#but it crashes so fuck me :D

[jennhoney]

BABES If I feel even a tiny bit okay I become insufferable, maybe? I don’t know what happened two days ago. The only thing I can figure is that I food poisoned myself??? But nothing like that has ever happened to me before. It was brief and I hope it never happens again.

I THINK I AM GOING TO HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE WITH LUNCH.

*high kick*

I’ve had three days in a row of “fair” sleep. I almost always get a “poor” rating.

*high kick*

FAFNER AND I ARE THRIVING ON THE WHITE FOOD DIET!!!! (Mashed potatoes so of course we are)

Oh I forgot to make my coffee… I feel pretty jazzed. Maybe I will hold off on coffee.

#I am so going to crash #I’m actually pretty tired #*high kick* #I only slept 6 hrs last night. I think my phone took pity on me #like this girl needs a win #sleep is my favorite and i’m getting the d in it #jennhoney personal log #fafner the??? #2023 i call everyone babe and fucking thrive #colonoscopy blogging

[violence-infatuation]

this shot made giggle bc why was he giving deborah kara unger in crash slay

#*girls when they see person on balcony* this is so crash 1996 #the parasite slithering away in the grass also reminded me of the sex blob from naked lunch just fucking bouncing away. ass in the air #d

[altarcup]

trust me i will find a way to romanticize aem0nd....

#something something enmeshment = loss of identity something something #the like. shifting and undulating force thats always just beneath the surface of his skin and how SCARY it is when he lets it show!! hmmm. #grumble grumble. being able to shock and terrify just by showing his true face. something something. #the question whether redacted was really an accident or not........ and what both stories mean in relation to his character #and the fact that in the end it almost doesn't matter!!! but did he lie? should he have lied? </3 #the black sheep of a family that is alr baseline fucked!! like my god #hes so scrungly and crunchy. hmmm. kneads him like those pretty little slimes with the charms in them #also!! the way the targs all are so extremely doglike. like its so apparent in the banquet scene/the aftermath #when d**** gets between the boys and a/emond its sm like a big dog correcting a younger one #they are creepy crawly and i loathe this family (im obsessed with them they are like a car crash to me i cannot look away but i am in pain)

[elytrafemme]

i have at this point talked to at least a few of my college friends about cough syrup, only two of them knowing it by explicit name. and i find it incredibly funny because one of them was an actual committed fan who dropped after the major hiatus, and the other one only read five chapters in before giving up 😭 i have much love for the hiatus survivors because my dear close friends were NOT committing to that shit

#nightmare.cough-syrup #one of these people is on tumblr and if you see this Hi i miss you. also get away from here !!! #i've reached a point in college where i am fully rejecting 'cringe culture' and am just pretty open about this shit #like i do talk about my d+p hyperfix on main and i do allude to my fandom history. Whatever. it's interesting yk #finding out one of them got only five chapters in is so funny because i am not a fan of the beginning of CS #so i'm like yeah no i would absolutely do the same LMFAO #also neither of them were cs!ranboo enjoyers which i find SO fucking funny #like yes it's no secret that their chapters are harder to write but bro did not [CRASHING NOISES] for this slander!!! yk #(i've avoided saying the actual name of the fic because i am clear about wanting none of my college friends to read it- #-if they hadn't in the past. BUT i think if i told my best friend who blissfully never got into this community #he would kind of just sigh but support me. he's my no.1 defender i'm so serious. i am a nightmare to him though <3)

[hlvrai-stuck-together]

((OOC))

Sorry I keep updating at like. midnight. I honestly dont have an excuse besides i go to work and i get home and i'm tired fghsdajk

Gonna take me a little while to get into the swing of this. I've never done an askblog like this before (though I have hosted... technically 3 in the past? (EDIT: no, 4 actually.) But never like this, and none of them went anywhere), so trying to get into the swing of it has been weird.

Glad people seem to be enjoying it, though! I had no idea it'd take off like this, aha. Hopefully I can get a bit more consistent and stop uploading at 2 AM, lol.

That said, I don't know what my schedule's gonna be (if I even start one). So if there's a couple days where I don't upload, it's not because I abandoned the AU or anything, it's probably just because I'm busy IRL.

Feel free to keep sending in asks even if I'm not online! I've already got a lot of really good ones sitting there that I'm gonna hold onto for a bit (for. reasons).

This has been really fun so far, and I hope everyone's having fun, too! Just bear with me while I figure this out. I'm hoping to get out a ref of [ERROR] soon, and also stop calling him that soon, but getting into character is proving to be a challenge when you do it on and off like this. But that's never stopped me before and it won't now. Like I said, this has been fun so far!

That said, if anyone has any suggestions on a meta level, I'm all ears. I realize now that I've run into this basically blind, so even though I did a couple week's worth of preparation in advance for this blog, I'm also still floundering a bit. Learning more every day, though! And I'm hoping I can pick up the pace soon as well. After Day 1's rapidfire replies, going at a more leisurely pace feels really slow, and I both wanna fix that but also don't know how because, like I said, I keep uploading at midnight gfdshjk

TL;DR I'm working on it dw lol

-Mod Dimonds

#dimond speaks #ooc #i have many plans for this au and i've realized that figuring out how to connect the dots to get us there is the hard part #i'm used to writing fanfic where i as a writer would be able to brainstorm a way to connect those pieces #but since i've decided to host this as an askblog instead a part of that control has been taken away from me #it's like im DMing D&D instead of what i'm used to #which i don't mind- like i said i'm having fun- it's just a huge change from the norm on my end #and i don't wanna make the story twist unnaturally in a different direction because i want one thing and the askers want another #but on the other hand to there is a story here i want to tell #so finding the balance is gonna be hard #but i think it'll also be really fun #at best i'll write a story i'm proud of and people can be along for the ride and we'll all have a good time #and at worst? Day 1 was fucking awesome and one of my favorite memories of being in this fandom #so even if this thing crashes and burns i'll always have that to hold on to #so basically just thank you for reading. both my lil blurb here and the au in general #like seriously i cannot thank you enough for wanting to see where this goes #and something i'm super proud of so far is that everyone's brought their thinking caps too! #i have at least 6 asks sitting in here that i'm saving for later #which is literally half the inbox! #i do wanna state here (in the tags shhh) that i have some massive plans for this au #so the fact that everyone's thinking critically about it has made me really giddy #so proud of this classroom everyone gets A+s for the day /lh #OH ALSO Day 1 here just means the first day the AU was live. this au will be counted in in-story days so i wanna state that now #uhh i dont know how to end this. just... thank you so much for reading. #ily guys i can't wait to keep going and more frequently once i find my footing

[cynthrey]

Lil comic based of my buddy’s, @lunarsands , fanfic “Echoing Through To You”. Check it out on xer blog too!

#tumblr crashed a fuck-ton of times trying to upload this lol #lunar if i see you reblogging this within one hour of me posting in imma bonk you >:( go to bed #my art #alsmp #alsmp mythicalsausage #alsmp scott smajor #scosage #witherangel #dangthatsalongname #mythicalsausage #op can't draw backgrounds :'D #also lunar i'm sorry. i tried to add the extra texts but couldn't fit them in in a way it looked good ( TT n TT ) #tw body horror #body. horror tw #i think? #just to be safe #never drawn body horror in my life so idk how much triggering this can be

[skitskatdacat63]

I think I mentioned it here before but I wrote some paper for a class where I used F1 interviews(like the post-race press pen) as examples, right? My prof asked if she could use it as a sample work for future classes omg!!! But mostly I'm cackling evilly over the fact that F1 is forever memorialized in that paper, I hope someone in the future reads it and is like "...wait a minute" 😭

#i used post-azerbaijan bcs it was the most recent when i wrote it #so fucking rip Nyck bcs i used his post-dnf interview as the main example JDJFKGKGLGL #this makes me wish i wrote their full names and used more examples #but i wonder if you could figure out the race by the examples i used 🤔 #anyways thats cool as i said mostly just laughing abt the fact that my F1 obsession made it into an example #speaking of f1 interviews(or sports in general) i touched upon this in my paper but during the race interviews are so interesting #i cant remember if they do them so much now(i feel like my brain just dumps most of my race wknd memory except the highlights 😭) #but in like older races they always made me cringe bcs #someone would have a silly dnf or smth and the interviewers would be sooooo blunt with them #ik its their job but god i cannot imagine going up to someone after they just crashed out and being like #'so that seemed pretty silly why dod you do that' basically just questions where you the viewer are like #UGHHHHHH HOW ARE YOU ASKING HIM THAT YOUD MAKE ME CRY IF THAT WERE ME #anyways :) interviews are interesting bcs of how they remove barriers that exist in normal conversation #man if only i used nando as an example in that paper ughhhhh i dont think his clip fit with what i was writing tho #but max got in there :D good for Max :D forever memorialized in some random paper #catie.rambling.txt

[ohyesididnotjustdothat]

my favorite part of the new zelda is that it lets you play so so wrong and sometimes it works, and sometimes you die

#legend of zelda #loz totk #dick moves with d #I have two vids recorded #one is me using a log ladder to get to a higher sky island #and the other is me fucking up the balance of a rail platform so it crashes and throws me into the abyss #the multitudes.

[thunderheadfred]

You think 30-odd years of delayed sleep phase and ADHD brain would have me well used to insomnia by now but no. Every single night I roll around in bed for like four hours going “why the fuck am I still awake!?”

#that’s a lot of time I could spend doing other things #but if I do other things I just stay up LATER #and still never get tired #and eventually I get so sleep deprived I have a massive crash #doesn’t matter how much melatonin I take or light I avoid or what the fuck ever #my brain is just fundamentally fucking backwards and has been since birth #parents confirm I never slept #basically WHY #I never get tired but I’m always *t i r e d* ya get me? #idyebsidbaoaowjdbx wkanb #adhd stuff

[un-pearable]

yknow it’s definitely very unhealthy to use tumblr as the place to dump my anxiety . like writing out what you’re feeling and translating it into understandable words is a method of processing said feelings but not. like this

#girl i need a therapist . bad. i need to get over my driving issue and this and my other seven million sleeper agent anxiety triggers #i’m doing better than in high school but it’s b a. d #average daily life is better than ‘had an anxiety attack bad enough my lang teacher let me sleep through an essay’ TWICE in back to back wee #ks. and i honestly probably would have failed a few AP exams if covid hadn’t happened. but now i have so much higher expectation s for muswl #myself. so even if day to day i’m better and more social and more productive. when i crash i crash fucking hard #and the consequences are barely escaped. i’ve gotten so damn lucky #the only reason i’m successful is bc my writings good enough to cover for the fact that i procrastinate until literally the last day for #every major essay. and i’m good at memorizing for exams. people can’t tell you’re bullshitting if everyone else in the class sucks atwriting #or is using chatgpt. fuck the big fish in a small pond accusations are true #AGH. jay rose stop. go to bed.

[philzokman]

ive decided im gonna publish a novel before i leave for uni (like 10ish months) for the pure reason that i think it would be very very very funny

#the issue is i keep telling ppl im gonna do it bc i havenothing better to do] #I HAVE SO MUCH BETTER T ODO HOLY FUCK #I have to as of now #read dubliners by james joyce no longer human by osamu dazai notes from underground by dostoevsky and demons by dostoy for adv english #i have to start my dissertation for that too sobs and breaks down #teach myself my geography course bc my teacher didnt do shit and im crashing god help me #DO MY FUCKING UCAS APPLICATIOSN AFHUEJDKS #do my personal statement im going ot find the nearest cliff istgfjehmdjs #theres omse other shit as well but i genuinely cant remember like i think i maybe have to learn o del mio dolce ardor for vocals but idk #anywho pray for me frfr #HDJKADLS #but so far teh books called theres a red red sun and its very cool and i rlly like it so far :D #lea.txt

[kandismon]

lmao my queue spitting out a maura x eyk gif set the morning after learning that netflix cancelled the show hahahah

#i'm still upset #a little bit furious maybe LOL #fuck you netflix i hope you crash and burn #the entertainment landscape looks so bleak these days no matter which media i'm looking at #tv shows movies comics #at least what's mainstream is almost all the same garbage #over and over #bless indie and niche creators feeding me the good stuff #wish it was easier to crowdfund tv shows :'D #so that no creatives would have to rely on shit corps like netflix #p~

[bethiewhimsy]

LOOK !!!! is it a bird?? is it a plane?!

...oh it’s just bsd brainrot rants =_=

#wasn’t gonna make a bsd brainrot rant but this episode TOOK ME OUT #i sobbed like a child lost at the marketplace y’all #s3e6 (i know i know but The Slump was hitting again and the internet has been extra sucky lately smh) lezzgo #first off: LUCY SCREENTIME LUCY SCREENTIME #i love her she is my queen #also her and atsushi are such a funny and wonderful team aww bless #PLS THE WHOLE FIRST HALF HAD ME SMILING LIKE A GOOFBALL #but then kyoka’s parents’ death scene crashed the party and OUCH OUCH OUCH #that hurt me so much 😭😭😭 #her mother was so good!!! can you imagine killing your own husband that you loved and cherished and at his insistence omg that’s horrifying #CRYINGGG #moving on because ;-; #i actually audibly said ‘yay’ when tanizaki came on screen so i guess that has something to say about me #i just think he’s neat y’all very under appreciated #anyway this is random but???? his voice sounds so similar to ango’s and i don’t vibe with that lolol #DAZAI I WILL M U R D E R YOUUU he’s always up to something can’t he go take a relaxing bath or something idk #BECAUSE OMG ?????? THE WHOLE ORDEAL WITH THE HEADMASTER HAD ME GASPING FOR LIFE #I SOBBED SO MUCH YALL #as heart wrenching as it was tho my emotions are so fucking complicated about it #the bastard deserved to die no doubt because what shitty person does what he did #but ???? he still wanted to congratulate atsushi?? bring him flowers and tell him he was proud???? WTF WTF WTF #i saw a bit of atsushi i didn’t think i would though #the borderline psychotic RAGE and sick satisfaction wow wow wow that caught me off guard #im not blaming him not even in the slightest tho #my family and i have helped people get out of abusive households and ive seen that deep rooted fear and anger before and it always hurts me #hurts me so so so much #atsushi in this episode rlly reminded me that he is a victim of heinous abuse #OKAY WAIT AND DAZAI’S ‘MOST PEOPLE CRY WHEN THEIR FATHERS DIE’ AND ATSUSHI IMMEDIATE TEARS HAD ME SOBBING #also??? theory or fact??? headmaster was atsushi’s father??? #ANYWAY GOOD EPISODE BUT VERY VERY SAD

[swagging-back-to]

really, in this day in age if you refuse to release your movie for streaming youre actual shit and it tells me that your movie is ALSO shit.

#i was SO excited for quiet place 2 to come out. #i waited and had it on my calender #and then they indefinitely cancelled it until after the pandemic. #because 'you have to see this movie in theaters. it was made to be seen in theaters' #spoilers if you havent watched it yet... the movie was shit. it was a dumpsterfire. it crashed and burned in ways unimaginable #i dont think a single person liked that movie. #everything from the plot to the characters was senseless and infuriatingly annoying #soooo the fact that james cameron is refusing to release avatar 2 for streaming for at least another half year.... #my expectations are in the dirt. #they already were after it took 13 fucking years to be made #13 years in development doesnt tell me 'this movie will be great'it tells me ' these people have no fuxking idea what theyre doing' #especially when the first one took 5 years to make and was released in 2009. #it took 5 years to make avatar one in 2000 FUCKING 4. #and yet he couldnt even have half the movie finished in the 2010s? #avatar 3 4 and 5 are all finished. they were finished (shooting and editing) YEARS before he even began avatar 2 #that tells me theres GROUNDBREAKINGLY horrible time management going on behind the scenes #and honestly from the clips ive seen from the movie it really doesnt look that good #they copied almost all of the first movie right down to exact freezephrames that are the same. #they were so lazy they COULDNT EVEN COME UP WITH ORIGINAL PLOTPOINTS AND DIALOGUE IN O V E R A D E C A D E.

[orcelito]

THE PRINCE IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!! we still have to escape the burning ship lol & there are still people Trapped And Dying. but i’ve successfully saved my friend’s father from dying to his stupidity. 

political fallout?? pshhhh why should I care? im just a little nobody from the streets of a different country. and for all any of them know, this was Just an accident :)

#speculation nation #big ship crashing lots of people dying & the prince oh so tragically was one of them #the other person loyal to the prince is dead. the only other people who could have seen this go down is like #either ppl on our side OR the scientist lady from their side who is too busy looking at science shit to pay any attention #realistically we Could lie & there's no one alive to dispute it #...........except that the empire has a fucking uhhh oracle over here lol. who could probably tell what actually happened #IN WHICH CASE well it's not like they can do shit to me. i'll just go running again if need be #really the oracle is the only wrench in this plan. otherwise we have the perfect alibi (each other) #d&d

[poridge]

Asshole fucking hung up on me

#this is the worst time ever #someone crashed into me a d now my car is getting fixed abd this is the most annoying process ever #fuck #im so crabby today