#but ive rambled enough for today

[spunkydash]

A young man stands in his bedroom

#HAPPY 413 #i forgot to write sburb on the poster behind him #plz ignore that #my art #homestuck #john egbert #homestuck art #413 #if it looks rushed then its bcuz it is lol #i literally just started this today #ive been so lazy this week soz x( #ok enough rambling #ANYWAYS #enjoy this thing hehe

[dreemurr-skelememer]

I'm gonna be anonymous when I say this because I have seen this done by many people... I strongly dislike the "Error and Nightmare gang are the good guys and trying to make the universe stable while The star sanses are the idiots who will not see reason" .. Like... I .. really? I'm not sure if the reason why I don't like it is because I have seen it so many times or what but it annoys me dearly. The members of the star sanses are reasonable and they are just often made as one sided ignorant people- I mean okay Lets go on the different pov, on the bad sanse side: You see them risk their lives every day getting themselves hurt over and over again all to defend different worlds for the sake of bringing what they believe to be peace and you label them as the fools who just want all the glory- really??? people who get hurt over and over again just do it for that stupid reasons??? I mean come on! Seeing as generally it is shown that the bad sanses want peace as well why not be trying to reach an agreement??? you fight over and over again and you couldn't even be bothered to try and reach their heads to finally listen to what you are saying like what "in a way" dream has done with nightmare countless times but they cant do the same? Just have them fight knowing that the other side are in the wrong and you choose to do nothing but break them?? Like is this your pride or something?? Why are they labelled as good guys yet they allow the other side to fight to their deaths with a good motive in mind but they only lack the full picture?? How am i suppose to "root for you" if this is what you do????? We get inside information of how peaceful they are and how they care for each other deeply, but if you care so much for each other why would you allow the other side to keep fighting your loved ones when they are missing the big picture, you know the big picture yet you say... NOTHING. NADA. ZILCH!! you cannot tell me that they don't listen to you when you barely speak up about the true issue or find a way to show them- you maybe say it once or twice in the whole story and then any other time you go straight to fighting or just avoid them.. COWARDS!! ALL OF THEM!! And in these stories the star sanses always state their reasons for their interference yet you cannot tell them why you are doing this?? All that comes out your mouth are insults and sneers, who would want to believe you when that is all the comes out of your MOUTHS... Excuse me... Just pissed sorry for the long rant.. Oh my gosh AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON DREAM AND NIGHTMARE, DUDE YOU GOT THE BALLS TO BLAME YOUR KID BROTHER FOR BEING A KID AND NOT RECOGNISING YOUR TRAUMA EVEN NOW AS YOU ARE MUCH MORE MATURE AND HAVE THE ABILITY TO REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU BOTH AS CHILDREN????? Is he the one holding onto the past or is it you??? Night is always depicted as the dadmare, boss, the caring lover, the brother yet he doesn't even have the decency to face the fact he abandoned his brother in stone for 500 years or so, when he comes out you automatically hate him for something he had no idea or control of and choose to ignore his pleads, when your brother wants to reach you, you break him over and over again not wanting him in your life ever again when as i said before he was your "KID BROTHER" and you want to tell me your the good one for just wanting to cut him off with no answers or anything? You gotta be pulling my leg bro... and it would be a different story if the dreamtale background is different but no! it isnt! nothing is said to make it seem dream was an abuser of sorts, they were both hurt and yet you blame dream for all of it you have a whole ass support system yet that is your mindset??? I cant.... I really cant Uh sorry again for this long ass rant though =w=

anon our souls are holding hands resonating as one

my two cents on this (that isn't something i said. a million times before already) is that it's usually because people refuse to see the star sanses in the same light they do the bad sanses the people who actively dislike the star sanses and what they do usually do so because they can't relate to them, from what i've noticed

the bad sanses are easier to root for because of the fact that they are made of struggle and the dirty, gritty parts of morality and life so to say it's easier to think of good things in the middle of so much bad, because it's in our nature as people to look for hope or root for the good, no matter how little it is having the ability to look for goodness and love in so much evil is a form of love in of itself everybody struggles and life sucks and sometimes the world is evil and sometimes we do bad things, but that's the thing, the fact that we as people find something good in the middle of it all (like finding familial love bloom in the bad sanses, as an example) is very inspiring. at least to me!!! that's how i see it!!!! that's how i like to think people see it as well because that's how i see and enjoy them together so i can totally see why people find more relatability and love for the bad sanses. i really do get it and i agree!! like a lot!!!!! i love them too

but that exact reason is also why it really sucks that people just don't see the star sanses in the same light?

i wanna reemphasize my point in relatability: it's difficult for most people to relate to the star sanses because inherently they are the heroes, the protagonists, the main characters, because nobody are any of those things i feel like people often put them on a pedestal because of their central tropes and characteristics. they have it all already, they don't need more praise, right?

i think the biggest problem people have with the star sanses, like your whole ramble very clearly shows, is that they don't humanize them i feel like a lot of people assume that just because they are good and choose to be good and are praised for being good, they are unreachable people don't think they struggle. that it sucks being that.

it's often why i like writing the star sanses with so much struggle and so much mental illness lol, because being good is fucking HARD and they're as imperfect as everybody else. dream is anxious, ink is brash, blue is a workaholic, stuff like that

there's a lot to say but it's just....the bad sanses and the star sanses are two sides of the same coin. the bad sanses is finding good in the middle of, basically, evil and misdeed the star sanses is finding struggle in the middle of trying to do good

people often portray both of them black and white morals and it's why it gets frustrating and flat and badly written.

idk, just like how i find inspiration in the bad sanses of finding hope and love in the middle of darkness, i really admire the implications of the star sanses when you actually decide to humanize them. because if you make the star sanses struggle throughout their praise, glory, and righteousness, it's...really admirable that they still choose to do good.

like you said, the star sanses risk their lives often and fight, offering treaties and agreements, just to make things right that's so??? admirable????? like for the amount of times the bad sanses fucking fight them, i genuinely would've just given up completely, but they just....don't??? and that's so admirable and sweet? it makes them so deserving of their titles as guardians.

idk!!! this is a massive ramble too, i don't even know where i was going with it but like, yeah, i think i wanted to talk mostly about why people preferred the bad sanses over the star sanses and how it makes me sad i get you anon. with my whole body and my whole soul. i understand what you mean and i see you

#Anonymous #idk like. if these fuckers were real and protecting my multiverse id spare some sympathy for them #i would hate for people to call them stupid for not trying or not being the best bc theyre literally the only ones keeping me alive #< (hypothetical situation btw. thought id say that again in case it wasnt clear) #ive already talked enough about how i dont like people making the star sanses evil (unless its written well) #and pretend that everything the bad sanses do is good and that theyre sweet wittol babie beans #like what if i like them evil. they would kick my ass and that's what i prefer tbh #anyway yeah............different flavor ramble from me today i guess. im just sad the star sanses arent humanized ever

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

wait ehat who is poppy’s girlfriend in lights out???

Sally, who else!

#PSA: THIS IS A POPSTAR ENTHUSIAST BLOG IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW <3 #im a believer in poppy/sally supremacy smh #they're so... they're so <3 #omg maybe ill doodle popstar on stream today. ive been low on ideas and that seems like a Banger thought #oh... ideas ideas... ANYWAY #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #i really dont draw popstar enough to compensate for how much i love them #the laughingstock brain... its too strong...

[jkgnggj]

Yk what's kinda sad? There's so many character birthday this month and it's just been one after the other and there's been a few fanart and even fics for some of them and my Tumblr has been like going off with notif after notif these past few days with my moots and friends rb the birthday art and fic for those characters but today has been very quiet? And I've only seen like one Tori birthday art today on Tumblr. I've seen two on insta and like three or four on twt but that's it's... I've seen like three or four birthday posts for Tori today on Tumblr tho it's not art just a birthday shout out text post or something. With like single digit notes on it </3 and i only saw them bc I went to the Tori tag bc there was nothing on my dash <///3 so yeah today's a sad day for Tori enjoyers I think...

#idk not trying to complain i just #it feels a lil saddening </3 #tori hardly has any fans bc theres so much hate towards him #but theres even less fanart and art and fics out there thats just his #singular #only his #not him with the psychickers or like ship art yk #ive seen enough birthday Tori art today to count on like one hand... #its sad :( #i want to draw something for him bc im the number one tori enjoyer but its so hard bc i got no inspo no idea what to draw ugh #the dilemma<///3 :( #sorry for rambling >.<

[goldiipond]

YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS THATS RIGHT ITS ART SUMMARY TIME. OH YEEAAAH

tpn is definitely one of the longest fixations i've had in a very long time, these kids mean soo much to me and have helped me branch out with my art in really fun ways. i'm really happy with where my style is now, and heres to another year of drawing the same damn anime characters <3

2022 | 2021 | 2020

#skye's doodles #skye's ramblings #ive been using both tags for these im not quite sure why. but i do love to ramble on these #did NOT have enough space for all my favorite pieces choosing was soo hard for some months ... 2024 skye should space out his favs better #to be honest this year was. interesting !! my motivation became a little rocky towards the end #partially due to finally getting a diagnosis for something ive been struggling w forever + med trials and annoying side effects YAAY #but i am glad i have still been able to make art that i can be happy with despite all that and it honestly feels. a little more special? #idk if that really makes sense but yah. really happy with how my art has developed this year cant wait for next year <3 #also godd the way ray n don each take up half these spaces... anime boy disease is incurable i fear <3 #n yah i totally just grabbed this template from the one i made last year n changed the top doodle/year. i will probably keep doing this <3 #shoiuld i tag this as tpn? it is all tpn and ive seen other summaries in the tag today. much to think about

[theygender]

Gonna cook dinner for my girlfriend wish me luck

#i usually Do Not cook. bc i am bad at it. and its very difficult and confusing for me and the whole process just stresses me out #but i have today off while my gf is working and i want to Try To Cook for her #so. im making some crockpot bbq meatballs. it looks easy enough #i dont need to cut anything up or cook anything on the stove or nothing #i should Literally be able to just add the ingredients to the crockpot and then leave it there (stirring occasionally) for 4 hours #and then for sides i got minute rice and green beans which i know i can make on the stove bc ive made them before #ive got this (<- hyping myself up) #rambling

[chronicowboy]

my brain has been so loud all day then i saw one (one!!!!!!!) picture of saturn peeking out from behind the moon and everything went lovely and quiet up there

#sami rambles #just for where im at #ive had such an overload of ideas today and it's been such a struggle to get them all down and out of my head so i can breathe #but i couldn't get enough of them out to slow my brain down to normal so i basically haven't been able to do anything today 🥳🥳🥳 #love my fucking brain

[chanyoungies]

김준서 (KIM JUN SEO) 1st Mini Album [ECHOES of love] 2022.11.20 6PM (KST)

#kim junseo #wei #ouiai #DEAR GOD it's 10AM as i draft we have 6 hours to go until i post but oh my god im finally done i thought id never finish dear GOD #this is far from the best thing ive ever done. but it was an interesting experience #nd definitely took some time (not the most tho . nothing can beat paula's birthday set when it comes to that) but also .... surprisingly #less than i thought ? like longer but also shorter .? u know ? #this made me go insane i kept forgetting about my food and i also kept working in silence half of the time bc i would forget to put smth on #eri if i decide to do a second one next year PLEASE tell me to start sooner like if i start brainstorming into ur ear in like may pls accept #i say 'if' as if i wasnt already working on song choices for next year lmao #i was really excited for this and i think that made me not rlly think as much as i should have i think i can do better next year . if i star #if i start early enough #ANYWAYS #happy junseo birth <3 my prince <3 or smth idk #pls dont perceive the mcd thumbnail from up close i beg u #boy who's so important . . a boy so fox . . . nation's model (2) pretty boy with pretty voice . . whatever im not gonna start rambling more #but he's very important n i hope he knows that he is & that he's so very loved & i hope that he's happy today and always . etc #nd i love him or whatever . whatever whatever no one look everyone close your eyes #*mine #special thanks to eri as always my bewoved who has been hearing me talk about this for the past like month thank u for putting up with me #(re:this and also in general i love u)

[raksh-writes]

Me, unable to play, because its been 30+ degrees Celcius for over a week now and my room is absolutely awfully hot even without my PC sweating:

Maybe I should multiclass my Ranger with a Druid 🤔🤔

#baldur's gate 3 #video games #Raksh posts #tbf Ive been 50/50on which to choose wgen starting the game #but the Renger just speaks to me #I need my wood elf with a long bow doing insane damage yknow 😂 #but today I learn Druids can apparently shapeshift into a sabertooth tiger? I neeeeeeed #Ive read some guides and this is prob not an optimal build or anything but the RP and fun element!! #and its prob better to experience a full class on the first playthrough buuuuuut #a wood elf ranger druid!! Ive already been building up a nice backstory to my character and both having familiars And a wildshape fits #I could do like maybe 8 into ranger as my main and 4 into druid for the wildshape?? #Im already at lvl so maybe I could respec now so next lecel I get 4 in both and then finish up with ranger 🤔 #I dunno theres so many options ahhhhhh #also Ive been wondering if I should multiclass Astarion into a ranger too #give him two attacks and the gloomstalker is apparently very good so itd fit I think 👀 #having these two in my party makes my options otherwise very limited so making my MC mote versatile seems a good option too hmm #for now Im going around with Shadowheart and Lae'zel in the mountain pass and might stay this way #anyway this is just a random ramble while I wait until it cools down enough to let me play 😂 #there's some clouds approaching so - fingers crossed 🤞

[dnangelic]

' i'm pretty sure i read an article once that said dogs like to listen to slow and relaxing music , so i've started playing a little R&B for wiz lately . he seems to like it ... ? '

#playing r&b for ur pet rabbit (who isnt a rabbit) #ok ive rambled enough for the morning #ill b in n out today #hope everybody has a nice day 💐💐💐 #*･ﾟ⊰ IC. ⊱

[humanmorph]

alright since i am at my wits end. fatt mutuals/followers. when you hear “i believe that justice given is no justice at all” what image comes to mind for you. anything in particular

#at my wits end is a phrase i like but rarely get to say. many such cases #anyways. #im drawing and i generally dont like to post (on here) about work in progress but. #well i genuinely have not been able to come up with anything. and its the last thing i dont even have a sketch for #if i dont figure it out within this week im just leaving it. fuck it one line without a panel will. immensively bother me actually #but probably noone else cares. #rosa rambles #im gonna get ready for work now and try not to look at tumblr at work today. ive been doing it less but not less enough!

[yume-fanfare]

ohhh made the mistake of opening hnw twt and its sooooo much worse than i thought

#im the kind of person who mutes words on twt for a specific occasion then i forget where the place to unmute them is #so ive become a person who instantly hits the view button even if theres people and words that ive muted for a reason . #and my god. did my impression of this person instantly lower. #ugh. #enough internet for today yuri save meeeeeeee #mar's midnight rambles #it rly made me lose my appetite

[note-boom]

@ticklinglady : Are you sure you want Tachihara to stay in the mafia? Like, yeah, I'm asking this not because I personally care about the fact that these guys are organised criminals or anything like that ahdjgjgk. I'm asking this because of the fact that Mori made Tachihara's brother go through literal torture during the war to the point of the poor guy becoming so broken that he preferred suicide over the chance to eventually return to his beloved family. That guy was the only person out of Tachihara's shitty background to genuinely care and love him, so I personally don't think it's going to be fair for Tachihara to end up working for the man, who murdered him

(Hi there!) Sorry this took me a while to answer but, once again, life.

As for wanting Tachi to stay in the mafia...I don't thiiiiink I specified actively wanting him to stay in that organisation, but I might have really just forgotten my tag rambles or not.

But to answer your question, I don't really mind either.

I see it this way, for starters.

BSD seems to have an ongoing theme of....stagnation. There is character development and progression, of course there is, but at the same time, it sometimes seems like the characters aren't moving forward. I think Kyouka and Lucy (and Dazai and Odasaku and Yosano, to an extent) are the only ones who have "moved on," so to speak. That is to say, pulled themselves out of their emotional turmoil, resolved it, and physically acted upon their restitution. But for a lot of the characters, they still seem emotionally and/or physically "stuck" in the same place they were in the past (Atsushi still believing his only worth is in to save people, most of the mafia people (though you could claim Chuuya had more of a corruption arc than restoration arc), Dazai still suicidal and a bit untethered, Kunikida and his ideals, so forth). But again, they do develop (Atsushi finding his family, the mafia characters being revealed as more human, Dazai leaving the PM was pretty significant, Kunikida HAS softened, I believe).

Tachihara had a somewhat significant arc in learning to see past his, well, past and accepting his place in the mafia that led him to believe in the ADA. He took a step forward, and learning how involved Mori was in his brother's suffering could either reel him way back in to his indecision (because he HAD made a family with the Black Lizards) or push him into more character development as he contemplates his own morality against his "orders are absolute" mentality.

It could be that he, in the end, decides that the human aspect is worth giving up his conflicted feelings over Mori given how long ago it happened (he sort of did that with Yosano). Or it could be that he simply just leaves the mafia because he can't bear the thought of it. Like, yeah, I'd feel terrible if Tachi decides to stay right where he was introduced into, but it sure would make my mind rotate him like a rotisserie chicken so much more. And if he decided to leave, taking revenge or not, I am very very curious to see what road Asagiri will take for our boy

#thank you for SUCH an interesting question ticklinglady!! #i'm afraid i couldnt give as satisfactory an answer as I could because time/not really having thought too deeply about tachi #truth be told i think that one of bsd's most interesting things is the moral/philosophical quandaries it plays with #unpopular opinion but i think it would be fun if the manga plays with the idea of tachi forgiving mori's messed up thinking... #...in order to stay with the black lizards and be someone free from the shadow of his brother #like the level of messed upness as we contrast the positivity of forgiveness against the negativity of the mafia and mori right? #and the contrast between almost the detached idealism associated with forgiveness and the humanisation of the mafia? #sadly though i find that a lot of media today doesnt really...get? what forgiveness is? #forgive the critical remark (and remember that its just my opinion) #i could go on a whole other ramble bout that but i think ive kinda strayed from op's ask enough XD #again THANK YOU for the ask this was so interesting to answer! #and excuse me if i was inaccurate about some of my analysis about the manga #bsd #bsd musings #bsd tachihara #bsd spoilers #character analysis

[dreamsicle262]

alright time to work on another chapter of my fanfic that even i, as the author, am emotionally invested in (i say as i continue to do other things instead of writing)

#this happens a lot #it's embarrassing #if i ever put off a deadline ive set for myself it's usually because of this and not writer's block #writer's block is barely even an issue i have to deal with anymore #it's motivation and actually willing myself to work on something #writing #author #<- can i even be considered this when i don't work on things or when i do i feel as though the chapters are too short #ok enough rambling in the tags im going to try to get another chapter out today and im looking for around 2000-2500 ish words for it

[skyburger]

count dooku on my mind couldnt even tell you why. star wars has such a vast and expansive canon why am i thinking about DOOKU. hes like not even that interesting hes just some old guy who died. i mean he like had some cool scenes but like? Its count dooku. its fucking count dooku. this is like if i was thinking about general grievous or something like who the fuck cares about him. im sure someone does but that burden should not be mine to bear... and yet? count dooku in my thoughts. not even like coherent things just like. i think hes funny

#im sure theres more dooku lore in various other media but i need to stress #ive only actually seen the movies. like i watched maybe a couple episodes of the clone wars(?) (ahsoka was there) YEARS ago #and count dooku was obviously not there. #but other than that ive seen the movies and tjats it baby... i dont need that extra lore. its funnier if i think about count dooku #but like only his appearances in movies. hes like only in 2/3 of the prequels and he dies in like the first few minutes of rots doesnt he #idk maybe my memory is failing me #my point is. this is like if i cared abour darth maul and i had only seen the movies #(i think darth maul has more lore but i do not know it) #like what!!!! pick someone normal. why cant i think about yoda or something Thats worse actually #lately the only thing i can associate with yoda is the yoda quarantine post #anyway enough rambling im done. think about count dooku today thank you #muffin mumbles

[angryborzois]

I have a burning question about how to translate something but it's also so insanely dumb that I'm too scared to ask the other translators

#angryborzois rambles #i feel like someone in the chat definitely saw me start typing only to disappear multiple times #I WANT TO ASK #BUT IT SOUNDS SO STUPID #crying #i dont want to seem dumber than i already am #anyway i think ive done enough translating for today i have to get to my hw