Okay but seriously, it is SO much fun to ruin someone's mind with an absolutely absurd amount of pleasure over such a long amount of time. The hazy eyes, constant giggling or inability to control themselves, the building need before they finally get their release. God, it is SUCH a rush, having that power and control over someone. I'm so in love with that feeling.
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tagged by @wldestluv-rs and @rottengurlz <3
OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS with Matthias
ANIMAL: wolves / cougars / birds of prey
COLORS: silver / ice blue
MONTH: april… it’s his birth month
SONGS: he has a playlist, but some personal favorites for him are temptation by michelle gurevich, bring me back a dog by iamx, and total depravity by the veils
NUMBER: 9
PLANTS: aconite / thistle / dogwood
SMELLS: saffron / amber / wood / leather / powder (et cetera, et cetera... matthias wears strong cologne so i could go on and on for this one)
GEMSTONE: apatite / hematite / snowflake obsidian
TIME OF DAY: 5-7 am
SEASON: winter
WEATHER: a hail storm—freezing rain that stings the skin and hail that cuts it open
SKY: dawn
PLACES: drowning under the bloodied ice of a frozen lake / walking through a garden atrium with humidity that plasters his clothes to his skin
FOOD: ciasto ze śliwkami
DRINKS: red wine
SEASONINGS: pepper
ELEMENT: water
ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: aries
MAGICAL POWER: resurrection
WEAPONS: torn knuckles / belt / wire
SOCIAL MEDIA: this is the doesn’t-like-technology guy… there’s seriously zero associations i can come up with here. he’s meant for sending heated love letters and waiting an unbearable fortnight for a response.
MAKEUP PRODUCT: lip stain
CANDY: jawbreaker
METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: trapped in a casket in a dark hearse / kidnapped and thrown in the back of a trunk
ART STYLE: classical realism / baroque
FEAR: drowning / sleep
MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: hellhound
PIECE OF STATIONERY: a heavy paperweight that’s just a chunk of raw stone
THREE EMOJIS: 🐺🩻🩸⏳🍷📖♟️
CELESTIAL BODY: eris
tagging @birdietrait, @hell-dusk, @stinkrascal, @veone, @void-imp, @zohrou, and @rainymoodlet
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i need c!scott and c!grian to fucking. like. ok. yknow how fanon is lile "scott is the god of mcc heheidjend!!!1!!" and fanon is also like "grian is/was a watcher!!1!!!1!" yeah. take that and shove it into the prompt "grian and scott go god mode and duke it out and they kill each other except it doesnt actually matter if they die or not they just need to fight like it is a fight to the death for no good reason." i dont care about trafficseries. i dont care about empires hermitcraft crossover. this can take place in a fucking void for all i care. they exist in my mind just to smack each other around. settings dont matter anymore. i need them to explode
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shame memories are the worst. sometimes they’re probably worse than my trauma flashbacks. trauma flashbacks may make me cry, but shame memories make me feel like I’m made of hot disgusting gloop and like I need to bury my head in the floor
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I'm in the hospital because my dad got mad at me after he found out I was the one who could see his messages and not my mom and he threatened to call the cops saying he could "easily put me in a nuthouse" and when I tried going back to my room to get my backpack since he wanted me to go to my mom's house or he was gonna call the cops, he blocked my way and he ans my brother wouldn't let me leave so I grabbed a random pill bottle and then my brother tackled me to the ground and choked me and wouldn't get off of me for so long until the cops came and now my throat hurts and my dad told the cops I hate cops for some reason I guess he wanted to influence their opinion of me lol I'm going to die. yes childish but I cut my wrists last night after an argument because he kept calling me an ugly cow and now i look like the crazy suicidal one when really I got choked while they recorded me and my dad lied tk the cops sayinf i was choking mtself
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