#but my muse refuses

[dhmis-autism]

anyways heres a bunch of duck dress drawings (NOT part of the big two colored pages of him that im doing) bc sometimes i just black out and draw him in that fit.

anyways. posting these bc i will NOT be fully coloring these ones i REFUSE. I CANT.

#AS MUCH AS I LOVE HIM IN THAT FIT THE OUTFIT IS SO NEEDLESSLY COMPLEX #it takes FUCKING DAYS TO COLORS OKAY. THE 3 PAGES OF DRAWINGS OF HIM IN FULL COLOR PUSHED BACK SO MUCH OF MY OTHER WORK #SO MANY COMICS I STARTED THIS YEAR ARE NOT COMING OUT TILL 2024 BC OF THIS STUPID FUCKING DRESS #anyways i love him so much him in that dress truly is my muse #u ever just black out n wake up with a page full of a character? yeah. #my dhmis postings #me art #NOT POSTING AS WIP BC IM NOT FINISHING THESE OKAY IM NOT I REFUSE

[ride-a-dromedary]

Something something if they were to add more content to Halsin in Act 3, all they really need to do is lean even heavier into the recently re-awoken with a vengeance humanitarian angle. I'm not talking dabbling in Shadow Druid extremist ideology, I'm talking like pain and sympathy and exasperation induced rebellion within the extent of what he is able to do.

I genuinely want there to be times (that the narrator acknowledges, if you want to be immersive) that Halsin just...disappears from camp. Where's he gone? You can look for him.

And when you find him he's just in town...doing things. He's emptying his already limited pockets of coin. He's brought Yenna to the park so she can play. He's feeding the homeless. He's doing the best he can to heal people and doling out fever and pain medication he's made like a backwoods pharmacist. He's resetting work animals' limbs in place so they don't need to be put down. He's helping that one dragonborn druid with his tree. He's hauling carts that refugees have taken with them that have their entire lives packed under tarp. He's doing dozens and dozens of small things that perhaps don't seem like they're much in the grand scheme, but it's something.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #Halsin #and he avoids the mechanic coppers like the plague #and you can ask him to join you mid way through this activity and he smiles and brushes his hands off and does so #pc can join if they want but halsin is the main instigator #this is my hc anyway i don't really care if larian were to do this fr or not #i just refuse to believe mr. yes i will house dozens of tiefling refugees because they need our help #would just be satisfied with idly sitting on his hands #and if the PC tells him to stop or that what he's doing won't help the grand scheme he gets *upset* with them #saying something like 'perhaps that is your way but i cannot continue to stand by able bodied and do nothing'

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Episode Five] One Last Push!

I just realized I spelled Darol's name wrong in... all of these... so I suck. :| But he is an absolute angel, I tell you h'what! Dan enjoys talking to him so much, I can see it on his little pixel face! These two are both incredibly positive role models in their respective circles, and I think they really do bond over what they do and enjoying it for the help they both give to people. Daniel may have hated stardom, but he certainly didn't hate being the Dad of the "Garage", and he likes to think he knows when he can sus out people who are only interested in fame, and who's in it for the service they can provide!

[ Part 15/?? ] 🌹

@lre333

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 screenshots #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #darol bennet by lre333 #|| #god i suck for spellin his name wrong and i suck even more for not havin' the time to edit them so plsss just ignore the typos ugh ;o; #i really do adore these two together ugh - they may not flirt with each other often but by god do they talk for HOURS #if i didn't interrupt them i'm certain they would just talk from dawn to dusk #daniel really enjoys his company ;u; #and the thing is is that darol really can relate to daniel and i think they bond over their shared careers and the reasons why they delved #into the world of public television #darol is very similar to dan in that regard and its just the sweetest thing ;u; #these latest conversations have rly captured my muse so i'm sorry some are gettin' more pics than others #i want to have a baseline of six each and i keep going overrr pfff #but really its bc i refuse to have more than two beefy lines of text on one image skhsd #look at that sweet lil blush ugh #i adore darol sm #i hope his voice comes through here!!! he is such a pleasure to have in-game ok ;u; #also did u guys like the ts3 celebrity reference mwehee

[9w1ft]

Seeing all these photo shoots years and years with Taylor inspired by Karlie...I don't understand how people say she was only a fling. It would make Taylor insane and Karlie I assume very worried for her safety to have a fling being so obsessed with you.

i think as you go along this journey of understanding taylor’s music, it’s always important to reevaluate things and arcs and people that youve been told are important and epoch making, as you gain a better understanding of who was telling you the information and why, and you begin to develop your own insight. those are important life skills in general.

speaking for myself, i’ve only gained a stronger belief in the importance of karlie in taylor’s work as the years have gone on, which is incidentally something that is not the case with everything i was once presented with in the beginning of my time here, or as i began to better understand the dynamics of the metanarrative, and became more able to identify patterns in the way information gets presented. but i digress.

i think that some people might want to reposition karlie as a fling because kaylor as it stands is something lots of people do not want to ship. as opposed to being an inquiry into what the truth in taylor’s music is.

shipping is all about preference, you’re looking for something that you want to imagine. and so they find ways to ship other people with taylor, and since there’s a limited set of songs in her back catalog, that means trying to flip some songs that are kaylor songs into a narrative that they would prefer.

that’s why i think a lot of OG kaylors don’t like the term shipping, because it doesn’t accurately describe the motivation of our endeavors to understand taylor’s discography, something that has been underscored by the inclusion of the line “the girl in my story has always been you”

#taylor didn’t sing ‘i’m setting off but not without my muse’ for us to refuse contextualizing her life experiences

[prestonmonterey]

owwwwww TwT

#marble musings #actively refusing to get a bandaid #out of spite #/j #its ok its not bad #my hands just bleedin a bit #neeks if you see this i prommy im fine and ill clean it before tech bc i don wanna get blood on my costume :P

[postpunkblunt]

#who up missing the curiosa festival #carlos d refusing to play poker with robert smith on account of his morals is like one of my top 10 moments #the cure #interpol #mogwai #muse #the rapture #curiosa #curiosa festival

[osachiyo]

You posting so many short thirsts and shit proves you're just hungry for notes. I hate y'all "writers" who use short ass low effort paragraphs just to get likes and notes 🤡🤡

this ask is rlly funny bcs bby u literally have no idea how tumblr works 💀💀 if you look at all of my thirsts that i posted today, they have no tags without my own. i didn't use ANY "x reader" tags - i didn't even use any bsd tags ! so if i really was "hungry for notes" then don't u think i'd use those tags to my advantage? 💀

#౨ৎ — mail・ #౨ৎ — unknown sender・ #when ur brain refuses to function 😕 #and plus all of my short thirsts have a seperate tag “౨ৎ — musings・” so if you dont like them just filter out that specific tagg?? #i dont see whats so hard bestie 💀

[yeonban]

I might be ~quirky~ for this (welcome to my twisted mind and etc) but I genuinely have so much fun with shipping nowadays, ever since I chose to be singleship for each muse. I feel like my adhd has never allowed me to pour even half as much care and attention into a ship as I'd have loved to when I had multiple ones at the same time per muse, so being able to focus on a single romantic dynamic per muse really feels like a weight off my shoulders

#* ooc. / posts. #I also know my adhd is all over the place so at times I may go a few months w/o bringing that specific muse (and thus ship) up #(unless you approach me in dms; in which case my mind typically instantly goes !!! on the muse & ship) #so I'm INCREDIBLY touched whenever my ship partners agree to be singleship w me. It's truly such an honor and blessing to me #and I feel like it's much easier for my muse to get very attached when their romantic attention only goes to a single person; #so you can best believe that from the moment we start shipping your portrayal will ALWAYS. and I mean /ALWAYS/ be intertwined with mine #doesn't matter if you drop the muse or leave tumblr or stop writing altogether. your muse will Always be my muse's special someone #I've had tons of ships where my partner disappeared off the face of the earth one day and yet all I've done was change 'singleship' #to 'noship' bc my muse's heart to this day (several irl years later) continues to be with their portrayal; REFUSING to look at anyone else #Granted this is also why I'm so picky with shipping; in the sense that I let my muse lead the way til they fall in love #and only THEN do I ask the mun if they're fine w our muses being a thing (and thus being singleship w me) #I used to say yes to people just asking to ship and while I know that's a neat option too; I simply. Cannot do that these days ADGHSAJDSDK #nothing against anyone nor against that route; but I've had a good share of ships that crumbled or made me lose muse bc my muse wasn't #feeling the ship. so I'm no longer going ahead unless the muse falls first and makes ME start shipping it rather than the other way around #and that decision has unironically made me feel so light and comfortable here AHDSAJDSKDJ #AH NEY WAYZ!! I need to be sedated bc why am I awake at 11 am. I HAVE NOT SLEPT.

[haley-lana]

#I'm basically coughing up a lung but ficcing refuses to wait #thanks a lot muse you fucking bitch with the worst timing #fever ideas are usually the most awesome though #should be a 'otherfucking banger #when I can keep my eyes open for long enough to TYPE IT #ficcin' be like #fanfic memes #author woes #fanfic wit #fic memes #ao3 meme #ao3 memes #ao3 writer #writing meme #fic writing #writer meme #writer problems #just writer things #writeblr #writers on tumblr #fic meme #fanfic meme #fan fic things #fan fiction memes #fan fic writing #fan fiction #fics #fic life #fan fic #fandom

[rushin-safire]

Shoutout to the fact my art blog still shows the boopometer

#my musings #boopometer #I refuse to refresh the page

[ride-a-dromedary]

The potential buddings of friendship between Halsin and Jaheira and Minsc is massively underexplored imo

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #listen their companion banter is some of my favourite and halsin is the only one (outside of astarion) who is in the age range #where it's like...buddies who all refuse to retire #the 55+ centre #minsc convinced halsin to armwrestle him i JUST THINK #picks halsin up and puts him in bg2 for funsies #fandom please give me this

[note-boom]

New theory

The ADA member to PM transfer will happen but they'll get their person back when Fukuzawa passes the leadership torch to Kunikida, who WASN'T the one who made a deal with Mori and hence is not technically obligated to keep that promise. Because that was obviously the plan all along right?

#look i refuse to believe fukuzawa would ever sacrifice an ada member when he went after atsushi #went after him knowing the boy like...what? 3 days? #i dont know the bsd timeline sorry #also #it just....mori and fukuchi are all about the greater good and ends justify the means #even the government with taneda is like that #but fukuzawa? i dont think hed be the guy to sacrifice one person for the bunch #he only said he would cause he had a backup to steal them back right??? right?????? #(and if he DIES so that that wont go through im gonna scream but we dont think about that) #also he also didnt allow yosano which makes me believe in my theory more #tis a belief out of sheer stubborn desire not to see this family be torn apart but STILL #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #bsd fukuzawa #armed detective agency #bsd theories #spitting nonsense #i promise im not spitting nonsense i have proof because....reasons! #bsd spoilers #bsd s4 spoilers #bsd season 4

[suddencolds]

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#not snz #more musings 📝 / mini vent: #not sure why my social battery is so limited 😭 and also so inconsistent #i feel like i can't sustain the amount of... like continued/consistent enthusiasm i see others giving esp in group settings #i just don't know how to engage in that way without burning out #over the past few weeks i've been stuck in like #a strange state where i can't muster the energy to properly respond to even the people i'm most excited to reply to #which is strange?? #(and if that is you i am sorry 😭 i love you and i will get back to you) #i think i can't even like manage to get myself into the mindset of enjoying something for myself (eg. a conversation with a friend) #i think a part of it is the stress from work leeching into my personal life #i feel like i've been working so hard and for such long hours but its the kind of work where the progress i've made is very hard to track?? #:( i just want to be off of ******* work so i can work on ******* work again #i also want to get ahead enough on everything in my life so that i write y+v D: #i feel like i haven't had a properly restful day in weeks... even over the weekend i was busy attending to others' needs #i just want a break from it all... but i dont have enough time to take off... but i dont know how much more of this i can take #i remember also feeling during uni like i was drowning #like there were simply not enough hours in a day to deliver everything i promised. it's such an awful feeling #i just feel defeated. like i've felt exhausted for weeks and weeks on end and like i spend every waking hour working on something or other #but ofc there is nothing to do but to keep at it 😭 other people can handle all of this and more #there are so many people i refuse to let down

[xxcallmemaryxx]

Aether/GNreader

Kinktober day 3

Body worshiping Aether. NSFW. kinda.

Aether had been really quiet today. Usually he is the first one up in the morning, making everyone breakfast, playing his favourite music and dancing around the kitchen area of the common room you all share. His most treasured moments of the days he shares with you and the ghouls are when you all sit down together and eat the most delicious food. Aether has always had a knack for cooking. 

But this morning was weird. He still got up. Earlier than the rest of you. Rolled out of bed after leaving a chaste kiss on your head, then left the room without a word. Usually he is all over you in the morning. Forcing you to wake up with him and join him in the kitchen. Snuggling you out of your slumber and continuing to snuzzle you every chance he gets as he cooks away at whatever is on the menu that morning. Except this time he left you curled up in bed. You lay there for a while, letting the sleep fade away enough for you to get up, but it was awfully quiet in the kitchen. You can hear pots and pans being moved around. The sizzling of cooking food on hot oil and his footsteps as he shuffles around. But there's no music. 

You force yourself out of bed. Stumbling out of the bedroom door and making your way over to where Aether stands at the other end of the room. The first thing you notice is the abundance of clothing he's wearing. Thick jumper and long thick pants. He's got his favourite pair of ‘grandad’ slippers on. Is he sick? It's not a cold morning. The morning air in the common room this morning does not call for warmer clothing. It's very comfortable. If he has a chill and is coming down with something you're going to scold him. He knows better than to push himself like that. You go over to him, pull him into you and start fussing over him. Checking to see if he has some sort of fever, if his eyes are glassy or if his nose is blocked. 

“What are you doing?” he mumbles out.

You stare at him for a few moments… “are you okay?” 

He seems a bit taken aback. 

“I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?” he turns away from you as he replies. Going back to what he's cooking. You're not convinced but you leave him be. 

Soon enough the rest of the guys get up and start making their way over the various couches and seats you've got spread around the room. Breakfast gets served and you all start eating. 

Aether still doesn't say much. There was no dancing or singing this morning. He didn't join in during your morning conversations over breakfast. He just kind of picked at his food and kept to himself. 

You all finished eating, cleaned up your stuff and started thinking about what the plans for today were. But Aether just went back to bed. You follow closely behind him. When you get back into his room and shut the door behind you, you watch as he just crawls back into bed and settles into the pillows. 

You crawl back into his bed with him. Laying on your side and facing him. 

“Talk to me Aether.” you whisper out. 

“I don't feel good.” he whispers back out to you. 

“No? Did you eat something bad?” 

“I don't know, I just feel sad.” he can barely finish his sentence without his voice cracking. 

“What do you need, Aeth… let me help you or make you feel better? Please?” 

You plead him. You hold his face in your hands and watch as he nuzzles his nose into your palm. Oh. 

He needs love. Your love. 

You move to straddle his waist, and he lays on his back to allow you to sit comfortably. You begin by littering his face with kisses. Light pecks all over his cheeks. You move to his lips. Kissing him deeper and longer. Cascading your hands down the sides of his body and letting your fingers massage into his hips. Your lips dip lower. Mouthing and sucking at his neck. With every breath you take you whisper back out how much you love him. How much he means to you. And how lost you would be without him. 

He allows you to strip him of his jumper and top, you follow soon after. Moving down his body, smothering him with your kisses. Across his chest, over his shoulders, down his sternum and all over his stomach. 

You flick your eyes up at his face. He lays there with his eyes closed, head slightly thrown back with a happy little smile. 

You eventually reach the waistband of his pajama pants. You can feel his excitement underneath them. 

His fingers curl around your body to bring you back up to him, allowing your most sensitive spots to rest against each other. You smile at him, he smiles right back at you. His fingers dig into your hips just slightly. 

You get the message. He cocks his head at you slightly, as if to ask if it's okay. You answer him not with words but with actions. 

You start to grind your hips into his, dragging your body up and down his hardened length. You can physically see the relief on his face and his smile grows. It's nice seeing him smile. 

You lean back down, continuing on with your kisses all over his body. You let your mind wander. Thinking about how his heated skin against yours feels like home. His breaths that seem to be getting heavier and heavier create your own pool of want. His large hands that envelope you so easily into his being. 

You're worshiping him. Pouring every ounce of love and passion you have into his skin. You start mumbling into him, blurting out everything that comes to mind. Between each kiss you confess your love to the ghoul beneath you. Hoping that he is soaking it up, praying that he is really hearing you. 

He is humping up into you now. His movements getting more frantic and heated. You know he just needs that one thing to get him over…

You grab his face between your hands,

“I love you so much” then you smash your lips together like he is the air you need to breathe. 

He freezes, his body locks up and you can feel a big wet patch forming where your bodies meet.

He moans into your mouth, keeping you as still as possible while he bucks up into you to chase his own pleasure. When he settles down and lets go of the bruising grip he had on you, you pull away from his lips. Tears are falling down his cheeks. 

“You're okay honey, just let it out…” you whisper to him as you wipe them away. 

He wraps his arms around you and flips you both so you're tucked into his side. And he sobs. Letting out all the emotion he clearly had bottled up this morning. 

“Thankyou.” he mumbles into the top of your head. 

You don't reply. You just snuggle yourself deeper into his chest, leaving kisses everywhere you can reach.

#hello its super late and I am falling behind #but i refuse to let you down so here you go #also i think this is my first aether/reader fic #Marys Kinktober #marys musings #the band ghost #ghost band #Ghost bc #nameless ghouls #aether ghoul

[sexynetra]

I can’t wait for global all stars to air so you can all give Soa the same energy you’re giving dame (I will block u if u don’t this is a warning and a threat)

#thinking about her :)))) #I am such a Soa defender and supporter #if you don’t love her I don’t understand or respect you!! #if you know who she is obvi #anyways Soa is my global all stars winner sorry Alyssa Edwards I refuse to root against Soa :) #fr though if you haven’t ever paid attention to Soa… get a head start #watch clips of her #go to her instagram #she’s so good #also??? crackship for the ages??? her and tayce #I said what I said #iykyk #I don’t think they have ever interacted but their energy is so complimentary I just know it’s a match made in heaven #Soa de muse

[kingsbride-a]

It'd be so funny if I gave Nerine my irrational fear of probopass

#💬 | sing clear voiced muse #🌹 | sic arsit historia kalosis #what makes it funnier is that nospass is one of my fav rock types #nerine and her pet nospass that she refuses to let evolve scenario