#but im fucking miserable

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

are there any bpd baddies out there whose fp is platonic and they have to cope with being not important? how relatable is this content

#shut up hanna #esp now cuz he has a gf #and its nearly impossible to understand if u dont have bpd cuz it just looks like im in love w him #and im just simply not #but my attachment is so fucking strong and my emotions are just too big #yesterday we had a talk and i said i felt like his gf is the only relationship that matters to him in his life #and he was like. i can understand that. im sorry u feel that way #like . and thats it #idk #theres literally nothing to be done #but im fucking miserable

[suntails]

toot toot!

#breaking my streak of dramatic af captions bc look at this. look at it. wtf was i supposed to call it. he's tootin whaddya want from me #he go TOOT TOOT on his lil trumpet i fuckgjn LOVE HIM im maxing this card im serious #lvl 60 10/10 no expense is too much for my precious boy #i found a new brush that has this rly soft charcoal vibe and i used it on this whole thing and it was SEXY it was HEAVEN #it was fun for coloring too!!! and the outfit colors are fun to color OUGHH everything made just for me <3 feeling SILLY #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #his bunny outfit sweeps like im sorry but its the best card of the event and its not even fucking close #suntails #i did one 10-pull bc i wanted the paint bonus from epel's card even tho i HATE that card #and i instead got SUPER lucky and got deuce and NO epel!!! i couldnt be fucking happier #then my job interview today never called and i was miserable again but it was an internal issue and im now rescheduled for next week #so please dear god pls guys pray i get this job. i want it sooooo bad

[pippuns]

you ever think about how fucked up it is that shen qingqiu's first mission out of sect was him subduing the skinner, a demon who targeted and replaced people no one would really miss?

very fun how the skinner ended up getting killed and destroyed by someone else who took the place of a person no one really missed

#i think about it a lot #fucks me up #like. shen jiu is a prick and was miserable to be around but it really is fucked up that the only person who missed him is yue qingyuan #and all of the other peak lords were like “well it's weird but he's actually better to be around now” #(no shade to the other peak lords. i love those guys and they did run a bunch of secret tests to try and make sure it was their shixiong) #(not their fault that system let sy cheat) #like. that fucks me up a lot. #pip speaks #svsss #btw im not saying that shen yuan or the skinner are equivalent in any way. intent and what you actually do with your life matters #but it is an interesting parallel

[heartorbit]

just how can i protect your smile?

#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi #pjsk #prsk #project sekai #proseka #tsukasa tenma #rui kamishiro #ruikasa #AUUUUUGH. #this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism #putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009) #this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted #i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay #tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine #me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt #im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit. #emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me #Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here #im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked #i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it #but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH #wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg

[figurecollection]

Motored Cyborg Runner SSX_155T Action Figure by Max Factory, from Shoujo Hatsudouki

#i actually adore this im MISERABLE it's so expensive + lottery only #the shoujo hatsudouki series is so fucking good so far #Motored Cyborg Runner SSX_155T #Motored Cyborg Runner #Shoujo Hatsudouki #max factory #action #action figure #anime figure #anime figures #anime #figure #figures #figurine #figurines #cyborg #robot

[barawrah]

been extra miserable about them this past week

#WHYYYYYY WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY #mxtx can we talk....lets discuss mxtx listen to me #and its just . banging my head into a wall their whole thing is they never be happy in any life . ever again #because they Die . and thats it poof out of the reincarnation cycle #FUCK YOUUUUU BFLF RUINING MY LIFE #canon im beating you with a stick like a feral animal #ill be sitting minding my own business and my brain will go dream on like shut the fuck upppppppp #bawling my eyes out rn #this is so awful i hate u bflf i hope youre both miserable #no i dont sorry please be happy #ok . ok deep breaths #art tag #tgcf #shi qingxuan #he xuan #beefleaf

[buwheal]

c]:^) <— do you like his hat? Silly little cowboy!

#im not fucking animating the static this has 200 frames for correct pacing URGHHHH... #me when i #me when i enjoy making art for myself and other people #GRRRHHHGGGGGGGHHKJNMUHYHGDTI #if you see mistakes NO YO U DONT #[you've got mail!] #spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #most miserable sopping wet excuse of an addison #if there was something to hear you would get a description

[mothtaire]

maturing is realising that valvert old man yaoi is just as good as enjoltaire

#hello dear les mis fandom we are so fucking back #im hyperfixating again #see the thing is les mis is literraly my special interest for like 5+ years #and the way i aged i had to realise that i’ve become a javert girlie #because i was always like womp womp with him #but now hes literally everything to me im ngl #les mis #les miserables #valvert #javert

[shriika]

she was a professional hater

#she was fucking scary esp in changeling route/pos #idk theres a lot to be said about her as the mistress whos most in control of her powers #is this very badly overworked? yes but i had fun #anyways #maria kaina #patho 2 redesign miserable sorry now IM the hater #pathologic #pathologic classic hd #pathologic fanart #мор утопия #once again i am tempted to tag daniil for exposure.... but i wont (clenches fists) #shriikadraws #mymart

[art-o-gant]

my fucking les mis brainrot is back can you believe it.

marius jumpscare under the cut

marius be upon ye

#cdjhnskcnfdsjkvcnsdfjkvnfdsjkvnfdhsjcnfsdjknc sdfj #les miserables #les mis #TAGGING IS A PAIN!!!! #les mis fanart #grantaire #enjolras #fuck man i guess #marius pontmercy #I GUESS. ?? #goddndncjdscdjcjs #this is more keysmash than tagging #using tumblr tags as my personal diary at this point . man #god do i tag this with the gay tag im giong to tag with the gay tag #exr #enjoltaire #THERE I DID IT. #thats . the most tags ive ever put on a post ever probably #anwyay ummm #smiling face with three hearts emoji . I CARE THEM

[syrupbitee]

found these

#genuinely miss draw lmk or them in general im getting use to my new job so it is absorbing me and is exhausting #i was looking for a job and then i found the job but heaven knows im miserable now #in my life why do i have to give value time to people who don't car if i life or die #myart #sketch #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #sun wukong #monkey king #liu'er mihou #liu er mihou #six eared macaque #im fucking tired rn i wish i could sleep like for forever ever snd ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and e

[wis-art]

Being a weird faggot is so much more fun than being a miserable repressed teenager who loathes themselves and tries to act like a """normal""" member of society because they're too afraid to be cringe

#what a miserable time of my life that was lol #anyways fuck the catholic church for making me believe im all sorts of sins and that ill burn in hell #telling such bs to a mentally ill kid messed me up! #tho at least this feeling of alienation brought lucy and wiki so thats kinda awesome #they are gay bitches

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

#theres no peace #every little thing reminds me we are poor #seeing friends having electricity wifi heat food gas. it all costs money. and bills and fees and charges happen all the damn time #im constantly worried that i am measing up somehow or im not keeping track of my finances properly #the person handling our disability assistance application keeps coming back with question after question about my job #and i have so much doubt and fear that ive made some mistake in my answers that will disqualify us from support #and theres this sick backwards stupid thing where applying for and being on disability support is discouraging me from trying to make money #because the more i make the less likely we'll get support but i need to make money to live #its just fucked. and once we're on support i have to make monthly reports of my income so ill feel like im explaining myself all the fuckin #time #cus the system isnt built in a way that makes sense for self employed ppl who have business expenses to account for #sorry for the ranting i cant sleep #truly truly i think poverty is making me a worse persin #more anxious more resentful more jealous more miserable more spiteful #i have so little and there is so little i can do to help it #i want things in a more desparate and even childish way than i used to eant things #spend a lot more time fantasizing about magically having expendable income #not to mention the constant exponential guilt that comes from asking for help or recieving help. its guilt i need to unlearn but i feel it

[thegreatcrowdragon]

Does anyone have a Shadow Milk mii I need to make pureshadow real

(Disclaimer I did NOT make this mii I found it on google)

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #shadow milk cookie #pure vanilla cookie #pureshadow #shadowvanilla #vanilla milkshake #I’ve just been downloading random miis and saw pv and was like sure. I’ll find sm eventually and then I can make them date #until then he has to sleep with the horse #I gave him one of those trip tickets from the roulette and he looked so miserable when the game said he had nobody to go with #IM SORRY BUT THAT WAS. REALLY FUCKING FUNNY.

[mellow-killjoy]

I'm sorry I'm still so hung up on the fact that Five has only been around his family for like 3 weeks after being alone for like 40 something years and spent most of those three weeks trying to figure out how to stop the end of the world, and fix his mistakes, only for everyone to walk away at the end 😥😥😭😭😭😭😭

#im so fucking miserable #sad hours #five hargreeves #the umbrella academy #tua spoilers #tua s3 #tua #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #luther hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #ben hargreeves #the sparrow academy #the umbrella academy season 3 #mcr gerard way #gerard way

[breath-of-fresh-grantaire]

join in the fight that will give them the right to be free. 🍉🇵🇸

#free palestine #seanposting #les mis #les miserables #enjolras #everyone on twt is drawing their favs with the flag/watermelon so im joining in #enjolras would be fucking furious right now with the current happenings