#but ill survive

[jamisafan]

It's done!!!!

#markets took 4 different days #gardens took 3 #a total of 7 days of work! #oh wow #what have i done with my life #im a physco path #was it worth it? #probably #i am NOT spending time taking those apart #that would be awful #im glad i got both though #they look so pretty all connected ❤️ #im planning on taking all the figures from both and setting them up #make them do silly things #then a little photo shoot #markets was such a pain to put together though #so many flimsy pieces on that things #and the one you have to PUSH IN!?!? #those sucked #but ill survive #its done now :D #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago lego #lego

[sassuguru]

currently n ma naruto era! started re-watchin' it ( js dub dis time ) 'nd i fell n luv all over again!! so, requests r open 4 dat. and u'll prolly c more content 4 it cuz 'm a yapper n i analyze stuff

#( ann ) — curator message #i swear #if i post sumthin' n a certain b-i-t-c-h pops n #kms #they piss mi off s'badd!! >.< #but ill survive #naruto #naruto shippuden #requests are open

[possessionisamyth]

BABYS FIRST GAMING LAPTOP IS TOO LARGE

#aris advents #but ill survive

[andiaquarium-moved]

up at a normal time today GOOD MORNING !!!!!!!

#aaand post #still no energy drink <dying #but ill survive

[theonlyhoneybee]

i’m so sorry guys ik i’m supposed to be a new writer nd stuff and i will post some stuff for y’all but right now my life outside of writing is literal shit but i’ll try to get back to working on some stuff soon but bye for now, i love you all and thank you for the support you’ve been giving i really do appreciate each and every one of you 🤎🤎

#mentally exhausted #but ill survive #for y'all #🤎 #i have writers block

[mihai-florescu]

hiii

very very sleepy today. how was your day? <3

Little kitties! Kind of a blurry day, i went to school and had pancakes after a little presentation tho! Biked in the rain for half an hour and been in bed since:/ sssleepy and hungry too and feeling guilty

#i dont want to fall asleep before at least trying to get a snack and take a shower #i need tomorrow to be a saturday and its Not i want to cry #<-has a bunch to do #but ill survive #hugging u btw i hope youre well #ask #mar🍎

[osamconegtiv]

I'll never find love because I set my standards at Jade Harley, and no real human can meet those expectations.

#homestuck #jade harley #no one can meet that level of joy-bringing #but ill survive

[tyrant-tales]

So, not gonna lie, this week sucks. First of all, at gymnastics I injured my hip, got a concussion, and screwed up my shin all in one mess up. (I peeled off the high bar and hit my shin on low bar, for anyone who cares) and that was yesterday. Today I am panicked at gymnastics and split the beam, further hurting my hip, one of my friends broke her ankle, and I couldn't vault today. To make it worse, today was my last practice before my meet on Saturday. On and the entire day I had that really old meme "Why are we still here? Just to suffer?" Playing through my head. So yeah this week was interesting. And I'm still competing whether my body likes it or not. Woohoo!

#like no one cares #but yknow #gymnastics #shitpost #mills speaks #this week succksss #but ill survive #so fuck you

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!" #to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid'' #like..... gets me #yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai #and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that. #you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time. #dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem. #these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly. #they arent meant to be fun and exciting. #OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off. #but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X #dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was. #i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill. #the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT. #like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU #for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...

[positivelyqueer]

You have options. I promise you, you have options. Even if you blow up your whole life, change your name and train hop half way across the country- you still have options. So long as you are alive you have choices and chances. If you can’t see them, ask someone else. Ask a stranger or someone who loves you. Anyone not in your situation will have different a perspective. Stay safe and stay alive.

#Hope #positivity #recovery #survival #mental health #Mental illness.

[in-a-slanted-outhouse]

I wanna write something here about how I feel rn but idk how to describe it so here’s this I guess lmao

#not feeling great #but ill survive #louie says shit

[astericias]

even more au stuff SORRYYY this one takes place during their last fight at the end of third life :))

#third life #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtwscar #life series eternal sunshine au #i feel so silly #and a little cringe but ill survive

[andiaquarium-moved]

i think this being my first human life adds into why i find everything about humanity so fascinating and beautiful

#aaand post #tho i do hope this is my only human life. while i dont HATE it im very not happy about it #but ill survive

[aidenwaites]

The past few days have been so,, weird

#just kinda hazy you know #im kind of hoping when they DO post the schedule theyll give me tomorrow off but i know they wont #BUT ill survive

[possibility-1nk]

Ok well now I

#well NOW i cant walk at all because it stings when i do #but ill survive #dw

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

One of the saddest, hardest moments of your life will be when you are crying and screaming to the world pleading for a sign.

A sign that you should stay alive for one more day, maybe a couple of days.

But that sign doesn’ t come. You stare at your phone thinking maybe someone will answer or someone will text you asking if you’re okay. You search endlessly for some reason to stay alive but you can’t find any.

That is probably the most heartbreaking moment when you can’t find any reason to stay alive when you need it most because you suddenly feel all this pain and you feel more alone than you’ve ever felt in your entire life.

That moment will break you and I don’t wish it on even my worst enemies.

#mental health #mental illness #trauma #bpd #ptsd #traumatized #cpstd #alone #lonely #sad #broken #hurt #scared #bipolar #suicidal ideation #reasons to stay #survival