - im ngl i would love to have interactions with them and one of my withered animatronics. or jeremy, yknow,,, before Shit Goes Bad. could be fun. joshton Also has a verse where he works in the fnaf 2 location because i just kinda stick him wherever he would fit so if you wanna use it to traumatize the poor little minimum wage worker go right ahead i think itd be real funny
freddy fazbear - b..bonnie... thats it just bonnie i want the classic duo back i dont care what era. also if you want him to torment mike or josh theyre always up for it, as has been mentioned multiple times
roxanne wolf + glamrock freddy - lumping them together because theyd be interacting with about the same characters. same list as vanessa!!! its so funny because i wasnt interested in sb at ALL before ruin / interacting with you and ur little corner of the rpc and now im. fucken entangled in it. help.
vincent demarco - weve talked abt my interest in him before but like i said every time you rb some musings about him or something i go a little insane. also did you know his birthday is literally one day before mine i just realized it when i checked his bio page. anyway i really wanna toss like. ciar or josh or someone at him at some point just to see what would happen. he just intrigues me i just wanna see whats goin on in that brain of his idk idk
these arent really specific muse matchups but. every time i see you play like. stu or gwen or ar'alani i lose my mind a little and get reminded of all the muses from their medias i could pick up but i have to stop myself bc thats so much WORK. the star wars fixation would be enough to overpower it and make me find someone to interact with ar'alani if it werent for the fact that i havent managed to get my hands on the thrawn books yet and ive never watched star trek so i dont know anything about your interpretation and it makes me so so so upset. anyway this is an open offer (that may not make sense if you havent watched star wars rebels) but if you would like i would pick up ezra bridger to interact with her in a HEARTBEAT. it wouldnt matter how fucking clueless i am because hes clueless as shit too. i am so so sorry if this sounds overbearing or something i do NOT mean for it to be i have just been wanting to play these star wars muses for YEARS now. the star wars community is just so much more terrifying than this little group here. so the fact that someone that i know and trust and have written with before has even Somewhat of a star wars muse has. driven me a little bit insane. (/pos) this is all /nf of course im just. yeah 👍 this probably makes no fucking sense im sorry i am unwell about star wars
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Send me a symbol and I will tell you…
@diadxrling​ said:  🌹 For both my gremlins
🌹 = my opinion on your character
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//When I first saw Dia in the Addict music video I liked her design, but that was pretty much it. I didn’t give too much thought about her after that. There were a couple of Dias in the Hazbin rpc from what I recall but they didn’t last too long. Yours was the one that really stuck out to me. She has so much depth and her backstory is so sad and heartbreaking from the snippets you told me. And yet she’s so charming that I honestly love her.
And of course we both know how I feel about our favorite murder gremlin. I’ll admit I did have a bit of duplicate anxiety when I first saw you around, but you seemed so genuinely nice and your Niffty was really interesting that I told myself that I should give you a chance. And I’m so glad I did! I love our Twin AU and I do love how you characterized her! You brought out a side to her I would have never thought to explore!
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lizzei-archive · 2 years
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so as we all know... lizzie is my girl, my heart and soul. we’ve been rocking together for way too long and i couldn’t imagine not writing lizzie in any platform. i talk mad shit about her and if we’re close friends, you know how much i do. simultaneously, you also know that i have the most deep love, care, understanding and respect for her. it’s genuinely strange and odd the attachments that we get to fictional characters. portions of it might be because we can disconnect from reality or the other because we project ourselves, the good and the bad, onto them. who knows, but realistically, i absolutely could not imagine diving into any other character the way i have written her. she has made up such a crucial aspect of my life and i would never trade it in for anything. 
don’t worry, this isn’t a goodbye or retirement post. i just want to say thank you for everyone who has always made writing elizabeth nothing but the best experience. none of this would genuinely ever have been possible without the writing partners and dynamics i’ve built with everyone along the way. whether it be through lizzie’s blog or the million others i’ve made, i will always owe everyone my deepest most sincere gratitude of life. regardless if we actively, hardly or no longer talk, one way or another i’ve learned so much from everyone. i genuinely couldn’t imagine writing angst with better companions... because we all know how lizzie and i feel about happy things.
under the cut is essentially shoutouts to people i’ve talked with (+ some of my friends who i wrote appreciations for because i decided to get sappy lol) just because i love them so much and if you haven’t checked out their blogs definitely worth the look!
people i’m literally obsessed with that i think are like the dopest ever whether it’s because i talk to them here or on @brinaspells or @finalsid or wherever but these people are just so fucking cool and i adore them so much. like they genuinely all radiate just sunshine and moonlight and positivity and anytime we talk i have had nothing but the best time ever. YOU GUYS HAVE MY HEART 4 EVER EVER.
@iciclcjr / @taracarp / @schmdts @loetise / @fezcko / @divaola / @tribreds / @hauntsings / @heartvalor
special messages to my humans who i’m staying up past my bed time again which i’ll regret tomorrow when i go to work but you guys are worth it i guess
@weathrs / @rollns : oh god soul sis i can write an absolute novel and more about you. meeting you in the charmed fandom while i was playing melinda and you had an oc witches of east end ingrid and dash beauchamp kid aka charlotte and us bonding over our mutual love for nashville because of lennon and maisy since we were both ironically were using them as our faceclaims. i knew our sistership was fate because of the fact nobody knew who they were at the time. fast forward 7 years, it’s us screaming in caps while simultaneously having a conversation in lowercase text and in audio messages so we can keep track of what’s happening of the multiple topics we’re talking about. talking about our love for olivia and planning our disney trips and us visiting each other. i love our facetime chats and just us talking about our life goals and everything in between. you’re genuinely the better half of my soul and i could never imagine not having you in my life and i know for a fact in another life we were sisters. the bond we have really is unbreakable and who would’ve thought us meeting in the rpc would’ve genuinely brought me one of my best friends in life. you’ve been involved in my life in so many ways and vice versa between high school and college graduations, our crazy health situations (rip to those), my weird family and just so much other stuff like you’re genuinely stuck with me till the rest of eternity. just know that regardless i’m just so damn proud of you always and i’m so glad that you’re back in the rpc after 365+ days of inactivity and actually writing rather than making google docs and getting burnt out like literally thriving!! ok i love you keep killing it in school and answer my facetimes
@geminaie : my sweetest padawan i can also write a whole novel about you. our facetimes make me so unbelievably happy because it consumes of us talking about lizzie and josie and the bond the girls have plus just our lives. nobody understands my love for lizzie and josie like you do and it’s truly insane how you’re able to breakdown so much of lizzie’s personality and mentality in a way that i’m also able to. you reflect it in josie so well on how lizzie impacts your portrayal and i genuinely could never imagine developing lizzie with another person the way we have created these two. between plotting our verses, to developing headcanons on their family dynamics, the gemini coven, their magical abilities and everything small and far in-between, you genuinely are always leaving me in awe. your josie has always been such a masterpiece and words can truly never describe the appreciation i have for the love, passion and understanding you put into her. characterization alone, you as an individual i’m just so damn proud of you. 5 years of knowing you (at least) and watching you grow as an individual has just been so amazing. on facetime we talk about the fact i’m basically your big and i genuinely take that to heart because of the fact we know so much personal aspects of each others lives. know that i love you so so much and there’s no other person in the world i’d rather have call lizzie lizard. you make my heart happy always!
@halliwhell : hehe hi ali i love you and i’m finally glad that we can facetime because lord knows when i used to jump on the calls at 2 am when i had school or work the next day were not the business. listen we met years ago and bonded over our melinda fucking halliwell’s and have been rockin’ ever since (outside of one period but ya know it be like that sometimes).  morality bites and the parent trap had us in a chokehold and ya know what... no regrets to those ones. you truly are one of the coolest people i’ve ever met and i love talking to you even if it isn’t always actively. i love that we project our stuff onto characters and that we have an understanding and always break things down to each other and have open conversations about real things that are important to have and it genuinely makes me really happy. know that i adore and appreciate you and i’m always here if you need anything.
@boltns / @sequelkilled : i bet you thought this was me roasting the fuck out of you. granted, i probably will at some point in this statement but we’ll give it a second to see how far i can go before making some killer joke... lol... anyways... lynn... my favorite favorite non-sleeping male obsessed writing mun. you are just such an amazing person to roast and i just love doing it because it genuinely adds a smile on my face to do our banter. our friendship is one of my most favorite things because of the fact our humor is so similar and us making fun of each others characters is unbelievably the greatest things to me. like roasting lizzie? adds 10 years to my life whether it’s canon lizzie or my superior lizzie. either way, i fucking love it. we started off with lizzie and troy in our she’s all that verse which is still one of my most favorite verses ever and because if it wasn’t for that plot i don’t know how our friendship would’ve came to be and that’s just weird. i appreciate you so much and our friendship and know that, like fellow college students, i’d walk away if i saw cracked windows and blood spilling out because not my circus not my monkeys and college is expensive!!
@amorne / @gilvale : to be quite honest leia i wasn’t sure what blog to tag so i’m hoping one of these two mf show up with your tag if not I’LL SEND IT TO YOU ON DISCO ANYWAYS! we also met in the charmed fandom i was trying to find specifically when but for about 6 years at least maybe 7 and just... WOW. pj and parker... pj and mel... you, me, katie and faye with matching phoebe, pj, parker and p urls. what a simple time that was. we’ve definitely come a long way since. our friendship did fade out for a bit, i won’t lie about that but reconnecting has been one of my most favorite things ever. i’ve loved talking to you again and just rebuilding the friendship into something new while still as if no time had passed. the fact that i know you’ve realistically supported me through a lot of stress that i was feeling lately and validated that no matter what decision i made it needed to be on my own time meant so much to me. i appreciate you with my whole heart and having you back in my life is just amazing and i just!! MWUAH BIG KISSES!!!
@loisjoanne / @slayhutts : MARA !! LETS START OFF WITH THE OUTFITS TODAY YOU LOOKED SO GOOD!!! ok real talk the way that you genuinely radiate positively and light is so amazing i can scream about it constantly. you give me such confidence when i feel like i’m inferior situation but remind me to basically girlboss and give me the motivation to stand up for myself and just remind me it’s okay to do that. granted, still working on it because still nervous but regardless your reminders are genuinely such confidence boosters and reassuring. your friendship means the world to me and i know i tell you that all the time but i genuinely don’t think words can ever really express it correctly. I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU’RE ACCOMPLISHING ESPECIALLY WITH LIFE!!!
@jennifercheck : oh my god isha ... my favorite maneater ... the one and only ... you already know how obsessed i am with everything that you do. like jennifer, you’re basically a god and i genuinely can’t express that enough. like writing this knowing we’re friends? i don’t think i’ll ever get over that it’s genuinely one of the craziest things to me. i get it, it’s basically fan behavior and i’m okay with that. like now that we have lizzie and jennifer as maneaters? PLEASE FUCKING UNTOUCHABLE! okay but yeah no seriously, i love you so damn much and i love dedication to all the characters that you write and the talent you exude. i am genuinely so lucky to call you a friend and i am so happy i got over being scared to ever approach you because life would be really shitty not having you around. 
@dolket : flo, screaming and crying about you. you are just the definition of what i imagine sunshine to be. getting to know you over the course of these past few weeks has realistically been one of the best things to occur and i have enjoyed every minute of it. you are such a sweet soul and pour so much creativity into all of your characters and it just amazes me every single time. seeing your messages or anytime i get random notifications of likes or comments always brings a smile on my face because it’s fun seeing people interact with things that i post when it comes to lizzie or just whatever characters i have. i love that your vocal about the fact that the rpc needs to be more well-rounded and it’s one of my favorite things about you. you’re amazing and i truly don’t know how i used to function without you.
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risingsouls · 2 years
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"Anyway, to spell it out, the friend brought up that someone that used to be a mutual but soft blocked me made the comment, so yes, I did make the addition after she told me about it. But of course everything has to be done with malicious intent, so of course I made it SPECIFICALLY because that person said it. " you're not making sense. the reason you came up with that "addendum" was because you were made aware of that person's opinion. so, yes, you did bring it up specifically because that person said their opinion. if they never made that post, you would not have come up with your "addendum" literally seconds later. also, why did you lie the first time and say your friend only brought it up as a possibility and you were making an assumption when you did, in fact, base your "addendum" specifically on what a former mutual of yours said? do you and your friends enjoy gossiping about people in the dbz rpc who disagree with the opinions held in this clique of yours, and people in the dbz rpc you all don't like in general?
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[Wow. I thought we were done with this silliness.
I'm going to try and keep this short (edit: I didn't). Problem here is you're accusing me of "vague blogging" using the loosest definition of it. Like I really just do not see why your panties are in such a wad over this (if this is in fact the same person).
Taking what someone says and making their own commentary is LITERALLY what everyone on this site does, whether it's in agreement or opposition. That's all I was doing. The only issue here is that it was inspired by a post of someone I imagine you care about. Which is great. Good on you for sticking up for your friend (and I am being sincere about that). But you're blowing this out of proportion and calling my addendum INSPIRED by their post and what likely others will also say about the matter as a personal attack. I did not personally insult them or say something like "anyone who thinks this is a moron." This was my post, and I quote:
"No. I will not take “Pan is confirmed to be three” as an excuse when painting Pan as the “damsel in distress” was the number one reason Pan’s writing was so awful in GT, as well as purposefully done to “give goku motive to fight”. Do not start this young is the point here."
If anything, I'm calling out the writers of this series and GT more than anyone else because, if you read it or my tags, THAT was where my dismay laid. I don't care if someone wants to defend the decision THEMSELVES because she's a toddler. I don't care. I was saying that I--me, myself, and only I in this case--will not use that as defense for Pan getting kidnapped and filling a "damsel in distress" role yet again in this new movie. I don't want to see them start the same trend they used (and admitted they purposefully used) with Pan at this young of an age and set a precedent for it as something that becomes entrenched in her character because she's a female. It says nothing about people who feel that her age makes her getting kidnapped fine. It was literally just me expressing that I don't feels it's a good enough excuse for it when they've already set Pan up the way they have.
Anyway. Whatever you're trying to do isn't working. As I said, you've blown a harmless opinion out of proportion and made it something it never was. My friend and I weren't "gossiping" as you put it. We were discussing the trailer, saw the post, and decided that we didn't agree with it ourselves. There was no name calling or judgement. Merely statements following a "we simply don't agree" vein. It is literally no different than watching the news and commenting on the story with other people. Is that considered gossiping now? Vague blogging the news anchor or the writer of an article?
Call me a liar all you want for not understanding why I was getting accused of vague blogging when our definitions are obviously very different. If you're trying to get people to unfollow me or out me as a horrible person, go for it. So far, no one seems to care that much as far as I can see, and if they do, that's their prerogative. I'm not going to entertain the anons any more, so don't bother sending them. It's immature and petty and not worth my time when I know I've done nothing of real, horrific substance. If you have something you want to discuss with me, my ims are open. But I'm ending this here.
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electricea-archive · 2 years
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@dafdae​ sent - Fun thing related to the autsim post you reblogged! Plum was made based on my hyperfixations and I gave her the same stimming patterns I have and a few more that she brought forward herself. While I haven't seen those writing that aren't non autistic write autistic characters that I'm aware on but I've seen ablest using autism as an insult in an rpc i was in before on fb which made me really hate fb. Not to mention some insane people trying to use autism as a reason some killer committed a crime and try to infantise them like they're this 'uwu cinnamon roll did nutin wrong babey' which I honestly hate so much.
Over all to me though. If someone that isn't autistic wants to have their muse autistic, they should:
ask those that are autistic on how to go about it
do proper research as that's always important to keep in mind.
there's many that are autistic that you wouldn't know! pretty much some of us are p much like those you know. (which brings those "you don't act autistic" comments. it happens. i've had it happen to me but the guy was v friendly and kind.)
don't take what media shows on how we act all the time as they rather exaggerate things. thankfully kids shows that include character with it are very mindful on showing other kids they are just like every other kid and to not treat them like they aren't like you.
I feel I'll derail soon and am losing confidence in my words so I'll end it there jhbhjbhjbdc love to you jasi!
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I think it’s pretty cool that you were able to incorporate some of your own hyperfixations and stimming into your muse! I agree, that my bone to pick wasn’t really with the RPC - the few autistic muses that I have seen have felt pretty authentic or at least, not embodying any offensive stereotypes about autistic people.  I think what I was mostly referring to was the mainstream media portrayal of people with autism - such as in television, films.  I feel like a lot of the tropes used in those often overlap and those writing the characters either have a profound misunderstanding of what autism actually is, or simply copy and paste a similar, if not the same formula, to autistic characters.
While I did not see that particular example in regards to a criminal, I do agree that trying to coddle those with autism and trying to act as though autism is an excuse for everything is ultimately detrimental to the person with autism.  I believe that people should be held accountable for their shitty words and actions no matter who they are, that includes people with autism - even if they don’t understand what they did with shitty, I think it’s important to be honest with them nevertheless and tell them as much - not to hurt their feelings or to be cruel, but to help them better understand.  I have never liked being infantilized and I would never presume to do it with someone else with autism - I believe in trying to treat others, equally.  I do have a soft spot for fellow people with autism and will try to offer my own insights and experiences if asked, but I try to treat them like everyone else and that includes holding them accountable or acting accordingly if they do something shitty or something that makes me uncomfortable - if you don’t tell someone that what they’re doing is uncomfortable or shitty, they’ll likely keep doing it - or excuse others who do it.  That isn’t a good pattern in my opinion.
What I do know is that if I were ever the one acting shitty or making others uncomfortable, even without realizing it - I would want to know - and I would want to be held accountable.  I feel that’s only fair.
I think those are some great tips - I for one would welcome anyone asking me for advice regarding autism, though I think it would be best to keep in mind that my experience with autism does not equal everyone else’s experience and they should probably seek opinions from multiple people and try to get as many people’s insights as they can.  Research is also important, although finding good resources is important too - I’m sure there is a great deal of misinformation is also out there so finding multiple sources of research helps.  I agree with you about the media - unless respectfully done, I think media should probably be someone’s lowest priority if they’re creating an autistic muse as you’ll likely run into a lot of similar or exaggerated characters with autism, though as you pointed out, there are shows that have done that respectfully.
Thanks for the ask! This was very interesting to talk about and I hope it was of some help to someone considering making an autistic muse/wanting to know more.
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my experience with addy / hiqey
i’ve contemplated posting my history with addy/hiqey for awhile now. my friends have encouraged me to do so, but due to her stance in the rpc i was always far too scared to do so. with all that is coming to light with her recently, not only is a huge weight off my shoulders as far as comfortably roleplaying as my escape, but knowing i’m not alone. my story with addy dates back to about september 2018. i do warn you this will be long, and i’ll try to include enough details to make it make sense while not dragging things on and on. this includes both my personal relationship with addy, as well as my experience with her in groups one where she she was an admin, and groups where i was an admin. as well as i believe we coadmined one together. i’ve put screenshots where i could, but some of this dates back to 2018 and i just don’t have access to those texts/rp accounts anymore.
a huge huge shout out to @bumkeyz for starting this avalanche, and for also supporting me one on one along with all my friends to feel safe enough to come forward. i’ll put all of my story under a read more. 
i’m going to start this by saying, my name is mel/melanie. you may have heard of me because back when addy was on rpslayed she wasn’t a big fan of me for awhile. predominantly my group the cape(?) the main isn’t up anymore so i can’t remember the exact @. i’m 21 years old, i will be 22 this month. i am married & i have a 3 year old daughter. this is information i don’t normally tell people i’m married / have a child, because well, i just feel a little judged. not because anything anyone has specifically done or said, but my own anxieties worried that people will think it’s weird to be married with a child and still in twitter rp. but it is important to my story with addy, which is why i’m letting everyone know right off the bat. 
i met addy in a group called producers. this group is from september 2018, so i’m not able to access anything right now, but am digging. i played (feel free to clown me) a g-eazy character named pierce. addy played a carlson young who’s name i can’t quite recall, and a gracie abrams named lolly. lolly & pierce became friends first & at some point we exchanged phone numbers. lolly & pierce flirted a lot, pierce was a player yada yada. eventually she ended up getting a different ship on lolly & pushed her carlson young onto pierce. pierce had a different love interest & didn’t end up going for her. this should’ve been the first negative sign/red flag. when pierce didn’t get with her character, she got very short & snarky ic and ooc. i believe both of her characters blocked me ic. even though pierce had made no ic promises to either to not be with someone else. we still maintained some level of friendship, but she was extremely weird about when i mentioned my ship. our friendship ended for a few months because of an incident that started ic between me and another character. the mun who played this character and i had bonded ooc over having been pregnant, we talked somewhat often about her dealings with her pregnancy. so i felt close enough/friendly enough with this mun that when something happened with her character & another character ic i dm’ed her to see if she was ok .long story short it went bad. i texted addy and told her that. i explained that i felt as if this mun & i were close and it was like dm’ing a friend. she held onto the fact that i shouldn’t have messaged her. when i didn’t immediately conform to her thought she kicked me out of the group. i was literally devastated. i loved that group, that character, my ship; all of it. she blocked me. though this story is 2 paragraphs long, it’s minor in the grand scheme of things. after this she smeared me on rpslayed for months until our paths crossed again in a group called glitches/glitch? we decided to squash our beef. this was december 2019.
in december 2019 we became friends again. honestly, i wish we never crossed paths. we got very close right away. she started telling me about a bad friendship she had, with someone we mutually knew from producers who i will not name since it’s not my place to put their name in this, and gained my sympathy. so much so that i ended a friendship with that person based solely on accusations that addy had told me. this is something that i can now realize i did wrong. i literally cussed this person out on the phone, solely based off things addy told me. i didn’t listen to someone who had been my friend for months, who defended me and picked me up when addy was tearing me down on rpslayed. i turned my back because addy convinced me to. she made this person seem awful. and again, i’m not naming them, but they know exactly who they are. and when thy do read this, i’m sorry.
now this is where things get out of hand. addy & i begun an intimate relationship. this is very personal, and i know some may pass judgment. but my husband was cool with it. addy also began talking to my husband, they texted. we had a groupchat. not to get into details about the relationship, but it was romantic. i am going to try and organize my thoughts. into themes.
money
this relationship lasted from about january ish to april romantically. i became addy’s crutch. she began going through personal issues with her family. and i started sending her money. to be frank i don’t remember how it started. i helped her with a job search, supporting her through these tough things that were going on. the money started casually i suppose. it was $10 for lunch. $25 for nails. but then it got worse. i bought her a phone. and slowly she grew more entitled to my money. asking for it. demanding it. guilting me when i didn’t give it. i lied to her and told her i lost my credit card and turned it off, but the guilt i had i told her that i could turn it on when she needed it. in screenshots i will post below she guilted me because i was sick and fell asleep before turning my card on. whether what she’s saying occured is true or not, it was just one example of how she made me feel. at one point she had my credit card on her uber, and charged nearly $400 of ubers on my credit card that i didn’t know about. she claimed it was an accident, because i let her put my card on her account under the agreement that she would turn it off. we had an agreement of what she would pay me back, some things that i got her were gifts and i didn’t want/need back. other things it was always an agreement she would pay me back. however whenever i would mention sending me a payment she had an excuse. one time even guilting me by reminding me how much better i have it than she does. all in all i spent / sent upwards of $2500/$3000 on her. only about $1500/$1800 i wanted back. i never saw a dime back, she never made good on her promises. at some point i gave up on asking.
ETA: as far as the uber situation goes, she did apologize and state that it was never on purpose when i found out that there was nearly $500 in charges. she said she thought she was charging her moms card. this shows a photo of 1 page of a 5 page statement of all the transactions put on my card by her in one month. there are only 6 of these transactions that were me. all of the ubers and venmo were her. i didn’t make her take off my card, which in hindsight was obviously a very bad decision. i just didn’t want to leave her stranded without ways to get home/where she needed to be. 
this is her demanding money. this was in the summer. at this point i was so manipulated by her/scared of her/scared of losing her that i didn’t know how to say no. in this instance i deflected with a picture of my child. screen shot.
in the screenshots here, this is where i fell asleep. i was on vacation and got extremely dehydrated in the sun. i literally felt so sick and she made me feel guilty for falling asleep. X X X 
this screenshot shows one of the times i actually asked her when she would repay me. at this point my credit card was nearly maxed out from ubers and sending her money. i was anxious about it and she made me feel bad for asking because her situation was worse than mine. this was the same day she asked me for $250 for a down payment on her car. X asking for money. X making me feel bad for asking when she’s gonna pay.
literally to this day im still in credit card debt because of this. yes i make good money, yes my husband does too. but credit card debt is hard and everyone knows it. i do fine for myself, but i don’t have hundreds extra to pay this down. 
also, i cannot locate the bank screenshot. but as recent as this february, six months since she spoke to me, she still had my card on her uber and usted it again. i can’t find the screenshot of the actual of the bank transaction because i’ve completely had to close that account for fraud and transfer my balance to a new card. but here is a screenshot from february 12 where i tell my friends i caught her doing it. X .
manipulation in groups/related to groups
orbis. i ran a group called orbis, it was a reality show group. addy was one of my friends who really wanted me to open it. all of my groups i’ve adminned i’m the lead. i just always take on that roll so i do get very busy with them on top of my real life. i work full time and i’m a mom so i spread myself thin.she made me feel really guilty for this, saying i wasn’t giving her enough time, she wasn’t anyones dog. so i posted my unfollow. then she told me i was stupid for doing that. so i deleted my unfollow. then she said that me deleting my unfollow showed that i didn’t really care how she felt. screens. X X
lumeer. very similar situation to above. only this time i left the group completely for about 3 weeks. i called my coadmin crying about what she was doing to me, sent her the psds and templates for grpahics and left fully, though i helped them out if issues arose/they needed anything. 
impulse. this was recently and this got brought to the tags. im going to copy & paste what i sent to bumkeyz as far as the story goes for what happened.
“ what happened in impulse is only one of several examples of addy being awful in groups i've adminned. this goes back to our friendship but specifically here's what happened in impulse. addy played a character named briar, the other characters involved were as mentioned in other posts loki & khalil (fai fc). one of he first days of the group khalil hooked up with both loki & briar. when the "updates" account posted about loki & khalil's hook up (we posted any and all plot drops that were sent in, it was a reality show so we consistently updated what the cameras caught), briar got upset on main. addy then messaged khalil's mun ooc and asked for the plot to be erased. essentially because she didn't like that khalil had hooked up with both her and another girl in the same day/same manor. as odd of a request as i was the khalil mun agreed to wipe it & asked that if there was anything that ever came up again that made addy uncomfortable to please not hesitate to dm. addy then softblocked khalil. which is strange. why soft block with briar's reason to dislike khalil has been wiped? that night addy posted on her personal tumblr hiqey "i forgot all fai khadra fcs are weirdos" or soemthing along that line. the khalil mun reasonably got uncomfortable with that, but was softblocked & didn't tell the main. they just ignored it since their characters weren't interacting now. for the next few days addy continued to shade khalil and loki on main, despite any ic reason for disliking them being wiped. loki then approached briar IN CHARACTER asking what was wrong/why she was shading/why they didn't like her. i don't know all the details of that conversation, but i know it ended with loki saying she was going to block briar & briar saying that was fine. bear in mind the admins had no idea any of this was happening at this point. addy then dmed the main, playing victim. after more shading of khalil, khalil's mun decided to block briar as well. addy despite wiping this plot and having 0 ic communication with khalil continued to shade the characters ic. so addy dmed the main playing innocent. asking for us to have them unblock, saying she had no idea why they blocked or what she did. as admins we had no idea why either, figured it was something ic so we dmed both muns. khalil's mun agreed after some hestiation, and asked if they had to follow her and i said no. they didn't elaborate. loki's mun however refused, & i'm glad she did because she told us what was going on. of course once we were told everyting we didn't make her unblock. up until we told addy that we were not going to make those muns unblock her, she was extremely sweet to us. she praised us on her rpt. said she loved the group. fed the main compliments. but when she didn't get her way out of us, and was essentially told on, she started causing issues on the timeline with different characters. she sent us a dm on the main telling us to "learn how to handle your group melanie" and deactivated before i could get a chance to reply. “
what i didn’t tell bumkeyz is that deejay/rpslayed played khalil. another example of addy’s manipulation is that when she saw deejay getting anons she followed deejay and texted her after several months of no communication, starting to tell her side of the story and play innocent -- not knowing that deejay was the person who was behind khalil the entire time. she made khalil out to be the bad guy, not knowing that it was deejay. after finding out deejay and i were friends, when deejay posted on rpslayed for people to follow me shortly after trying to get deejay on her side, addy blocked us both (again). 
manipulation between friends (?)
i don’t really know a great way to title this, but this is similar to the situation i mentioned with the unnamed person above -- how addy made me think that person was the worst so i would stop being friends with them. this is a few more examples of that.
the entire time i was friends with addy, she told me that deejay hated me. she told me that deejay was convinced that i was this person who tried to get her kicked out of a group. she told me that she did her very best to convince deejay that it wasn’t true, but no matter what she did deejay just hated me. nearly a year later deejay and i cross paths in a group. we started talking ooc and i mentioned this. i asked her why she thought that was me. we found out that basically, while addy was telling me she was trying to convince deejay it wasn’t me, she was telling deejay that it was me. she would also tell me personal information about deejay that i had no business knowing, whether it be real life information or just telling me the groups deejay adminned when she knew deejay didn’t want anyone knowing. 
i have found out recently that addy has recently been telling people a lie about when she came to visit me. on one evening when she visited me in june of 2019, we went to my friend’s house. we both drank, and smoked. i am someone who neither drinks nor smokes, and i got a very bad mix from it. my anxiety sky rocketed. i was crying on my friends couch practically paralyzed. i didn’t want to move. i felt sick. i felt scared. my friends were going to drive us back to my house and shortly before we were about to walk out addy said she needed to go to the hospital. my friend’s boyfriend drove her there, and when he came back they took me home. this night is very blurry for me. i remember barely being able to see straight, my friend helped me walk to and from the car. addy has told her friends that i refused to pick her up from the hospital that night, and i’ve now heard this from two of her close friends. when in reality, i was so far gone that not only was i sick and scared, but i couldn’t see straight. i had absolutely no ability to be behind a wheel. i’m not surprised she twisted this against me.
i provided a few people screenshots where addy was telling me to block them/trying to convince me that they were awful and hurting me. at the same time that addy was telling me this, she was doing the opposite to them -- to keep us apart. i believe this is some sort of power. always wanting to be everyones number one.
i don’t have a lot of screenshots for this, so i won’t go into much detail, but i can say on more than one occasion, or more than five or ten she told me who to and not to be friends with. told me to block people who had been our friends who were no longer friends with her. 
flat out manipulation.
i don’t want to go back through my texts too much honestly. it’s still a sore spot. it still sucks and it still hurts. but i think anyone and everyone involved with addy at some point or another has similar stories about the way she treats her friends. there were points where i begged. begged and begged her not to leave me. i can’t even count how many times she blocked and unblocked me. how many times she made me feel the worst and then came back. she came back because she knw i was there. and that my generosity was practically endless. i couldn’t say no to her, frankly i can’t say no to anyone. if anyone dmed me today and said hey i need $15 for a ride home. i’d probably send it. that’s just how i am. addy completely had me wrapped around her finger. to the point that i left friends who were good to me. i left my own groups i worked hard on. i nearly ended my engagement (which cannot be entirely blamed on her, but the relationship she and i had was built off lots of manipulation). i know that i could go find 100 screenshots and texts of her manipulating me but honest i just don’t want to do that to myself again. she has made me out to be the villain to anyone she can. i have had 2 different people tell me that she told them i say the n word, which is the furthest thing from the truth. i fear the things she’s said about me to people. if she can 100% make something up, what can she twist from actual arguments or issues we had? 
i know this sounds like a lot of rambling for nothing. but for nearly two years i’ve lived in fear in the rpc of addy. less so when we were friends. i’ve feared telling my side because i felt invalid. frankly even as i type this im scared. scared she’s already convinced everyone i’m awful and no one will read this or care. i just am thankful that this finally came to light. i am glad that i won’t feel scared anymore. roleplay is my one place to be free. as a mother, a full time worker, i don’t have a lot of time for hobby’s and frankly i don’t have a lot of them. i don’t draw, or read. i like to write. and i’m just thankful this can finally be lifted off me.
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jennyslcte · 3 years
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How to write sexist and or misogynistic characters without being a raging asshole about it.
I’m seeing a lot of conversation about this in the RPC and I thought it’d be interesting to weigh in. I’ve been in this community for a long time and can sadly report that I’ve seen people write sexist characters just for the sake of doing so. To me, this is horrible, ignorant, and not wise. I understand that there are people in the real world that are, somehow, blatantly sexist without a reason. Despite this, it’s thoughtless to bring this into a community that’s supposed to be about character development and having fun. Keyword: character development.
So, how can we incorporate sexism into a character for the sake of character development and not because we simply feel like it? For me, I think this only fits well for female/female identifying/nb characters. Anybody who decides to write an openly gross and sexist male character...just don’t. There’s so much more you can do to create an interesting male/male identifying character than making others uncomfortable.
I’m gonna write out a little guide below the cut.
ONE: Internalized misogyny bleeding into inner dialogue. 
This is something I’ve always enjoyed fleshing out when it comes to my female/female identifying/nb characters especially. It’s a way to display a very common area of sexism without being an asshole. And, it’s a really great way to dive deeper into a character’s motive and inner dialogue. Below is an example of one of my character’s cases of internalized sexism toward her ex-husband’s new girlfriend. My character is Emma.
The need for a cigarette comes into play now, Emma’s mouth feeling suddenly try and coarse like she’s eaten a plate of dirt. Her voice also catches inside her throat, her mind thinking to say something to excuse her actions though her body was miles away metaphorically. Ava probably didn’t smoke. Perfect, pretty little Ava. To Emma, she seemed like the kind of woman who was the epitome of beauty yet was humble about that fact and annoyingly so.
WHAT CAN WE DECIPHER FROM THIS TEXT? Emma is insecure. Her sexism stems from an area of deep, undeniable insecurity about herself. Emma thinks Ava is prettier and more of a “woman” and because of this, she thinks lowly of her.
TWO: Sexism and the standard for beauty. 
This is another great way to express a form of misogyny. A lot of sexism is rooted in beauty standards that a lot of people simply can’t reach. And, like stated before, insecurity feeds into this feeling a lot. You’ll see this should be noted heavily while writing a “sexist” character. Below is an except with my character Maya that explores this writing technique. Maya identifies as a demigirl.
Style has never been something Maya knew well. She spent most of her days clad in plain jeans or leggings and a t-shirt or an old red sweater she got many moons ago. This proclivity stemmed from deep-rooted insecurity that she could never quite shake. Her body was slim though not pristine, her stomach fleshy and soft, as well as her thighs and ass. She was simply just okay, always flopping between two ends of a certain spectrum. Over time, it didn’t bother her as much. Not until her identity came into play. Boy, girl, somewhere in the middle. This or that. It all seemed trivial and too fragile for her to touch. Though it came to her, anyway. It stood at the front step of her mind and begged to come in and, eventually, Maya allowed it inside. And once it was in, her insecurities seemed to melt under the warmth it brought. Though, she still had bad days. Like today, for instance.
So, yes, she decides to go shopping. I’ll buy a bright yellow dress and I’ll become a thing of beauty in no time. I’ll be undeniable! The words ring like a mantra inside her mind no matter how delusional. 
WHAT CAN WE DECIPHER FROM THIS TEXT? Maya is uncertain, insecure, and heavily influenced by modern media and stereotypes, earning in her to have a slightly misogynistic view. This is another type of internalized sexism that is very interesting to explode with characters. And, of course, it’s not done for the sake of doing so. This helps develop your character and their way of thinking, which is meant to change over time. Especially for someone like Maya, who you can tell will come to terms with themselves and their ideals for beauty and gender. 
THREE: Wanting to be seen in a damaging light. Another product of a warped society.
This one is hard to explain but I often write within this narrative with my character Maya. It’s rooted in sexism, as well, and I’ll show you a writing example of this below. In this scenario, Maya is at a bar and a man is attempting to flirt with her even though she’s not really enjoying it.
He does a double take before setting his gaze upon Maya. She attempts to look away but he has other plans. Of course, he scoots on over, scanning Maya like she was an animal to be devoured. In some way, she did sometimes find vague pleasure in the idea that someone may find her desirable in moments like this, even with torn lip skin and a wild head of hair that’s yet to be washed after a day of work.
WHAT CAN WE DECIPHER FROM THIS TEXT? Simply, a part of Maya thinks she should be flattered at the idea that a man would want her when she’s feeling low about herself. A classic case of internalized misogyny that can be hard to shake.
And that’s about it! I hope this helps and brings a new perspective and a fresh writing technique for everyone to try out. Insecurity does not have to be something you avoid in a character, really. It should be welcomed in terms of character development and can work wonders to develop muse for a character who might be struggling with something like internalized misogyny. Just...don’t be an asshole about it. It’s really that simple.  
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      “ 𝐻𝓊𝓏𝓏𝒶𝒽! ” There’s officially 400 of you following my dear fish princess! When I started this blog, I never thought I would’ve gotten this far, but this community has been so welcoming and supportive. It’s truly been a joy to write with everyone, and I never would’ve gotten here if it weren’t for all of you encouraging me and my writing. Writing an underappreciated character, and especially with the amount of my canon divergence, brought me to always assume that I’d have a much smaller audience for it - and I’m glad to say that I’ve been proven wrong! 
But really, I wouldn’t have gotten anywhere near where I am today without the sheer amount of creativity and talent already present in the rpc. Every day I am blown away by the sheer amount of work that is being put into blogs and muses both, and every day I am awestruck at the replies that I read! And you’ve been there through thick and thin, so I think it’s about time I give a little back and show my appreciation.
          👑 The Low Royals
For those of you who have been with me the longest, who have seen the growth and fine-tuning, and even potentially helped me shape this blog into what it is now - I raise a glass to you! You’re all my good friends, and I can thank none of you enough. I truly do appreciate and care for all of you, though I might be bad at saying it. You’ve all made me laugh, and cry, and feel ten thousand other emotions, and I can only hope to support all of you the same as you’ve supported me.
Tam / @necrodanger / @ruiincd / @rebeljest : You have been here from the beginning, and for that, you are the first upon this list. Where would I be without your help? When my Miranda first started interacting with your Val, much like the princess not knowing how deeply she’d fall in love with the pauper, I did not know how such a wonderful friendship would grow between us. You have been through Hell together with me, and though I may stumble, I trust you. Your companionship has been crucial to so much here, and I can only hope that I have helped you grow as much as you have helped me. You are irreplaceable in your talent and creativity, and you know I look forward to everything you write, all that you draw, and every day that I get to chat with you over Discord. I can never thank you enough, and I am truly in your debt!
Jeremy / @grave-risen / @lioncovrte / @covenwtch / @amalgaemate : Jerm!!! Gosh, what praises can’t I sing of you and your excellent muses? Your characterization is spot on - there’s just such a warmth that you breathe into all of the characters you handle. They truly take on a life of their own in such a special way, with all the unique pitfalls and challenges that come with them! You have such fine little details that I love to see in each individual personality and your devotion to detail is to be admired. Likewise, you’re someone who I know I can trust, as that warmth truly spreads over into you yourself, and you’re just such a welcoming and genuine friend that I know I can just vibe with without any pressure. I really do love the plots we’ve done so far, and really look forward to seeing how Brian and Miranda handle becoming friends again. I may tease about him being a snack, but you know I’m here for all of the emotional curveballs you can throw at me!
Shorp / @pasttorn : I might be bad at chatting you up recently - but as always, you know I adore your Damien and all of the drama that he can cause! He’s a shit-stirrer of a muse, and you know I love the way you write, which together is just a perfect combination for a great time! You’ve also been around a bit longer in the rpc so you’ve seen some shit, and you’ve seen me reboot this blog and remake my lore. And for that, for sticking through as I went completely off the rails, I think that’s a pretty good summary of you! Chill, supportive, and sweet, a good pal all around to just vibe with and have some fun creative blends with!
Lola / @monstersmashed : AH... Oh, how Miranda loves her Marcus, and how I adore all the OCs you make! What kind of talent is it to be able to make so many unique OCs and have them all be so individual in such a way that really shows the quirks that makes each and every one special, and where can I get some of that? I remember Junie when she was much, much newer in the rpc, and I swear my adoration for what you can do with an interesting concept has only grown!! I sincerely love plotting with you and working out how your darlings can interact with my three disasters, and just absolutely a good friend all around.
Oli / @mindsmelded : OLI! I know you’re inactive right now (and honestly, I don’t blame you) but I GOTTA give you my love too! Every single reply from you just gets me EXCITED to read, with how you handle your muses! There’s just a passion and a flow to your prose that I love, and I truly admire how you can detail out exactly how each muse thinks in such a unique style that, even if you didn’t give a name or pronouns, you know EXACTLY which muse is responding! I admire you for that, and really that’s such a valuable skill that I want to master in my own writing too! You’re overall just such a supportive sweetheart who I can trust to talk to, and expect plenty of wholesome memes in return as a pick-me-up!
        👑 The Middle Royals
Here is to all who I roleplay regularly with, but maybe don’t chat up as often as I’d like on Discord or through messages, or maybe just haven’t known as long as others. You have such excellent characters that I love to see interact with my fish princess, and I can’t wait to talk to you more! Some have budding relationships with your muse and Miranda that I can’t wait to see blossom into something complex and special all on their own, but all have just wonderful muses who I highly recommend you give a follow if you haven’t already! There’s a truly special amount of care being put into their writing, and I cannot recommend them enough.
Raz / @superbeaucoupdevisages : Honestly I didn’t expect to start to ship Oz and Miranda, but, WHELP, it happened!!! And I’m glad it did, honestly, because these two? Cute. Very cute!! With a whole lot of potential for angst and lore-exploring too! And really, I’m looking forward to it, because the way you write is simple and concise, which leaves it wonderfully IMPACTFUL. It’s short, sweet, and hits right where it hurts!! Which could honestly be said the same as you, as you know how to make your ideas known in as few words as possible. You know how to be there without the need for pretense, and sometimes you really do need someone to be there to get to the heart of issues, and for that, I thank you!
Hannah / @ciiclops / @bingemuscs : Probably the odd one out here as we have known about each other for quite a while, predating my reboot, but we’ve only recently really gotten around to chatting, which is a SHAME. I love just being able to infodump with you about my lovely, lovely arachnids, and Iris has always been such a charm to interact with!! I can’t wait to see how she might interact more with Miranda and how they might get along, as I’m really just a sucker for nerd and prep friendships (or maybe even something more) !!!
Zac / @collectathon : Can I just say that I’m super excited for your Zoe muse already? There’s so much to get into still, and she’s pretty new in terms of Miranda’s interactions, but I can’t WAIT to see what happens! Especially with all the ties Miranda has to the eldritch... Plus, I know to go to you for a good time, and I don’t think I’ll get over Miranda trying to frame Scooby Doo for arson anytime soon! You’re a wonderful friend with such a passion that I look forward to talking to more!
June / @preparetodie​ / @fullofschmidt​ : Is it bad to say I genuinely didn’t think much of Aaravi until I found your blog? Because I kinda did! But you have taught me to appreciate and love this fiesty AND VERY SAD slayer in a way I never have before, with such introspections on her character that I haven’t even thought about before recently! Similarly, your Vicky? STUNNING. She’s special in her own way, and honestly I can’t wait to discover more about her. Likewise, I’m looking forward to both of them learning more of Miranda’s specific secrets, and all of the fun turmoil that comes with that! (Plus, your art? So lovely!!! I might just have to commission you sometime!)
Hari / @warraigoe : I love! Your Damien! He’s honestly really funny, and sometimes even I can forget how lighthearted the actual tone of Monster Prom can be - so I think having something a little lighter is really good! Certainly, Miranda appreciates it, pfft! Your passion for writing really comes through, and I gotta say I really admire you going the extra mile to really get people similarly excited for something too! You’re someone who I really would like to chat and write with more often, if only my energy could pan out, because you’re honestly just that interesting! Good vibes, great times all around!
Josie / @galaxietm : We haven’t gotten the chance to write much together yet, but the amount of excitement I get from being able to write with you in the future is telling as to the quality that I’ve observed so far! You really do have just a smooth, chill demeanor to you that I can’t help but get really excited to be able to plot with you, and from what we’ve been able to do so far, it’s been looking really promising for things-to-come with Vera and Miranda! And from what I’ve seen of your prose? Similarly silky-smooth, flows as easy as a river, and just really something that I can’t wait to see more of, along with getting to know you more!
Nigel / @1-0-1-9 : YOU!!! Us meeting on Twitter was such a lovely chance meeting, and your friendship truly was a great birthday gift! I don’t show near as much love to your muse as I wish I did, because gosh you really do care about him and it shows! You’re someone who I could chat with all night though, and you bring up so many things I haven’t quite thought of yet! I really do appreciate having someone there who I can bounce ideas off of regularly, and you’re just excellent for that. You say you’re a dog in a human’s body, and tbh? I absolutely believe that with just how friendly you are!
Mori / @roskaarotta : Molly is one of those OCs who I can just immediately pick out as one of my favorites, with the amount of care you’ve gone into in making her! Your writing with her is a lot like how I see your art with her - absolutely soaked in a killer atmosphere that you can’t get anywhere else. I love how you took demons/angels and put a bit of yourself into them, and the character drama you write is to die for! I love hearing all of Molly’s backstory and really get a grasp of her personality, and you KNOW Miranda loves her Raccoon Wife!!
Rilli / @empatheticxangel / @marquisxofxlove : Speaking of which - YOU ARE ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF SOME OF MY FAVORITE OCs! Liam is such a darling, and you’re another big inspiration in me furthering my own lore! The amount of detail you work with for Liam is awe-inspiring, and I truly love hearing about how his world works and the history it has, alongside his own unique biology! The way you handle his powers is legitimately something I haven’t seen done before, and I think that really just goes to show exactly how much consideration and love is really going into developing him. Not to mention - you DRAW all your icons!! Like, DAMN. 
Dani / @candyredmuses / @pxppinmolly / @bluemoonmuses : DANI. NERD. DORK. FELLOW MUN OF A PINK PRINCESS. I cannot say how much I appreciate you! And though we might not chat it up as regularly as some others (basically until I find a meme or song that reminds me of you) - you are on my mind!! Your work on character development CANNOT BE OVERSTATED. I think about Molly and your work on her so often, and she truly inspires me to further work on Miranda and put all the more thought into detailing her out! I might be a cryptid, but you can sight me anyday! (And bonus points for ALSO BEING A FELLOW HORROR-LOVER.)
        👑 The High Royals
And here’s to all who I don’t know as well! Who I see on my dash or maybe have a thread or interaction or two with, but don’t chat OOC with that often or that Miranda isn’t totally established with yet! I see you, and I appreciate all that you’re doing and all of the effort that goes into your art and writing, and I look forward to the friendships and further interactions that can come of this!
If you’ve gotten this far and you haven’t been mentioned, then I’m sorry! You’re totally free to leave a comment or somesuch, shaming me for being as forgetful as I am, because you’re really all so wonderful, and I would love to shout everyone out if it weren’t for my bad memory! I love all of you so much, and I’d sincerely like to thank everyone reading this, for getting to this milestone together!
@vibinjustice / @rotaidevxr / @eoleolhan / @prsonatm / @stripedstrigoi / @lovsiik / @anxechoxinxhell / @vnemis / @bigveee / @multiipl / @moonmiissed / @woerended / @chainsxwsmile / @grandtales / @stcries / @yourfuturebcyfriend / @hoopsheartthrob / @xj-nine / @hellishmoth / @soupervillainpotage / @fatedcfied / @muse--menagerie / @hazbinvesta / @pinafcl / @dreamsugargirl / @hollowxport / @canisfuria   
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starsmuserainbow · 3 years
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Questions for the mun!
Thanks for sending! So many!
🌟 - Who was your very first rp muse? 
Answered just two asks earlier, but again, that’d be Starfire if I don’t count the little things beforehand!
Outside of that, earlier there had been Princess Peach too, and Misty from Pokemon, and a good bunch of OCs where,
lemme just mention Lightning since I’ll never bring her out anywhere, even if she isn’t really anything like a first muse or anything - basically a genderbended version of Kid Flash, though more worked into an OC. She still has a similar-enough look and the same ability (= speed, duh) though, and I feel like I know absolutely not enough about speedsters and all that stuff, and I also feel like her basic concept (’genderbended kid flash’) was like too stupid, to ever bring her out anywhere again.
⌛ - How long have you been rping? 
That depends on if I count the earlier things too or not.
I don’t remember how long ago those guestbook-thingies were that I did, that’d probably already be like idk 15 years or so ago, but I really don’t know if I should count those.
Then there was the RPing with my one (and only) online-friend, that started like 10 years ago. It wasn’t actually ‘out in public’, though, just a thing between us two, so again I’m not sure if it counts.
As for RPing on here, within an actual RPC? It’s been pretty much exactly 5 years now!
💝 - Who are some rpers you look up to? 
I always feel obliged to mention the one blog that basically brought me into here (though they won’t know, we never were mutuals or anything and never talked or anything outside of me sending some anons), a Kid Flash, here. (And please if you read this and do know them, don’t tell them about this, I absolutely don’t need to be known/seen/recognized by them, I’m fine just silently following their blog and the cool art they do)
Then, well, “looking up to” feels like a pretty big thing, and kinda like it shouldn’t include those that I actually am writing with? Which, doesn’t really leave much, so let me instead just name a few of my interaction partners that I really love.
You, for example! Then nvertoolate, skymade and all her blogs, merveiilles, flashgotthis - okay that’s enough making me all nervous for today.
🎥 - What’s your favorite tv show/movie? 
Again answered this two asks before this one, but to mention something else, hm.
I like RWBY! I currently watch a thing called ‘The Gifted’, which is pretty interesting, too. The Mandalorian is pretty cool too, and the various Star Trek things that exist.
🎼 - What’s your favorite song? 
At the moment, this very strongly is Purge the Poison from Marina!
I’ve carried the idea for a while that all the stuff going on these days is just Earth’s way to fight against the virus humanity that’s killing it more and more, and this song just captures that thought so well and I just really dig it. It also reminds me of Poison Ivy where I still miss a RPer from idk years ago or so so that’s a bonus too.
🎶 - Who’s your favorite singer/band/music producer? 
My usual answer to this is MIKA! I dig a lot of his songs, a lot, and they’re just fun and cheerful and great and yeah!
Some other names would be A Great Big World, The Script, and well given my current fav song probably Marina too!
🎮 - What’s your favorite video game? 
I’m like so excited for the new Pokemon Snap! I loved that game back then, and I really hope the new one is a similarly great experience.
Outside of that, Mario Kart, the Pokemon Stadiums back on the N64 were great too with all these minigames. Kirby! Yeah that’s about it for what I can think of right away!
And on the PC, there’s Overwatch which I play more or less regular each day - the community is NOT good but I like the game still. (And for those curious, I never play competitive outside of maybe to get placed to earn some coins from it, so don’t expect me to be placed well or something, I play for fun and casually all the time.)
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aworldofyou · 3 years
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        So I’m making this post for myself more than anything. But after I spent the last month or so pondering this, and looking at my Queen as she sits quietly. I’ve come to the conclusion that she has deduced that her time is done with me. I say this with a heavy heart because it was Cersei who brought me into the RPC in 2016, and it was Cersei who helped me through so many hard times. It was in the following making her that I would actually attempt to take my own life three times before Season 7 even aired. I had known physical abuse, had worked through self harm tendencies. I had known every sort of neglect that I really don’t want to get into details of. I had come to Cersei, having gone through and continued to experience the harstest moments of my life that I had ever known. And it was through Cersei’s strength, that I found my own. And through her, I had met amazing friends, and amazing people, all of which are continuous positive influences in my life. 
          There had been good times, and bad times, surely, but the influence that Cersei has brought to my life have been nothing but positive, and reinforcing. And I can honestly say that I would not be in this world still if it weren’t for Cersei Lannister, I would not be as strong as I am if it wasn’t for the lessons of strength and endurability that she taught me. And for a very positive message that one friend had taught me through this too, for the fact that lions do not apologize for who they are, what they are. And that is something that I carry with me every single day of my life. I’m getting a bit emotional typing this, but there is never a day that I am not thankful for this character, this muse, and the influence that she’s had on me.
         She is content now, and now she is leaving. And I feel like I’m letting a friend go and move on, and all I can say as I remove her from my roster is” 
     Thank you, for everything. Cersei Lannister, Trueborn Daughter of Tywlin Lannister, Rightful Queen of these Seven Kingdoms, Long May You Reign.
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nicolebonnet · 3 years
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#my top one forever is ol*via culpo#but it's fully valid#because when someone bullies u in high school to the point of u becoming suicidal#u get to hate their face forever hello??? spill this tea
LKDJFOIWO it's a long and complicated story that spans many years but started freshman year so here we goooo. her friend group was like 99% really really mean girls who were friends with some other really really mean girls at a different school. the boyfriend of one of the girls at the other school sexually assaulted me and then, because he didn't want me to tell anyone/get in trouble with his girlfriend, he told her that i was the one who forced myself on him. so she told all her friends at my school, and they spent months relentlessly tormenting me until one day my anxiety made me physically ill and i was going down to the nurse's office, literally sobbing and trying not to puke, when my principal found me and i told her part of the story (left out the sexual assault because i was afraid to tell anyone about that for a very long time). my mom came to pick me up & immediately brought me to an emergency psych appointment because i told her i wanted to kms. also considered switching schools at one point, but i never did. my principal talked to the girls (at one point there was a meeting with me, my mom, one of them, and their mom and that was just.........the worst thing ever lmfaoooo) and the bullying became a lot more subtle after that, to the point where i felt like if i tried to talk to a teacher or s/t about it, they wouldn't think it was bad enough so i just kept my mouth shut.
5 years ago, after we'd been out of high school for a while, i was in the hospital for massive back surgery bcuz i had a giant tumor growing on my spine that broke my L3 bone and i won't get into all of that bcuz it's a lot but ldkfjow ANYWAY i was supposed to go to the danny amendola (a football player who was on the patriots and dating ol*via at the time) catches for kids charity foundation dinner where the patriots players were the waiters and you got to get stuff signed. of course, i couldn't even walk so i wasn't gonna get discharged to go there lmao but i told my mom and brother that they should still go and have a nice time. my mom bought a get well card for me from the hospital gift shop and when she saw ol*via there, she went up to her and said hi and asked how she was doing. in a very........uninterested tone, we'll say, ol*via asked about me in return so my mom told her i was in the hospital with all this shit going on and then asked if she'd be able to give the card to danny (her BOYFRIEND!!!!) to have it signed for me since i wasn't able to make it. and very condescendingly she said "no, i can't do that, actually. but you can take a picture of me and send it to her to make her feel better." then walked away.
so basically u guys should stop using her in the rpc because she's a shitty ass person and always has been. she's a privileged, rich white girl who feels entitled to literally everything and treats people she views as beneath her like absolute garbage
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