#but its two am and im tired

[aru-art]

two-headed calf by laura gilpin

#the magnus archives #tma #michael shelley #michael distortion #gertrude robinson #two-headed calf poem #god what a monster of a project this was to work on. ive never finished a comic before #im so happy its finally done #(/s) please direct any anonymous hatemail for this at my good friend @crestofcethleanns he pitched the idea i just visualised it <3 #also tim (the real one not stoker) (i will never get tired of making this joke) ilysm thanks for being my emotional support #my art #2023 #backgrounds #comics #mag 101 #mag 101 another twist #sorry the quality sucks on mobile #i am by no means a comic artist im just a silly little illustrator #so i didnt know the best way to go about formatting this but liked the idea of scrolling through the drawings :)

[diientedegato]

And if my dreams come true, I'd be there looking at you. And as you start to undo, I'll hold a mirror to you.

#listening to man or muppet its so bellcore am i right gys am o right #ougheughguoguhufuhg............ #i will render this sometime maybe idk i do like it or im too tires ro see its bad anyways #cod cw #cod cold war #bell cod #wip #my art #russel adler #russell adler #did it go with one or two Ls idk #adler cod #cod black ops cold war

[desatu]

never forgive me. never forget me.

original prompt & following reblogs by @im-totally-not-an-alien-2 | ao3 ficlet

#danny phantom #danny fenton #dp x dc #dc x dp #dpxdc #dcxdp #cant remember which tag is the right one so we are doing them all #my art #also i FINALLY fuckin finished this ive been working on it for like. #nearly three weeks. i checked. #the roses turned out so good. i am very smug about them #this will be the first written thing ive ever posted to ao3 i think. (not just a comic its actually got SENTENCES. how exciting) #edit; added the link to the ao3 work. also cannot figure out why there is a tiny white strip on two sides of the image #i shall live in shame for-ever #(also im too tired to figure out why tf its happening) #edit: i figured out why the FREAKING LINE WAS THERE. and fixed it. idfk if itll show up in the prior reblogs but idc it is FIXED

[moeblob]

I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet! #anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 ! #why am i getting your insurance company calling me today ! #also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck! #im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

[turtletoria]

look at my sketchbook boy

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #becky botsford #dr two brains #steven boxleitner #my ocs #heehee last page is my brain blorbos!!!!!!!! finally!!!!!!!!!! #the tired one is named elise and the mustached one is named pranav. for now bc im persnickety #ok who am i kidding theyre just rehashed versions of frankenstein and boxleitner. im sorry #i love me some mad scientists and this time i have free reign #also im so happy with becky's hair now #i got really frustrated with how i was drawing her hair because it just didnt make sense to me #so i looked up a reference for curly hair with headbands and now she looks so adorable i dont think i can go back #i quite like how her hair looks now and its fun (and easier) to draw!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

cough hack wheeze who wants a teeny tiny fantasy au snippet with uhhhh laughingstock Tension. it's like... half a scene! unedited & out of context As Is Tradition

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“Nothin’ much. I think I’ll poke around nearby towns, shake down some travelers - see what falls into my paws.”

“I’m not sure that’s such a good idea, Barn,” Howdy says. He sweeps aggressively, spreading dirt more than gathering it into the usual neat piles. “Who knows if those ne'er-do-wells are still roaming around the woods - if you and Ed couldn’t take them, what makes you think you could alone? Or- or! What if you stumble across those cultists? I hate to think of you stuck in an ambush with no help coming, knowing fully well that-”

A large paw slips the broom out of his grip and sets it to the side, and Howdy stammers to a stop as Barnaby crowds him against the bar with a soft, “Howdy.”

Howdy swallows hard, bracketed on each side by strong blue arms. The look Barnaby fixes him with dries up his well of words and bristles his fuzz. Howdy’s heart hammers against his ribs. He can feel Barnaby’s body heat, and it’s lighting his blood on fire. 

“I’m not gonna be reckless, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Barnaby says. He barely needs to speak louder than a whisper for Howdy to hear him loud and clear. He smells like sweet smoke. “The other day was a one time deal, cross my heart. But, if it’ll make you feel better, I’ll take someone with me. I’m sure Jules is itchin’ to get outta town.”

“What would really make me feel better is if you stay,” Howdy blurts, just barely reining in the with me. He tenses, knowing that he’s toeing a dangerous line. One wrong word, and he’ll make the unspoken spoken - but the stress drains out of him as Barn’s eyes go soft. Perhaps that wouldn’t be so bad. Of course there’s no reason to worry, not about this, not with him. There never has been.

“You know I can’t do that,” Barnaby murmurs. “Not yet.”

Howdy doesn’t need to say that he knows. Not for the first time and with any luck, not for the last, it clicks in his mind that they’re on the same page - he doesn’t need to be a telepath to understand the thoughts behind Barnaby’s dark eyes. 

Barnaby says it anyway. “I gotta get him back. I can’t… there’s no room for anythin’ else right now.”

Howdy sighs through his nose and slumps against the counter digging into the small of his back. He nods and adjusts the lapels of Barnaby’s vest. His fingers ghost over soft blue, and Barnaby doesn’t flinch at the contact. If anything, he leans the barest millimeter into it. His gaze burns into Howdy’s, even if they aren’t meeting at the moment, but it isn’t a bad feeling. Quite the opposite, actually.

“Well,” Howdy says in a low voice, “if you find a good lead, send for the rest of us. I’ll be there as fast as my four legs can scamper.”

Barnaby smirks. “Even if you need to take a boat?”

“Even so, Barn.”

The smirk slides into something that isn’t a frown, but isn’t a smile. It’s too soft for a grimace, but too intense for simple recognition. Barnaby seems to sway forward, and Howdy is sorely tempted to meet him halfway.  

But Barnaby’s claw taps the counter, and he pulls away before anyone’s mind can be made up. Howdy’s hands slip from his lapels, brushing against fur as they fall and knuckles skimming over the smooth, fresh scar cutting across Barnaby’s belly. 

“I’ll be back before you know it,” Barnaby says, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He squeezes Howdy’s shoulder and then his back is turned, and he’s leaving. All Howdy can do is watch. 

And call out after him, “Your table will be open and waiting for you.”

Barnaby pauses in the doorway and looks over his shoulder at Howdy, and his grin is so full of affection that Howdy may just burst. 

“With a free pint?” he asks.

“Hey now, don’t push your luck pal.”

Barnaby bursts out laughing, and Howdy can hear it even after the door thuds closed.

#clawing and sobbing and- no. no #im normal. im so normal i swear #yk on a related tangent. i keep wanting to go to my sleep but spotify keeps playing bangers #all of my Lore songs... the animatics in my head... i dont want to not listen! #so i thought hey. might as well offer Yet Another Snippet! #i have many these days! #i almost posted the human au carnival snippet but uhhhh this one won out. i wrote it like. two hours ago #im sorry if it lacks some Personality or if theres blatant Mistakes #im tired! i meant to be asleep two hours ago! its 2 am! #snippets from the bog #laughingstock #wh fantasy au #its not shown in this tidbit #but barnaby has his pack and it contains Not Only Wormie! but also Puppet Wally! #barnaby: i gotta find wally 🥺 #honey... you have had him the whole time... kiss your caterpillar.... #the. the tall one. not the teeny worm. #well. the teeny worm too but she just gets a little kisth on her tiny face. #the tall caterpillar would get uhhhh a lil more than that id expect. lotsa sugar yk yk #im. gonna go sleep #these two will be my nightly bedtime story as i drift away... #and hopefully ill wake up early enough to find the christmas lights before The Stream #and maybe crochet a few more rows.... read a couple more chapters... #i just misspelled read as red i need to be Unconchus

[crowned-ladybug]

I wanted to draw my own take on ART-as-a-presence-in-the-feed but struggled with what path to take for A While bc all I had was that I was adamant about a winding, serpentine body, too large to take in at once and So Good at piling upon your shoulders with weight that's either overwhelming or comforting, take your pick

And then I brought in the hexagons and everything just worked

(They let me give it a face without an actual face, make for a good shorthand to show that it's talking/present in potential future art, and as a bonus serve as an homage to JWST bc hey, science!)

Partially brought to you by a whole lot of listening to Satellite by Starset

#ive hit the 'i just wanna stop looking at it' phase tho so here. take it #digital art #fanart #murderbot #the murderbot diaries #asshole research transport #character design #somehow this is what taught me how to make custom brushes in krita (it was for the face hexagons) #okay i am fuckin Tired but im still reeling from Network Effect and i care these two dipshits so much #i picked orange for ART to contrast Murderbots blue #but unfortunately also bc its been stuck in my brain as orange-aligned from the moment it appeared #bc my first impression was 'oh youre like simaris but not fuckin infuriating' #which is a Very unfair comparison btw bc i cant fuckin stand simaris but i love ART dearly #also a million other reasons but yeah. sorry bud you got assigned orange at introduction #at some point during the desing process it also had a whole bunch of hands since its controlling so many things at once with ease #but i had no way to make that look good and keep with the original vision of 'annoying long weighted blanket'

[ganondoodle]

serious question, are there ANY (wired) headsets made today anymore that have seperated plugs for audio and microphone??

usb ones always cause trouble and the only other ones i can find are those with combined audio+mic into one plug, which i dont have the ports on my PC for.............

i tried looking through adapters but the only ones i can find are those that combine seperate ones, id need the reverse (if thats even possible)

(visualization bc i feel like i am losing my sanity trying to explain what i mean, am i stupid? did i halluzinate the two jack/plug thing???? do only cheap garbage ones have this??? is that one of the gaming chair things??? like oh you want a GAMING headset- that means either combined or usb haHA???)

#ganondoodles talks #personal #issue being that the new headset i bought is usb only and- of course- has a background noise that probably only ppl like me hear #im super sensitive to sound #like i hear bats and dog whistles you arent meant to hear #old headset (not the broken one) has a slight static and trouble with very silent sound which it cuts out #hence i got the newer ones (the now broken one) which didnt have that problem but well .. it broke after little use #new one has a weird beeping chirping in the bg #im so tired #(new one is the razer kraken v3- its usb only and any other plugs they have for other models are the damned combined one) #my computer isnt even that old but i literally cant find a single headset with those plugs seperated when i dont have that port #will i ever find a headset that fucking works with no drawbacks???? #(wireless isnt an option bc i hate wireless anything that isnt a controller you can also use wired) #i know it may sound like its not working right but i am 100% certain its one only people like me can even hear #also i got no nerves to try and send anything back to amazon ... for once i bought it there.... #or am i just stupid or did i miss some shit that made it standard to just call it differently or sth #like my pc has an audio port at the front and a mic port- two ports #the plugs (jacks???????) i see are the ones that have it in ONE #and i dont have it

[maybe-drawing]

Loved Cleo's recent episode, and I just couldn't not draw the armor stand dress,

-- Click for better quality! Sketch under the cut! --

#Freddy draws #it is two am help #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #zombiecleo #zombiecleo fanart #zombie cleo fanart #Im trying a different style! #mainly because I dont have the TIME to do something more painterly rn #I actually really like how it came out #this style let me get the composition and feels way better and more quickly #I do wanna do somethinf with the disgarded painterly sktech ideas #I am so tired #its exam season

[bl00dw1tch]

Watching someone play afop and im so. Oh my god. Oh my GOD. It's literally just a fucking showcase of all the Exact type of shit that has been happening to indigenous people and people of color have been dealing with for Centuries at the hands of white supremacy and imperialism. Like its literally just Showing all that Shit from the perspective of a Na'vi in universe. So it "demonizes" the RDA accordingly. And uet so many fucking reviewers are joshing on it and calling it Boring and Slow and Uninspired and that it makes human's 'cartoonishly evil' LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVENT LOOKED AT A SINGLE FUCKING CURRENT EVENT IN YOUR LIVES. Oh my god im so mad at all these fucking reviewers now. The fucking AUDACITY to look at something this fucking Honest about the cruelty humans are capable of, while living during the fucking day and age with all this Knowledge we have at our fingertips -- the fucking audacity to look at this game and what the character goes through and not being able to muster up ANY other fucking emotion besides "ubisoft never was great at story anyway so idc lol" fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Like actually. You can't even fucking ATTEMPT to connect to this story emotionally? Not even a fucking Smidge? Jesus fucking christ people need everything to be spoon fed to them these days. God forbid a piece of media actually ask you to meet it in the middle for once.

#horse.txt #vent // #im mad lol. the farther i get into the story the more mad i get #oh oh the humans putting the Na'vi in cages is a bit extreme? a bit unrealistic?? #what the fuck has been going on US borders for the past two decades then. #oh oh the pollution of the land and the water to hurt resistance efforts and native populations is so cartoonishly evil!! #HUMANS WOULD NEEEEVER DO SOMETHING SO DIABOLICAL 😱😱😱 #get fucking real. i am so tired of people looking down on Avatar when it's one of the first pieces of mainstream media that ive Ever seen #cover these topics in a fictional lense with So candidly. and nobody wants to fucking take it seriously because it makes them Uncomfortable #to see humans be the fucking badguys #iTS NOT EVEN ABOUT /ALL/ HUMANS THE REAL VILLIAN IS THE FUCKING RDA! ITS CAPITALISM!!!!! #THATS THE FUCKING POINT!!! but noooo people are so fucking sensitive they cant see it as anything but 'misanthropic' #like all of the humans in the resistance arent RIGHT FUCKING THERE for one. and for two ACKNOWLEDGING HUMANITIES FLAWS ISNT MISANTHROPIC #humans have flaws!!! we are capable of great cruelty just as much as we are great kindness!!! #if simply acknowledging and exploring that fact in stories is 'misanthropic' and depresses you then thats on YOU. #grow some thicker skin or something dude idk lol

[elufire]

A Tale of Two Ruler's: Movie Set AU?

I have 0 idea of what's normal/polite in fandoms, i've never really been active online in one, so I'm praying that i'm not doing something rude by doing this: A few interviews with the actors who play the characters on the hit tv show (totally not a game of thrones replacement).

(they asked him the same question as the twins)

Interviewer: "Fans wanna know what the funniest takeaways were for you on set, since Ganondorf is a pun guy, they wanted to know how humerous it got with all of you behind the scenes."

SO yeah! I had a little idea about the lovely @figmentforms 's Comic being a TV show and had some headcanons about the actors, it actually started when i thought that Rinku would be played by twins.

to be honest i had the idea a while back, (like over a year) but i was always too nervous to post anything since again, i don't know how to socialize online? sorry yall.

#you can literally tell the order i drew these based on how tired i got and gave up #ignore that the twins look like they belong to a circle of hell #this was made with ms paint and a dream #do i look like an artist to you? im a singer #skullkid #zelda #vaati #ganondorf #rinku #legend of zelda #zelda au #loz #atotr #a tale of two rulers #not my oc #its 4:48 am and i can hear colors #archive #mine

[beannary]

ok what do rich people rooms look like

#bean babbles #trying to draw tlp donnies bedroom #but idk what a like mega rich persons bedroom would look like #like technically i am rich peoples #or like not rich but middle class in california #but like my room isnt ornate or anything #i do have a keyboard in my room idk if thats fancy but other than that its just standard stuff like a bed closet and a desk #i guess he would probably have an ensuit bathroom #technically before my parents redid our house i had a massive bedroom with an ensuit bathroom and two closets #but thats because i had the master bedroom before my parents re did the house #idk im tired and rambling at this point #maybe ill just use my memories of my old bedroom as reference #but two closets seems like so much for one person #like there was so much space in my room #it was too much #maybe ill just use my current room as reference #who knows #well see what happens lol

[isbergillustration]

Heading home from embassytown

#they will permit me to leave the country but only after making me feel appropriately like an irresponsible citizen #i am so fucking tired. watching sexy gunviolence to stay awake. and because its the only thing i have downloaded #now i just need to get to a different country and catch two planes #i have not slept #i am too old to sleep on a friends broken couch successfully it seems #despite the embassy employee who didn't know whether to give me the form for over eighteens or under eighteens #sir i appreciate it's hard but im in my thirties #um. my art #and mostly ramblings good god this man gts hit by a lot of cars

[absurdumsid]

HI SILLY CREATURES ON MY PHONE !! GOOD EVENING !?!!! IM BACK IT WAS FUN IM SORRY I COULDNT BLOG DURING IT (I WAS BUSY.... UM. ADMIRING SOMEONE TEEHEE) ANYWAY !! I WILL PWRHPAS DRAW TOMORROW !?!?!!!!

thats from my calmer playlist lmao i just realised i rarely post songs from those playlists

#was actually very overstimmed at one point and started yelling randomly ermmmmm. that was weird. anyway #had FUN actually it was very fun #surprisingly #sid rambles #wouldnt do it again but that was fun !!!! #the finding out two of my friends had gifts for their dance partners was so very funny to me we just all Had Something to give em #<- mind u two of us have crushes on our dance partners (the other one im not sure hes rlly vague abt it lmao) #so that was fun !! #we all like figured out our own times to give em #I WAS GIVEN. THE OPPORTUNITY TO HELP HER WEAR IT (my gift was a necklace !! insanity) #also we took pictures together #maybe ill show em #but i will be censoring them #maybeeee tomorrow. im tired #and hungry #why am i hungry #probably because im tired #sorry for pining on main #<- implied + tags are very much just me pining #look its not my fault shes pretty. and shakes from performance anxiety. and is so much taller than me. an #ok #too much maybe yea ok yep mhmmm #gnight silly creatures thats all the pining for tonighfhfbcndnd

[helielune]

top 10 things to do instead of sleeping

#or working?????????? yall i willfully ignored work bc i am so damn tired and it's TECHNICALLY break #but the inescapable side effect of doing that is that i literally Just Realized i have a deadline in TWO DAYS MANNNNNNN #i knew before break started that it wouldnt be much of a break but this is crazy #jjba #trish una #this is a wip btw #wip #my art #i swear im logging off after this. to do work TT_TT if any of you see me in the next 60 hours its bc i Failed #i do have some queued posts but those post at the same time every day so. besides that #vento aureo #bye yall o7 i will see you l8r g8rs

[itoshiki--hito--e]

1 am messy comfort doodle cause i needed it and i just finished ep 9 and gods i love them-

#buddy daddies #kazurei #my art #rei suwa #kazuki kurusu #they're in love your honor #i love this anime so much #if anything happen to these two im gonna kill everyone and myself #its messy ik #but im tired and just drew on 1 am